I was able to persuade myself that there was nothing wrong with me
Nausea, Jean Paul Sartre
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Question: Am I asexual?
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Im 17 years old and just (6 months ago) got out of my first relationship. The first time I was kissed too (maybe I’m late to that game I don’t really care though). The first time I kissed someone I thought “how many seconds do I have to kiss someone before pulling away seems normal and not rude because this is off, I don’t know what to do”.
I conducted some research(VERY research oriented person), and now that I’ve thought about it I can’t think of a single person I’d actually want to have sex with. Like go down on me. I thought I was pansexual but now I’m worried I’m just a straight asexual person (17 F). Because someone I know is bi and she said she was really into tits but I’m not into tits is that because I’m straight or because I’m ace???
Everyone, since I was 12, has thought I was gay. I grow up in a very queer welcoming community so it’s not condemned like in many other communities but, for example: my sister once told me that she would be very sad (I was 14) if I turned out to be bi because she wanted me to be a lesbian. Most people ask me for my pronouns, because I’m a girl with short hair (can’t be tied up) and wear man’s clothes, and I run in circles where EVERYONE is gay.
Am I Demisexual and I just haven’t found someone yet? Because I think people are pretty and even hot, but I’ve never seen ANYONE and thought “oh I’d like them to go down on me”. And I’m worried that I’ve misled everyone for years and am basically going to have to come out as straight because I like girls, but I only want to cuddle with them and be domestic, same goes with guys and everyone really.
Help, if you can, with what you think, or what I could read/watch/listen to in order to figure it out. I just feel like everyone around me knows what they are, and I still don’t.
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I don’t wanna grow up I want to be a teenager forever I’m freaking out
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Bro, social media is so weird. Like you make posts and blogs and people see them. Like depending on how popular you are people think about them a lot, they see them a lot. You have a presence in the online world. It's so weird. so so weird. like people (most of the time) aren't policing you for stating your thoughts like with your family and you can just keep going and talking about things for a long time. it's so... weird. You can be an entirely different subset of yourself here and no one would know. it's like taking on a persona. Like I can't explain how I feel about it it's just so odd.
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im not saying im trying to make the aeducans worse by putting a blonde woman in there. but i am trying...
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You know, it's pretty messed up that Marceline had to listen to her previous/future father figure sing a song about wanting to get her ex/future girlfriend Princess Bubblegum.
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want weird questions??
whats it like to stab yourself?
whats it like to be missing limb(s)?
whats it like to be dead?
whats it like to remember your past life?
whats it like to fall from the sky?
whats it like to be eaten alive?
whats it like to sleep with your eyes open?
whats it like to love?
whats it like to be in a hospital?
whats it like to get surgery?
whats it like to get bitten by a dog?
whats it like to be a mouse?
whats it like to be a god/goddess?
whats it like to be able to get your life together?
whats it like to get up?
stop scrolling! thats what! ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪
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