#fp posting

[basil-from-omori]

Crying she is literally the best what the FUCK do u guys understanf I’m gonna puke

[pseudocidee]

WHOS YHIS MISTER HAMSTER GUY MY GF WANTS SO BAD. DOES HE FREAK IT BETTER THAN I DO!!!!!!???

[perpetualshrimp]

Would you forgive me

If I let go?

Do you love me enough to forgive me?

[pansypr3p]

tonight, the emotions blend together as they flow back to me under the cover of three benadryl and a bowl of cereal.

i dont have the words to explain how anything feels or exists to me.

i dont ever have the words, i have never had the words, and that is why i am a wordsmith.

because maybe one day i'll find the words, or they'll create the words, or something - i don't know. hope is stupid, but i hold it anyways.

i dont have the words to say that 'i love you' isn't 'romance'

nor the words to say 'boyfriend' isn't 'romance'

nor the words to say 'i love you' isn't 'boyfriend'

nor that i

am not 'romance'

i am not romance, nor anything in between!

i am a vampyre. your vampyre.

how can i express that i am the mary austin to your freddie mercury, in my eyes?

even if i

am not her

in yours?

how could i ever express that i will never be romance or know what it is, but that i will never stop loving you with my entire chest?

how can i ever hope to express that you are, and always will be, my world?

whether you like it or not?

how can i tell you that i will give you the world, one way or another?

that you can never hope to stop or escape me, unless you kill me, like i've hoped from the beginning?

did you know i was never supposed to become attached to you? you were an intrigue, then a project, and then you were a mission, and i became the missionary that the lord sent to convey that you are the world.

i will die by your hand or i will never die at all, i fear. i will not let another kill me, not even time. it is your right alone.

i have always idolized the violence you hold in your palms, cold and small and strong in ways no one expects, in ways that leave marks on my body and soul.

you, a person, human entirely in every way, are so much more violent than i have ever been, and i love it like an addiction. maybe thats why i always want to hold your hands, dear.

the marks make me smile. i doodle around them. to have a mark from you is to have a memory forever, of the thing i have chosen, to make my life.

i have not ever chosen before.

perhaps you hurt me, and perhaps it is not good for me. perhaps i should have chosen otherwise. perhaps, another might change their mind, after so much.

but i chose you. i will not choose another. not over you. never over you. my first choice, my first freedom, my first hope.

you taught me that even though i am a monster,

i can be free.

that even though i am a vampyre, and i have drained you entirely,

i am still a person.

i will never leave the one who showed me freedom, even if he is pain, even if he is violence, even if i must learn that to be human is to hold anger and pettiness and uncaring like no other, even if i must hide my love in the shadows and live for him without the words at all.

love or not, free or not, person or not, i am loyal, like a dog, to a fault.

i have chained myself again, away from freedom, but i alone hold the keys.

i made a mistake, yes. in being as i was, in behaving like we did, we made mistakes.

i am still learning to be human, and you are still learning to be kind.

sometimes, i still make mistakes.

sometimes, i still want to kiss you, and sometimes, i still want to fuck you, sometimes, i still want to hear you beg for me to take from you again, to drink your blood, sweet as honey, and feel the power you can give me.

but other times, i just want to watch you smile and know it's because of me, just because i'm there, and you like my company, and listen to you laugh because of a dumb joke i made.

most of the time, i want to hear you talk. most of the time, i want to sit with you and watch something i wouldn't care about, if not for you.

most of the time, i want to hold your hand for my own selfish reasons, and brush your hair because you hardly ever do, and make you food because you don't eat nearly enough.

most of the time, i want to buy you your favorite snacks and drinks, just because it makes you happy, and i love knowing you're happy.

most of the time, i just want to play card games and board games and video games with you, and listen to you giggle and make fun of me for making a bad move or not understanding something.

most of the time, i want to listen to the casual noises of your home, of your existence, and watch some video that neither of us care about much because it's just nice, to exist near each other.

is that romance? am i romance, are we romance?

i don't know.

but

is it love?

do i love you?

of course. of course i do. i dont know what else to say. i love you. i love you. i love you

i am not leaving. i will never. i cannot. not truly.

i will love you until you take my life from me, your vampyre, until you stake me through the heart and watch the life bleed out of my eyes.

i will smile as your hands are covered in my blood, as you take the revenge you deserve, as you express to me that you hate me as much as you love me.

i drank your blood, once.

i sucked you dry.

i dont think i'm capable of apologies.

but know i will die for you,

just as much as i am living for you.

[richie-shitlips]

why the fuck do i get jealous when they call other people petnames and use heart emojis we're not even dating (and i don't want to) we've never even kissed oh my godddddd

[buriedasylum]

being alive is just so exhausting

[utterdrip]

people are so weird about lae’zel srsly. this woman is so Good i truly do not understand the majority of takes

like shadowheart mentions she’s half-elf once and lae’zel is like ok noted for the next time and doesnt get it wrong again

gale mentions how he’s impressed by her fighting and she immediately offers to teach him

she also answers any and all questions about the celestial realm and mindflayers that EVERYONE in the party asks her

she is the ONLY one with any experience and hands on knowledge about what the party is going thru but will still defer to the leader and help. for all she knows, they will literally be cured immediately if they find the creche but she still sticks around these fucking weirdoes because they ask her to

never speak bad about lae’zel in my presence EVER

[mewguca]

rough scugerator concepts

[orange-bloomz]

"You're unlovable." WOW CRAZY I DIDNT KNOW.

[drifting-bones]

thinking you're being overdramatic and paranoid over nothing only to be proven completely right is such a sickening feeling.

[basil-from-omori]

Man I love her so much

[pseudocidee]

what’s your fp like?

ummm okay so she’s the most gorgeous woman in the world i love her more than anything to ever exist anything my existence is solely to be her wife i want her sooooooooooooo bad she knows i’ve arrived to the function when she opens the door and sees me doing this

[perpetualshrimp]

I want to be loved I want to be loved I want attention I want attention I want you to tell me that you love me please either tell me that you hate me or tell me that you love me tell me something tell me that you love me please tell me that you love me please please please please give me attention

[ponpasta]

don’t talk to me if u didn’t rp as flame princess as a kid

[buriedasylum]

What if they secretly hate me and are forced to hangout with me just so I don’t kms

[rotting-brains]

i didnt start smoking because of peer pressure. i started to smoke because shes a smoker and now my breath and clothes smell like we just made out