if you want to talk to asks, not to drop my haterism here (just came across a horrible post), to each their own hcs, but i feel like you'll get me; i'm SO confused by the popular "Ted thinks Mike and Will are already dating, he doesn't know about El", "Ted will be revealed as an ally" ideas because they just directly contradict canon? as a headcanon i would just ignore it but i know a lot of people Genuinely believe it fits the show canon which is crazy to me
Ted's whole deal is that he's a proud patriot republican and doesn't really care about Mike or Nancy at all. and the only interactions we ever get of him with Mike are not only passive aggressive but also both carry homophobic connotations "see what happens", "our son with a girl"
i know a lot of people have that hc but i Really don't get where it even came from and this is one of these cases where hcs get framed to be feasible in canon, despite there being actual canon material directly disproving them (and meanwhile "you can talk to me" Karen is right there, but nooo Ted's Reagan conservatism is just his casual hobby he's secretly a queer ally parent)
those canon twister hcs bothers me every time lmao. i know you have some Opinions on canon getting conflated with fanon so i'm curious if you have thoughts on this specific canon butchering or if you've not seen much of it
much love and guten abend(nacht) đ
OH. MY. GOD! Of course I have thoughts on this! How can I not?
It is one thing to not pick up on the queer coding for Mike through Ted at all, but itâs a whole other thing to not recognize/acknowledge that Tedâs remarks are said derogatorily! âOur son with a girl?â is ridicule. âSee what happens?â is a warning.
Even the âTed doesnât care at allâ headcanon is already not a possibility in canon because of the simple existence of his remarks.
If people wanna headcanon Ted to be like that thatâs fine but I just wish those people would acknowledge that this is not how Ted is in canon. And itâs just so bizarre to me that people actually believe that it is a possibility in canon, because, as you said, it does directly contradict with what we see on screen. Ted makes derogatory remarks about Mikeâs lack of interest in girls, heâs being insensitive towards Mike/almost entirely lacks empathy for his son, he belongs to the majority of people who overlook Mikeâs struggles, in s4 he asks Karen if she can remind him when their children will become reasonable human beings, in s1 he tells Karen to trust the government because theyâre on their side, heâs a Reagan supporter and he also didnât care at all about Willâs disappearance even though Will disappeared on his way home from Tedâs house!
Ted being an ally makes zero sense.
I also donât think that Ted actually assumes that Mike is gay. He does of course pick up on the fact that Mike does not show interest in girls but I do also very much believe that Ted just thinks that Mike is a loser whom no girl shows interest in either. Because thatâs something that gets brought up in the story as well. But with the rumors regarding Will and Mike being so close to Will I do think Ted tries to get Mike away from âbecoming gayâ. I think his remarks are his way of making Mike ânot want to be gayâ. But his remarks also kind of strike me as his way of coping with the idea that Mike might not like girls which absolutely does not mean that Ted is open for it, nor that he has any kind of suspicion about Mikeâs sexuality.
Itâs kind of difficult to explain but I personally think that no matter how much fun Ted pokes at his son for not being interested in girls, at the end of the day he still expects Mike to like girls.
Moving on, I do agree that when it comes to Ted and Karen people should definitely focus more on Karenâs ally potential (as thatâs the one that does exist) but I also think that we shouldnât forget that Karen did not join the search party for Will either even though it was just as much her house that Will went missing from.
And no, I have not forgotten that Karen brought Joyce a casserole to comfort her, but that is something she did because she cares about Joyce, not because he cares about Will. And my point is not that Karen doesnât like Will, I do think she actually does like him, but my point is that due to the gay rumors Karen didnât find it necessary to go look for him. That he isnât really worth the effort. Mikeâs statement: âIâm the only one that cares about Willâ was kinda very true regarding his family.
And while Mike thinks that being gay is only a bad thing if itâs him whoâs gay, I can imagine that Karen thinks the other way around. Being gay is only okay because itâs her son whoâs gay. And while Karen is obviously lacking in her role as mother she does love her children. She does love her son, and I donât think that finding out that Mike is gay (if she does) would change that. To me it seems like Karenâs ally-ship will be very selective though, and sheâll have a whole lot of unlearning to do.
Thank you for the ask and much love to you as well and guten abend hahahđ©·
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red thread || jake âhangmanâ seresin
summary:Â fate has a funny way of bringing people together, and itâs made no exception for you and hangman. youâve grown up together; there's not a day that goes by in which you aren't glued to each others' sides. as kids, you promised each other that if you were still single at 30 you'd get married. but when that day finally arrives, you wonder just how much things will change.
words: ~2.3k
warnings: nothing. unless youâre like me and commitment scares you, then yeah lmao. hangman is an absolute gentleman in this though :) biggest TW is my writing...sorry. idk what happened. some slight mentions of angst and injury but nothing graphic :)
a/n: mannn my writing has gone downhill idk how yall other talented writers do it. i wish i could write that well đbut, iâm proud of this...plotwise, at least! (my fics are doing so bad for some reason while everyone else seems to be blowing up??? idk) btw, the first part of this fic takes place two years before tgm
It was 1:30 a.m, and you couldnât fall asleep.Â
It seemed that Hangman had the same idea as you as he told you to meet him outside the Hard Deck in five. The coastal air and Jake Seresin was the perfect combination to help you unwind, so of course you said yes.Â
âThere she is,â he grinned as he offered a helping hand. âMy favorite fellow insomniac.â
âNightmares keep you up, Jake?â you teased. âWhatâs the matter this time?â
âSame as you. Donât feel like sleeping yet,â Hangman answered. âCan you believe it? Weâre awake, and Fanboy and Payback arenât.â
âNow thatâs a first,â you laughed. âThought Iâd never live to see that day, but here we are.â
âWeâre making history day by day.â
âYou knowâŠsometimes,â you breathed out as you rested your head on his shoulder, âI wonder what itâd be like if we never met.â
âDidnât you ask that same question fifteen years ago?â
âWe were much younger back then. Itâs different now.â
âWell, thenâŠI donât like to imagine it.â
Your brows furrowed. âWhy not?â
âItâd be weird. Youâve always been a big part of my life, so to think you almost couldâve not been in itâŠitâs weird. Uncomfortable, even.â
âYeah, it is weirdâŠâ your voice trailed off as you lingered on the thought. Youâve always done everything together. How different would your lives be now if you hadnât become friends; hadnât stayed in touch through college? âBut donât be sad, because I donât plan on leaving anytime soon.â
Hangman gave you a light punch in the arm. âIâm not complaining.â
âGood.â
âYou know, Y/NâŠthereâs one more thing.â
âUh oh.â
âHear me out,â he started. âRemember that deal we made when we were kids?â
âThe one about helping each other bury a body if needed, or getting married?â
âThe second oneâŠI thought the first was a given since the day we met. Thatâs something all friends are supposed to do for each other, right? Bury bodies, hide their trailsâŠall that good stuff.â
âWhat about the second one?â
âWeâre turning 30 soon,â he recounted. Any and all traces of cockiness were completely wiped off his face. âAnd we said that if weâre both still single by the time our 30th birthdays roll around, weâd get married.â
You smiled as you revisited the memory: wide-eyed and curious, and so blissfully unaware with the only worry in the world was whether youâd grow up together or not. âYou still remembered all that?â
âOf course I did. You still in, or what?â
âI guess soâŠI mean, what else do I have to lose?â
The two of you fall back into your comfortable silence, and he wraps you up into his arms.Â
TWO YEARS LATER
As usual, the base is busy and rather chaotic: day after day youâre busy filing reports and training. This causes you to become prone to forgetting the littler things in your life, so you assign Bob to keep track of them for you. He had the best memory of anyone you knewâthat man kept mental notes of everything.Â
âWhat do I have to do today, Floyd? Any eventsâŠâ
âUhhhâŠâ Bob thought for a moment as you took a long drink of water. âDinner with Phoenix. Do laundry. Donât get yelled at by Cyclone for the 19th time (Youâre only one point behind Bradshaw, heâs at 20). Grocery shopping. And most importantlyâŠyoursâ and Hangmanâs birthday.â
âOh, shit, I completely forgot,â you swore under your breath. âHow could I forgetâŠâ
âYou have some time, so donât worry. Five days.â
âOnly five days?â your eyes widened. âI have to run through four more simulations over the next two. I canât plan everything in the remaining three.â
âIf you pay Garcia in Doordash deliveries, heâll help out. You know he minored in art.â
âThatâsâŠactually not a bad idea.â
After you finish your final exercise that week, you pass out, but luckily, Hangmanâs right there to catch you so you donât get a concussion. Bless that manâhe always seemed to be around wherever you went and you were very grateful for it.Â
You were delirious and couldnât walk straight, so as much as you claimed you were okay, he wouldnât believe you.Â
âIâm taking you home because youâre in no condition to be wandering around by yourself. The birthday planning can wait. Youâve tired yourself out enough as it is and you donât want to make things worse.â So you let him help you get into his car, then drive you home and lead you inside. Then, he forced you to go upstairs to take a hot shower and relax while he cooked up dinner for you.Â
Though Hangman admired your determined spirit, it scared the hell out of him because you wouldnât know when to stop yourself.Â
âI got that from you though! Whoâs the one I spend the most time around?â youâd claim in response to that argument. You werenât wrongâit was a quality you picked up from him many years ago.
You woke up the next morning to the smell of French toast and jam, which lessens the tension in your shoulders right away. Amidst the early morning light drifting through the windows he stands out like a priceless work of art in a museum. You struggle to tear your eyes off him.Â
Rubbing the sleepiness from your eyes, you rested your chin on his shoulder and exhaled. âHey.â
âMorning. You sleep okay? Howâs that headache of yours?â
âIâm alright.â You closed your eyes and inhaled the sweet scent of cinnamon sugar. âThis smells nice.â
If Hangman was tired, you couldnât tell. âWoke up at 6:30 to relearn the recipe for you. Itâs been a while, it took three burnt batches to get the hang of things.â
âYou woke up an hour early to cook for me?âÂ
âWhy else? Of course I did,â he stated matter-of-factly.Â
You sat down at the kitchen island together and ate your breakfast in silence. Something about this moment feels more domestic than all the others youâve shared in the past, and you canât help but smile. You wouldnât mind spending the rest of eternity like this...
âY/N, thereâs some honey on your chin.â
You blinked, trying to find it. âWhere?â
âHold on a sec.â Hangman took his napkin and rubbed gently at the corner of your lip to wipe it off. For a brief moment, you could feel his warm breath fanning across your face. You stayed as still as possible. âThere.â
If anyone looked in from the outside, it was another simple day in the life of a longtime couple. But for you and Jake, itâs always been like this. Showing up at each othersâ place wasnât unusual for either of you; if anything, it was quite normal.Â
â...Thanks.â
âYeah. You got any ideas in mind? For the big day.â
âWhatever you want is what I want.â
âFunny enough, thatâs what I was about to tell you,â he replied.âÂ
You locked eyes with each other and laughed. âWeâll figure it out. Iâm sure we will.â
Less than three days until everything as you knew it would change forever...if you were being honest, you were absolutely terrified. What if he changed his mind and left you in the dust, all alone? You werenât ready to face the cold truth.Â
Hangman offered a simple celebration: food and drinks at the Hard Deck with the crew, then some karaoke if you were up for it after. He starts it off by serenading you at the bar, reaching a hand out to you as he sang your favorite Billy Joel track. You let him lead you out to the dance floor and spin you around, and heâs equal parts addicting as he is entertaining.Â
Thirty candles, and you agree on blowing out fifteen eachâsomehow, by some miracle, you manage to do exactly that, and itâs perfect. Then Fanboy yells that he and Rooster want a rematch with you in Just DanceâŠso you go at it for two hours straight, until sweat is dripping down your face and your sweater grows hot.Â
Youâre burnt out, and he can see the look in your eyes as you step aside to let Phoenix play. âYou want to head out? Thereâs something I want to show you.â
You nod. âOkay.â
He gives Maverick a look, and the captain shoots him a subtle nod in return. He takes this as his signal to put his hand on the small of your back and lead you out the door.Â
You canât help but laugh a little as you get outside. âIs this Mavâs motorcycle?â
âNoâŠâ Hangman shifts from foot to foot, feigning cluelessness.Â
âDid you steal it?â
âOf course not.â
âItâs his, isnât it.â
âLook, he let me borrow it for the night. Itâs not stealing if he says itâs okayâŠbesides, he never noticed when I did steal from him last weekââ
âWhat did youâdo you even have a motorcycle license?â
âGot it a year ago. I thought, âmaybe Iâll take my best girl on a ride someday, so who knows if itâll come in handyâ. So here we are now.â
âThatâs very sweet.â
âAlright, now come on.â He swung his leg over the side and motioned for you to sit behind him. The cushion was not in fact, cushiony, and you found yourself growing colder by the second.
The bike burst forward without warning. You let out a small yelp and immediately wrapped your arms around Hangmanâs waistâwhich was ridiculously firmâŠhad he been working out more lately?âas you went speeding down the road.Â
âIf I die, Iâm gonna kill you and haunt you in your sleep,â you mumbled into the fabric of his jacket. âEven in death, Iâll stick to you always.â
âThat sounds both morbid and weirdly romantic.â
âShut up.â
Several minutes later you found yourselves by the cliffs, standing high over the ocean, and deja vu hits almost right away. After we go on this make up date, he had said, Iâm going to find that guy who messed you up and mess him up. Then weâre going to go home, Iâll let you wear any of my sweatshirts you want, and weâll watch true crime. One where someone like that jerk dies. Okay? Okay.
Youâre miles away from Top Gun, miles away from your jet and your uniform and everything youâve ever known, but youâve never felt more at home than now. Itâs in this moment in which you realize all you really need in the world is Jake, the sky above you, and the sea below you.Â
Out of the corner of your eye you noticed that heâs getting fidgety. He canât stop stuffing his hands in and out of his pockets or running them through his hairâheâs restless. The action takes you by surprise a bit.Â
âWhy are you all tensed up?â you questioned. âItâs just me and a nice sunset. Weâve done things like this many times.â
âBut itâs not just you and a sunset,â he explained. âIâm supposed to be asking you the most important question of our lives. Thatâs a big deal, sweetheart.â
Your heart spluttered to a stop. âAre youâŠâ
âLet me finish,â Jake cut in. âIf you could be quiet for a few minutesâŠthat would help. Iâm nervous.â
âJake Seresin, nervous?â you teased. âThatâs a first.â
He smiled and shook his head. âGive me a break.â
âOkay, okay. Iâll be niceâŠfor now.â
âI havenât slept at all in the past week. I went to eleven different jewelry stores around San Diego but nothing seemed to scream âY/Nâ. So, I decided to take a trip out of state.â He cleared his throat, and reached into his jacket pocket. You saw his hand shake as he did so. âOut of the country. That mini mission I went on while you were training? I was in Canada. Victoria, to be specific. Maverick and Rooster came along to help out.â
Now in his hand was a small velvet box, and inside was the most breathtaking ring youâd ever seen. âDiamond and ruby. They donât sell plain red strings for ringsâŠso I had them design this. The red thread of fateâŠthe one that brought you into my life. We were kids when we promised to spend our lives together, if circumstances permitted. And I know we mightâve been young, but Iâd be lying if I said I could imagine myself with someone that wasnât you. There was a part of me that wished you wouldnât find anyone before this day came along. Itâs you, Y/N. It always has been.
âIâm not going to get down on one knee. Iâm not going to give you a long, cheesy speech about divine power and soulmates. But Iâm going to tell you this: youâre my forever, and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Itâs getting cold out so Iâll cut to the chase: what Iâm saying here is that Iâm asking you to marry me.â
The world fell silent as you replied with a shaky nod, holding out a trembling hand as Jake slid the golden band onto your ring finger. Neither of you made a sound, and you swore you felt time stop and the ground crack wide open beneath your feet.
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This is my first time making a request so sorry if this makes no sense.
Self aware Twisted Wonderland with a player who randomly gets transported into their world. For Characters I was thinking about Azul, Malleus, Leona, and Riddle.
If this is too much you can ignore it.
A/n : This request has been sitting in my inbox for 2 months so I decided to finally answer it đ also sorry anon, for the extremely late reply đ
for some reason I feel like I'm writing a fairytale for kids or sum lmao, also I wrote this while simultaneously doing my homework jsyk , it took me a lit to write this if you can tell, but can you tell I wrote this in 2 different days ?
Cw: Leona being lazy and a bit unhinged, bad writing, short asf, not proofread, Riddle kinning pomeranians and chihuahas, Malleus just being Malleus, ooc, inaccurate character depiction
It's the day after Yuu appeared in twisted wonderland, the second day of school. (It's been a long time since I last played or read twisted wonderland so bear with me) for plot purposes and diversity, each character will have slightly different plot, like time and place.
â Leona Kingscholar
It was just another irritating day for Leona, as he was sleeping in the botanical gardens, skipping class as usual. His tail swished left to right, as he tried to fall asleep. For some reason though, much to his annoyance, he couldn't fall asleep. Normally he had no problem dozing off, but today was different. He grits his teeth and glares at air particles, then he sits upright and stares at a random direction. Suddenly he hears footsteps, and the familiar voice of Ruggie approaching his location.
Leona rolls his eyes just as Ruggie emerges, not even sparing him a glance. Ruggie sighs and walks towards Leona
"Hey Leona, I got your sandwich"
Ruggie then hands him a sandwich and glances at him
"What's wrong ? You seem pretty down-in-the-dumps today. Not that you're usually a ray of sunshine, but still."
Leona just huffs and plucks some grass from the ground, then answers
"I can't sleep."
Ruggie blinks owlishly, then tilts his head to the side
"Woah, THE Leona Kingscholar, unable to sleep ? That's a new one.."
"Tsk, whatever."
Is all Leona says, as he rolls his eyes and lays down on the grass once again, closing his eyes. Ruggie takes the hint and walks away, going back to wherever he came from.
About an hour later, Leona wakes up to the sound of footsteps, yet this time they're not Ruggie's. In fact, they're not familiar at all..
Leona opens his eyes but stays still, a bit curious to know who this mysterious person is. On one side he doesn't give a shit, but on another side he's curious because, just what could a stranger be possibly doing at NRC ?
Suddenly someone jumps on top of him, effectively knocking the air out of his lungs. He jolts awake, bewildered and shocked.
"What the-"
His eyes widen as he recognizes the person who's crushing him with their weight..holy shit, what the hell is the player doing here ???
"Player ?"
He says, baffled, he genuinely doesn't know how to react. One minute he was peacefully sleeping, the other he wakes up to the player suddenly spawning on top of him ?? His thought process is cut off as his ears are flooded with high-pitched screaming and shrieking
"OH MY LORD, LEONA ????? AM I DREAMING ?? HES SO MUCH HOTTER IN PERSON OMFG"
He blinks, once, twice, thrice, his mouth open and his eyes wide, his ears twitching
"Player ?? What..."
(I'm gonna end it here becuz Im lazy asf and I have to go sleep soon, the rest is up to you and your imagination sorry pookies)
â Azul Ashengrotto
Azul is in the mostro lounge, he finishes making a deal with some random student, he bids them goodbye with that shady smile plastered on his face, and as soon as they leave he looks over to the clock. 7pm, it's still early yet it's already dark outside. He sighs and grabs his stuff, preparing to go back to his dorm room. Suddenly, he feels something brushing against his leg. He frowns and looks around, confused as to what it may be.
He hopes its not a prank from the twins, as he shrugs it off and continues what he was doing, until he feels it again.
He gets up from his office chair and looks under his desk, only to find...
What ? There's someone asleep under his desk ?? He pulls them out from under his desk, and immediately recognizes that face. It's the player !
He is absolutely baffled. How did the player randomly spawn under his office desk, asleep and in pajamas ?? This is very confusing..
â Riddle Rosehearts
Riddle was in his room, studying whatever the hell subjects they have in nrc.
He gets up to go drink a cup of natural mineral water with a 100% recycled bottle, then somehow trips on something.
He looks down and jumps 10 meters back, eyes blown wide as saucers and lets out the loudest and longest scream on earth, so loud that even I am put to shame.
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH-"
Somehow though, for plot purposes, no one hears him. Tatatatata, he looks over at the thing that was on the floor and is shocked to see you, the player, asleep on his floor, snoring like, so hard every single one of the prehistoric cavemen (Leona included) would lower their heads in respect.
(Anyways skip I'm lazy)
â Malleus Draconia
As we all know, Malleus loves walking around at night, and that makes a lot of people think he's some insane psychopath who's gonna stalk them then impale them with his horns.
After his nightly walk he came back to Diasomnia dorm just to find, you, aka the player and the one he thinks of so religiously every single day. He takes a step towards you, which isn't a lot since he's at the start of a hallway and you're at the end but whatever.
And that was his first mistake. Lo and behold there were you, at the end of the dark ass hallway, staring at him like you just witnessed some middle aged guy take off his pants and wip out his d*ck, then smack you across the face with it, oh and as if it was so long Drake would be put to shame.
You screamed like a banshee and ran away as if you were being chased by Drake's pipe.
Then you yelled out louder than Leona's snoring "MAMA MIA WHAT IN THE EVERLOVING WILLY WONKA AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY FUCK IS HAPPENING HERE" -Player's last words, may they rest in peace and remain forever remembered.
Jkjk you just ran into the wall and passed out. And Lilia was just watching the whole time and laughing his ass off. But you made Malleus sad tho :(
You woke up in Malleus's bedroom after having a nightmare about Drake's elevator.
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Hello, Pri! How are you? If you're ok w/ it, may I have the anemo boys with a s/o who enjoys seating on their lap? (Sfw)
notes ! OKAY THIS LITERALLY TOOK SO LONG FOR ME TO ANSWER, so iâm really sorry đ and also iâm doing great thank you! also not proofread (my grammar is a little bad anyways so)
warnings ! fluff, heizouâs part is suggestive
v e n t i
he loves it when you sit on his lap! it gives him a nice a sense of comfort⊠to have you so close to him.
he also thinks it adorable lmao.
IMAGINE.
sitting in his lap while you both are out at the statue of seven at windriseâ heâs putting windwheel asters in your hair as you read to him or something.
or maybe heâll hum a tune for you!
itâs depends what heâs feelings like :3
âyour hair is looking beautiful today, hehe..â venti cooed, tucking yet another flower in your hair.
âhmmh..â he pressed a delicate kiss to your temple. âno thank you?â he asked with a grin.
âno.â you reply, continuing to read your book.
âhmph. are you really going to treat your darling boyfriend like this?â he pouted before smiling again.
âyeah.â
âyour so mean to me.â
x i a o
xiao gets a bit (very) flustered, the poor guy isnât used to all of these acts of affection :<
the first time you asked he was like.
âyou⊠wanna sit on my lap?â heâs adorable, oh my god.
IMAGINE.
sitting out on like a hill or smth, idk, watching the starsâ on xiaoâs lap.
itâs a really cute a wholesome thing that both of you (iâm assuming) like to do.
itâs usually really quiet, unless xiao decides to tell you about his day.
âi spoke a little with the traveller today.â he murmured, fiddling with your hair.
âaw.. you did?â you tilted your head.
xiao didnât really speak to anyone aside from you, so it made you happy when your boyfriend finally decides to speak with someone.
âabout what though?â
âabout you.. the traveller wanted to ask you some questionsâ but i told them i could answer them instead.â he said dully.
âi couldâve answered them myself..â you mutter.
âi know that⊠but i felt like talking about you at that moment.â
you laugh a little. âoh really? you wanted to speak about me?â
âyes⊠i mean you are my s/o right? i can speak about you⊠unless you donât want me to?â
âno! itâs fine if you wanna talk about meâŠâ
âare you⊠sure?â
âyes iâm sure!â
k a z u h a
heâs like venti, he loves when you sit on his lap :3
maybe heâd be a little surprised at first, but he doesnât object.
IMAGINE.
the two of you sitting out on the crux, watching the sunset reflect on the ocean. (idk)
you could be reading a poem he wrote to youâ or you could just genuinely be talking to each other.
either way itâs adorable.
âkazuuu.. this poem is adorable.â you coo, smiling fondly at the piece he dedicated to you.
âis it? i really donât think itâs all that good.. compared to my other poems.â
ânono! it is! i absolutely love this one..â you say in defense.
âohâŠ? i thought it was a bit⊠um.. corny?â kazuha said with a laugh.
âwell itâs not⊠i think itâs quite lovely.â you cross your arms.
âwhatever you say, loveâŠâ he wrapped his arms around your waist.
âwhatever you say..â
h e i z o u
he finds a way to tease you for it⊠like this man literally will not stop teasing you when you ask him to sit on his lap.
when you first ask him heâs like this thoughâŠ
âoh? you wanna sit on my lap?â he grinned at you.
âhow could i ever deny such a request?â he cooed.
âbut⊠may i ask why you wanna sit on my lap?â
heâs got a very dirty mind so like⊠um, just be aware.
IMAGINE.
sitting on his lap while he works on his cases or smth, idk.
i actually hc he rushes through his work, so like he always makes mistakes.
but then you, his beautiful s/o, can help him fix them!
(he 100% makes mistakes on purpose)
âmmhhm..â heizou arms wrapped around your waist, pulling you closer to his body.
he craved to feel your body against his.
âyou⊠made a mistake over here..â your murmur, circling it so he could fix it later.
âoh? did i? my, my⊠iâve been making so many mistakes recently.â he smiled innocently.
âmaybe you should doublecheck my papers, just in case.â
that⊠was just excuse to have on his lap for even longer. ( he probably wants it and likes more than you do )
âiâm already double checking them.â
âhmm⊠triple check?â
âheizou.â
âhehe..â
w a n d e r / s c a r a m o u c h e
âno.â
was the only thing you heard when you first asked scara.
you would just have to beg then.
IMAGINE.
whining and complaining to scara about literally just sitting on his lapâ
it was a small thing, really, but were you just going to let it go? nope.
âpleaseee scara! all the other couples do it!â you pout, furrowing your eyebrows at him.
âyeah⊠and iâm not like those other couples.â he responded coldly.
âarghh.. you suck.â you whine, flopping down on the bed.
âhmph..â he crossed his arms.
âyou are making such a big deal. itâs really nothing major.â
âto me it is.â you frown.
thereâs a moment of silence before a idea pops up in your head, it was probably a bad one⊠but whatever!
âi bet any other guy would let me..â you sigh, almost dreamily.
âwhat?â
âmhm.. like childeâŠâ
you were answered by silence once again.. scaramouche was just staring out, arms crossed with a unreadable expression.
âfine then.â
before you knew scaramouche rushed to the bed beside youâ tackling you into his lap.
âyour gonna stay here now.â
âbut..â
ânuh uh.â
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OKK SEASON 2 CHAOS THEORY PICS LETS GOOOO
thank you jwct crew!!
I canât really analyze that much out of the new pics they gave us
BUT we can see they all ditched the jackets - which could probably be cuz itâs humid or hot but itâs also likely they used it to patch up something (like they did for the bathing suits and the boat)
at first i thought they were at an island again (GIVE THEM A BREAK) but the boat prob took them to another country or something. I donât get why going back to isla nublar would work with the plot we have so far (unless maybe the boat went there because of the labs?)
i also thought when i first saw it that they got an outfit change and was like âyay new outfits!!â but apparently not which also leads me to think that wherever the boat took them is where theyâre gonna be for most (maybe even all of the season)
WHICH BRINGS US TO THE OTHER PIC
They all definitely have different reactions towards this person so Iâm gonna write the way it looks to me
Darius : Heâs the only one not looking at the person and instead looking at the weapon? Which makes me think that this isnât their first reaction of whatever this is (ik that sounds confusing imma explain it again later.) Dariusâs face also looks kinda confused and a little shocked? Which is interesting to me
Sammy: she looks scared. Terrified even. Someone also says she looks betrayed which i can def see. This reaction is also a lil confusing to me because most of the other times someone was threatening them she a determined look or was ready to kick them but she looks horrified in this so huh
yaz: she looks shocked not rlly scared like Sammy but just shocked. She doesnât have as much as a strong reaction as the others (except Ben) she looks suprised but why isnât she as scared or angry as the others?
kenji : his reactions probably the easiest to red since heâs angry đŻ but why is he angry?? Yes the obvious answer is that someoneâs threatening to attack them but everyone else isnât as angry maybe he knows them? Also something else I noticed that his mouth is a little open so heâs probably saying something - side note why is kenjis face so triangular đ
ben: honestly his face is prob the hardest to read because of how neutral it is?? Like obviously itâs not fully blank or calm but itâs def more neutral than the others. He looks a little wary maybe and a little angry like kenji. Honestly idk but he def isnât happy or bursting with joy I can tell you that
okay so that was all the reactions I got from them in that picture
NOW ADRESSING SOME THEORIES I HEARD AND MY THEORIES
So I already saw people saying it could be Brooklyn which I can see but at the same time also not?
like #1 why is Brooklyn holding a weapon against them (unless sheâs going through her evil arc lmao #2 wouldnât they all be shocked or happy even? But that also leads into the thing I was saying before that this might not be their first reaction
and what I meant by not first reaction is not that this isnt the first time they saw this person (it could be tho) but that this is a few secs in or something into the scene when they encounter this person. Like it could be long enough that most of their initial shock or happiness is gone and now their like why is Brooklyn trying to attack us and if it was this then the reactions would prob make sense like Sammyâs betrayed face and kenji being angry
GODDAMN I JUST REALIZED HOW LONG THIS IS OMG
sorry, continuing on to another theory
it could also be the uncanny raptor girl maybe?? (Sheâs called the handler right?) but then again I donât think so because first of all she doesnât attack them directly and wouldnât come so close and usually attacks with her raptors so it wouldnât make sense if she was the one holding the weapon
This brings us to my final theory-ish (more of an idea) of today which is that itâs someone that they know (even if itâs not Brooklyn) because of the way their reacting because honestly if itâs only one person then they have strength in numbers like?they shouldnât be so scared or angry if itâs only one person whoâs a bitch and trying to kill em. Maybe itâs someone kenji or Sammy know based on them having the strongest reactions out of the group (someone from mantah corp?) or maybe it could be someone from jwcc, maybe itâs even someone who we thought was dead and isnât actually dead
so to sum it all up, for the second pic I think the person holding the weapon is someone they already knew due to all their reactions
KUDOS TO ANYONE WHO READ ALL THIS đ
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Hello again~! May i request Lilia and Malleus react with reader who tried to create an Ai resemble of themself cuz human life are too short and they don't want them to feel sad when they are gone.
Avid angst enjoyer here thanking you for this wonderfully hurtful idea, also Iâm sorry this took so long lmaođđ«¶đ» hope you enjoy it!
ââââââââââââââââââââââââââ
âTill forever falls apart
âStaringâ: Malleus Draconia and Lilia Vanrouge x GN! Reader
Synopsis: How would they react finding out youâve been working on creating an AI version of yourself so that theyâll have you with them even when youâre gone
Warnings: Mentions of Death, A lot of crying.
Malleus Draconia
âAhâŠâ you gasped, waking up in a cold sweat, you didnât have any nightmares however you knew what you were feeling was worseâŠfearâŠpure fear. You clutched on to your shirt, feeling your heart beat, hearing it thump in your ears. Grim woke up to the sound of your breathing âHeyâŠare you okay?â He sat up rubbing his eye with his paw, âIâm fine GrimâŠitâs justâŠitâs happening againâŠâ you said patting his head.
The cat frowned upon your response, but you only returned his expression with a smile âDont worry about meâŠyou can go back to sleep, Iâll come back to bed in a secondâŠâ you scratched behind his ear attempting to woo him to sleep, âWhere you going anyway?â He asked, already half asleep. âJust somewhereâŠdonât worry about itâ you gave him more head pats until finally he fell back into a slumber.
As you leave the room, you headed to the lounge area, there you opened your laptop at started coding, a little skill you learned from Idia, you sighed and stopped typing for awhile. âWhy am I doing thisâŠâ you asked yourself burrying yourself into your palms, tears start to well up in your eyes, the truth of it all was that the reason of your fear was simple. It was death.
And no not death itself, but what and who youïżœïżœïżœll leave behind when you die. Youâre afraid of leaving him. You knew that a lifespan of a fae such as Malleus lasted a lot longer than yours, and as much as you wanted to stay by his side forever, you couldnât. So you had a talk with Idia a few weeks back about creating an AI version of yourself.
He was against it at first, but he knew what it felt like to lose someone, and he didnât wish that upon anyone, so he taught you howâŠand here you are. You thought itâd be easy to do this, itâs just precaution you said, but ever since you started, you feared the day youâd disappear would be closer.
You hugged your knees and cried, you couldnât anything other than that, itâs not like you had magic like the others, or half fae like sebek. There wasnât any other way. âWhy are you crying my love?â a soft whisper from behind you was heard, before you could even look back, he had picked you up and placed you on his lap, enveloping you in his warmth.
âMalleus?? What are you doing here?â You looked up at him, your cheeks still had tears running down them. âI felt that you were upsetâŠso I cameâŠâ he said, ânow itâs your turn to answerâŠâ he adds. You looked back down onto your hands âI just watched a sad movieâŠâ you lied. âIt mustâve been a very sad movie considering you were shaking before I held youâŠâ he didnât buy your excuse.
You only nodded at his response, feeling him beside you only made the fear worse, your mind racing with thoughts like how you wont ever get to be held by him like this again once you dieâŠyouâll never hear his voiceâŠyou wont be able to hug him again⊠suddenly your thoughts were interrupted with 3 words, 3 simple words that broke you. âIâm also afraid.â He said.
You couldnât respond you didnât know what to say so you let him continue as you hold yourself together. âTime is a very cruel creature. It yields no magic, it doesnât even commit violence but it wipes away many many livesâŠâ the tone of his voice had a slight shake in them. Desperately trying to not talk about this topic, you faked a yawn âMalâŠIâm a bit tiredâŠI think Iâll go restâ you said as you stood up, shutting your laptop and walking away.
You didnât want to talk about this, this is what youâve been keeping from him, you donât want to hurt him, itâs the exact reason why you chose to create your AI version. âIâm afraid of losing you tooâŠâ he spoke. It was as if you were shattered, you heard the loud thumping of your heart in your ears again as well as the cold traces your tears leave on your cheeks.
âIâm scaredâŠeach passing day I think about the clock of your lifespan running out, it scares me. I donât want to think about the day when you leave meâŠâ he confessed, you didnât even hear him walk towards you but you suddenly felt his arms on your waist. You felt his tears staining your shirt. It hurts. You trembled in his embrace, shaky breaths escape your lips.
âThey deemed me one of the one of the 5 most powerful wizards in the world but even Iâm scared of time taking you awayâŠâ He whispers weakly, âhowever I donât want anyone other than you, not even a copyâŠâ he adds, you turn to face him in shock. âHow did youâŠâ âI love you too much to not know what youâre thinking about my loveâ he interrupts. âIâm sorryâŠâ you apologized, breaking into a fit of sobs.
He held you close also erupting into cries, âI donât want to leave youâŠI donât want you to feel alone again, I want you to see that Iâm here even though Iâm goneâŠ.â You explained hugging him. âBut itâs not youâŠâ he answered. âYou can program it to be you as much as you want but Iâd rather accept the fact that Iâve loved you until your last moments than to play pretend with a copy of what you used to beâŠâ he finishes, kissing your forehead, then your nose and finally your lips.
âI love youâŠand even though I know itâll come one day, Iâll spend every second loving you, caring for you, and being with you until then.â He held you as if you were porcelain, as if you could break at the slightest touch, as if youâd disappear if he lets you go. You hiccuped and sniffled holding on to him as well, you never wanted to let go.
Suddenly the fear that had been clouding your mind left. The storm had passed, everything felt okay again. You grew tired after a long while of tears and sorrow, Malleus took the initiative to take you to bed. But he didnât return to diasomnia that night. He didnât want to be far from you, not now, not ever.
Lilia Vanrouge
You weâre excited to see him, your lover, you had a very special gift to show him today. You finally finished it, after long hours, nights, days, weeks, months of preparation itâs finally done. An innocent gift, you had no ill intentions in making this. All you wanted was to make him happy, even if youâre not there with him one day.
âCome on! Just a little bit furtherâ you held on to his shoulders, pushing him towards the room as he was blindfolded âMy dear youâve been pushing me for the past 5 minutes now, when can I see your little surprise?â Lilia said, unknowing of what it is. You two finally reached the room where the âgiftâ was and you were do excited for him to see, though you had to admit it hurt nonethelessâŠyou were doing this for him
âOkayâŠyou can take your blindfold off nowâ you said as you stood infront of your lover, he reluctantly took his blindfold off and met eyes with you, âWhat? Is the surprise to be alone with you in a room? If it is Iâm absolutely loving itâ he said cupping your face lovingly. You laughed and took his hands off your face gently, âNoâŠwell I mean yes, but right now youâll see two of meâŠâ you said, hinting at what lays ahead
He gazes at you, both confusion and amusement lingers in his eyes, he crosses his arms smiling waiting for you to reveal whatever it is you had planned, the moment you did thoughâŠhis smile died along with his amusementâŠ.he looks at it with nothing but bafflement and sadness âWhat is this?âwere the only words that left himâŠ
âItâs me!â You beamed at him showing him the holographic replica you made of yourself, âI made me, for youâ you awkwardly stated, now saying it out loud it sounded bad, âB-but! I made it because-â Lilia cuts you off before you could even redeem yourself
âNo Y/n.â he says sternly. âLilia I just-â he cuts you off once again âNo Y/n. Whatever this isâŠI donât like itâŠI donât appreciate it.â He says motioning to the holographic version of yourself, his expression pained, upset, confused and angry. âIâm not gonna be here forever LiliaâŠnor can I live as long as youâ you defended yourself
âAnd you think this is gonna make me feel at ease?!Having a version of you, that I cant touch, that I can speak to but has computerized answers, some kind of moving picture that isnât livingâŠthis thing is not you.â He snaps back angrily, he gazes at the hologram filled with spite. Making you tear up a bit, you had figured this would be one of the reactions youâd get, though you hadnât prepared for it as much as you thoughtâŠ
âIâm scared Lilia, Iâm afraid of leavingâŠI donât want you to feel like youâve lost me one day when my human body gives up on meâŠI cant stay even though I want to so this the best I could doâ you choked back tearsâŠlooking at the floor filled with hurt and fear, fear for the day that waits, the day that you pass awayâŠleaving him forever.
You thought you finally made Lilia hate you, maybe it was for the best you thought, maybe itâs better he hates you than loves you, that way when youâre gone, it wont hurt him as much. You heard footsteps on the wooden floor, in your mind, you told yourself Lilia was leaving nowâŠso you stayed put, shut eyes and head hanging low.
But unexpectedly, you felt a warm, loving, and strong embrace, it felt like the last push you needed to let out the tears youâve been holding back, and you did. âIâd rather miss you everyday for as long as I live, than having to ease the pain of not having you with this contraptionâŠâ He says in a hushed tone while comfortingly rubbing your back
âIâd rather spend the rest of my days thinking about the memories weâve made when you were here, than to make new fake memories with a hologramâŠâ he adds, you continued to sob and hold him weakly, feeling as if every word he spoke was a dagger through your chest, but something you also needed to hear.
âIâve been knew about this the moment I decided to love you, I knew you werenât going to be with me forever, I knew you were going to leave first, but I wasnât scared, because I promised myself Iâd spend every waking day with you, making our time together memorableâŠso that when you leave Iâd knowâŠthat I made you happy while you were hereâŠand that youâve spent your mortal years contentlyâŠâ Lilia spoke, his voice quivering but also spoke to you with the gentlest tone.
He backs away slightly to give you a short but passionate kiss, then he pulls away putting his forehead on yours, tears both staining your cheeks as they trailed down from your eyes âI love you, only you, no one else, nothing else, just you. The Y/n I can hug, and kiss, and laugh withâŠyou.â Lilia smiles sadly, wiping your cheek with her thumbs.
You nod, still feeling the tears continuously flowing, Your lover pulled you back into his tight but loving embrace, it felt safeâŠlike all your worries being washed away, you knew now that everything was going to be okay, all you needed was him, as long as he was with you, nothing else mattered.
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A/N: Heyyyy so hereâs a little something thatâs been on my drafts for the longest time now đđ€đ» Iâm a bit rusty as I havenât wrote anything in a long time so this may come off as rushed or repetitive, But nonetheless hope you guys like it âĄâĄâĄ (also sorry for coming back with another angst post lolllll) love ya bye! đ«¶đ»
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Walla....kn1ves....genius big brain yandere writer....i just (re)found your Yves work (im sure you saw me freak out in the tags lmao) if you have the time/energy/inspo pls i beg you for a speck, a crumb, a droplette, ANYTHING of my baby Yves x fem!reader. I'm not sure how specific is too specific but I have a truckload of daydreams and prompts for this man dc im down BAD BAD for the way you write him. I'm not sure if this is too specific of a request but can it be yves holding himself back constantly because he wants to *romance* the reader but its so obvious he's itching for more until one day he finally snaps and takes her (specifically him giving her his virginity and whoops maybe going crazy when he finds out she isnt one)? I'm just obsessed with his characterization and want to see him in a ton of situations and feeling/reacting to different things. The stern dom undertones his whole vibe has disguised by a friendly foreign guide đ„” The drabble of him was sooooo good and such a tease of his personality, it's so enticing hahaha. If that prompt is no good or doesn't inspire you then anything else is fine and ofc if you have no inspiration for Yves at all then that's a-okay too!!! Thank you sooooo much for thinking up that beautiful man and sharing him with us!!! Hope you enjoy your holidaysđđđ
A/N: Ugh I'm so sorry I took so long in answering đđ I was gonna write like a whole piece but my time has been cut dramatically, so please accept this poor little piece!! I was honestly so overjoyed at seeing your tags, it makes me so happy to see people's reactions to my stuff â( TïčT )âI wish I could have more time to write for this because I love the concept, I'm a huge fan of the "mysterious foreign guide who's just a little too friendly" kind of trope. Thank you so much for your support anon and I hope you enjoy this!! OG piece here for any of you nerds!
TW: Kidnapping, implied dubcon/noncon, manipulation
It wasnât hard to notice Yveâs shift in behavior. Well, this shift out of many. When you first met him, he gave off a kind, well-meaning but nervous vibe. He did his best to show you around, to make you comfortable and converse with you in english to the best of his knowledge. That kind persona shifted into something more⊠desperate; obsessive, once he brought you back to his apartment. He was still kind, still well-meaning and observant to your needs. He apologized profusely when you got upset from how he kept you from leaving, promising that you werenât missing anything important in class and that he could show you real culture instead! What could you learn from a textbook that would be better than seeing the country itself?
But time and time again, Yves made excuses to keep you inside, to make you stay by his side whether through photoshoots or studying, with him as your âteacherâ. You had to learn the basics before taking such a âbigâ step out into his country, right? Unfortunately for you, Yveâs only taught information on the most trivial subjects. From words like âtextbookâ to âglassâ, you were able to make meaningless sentences that wouldnât serve you well in conversing with native speakers outside of Yveâs little apartment. Sure, it might help you occasionally, but it got you no where closer to understanding Yveâs rushed mumbling and incoherent rambling.Â
With your sudden move to his apartment and his new change in conduct, Yves had slowly become less generous. He didnât make as much of an effort to talk in english anymore, and made far less points to explain himself. You couldnât tell what caused this new change-- a change that you were soon starting to accept as Yves showing his true colors. The man was still attentive to your needs, still caring and kind-- but the posessiveness that had slipped out almost entirely seemed to be taking hold. And while youâd think that a growing obsession would make it more beneficial to you-- it in fact, made your difficulty increase tenfold. Yves began to direct you on what you should wear, when you should eat, what you should do for the day.
 Not only that, but his attentiveness toâŠmore intimate needs were far more prevalent as well. Whether it was bathing, or the need that pulsed between your legs, Yveâs was there to try and take care of it. You pushed him away multiple times, awkwardly trying to tell him that you were fine-- but it never seemed to stick. He always just looked at you with a tilted, confused expression, muttering in his native tongue as if he didnât understand. So when the foreign guide began to sleep next to you instead of the cot on the floor, and began to press his morning erection agaist your backside sleepily, you knew your protests werenât having any effect.
You would have walked right out of that teensy apartment the moment you felt he didnât listen-- if you werenât so afraid. If you werenât afraid of the loaded handgun in his locked nightstand drawer, or how easily he could destroy your life at your new university-- which he mentioned offhand multiple times in a casual manner-- you would have walked out. The power he held against you, a foreign student with failing grades and no money, was too much for you to ignore. So, you decided to bide you time. It was only a matter of weeks until he got bored with you, you decided. But his new actions didnât seem to prove that.Â
In fact, the lustful, mischievous look he gave you that evening was the complete opposite. His scrawny frame jumped atop yours, hooking his hands behind your neck and leaning in to try and kiss you. He had planned an unusually fancy dinner, lighting candles you had never seen in his apartment before and bringing a bottle of wine with some italian takeout. You tried to question him about the mound of pillows and blankets on his balcony, the sudden romantic lighting, but the male only gave you a broad statement on how it was a âcelebrationâ of sorts.
Yvesâ sudden prowling mood after dinner wasnât a complete shock-- considering you felt his eyes on you the entire evening-- but it still caught you a tad off guard. You tried to reject him, to push him away after each kiss, but it was done with such little effort and such great fear that you stayed silent once he muttered in an annoyed tone in his own language. Yves took your silence as a surrender, friskily lowering his hand under your shirt to caress your abdomen. He rambled against your flesh in half-english as he kissed you up and down, not afraid to let out vocal little noises of pleasure, or grunts of satisfaction ones he heard your breath hitch or a hum of desire come from your lips.Â
But it wasnât until he uttered a sentence with a familiar word, did you actually reply to him. You recognized the term from messing around with your friends, when you jokingly learned dirty words from your textbooks and the internet to use when you finally entered the country. You never expected to actually utilize them unless you went to a club or bar and happened to meet someone. One of those words, was âvirgin.â A more tame term compared to the bunch you had memorized, but one that you and your friends had idiotically decided to research. Though, it seemed your stupid endeavors had paid off.Â
As Yves repeated himself, you began to understand the sentence a bit more. The man was seeming to imply⊠you were a virgin? Something about you both no longer virgin-ing? Maybe he was saying that he was going to âvirginâ you? You couldnât figure out what he was trying to say, only mustering up the courage to poorly explain your sexual status to him, first in english and then in a broken version of his language. You tried to repeat yourself, thinking you might have said your statement wrong-- but Yveâs shocked expression and sudden lack of kisses seemed to prove you wrong.Â
âYou haveâŠ. Sex?â Yve put a hand to his mouth, eyes begging you to respond.
âUhâŠ.yes?â You said with an awkward expression; you hoped he was asking what you thought.
Yveâs let out a choked gasp, looking as if you had crushed his heart in your palm.Â
He looked down, voice cracking as he mumbled something incoherent, and likely not understandable to you in the first place.Â
âIâŠ.I iâm sorry?â You tried to apologize, seeing how shaken Yves had become at finding out you werenât as inexperienced as he. Despite his eagerness, you could tell he was new to trying to initiate something you had already grown long accustomed to, new to being so intimate. It was actually in part of his eagerness that you realized he wasnât of the same sexual history. He was full of anticipation and desire, throwing caution and logic to the wind to fulfill what he had read in books and seen in films.
 Yves seemed to treasure the act of losing ones virginity far more than you had-- but you had only noticed it now. The candlelit dinner, the mood-fitting music-- your first experience was nowhere near as romantic.Â
Yves seemed shaken, his low, almost sob-filled words growing heavier. He grew more aggressive, seeming to realize something now that he had processed this unexpected news. He had assumed you were just as much of an amateur as him-- that heâd be the one to âdeflowerâ you in an act of passionate romance-- a bubble fantasy that had just been popped. But the male realized-- if he couldnât have his desired outcome, heâd have to make due with what he had. Which was to make sure youâd fall to your knees, experiencing the best night of âpassionâ that would make you never want to crawl to another man again.Â
He was going to claim you-- to make it so those nights you spent with others never counted.Â
You could only understand a fifth of what Yves breathily moaned into your mouth, once again jumping your bones though this time much more roughly. Before you could say anything further you had felt his quick hands unbutton your pants, his own thrown to the floor. He didnât listen as you begged him to atleast let you move to the bed, where you would no longer be visible to prying eyes on the balcony. But he didnât care-- Yves had already taken off his shirt, intent on ripping yours away too. He didnât care anymore if this wasnât going to be special for the reason he expected-- he was going to make sure you would be left with a night you wouldnât forget.
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Oh my god I'm so so sorry eva. It completely slipped my mind. I was going to follow up with what I wanted. I was trying to be dramatic. Girl (gn) I'm terribly sorry. But I was going to ask you to please give me your entire versainz thesis cause oh my god "after the battles comes the reward" was such an amazing fic. I was just going to ask you not to gatekeep your versainz brain and give me all the thoughts you had about them. I'm reading to read essays. The fic was amazing. The personalities were so contrasting to each other and at the end when Charles and max see each inherent and that whole moment was so guckin spectacular. I loved the whole thing. That's all I wanted to ask. Once again really sorry for leaving you hanging like that.
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i'm so so sorry anon for leaving you hanging like that, but i was not in the right place to answer and i wanted to answer this properly!! also don't apologize so much it's fineee!! :)) i should be the one apologizing because of how long this took đ
okay so first of all thank you so much, i'm so happy you liked the fic!! <3 i have to put it under "keep reading" because i went kinda insane with it hehe
so my versainz thesis is partly reflected in the fic. i don't think it is appreciated enough how great their relationship is after all these years â even after all the "alleged" bullshit and toxic atmosphere that was going on in toro rosso (the toxic versainz was jos and sr, no one is changing my mind). they were each others' first teammates, they kinda eased into the whole f1 world together â young and eager and trying so so hard to beat each other because that is what you do, no? they tried to prove themselves (especially in the team that would get them to RBR) and still managed to be friends, to respect each other and that stayed with them till today. they both are sons of famous fathers so the expectations and pressure was even worse (from public? NO, from their own fathers) so that is another thing to bond on. why? one understood what the other was going through and he got why the mood was swinging here and there every day, and why the mood depend on if "he" was at the race.
another thing is that i am sure carlos was max' gay awakening (max wasn't carlos' because carlos was dense and way too convinced his dad is the god (iykwim)). they might not have been bestest of friends (they still kept their distance because they did not know having friends in this sport is ok), but you can see by every single of their interactions how much they respect each other. they have very contrasting personalities as well, which is so very compelling to me. as i portrayed it in my fic, max is all "no bullshit guy" when it comes to racing and he is not afraid to be blunt and tell how things are. all while carlos is calmer and more well spoken. if we combine them, it is perfect balance. i see max as the one that is overprotective - when he talked about how carlos felt in vegas 2023? that moment is integrated into my brain forever. on the other hand, carlos is the one that is calm, stands for what's right and protects his loved ones, but does it with more grace and peace. they just fit so well, because they are the definiton of thunder (but not really) vs calm (but also not really) (but for that we would need another convo lmao).
i just think these two are the definition of "right person at the very wrong time" because they understood each other (and still do), but the time was not right â too young, too soon, so much responsibility, distraction and so on... there are SO many things that speak so loudly about these two. like, they are not even "getting back together" trope, but "finding someone you loved again and it is finally a right time". also max is soft â soft and giggly but not many know it, but carlos does. and carlos loves it, which makes max even more soft.
the fact they started together and saw each other win â carlos even was right there (literally next to max, might i add) when max won his first wdc. the hug is so personal to me to this day. they just love each other, thank uuu
i would pay good money to have these two as teammates again to see the relationship and the dynamic and how it shifted now they are older and more experienced <3
so sorry it is so long actually haha, love u anon ! sequel to that versainz fic will come in the summer!
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hi! bring your kid to work day anon here! tysm for answering the ask it was hilarious!
HI! I'M SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG! A funny scenario finally came to mind for it đ â€ïž I hope you enjoyed Genesis and his 15 cats, and Zack with his football team of kids lmao
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(this got way too long i'm sorry lol) don't even get me started on the timeline there's so much that doesn't make sense!! i've tried to map it out because i am insane but i am definitely putting more thought into this than cc herself. like, in the days past 1900 chapter cordelia mentions that she's 13, when it's literally impossible for her to be 13 that year ????
and lowkey i am just very excited to see someone else mention the mess that it is the timeline because i've been thinking about when alastair and thomas must have gone on their travel year (and also during that travel year when thomas must have gone to paris because they wouldn't just give him a holiday immediately right, like it must have been december 1902 they met, yes i am overthinking this) for years lol
my best guess is that charles arranged to marry ariadne in early 1901 but it wasn't officially announced?? it was just an arrangement/promise and then he went to paris and met alastair later that year (though i think they'd already met yikes) and they dated sometime in 1901 (where alastair would have been 16-17 /yikes/), for any of this to work i think we just have to accept that shadowhunters can go on their year abroad before they turn 18, or maybe alastair wanted to get out of the house :( and then maybe charles told alastair of the engagement a little bit into their relationship?? don't even get me started on thomas' travel year, we know it lasted 9 months, was from 1902 to 1903 and he had come back fairly recently in august (and tbh i'm gonna stretch that definition of recent and just say the thieves are all being dramatic when they're still toasting him coming back at the beginning of chog). but he also took two weeks holiday in 1902 and saw alastair (who i have to assume was secretly visiting charles since if he was still on his travel year, he could have just said that instead of being cryptic and hilarious lol) anyways in conclusion the timeline is a mess
i thought cordelia's birthday must be really late in the year but i did not realise this means it would be impossible for her to have her parabatai ceremony lol, okay i can't work out that one unless everyone's straight up lying or don't know their own birthdays
anyways i clearly think about this way too much, sorry for rambling in your inbox, you did not ask for this lmao i have just had many thoughts about timelines from like two years ago that all bubbled up to the surface when i saw your post
okay I am finally answering this, I am so so sorry about the wait </3
honestly when it comes to timelines, I think cc just kinda says things vaguely enough that it makes sense as long as you don't think about it too hard lmao. Also I did not know Cordelia said she was 13 in 1900... In order for that to be possible she'd have to be born in either 1886 or 1887. I wonder if cc just forgot she had said Cordelia was born in 1885? that seems like the only viable option here đ
Paris 1902 is so bad because a lot of the things that contradict it are in the same book đ like with other stuff at the very least you can give cc the benefit of the doubt that she forgot between writing short stories and whatnot. but the same book!! insanity!!
I don't think there's any way to twist it in order for it to make sense? like something has to be wrong. best I've got is Thomas turned 18 in Jan, went on travel year for roughly 8 months meaning he gets back to London right before the start of ChoG in August. He met Alastair in Paris in like, March or April 1903 when he was finishing up his travel year and Alastair was being cryptic just because. Charles and Alastair met in Sept. 1902 when Alastair went on his travel year to Paris; Charles and Ari are already engaged by this point (technically) and every other conflicting detail gets throw out the nearest window lmao. for me at least, shadowhunters going on their travel year before turning 18 defeats the purpose, which is to go on patrol and fight demons in a different country. and if they were able to at 17, I think there's several characters who would be currently on their travel year, like James and Matthew, and who obviously aren't.
The parabatai ceremony thing is annoying because cc actual reconned it :) in the codex it says you have be in childhood to become parabatai, and this is supported by Jem in clockwork prince. however, in tfsa, Simon is still able to become parabatai with Clary despite already turning 18, so now shadowhunters are considered children up until 19 but this only applies to the parabatai ceremony because in every other aspect of life they become adults at 18. this makes sense (not). personally i am of the option that Cordelia turning 18 and being unable to become parabatai with Lucie would have been more interesting, and added some stakes that chot desperately needed. plus it would be funny if they still became parabatai in the end because Will and Jem pulled some strings (the benefits of nepotism đ)
the timeline of tlh is one of my great enemies at this point and I've held my tongue about it for far too long, so don't feel bad about rambling! (even if it takes me 3 months to reply đ«Ł)
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tlou episode 7 thoughts!!
- ellie's gay little run :') i know the mean girl isn't abby but her face really does look like her lol. but young abby wasn't a mean person anyway so i don't know why that theory got spread around so much
- "there's a leader in you. and one day it could be your turn." i've long guessed that this would be the plot if they do decide to make another game
- i loooove the way they introduced riley; it was similar to the game but had so many unique lines that felt right at home. and they kept in ellie saying "i'm so stupid" đ„ș
- they kept in some of the rooftop parkour from the american dreams comic! it seems like that's pretty much all they took from the comic, but i don't mind, because the comic kinda sucks (sorry). i'm sad there's no mention of winston though :(
- riley is extra bossy and i love it lmao. it shows how big of an impact she had on ellie's personality and future choices
- the escalator scene đđđđđ
- i was wondering why ellie didn't have a photo of the two of them in her dorm room, but it's because because they actually get a physical photo from the photobooth later đ„ș
- ellie loving video games but being bad at them, she is so me
- ohh i was wondering if the halloween store would make an appearance! i love how they mixed up the order of events a little, it makes it all feel new whether you've played the game or not.
- i'll articulate my thoughts more clearly later, but the extra world building of FEDRA vs. the fireflies in this episode is incredible. it really delves into the fact that FEDRA sells the idea of power while the fireflies sell the idea of belonging.
- no water guns :( makes sense though because in the game that was meant to be like a fun nod to combat mechanics and wouldn't be as fun on screen
- i'm soooo glad they kept the same song because hearing the first notes of it sent equal parts excitement and dread through my veins like lightning
- fuck meeeeee i knew it was coming and i was still shocked. seeing ellie get so excited after she killed the infected because she thought she saved riley but the horrors were just beginning đ
- i love love love the way riley's actress gave riley so much more dimension, particularly in response to being bitten. in the game, riley is so calm and collected that it's hard to believe. in the show, she's still the more stoic, reserved one, but she's obviously just as devastated as ellie is, she just shows it differently. i'm not a huge fan of the dialogue changes in riley's final speech (it was just so so perfect in the game), but i'll be curious to see if there's a reason why they changed that wording, like a future parallel or something? but the way ellie rested her head on riley's shoulder and they just sat together and cried for a while.... fuck. that broke me
- ouchhhh those stitches made me cringe, i felt that. the acting from both of them in that scene was outstanding
- i'm really surprised that we didn't see an answer as to what happens after the events of left behind?? it has to be answered at some point though. maybe we'll see riley again, even for a short time, in a flashback when it becomes relevant to marlene? like in the last episode maybe?
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My honest thoughts on will quackity fall
I hope so, I really really hope so because he ruined our community again when we were in the process of rebuilding it. He was selfish and didn't care about anything other than himself, his server and his reputation. He put so many people in danger, people who were related to Dream (which is gross behavior if you don't care about your old friends family) and completely innocent stans who were excited about their streamers new project
Now will he, the answer is complex;
The thing about quackity is that he's been in the content creation game to have seen everyone go down before him. He knows what makes people tick
You'll notice that with everything that's happened, quackity is never the center of attention, and when he is, he shifts the blame to someone else. The whole USMP thing was without question quackitys doing. Dream did everything correctly, when quackity announced the qsmp, Dream tweeted his support for it and then mentioned that he had a similar idea in the works so that when it came out, he could avoid getting backlash (it didn't really work sadly)
When he finally announced the USMP and people starting attacking him, he tweeted nothing but positive things about quackity, even saying that quackity really inspired him. When quackity announced the qsmps live translation mod again, nothing but support
On top of that, Dream opened the floor for quackity to even just like a tweet and let the fans know it was all good
But quackity didn't. And because Dream was the only one saying anything and Dream is the internets favorite punching bag, people attacked Dream for having a similar idea
And then when Dream eventually tweeted his public plea to quackity, he was shamed and harrassed. People took it as Dream whining even though he and his family were in literal danger
Sorry lmao, I got sidetracked
As I was saying. Quackity has never actually *done* anything. He has never done anything that can be directly pinned to him, what he does is he lets other people do things, to make their actions bigger than his, and then lets them take the blame
Anything he has directly done, qolos will say it's old or it happened so long ago (see his racist scam caller videos)
Quackity, above all, knows how to not look guilty. So if quackity gets cancelled, it needs to happen to his own community, it needs to be something that one of his actions directly and irrefutably caused, and more importantly it needs to be the qolos orchestrating their own downfall. If a dream stan even tries to say anything, even if it's one in a sea of qolos, suddenly it's dreams fault
Because what happens then, is a domino of all his past silences and the way his past silences have had direct and negative impacts on everything
I think unfortunately that quackity is too good at avoiding things and he has this uncanny ability to basically rebuild a new audience every few years making it much harder to be cancelled
that god damned law degree đ and people think dream is the damage control guy đđ when in actuality he's just bad at it. quackity is so good most people don't even notice.
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hiya ! im planning on manifesting a mansion like you did and im wondering kinda like what its like after you manifest living somewhere different,do you ever miss your old house or do you forget which house you live in sometimes etc. ? đ (sorry if this doesnt make any sense !)
HII! it makes perfect sense babe donât worry! so, alr, lemme jus start by saying that Iâve been in the loa / subliminal community for I think about- three or four years, and Iâve ALWAYS OVERCOMPLICATED things and I had the mindset that I was the only person that the law and subliminals didnât work for- and itâs been like this for a while until recently, maybe the beginning of this year, where I finally put my foot down and had enough of the victim mindset and I started to fix myself, changing my mindset and developed more positive habits and thatâs when I finally noticed change in my life.
so before, i had a victim mindset but now, I have the âthat bitchâ mindset and I knew that I could get anything I wanted to fall into my lap at this exact second- not even second lmao seconds are too long.
SO BASICALLY- I AFFIRMED IN THE MORNING, AT NIGHT, FELL ASLEEP AFFIRMING. THATS IT! because I KNEWWW Iâd get what I wanted. I FUCKING KNEW IT!
I affirmed literally Iâm sure- less than twenty times in the two days I took to get the house- AND GUESS WHAT! I STILL GOT IT! OFC I DID- IM THE GOD OF MY REALITY!!
thatâs basically all I did!
oh! and to answer ur other questions- I did miss living in my old house because of all the memories but I remembered that this is simply another chapter in my book.
I rlly like my new house tho! and thereâs lots of room for koala to play around!
I Hope this helped! LOVE UUU!!
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Hiiiii long time no impromptu-letterboxd-in-your-inbox but I spent like. several months thinking âoh tomorrow will be the perfect day to watch the masterâ and then I would have one (1) obligation and it would have to be put off until the next day. and on and on and on. Anyway the other day I decided to just watch it so Iâm at THREE psh movies now. I liked it overall and I liked his performance but:
1. my poor media analysis skills leave me (w/p)ondering âwhat does this film meanâ
2. Joaquin Phoenix played a super similar character in Joker so the bad taste in my mouth from that movie carried over a little⊠I have to see other movies heâs been in to reassure myself he has range. life would be better if Iâd just never been made to see Joker tbh
Because of your Phil posting Iâve watched way more movies in the past year than ever before in my life so thank you for that⊠đ«Ą
I was just thinking of you the other day!! Iâm so glad youâve watched more movies bc of my Phil posting I am honored <3
Ohhhh The Master. I wouldâve answered this right away when you sent it last night but I have to dedicate real serious thinking time when I write about The Master. It is one of my favorite movies of all time and there is so much going on there.
1. Yes there is so much going on there ! You are definitely not alone, one of the biggest Paul Thomas Anderson fans I know said it took him twelve (12!) watches for The Master to finally click đ I think I got it a little sooner than that, but it usually takes me two, sometimes three viewings of any film to actually understand the plot lmao. The Master is about a lot, the same way Lancaster Dodd says âI am many, many things.â On one level it is inspired/loosely based on scientology and more broadly the rise of cults in the post-WWII years. I just read a review that talked in depth about how The Master was about America and post-war culture and masculinity and gender roles these big societal things⊠which made ME a bit self conscious because I tend to see much more personal, smaller-scale themes in films
To me, The Master is about two people who need to be together and canât be together (a pretty common theme in PTAâs films). My perspective is heavily influenced by the way Phil talked about the movieââCan you exist in the same world with someone you love that much?â Dodd and Freddie are circling each other, coveting and resenting the otherâs discipline and freedom, respectively, trying to figure out a way to âbecome one person, so we can be perfect,â as Phil said. Dodd has trapped himself in the Cause heâs created and he wants to be a wild animal like Freddie; Freddie is drawn to the safety Dodd provides but he can never obey. Itâs an all-consuming love, whether you read it as platonic or romantic or sexualâitâs so total that the relationship has to be everything or nothing. Thereâs a moment where you can see Dodd fall in love and at the same time realize this will not end well, that one of them will leave first
Also PTA later said he shouldâve just made them kiss đ„Č
Thereâs an equally powerful story about the making of the film itselfâPTA writing it because he wanted to spend more time with Phil, his best friend; arguably the greatest work of both of their careers; scenes in the film mirror their real friendship; Phil may have started drinking alcohol again once the shoot endedâwhich I will not get into but yeah thereâs a lot tied up here!
Iâm sorry this probably tells you nothing about what the film means!!! I just love talking about them. Writing never seems to capture it.
2. Joaquin LMAO. I saw The Master before Joker so I did not have the same experience but I get it đ Iâve heard the comparison before. Theyâre both sort of fringe weirdos but I think Freddie is, oddly enough, more enlightened in a wayâWe Live In A Society indeed, which drives Arthur Fleck crazy, but Freddie Quell just doesnât care. It doesnât faze him! He is an animal, doing what his instincts tell him, and heâll probably drink himself to death soon and be done with it. Joaquin Phoenix is very divisive lmao and it was only after watching The Master a few times that I realized I really do like him and Freddie
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Could I please request headcanons of being Ethanâs non identical twin?
ooo I like this, this is v interesting!! ty for the request :] sorry it took so long hsjsj
gn!reader, a bit lengthy bc I ended up creating like. a whole storyline đ
Being Ethan's Non-Identical Twin
You and Ethan have always been very close with each other, glued to the hip, your parents would say. This lasted as you grew up as well considering how closely Ethan kept his family.
Though twins, you two were pretty different a lot of the time. People already found it hard to believe you two were twins considering you hardly looked alike, butâ at least from an outside perspective âwith you two being so different, they found it even harder to believe.
Hearing "you're twins?!?! no way!!!! that can't be true, just look at you two!!" millions of times over got old fast. You'd probably start replying with "haha yeah! yeah, we are..." and then slowly devolved into a deadpan stare that just read "shut. the fuck up" lmao
Unfortunately, as you got older and started going to college, you and Ethan had different desires so it was the first time you two would be splitting up for a long time.
You kept in contact over phone at least! You'd call and text just about everyday, talking about your days and complaining about school, and Ethan would frequently talk about his girlfriend, Mia, who he had met and started dating during his time in college.
You didn't mind it at all, thought they were really sweet, but you would tease him about his ability to even get a girlfriend in the first place. Y'know, sibling things.
Slowly, you two sort of... Drifted. You brushed it off a bit, assuming it's just because of school, both of you were busy after all. And your schools were a bit far from each other so it wasn't easy to see each other often.
Then you graduated, and reconnected once you could see each other in person again. You'd suggested that you two live together once, but unfortunately he'd already planned to live with Mia. No big deal, they've been together for years and really loved each other, you just missed him a bit, is all. You still keep in touch at least.
When you two once again celebrated your birthday together, Mia was invited to your little celebration and mentioned she didn't even know you were twins, and why Ethan never mentioned this is beyond you, but you got to know her finally! She seemed sweet, but you never ended up very close.
One day, he announces that he's getting married to Mia! You were so happy for him and ended up being his best man (or whatever other equivalent you prefer)
A few years pass, you see him and Mia a bit more often, until... She disappears. Ethan is devastated when authorities says she most likely died, he seems to just... Crumble when he has to accept the fact that she's probably dead.
You're by his side as much as possible, helping him through his mourning.
And those three years later when he calls you one day and tells you Mia is alive and he wants to go get her?? You're very skeptical and nervous about the whole situation, especially when hearing that he's going to Louisiana to find her, but you support him nonetheless, telling him to be safe. Very safe.
You wait nervously for any news of his return or that he's even okay at all, and by some damn miracle, both him and Mia are alive! Once you can, you ask so many questions, but he can hardly answer them. Fair enough, he's gone through a lot clearly.
You do your best to be there for the both of them, but they're not around very often. Weird, but you won't pry, maybe they're just busy.
Until one day they just... Fuck off to Europe and you hardly hear from them, and they can't explain anything! Eventually any letters you get just... Stop coming.
The last time you ever hear about your brother is when his death is announced to you, and your heart drops. It takes a while to sink in, the fact you'll never see him again, that you'll never learn why they just disappeared one day, that you'd never get to say goodbye.
You learn he had a baby, named Rosemary. You absolutely did your best to help raise her when you could, though you couldn't be there as often as you wanted. She's a good kid. Just like her father.
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IM GONNA RAMBLE!! im so glad sasha was asking the real questions đ thats why she shouldâve been there earlier đ€š but anywho.. djshdh i was wondering since thereâs 5 chapters left are we going to find out who sheâs with on the final chapter ? idk i feel like based on this chapter it kinda sounds like itâs gonna be eren? but reader is so unpredictable itâs still not obvious to me.. OR WAIT đĄâïž i donât think youâre gonna answer that question so iâll just theorize LMAO ok so iâve seen other people mention this but maybe she IS gonna go on that little trip or vacation and then thereâs gonna be a time skip because i do think at this point, the three of them need space from all this drama and to work themselves out. like maybe she shouldnât be jumping into a relationship rn? IDK I THINK THATS WHATâS GONNA HAPPEN. maybe thatâs also why eren didnât answer, like she took too long deciding and heâs gonna be taking a break for himself too to actually work on himself.
i think throughout the story i started off as team eren and then i kept switching until the both of them made me go like đ„Ž. but that doesnât mean i loved your writing any less. i think once i stopped being on âteamsâ lol i still appreciated that you made everyone with a lot of flaws and drama. eren wouldâve been perfect minus the whole misogyny thing obvi. and if i HAD to choose only between him and jean, the only reason why i would choose jean rather than eren is because he at least wasnât doing what eren was doing. but thatâs the ONLY reason. jean just isnât as charming or romantic đ heâs too dry for me (iâm sorry)
if this was real life, i donât think anyone would ever forgive eren even if it was in the past or if he âchangedâ but bc itâs fiction i guess thatâs why some people are being more lenient? omgjfgk but i wishh sometimes that we could have had a story with eren except not with this type of drama LMAO you wrote him being romantic TOO well. like i was in love *twirls hair, kicks feet* ANYWAYS GREAT CHAPTER AS ALWAYS tuesdays are my favorite days because of you! đ€
omg ty so much for sending this in!! hehehe i loved reading all of it đ„°đ
tbaw ramblings below
yes, you'll find out in the final chapter! the final chapter is also ridiculously long in order to flesh out the endings for everyone. i thought about splitting it up into two chapters but there's not really a good "cut off" point. and i don't want to drag out the ending.
to me, it's like when the final episode is an hour-long special or whatever for the finale lol that's like the final chapter of tbaw. atm it's a little bit longer than the jean fucking kirstein chapter.
forgiveness is a really interesting concept to me. it doesn't really help the person you're forgiving (in this case, eren), because they still have to carry the guilt of what they've done, but it kinda frees you, in a way.
you can forgive someone without allowing them a place in your life. it doesn't mean you trust them or you like them or whatever, it just means that you're not going to let what they did continue to hurt you.
forgiving eren doesn't make him a good person. it's what he does and how he lives the rest of his life that determines whether or not he's learned from his past and reader doesn't necessarily have to be in his life after she forgives him.
idk if that makes sense? i'm also a generally pretty forgiving person, so i'm pretty lenient lol but i also understand that there are things that are completely unforgivable, but i'm just rambling now so i'll stop lol
anyway i'm glad you're liking the story!! đđđ
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