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i never trust books recommended by booktok because i know they're average the most. i, however, decided to give them the benefit of the doubt and read “white lies” by dostoevsky and you would think i’d learn my lesson after throwing the book in the trash, but no. since i am obviously a glutton for punishment, i pushed forward and read crime and punishment. “i knew she would rather be a n***** on a plantaition” had me floored. i cannot believe this man sat down, typed such words and thought this was fine. i don't want to hear or see anyone coming to his defence either because this is outrageous.
#devthoughts#idk what i expected from someone with the last name dostoevsky#and the people who read crime and punishment and praise it for being so good#are the same people who praised white nights so this is really on me#i am the idiot#the fool if you will#crossing this man off my list#in fact im crossing all male authors off because i get no enjoyment when i do read from the male gaze#god im still so...#booktok count your fucking days
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Full of Desires
#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi fanart#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#dungeon meshi spoilers#its really just cause of the outfit#farcille#marcille donato#im still surprised this came out of my hands tbh#im not normal about her#curse you dunmeshi for making me fall for the white girl#but god#she looked so good in that fit#i dont understand whyvthe other characters shat on it smh#falin wouldve loved it tho#this drawing is for the gays and theys btw#for the sapphics#lets go lesbians#ok ill shut up now#my art
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trick or treat!
#my art#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#maki zenin#yuta okkotsu#inumaki toge#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#u could argue that the spoilers r hidden by the costumes but idw take my chances#i havent posted art in a billion years i feel like a fraud and i am going to get a bad grade in tumblr dot com#so i am posting these early idc anymore#i still have probably one more halloween draws i plan on posting but im cracking i want these out of my drafts Now#these KILLED ME#i miss drawing fast i miss it so badddddd#dont get me wrong the costume design ws so fun i loved it but god did it take ages#but on the bright side. yuuji in a toga.#on another bright side. little devil nobara n cowgirl maki#on yet anotHER bright side. eldritch horror pandachu#these costumes eat if i do say so myself ghjsdfkgjf undead inuokko makes me so happy also they r so cute#not to mention megumi in his gay little hat god i made itfs so obnoxiously flirty in this#remember when i said the timeskip art ws the least heterosexual group photo i've ever drawn i take it back#theyre disgusting . save nobara episode 356325746732#anyway happy 10 days early halloween <3#i will try to not take a whole week to finish the last piece(s)
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red crowned crane grian
#i started this one so long ago. months#i fully intended for it to be line and color#i do not know what happened but i got like possessed or something to draw a full background#so i ended up spending far too long on it and going through many stages of hate love pain joy and suffering#the thing i was caught up on the most was the water#it still doesn't look right but shhhhhh im not dealing with it any longer#it looks fine enough as is#my favorite part was adding the clouds#oh god that was so fun!!! the sky was feeling kinda bland then i added the clouds#they were so pleasant to do#also you cant really see it well but im very happy with the fish#it is a perch specifically#fish <3#overall im quite happy with this despite the ups and downs#it feels calm#grian#grian fanart#hermitcraft#raff's art
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personal stuff made recently 🌼
#my art#art#illustration#drawing#artists on tumblr#digital art#oh god its been so long since ive posted any art but trust ive been drawing a lot#most of is gorillaz oc stuff but i notice it gets little to no traction here so ive been holding off posting#maybe this will change im still thinking on it....#me the bee#sona
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good morning
#still a cod fan in 2025? god ur lame#god i missed drawing these dorks so much#sorry if this comic feels lackluster im just recovering from a terrible mood and life slump and i was barely drawing these last few months#cod mw2#cod#cod mw#call of duty modern warfare 2#call of duty modern warfare#simon ghost riley#kyle gaz garrick#john soap mactavish#john price#cod ghost#cod price#cod soap#cod gaz
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sometimes i randomly remember how insane maggie stiefvater was for making ronan lynch—a man that can create reality—a man of god, when he himself is a god of a man. then to take this man and have him be not only in love with, but a literal soulmate of a man named adam. parrish. adam parrish. who, mind you, lives above ronan's very own place of worship. and is the namesake of the first of mankind that the bible says god made from the literal dust of the ground (adam parrish: comes from nothing, hair "dusty" in color) and appoints him to care for the garden of eden (adam parrish: sacrifices himself to ronan's sentient forest). then has adam viewing ronan as a god and ronan saying "maybe he dreamt (created)" adam???? like who just fucking writes that and goes about their life?
#if i think about them too long i start going actually insane#maggie pay for my therapy bills please#me and my ignored religious trauma are literally have never been able to handle it#the raven cycle#pynch#ronan lynch#adam parrish#and the fact that i read the series pretty soon after i realized that pretending i believed in god was doing more harm than good and left#i was still a kid and had very bad undiagnosed ocd that made my implusive thoughts surrounding hell and eternal damnation and the end days#and it terrified me so much as a queer trans kid to realize i didnt believe but still had thoughts of that in my head and then to read this#series like a year or 2 later was brain altering for me#anyways where was i going with this#ahahahha#im having a moment#adam's last name is pretty self explanatory too like....miss girl
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i love learning cursive just to write text for exactly one character
#fun umbral lore. i can barely read cursive#if you want to hide anything from me then write it in cursive and i will literally never be able to read it#or write it. i had to google cursive text generator and copy it for this#ill settle on textbox designs also eventually#god its been so long since i've drawn the manor gang i think#saw this post and i immediately thought “cyn”#it has nothing to do with her being my number 1 blorbo. bite me#murder drones#art#murder drones n#murder drones v#murder drones j#murder drones cyn#serial designation n#serial designation j#serial designation v#they're so gay also they blushed immediately after this and made out probably im still torn between like 5 different ships#curse you fanfics for putting these ideas in my head
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(post 2.1 quest) unexpected
#they make me so ill i swear to god#im delusional therefore aventurine lives and ratio welcomes him back like this#i need 2.2 yesterday#excuse how messy it is bc i just wanted to get the gay out of my brain#its still there of course#ratiorine#dr ratio#veritas ratio#dr ratio hsr#aventurine#hsr aventurine#honkai star rail#hsr
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eos pt. 1
#I LITERALLY PUT THE APPLE BACK AND HE STILL WENT AFTER MY ASS WTF#i lost my stamina band bc of that and ive been trying to find another one ever since GOD DAMN IT#i wasnt expecting to get an egg either. are we parents now??? what do we do with a 9 month old toddler????????#i already knew a bit abt this game from my pokeask days so i know not to trust dusknoir but i dont actually know why#i just know that he probably does know me for some reason and that hes probably leaving smth out abt grovyle#chatot makes me think of the kind of manager who stresses self care days and has phone numbers for mental health#services in his email signature and then makes me work overtime anyway. human (pokemon?) resources chatot#i dont do much with the extra team members either. i have a sandshrew named Dune whos been on for the longest time#but im really picky abt who i recruit. i wanna recruit a dratini for sure though theyre one of my favorites#ummmmm im on chapter 11 rn and i love all of my guild mates and mugging random pokemon in dungeons#my art#myart#doodles#pokemon mystery dungeon#pmd#marmalade#neptune#pokemon#pokemon oc#eos
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new tweel cards in august iam so cooked
#twisted wonderland#twst#ツイステ#ツイステッドワンダーランド#mmarts#twst oc#twst yuu#twst grim#jade leech#floyd leech#i was cooked starting tapis rouge i still havent recovered ueuudueuudu#back to back faves then these bitches show up on god#ive been waiting for mer cards since forever#also cant wait to see octozuzu in their story fufufufufufuu#theres tons of octozuzu thoughts up in here but i shant babble anymore#sigh might skip bday ortho .... or not#M A N#then sept is prolly fellow GAH im so cooked- im pulverized
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zoro being a little shy is something i think about a lot these days
#oh luffy teasing zoro? yeah give me ten more please thank you#working on comics and zine stuff these days but i still have time for luzo apparently#im almost to the end of wano and god... they're so married in this arc wtf#anyways#my art#digital art#tough bunny#sketch#op#one piece#monkey d. luffy#roronoa zoro#luzo#zolu#luffy x zoro
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together, we do the same thing again //
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#gojo satoru#jjk gojo#satoru gojo#i still dont fully know what im doing w my render but i think im landing somewhere#pls let th transitional shift b over im tired of this grandpa#i know i am always like its natural fr styles to shift dont fight it just experiment and go with it see where it takes u#but god is it frustrating not being able to tell if u even like what youre making while youre making it#every piece being a full leap of faith bc u cant recognize what the 'ugly phase' is and therefore cant convince yourself tht it will pass#exhausting i tell u#anyway . gojo.#having a lot of fun w yellow-blue-grey lately so i figured id test them out on gojo more#i usually veer sharp in2 either neons or cool tones fr him but lately ive found the bruised pallid yellow look 2 b really striking#throw some periwinkle down fr contrast bam#i also realized its been a while since i drew gojo w his blindfold so theres that also#idk man i just work here#monthly gojo quota met and perhaps even exceeded#ALSO been looping clouded innocent fr ages and ages its so good so have more vocalyrics in caption smile
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How the animatronics in the new movie get around.
(Comic inspired by a video from TheHottestDog on YT)
Bonus Ending:


#RIP cory#how DO the animatronics get around in the new movie??#imagine this actually happens#that would be amazing#please god let this happen because it would be so fucking funny#im still shit at making comics#im sorry#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf art#fnaf movie#fnaf 2#fnaf 2 movie#fnaf movie 2#toy animatronics#toy chica#toy bonnie#toy freddy#toy foxy#mangle#the mangle#bb#balloon boy#coryxkenshin#fnaf meme#fnaf memes#my art
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vi kisses open mouthed and sloppy, all desperate fingers and needy little moans as she pushes you back into whatever surface is nearest -- the wall, a counter, the door, the sofa -- something, anything, for her to leverage against, for her to press closer to you -- always, always closer. she doesn't think she'll ever get enough.
she kisses you like she's drowning, like she hungers for the air in your lungs, like you are the last breath of oxygen in a vacuum sealed room.
sometimes, she'll spend forever just laving her tongue across yours, other times, she'll sink her teeth into your bottom lip till you're hissing out in pain. but you know she'll always kiss it better.
"v-vi --" she likes it when you gasp her name, when it stitches out of you in broken bits, even though it's just once syllable. she likes the way it sounds on your breath, the way your voice curls around it like it's something precious. she's always wanted to be something precious.
"mm -- love it when you say my name," she murmurs, her lips hot against your skin, trailing down the line of your jaw, grazing over your fluttering pulse; she grins at the way it jumps.
"vi." you whine, fingers sinking into her hair as you tug her back up for another kiss, and another, and another. she kisses you like she could never get tired of kissing you; you kiss her back like you feel just the same.
"that's right, pretty -- mm... keep sayin' my name like that... just like that."
#⛈ monsoon season#arcane#vi x reader#arcane x reader#vi smut#arcane smut#vi x you#arcane x you#/sobs/ god i miss her#SHE HASN'T GONE ANYWHERE AND I MISS HER WHAT HTE FUCK#yall please im still down so bad for her ??? what the fuck it's been MONTHS#MONTHS I TELL YOU#arcane vi#vi arcane#arcane vi x reader#vi arcane smut#help.
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great game. great god game even.
#roxx art#ggg inspekta#ggg godpoke#great god grove#iiii was gonna put more doodles in this post but i didnt finish and im tired and wanting to sleep so#expect more stuff soon ig but jgkfkgkgng nothin for now lol#also i hope tje meme still translates even with inspektas accent dialogue JFKSJD
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