#i am a nervous system

[softandwildx]

POV you ask your crush* to hang out and 4 hours later he hits you back with

"I'm sure we could make something happen at some point!"

[melonlthawne]

WHY AM I ANXIOUS

[theredumbrellatheory]

he's a vicpim 😔

yapping/og image below the cut

found this will graham version and got inspired

went looking for the text because i figured it'd be easier to composite with a png than anything else but—i found just the whole original image instead i guess—used the nasty nasty automated machine process (some ai wand tool) to edit out the weird distorted skinwalker lady and went from there -- enjoy (p)image lol

[ganondoodle]

(totk rewritten)

finally, all the arm and spirit abilities- for the first half of the game (rauru) and for the second half with the shiekah arm replacing links arms instead and the spirit abilities gained through ganondorf

(please excuse my handwriting and sometimes repeated info on the first two, i lost motivation/patience at the end and couldnt get myself to basically redo it all from scratch just to make it a bit more cleaner)

note, the camera rune is unconnected to the arm, its the shiekah stone copy link has (zelda carries the one from botw, a copy was attempted to be made for link but it lacks all runes except the camera, the map and its teleportation, and journal/archive)

note for the heal effects of some spirit abilities- im also reworking the healing system, making it more like the older games, so healing isnt as easy and much more restricted, thus making those effects of spirit abilities more valuable ( lil potion icon on the d pad will act a little bit like in skyward sword, opens your limited selection of healing items and if chosen link switches to holding it and letting you consume it with -a- while walking around in real time- to avoid more pausing and mass healing on regular items while in menu)

additional note, the automatic recharging of the magic meter depending on the environment gives you a reliable but less abusable way of using abilities and allows for even more creative dungeon/challenge design by using it effectively- it works by absorbing magic from its surroundings, so if its an area with little magic it recharges slower, if its a very spiritual or healthy place it will recharge faster, it can be used to make things more challenging and also as subtle storytelling (example, theres a graveyard with the magic energy around being off the charts, even if there are no spirits to see, it could hint at the people buried not having died peacefully, no matter what their gravestone says...)

the usage of magic and how much the different abilities cost also allows for a much more dynamic fighting style for players to choose and try out, balancing them all out with their cost instead of a fixed timer, and the recharging beign affected by the environment perhaps forcing players that favor high cost magic abilities to use the lower cost ones for example, or not being able to charge one up bc the enemy is too fast and doesnt give you enough time to charge it

about half of the small overworld dungeons (not shrines) are also locked/inaccessible for the first half and new quests appear as the second half commences- together with the additional changes raurus return brings with it (sonau buildings, enemies being mostly cosntructs that he summoned etc) and whole set of new abilities giving you a fresh new way to play while (hopefully) not making you feel too restricted for the first half

... making these detailed concepts took me longer than id like to admit q-q

[dykespirk]

im sorry but the red alerts in star trek are just too scary. so a romulan warbird just de-cloaked off the port bow. okay. so we’re on fire. or something. but can you just tap me on the shoulder to lmk bc the walls are screaming at me so I’ve already killed myself out of fear. now who will fix the engine? or get thrown out of the airlock at the perfect time? that’s what I thought.

[pyrosomatic-metamorphosis]

(end of bad’s Acceptance vod, about 1:48:30)

no but im never going to be normal again. LOOK at this. look. IMMEDIATELY before this he gave a whole miserable speech at the graveyard about how much he misses the kids and how he wants them to come home. He was grieving so hard it started to rain. He cried while he sang to them. It was the perfect end to 5 days of grieving- and then he does this.

and the rain isnt about grief anymore- the thunder isnt a peaceful background to a heartbreaking scene. It is rage. the whole context changes. The storm raged on while he grieved like he raged during the Everything Else that happened (“there are a lot of federation workers on today. I need to interrogate them about some things” he said while he was following forever ALONE to distract him. he knew forever was fucked up and about to put more marriage pressure on him and for anyone else that would have been Terrifying. how could you focus on anything but that? but. bad was thinking about tormenting more federation workers)

i just!!!! its so good. its SO good its so scary its so good. bad hasnt accepted the loss of his children but he has accepted how far he will go to get them back. (he will do anything)

[silkysong]

takin a breake from the tumblrs for a while cuz my health went from 100 to 0 real quick

[figofswords]

thinking about taking a little bit of a step back from social media for a bit for mental/physical health reasons (as in: chronic severe anxiety is causing chronic health issues and I need to remove stress Somehow). I will still post art but I’m probably gonna make an effort to engage with my dash only minimally, if at all. (that being said I have very poor discipline so if you see me suddenly reblogging stuff out of nowhere just. roll with it)

[atinyladybug-art]

You've seen my Rec AU vs Canon Interpretation Iceberg. Now get ready for my clefs

I'm pretty sure it's very obvious who Recollection AU Clef is inspired by 😔

Also I am experimenting with my art again! Used a new pen for this one and honestly I really liked it.

Also for Rec AU's clef design, she's also supposed to have more goat features hence the horn and the ears as well as the legs. The idea behind it is that she is the one who made this appearance and took after Meri after her promotion to O5 (thus being able to change his identity/keep it hidden/separate herself from "Dr.Alto Clef"). The eyes are like, sorta, manifestation of the other alters in the system.

But my canon interpretation is that 1. He's a short gremlin who is not knowing of what the shelf looks like. 2. He is stinky and doesn't shower. Also got a rat's tail because I like braided clef but he doesn't give me like, actual fully braided hair vibes and also rats tail is fitting for a rat like him.

[nocturnalnewsiestrash]

There are two types of Bottoms (2023) rewatches (for me at least)

Or

[soullessjack]

ive been thinking a lot about how adrien was supposed to be disabled during his concept development and how much of a missed opportunity the whole thing was, like. on one hand I honestly respect the writers for backing out of a topic they thought they wouldn’t be able to handle well; not to say the representation in miraculous is anything great but it shows they do care about it at the very least, which is more than most media can say. I also know this was a decision that came way before the show even started, but I feel like Tomoe Tsurugi is proof that they can write disabled characters and do it in a way that’s fairly decent, so i feel like they could still incorporate it in now since their prior concern is pretty much ruled out (they’re never gonna do this).

and narrative wise I think it would add very much to the entire Agreste family arc, like idk. you could have his disability be a result of the peacock’s damage, or damage to his Amok. have it be part of the reason why Gabriel is so controlling and isolating (ie; viewing his son as frail and made of glass now) and distant/abusive (viewing his son as now “less than perfect,” at least in terms of what he’d envisioned for a perfect child, and blaming Emilie’s sickness/death on it). Adrien’s modeling career is entirely just inspiration-sensationalism with a “hopeful ray of sunshine” public persona. it can even be important to cat noir, too! it’s still an escape from his home life and career, but it’s also a chance for adrien to show that he’s not as fragile as gabriel thinks. It’s his own way of having independence and autonomy and for once being someone that isn’t constantly pitied or made to pretend he’s a docile ray of sunshine constantly.

I’m also deeply autistic enough to say it could match with him being the holder of destruction; half of his life is centered around preserving him and, again, treating him like he’s made of glass. so why not give him the power to literally crack and shatter that glass? poetic cinema and all that. additionally it adds to both why he’s so unserious with his role as a superhero and why he values his partnership with ladybug so highly—he’s indulging in this new freedom while also recognizing that the partnership it comes with is about the only one where he’s genuinely treated as an equal and trusted to take his own part in something. that’s not to say I think all of his friends would instantly change personalities and baby him (especially not Nino) but let me tell you, even as someone who’s not physically disabled, the distinct feeling of being othered or unequal is there no matter how much support you have.

everybody knows this already but there’s just so much potential in everything that the writers don’t do reagghhhhhghhhh

[jacksmusesdrv3]

ngl folks

if it ever comes out that Kokichi was - very much Doylistly along with my ''Watsonian nonsense'' - a whole 'New World Order' conspiracy-scapegoat allegory baked into the fabric of V3 itself?

I don't know what I'm gonna feel first: relieved at the vindication, or totally fucking enraged at being denied vindication all these years

[becauseanders]

i hate you ehlers-danlos syndrome i hate you pots i hate you chronic migraines i hate you brainstem auras i hate you central nervous system complications i hate you degenerative disc disease i hate you hypotension i hate you osteoarthritis i hate you fibromyalgia i hate you tmj disorder i hate you carpal tunnel i hate you mcas

[calameowri]

i am bigender/genderfluid in more known terms, and in my own terms "gender defiant". i am a woman when i dress masculine, a man at my most feminine. and oftentimes nonbinary in between. i consider myself trans and transmasc, (and that i am also trans with my femininity [as i feel it is inherently different as what i grew up like and what is expected of me] but i dont use the label transfem to avoid confusion n stuff).

i am most comfortable talking about my girl-ness. to the queer community, my masculine femininity is an act of rebellion, respectable, powerful.

to the queer community, my feminine masculinity.. is gross. men arent cool. being a man is gross. men are the enemy. the fact that i am a man in a dress is only marginally better. and a trans man in a dress? im a "theyfab", an "afag", and i cant bring up the fact i was born and raised a female. if i do, i will be "trying to be oppressed" and "only a female when its convenient." i literally have a vagina, uterus, and tits but being transmasc, i guess, means i cant experience misogyny.

there is a reason i never talk about being transmasc.

[herba-mysticas]

And what if I drew me (I guess you could call this my hc for arven at 23 though?)

[sysmedsaresexist]

"System" belongs to CDDs

Everyone forgets about

🌟 Nervous system theft 🌟