#does this count as a vent post...

[hunter-burton]

“Hunter!!! What r u doing insanity posting????”

“The ultralings…. They’ll feast.”

[littlesleepypup]

i wish making friends as an adult was as easy as making friends as a kid.

imagine you wanted to be friends with someone and you could just run up to them and be like:

"hiii look at my bluey toys!! do you like them?? do you wanna be my friend?? :3"

why is adult-ing so hard hhhh :(

[no-one-turose-shipper]

I need somebody I could rant to about the ABSOLUTE INJUSTICE HOP HAS FACED AS A CHARACTER. WHENEVER I SEE SWSH MERCH THEY ALWAYS LEAVE OUT HOP. BUT OH MARNIE AND BEDE ARE THERE. MOTHERFUCKER I AM GOING TO KILL YOU STOP BEING A COWARD AND GIVE ME MY HOP. HE IS CONSTANTLY ERASED AND PUT DOWN AND IT PMO. HOP IS NOT ANNOYING AND OVERCONFIDENT HE IS TRYING TO MAKE HIMSELF COOL. HOP IS A PRETEEN. AND DON’T GET ME STARTED ON HOP’S ERASURE IN HIS OWN GAME. IN HIS OWN FAMILY. BROTHER I MIGHT BE PROJECTING BUT THE FACT THAT LEON IS SO TREASURED AND FAVORED FUCKING MESSES WITH YA. ITS SO CLEAR HOP IS TRYING TO BE LEON. HE’S AN “ANNOYING FANBOY” BECAUSE LEONS HIS OLDER BROTHER. THAT HES CLOSE TO. I HATE YOU SWSH. YOU HAVE CREATED A CHARACTER SO GOOD AT BEING PATHETIC AND SUPPRESSED THAT PEOPLE HATE HIM. HOP ISNT EVEN ALLOWED TO HAVE A PROPER EMOTIONAL ARC. HE HAS TO PUSH IT DOWN. BOTH FOR THE STORY AND FOR THE OTHERS. HOP IS IN LEONS SHADOW AND IT FEELS LIKE THE FANS IGNORE THAT AND JUST PUSH HIM TO THE SIDE AS “ONE DIMENSIONAL.” HE’S NOT. ONE OF THE BIG POINTS OF HIS CHARACTER IS THAT HE ACTS. HE ACTS CONFIDENT. HE ACTS SELF ASSURED. HE ACTS LIKE HE DOESN’T HAVE ALL OF THIS SELF DOUBT CRUSHING HIM. LEON BECAME CHAMPION AT TEN. THATS SUCH A HUGE ACHIEVEMENT THAT WOULD OVERSHADOW ANY OF HOP’S. HOPS DEAL IS BEING PUSHED DOWN THE SAME PATH AS LEON AND TRYING TO BE BETTER. TO PROVE THAT HE ISN’T JUST LEON’S ANNOYING BROTHER. BUT HIS OWN PERSON. GRRRRRR IMAGINE LIVING LIFE KNOWING YOU ARE ONLY KNOWN FIR YOUR RELATIONS TO SOMEONE ELSE. AND YOU KNOW WHAT? THERE ARE NO MEDALS OR EVEN FUCKING PICTURES OF HOP LIKE THERE ARE LEON. IMAGINE EATING BREAKFAST AND HAVING TO STARE DOWN A REMINDER OF WHAT YOU’LL NEVER LIVE UP TO. BROTHER. GRRRR HOP’S IDENTITY IS LEON. GOOD CHUNK OF HIS LINES BRING UP LEON, HIS ENTIRE MOTIVE IS BEATING LEON, THE RARE LEAGUE CARD THAT IS SUPPOSED TO BE PERSONAL HAS HOP IMITATING LEON. GRRRRRRR I AM FUCKING TWEAKING OUT. EVEN IN POKÉMON MASTERS, HIS NEO-CHAMPION SUIT IMITATES LEON. I MIGHT BE LOONEY BUT I HAVE A POINT. I’VE BEEN THERE. FUNNY ENOUGH JUST LIKE HOP HYPER-FIXATES ON LEON I HYPER-FIXATE ON HOP. ITS COPING. ITS NEEDING SOMETHING, EVEN IF ONLY A IDEA TO FALL BACK ON. IT STARTS SMALL BUT IT GROWS INTO A OBSESSION YOU SINK YOUR NAILS INTO IT AS YOU TURN EVERYTHING INTO IT FOR THE COMFORT IT GIVES. YOU NEED IT. IT BECOMES YOUR PERSONALITY. IT BECOMES YOU. AND YES THIS SECTION IS ME PROJECTING BUT ITS FROM EXPERIENCE OF WHAT HE MIGHT BE GOING THROUGH. I HATE YOU HOP POKÉMON. YOU DESERVE SO MUCH BETTER THAN WHAT YOU GOT. BOTH FROM YOUR OWN MAKERS, YOUR OWN GAME AND THE FANBASE. HOPEFULLY YOU’LL GET YOUR OWN OFFICIAL PLUSH ONE DAY… HOPEFULLY PEOPLE WILL RESPECT YOU.

[gardensystemtv]

I come on this platform mostly to just have silly fun, but seeing queer, and especially trans infighting on my dash is so frustrating.

Friendly reminder that if you don't support all queer identities you can fuck off. Building a community requires supporting eachother, but don't think I will keep people in my community who care only about kicking down others, that's crab bucket behaviour.

Support transmascs. support transfems. support intersex people. support non-binary identities. support trans men. support trans women. support bi people. support pan people. Support Ace people. Support Aro people. support lesbians. support gay men. Especially fucking support black queer people. Especially fucking support indigenous queer people. Especially fucking support asian queer people. Especially fucking support SWANA queer people. Especially fucking support Jewish queer people. And any intersections of the above, and likely the many I've missed.

No one else's identity is lesser just because it is different,

[blurlines]

I saw the tv glow and turned it’s brightness up.

I was happy to see that other people’s tv’s also glowed, but I noticed that my tv was a different shade than theirs. Soon after that, I noticed that my tv was a completely different colour. It was a deep green, turning into white, turning into grey, turning into black.

I turned the brightness of the tv down, but left it just enough to always play in the background, like a little song in the back of my brain that I can’t remember the words of.

I never saw a person whose tv had the same colour as mine and it made me feel like no one would appreciate it. It was quite an interesting colour; I did plenty of research on it, but the people who did have their tv that colour never really got to be a real part of society.

I turned the brightness up again this year—not by a lot, just a bit to make out the colours—and while looking at it, I realised something. If I were to let my tv glow, it would mean never truly feeling a part of this world.

Love was such a big part of a person’s life. So why didn’t I feel any of it? I loved my friends, I loved my family, I loved my pets. Why wasn’t I cable of loving on another level? Why didn’t romance strike me as this beautiful thing rather than this tedious chore? I wanted to rip my heart out—why wasn’t it feeling things like the other hearts felt them? Why didn’t it speed up at the sight of a pretty woman or handsome man? Why did it just pump my blood and not my feelings?

If I were to let my tv glow, it would mean embracing who I truly am. But I don’t know who I truly am. And I haven’t known for a really long time.

[lunalovesangst]

I don't like to say I loved someone after they pass. No, I still love you. You may be gone but my love isn't. I love you.

[mckenzie-t-canis-lupus]

being a pianist while also having self esteem issues is probably one of the most dangerous combinations out there

[nintendoneko64]

@theninjabozo @fillthedarkvoid @lifeofamanhwareader ... Here's the reason Dib is afraid to return to Tumblr

.... Yeah, besides the negative emotions Dib can't describe, when I got attacked and harassed by a certain green robot in May, I did tell my IRL sibling Dib about what happened to me. I told them face to face, since we live together, so there's no screenshots of me explaining what happened in late May in DMs.

Then.... Yesterday happened.

When a user called idkwhatimdoingmate sent me hateful asks accusing me of being mean to who he thinks is his friend (I deleted 2 of those asks. The 1st being "Ugh" and the 2nd being "😒😒"), I got a 4th ask. I expected to see another ask from the same person. But instead... well... this ask didn't come from the same person. But instead, this ask came from our now ex-mutual, odtherat.

The ask Od sent before they changed their username to heywhatisjis and quickly nuking their Tumblr and even their Discord

Honestly, I was hurt by Od's betrayal. But it hurt Dib significantly more, considering that they and Od interacting far more than I did with Od.

.... I guess it's true with what James Bond said in Goldeneye 007 in the level "Archives" when he meets with General Mishkin: "Even the most trusted friends are capable of betrayal"

... I'm not really sure what else to say.

But I can say this: I really hope simonthestar didn't send @dib-thing-wannabe an ask begging them to draw his OC in their style.

I don't want my IRL sibling to experience what I experienced in late May.

No one should be treated so harshly and poorly.

@redscorpiocat @untitled14360 @nia1sworld @loki104-uwu @normalsproutanon If y'all are curious

[ballooey]

Look who IIIIIII FOUNDDDDDDDDD

[jonsrolling]

actually processing the fact that for the rest of my life i know i’ll probably never get to be physically affectionate with someone in a way that’s more than occasional hugs during emotional conversations or happy reunions. i can’t bring myself to be in a romantic relationship with anyone even if just for the casual intimacy but. just processing that i’ll probably always be longing for more than i have. and it’s not for any reason other than that i am myself.

[ohhalazia]

ʏᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ ɢᴏᴛ ᴍᴇ ɪɴ ᴀ ᴄʜᴏᴋᴇʜᴏʟᴅ

☆ seonghwa in wonderland symphony no. 9 vs ’chokehold’ by sleep token ☆

[kings-highway]

if youre wondering why my posting has slowed to a crawl its because i have a writing deadline coming up that is paralyzing me with anxiety. come hell or high water eventually it will pass tho and i'll probably bounce back to my usual ridiculous schedule.

cant talk about my project but other things on my list that are NOT forgotten:

- Next chapter for Paranormality

- finishing On Borrowed Time

- The End is literally only like 60% through what I have planned

- more Nerd Shit 101 sessions

and of course my usual flow of one shots and shorts and all that

[thesolaireslawyer]

Watching my family disagree about what child abuse is has to be the most ironic this year.

[pamithebunterfly2007]

I can’t believe my life is fucking over. . . . . . .

My Mom is never letting my or my sister to celebrate Halloween of 2025 again because they believe it’s Satan’s Holiday and yet, we are raised as Catholics. . . . . . . . . I wish I wasn’t raised as a catholic and I just and just wanted to be away from my narcissistic mother and bitter sister. . . . . . . . . . . .

@art1c-m0nk3ys

@softpawsxd

@lizzietherwbychibifan

@gothstarz

@ayelen0o0o

@smurfylegofan2005

@expandismgold

@pixelmonkey28

@corpesess

@sketchymenace

[greenteacryptid]

I just realised something

My final art piece in college last year was inspired by the aesthetics and themes surrounding Frankenstien's monster.

I hated this art piece, it wasn't what I wanted to make, it didn't look how I imagined it, I wanted to hide it from the people seeing it.

Did I curse myself into fulfilling some strange parallel symbolic prophecy?

[plasmaglacious-dndendtotem]

Your brain ever just cope fuse + split due to fake claiming and like.. all of them seem to have the want to.. kill the people who caused such issues? me neither idk what your talking abt- haha..