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#exsistentialism
sidjenkinsishot · 7 months
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elysiumwhispers · 20 days
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"She says only a single phrase: 'I am outliving myself.'" - Sartre, Nausea
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gntlmn1 · 9 months
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Unless you have the money for it.
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musicorum-femina · 1 year
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I was able to persuade myself that there was nothing wrong with me
Nausea, Jean Paul Sartre
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spotforme · 1 month
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i can feel myself becoming a Nirvana girlie. first the hair started seeping into my thoughts and now i find myself wanting to overanalyse everything
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Question: Am I asexual?
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Im 17 years old and just (6 months ago) got out of my first relationship. The first time I was kissed too (maybe I’m late to that game I don’t really care though). The first time I kissed someone I thought “how many seconds do I have to kiss someone before pulling away seems normal and not rude because this is off, I don’t know what to do”.
I conducted some research(VERY research oriented person), and now that I’ve thought about it I can’t think of a single person I’d actually want to have sex with. Like go down on me. I thought I was pansexual but now I’m worried I’m just a straight asexual person (17 F). Because someone I know is bi and she said she was really into tits but I’m not into tits is that because I’m straight or because I’m ace???
Everyone, since I was 12, has thought I was gay. I grow up in a very queer welcoming community so it’s not condemned like in many other communities but, for example: my sister once told me that she would be very sad (I was 14) if I turned out to be bi because she wanted me to be a lesbian. Most people ask me for my pronouns, because I’m a girl with short hair (can’t be tied up) and wear man’s clothes, and I run in circles where EVERYONE is gay.
Am I Demisexual and I just haven’t found someone yet? Because I think people are pretty and even hot, but I’ve never seen ANYONE and thought “oh I’d like them to go down on me”. And I’m worried that I’ve misled everyone for years and am basically going to have to come out as straight because I like girls, but I only want to cuddle with them and be domestic, same goes with guys and everyone really.
Help, if you can, with what you think, or what I could read/watch/listen to in order to figure it out. I just feel like everyone around me knows what they are, and I still don’t.
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lauravely · 5 months
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I don’t wanna grow up I want to be a teenager forever I’m freaking out
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feralboo-the-weirdo · 5 months
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Bro, social media is so weird. Like you make posts and blogs and people see them. Like depending on how popular you are people think about them a lot, they see them a lot. You have a presence in the online world. It's so weird. so so weird. like people (most of the time) aren't policing you for stating your thoughts like with your family and you can just keep going and talking about things for a long time. it's so... weird. You can be an entirely different subset of yourself here and no one would know. it's like taking on a persona. Like I can't explain how I feel about it it's just so odd.
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noxx-33i · 3 months
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sometimes. i am not silly :3
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mashamorevvna · 2 months
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im not saying im trying to make the aeducans worse by putting a blonde woman in there. but i am trying...
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artemisnightingale216 · 8 months
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You know, it's pretty messed up that Marceline had to listen to her previous/future father figure sing a song about wanting to get her ex/future girlfriend Princess Bubblegum.
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elysiumwhispers · 20 days
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"It wasn't enough not to show that I was suffering: it was necessary not to suffer." - Sartre, Nausea
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mijikai12 · 4 months
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want weird questions??
whats it like to stab yourself?
whats it like to be missing limb(s)?
whats it like to be dead?
whats it like to remember your past life?
whats it like to fall from the sky?
whats it like to be eaten alive?
whats it like to sleep with your eyes open?
whats it like to love?
whats it like to be in a hospital?
whats it like to get surgery?
whats it like to get bitten by a dog?
whats it like to be a mouse?
whats it like to be a god/goddess?
whats it like to be able to get your life together?
whats it like to get up?
stop scrolling! thats what! ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪
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stealingyourbones · 2 years
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The want and urge to animate an eldritch horror Danny Phantom is so strong and yet I don’t have the artistic skill or knowledge of particular types of animation to fully do the idea in my mind justice
#bones speaks#you know that one arg channel? _Boisvert#that one#the angel from that#that’s the best way to describe what’s going on in my head#I feel the need to animate and not draw it bc drawing it won’t show the extent of the *wrongness* ya know#angels say ‘be not afraid’ for a damn reason when first meeting people and I need Danny to have the same vibe#sorta holy or divine and visually goes beyond human comprehension so much so that we can only see what our brain can best process#which is to say: some creepy ass bullshit of an amalgam horror creature of colossal size and power#When I look at Eldritch Horror Danny it needs to be so much overstimulation of shit going on that I instantly start dissociating#it needs to be so much at the same time that it genuinely makes you mentally break#if you check out that ARG channel: be warned that it’s main theme is depression and hopelessness. it may send you into a depressive spiral.#it has frightening and VERY unnerving imagery along with religious themes and gore and a LOT of staring#just so y’all know and I don’t accidentally make y’all dissociate or anythin cause that shit nearly instantly makes me lose touch w reality#like I should enjoy watching it bc it genuinely makes me feel bad and yet the curiosity of such an interesting take of the medium an just-#it’s just so cool ya know? stuff Beyond Comprehension and exsistential dread is just FASCINATING.#like Everywhere at the End of Time#that shit? instantly makes me have an anxiety attack and makes me off the rest of the day.#do I find it incredibly intriguing and on the occasion listen to it again knowing damn well that I’m setting myself up for a shitty day? yes#it’s just sO COOL#audio format of dementia is beautifully haunting. I worked for a time volunteering helping dimentia patients. some of them…#they were hollow. empty shells of a person that when I saw them all I could visualize was that awful static from the album just going on and#on forever. there was nothing left. that shit and morality scares the SHIT out of me and equally entices me#tw dissociation#tw memory loss#tw dementia
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gntlmn1 · 1 year
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mahvishs · 7 months
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This world is under a damn curse, right?
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