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Personally, I think the “That’s how it happened right? You standing in my blood, stroking my hair?” Was how it happened. Louis is just super detached from that headspace he was in before, and validly wanting not to have it be true that he didn’t, at one time, care about Claudia being gone, would be reasonable, and in character. Blaming Armand, partly, for why things got to be like that is correct. Though in this instance is misdirected to include things Armand did not in fact do to get it to be like that, but had, very much, done in a recent unrelated incident. He's essentially combining two events together to get it to align with his current set of beliefs. (Surely everyone's looked back on a situation before and saw it differently given time to think or feel differently about it. Get differing information, and so on. The show is directing us to that a lot, if not making it one of its major themes.)
But I say this is probably, almost definitely, the case, because Louis story beats need to be told accurately lest it take away from his character arc, as well his whole character and its complexity. Obstructing from his, very powerful, highly emotionally driven, story in a way that's frankly offensive. Armand having total and complete control over it, is bullshit. While, he does this though, to himself. Does a character armor on himself to get away from his own flaws, and role, in how things came about. Not intentionally, because it is emotional, and a lot of times just a result of blocking out that trauma. But this is something he’s seen doing often - Not remembering situations in the light in which they’re most accurate, and in so doing painting himself better sometimes, and others worse. Straight up forgetting, or overlooking information, and so never reevaluating why certain things came about until this moment. Not accurately applying the emotions of then, to the way he feels about it now, because he can't, or couldn't previously, actually remember it in that way. As he doesn't connect to those feelings, even those memories. His feelings in a lot of ways keep clouding his memories and his judgments of them.
Daniel gets at this too, where he brings up the tapes, and how Louis was basically just raving the whole time, and this story all happened differently then. It's the same story beats, yes, but it's all so emotionally different to the point where information gets completely changed around, even looked at like it's forcefully constructed to be a certain way, and not actually, therefore, accurate. Louis always tells an emotional story, and that’s important. It places him in time and continuum, in his own history as opposed to outside of it. That’s like, I think a history that can’t be overlooked, even if it's a history that's subject to change. And shouldn't history be? Shouldn't we look back on events that took place in our lives differently? Isn't that how any society grows? And why shouldn't Louis judgments be clouded by his emotions when that's the reason for most any other characters actions? Isn't that the story being told here?
#iwtv#Armand stuff in tags so I'm not derailing:#this is also why I believe Louis had asked Armand for it to be removed because he was struggling and his judgements were off and so asking#in that kind of moment is... I feel a very Louis doing something emotionally desperate moment. And you can just#throw a dart at a wall of things he's done and never miss him doing something emotionally desperate.#the whole interview is emotionally desperate for crying out loud.#anyway... I'm an Armand would only do this if asked kind of person and think it's lazy and bad writing otherwise.#Armand SO much more preys on Louis emotional vulnerabilities and desperations than he goes fucking around with Louis literal memories.#Cause he's also not after control so much as filling the void of his own insecurities and sometimes this is done through manipulating Louis#And that's why I also don't think he plans and constructs so much as... also only acts desperately.#Honestly I don't think a lot of it's intentional either for the very reason he doesn't want to really control Louis#Louis just also an active reminder of everything he's insecure about so he... ends up acting out a lot of them onto him.#The guy's not hannibal lector unwell he's Armand unwell#Idk the people that get it get it#louis de pointe du lac#loumand#armand#interview with the vampire
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for some reason this sentence cracks me up
P.S. thank you Lando for giving us memeable content in every interview <3
#poor guy needs a 22 person pr team standing behind him in interviews#fully equipped with dart guns#one wrong word and it's nighty night lando#formula 1#lando norris#max verstappen#las vegas gp 2024
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Okay this may sound toxic but I think Louis should get back with Lestat
#my ramblings#hes a parade of red flags but reds my favorite color baby#(also armand gives me bad vibes)#like at least with Lestat is as obvious as a poison dart frog#armand hides it#lestat de lioncourt#louis de pointe du lac#interview with the vampire#amc iwtv
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Thinking again about TFS Henry's D'art/Demodog parallels...
Like Will finding D'art hiding in the bathroom, verus Patty finding Henry hiding in the bathroom, espeically with the way that D'art hides behind the toilet with Will standing over him, vs Henry hiding behind the sink and Patty standing over him:
And especially with the super similar sinks and mirrors in the bathroom during Will's scene with D'art vs in the TFS Bathroom scene (and I know theyre both typical school bathrooms, but the specific focus on the identical mirrors both in that S2 shot and in TFS has me staring at it):
And especially with the super similar sinks and mirrors in the bathroom during Will's scene with D'art vs in the TFS Bathroom scene (and I know theyre both typical school bathrooms, but the specific focus on the identical mirrors both in that S2 shot and in TFS has me staring at it):
And Dustin finding D'art in the garbage, versus TFS Brenner talking about how the DOD wanted to "dispose," of Henry:
And the way that D'art's legs burst out of him vs the spider legs that burst out of TFS Henry in the attic:
And Mike saying "what is he?" about D'art vs the "what are you, Henry Creel?" line:
(espeically with the "so how did one end up in my trash," line from Dustin.)
and thinking about what I've said before re: DND Mindflayers using mindflayer tadpoles to turn humans into mindflayers vs TFS Henry coughing up the UD tadpoles in the attic... what Are You, buddy??
#stranger things#the first shadow#patty and henry both having dart parallels haunts me esp w gabrielle's interview bit about how nobody else understands their situation#like you two are the same sort of Creature arent you. or maybe you arent. but you could be#why are you both so full of weird doppelgorgon stuff#smthn smthn patty being okay with henry killing animals vs dart killing mews#god i need to finish my mystra etc posts#henry and patty you guys have the Same Thing going on with you dont you. or maybe not#anyway just ignore me#me vs writing this all out last night and then falling asleep and forgetting it exists until getting flashbanged by it today LMAO
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that's your women's and men's darts world no. 1s 😌😌😌
#darts#unbelievable day from beau#and so sweet of luke to call her back out to the stage to take in her applause :')#and them doing the interview together!!!#peace and love on planet darts#darts tag
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the way pietreczko always looks at his gf for encouragement is kinda cute i shan’t lie
#he gave this interview where he was like#“yeah and then i did this and lena❤️ just said youre good youre good! and i need this#to keep going. to not doubt myself“#and if I’m still thinking about that so whaat#darts
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Red bull posted a video post print where it seems max says sorry and charles says I would have done the same
It annoyed me a little that charles doesn't react more I feel like other drivers would have showed they were pissed because he not reacting leads to people going "see he's not angry so it was OK!! "
I'm not that annoyed at Charles for it because at this point that's just how he is, he doesn't have that bite knee jerk reaction some of them have, and I kinda got to a point where i'd rather see him being a little bitch on track rather than out because it's just not him? If that makes sense
If then people misinterpret his more calmer attitude as weak or him being a push over, well that's their problem and I don't want Charles to act different than who he is truly
I'm just having a bitter laugh about mv000 saying sorry to Charles, bro you're a full blow track terrorist who always resort to pushing people off to gain advantage because you can't do wheel to wheel with someone who doesn't just step back, own it at least, but I guess that's just reserved for Lewis who doesn't apparently deserve enough respect for a sorry that's just me
#like i don't need to see charles throwing darts in interviews like seb did or like idk george who tends to be more like that to see#that's not a bad trait or it means he accept being pushed around#he showed he's got what it got to be foward and have that bite on the track and for me that's enough#ask time#charles
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You know, having been a professional seamstress, I've always wondered a little bit what it would be like to sew up a wound.
my favorite example of transferable skills in fiction regardless of how realistic it is are people who work with textiles (sewing, tailoring, etc.) being asked to help stitch a wound or perform surgery. oh you can mend a hole in a shirt? mend a hole in this guy then. it's basically the same thing just with more blood and screaming.
#I'm going to get top surgery next year and let me tell you the craftsmanship of those darts is my primary concern#transferrable skills#i applied for a “flesh harvester” job once that would have been fun to have on my resume#the interview was a hand sewing test#i still don't know why i never heard back#too good I'm afraid#at risk of becoming Victor Frankenstein
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how do you think Aaron and reader who are married, react to both being called ‘Agent Hotchner’ and they both answer? That’s so cute, I could just imagine Derek smirking and Rossi having a proud dad moment
the hotchners
AHHH I LOVE THAT cw; bau!reader, established relationship, typical cm case talk, playful banter/fluff 🥰
"The unsub is devolving, they’re getting more reckless," Derek thought aloud, clicking his pen in hand. "He dumped the last victim in a public place, rather than the usual, secluded spot."
"They're losing control." You inputted in agreement, your eyes darting across the conference room table to him.
Aaron leaned down on the table, still standing, but with his palms pressed against the surface. He was next to you, and this stance allowed him to be ever so slightly closer. Your heart warmed by his proximity, as any displays of affection were at a minimum when in the field. You were happy he was just close by. "The next victim will probably be someone they can’t control-"
"Agent Hotchner?" A voice came from behind, hindering the conversation.
"Yes?" Both of you answered swiftly, out of habit, though it was a new habit for you. Your tickled eyes met Aaron's, your nose scrunched up slightly in amusement.
Derek grinned, swiveling back and forth in his chair in observance. Rossi raised his hand to his mouth casually, concealing a chuckle.
The voice in question, one of the local police department's officers, even hesitated himself, as if he didn't know which Hotchner he were to rely the information to.
As soon as you and Aaron got engaged, the discussion of whether or not you'd take his last name was on the table. To avoid confusing situations like these, or to prevent any reputable prejudices. It was rare, but every so often you received grimaces from bystanders, both in the field and in the office back home. Marrying your boss? Either tremendously romantic or something to be frowned upon.
But in the end it was unanimous; you wanted his last name, and as did Aaron. It was even more important to him. A symbol of a bond he couldn’t wait to share with you; an acknowledgment of the life you were about to build together. You and him. The Hotchners.
"Uh- sorry to interrupt. The victim's fiancé is here for their interview. They're waiting in interrogation." He stammered, his gaze switching between the two of you.
"Thank you. We'll send someone in shortly." Aaron replied, politely dismissing the officer. He kept his trained demeanor, but you could hear the laughter underneath his voice.
As his footsteps trailed away, you nudged Aaron, humorously bumping your shoulder into his upper arm.
He kept his gaze on the files laid on the table, his lips spread in a soft smile as he slowly shook his head.
"Wipe that smirk off your face, Dave." He didn't even need to look up.
"Hey!" Dave commented, his tone light as he spoke. He held up his hands in surrender, but that didn't diminish from the proud gleam in his eyes; it also happened to be the same one he had adorned on your wedding day. "I didn't say a thing."
"Oh, but it's written all over your face." You quipped also, raising an eyebrow in his direction.
"Just when I thought the two of you couldn't be any more married." Derek rolled his eyes, playfully as his lips pulled back into a grin. "What's next? Have you mastered the art of the ‘yes honey’ yet, or is that still a work in progress?"
"Please, that was perfected before we got married." Aaron remarked as he relaxed his posture, straightening up. He flashed a smile in your direction, speaking over Morgan's cackle. "Isn't that right, honey?"
#aaron hotchner x reader#aaron hotchner#aaron hotchner fluff#aaron hotchner x you#aaron hotch x reader#aaron hotchner imagine#criminal minds#criminal minds x reader#criminal minds x you#criminal minds drabble#aaron hotchner drabble#criminal minds fanfiction#hotch imagine#criminal minds x fem!reader
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The team principal reader x various is everything to me 😩 Can we get like Reader’s first day in the paddock? Like everyone’s looking at her and she’s totally oblivious to all this? And everyone’s tripping on their feet trying to make a good impression?
All Eyes on Her



The paddock had never been quieter.
Well—technically it wasn’t quiet. Reporters were still shouting, engineers were still hauling crates, team members still darted between garages like sparks of electricity. But somehow, when she walked in, the whole atmosphere paused. The sound remained, but every single soul stilled.
And the hush was caused by her.
Yn Yln.
McLaren’s brand-new, 22-year-old team principal. A figure of tabloid rumors and Twitter frenzy all winter long. Speculated, underestimated, doubted. Until now. Until this moment.
Because now she wasn’t just a press release or a blurry vacation photo from Monaco.
Now she was here.
And she was everything.
Her Louis Buitton heels clicked against the concrete like a countdown to impact. Precision. Confidence. Destruction. Her tailored navy McLaren blouse was half-tucked into high-waisted black trousers, cinched at the waist with a belt that screamed quiet luxury. In one hand, she held her iPad, glowing with race simulations and tire degradation charts. Over her eyes, her designer sunglasses reflected the shimmering desert light and the chaos around her.
And draped from her wrist like an afterthought? A matte Birkin bag the color of burnt caramel. Understated. Impossibly expensive.
Her expression was unreadable. Calculating. Focused. She didn’t spare a glance at the stunned faces gawking at her from every direction.
She just walked.
Oscar, halfway through his smoothie, choked on the straw.
“Is that—?”
“Yes,” Lando said before he could finish, voice low and reverent. “That’s her.”
Oscar’s eyes were wide. “She’s even cooler than in the Zoom meetings.”
“She’s not real,” Lando muttered. “We manifested her. There’s no way this is real.”
And then—just as Yn reached the McLaren hospitality unit—she lifted her sunglasses, saw them, and smiled.
A slow, warm, affectionate smile.
And both drivers nearly passed out on the spot.
“My drivers!” she called, voice like silk but with command woven into every syllable.
She walked up, heels sharp, bag swinging, and kissed each of them on both cheeks.
Lando was the first to fumble his words. “Uh—bonjour—hi—hey—bonjour again?”
Oscar’s brain shut off entirely.
Yn tilted her head and gave them both a fond look. “You’ve both been causing chaos without me, haven’t you?”
Lando blinked. “Only a little.”
Oscar finally found his voice. “We missed you.”
“I missed you too.” She smiled at both of them. “Let’s win something this year, yeah?”
Both of them nodded in unison like puppies. “Yes. Yes, please. Let’s win everything.”
All around the paddock, eyes followed her.
Lewis, dressed in a sleek red Ferrari polo, had paused mid-interview. “Sorry, can you repeat that?” he asked the reporter, gaze still on Yn. “Bit distracted.”
The interviewer chuckled. “You’re not the only one.”
Lewis tilted his head as he watched her greet the engineers. “McLaren’s new principal?”
“Yup.”
Lewis gave a low, appreciative whistle. “They didn’t say she was a goddess.”
Carlos, freshly transferred to Williams, leaned against the pit wall and watched her breeze past. His jaw dropped slightly, arms folded, then quickly unfolded as he straightened up and smoothed his hair back.
Next to him, Alex gave a soft laugh. “You okay, man?”
“She hasn’t even looked at me,” Carlos whispered. “I need to walk past again.”
Alex raised a brow. “Didn’t you walk past her twice already?”
“She didn’t notice. I need to be more—Spanish.”
“Carlos, you are Spanish.”
“Exactly.”
Across the garage block, Kimi watched from the Mercedes hospitality unit, sipping his water bottle. His cheeks were flushed, his ears red.
“She’s… terrifyingly beautiful,” he mumbled.
George patted him on the back. “Welcome to F1.”
Yuki, standing outside the RB motorhome, had a full plate of snacks in hand and dropped all of them when she walked by.
“Shit!” he cried as fruit tumbled to the ground. He glanced up—and Yn was already ten meters ahead, her attention fully on her tablet, oblivious to the chaos in her wake.
Behind Yuki, Liam let out a low chuckle. “You good, mate?”
“No. I need to marry her.”
Ollie, the young Haas rookie, stood completely still, eyes wide, heart thumping.
He was so stunned, he didn’t even realize he’d walked into the side of the media pen structure.
“Oh my God,” he groaned, rubbing his forehead. “I’m concussed. And in love.”
In the middle of a media scrum, Charles turned to see Yn stroll past in a flash of style and poise, her presence like gravity in human form.
He blinked.
“She’s—she’s my type.”
Pierre, standing next to him, looked mildly offended. “She’s everyone’s type.”
“I feel like I need to say something French around her,” Charles said, dreamily. “Like… baguette.”
Pierre rolled his eyes. “Just don’t embarrass us.”
Inside the McLaren garage, Yn had finally settled in front of the data screens. She’d already pointed out three flaws in the aero report and adjusted Oscar’s sim setup with a few flicks of her fingers.
Her team was completely under her spell.
And completely loyal.
One of the junior engineers whispered to another, “I’d walk barefoot through gravel if she asked.”
“Same.”
“She didn’t even look at Ferrari’s hospitality.”
“She doesn’t have to. Ferrari looked at her.”
Back on the pit lane, Lando and Oscar stood like two knights guarding a queen.
Oscar leaned toward Lando. “So how long until she realizes every driver is trying to impress her?”
“She won’t,” Lando said, eyes still following her movements. “She doesn’t see herself like that.”
“She called us her drivers,” Oscar said with a ridiculous grin.
“I know.” Lando grinned right back. “I’m never getting over that.”
That night, after the day’s chaos, she finally took off her heels and dropped onto the couch in the McLaren motorhome. Her Birkin rested beside her. Her sunglasses were off. Her feet ached. But she smiled.
“Good first day?” Lando asked, poking his head in.
She gave him a tired but genuine smile. “I didn’t fall on my face. That’s a win.”
Oscar stepped in with a smoothie. “You do know the entire paddock is obsessed with you, right?”
“Don’t be ridiculous.”
Lando snorted. “No, seriously. It’s embarrassing. We saw Yuki drop his food. Carlos has walked by five times. Kimi spilled his water.”
Oscar handed her the smoothie. “Charles said ‘baguette’ at the sight of you.”
She laughed. Really laughed.
And they both fell a little harder.
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My requests are open for the principal reader!
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The quiet things that remain
pairing: Robert 'Bob' Reynolds x reader
Summary: Bob and Y/N used to be the best of friends, he went to Malaysia to be better, only to leave her just with a ghost in the past and unresponded messages and calls. And return, but never to her. Never to the love she didn't had the courage to announce.
Word count: 12,1k
warning: very angst, depression, self-esteem issues, extreme loniless, mysoginistic remarks
note: don't hate me
chapter II
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The rain tapped against the bookstore windows like a soft, persistent knocking — steady, but unwelcome. Outside, the gray New York afternoon bled into the kind of evening that came too early and stayed too long. Inside, the warmth of yellow lamplight spilled over rows of untouched shelves and dust-flecked hardcovers, curling over the edges of a place that time had gently forgotten.
Y/N sat behind the counter, elbows on the worn wood, phone resting in her trembling hands. She hadn't noticed when the tea beside her had gone cold. She hadn’t noticed much lately.
The video played quietly, but every word rang louder than it should.
“...the New Avengers were spotted again today leaving the UN compound, raising more questions than answers. Who are they? What do they stand for? And more importantly… who are they when the cameras are off?”
A sleek montage of clips rolled across the screen. There they were — the so-called “New Avengers.”
There he was. Bob Reynolds. The man she hadn’t seen in eight months.
Golden-haired, cleaner than she’d ever known him, standing straight and still beside a team of killers and misfits. No twitching hands. No darting eyes. No shadow of withdrawal in his pupils. Just… peace. Control. Power.
It was like looking at a stranger. A beautiful, impossible stranger with his face.
Y/N’s breath caught in her throat, but the video kept playing.
“Among the many questions surrounding Sentry — the golden god at the center of the team — is one persistent theory: is there something romantic between him and his fellow operative, Yelena Belova?”
Her fingers curled around the phone. No. Please.
Footage rolled. Grainy at first — taken by paparazzi, blurred by distance.
Bob and Yelena. Walking side by side. Her arm brushing his. Another clip: her tugging him away from the crowd, laughing. A third: a hug. Not quick. Not distant. Her arms around his waist. His chin in her hair. The kind of embrace that says I know what you’ve been through, and I’m not afraid of it.
“She’s the reason I’m here,” Bob’s voice said, an old interview clip playing now. “Yelena… she didn’t give up on me, even when I did. She reminded me there was still something worth saving.”
Y/N didn’t realize she’d started crying until her vision blurred and the soft hum of her own breath broke into a quiet, gasping sob. She paused the video with shaking hands, freezing the frame on a still of Bob looking sideways at Yelena during the interview — something gentle, something fragile behind his eyes.
That was the look she used to dream about. That was the look he never gave her.
She’d held his hair back while he threw up in gas station parking lots. Bailed him out of jail with money she didn’t have. Let him crash on her couch when he was too high to remember his name. He used to call her his “safe place.” Said she was the only thing in his life that wasn’t broken.
But she’d always known. Deep down, she’d always known she wasn’t enough to fix him.
But now? Now he had Yelena.
And the world. And peace.
Y/N set her phone down face-first on the counter and covered her face with both hands, her shoulders trembling with the kind of grief that makes no sound. The kind that lives in the chest like a second heartbeat, one made of rust and regret.
No customers. No noise but the rain and the old jazz record she’d forgotten to flip. Just her and the ghosts of what they could’ve been.
In the next room, a little bell above the door chimed softly — a delivery maybe, or just the wind. She didn’t even lift her head.
Somewhere, Bob Reynolds was flying.
And she was still here, crying in a bookstore he’d once said felt like home. He wasn’t coming back. Not to her.
And still, she whispered his name. Quiet, like a prayer.
The bookstore no longer hurt.
Not in the way it used to — with that sharp, stabbing grief that made her chest cave in every time the bell above the door chimed. Back then, she'd look up, half-hoping it was him. A flash of gold hair. That awkward, tired smile. His hoodie too big, his eyes too empty.
But now, months later, there was just quiet. Not peace — never peace — but quiet.
The kind that comes after acceptance. The kind that grows like moss over memories.
Y/N didn’t talk about Bob anymore. Not to coworkers, not to old friends who still asked, “Have you seen what he’s doing now?” Not even to herself, in those late hours when the ache beneath her ribs swelled like a wound reopening.
But she felt him. In the silence between customers. In the space beside her when she locked the door and walked home. In the way she looked at the world now — all those colors, all that beauty — and felt like a glass wall stood between her and everything she used to want.
She’d loved him. Of course she had.
She had loved Bob Reynolds since the ninth grade, when he punched a teacher’s car and got suspended for protecting a kid he didn’t even know. She loved him when he borrowed her notes, when he cried on her fire escape high out of his mind, when he disappeared for three weeks and came back thirty pounds thinner, shivering and hollow-eyed.
She loved him when he couldn’t love himself.
She never said it. Not really. Maybe in the way she bandaged his hands. Or made excuses to his parole officer. Or brought him dinner and sat three feet away like she didn’t want to reach out and pull him into her chest.
And when he left for Malaysia — a “spiritual retreat” — she smiled. She smiled like she believed it, even though everything in her screamed.
Still, she let him go. She let him go because she thought he’d come back. For her.
And then came the message. Just six words.
I love you. I’m sorry.
She’d stared at those words for hours. Days. Her fingers trembling over the keys, unsent replies collecting like ghosts in her drafts folder.
“Why are you sorry?” “Where are you?” “I love you, too.” “Please come home.” “Was it ever real?”
But she never sent anything. Because part of her already knew.
It wasn’t romantic love. Not for him. She was comfort. She was safety. She was the place you go when everything else falls apart — not the place you stay when you’re finally whole again.
Yelena got that part. Yelena got all of him.
And Y/N… Y/N got to survive it.
So she started going to the park.
At first, just to breathe. Just to sit on a bench with a thermos of tea and pretend she was somewhere else. Then, one day, she brought a sketchbook. She wasn’t an artist, not really. But she remembered telling Bob once that she wanted to draw people in love. “Like those old French films,” she’d said. “Where they just sit at cafés and smoke and kiss.” He laughed and said she was corny.
She went back the next day. And the next.
She sketched mothers holding babies. Old couples feeding pigeons. Young people tangled together in the grass, drunk on love and sunshine.
They didn’t know she was drawing them. They didn’t know her heart was breaking with every line.
She packed little picnics, too. Cheese and grapes and crackers in a paper box. A single folded napkin. She ate them cross-legged on a blanket alone — the same dates she used to dream of sharing with him. Her fantasies made real, only stripped of the one person they were for.
She bought herself ballet tickets. Front row. Twice.
She cried through Swan Lake because it was beautiful. And because Bob never cared about ballet. But she’d once imagined holding his hand in that velvet-dark theater, leaning on his shoulder, whispering about the dancers under the dim light of intermission.
She went to museums with an audio guide in her ears and a silent ache in her chest. They’d planned to go once, years ago. He bailed. Got arrested that night. She remembered bailing him out, hair still curled from the night she’d spent getting ready, tickets still in her purse.
Now she went alone. She stood in front of paintings for too long. Tried to feel the meaning in each one. Tried to understand why love, for her, always felt just out of reach — like art behind glass.
Bob had loved her, she truly believed that. But now she knew it had been platonic. Or nostalgic. Or guilty. Or desperate. Not the way she had loved him. Not the kind that cracked bone and rearranged the shape of her soul.
She had been there for decades. Through every overdose. Every apology. Every relapse and redemption. And in the end, Yelena — sharp, beautiful, new — walked in and took the title Y/N had spent her whole life earning.
It wasn’t anyone’s fault. Not really.
But it still felt like theft.
And so, every day, Y/N practiced the quiet art of living. Not thriving. Not healing. Just… surviving.
And when she walked home past flickering streetlights, past posters of the New Avengers, past Bob’s face painted in gold and shadow, she looked away.
Not because she didn’t love him anymore. But because she still did.
The sound of her shoes echoed softly against the sidewalk as Y/N walked home from the museum, arms crossed tightly over her chest. It had rained earlier. The air still smelled like wet pavement and the petals of bruised flowers that had fallen from the trees lining the Upper West Side.
She didn’t know why she kept doing this — walking home instead of taking the bus. Maybe she was punishing herself. Or maybe it was the only time she could cry without worrying anyone would see.
The tear tracks on her cheeks had dried by the time she got to her building.
She lived on the second floor. A narrow walk-up above a tailor shop, with faded red carpeting and one window that opened if you jiggled it the right way. It was small, cramped, imperfect. But it was hers.
The moment the door clicked shut behind her, the weight of the day sank into her shoulders. She kicked off her shoes — too comfortable, too wide, orthopedic even. She used to laugh at herself for that, back when she imagined someone would find her quirks charming. Now they just made her feel… old.
Plain.
Forgettable.
Y/N tossed her bag on the couch and went straight to the mirror near the kitchen. She didn’t know why. She just stood there and looked.
And the more she looked, the more she unraveled.
The dark circles beneath her eyes weren’t poetic, like in the movies. They were just… tired. Her skin was dull, pale in places, red in others. Her cheeks had lost their softness from stress. Her lips were cracked.
She tucked her hair behind one ear. Then the other. Then back again.
Too flat. Too thin. Too dry.
She didn’t look like someone you’d love at first sight. She didn’t look like someone who could fly beside gods or run across rooftops or save the world.
She looked like someone who bagged your books and forgot to put on mascara.
And the image of Yelena — always there, always shimmering just under her eyelids — rose to the front of her mind.
Yelena Belova, with her radiant, smug grin and her bite-sharp wit. Yelena, who had cheekbones like a model and eyes that seemed to challenge the whole world. Yelena, who had scars and stories and strength in the kind of way that made men look and women wish.
She was everything Y/N wasn’t.
And worse… she was the kind of woman Bob could fall in love with.
Y/N’s voice cracked in the silence of the room. A whisper against the mirror.
“Of course he loves her.”
She dragged her fingers down her face, pressing against her cheekbones, her temples, like she could reshape what was there. But no matter how she adjusted the angle, no matter how she forced a smile — she still looked like the woman he left behind.
A memory. A placeholder. Never the prize.
She slumped to the floor, back against the kitchen cabinets, knees pulled to her chest.
Her breath hitched once. Twice. And then the tears came again, full and warm, slipping down her cheeks and into the collar of her cardigan.
Why did I think I ever had a chance?
The thought hissed in her mind, cruel and sharp. She wasn’t a hero. She wasn’t someone the world noticed, or photographed, or followed online. She wore second-hand sweaters and cheap lip balm. She read fantasy books instead of manifesting a future. She planned picnics and movie nights for a man who never once saw her as the main character in his life.
Her hands had held his when they trembled. Her voice had soothed him when he couldn’t breathe. Her love had stitched him back together when he was in pieces.
But Yelena got his smile. Yelena got the storybook ending.
And all Y/N got was this tiny apartment, this quiet heartbreak, and the knowledge that she had always, always been too soft in a world that rewarded teeth.
She reached for her sketchbook on the table, flipped to a new page, and tried to draw.
Anything. Something. A line. A shape.
But all that came out were shaky outlines of a woman with her head in her hands.
She didn’t even need to look in the mirror to know it was her.
A little while later, she made herself tea. She added honey even though she didn’t want it. Her mother once told her honey was for healing. She didn’t believe that anymore, but the ritual made her feel like someone else might believe it for her.
She drank it slowly, eyes still swollen, heart still aching.
--
It had taken everything in her — every fragile, trembling piece of courage — to agree to the date.
She didn’t want to. Not really. Not when her heart still ached every time she saw a golden blur on a news broadcast, not when Bob’s voice still played like a lullaby in her most tired moments. But she told herself she had to try. That maybe the only way out of love was through something new. Something safe. Someone... nice.
His name was Daniel. They had matched on an app after she spent thirty-two minutes rewriting and rereading her bio before finally deciding on something honest but light: “Bookstore girl. Lover of iced tea, Van Gogh, and stories that hurt.”
Daniel had a nice smile in his pictures. Warm. Casual. His messages were funny, thoughtful — nothing like the catcalls or shallow conversations she was used to getting from strangers online. He liked foreign films, jazz, and pretended to know more about literature than he did, which made her smile. He wasn’t Bob. But that was the point, wasn’t it?
Their dinner was at a little bistro tucked into a quiet Brooklyn street, lit by the kind of dim, cozy lighting that made everyone look softer. Y/N had spent two hours getting ready. She curled her hair, put on eyeliner she hadn’t touched in months, and slipped into a pale blue dress that clung just enough to remind her that her body was still hers — even if no one had touched it in years.
She smiled when she saw Daniel waiting outside, leaning against the brick wall with his hands in his coat pockets. He greeted her with a compliment — “You look great” — and she had smiled too brightly in return, unsure of how to absorb kindness that didn’t come wrapped in years of shared trauma.
The conversation was easy, light. He asked about her job, her favorite books, her dream vacation. She let herself laugh, even told a few stories about her childhood that she hadn’t spoken aloud in a long time. They shared dessert. He paid. He walked her outside, his coat brushing her arm.
Then he said it.
“So… want to come back to mine for a nightcap?” He grinned. That kind of grin.
It hit her like a slap. The spell — fragile and delicate — shattered.
Her breath caught, but she smiled politely. “No, thank you. I should probably get home.”
He blinked once. Twice. Then his face changed.
“Oh. One of those girls.”
She paused, caught off guard. “What?”
“You led me on the whole night just for a free meal?”
“What? No, I didn’t—”
He laughed — a cruel, sharp sound that made her skin crawl. “Jesus. I should’ve known. I mean, you're not even that hot.”
Her lips parted, a protest caught in her throat. But he was already turning away.
“You act like you're this mysterious, deep girl, but you're just another average chick playing hard to get. It’s pathetic.”
The words hit like fists. Not even that hot. Just average.
She stood there, stunned, as he walked off into the night without another word.
By the time she got home, the tears had already started. Silent. Humiliating. Hot with shame.
She locked the door behind her and sank to the floor, still in her dress, her heels digging into her calves. She didn’t move for a long time. Just sat there, back against the wall, clutching her purse to her chest like it could hold her together.
“I’m not even pretty enough to turn someone down,” she whispered into the quiet.
The words echoed in her head, crueler every time they came back around.
Because it wasn’t just about Daniel.
It was every moment she’d spent wondering why Bob never looked at her that way. Every time she imagined what it might be like if he kissed her, only to watch him kiss someone else in her dreams. It was every second she stood in front of the mirror, wishing to be someone — anyone — worth choosing.
Yelena would never be called average.
Yelena had fire in her veins and a thousand stories in her scars. Men looked at her like she was art. Women wanted to be her. She could command a room with a glance, slay monsters with a flick of her wrist. Even in the mess, she was magic.
And what was Y/N?
Just… there.
The girl at the register who knew your favorite author. The girl who waited. Who stayed. Who believed in things long after they’d stopped being true.
The girl who had to beg the universe just to be noticed — only to be told she wasn’t even good enough to reject.
That night, she deleted the dating app.
She folded the blue dress and put it at the bottom of her drawer. She brushed her teeth without looking in the mirror. She made tea and didn’t drink it.
She lay in bed and stared at the ceiling until the sun came up, one thought pulsing behind her tired eyes:
Even if Bob had never loved her… she used to believe she was the kind of person worth loving.
Now, she wasn’t so sure.
--
The air was crisp — not cold, not yet. Just enough of a bite to make the tips of her fingers shiver in her sleeves, and for the wind to carry the kind of scent that only ever belonged to October: dried leaves, earth, the distant memory of rain. Y/N had always loved this kind of weather. She used to joke that it was "main character" weather. The kind you walk through slowly, headphones in, pretending the world is some quiet, tragic film and you’re the girl who hasn’t healed yet — but might.
Only now, she wasn’t pretending.
She walked with her hands in her pockets, her scarf wrapped twice around her neck and tugged tight. Her hair was tied back loosely, pieces falling into her face with every gust of wind. Her eyes were a little tired, but soft. Distant. As if they were searching for something they didn’t expect to find.
The park wasn’t crowded. A few dog walkers. A couple of college students with coffees. Two kids kicking a soccer ball back and forth. She passed them all without really seeing them. Her boots crunched gently over leaves as she found her usual bench — the one facing the little lake with the willow trees bending low over the edge. She sat slowly, with the weight of someone who was carrying more than her coat.
She didn’t notice the old woman at the other end of the bench until several minutes had passed.
The woman was crocheting. Her fingers moved rhythmically, precisely, as if they knew this pattern by heart. A ball of pale lavender yarn sat tucked neatly in her lap, and her eyes — pale blue and clouded slightly with age — flicked up occasionally to watch the people go by.
Y/N watched the ducks. The trees. Nothing in particular. Her body was still, but her mind wasn’t.
She didn’t cry. Not this time. The tears had dried up days ago. Now it was just… stillness. Not peace. Not quite sadness. Just the absence of something she didn’t know how to name.
“Are you looking for someone, dear?”
The voice startled her — soft but sudden. Y/N turned slightly, surprised to see the old woman watching her with a small, knowing smile.
“I—sorry?” Y/N blinked.
“You’ve got that look,” the woman said, setting her crochet down gently in her lap. “The kind people wear when they’re waiting for someone they know won’t come. I used to know that look very well.”
Y/N swallowed. Her throat felt tight.
“I’m not,” she said too quickly. “Just… enjoying the park.”
The woman hummed, unconvinced but kind. “Well, if you’re going to keep me company, at least pretend to be interested in what I’m making.”
Y/N smiled faintly — barely there — and looked down at the yarn. “What are you making?”
“Scarf. For my granddaughter. She wants it to match her dog’s sweater,” the woman said with a fond roll of her eyes. “I told her that was ridiculous. Then I started it anyway.”
Y/N let out a small breath. A ghost of a laugh. “It’s a beautiful color.”
“Thank you.” The woman paused, then looked at her with a soft, mischievous glint. “You ever crochet?”
Y/N shook her head. “No… But I’ve always wanted to learn.”
“Well, you’re in luck.” The woman pulled a second hook from her bag and another ball of yarn — soft blue, a little faded. “Sit up. I’ll teach you.”
Y/N hesitated. “I… really?”
“Why not? You look like you need something to do with those restless hands. Something that doesn’t involve checking your phone every two minutes.”
She flushed. Guilty. She had been checking. Just in case there was something about him. A new sighting. A news update. A miracle.
She took the yarn.
The first few loops were awkward. Clumsy. But the rhythm settled quickly. The woman’s voice guided her gently through the pattern, her hands warm with time and patience. Y/N’s hands trembled once — not from the cold.
“What’s your name, dear?” the woman asked after a while.
“Y/N.”
“Lovely name. I’m June.”
They sat for a long moment in silence, the soft clicking of hooks the only sound between them.
Then June asked, “Was it your lover?”
Y/N blinked, the question catching her off guard. “What?”
“The one you’re looking for. The one you lost.”
Y/N stared at the yarn in her hands, her fingers frozen mid-loop. She could feel the ache creep up again, slow and sharp, like it always did when someone touched that place inside her she thought she’d hidden well.
“I… I didn’t have a lover,” she said softly.
June watched her for a moment, then nodded. “But you loved him.”
Y/N’s throat tightened.
“Yes.”
June didn’t pry. She just nodded again, returning to her stitching. It was quiet for another few minutes before Y/N found her voice again.
“What about you?” she asked. “You said you used to know that look.”
June smiled gently, the kind of smile that knew grief well. “I lost my husband five years ago. Charles. We were married forty-seven years. I still look for him sometimes in the park. It’s silly, I know.”
“It’s not silly,” Y/N said quickly, her voice breaking just slightly.
June looked at her kindly. “No… I suppose it’s not.”
Y/N looked down at her yarn, then up at the trees swaying slowly in the breeze.
“He used to walk with me,” June said, voice distant. “Every Sunday. He’d always pick up the fallen leaves and tell me which ones were the prettiest. I used to think he was silly for it. Now I wish I’d pressed them all into books.”
Y/N’s chest hurt. “I used to plan dates for him,” she said suddenly, voice quiet. “Picnics. Ballet tickets. Museum exhibits. I’d write the ideas down in a little notebook. I never asked him out. Never told him. But I had it all planned… just in case he ever looked at me like I wasn’t invisible.”
June’s eyes were wet.
“Did he ever know?” she asked gently.
Y/N shook her head.
“I think he loved me,” she said. “But not the way I needed.”
June reached over, placed her hand softly over Y/N’s.
“Sometimes,” she said, “we love the right person in the wrong way. And sometimes… we’re just too late.”
Y/N let the words settle in her chest, the truth of them ringing hollow and loud all at once.
They sat there until the sun began to sink beneath the trees, painting the lake gold. A still, shared silence. No pressure. No expectations. Just two women — one in the dusk of her life, the other trying desperately to find her dawn again — crocheting side by side on a bench in the middle of a world that kept moving forward.
Y/N didn’t find Bob that day.
But she found something else.
A moment of peace.
After that day in the park, something in Y/N shifted. Not drastically. There was no revelation. No thunderous change. Just… a quiet pivot. A small crack that let something new inside.
She began crocheting like her life depended on it.
At first, she was terrible. Her stitches were too tight. Then too loose. Then tangled. She dropped the hook more times than she could count. But she kept at it with the fervor of someone clinging to a lifeline. Her apartment — once tidy, minimalist — soon became littered with yarn. Pale blues, deep burgundies, soft browns. She never made anything useful. Her scarves were too short, her hats too lumpy, her attempts at socks made her laugh through tears.
But the point wasn’t to finish. The point was that it occupied her hands. It kept her from refreshing news sites. Kept her from scrolling past video edits of Bob — or Sentry now — lifting cars, flying above cities, standing beside Yelena like they were sculpted from the same stone. It kept her from reliving every memory with him, over and over, until her mind bled from it.
Every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday, she met June in the park. Rain or shine. They’d sit on the bench, often in silence, crocheting while the world passed them by. Sometimes June talked about Charles. Sometimes about her grandchildren. Sometimes they sat in companionable stillness, the weight of their grief stitching them into the same quiet rhythm.
June started calling her “kiddo,” and Y/N didn’t have the heart to admit it made her cry once she got home.
She started dressing differently too — without realizing it. Her clothes became… comfortable. Long skirts, oversized cardigans. Scarves that didn’t match and boots with scuffed toes. She looked like the kind of woman you’d see sipping tea alone in an empty café window, with a novel clutched tightly in her fingers and a look in her eyes that said she once believed in love like fire — and got burned.
She began frequenting thrift shops, telling herself it was for the coziness. The earth tones. The way old clothes felt like they had stories. But deep down, she knew it was because she didn’t feel beautiful anymore — so why bother trying?
Gone were the days of her cute lipstick, her floral dresses, her perfectly winged eyeliner that she wore just in case Bob stopped by the shop. Gone were the silly hopes that he'd see her in some new outfit and forget Yelena’s warrior smile.
Now, she was the soft ghost behind the register at the bookstore — the one who remembered every customer’s favorite genre, who stacked romance novels with tender reverence even though she didn’t read them anymore, who crocheted during lunch breaks and smelled like old paper and lavender.
Customers called her “lovely.” Never beautiful. Never striking. Just lovely.
A kind way to say forgettable.
To fill the quiet, she started a book club. Thursday nights. She pinned up a flier at the front counter and expected no one to come. But a few people did. A teacher, an elderly man with too many opinions on Hemingway, a lonely college student who needed an excuse to leave the dorms. They talked about stories, argued about endings, brought snacks. And for one night a week, Y/N had plans. A reason to change her clothes. A reason to stay awake past ten.
They all liked her. They said she had a soothing voice. That she picked good books. That she made the bookstore feel like home.
None of them knew her favorite book was the one Bob borrowed and never returned — spine cracked, margin scribbled with his half-legible notes. She kept it on the shelf behind the counter. Just in case.
Sometimes she wondered if Bob would even recognize her now. If he passed her on the street ?
Would he see the girl who held his head in her lap during withdrawal? Who bailed him out of jail with the last of her student loan money? Who made mix CDs and planned imaginary dates and waited three years for him to say I love you in a way that wasn’t a goodbye?
Or would he just see what everyone else saw now?
A sweet, quiet, unremarkable woman who smiled too politely and went home alone.
She never told June about him. Not really. She never said the name. She just said, “There was someone. And I wasn’t enough.”
June had squeezed her hand. “He wasn’t ready, love. There’s a difference.”
Y/N smiled at that.
But she didn’t believe it.
Not anymore.
Some people are stars, destined for legend, brilliance, and heroes who fall from the sky. And some people are just… soft spaces. To be landed on. To be left behind.
Y/N had accepted that she was the latter.
And so, she crocheted. She read. She sipped lukewarm tea in the evenings and wrote little notes in the margins of her books just to feel like someone might find them one day and know she existed.
She was no one’s great love story.
--
The loneliness had begun to settle like dust — fine, weightless, but everywhere. In the corners of her apartment. In the extra teacup she always poured and never used. In the quiet moments between sleep and waking, when the stillness felt too heavy and too permanent to bear.
Y/N had always loved silence. But now, it gnawed at her.
Her routine no longer offered comfort — only proof of how much space one person could take up when no one else was there to see it. She could go days without speaking to anyone outside of work. Her coworkers were kind. Customers smiled. Book club was a nice reprieve. But when the door shut at night behind her, the echo always sounded like grief.
It had been weeks since she’d cried. Not because she was healing — she’d simply dried out. The tears had gone somewhere deep inside, too tired to keep trying.
That Sunday, she woke up to an apartment that felt too quiet. Too cold. The kind of cold that seeps through your skin and rests in your chest. She sat on the edge of the bed for a long time, watching the morning light slide across the floor. The feeling was familiar. A soft, aching hollowness. The same she’d felt after Bob left. After she realized he wasn't coming back. After she watched a video of him calling Yelena his reason.
She wasn't trying to fill that hole anymore.
She just wanted… something warm.
So, she walked to the animal shelter.
It was a rainy morning, one of those gray, drizzling days where the whole world looked washed out and blurry. Her umbrella was cheap and kept folding inward, so by the time she got to the shelter, her coat was soaked through and her fingers were stiff.
Inside, the building smelled like wet fur and pine-scented cleaner. The fluorescent lights hummed faintly overhead, casting everything in a sterile yellow tone. A volunteer greeted her with a practiced smile and showed her to the cat room, explaining the basics — litter habits, vaccinations, temperament ratings. Y/N nodded politely but didn't really listen. Her eyes were already scanning the room.
Dozens of cats.
Some curled up in boxes. Others pacing. A few meowing with hopeful desperation.
But none looked at her.
She crouched near one particularly vocal tabby, only for it to hiss and turn its back. Another cat batted lazily at a toy when she approached but ignored her hand when she reached to pet it. A long-haired Persian stared right through her, regal and unimpressed.
Y/N stood there awkwardly, hands in her coat pockets, heart sinking.
She knew it was silly — anthropomorphizing rejection — but it still stung. She wasn’t even appealing to cats.
She turned to leave. Quietly. Without causing a scene. It would be just another thing she tried and failed at. Another reminder that even animals knew she wasn’t the one you picked.
And then — soft movement.
From the far corner, behind a scratching post and a tattered old tunnel toy, came the slow stretch of a lanky gray cat. He blinked at her, one eye slightly squinty from an old injury, and stood up.
He didn’t meow. Didn’t purr. Just padded over, tail upright like a little question mark.
Y/N froze.
He was all bones under his fur — lean and elegant in a scrappy kind of way. He looked like he’d lived a hard life. Scars on his ears. A slight limp. But his eyes… they were soft. Curious.
She crouched slowly and extended her hand.
The cat hesitated. Sniffed. And then, with a small sigh, leaned into her fingers.
Her throat tightened.
She scratched gently under his chin, and he tilted his head, pressing closer. As if to say, Oh. There you are.
Her vision blurred.
And just like that — she’d been chosen.
His name at the shelter was “Dusty.” She didn't change it. It suited him. He wasn’t glamorous. He didn’t leap into her lap or sleep curled against her cheek. But he followed her from room to room, curling up near her feet, always watching.
When she crocheted, he’d bat gently at the ends of yarn. When she cried quietly at night — not often, but sometimes still — he’d jump onto the couch and sit beside her. Never touching. Just near.
Like he knew that’s all she could handle.
She whispered to him often. About her day. About books. About the lives she imagined while shelving romance novels with happy endings. About the man she loved who forgot her.
Sometimes, she whispered his name.
Dusty never answered, of course. But he blinked at her slowly, and it felt like the closest thing to understanding she’d had in months.
She bought him a little blue collar with a bell. Crocheted him a lopsided bed. Let him sleep on the couch, even though she told herself she wouldn’t.
Her apartment didn’t feel empty anymore.
Not quite full, either.
But it felt alive.
And on some nights — when she boiled tea and read by the window, and Dusty curled beside her with one paw stretched across her foot — she allowed herself to pretend.
That maybe this was enough.
--
It had been raining the first day Y/N brought Dusty to the park.
Not pouring — just that kind of shy drizzle that left the leaves glistening and the air smelling of wet soil and faraway smoke. She hadn't intended to bring him. The thought itself had made her laugh, once. Walking a cat? That was a thing quirky people did in cartoons. Not quiet women with half-healed hearts and sensible shoes.
But Dusty had sat by the door that morning, tail flicking, eyes fixed on her like he knew she needed something.
She clipped on the little harness she'd bought on a whim — blue, to match his collar — and, to her surprise, he hadn’t fought her. He just blinked, stretched, and followed as she opened the door.
Y/N wasn’t used to being looked at. Not anymore. But she felt it that morning — soft, amused glances from strangers as she walked through the wet grass, the leash loose in her hand as Dusty padded carefully beside her. She adjusted her scarf higher on her neck and kept her eyes down. It felt ridiculous. Endearing. Exposed. Like she was baring too much of herself — saying, look how lonely I am that I walk a cat now.
But when she saw June already seated on their usual bench, bundled in a thick cardigan, her yarn dancing between delicate fingers — the tightness in her chest eased.
June looked up. Her eyes twinkled. “Well, well,” she grinned. “If it isn’t the neighborhood menace, dragging her tiger around.”
Y/N let out a breathy laugh and sat beside her. Dusty hopped onto the bench without invitation, curling beside her thigh like he owned it. His tail flicked with quiet pride.
“You brought the beast,” June said, amused. “I’m honored.”
“He needed fresh air,” Y/N murmured, brushing a raindrop from her cheek. “He gets restless when I work too long. I think he resents my job.”
June chuckled and leaned down to pet Dusty, who allowed it with his usual regal detachment. “He’s handsome,” she said thoughtfully. “Got that look of someone who’s seen things.”
Y/N smiled. “Like us.”
“Exactly.” June’s fingers scratched gently behind his ear. “You gave him a home?”
“He gave me one,” she whispered before she realized she’d said it aloud.
June looked at her.
Y/N swallowed. The wind brushed cold against her cheeks. She reached into her coat pocket and pulled out her phone. “I have pictures,” she said, her voice too soft. “Do you want to see?”
“I was waiting for that,” June said, settling in like it was a grand event.
Y/N flipped through photos with careful fingers. One of Dusty sleeping on a pile of books. One of him in a crooked little sweater she’d crocheted — his expression pure betrayal. One where he stood on the windowsill with sunlight gilding his fur, the city behind him like a world she didn’t belong to anymore.
June smiled at every one. “He looks like he trusts you.”
“I hope so.”
“You saved him?”
“No. I think I just… showed up. And he let me stay.”
The words felt too honest. But June never mocked honesty. She only nodded, like she knew what it meant to find shelter in something that couldn’t leave.
They sat in silence for a long time after that.
June crocheted a square for her blanket — lilac and navy, the colors of twilight. Y/N worked on a tiny blue hat, not sure who it was for. Dusty rested between them, tail curled like a comma, as if he were pausing a sentence neither of them wanted to end.
Then, softly, June asked, “Do you talk to him?”
Y/N blinked. “What?”
“Your cat. Do you talk to him?”
Y/N’s lips parted, then closed again. Her eyes dropped to the yarn in her lap. “Yes,” she said. “I think… I tell him the things I can’t say out loud.”
June nodded slowly. “We all need someone who listens. Even if it’s just ears and whiskers.”
Y/N looked at her hands, at the tiny trembling loop she was forming. “I told him I wasn’t waiting anymore.”
“Are you?”
“I think I’m trying not to.”
June set her needles down and took one of Y/N’s hands, her grip warm and soft and full of unspoken knowing. “He’s missing out, whoever he is.”
Y/N tried to smile. It wobbled. “He loved someone else.”
“Then he never really looked at you.”
“I think… I think I spent so long being someone who waited for him… I don’t know how to be anything else.”
“You’re not just someone’s memory, sweetheart,” June said gently. “You’re here. You’re warm hands and kind eyes and messy yarn and a cat who chose you. That’s a lot.”
Dusty let out a soft chirp then, as if in agreement.
Y/N sniffed and nodded, tears pricking the corners of her eyes but refusing to fall. Not today.
“I never thought I’d be the woman who walked her cat in the park,” she said with a broken laugh.
“You’re not.”
“I’m not?”
“No,” June said, eyes twinkling. “You’re the woman who brought her whole heart back to life… with a leash and some yarn. That’s something else entirely.”
--
There were things Y/N never spoke aloud — not to June, not to Dusty, not even to the ceiling fan above her bed that sometimes spun slow enough to listen.
She carried some stories like bruises beneath long sleeves. Quiet things that pulsed when touched, but stayed hidden because to reveal them would be to admit she was still clinging to shadows.
One of those bruises was Mondays.
Every Monday, without fail, Y/N sat in a small corner booth at Solstice Café — a quiet, sun-drenched spot with old wood chairs and that smell of cinnamon baked into its walls. She always brought a book. Sometimes a notebook. Sometimes just Dusty’s latest pictures on her phone to scroll through. But none of that was the reason she was there.
It had started years ago, in a different life. A warmer, louder one — where laughter was careless and hope didn’t feel like something foolish.
Bob had gotten a summer job spinning a ridiculous sign for a fried chicken place two blocks away. He had to wear a full chicken costume — yellow feathers, orange tights, a beak that flopped when he moved too quickly. He’d hated it. Said he looked like someone’s acid trip. He’d tried to quit after day two.
But she hadn’t let him. She’d shown up with lunch.
“Let the world see the bird,” she’d said, grinning.
He’d groaned. But when she pulled out his favorite sandwich and a milkshake — the one with caramel drizzle on top — he’d slumped beside her on the curb, feathers and all, and eaten in silence until he finally cracked a smile.
“Only you could make this less humiliating.”
“Maybe I just like chickens.”
“You like me in tights, admit it.”
She’d laughed. He’d turned red. And after that, every Monday for the rest of that summer — and the summers that followed, even after he quit — they had lunch together at Solstice. It became sacred. A ritual. Mondays were theirs.
Even after everything else in his life fell apart, Mondays stayed. She made sure of it.
She was the one constant. The lighthouse. The one who always showed up.
And now, all these years later, she still did.
Every Monday at noon, she left work exactly on time, tucked her cardigan tighter around her, and walked the six blocks to Solstice Café. Her booth was usually open. The staff didn’t know her name, but they knew her order. Grilled cheese. Tomato soup. And a lavender lemonade, just because Bob once said it reminded him of summer.
She never told June about it. She couldn’t. It felt too desperate. Too much like a woman who was still waiting for a boy who wore a chicken suit and laughed like he didn’t know how to stop.
Dusty would never understand either. He was loyal, yes, but cats didn’t know the ache of time or the illusion of memory that played like a movie behind your eyes.
She would sit in the booth with her book open but unread, eyes fixed on the seat across from her, and she would pretend — just for a moment — that he might walk through the door.
That maybe this Monday would be the one where time rewound and gave her a do-over. A world where Bob never left. Where Malaysia was just a made-up excuse, and he came home with feathered stories and a milkshake in hand. Where Yelena was nobody. Where his hand reached across the table and found hers because maybe — just maybe — he’d finally seen her the way she’d always seen him.
But it never happened.
The booth stayed empty. The soup got cold. And she walked home alone, every time, biting the inside of her cheek to keep the tears from falling in public.
Sometimes she hated herself for it — for being so loyal to a memory. For loving someone who’d never really been hers.
He had said “I love you, I’m sorry” before disappearing. And she'd let that echo destroy her. She'd built fantasies from it, believing for a moment that maybe — maybe — the love had been real. But now, after everything she’d seen, it felt more like a goodbye born from guilt than love.
Yelena had arrived with her sharp edges and hero’s smile, and whatever mess of a man Bob had returned as — the Sentry, the god, the weapon — he’d looked at her like salvation. Not at Y/N. Not once.
And still, every Monday, Y/N showed up like a woman stuck in time. Haunted by a love no one else had witnessed. By inside jokes that only she remembered.
The staff never asked why she dined alone.
Maybe they thought she was a widow. Maybe a creature of habit. Maybe just lonely.
But to Y/N, it was a quiet act of rebellion. Of memory. Of refusing to forget the version of Bob who once danced badly to ‘80s songs in her kitchen, wearing mismatched socks and her apron.
The boy who said she was his only real friend.
She didn’t believe in ghosts, not really. But if she did — if she let herself — she’d admit that Mondays were when she summoned one.
And she never told anyone.
Because some heartbreaks were too precious to share. Some wounds felt sacred.
--
Weekends used to be the hardest.
There was a stretch of time—long and hollow—where Saturday mornings arrived with too much silence, and Sunday nights ended with nothing but the weight of a week repeating itself. No plans, no messages, no one waiting. She had stopped checking her phone long ago for texts that would never come. The kind that once started with “you up?” or “I need you.”
But she had to fill the time with something. The ache of idleness was too loud.
So, one Sunday afternoon after wandering aimlessly downtown, she saw a flier posted crookedly on a corkboard at a bus stop: “Looking for weekend volunteers. All heart, no experience necessary. Shelter & Hope, 17th Ave.”
It was handwritten, the ink a little smudged, the edges curling like it had been forgotten. But something about it pulled her in. Maybe it was the “all heart” part. Or maybe it was just the idea that, somewhere in the city, someone needed something—even if it wasn’t her.
That next Saturday, she showed up. She wore a plain sweater, jeans that didn’t quite fit right anymore, and a small smile that didn’t reach her eyes. She was met by a man named Greg, who smelled faintly of coffee and wore a name tag that read, “One Day At A Time.”
“You here to save the world?” he asked.
She shook her head.
“No,” she whispered. “Just trying not to drown in it.”
He didn’t press further. Just nodded and handed her a pair of gloves.
That first weekend, she washed dishes. Lots of them. In water that was too hot and filled with bubbles that clung to her wrists. Her knuckles turned red and raw, but the rhythm of it—the simple, repetitive motion—soothed something inside her.
She went back the next weekend.
And the one after that.
Soon, she wasn’t just washing dishes. She was making coffee. Folding donated clothes. Listening.
The people who came through Shelter & Hope weren’t statistics to her. They were names. Stories. Laughter that broke mid-sentence. Eyes that saw too much. Hands that trembled when offered kindness.
She met Eddie, a Vietnam vet who spoke like his voice had been lost in smoke. He told her about a girl named Luanne who once made peach cobbler every Sunday, and how the world stopped being sweet after she died.
She met Sherry, who carried her childhood in a plastic grocery bag, and showed Y/N how to mend socks with a needle as tiny as her hope.
She met Miles, a boy barely twenty with teeth too white for someone who never smiled. He liked fantasy books—especially ones with dragons. Y/N started bringing him paperbacks from her store’s discard bin. They’d read aloud together in the corner, where the flickering light made it hard to tell when he was crying.
She brought Dusty one day, on a whim, tucked into a soft sling like a baby. The shelter had no policy against pets, and he was clean, calm, the kind of cat who seemed to know when someone needed a weight on their lap and nothing more.
The residents adored him. Even the toughest of them softened at the sight of that quiet grey tabby with big amber eyes. Dusty never hissed. Never clawed. He simply sat. As if to say, I know. I understand. And somehow, that was enough.
One woman, Clarice, who hadn’t spoken in weeks, finally did—just to say, “He reminds me of a cat I had when my son was little.”
Y/N crocheted hats in the evenings. Scarves. Ugly mittens in colors no one requested. She gave them out anyway, stuffing them into drawers and offering them with a shrug. Sometimes she stitched their initials in the yarn when she knew them well enough. Her fingers worked fast now, always busy, like if she stopped, her thoughts would unravel.
She never told anyone why she was there. Not really.
They assumed kindness. A gentle soul. And she let them.
But in truth, it was selfish. It wasn't just that she wanted to help.
It was that, in their sadness, she could bury her own.
Their heartbreaks were worse. Louder. They made hers feel manageable. Bearable.
She wasn’t the only one with a ghost trailing behind her. She wasn’t the only one who’d been left behind.
And she wasn’t even the most broken. That realization brought shame and comfort in equal measure.
One Saturday, as she read quietly with Miles, he asked without lifting his head:
“Who hurt you?”
She froze.
“What?”
“You got that... look. Like you’re still waiting for someone who left.”
She smiled tightly. Closed the book.
“I’m just trying to give something good to the world.”
“Yeah,” he said. “But the world broke you first.”
She didn’t answer. Couldn’t.
She went home that night and cried into Dusty’s fur until his little paws batted her cheeks in confusion.
But she still returned the next weekend.
Because the pain didn’t go away. But at least there, in that place of tattered blankets and borrowed names, she could pretend her sorrow was part of something bigger. Something useful.
And when she handed someone a scarf or a book or just sat beside them as they spoke of lost fathers, vanished sisters, or lovers who disappeared into the fog, she didn’t feel invisible anymore.
She felt needed.
Even if she was still heartbroken. Even if no one ever came back for her.
--
The afternoon sun poured through the tall front windows of the bookstore in long slanted beams, lighting up the dust in the air like suspended stars. Outside, it was early spring, the kind that still had a winter sting in its wind, but inside the shop, it was warm, quiet, and smelled like old paper and brewed coffee from the little machine behind the counter that had been sputtering since morning.
Y/N was kneeling by a stack of unopened boxes near the fantasy section. New inventory had just come in—paperbacks smelling of fresh ink, tight spines begging to be cracked open. She loved this part of her job. The methodical repetition of slicing through tape, peeling back cardboard, stacking new titles alphabetically. It required no smiles, no explanations. Just her and the books.
Dusty sat curled like a grey loaf behind the register, blissfully asleep, his ears flicking only when the bell above the door jingled.
She didn’t look up. Customers came in all the time. Browsers. Readers. Parents searching for a birthday present they wouldn’t understand.
But then, a low voice, gravelly like it had been dragged across asphalt, broke the soft quiet of the store.
“Any good fantasy books? Not lookin’ for anything fancy. Just... a good one.”
Y/N turned, slightly startled. The man who stood at the entrance of the aisle was older, maybe in his late fifties or sixties. His beard was thick and streaked with silver, wild but trimmed like he tried, sometimes. His jacket was old leather, the kind that didn’t just hang on your body but had a history. He wore sunglasses despite being indoors, which she found odd—and oddly funny.
She gave him a polite nod. “Sure. Do you want a classic or something newer?”
He shrugged. “Something I can disappear into.”
She tilted her head. She knew that feeling.
After a few seconds of scanning the shelf, she handed him a copy of “The Last Binding.” It was new. A hidden gem. A rich story with quiet grief buried in its fantasy. She had liked it.
He took the book from her hands, brushing her fingers with a calloused thumb as he did. “You read this?”
She nodded. “It’s about a boy who forgets everything he loves to protect it. And the people who try to remind him.”
He didn’t say anything, just held the book and stared at the cover like it might give him an answer.
They stood there for a beat, the soft music overhead almost too gentle to hear.
“You always this quiet?” he asked, voice low again, not mocking, just curious.
“I talk more when I know someone better,” she replied, organizing the rest of the books without looking up.
“Well, then I guess I’ll have to read this quick and come back.”
A ghost of a smile tugged at her lips.
He didn’t offer a name. Didn’t ask for hers. Just stood there, flipping through the first few pages with long fingers.
For the next ten minutes, he asked her a few things—what made her love books, if this was what she always wanted to do, if she believed in happy endings. Nothing deep, nothing strange. The kind of conversation people forgot five minutes after they walked away.
But she didn’t forget.
Because just before he left, as he approached the counter with the book and stood across from her, sunglasses still hiding his eyes, he tilted his head like he was studying her for the first time. And in the smallest voice, like it didn’t belong to someone who looked like him, he said:
“You seem sad.”
The words landed like glass on hardwood. Sharp. Unwelcome.
She blinked. “Excuse me?”
He didn’t repeat it. Just offered a small, almost apologetic nod, left cash on the counter—exact change—and turned without another word.
The bell rang again as he left, his boots heavy and uneven on the wooden floor.
She stood there for a long time after he was gone, staring at the closed door.
“You seem sad.”
She was sad. But no one ever said it out loud. People said she was quiet. Or shy. Or kind. But not sad. Not like that.
Not like they could see it.
Y/N sat down on the little stool behind the register. Dusty jumped into her lap, purring instantly, like he knew.
Her hands shook slightly as she pet him.
Why did it matter what some stranger said? Why did those three words hurt more than the years of silence Bob had left behind?
Maybe because it meant it was still written all over her.
Maybe because no matter how many scarves she crocheted or how many fantasy books she pushed into lonely hands, it didn’t change the way her grief still bled through the cracks.
She opened the store notebook and scribbled in the margins like she sometimes did.
He didn’t ask my name. But he knew my sadness.
Then she crossed it out. Tucked the receipt from the man’s purchase into the back of the notebook like a keepsake. Just the date. The time. Nothing else.
It wasn’t a moment worth remembering, and yet—she would.
--
The tattoo shop sat at the edge of the avenue, tucked between a pawn shop and a boarded-up bakery. The neon sign in the window blinked lazily in red and blue—“Electric Rose Tattoo”—flickering just enough to make her hesitate.
Y/N stood outside, wrapped in her oversized cardigan, her hands buried in the long sleeves like a child trying to disappear. She had been standing there for five minutes. Ten. Maybe more. The sun was low and golden behind her, casting her shadow long across the sidewalk. People passed, barely glancing. A woman holding flowers. A man with headphones. A teenager laughing into his phone. Everyone had a destination. Everyone had somewhere to be.
Except her.
The idea of a tattoo hadn’t come from a bucket list or a sudden surge of rebellion. It had arrived quietly, like most of her thoughts did these days—born in the middle of an overcast morning, while folding laundry in silence, her heart heavy with the weight of being forgotten.
She had caught her reflection in the mirror and thought, I don’t even recognize her anymore.
Same eyes. Same face. Same tired hands and polite smile. She wasn’t beautiful. She had made peace with that—or told herself she had. She wasn’t anything. Not someone people remembered. Not someone who turned heads. Not someone Bob had ever seen as more than... dependable.
So what could she change?
Her face? No. Her body? She didn’t have the energy. Her soul? Too far gone.
But her skin? That, at least, was a canvas. And for once, maybe—just maybe—she could paint something of her own.
She looked down at the piece of folded notebook paper in her hand. The design she had drawn late one night. It was simple: a tiny open book, and out of the pages, a delicate stem of lavender reaching upward—her favorite flower. Her comfort. Her scent. Her solitude. The one thing she always bought fresh every week, even if she didn’t eat three meals a day.
The tattoo wasn’t big. It would sit on the inside of her left arm, just above the elbow crease, where her sleeves usually covered. Where she could see it, but others might not. It wasn’t for anyone else.
Just her.
The bell above the door jingled faintly as she finally stepped in, the soft scent of antiseptic and ink blooming around her.
The artist, a woman named Mel, looked up from her sketchpad. “Y/N?”
She nodded, voice barely above a whisper. “Hi. Sorry I’m late.”
Mel smiled gently. She had full sleeves of tattoos, pink buzzed hair, and a nose ring that caught the light. She was effortlessly cool, the kind of person Y/N would have admired from afar, thinking, She knows who she is.
“Don’t worry. You ready?”
Y/N hesitated.
Ready? Was she ever ready for anything? Ready to love Bob, to lose him, to grieve him while he lived a public life as someone else’s hero? Ready to become a ghost in her own skin? Ready to crochet her heartbreak into scarves no one wore?
But she was here. She had made it here.
So she nodded again, swallowing down the lump in her throat. “Yeah.”
She handed over the drawing with slightly trembling hands.
Mel looked at it, and something in her expression softened. “It’s really beautiful. You draw this?”
“Yeah.”
“Got a story behind it?”
Y/N opened her mouth. Closed it. Then shook her head. “No. I just… like books.”
It was a lie. But it was the kind of lie that kept her from unraveling in front of strangers.
They prepped the chair, the stencil, the tools. It all moved so quickly, like life always did now—just motion and murmurs, and time folding into itself.
When the needle first touched her skin, it stung—but not in the way she feared. It was grounding. Like she could finally feel something. Like her body remembered it was hers, not just a shell moving through book aisles and charity kitchens and empty park benches.
Halfway through, she felt tears on her cheeks.
Mel paused. “You okay?”
She nodded. “Yes. Sorry. I’m fine.”
But she wasn’t. She was crying for every Monday lunch where she sat alone. For every time she saw Yelena’s name paired with Bob’s. For every cruel whisper in her head calling her plain. For every man who saw her as less-than. For Dusty and June and the silence in her apartment after lights out. For being invisible for so long, even to the man who once told her, I love you, I’m sorry.
For still not knowing which part of that sentence he meant.
By the time the tattoo was finished, her sleeve was damp at the wrist from wiping her face too many times.
Ten minutes being obligated to lay down and wait was all she needed to spiral.
Mel wrapped her arm gently, like she was swaddling something precious.
“You did great,” she said kindly. “You okay?”
Y/N nodded again. But her voice cracked when she whispered, “Thank you.”
It wasn’t just for the tattoo.
It was for not asking more questions. For not pitying her. For helping her leave something permanent behind—something she had chosen.
She left the shop just as the sun was disappearing behind the buildings, sky bruised with color. Her arm stung, wrapped in sterile gauze, and the weight of the ink felt heavier than she expected.
But it was hers. For once in her life, something was only hers.
And as she walked down the sidewalk in her too-comfortable shoes, cardigan sleeves flapping in the wind, she felt something shift.
Not healing tho, maybe... refreshing feeling.
--
The next morning was one of those early spring days that still carried the ache of winter in its bones. Pale light stretched thin over the clouds, and the air held that soft chill that nipped at the fingers just enough to make you grateful for hot coffee. The park was quiet—the kind of quiet that settled not just around you, but in you.
Y/N walked slowly, Dusty tucked into the canvas tote at her side, only his little gray head poking out, eyes scanning the world like he was guarding it just for her. She had bundled herself in a wool coat and her usual fingerless gloves, but today she wore the new tattoo openly. The gauze was gone, replaced with healing balm and a slight sting every time her sleeve brushed it.
The tiny open book, delicate and lavender-laced, peeked out from under her coat sleeve like a secret she’d finally allowed herself to tell.
Her coffee was still warm when she reached the bench.
June was already there, of course—her skeletal fingers looping and pulling bright red yarn into rows, a soft crochet rhythm that looked more like a heartbeat than a hobby. Her white curls peeked from under a knitted hat, and beside her rested a small paper bag of crackers she always insisted on sharing with Dusty, whether he wanted them or not.
“You’re late, sweetheart,” June said without looking up, but the smile on her face said she didn’t mind.
Y/N smiled weakly and sat beside her, placing her coffee carefully on the bench’s edge and unbuttoning her coat. Dusty crawled out of the tote and leapt into June’s lap with practiced elegance, already nuzzling her side like he belonged there.
“Well, I brought peace offerings,” Y/N said softly.
“Oh? Do tell.”
Wordlessly, Y/N reached into her bag and pulled out a small bundle, carefully folded and tied with twine. It wasn’t much—just a hand-crocheted scarf in soft, dusky plum, the kind of purple that looked rich in any light. The pattern was imperfect. The stitches wobbled here and there, uneven tension in some rows. But the warmth it carried was unmistakable.
“For you,” she whispered.
June stopped mid-stitch, looking at the bundle like it was a relic.
“For me?” she asked, startled. “What’s the occasion?”
Y/N shrugged, eyes glistening. “No occasion. I just… wanted to.”
June took it gently, unwrapping the twine with a care usually reserved for something far more fragile.
“Oh,” she whispered, fingers trembling as she touched the scarf, dragging them slowly across each loop like she was reading braille. “Oh, my dear girl…”
Her voice caught.
“I didn’t think anyone made things for me anymore.”
Y/N looked down quickly, embarrassed by the tears threatening to spill again. She hadn’t expected this reaction—just a small smile maybe, a thank you. Not the way June pressed the scarf to her chest like it was a bouquet of wildflowers from someone long gone.
“I just thought it might keep you warm when it gets windy,” Y/N mumbled. “It’s nothing special. I know it’s not perfect—”
June turned to her, eyes watery but warm, her voice low. “It’s the most special thing I’ve received in years.”
Y/N looked at her. For a moment, they just sat there in silence, Dusty purring between them, the breeze tugging gently at their coats.
Then June glanced down at Y/N’s arm and narrowed her eyes.
“Now what’s this?” she said, voice lifting slightly. “Is that a tattoo?”
Y/N blushed and nodded. “Yeah. I… got it yesterday.”
June took her wrist gently, the same way a mother might hold a child’s hand, and studied the ink.
“A book and lavender,” she murmured. “You. That’s you right there.”
Y/N’s voice cracked. “I needed something that was just mine.”
June said nothing for a moment. Then, she let go of her wrist and leaned back on the bench, pulling the scarf loosely around her shoulders.
“You’ve been hurting for a long time, haven’t you?”
Y/N swallowed. Her chest ached. “Yeah.”
“I know,” June whispered. “You don’t have to say more.”
The park hummed around them—birds chirping in soft question marks, the crunch of leaves under joggers’ feet, the distant bark of a dog. And yet, this little space between them felt like a separate world entirely. A place where Y/N wasn’t invisible. Where someone noticed the cracks.
June took her hand again, this time to hold it.
“I don’t know who broke your heart, sweetheart,” she said softly. “But you’re still here. You keep showing up. You bring light. And let me tell you something—someone who shows up every day, even when it hurts, even when they feel like nothing… That’s the kind of person who carries real love.”
Y/N couldn’t respond. Her throat was too tight. She looked down at her lap, blinking furiously, willing herself not to fall apart in the park like she always did at home.
But June didn’t need her to speak. She just held her hand, the way old women do when they know silence is the only comfort words can’t touch.
Dusty nudged his head against Y/N’s leg and meowed, as if to say, You’re not alone, even if it feels like it.
--
It had been three weeks since he last appeared.
And yet, Y/N had begun to expect him.
The mysterious old man—leather jacket always zipped, sunglasses always on no matter the weather, a neat but wiry beard that made him look like he could be anywhere from fifty to ninety—had drifted in and out of the bookstore like a half-remembered dream. Never quite real. Never quite gone.
He came during the slow hours, never in a hurry. Sometimes midday. Sometimes close to closing. He’d ask for a recommendation—“Nothing fancy, just good. Something real.” Always those same words. And she always gave him something she loved or had just read, or sometimes a brand-new title no one had touched yet. And every time, when she asked if he’d liked the last one, his answer was vague.
“Yeah,” he’d shrug. “Beautiful book.”
But it was the kind of answer people gave when they weren’t really listening, or weren’t really reading. Still, he always bought the next book. Without question. No bargaining. No hesitation.
That afternoon, the bell above the door jingled, and she didn’t even have to look up to know it was him.
Same jacket. Same slow steps. The scent of cold wind and dust trailing behind him like the past.
Dusty, curled up in a sun patch near the register, lifted his head curiously. Y/N reached down to pet him, as the man approached with that familiar unspoken gravity.
“Back again?” she asked with a lightness she didn’t quite feel.
He gave a short nod. “Books are addictive. You’ve made me a junkie.”
That made her laugh—quiet, restrained, but real. The kind of laugh she only had left these days. “Well, there are worse things to be addicted to.”
He didn’t answer that.
Instead, he reached for one of the newer fantasy novels near the display. “This one good?”
She nodded. “Not bad. More whimsical than most. Dreamy prose. A bit sad.”
“Sad’s good,” he said. “Sad makes sense.”
She blinked at that, not sure why the words echoed in her chest the way they did. Maybe because they sounded like her own thoughts—things she’d never said aloud. But she smiled, quietly nodding again as she rang it up.
The silence stretched between them like it always did—comfortable, but strange. Then he glanced down, pointing at the little patch of gray fluff sprawled lazily on a cushion.
“How’s your little bodyguard?”
She followed his gaze and grinned. “Dusty’s fine. Still thinks he owns the bookstore.”
“He does,” the man said. “And probably your apartment.”
Y/N laughed, her fingers unconsciously smoothing over Dusty’s fur. “Yeah, that too.”
The man tilted his head slightly, looking at the chalkboard behind her. A few words were scrawled there in messy, cheerful handwriting:
Book Club – Thursdays at 9PM – Bring your favorite book! Open to everyone. Coffee and cookies provided.
He read it for a moment, then turned back to her. “That still happening?”
“Every week,” she said. “It’s free. You just show up and bring a book you want to talk about.”
His lips tugged upward. “Any book?”
She nodded.
He tapped his fingers against the counter thoughtfully. “Well, I happen to be an authority on Russian literature. The rest of your guests would be humbled by my knowledge.”
It was such a strange, out-of-place joke that she couldn’t help but burst into a real laugh.
He smiled at her reaction, brief but genuine, and tucked the book under his arm.
“Well, I’ll think about it. Maybe I’ll come and teach you Dostoevsky through interpretive dance.”
“You’d fit right in,” she said softly. “Most of them are walking therapy sessions with page numbers.”
He paused then, head tilting slightly, like he saw something she didn’t know she was showing.
His voice, when he spoke again, had softened.
“Goodbye, Y/N.”
She looked up, confused, mouth opening—but the words stuck in her throat. “Wait… I—I never told you my name.”
He had already turned toward the door, hand on the knob, pausing just long enough to look back over his shoulder.
“Didn’t you?” he asked, almost kindly. “I must’ve just known.”
Y/N leaned to the door. "Wait what's your name?"
"Alexei." Then he was gone. The bell jingled faintly behind him like a wind chime.
And just like that, she was alone again.
Y/N crouched, hand gently stroking the cat’s fur, eyes still locked on the door.
"He's little weird right? But he seems nice."
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Blue Lock characters and the pretty interviewer
Pairings. Blue Lock character x reader
Starring.//Isagi Yoichi//Bachira Meguru //Itoshi Rin//Michael Kaiser//
Tags. fluff//future fic//interview
Isagi Yoichi
ᯓ★ˎˊ˗Nervous mess all the way
ᯓ★ˎˊ˗Stammers when asked questions
ᯓ★ˎˊ˗Keeps stealing glances at you, but it's literally so obvious, it's painful
"So, Isagi-san, what did you think of today's match's outcome?" You asked, turning to him.
Isagi , who had been silently glancing at you, flinched, his eyebrows shooting upwards, cheeks turning an adorable pink.
"Uh... me?" He pointed at himself, looking very much like a dear caught in clear daylight.
"Yes, you." You chuckled.
At your slight laughter, Isagi went even more red.
"Oh... uh, it was great. Yeah." He rubbed the back of his neck, looking anywhere but at you.
When you inclined your head to continue, Isagi 's mind went blank.
He blurted, "I think you're really pretty."
You shot him a confused look.
"UH, I mean, the match went pretty. Pretty well." He poorly corrected himself.
You eyed him amusedly. "Oh? Care to share some of your insight for your adoring fans?"
"My... insight?" Isagi repeated, a little breathless.
Because it was warm. Because he was warm. From the match.
(The match had already concluded three hours prior).
"Uhm... there were some really good... uh... plays." Isagi answered, stealing a glance at you, only to see that you were already looking at him.
His eyes widened, darting away. "And... uh..." What the hell was he even talking about? "Rin had some nice saves."
"Rin?" You tilted your head, "He wasn't in today's match, was he?"
"Oh! Oh." Isagi's lips parted, his eyes flicking from left to right to come up with an answer.
"Uh... I meant... he would have made a few good saves if he were in the game. You know... with uhm..." He faltered.
You nodded at him, beckoning him to continue, eyes attentively set on him. Isagi swallowed arduously.
His throat ran dry. Isagi coughed.
The silence stretched on.
He had to answer, now.
But with what? Rin with... with what?!
You were still looking at him, eyes expectant and so pretty-
"Pretty eyes." Isagi blurted out.
You frowned, confusion on your face. "Pretty eyes?"
Isagi went bright red. He could hear Bachira next to him shaking, doing a poor job of concealing his gleeful cackles at Isagi's predicament.
"Uh... did I say pretty eyes?" Isagi chuckled. It was strained and awkward.
"What I meant to say was... uh... predator's vision? Like when... when your vision of the field becomes really limited, you know?" He finished rather lamely.
"...Yeah." You slowly nodded your head, eyeing him with a mix of befuddlement and concern.
Then you turned to Bachira next to him, and Isagi could breathe a little bit easier. Though, his heartbeat didn't settle down, his cheeks felt like they were on fire.
Keep it together, Isagi. He said to himself. He was a goddamn world class footballer. He didn't do nervosity.
He had faced off Itoshi Rin and survived.
He had led Japan to the World Cup and carved his name in the football world.
He had become the top striker of his generation.
There was no way he was going to start being nervous now.
But he still felt his heart doing a little jump every time you looked at him.
Bachira Meguru

ᯓ★ˎˊ˗ Just sits close to you, his eyes barely leaving you
ᯓ★ˎˊ˗Thinks every question is directed at him
ᯓ★ˎˊ˗Is just one ball of sunshine, especially when your attention is on him
"So... Isagi-san, what is your opinion about how Japan has thus far fared in the World Cup?"
"Oh, well I think--"
"We're doing amazing! Did you see my super special dribble?" Bachira excitedly interjected.
"Dude." Isagi nudged him, an unimpressed expression on his face. "That was my question."
"Oh! Oh." Bachira deflated, sitting back again.
You chuckled. "Don't worry Bachira-san, you'll get the next one."
Bachira's eyes lit up at that, but they dwindled when you directed your attention on Isagi again.
Isagi began talking again. Bachira leaned back in his seat.
He bounced his leg impatiently, Isagi's thorough analysis on Japan's performance fading into the background.
Bachira's eyes flicked to yours, his bottom lip jutting out a little when you actually seemed captivated in Isagi's story.
Bachira eyed the two of you suspiciously, noting that Isagi was also sitting the closest to you.
Pursing his lips, Bachira stood up.
Isagi shot him a sidelong glance, raising an eyebrow. "What are you doing?"
"This seat is uncomfortable. Can I sit there?"
Bachira pointed at Isagi.
You let out a snort. "You want to sit on Isagi's lap?"
Isagi guffawed, going bright red. "PR, PR!" He hissed at Bachira. "What the hell are you doing?"
"Move!" Bachira whispered back.
"Wait, what? Wha--" Isagi yelped as Bachira shoved him aside.
With a straight face, Bachira sat down, not even looking at Isagi, who was on the ground, mouth hanging wide open.
"Dude."
Bachira tactfully ignored Isagi, flashing you a bright grin, as if nothing had occurred in the past few seconds.
"You wanted to ask me a question?"
Itoshi Rin

ᯓ★ˎˊ˗ He's really quiet during the interview, like, he'll answer questions, but just the bare minimum.
ᯓ★ˎˊ˗ Avoids eye contact like the plague, but he'll try to steal a look at you the moment your gaze is elsewhere
ᯓ★ˎˊ˗ When he's caught looking, he'll freeze up, scowl fixed on his face. But if you look closely, you can see that the tips of his ears have turned a handsome red
"So, Rin-san, how did you think the match went?"
Rin's face was stoic, looking at the cement wall behind you.
"...It went well."
"You've scored a magnificent goal during the game, how did you pull that off?"
"...Just predicting the game and being in the right position."
Rin sighed, glancing to the side. Looking like he wanted to be anywhere else.
A tense silence fell.
You coughed, forcing a strained smile on your face.
"Rin." Isagi made a face at him. Rin raised an eyebrow.
You chuckled awkwardly, shuffling your cards. Were there any questions left?
With the way Rin had curtly and concisely answered the questions, you had rushed through the interview, with no more inquiries at hand.
It was clear Rin wasn't in the mood to field any questions: clear avoidance of direct eye contact, standoffish demeanour, and closed-off answers.
They were all tell-tale signs that Rin was itching to just leave.
You sighed, heart sinking in your chest.
You had been hoping to hold this interview with Rin since months now, being an avid admirer of his intricate playstyle and his tactics on the field.
However, it seemed that the sentiment wasn't returned.
"Well, I guess we'll wrap it up for today," You said, hiding the disappointment in your voice.
You looked up from your cards to say goodbye to both Isagi and Rin.
Your eyes met teal, irridescent ones.
Rin's eyes were dazed, a soft edge to them. A stark contrast to the cold look in them during the interview.
You tilted your head curiously.
Noticing you looking, Rin's eyebrows rose. His eyes widened for a fraction of a second, a flustered look flashing in them, lips parting slightly.
He looked away, jaw tensed, and the moment was over.
Your eyebrows went high, intrigue welling up.
...Or maybe the sentiment was returned.
It was in the minute details, you assumed.
When Isagi nudged Rin playfully, shooting a knowing grin his way, which maybe meant Rin tolerated you, that was only an assumption.
When Rin's ears turned a lovely red when he looked at you, that was also only an assumption.
But when you shook Rin's hand, and looked him in the eye, that was only confirmation.
Michael Kaiser
ᯓ★ˎˊ˗ Flirts. Charms. Is not professional at all. "Accidentally" lets diminutives slip.
ᯓ★ˎˊ˗ Either answers questions about himself in a cocky manner, or is the one asking you the questions.
"So, Kaiser, in the last match, you managed to pull off a move called the "Magnus Impact", how did you do that?"
"Well..." Kaiser said, a confident quirk to his lips, "It's an unparalleled move of mine, and it paid off." He answered simply.
Then, he shifted, leaning his head on his arm, his eyes shooting to yours. "But what about you? How did you pull off that good look of yours?"
You choked.
"Wha--?" Your eyes went wide, spluttering.
Excuse me?"
Kaiser leaned in, his finger brushing a strand of hair behind your ear, his touch leaving goosebumps on your skin.
"I know that my Magnus Impact is based off on my pure talent. I'm guessing your lovely look is natural, too, no?"
"Oh-- uhm..." You didn't know what to say. "I... guess?"
Kaiser hummed, leaning back in his seat again. "Thought so."
When the proximity between you two lessened, you let out a breath, quickly fixing your eyes on your question paper.
However, unbeknownst to you, Kaiser was still looking at you, eyes roaming over your features, a pensive expression on his face.
"Though, why did you choose to pursue this interview career of yours? You could've easily made the highway, Schätzchen."
"Huh?" Your head shot up from your cards.
"Mhm... lovely smile, natural blush, mesmerising eyes. And above all, a charming personality." Kaiser winked at you.
"Oh... uhm, I--" Didn't know what to answer. "Thanks?"
Kaiser let out a handsome chuckle, pushing the bangs out of his face. "Liebe, no need to thank me for your attractiveness, I'm only calling attention to the objective facts."
Your face went red.
"Though, if I might share my subjective opinion," Kaiser said, voice teetering on low.
"I'd say you're the prettiest girl I've ever met." His voice was barely above a whisper, a teasing edge to it.
The air was punched out of your lungs.
What in the Wattpad was happening?
"Uhm..." You cleared your throat. "While I do appreciate your compliments about my... looks, let's keep it professional, shall we?"
Kaiser smiled slightly, before nodding. "Whatever the lady wants. Fire away any questions you want to ask." The corners of his lips quirked upwards.
You inclined your head, shuffling through your cards.
Kaiser tilted his head,chancing a glance at your cards, an amused undertone to his voice. "Though, only professional ones."
A flush overtook your features.
The rest of the interview went swimmingly.
Kaiser expressed in detailed display his opinion and was consistent in his answers, so it came as no surprise that you could wrap up your interview early.
"Well, that went fast." You said in a surprised tone.
You stuck out your hand. "Thank you so much for your time, Kaiser."
A smile played on Kaiser's lips. "The pleasure was all mine."
You turned around to leave, but fingers gently clasped around your wrist, lightly tugging you back.
You came face to face with Kaiser.
"Oh... hi?"
"Hi." He said softly. "You have some time left?"
You checked your watch. You had a break scheduled now, so yeah.
You nodded.
Kaiser sat back down, gesturing for you to do the same.
Obliging, you retook your seat, a confused look in your eyes.
Kaiser leaned back in his chair.
You eyed him, puzzled.
"Well?" Kaiser tilted one eyebrow. "Don't tell me you don't have any questions for me, miss Journalist."
"...questions?" You repeated.
A handsome grin flitted on Kaiser's lips, he raised his eyebrows, his eyes falling on your cards.
"I... alright, but I'll have to go in an hour." You conceded, not wanting to pass up on this opportunity.
Kaiser tilted his head. "Whatever the lady wants. Fire away any question you have."
Your eyes widened, giving him an inquiring look.
"...unproffesional ones are allowed, too." Kaiser drawled.
Your face went up in flames.
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MCLAREN SWEETHEARTS.

Your and Lando's relationship has everything everyone wants; Moments of you two in the new Drive To Survive season.
pairing. Lando Norris x fem! reader.
warnings. est. relationship, slightly suggestive? Again, this is made up and doesn’t relate to the actual season!
[episode one]
Lando sprinted through the paddock, his race suit slipping dangerously low on his hips as he rushed to the garage, clearly running late. Meanwhile, you strolled leisurely behind, holding all his forgotten essentials—his phone, watch, and whatever else he’d managed to leave behind. There was no point in trying to keep up with his frantic pace.
The cameras caught the moment he stopped abruptly, patting his pockets in a panic. “Fuck, where is my phone?” he muttered, spinning around in confusion.
From a distance, you raised your voice, a hint of amusement in your tone. “I have it!” you called out, holding it up for him to see. His sheepish grin when he spotted you said it all.
“Thank god I have you,” Lando murmured, his voice warm with gratitude. Before you could respond, he leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to your cheek, a fleeting yet heartfelt gesture that said more than words ever could.
The Netflix editors cut to Carlos as he passed by, saying, “You would lose your own head if you didn't have her.”
[episode two]
Sitting in the McLaren hospitality with Lando's mum, the two of you chatted, stealing occasional glances out the window where Lando was busy giving an interview. He couldn’t help but look over at you both, flashing smiles and waving, his affection clearly shining through.
“Lando, please focus,” the interviewer gently reminded him, attempting to reel him back into the conversation.
“Yeah, sorry,” Lando apologized, shaking his head with a sheepish smile. Then, his expression softened as he gestured toward the window. “The most important women in my life,” he said warmly, pointing at you and his mum, leaving everyone charmed by his sincerity.
The interview clip went viral, fans saying, “Relationship goals.”
[episode three]
It was a relaxed afternoon in McLaren’s motorhome when you managed to—let’s say convince—Lando to try out a TikTok trend with you. The room was filled with laughter as he fumbled through the moves, his determination evident but not exactly successful.
“Lando! Can you do it finally right?!” you called out between bursts of laughter, tears of amusement almost streaming down your face.
“I’m trying, babe! I’m trying!” he replied, his voice desperate yet playful, only making the moment even more hilarious. The lighthearted chaos perfectly captured your bond and the fun you shared, no matter how ridiculous the task at hand.
“You dance like a maniac at parties but can’t handle this?” you teased, your laughter bubbling up again.
“I only dance when I’m drunk!” he shot back, his tone defensive but playful, making the whole situation even funnier.
The editors cut to Oscar laughing at Lando and Zak shaking his head in disbelief.
[episode four]
“Why is under every video an edit of you?!” you asked with a playful smile as you rolled your eyes, holding up your phone to show him the edit of him on your For You page.
Lando glanced at the video, his lips curling into a mischievous smirk. “You didn’t mind having me under you last night,” he quipped, his voice low and teasing.
Your eyes widened instantly, darting between the nearby cameras and him, caught completely off guard by his boldness. The amused look on his face only made it harder to keep your composure.
You couldn’t shake the feeling that you were part of some bizarre social experiment, but reality was far simpler—and far more ridiculous. Lando stood there, grinning like an absolute idiot, completely unbothered by the chaos he’d just caused.
Let’s just say, his PR manager worked overtime after this part dropped.
[episode five]
Lando stood before the mirror, his curls rebelliously framing his face no matter how much he tried to tame them. Frustrated, he let out a growl. “Fuck this shit. They do what they want,” he sighed, throwing his hands up in defeat.
“Come here,” you said with a knowing smile, pulling out powder and spray from your bag. With gentle hands, you worked on his hair, smoothing the chaos into something effortlessly charming.
When you were done, he looked at you with a grateful smile. “Thank you, babe,” he said softly, his voice full of warmth. “You’re my savior.”
The camera captured the moment, his eyes sparkling with quiet admiration as he watched you carefully fix his unruly curls.
[episode six]
Lando crossed the finish line first, securing his first Grand Prix victory. His happiness was uncontainable as he celebrated in the car, his voice alive with joy. Through the radio, he eagerly asked his engineer, “Is Y/n there? I need to talk to her.”
Moments later, your voice came through the earpods under his helmet, full of pride and emotion. “Lan, it’s Y/n here—you did it!!” you exclaimed.
A wide grin spread beneath his helmet as he shouted back, “Y/n, love, we did it!! I love you so much!” His words carried all the excitement and love he felt, making the victory even more unforgettable as he shared it with you.
The radio went viral, all the comments pointing out, “The way she’s the one he needs talk to. God, I want what they have.”
[episode seven]
McLaren had finally done it—the Constructors' Championship was theirs after an incredible 26-year wait. The entire team was overjoyed, the atmosphere electric with celebration.
You were casually chatting with Alex when Lando, buzzing with excitement, ran straight up to you. Without a word, he met your eyes, grinning mischievously, before effortlessly throwing you over his shoulder.
"Lan—what are you doing?!" you exclaimed, utterly baffled as he carried you through the paddock at full speed.
Before you knew it, you were in front of the jubilant McLaren team. Lando gently put you down, but before you could even process what was happening, the champagne started flying. Laughter and cheers surrounded you as everyone sprayed one another, Lando making it a point to douse you especially. You tried to shield yourself, but there was no escape, and soon you were drenched and sticky, unable to stop laughing at the chaos around you. It was pure, unfiltered joy.
Later on, McLaren and F1 posted the photos of you celebrating together with the team.
[episode eight; bonus]
During an interview for Netflix, Zak was asked, “Y/n is really often at the garage or motorhome since she started dating Lando. What do you think of their relationship?”—a slightly odd question, but Zak handled it with ease.
“Y/n is just a great person,” Zak said, smiling warmly. “I think she’s exactly the one Lando really needs by his side. Everyone loves them; they’re our sweethearts.”
The interviewer followed up, “Would you say Y/n is part of the team?”
“Yeah, definitely,” Zak replied confidently. “She’s part of our papaya family.” His words carried a genuine affection, showing just how much you had become a cherished part of the McLaren circle.
You saw that clip all over social media. It was nice to know they take you like part of the family. By dating McLaren’s golden boy, you became McLaren’s golden girl.
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Lois Lane is hunting Danny to get an interview with the King of the afterlife, or whatever it is Phantom does. (Mama wants another Pulitzer for the pile!)
Danny is trying like hell to avoid her, since he's not supposed to just tell people how the afterlife works. (Also, Lois scares him.)
"Hide me!" Phantom shrieked before ducking underneath Batman's cape.
They were barely given a moment to even be surprised before the doors slammed open.
Lois Lane stood proudly in front of the doors, somehow finding a way onto the Justice League watchtowers. She scanned the room with her eyes narrowed like a predator trying to find prey as she grit her teeth and snarled, "Where is he?"
Superman coughed. "Lois! What are you doing here? Actually— how'd you even get here?"
Lois waved him off. "Don't worry about it. Where. Is. He?"
Batman was furiously typing away on his phone, possibly trying to find out how a civilian (admittedly married to a fellow superhero) was able to get into the watchtower, while everyone else shared looks.
"Uhm. Who?" Green Lantern asked awkwardly, exchanging a glance with the Flash.
"He! Phantom! He owes me an interview! Actually, he owed me one 45 minutes ago! I had to chase him from New York to Mexico to Peru and then to here! Where is he?!"
Wonder Woman said rather blandly, "He's not here."
Lois narrowed her eyes. "Are you sure?"
Wonder Woman nodded sagely. "Yes. He darted out of sight using his powers. Perhaps he hoped that you'd waste your time here while he ran off further."
"Dang it! Alright, excuse me, please, I need to search for a certain ghost!" Lois snapped before she strode off like a storm, just as quick as she appeared.
There was silence for a long time.
Then Phantom poked his head out of Batman's cape.
"Thanks for the assist, guys. Also, Batman, did you know that your cape is actually partly a portal?"
"I'm sorry, what—?!"
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My Summer Disaster!
summ. for one whole summer you couldn’t find the man who changed your whole night, until one job interview…
pairing. sylus x f!reader cw. boss!sylus, office sex, p in v, creampie, needy sylus, hes masked, teasing, being loud, pwp HELP, tara mentioned, fingering, hes kinda sensitive, summer fling, 2.6k wc (sobs), not proofread a/n. haven't written for my husband in a hot minute i'm sorry also im so busy I mighhtttt not post for another two weeks :(

“Please…just tell me your name” You beg, riding yourself against the mysterious man in front of you.
But he only chuckled in response and continued to ram in you, subtly changing the topic as you were too dazed to comprehend what was going on.
“Come on.. if y-you’re wearing a mask…ngh..”
You brought your fingers to the light mask resting on his face, tracing the shine that reflected through the dim light and pulled away every strand of self control you had to just pull his stupid mask off.
But when a surprise thrust awakened you from your thoughts, you immediately wrapped your hands around his large arms, nails digging deep in his skin, sinking in the flesh as you were practically holding onto him for dear life.
“Stay focused, sweetie.” He warned, a short catch of a breath caught up seconds after he said that. And it was painfully obvious he was close, but for some reason you knew he was holding back but didn’t know why he wasn’t just finishing.
“Why do you have to wear a mask—hngh I-if we're never gonna see each other after this, huh?”
The question seemed to deflate his mood and he only responded with silence before continuing, “fine then, here.” he leaned in closer and tapped on his mask, indicating for you to take it off.
And so you do, sliding the material off of his face and eyes widen at the sight, the beautiful sight of him. Silverish locks falling against his sides, red ruby iris glaring at you with a hint of something laced in them, you were so starstruck that this man wanted to see you?
“Jus’ gonna stare?” he chuckled, hands sliding down your sides and raising you up as he started sliding himself out of you, and before you could answer, another powerful thrust was sent straight through your body.
You gasp in shock, back arching at the pleasure, you could only give back murmured responses. The thing was, this man was one you’ve never seen before and to think that he’s with you for the night made you feel something.
“Well...” you mumbled, sliding your fingers through his hair, playing with the lightly damp strands before directing your fingers lower. Warm fingertips, tracing every curve of his face, lingering on the bridge of his nose for a few moments before they soon reached his plump lips.
“I mean who could not look away?” confidence laced your voice which only made you want to push your limits, tease him further.
His eyes dart to your lower body, and you could feel him twitching inside you, silently trying to hold himself back, and as much as you wanted him to hold back and keep going, your legs were aching. This was probably the third round you both were at it for.
“Now, tell me your name.” you whisper, dragging your finger even lower, stopping at Adam's apple, lightly toying with it as you watch his reaction intently, and the sounds coming out of his mouth were nothing you expected.
He ducked his flushed face, trying to pry your hand away but it seemed like he was begging for more, nuzzling his face in your hands and groaning before responding, “Sylus. Happy?” the last word came out in a low whisper and he pulled away momentarily.
“You seem pretty confident now, huh? Watch where those fingers go.” he breathed, a low chuckle slipping away moments later, and you of course didn't listen to him and slid your fingers lower and lower, until you reached the right spot, his weak spot.
A surprised moan left his lips and his grip tightened on you, increasing the pace momentarily. You dance your fingers around his collarbone and then to his chest, toying with him like he was a puppet.
His sounds grew louder, vibrating and echoing through the room at every touch. You only grin in response and continue your antics until a menacing growl escaped his lips, he peered his eyes to you, a glow of red shined at you and before you could continue any further a jolt of shock washed through you.
“Wha-”
Sylus plopped his head on your shoulder and slowly pulled out of you, his hot breath ghosting over your skin as he tried to catch his breath, steadying it in a smooth rhythm before pulling away and staring at the mess pooling down you.
“That was…good.”
You chuckle in response and fall against the bed, breathing heavily. His hands clasps your knee and he slowly spreads your legs apart leaning in closer, fingers dancing over your leaking cunt. A low whimper escapes your lips and you wrap your hand around his neck, pulling him closer.
“Worry about that later…” you mumble, nuzzling your head in the crook of his neck, not wanting to let go a second of this moment.
“Nope, let’s get cleaned first, then we can do whatever you want for the last night we have together.”
And that was the last time you saw Sylus.
Exactly one summer ago.
--
“I’m getting fired?! Seriously?”
Just when you thought your life was perfectly fine, it felt like a brick was thrown at you and luck was betraying you by the hour.
An angry sigh left your lips and you picked up your bag, walking out the building without getting an explanation as to why you got fired. But it was fine, all you had to do was get another job, it shouldn’t be hard…right?
When you get back to your house you immediately pull out your phone and call your only friend who actually put you onto that job you got fired from.
“Tara! I swear–”
“Hey, hey, calm down. What's up?” she asked, her voice filled with a hint of concern.
“I got fired,” you sigh, plopping your head on your desk as your phone rests on your ear, listening to the white noise echoing through your speakers. Tara was silent for a moment, a sound of hesitation slipped through her voice as she was trying to pick up the right words to make you feel better.
“Really?” she sighed, sadness laced over her bubbly voice and another exasperated sigh left her lips. You hum in response, about to speak but she interrupted again.
“Oh wait! I know someone you could try going to, hold on let me get his…” the rest of her words left in a haze and you weren’t sure if it was even worth going to the new job.
“Agh! I can’t find the boss's contact information but I found another person who you could ask to set an interview with.”
A text message alerted you through your phone and you decided to go along with this little experiment, only going for the interview–if you get it, and hoping you get the job.
“Thanks.”
Once the call ended momentarily, you sent over your resume and cover letter to the company and closed your laptop shut when you finished, waiting for a few days to pass.
And during those few days you were going insane by the second. You kept pacing around your room, checking your laptop every ten minutes, gripping onto your hair, the strands falling off if you pulled on it too hard, you were just going crazy.
But that feeling soon stopped when you were hanging out with Tara at a little cafe, drinking and talking about what not until a bzz vibrated through your pockets. You pulled out your phone and noticed you got an email back from the company, asking you for an interview.
“Finally!” you cheer, smashing your head against your palms as a tried, victorious groan left your lips.
“It’s only been a few days and you’ve been freaking out as if they rejected you.” Tara teased, hitting the end of her drink against your ducked head, making you flinch at the cold touch.
“Well how am i supposed to trust you after I got fired from my previous job?”
Tara only chuckled in response, biting the tip of her straw before shrugging, “I mean, why did you get fired?”
“Not sure, I left before they could explain.”
“Haha, okay. When's your interview? Wanna practice with me?” she suggested. Intrigued, you nod and get up from your seat, Tara following suit and the two of you headed back to your place.
And you practiced the hell out of those practice interviews. Tara acted like five different types of interviewers so you knew how to react with each one.
--
As you headed to your interview you couldn’t help but feel very nervous, despite practicing a bunch of times the nervous feeling kept sinking in you the closer you got to the building. And before you knew it, you were already parked in the lot.
Your fingers gripped on the wheel and you rushed out of your car, heading in the building.
Immediately you were met with a guard in a mask walking towards you, asking for your name and why you were here.
You give him your information and the eyes of his mask lit up before he nodded and started walking ahead, indicating for you to follow.
You follow the masked man and after a short walk the two of you stood in front of a fancy door, the edges of the frame tainted in a rusted gold, the doorknob shining at you as you inched your hand closer and closer to the material.
“Boss should be in there,” the masked man bowed and raised his head, nodding at the door letting you in. and the second you walked into the door you were met with a man sitting across the table with…a mask?
A mask that you swore you recognized.
You step towards the chair adjacent to the man and he waves his hand at the chair letting you take it.
A beat of silence echoed through the room before a cold chuckle vibrated through you. You peer your head up at the man and slowly tilt it to the right, there was something about the way he laughed that it was something you’ve heard before.
“Let’s get started shall we?”
And, fuck, there was no way this wasn’t the man you were with two summers ago. There was too much resemblance, the silver hair, the mask, and even the voice! It had to be Sylus, but you were way too scared to call him out.
“Okay.”
As the interview wrapped up Sylus sat back on his seat as he wrote the last few bits of information down. The silence started to grow louder, more suffocating and you were dreading for this moment to end so he could wrap up the interview and you could leave.
“Hm..”
You peered your head to the hum and stared at him with a confused look, waiting for his words to come out, and as time started to move slower, feeling like the minutes were turning to hours, and hours turning into–
“You’re hired.”
“Really Sy– I mean thank yo–”
“So you knew it was me this whole time?” he chuckled, slipping his mask off his face and got up from his seat, stepping towards you.
“You still remember me after a year?”
Sylus shrugged and stood in front of you, leaning in closer, his hot breath tickling against your skin, rosey lips ghosting over yours. Your breath hitches in response and you gulp the lump forming in your throat as you stare at his questioning gaze.
“I haven’t been with anyone after you.”
“Really?”
--
The next thing you knew, you were pinned against his desk, arms resting on the cold wood, nails digging deep in the stained material. Sylus has his hands all over you, acting like he hasn't seen you in forever, and that's exactly what was happening.
He slid his fingers along your pants, toying with the waistband before pulling them down, a light thud echoing through the room when your pants fell to your feet. He grabbed onto your waist, pulling you closer to him.
The fabric of his pants slid against your bare thighs, your legs quiver at the feeling and you instinctively rode yourself against him, pretty sounds leaving both yours and his lips and you soon felt his hand linger against your panties.
“I swear I haven't…” he mumbled, slipping your panties off and rubbing his finger against your clit, small circular motions in an unsynchronized pattern that you remembered from the last time you two were together.
“haven't–hngh what?” you tease, pushing yourself deeper on his fingers. Sylus hummed in response and slid his fingers in you, leaning in closer, sinking his teeth in your skin, making you moan in response.
“I said it already.” he mumbled against your skin, sucking on you like he was a vampire needing blood–your blood. His lips find their way creeping higher and higher on your body, soon planting them on your padded lips.
“I missed…you” he murmured against the kiss, sliding his tongue against your glossed, parted lips, his tongue soon sliding in your mouth, tongue intertwining with yours as he continued to eat you like a monster.
His hands stayed clasped around your hips and he raised you up the slightest, grinding himself against you again. One of his hands slipped away from your hips and rested on his belt, quickly unbuckling it in a quick movement before sliding his pants down.
You stare at his every move, watching as his rough, large fingers wrap around his cock, stroking himself in a quick movement as he stared into your eyes with desire.
He pulled his hand away, raising your legs above his shoulder and pressed his wet, hard tip against your leaking hole. Slowly, yet carefully sliding himself inside.
A surprised yelp escaped your lips and you could feel him twitch inside you as he continued to pound himself quicker, his thrusts filled with urgency, neediness, passion. Rather any emotion can explain the feeling of how you were getting fucked.
He continued to hold you with a steady grip, increasing and decreasing the pace, losing the pattern that was never there. He was so captivated by feeling you he couldn't help but feel addicted, way too addicted he could just…
“Fuck.” he moaned, yanking his head back as one more powerful thrust sent him to cum right inside you. Spurs of his pellucid mixture jolted through your body and it was like a wave of deja vu washing through you.
“That felt…familiar.” he chuckled, pulling out the slightest before looking back at you. You nod and he only chuckles in response.
“Wanna know why you got fired?” he asked, slowly sliding himself deeper inside you again. You moan in response and nod, and then it hit you– he had something to do with it?
“Wait– wha– ungh” you felt your whole body ripping to shreds when Sylus continued to quicken his pace on you. Your eyes peer down at the mess on the desk and you look back up at Sylus who chuckled in response.
“Of course I had something to do with it.” he laughed, making a moaning mess as he tried to find the right words to continue, but you felt too good, sputters of random nonsense started to pool out of his mouth.
You felt yourself reaching closer to release, walls flutter around his thick cock and a surprised noise escaped Sylus’ lips. He panted heavily, staring into your eyes as he watched your face twist in pleasure, looking down at the sticky mess gluing the two of you together before pulling away and plopping against your shoulder.
“Tell me everything from start to finish.” you say, tangling your fingers around his hair and lifting his head up to look down at him.
“It's nothing special except me doing a little deal with your company” he teased.
“Seriously?” you deadpan, pushing him away and attempting to lift yourself off the desk but almost collapsed.
Oh, fuck

part 10 of untamed desires | sylus -> next work
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