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readingrobot · 2 years

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i went to my first queer event by myself yesterday. not pride or school sponsored. not with friends. by myself. and it felt good. unlike online spaces no one asked for a queer card. we all just hung out and climbed cool shit (it was at a climbing gym).

i’m so happy to have experienced an irl queer meet up and am excited for more. (older) queer people are so right about getting off-line and into irl spaces with your (older) queer community and how important that is

#readingrobot #robot rambles #queer #i am calling myself queer now #aromantic #asexual #aroace

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prettybambifemme · 2 months

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I 🩷 being a hairy femme

I 🩷 having hairy legs

I 🩷 having hairy armpits

I 🩷 confidence and beauty and embracing my body for what it is instead of conforming to the societal expectations of what feminity should look like

I LOVE YOU HAIRY FEMMES!!! I FUCKING LOVE YOU!!! MWWWAAAH 💋💋💋

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satorusluver · 3 months

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Sorry but if you would smash Mello from DN you're not straight. Doesn't matter if you're a man or a woman (or something else), you're a lil gay.

#i am calling myself out btw #i actually had a giant crush on his emo willy wonka ass growing up #now i am queer #shocking i know #death note #mello

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thefleshyougoveggie · 11 days

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connecting my femininity with my queerness has helped me so much with dysphoria and has made me comfortable expressing femininity in ways i simply didn’t expect for myself. seeing the femininity i express as being the same as a cis gay man…. yeah it has done wonders!!

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wolfgirlclit · 1 year

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Out of Curiosity, I Have A Queer Question:

If you vote, please reblog.

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lightblueminecraftorchid · 2 months

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it’s weird how many compliments I get now for just. existing. and wearing pretty clothes. it’s nuts how differently people treat me based on what I wear. smth smth commentary on humanity whatever I’m just glad other ppl also like my skirts.

#blue chatter #genuinely I think part of it is just that I dress like a magical girl anime protagonist #hair bow poofy skirt color coordinated and themed with matching KN95 sparkly makeup sometimes #and also that people tend to compliment parts of your appearance that you have control over #like hair and clothes and makeup #bc it’s a way to compliment without being forward or objectifying someone #so now that I regularly wear clothing that is bright and colorful and outside the norm it’s noticeable #and o do genuinely put more effort into my appearance now #but it is interesting how much easier it is to make casual acquaintances with people #<- this is important in context. bc I am constantly off putting. I don’t mask much at school anymore.#so this is people complimenting someone who is constantly flinching at sudden noises and randomly twitches/stims #it’s intriguing to me #people approach?? me?? and compliment my outfit and then we chat abt where I got it #and then they say hi to me in class the next day #and suddenly I have someone I can email if I need to miss class and want that day’s notes #it’s so wild #this happens more the weirder I dress btw. if I’m wearing sparkles and a petticoat and a bunch of pins and hairclips I get more #positive attention. which is real intriguing to me.#but I also genuinely like dressing like this? it’s nice to be complimented and it makes me feel good #but I also do it when nobody sees me just bc I enjoy it #I feel more confident in myself and how I perceive myself and I think the confidence also helps #a few of my friends have commented that I hold myself very differently now #one jokingly calls it my ‘queer glowup’ bc this coincided w me being more open and accepting abt my queer identities #which I think is fun

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risingsunresistance · 16 days

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wanted to make a fun doodle for pride when i woke up this morning but i left my ipad at the house :V

#am at ark's #left it bc it was on 1% and tbh i planned on playing splatoon for most of the day #been playing ttyd instead and now my switch is also dying kjghf #life update things are better I Think. or they at least deescalated #and it's summer for my sister's kids so no more babies over unless it's for special occasions THANK GOD #anyways happy pride i love you gay people in my computer #im collecting so many flags. there are an infinite number of them that COULD apply to me jhfdkg #labels are weird man. if i ACTUALLY listed every identity i felt a connection to we'd be here all day #like. im trans and queer and that also makes me relate to genderqueer but i am also a trans man and you COULD also call me nonbinary #the overlap is really funny jkhfgk #sexuality is weirder. just slap a rainbow on that idk man #are ARO EXPLOSION 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥 i've felt so much better since taking that one on #relief... been fighting off that label for over half a decade #just didnt know how to tell if i knew For Sure. it did click eventually #the way it clicked is a little bit hilarious and i will never tell amen <3 #i normally dont like ''strict'' labels like i prefer to call myself Just Trans and gay (or queer if you're normal)#but aro is a nice one that one has given me a bit of comfort in the few months since i've realized #wahoo #chat

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hazel2468 · 2 years

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Gender is weird because sometimes I want to be a soft masc butch who wears polos and button downs and looks like I work in an office, and sometimes I want to be an ethereal fairy-lady who wears flowy cotton dresses and looks like she lives near flower fields and grows her own herbs and veggies and teas, and sometimes I want to be a badass punk genderless person who wears a jacket with patches and carries a bat and wears weird earrings and has strong arms and shoulders, and sometimes I want to be an ever-so-slightly terrifying witch who burns offerings in her backyard and lives in the woods and dances in the rain in long black dresses with vines in my hair and SOMETIMES I want to be a cute housewife to my wife who cooks and bakes and wear aprons and frills and had hands and stomach covered in flour from kneading dough and I have a little cat who keeps me company.

Gender is fucking AWESOME all the time because hey! I can be LITERALLY all of these things whenever I fucking feel like and no one can stop me from being a woman one day, a not-quite-woman another, my gender is just straight butch next week, sometimes I don’t have one and sometimes I have all of them.

And no one can stop me from being ridiculously happy about it.

#queer #genderqueer #nonbinary #trans #holy fuck #i am having some major queer joy right now #I'm in a polo shirt y'all #and i feel SO GOOD #I'm gonna wear a SUIT to a wedding #Im just all kinds of giddy about gender today #honestly feeling a lil transmasc today?#which is like #struggling a bit with that because I still have some stupid rules to break out of #like can I call myself trans if I don't want to medically transition?#and i know the answer is yes #can i call myself transmasc if I'm not a man?#and i know that again the answer is yes #am i allowed to feel like this at all?#and when that last one hits me I stop myself and i ask #do you see how fucking happy you are?#how confident and comfortable and AT HOME you feel in your own skin?#fuck allowed #even if I wasn't allowed I still would #Because this feels so damn GOOD and RIGHT

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agrimmbrothersgrimmestgoose · 5 months

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I just have to say, my Gender Expression is unapologetically Sanji from One Piece and Momo Chiyoda from Demon Girl Next Door (ESPECIALLY season 2)

(I tried SO HARD but I couldn't find a good pick of Momo's cat shirt, just know those cats are YING YANG CATS! yes I have an embroidery pattern I painstakingly made, yes you can have it if you want just shoot me a message (⁠｡⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠｡⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♡)

They are just Butches your honor, but like my specific flavor of Butch and I love them and their fashion SO much

I deadass am teaching myself to sew partially cause I want better clothes w/o spending money AND cause I Need Embroidered Shit on my Hawaiian Shirts & They Don't Make Cat Graphic Tees Like Momo's But I Have A Needle And Hubris

Anyway, if you are looking for a sign to Steal His (your favorite character's look) this is it, don't let social rules stop you, you'll look hot as fuck

#sanji #one piece sanji #momo chiyoda #demon girl next door #am I insane?#yes absolutely no question #I have some projects on what I call my Hubris List #however; hear me out here #sometimes dressing in a fun way is super simple and fun #i added like 3 embroidery flowers to a sweater and BOOM i love that sweater so much more now #did you know that pearl snaps not only are super cheap they are really easy to install?#Im in the process of switching all my shirts to pearl snaps (cause I love them)#Pearl Snaps Are Queer Fight Me About It #ANYWAY!#I really like funky silly little outfits and dressing butch in a way thats comfy but still ✨fashion✨#this post is mostly an excuse to chitchat about it XD and to motivate myself into finishing my tester Coveralls so i can make my Real Pair #(i just got some fancy table cloth material thats PURPLE BROCADE!)#gonna make some bomb coveralls >:3c

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irisbaggins · 3 months

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Not going to actually tag this with his name, this is mostly for y'all following me and for my own piece of mind, but:

I cannot express how horrified I was when I watched Harris's video. How I felt like somebody had doused me in cold water, how reality slapped me in the face. I had, in my relief of finally submitting my thesis, forgotten plagiarists existed. Specifically, people who hunt down Bachelor papers to use because they're made by students, because we're oftentimes not actively looking up the topic of our thesis anymore. I spent a ridiculous amount of time googling my own topic to check if something may have happened, paranoid it might have happened. And, in hindsight, I know why I did it, even if back then it may have felt irrational; because I fought tooth and nail to finish that paper, to write it and submit it and pass it. I poured blood, sweat, and tears into it, and the possibility of somebody just stealing that felt infuriating. They just took the easy road whilst I laboured to get it done despite everything trying to stop me. That idea infuriated me, and it still does. I still feel that rage at the mere thought.

I just. I cannot understand anyone who thinks plagiarism "isn't a big deal". I don't understand the people defending this asshole for doing what he did, for telling us all that our feelings don't matter, that our work doesn't matter. I just. I feel so angry about all of this.

I also find it both ridiculously funny and blood-boiling infuriating that Norway is still having its own plagiarism scandals. Some of our elected officials are still being called out for it (one of them in our fucking education department!!), and still denying it! I cannot escape this shit, of being told that our concerns don't matter! Plagiarism is theft! What's so hard to understand about that?!

#text_loke #RAGE! I FEEL RAGE!!#can you tell i read ANOTHER article about the fucker that still insists she did nothing wrong? even when the University of Trondheim-#-calls her out on it? can you tell i'm furious that i hear this bullshit at all sides as of late??#i have many thoughts but i can feel myself close to passing out. i need to sleep. not be enraged #and yes i did feel fear that my work was stolen! because the topic falls RIGHT into what somerton would've stolen!#my topic was fully queer and about a piece of media! and because of the niche topic i kinda know very fast if anybody has stolen my shit :)#which is also why i'm not saying what it is. due to that being very likely to doxx myself #so yeah. when i saw certain parts of Harris's video i did feel fear. because what i wrote falls under that category of 'genre stolen from'#aka. my niche subject about queer themes written by a student (in English) from a small country (5 mil)#like. i hate even saying this! because it feels like making myself oh so important! no! i don't think i am!#which is what makes this so frustrating! because i feel irrational! i feel like i'm being too self-centered in my fear!#i don't know how to process this! i just! i'm frustrated and angry and this is why i haven't spoken on this before!#because i DON'T think my work is good enough for anybody to really notice #but the slim chance that ONE PERSON might sparked my paranoia. and now it won't shut up #however. i now will because i am becoming nonsensical. i am exhausted

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biteapple · 8 months

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got this weird thing always where im always wondering if im a gay man or a bi dude-kinda or a bi girl-a-little-bit or a gay man-also-woman-a-bit, and its like. whenever im like "OKAYY I DONT CAREEEEE MAYBE I DO LIKE GIRLS" .... IMMEDIATELY my thoughts about liking women are gone like. when im trying to appease that. and then im like "hmm maybe i DONT like girls??" the thoughts about liking girls comes back

#and GENUINELY... COSMICALLY... if i really want to date a woman i would love to just allow this for myself. and am trying to #and whenever i try to its like ''yeah nevermind man it wasnt even anything''#so when i do go ''oh okay i guess it was nothing'' the desire to like women comes back #and maybe its a case of ''putting it off the table makes me want it more'' .. but its like.. when i say ''ok im bi'' its gone.#its like hey. come back. what happened i said i liked it. gone. until i accept that its gone. and then its back. chameleon type shit #permanently grass-is-greener type of living... please..#ALSO.... this happens with ''being a little bit of a girl'' because then im like ''ok cool man im a girl now. yup''#but when i put this into action i HATE IT and VEHEMENTLY need to go back immediately #and then when i go back im like ''but what if i WASNT just a guy..... hmmm...''#and its like that bit from courage the cowardly dog where baby muriel wants her mac and cheese 500 different ways #and is never happy when you give it to her #when i MOST think about ''being a girl who is bi'' is when i feel THE MOST like a gay man #& when i think about and put into practice ''being a gay man'' i CANNOT enjoy it due to the ''what ifs''#its like i have to do a schrodinger's sexuality on myself #genuinely really dont mind what my sexuality and gender is as long as im happy and YET.... its like chasing my own tail with myself #its funny because what i do know is that i love masculine terms i love being he/him'd i love being called a man i love my body on t #but... ''what to call this other than blanketly 'transmasc'.. if anything'' and ''who do i wanna fuck about it'' are like going in circles #and NOT to say people need anything more specific than just being transmasc or just saying ''im gay'' or being blanketly queer or anything #and maybe i need to take a page from that if its giving me grief. but ... *gestures vaguely*

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thymeofarrival · 1 year

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akshsjshd I was wondering for a little while if I wasn’t actually gay because I had a crush on a guy (who admittedly dressed/presented pretty femme) but then they started using he/they, and then they stopped using he, and then she started using she/they and changed their discord color to “trans pink”, so… yeah lol. not a guy after all

#thymewilltell #if anyone here somehow knows who I’m talking about no you don’t #the ‘am I actually bi’ question pops up every now and then but I answer it by just calling myself queer and not thinking too hard about it

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rachelchinouriris · 2 years

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#last thing i’ll say on this discourse because i’m ready to block and move on #but as someone who’s masculine and soft #it hurts to see you think louis is perpetuating toxic masculinity for liking beer and football and trash food #because i enjoy those things too. i love football. i hate wine. i wear tracksuits and black clothes. and i’m very queer #these things don’t make me less queer #one thing is criticizing him for not supporting enough women and poc. that’s something worth criticizing him for #it’s another thing to straight up say he’s toxic for being masculine #it also makes me feel bad when people say louis can’t be pretty because he’s a man. and pretty is only reserved for women #and feminine people #because i call myself pretty and beautiful and gorgeous #and i am not a woman #and it’s incredibly uncomfortable knowing some of you who think this way may be my mutuals #and you’ve called me pretty #knowing you think it’s only reserved for women #louis and harry will never see this #but WE do #I DO #we see your homophobic misogynistic outdated comments #it fucking hurts #it’s been weighing on me for days now #but i realized it’s not worth feeling miserable over it #if you think this way you’re a piece of shit #and i can’t let these things get to me #i just needed to let it out #jackie.txt

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amphibifish · 1 year

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sometimes i wish i was one of 'em sis hets

#misspellings on purpose btw #anyways idk. i just wish that i could exist without having to deal with the fact people want us dead and everyday people indirectly tell me—#how much they hate me or that they think i don't deserve rights and shit #it's tiring #and then queer infighting just makes it worse #idk. i wish i was ''normal''#why couldn't i just be a girl who likes guys.#i just have to feel like i'm queer and to make it worse i can't even define myself.#i don't want to call myself trans it feels like that words been tainted for me and i hate it #i wish i could still call myself that and be proud of who i am #but now i call myself that and i just feel. scared.#hell i'm even scared to say i'm gay or that i'm queer.#i don't know anymore man #vent #to clarify by feel like i don't mean i feel forced i mean i was just #made like that #yk.

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sammydem0n64 · 10 months

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Tbh fellas my identity has reached a point of true “idgaf” (it has been like this for months actually. Lolz.) Thinking abt it gives me brainrot. Pronouns? Idc call me whatever. Gender? I am not a man that’s all I got. Sexuality? Idk. I don’t wanna date people tho!!!!!!!!! I don’t wanna find myself!!!!!!!!!!!! I am Aaliyah sammydem0n64 and I am autistic and that’s it‼️‼️‼️‼️

#could have a serious thing abt this but. ew #been on my mind for a while now and it’s 2 am so I get to have introspective rambles #labels r hard. sexuality and gender is a spectrum. I’ve never cared abt pronouns but they/she is easier #maybe there’s a fear that if I’m cis or something people won’t like me for having queer characters #maybe my peers won’t respect me anymore bc boooooooooo to non queer people yucky yucky #but also I don’t think. I’m cishet I don’t think so #but also I just don’t know and idk if I’ll ever know bc I guess I don’t know how!!!!!!#I’ve had 1 romantic relationship and even then we mutually broke up bc we realized we were just best friends #and got platonic relationships mixed up with romantic #and I haven’t wanted a relationship since lol #am I aro? idk. I find people attractive. I just don’t wanna date people rn and maybe that’ll change #am I a woman? idk. I like having boobs. I call myself a woman. but am I one? fuck if I know #like I said I’m just not a man. I’m not a man solely #I don’t identify as one and won’t bc I’m not that. but that’s the only solid #but idk if I’m non-binary. I’ve identified as that for so long that perhaps there’s a fear that I’ll be looked down on for ‘detransitioning’#i don’t know what I am. I’m just me. I go by any pronouns and I like a wide range of fictional characters over several genders #unlabeled for the win I guess but also being ‘unlabeled’ has inherented turned into a label. so #I’M JUST AALIYAH SAMMYDEM0N64‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#I don’t think this is a vent I’m being silly with it + plus it’s introspection with mentioned fear. I’m just rambling #lol anyways 😋😋😋😋

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tkbrokkoli · 1 year

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a colleague of mine used to be a professional athlete in the 80s and today she showed me and another colleague photographs from back then and she casually mentioned that two of her team mates outed themselves as trans men and two as lesbians later in life and i was like !!!!!! im

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