#i dont think thatll happen here

[littlecutiexox]

Christmas will forever feel unsettling for me

[angelstrawbabie420]

ik this is probably a regular part of grief especially losing ppl traumatically/unexpectedly but man i am tired of being worried SICK that my loved ones are going to just drop dead and working myself into a panic when i dont hear from them for too long

[vanweezer]

crazy city population 1 (me) (kingsley)

[nomairuins]

bedtime nowww probably ummm today qas not what i wanted it 2 be but its fine. i dont feel negative just a very very very numb day which is almost worse. but only almost 🙏

[appeypie]

BTW FOLKSZ... if you ever have restock requests or merch requests you can always pop them in my askbox here. i probably wont answer but i very much do like feedback on that sort of stuff, for my Future Etsy Escapades .............

[helianthologies]

apparently my mom found somebody who can replace our fucked up shower/tub for a good price and give us a step-in tub with a built in seat so me and her can shower easier. im like half sure the guy is scamming her but i also just dont believe good things can happen in my life anymore so who knows

[lunarflare64]

I have backed out of talking in the tags because they didn't come out right FIVE TIMES in the last ten minutes, its not a good talking time for me it seems

[wonder2realities]

having trouble with manifesting physical results?

when it comes to manifestation, i feel like everyone acts like theres a limit and usually that limit revolves around physical changes. "you cant lose weight unless you work out AND listen to subliminals, you have to put in the work!!!" — what if i were to tell you that you can manifest literally any physical change without even moving? you probably wouldnt believe me because of the idea that you need to "work" to earn something...and yet with all of the physical changes i've manifested, i havent "worked" for anything. how? here's a little list of the rules i stick by !

1. SHAMELESSNESS IS KEY!

i'm someone who gets embarrassed very easily, over the smallest things but when it comes to manifesting anything...you gotta be shameless. yes i am waking up with a BBL and a 2-inch waist, what about it. you can pull up to my house, with scientific evidence of how thats not possible but idc cuz its happening. infact, it ALREADY happened "but you look the same" idc it still happened. like literally, no matter what its happening and its happened and it will happen ; whether it be past future or present point is ITS THERE.

2. YOU ARE ENERGY, NOT YOUR BODY

this ones a bit hard to word out but essentially, your physical body doesnt make up what you are. meaning, you can view yourself as this ball of energy that can be stretched and pulled out and morphed into everything and anything.

so lets say you want a symmetrical face :

1. dont go overanalysing your face, just sit down & take it easy

2. think of how your symmetrical face that youve always had. i mean you could honestly be a model, your facial structure is amazing. and just allow yourself to sink into those thoughts, whether its through you repeating affirmations or through subliminals — let it all sink in that your face is symmetrical. having doubtful thoughts? let them fly past, dont cling onto them. just allow yourself to sink deeper into the fact that your face is perfectly symmetrical.

3. acknowledge it and live with it. dont go eyeing your mirror and reflection every 2 seconds, dont go panicking and repeating affirmations nonstop and stressing...just acknowledge it and go on with your day.

^ its that easy. you dont need to even see your physical body morphing into it, the point is that you are able to morph and change into whatever you wish because you are not limited to your physical body.

3. NO OVERCOMPLICATIONS

you dont need to do a 40 minute workout to make sure you get results, you dont need to drink 3L of water, you dont need to write down 500 affirmations, you dont need to do a 20step skincare routine if you want to make sure you get clear skin...if you want to do these things, do them as much as you wish to. do you have to? no.

when i was younger, i got a bad injury and because of that one of my cheekbones were larger than the other — through manifestation they look identical now. like as in, if i were to tell you the injury i got into and said "my cheekbone was larger and there was a huge line under it" youd think i was making it up (sidenote : i had to show someone my passport photo from when i was like 8 to prove that i had that injury 😭 CUZ THEY DIDNT BELIEVE ME.) and mind you, i didnt even have a routine - my routine was literally just playing cute subliminals , vibing to the music and then going to sleep. i promise you, you dont need to do any form of "work" to get what you desire.

4. GO WITH YOUR GUT

probably the most important thing i stick by, i always go with my gut. meaning, if i feel like i can listen to a 5 second subliminal and i got it - i leave it there. i dont force anything, i dont push myself into anything and i dont do anything that someone else does if it doesnt vibe well with me. (this also means if youre reading this and going "this doesnt really work with me" - thatll be better than you forcing yourself to follow these rules just because these have worked for me). you need to always remember that when it comes to manifesting things, your preference comes first. so, if you wanna run 5 miles and that helps you believe that you have gotten your desires - do it.

5. DONT LET OTHERS GET TO YOU

if youre minding your business and youre talking abt your desires and someone goes "erm...🤓👆🏽 thats...not possible" - instead of secondguessing yourself literally ignore them. the concept of whats possible and whats real all boils down to what you BELIEVE is possible/real. the only reason something could not be possible or not be real is you believe it isnt, or you letting someone else who doesnt believe in it take over your beliefs (obviously this specifically applies to manifestation and not things that are tied to disorders or any form of unhealthy thinking. dont take my words out of this context.)

and thats all ! obviously i have other parts of my mindset that arent mentioned here that help me manifest faster and easier but it would take too long for me to get into everything </3 but consider these my 5 golden rules that will hopefully help anyone whos struggling with physical results.

rmbr that you are forever limitless & changing ★

[coniangray]

St5 teaser breakdown

(cus im bored) (spoilers, duh....i think)

All these clips are from the first 2 eps cus ofc they wont wanna spoil more that early into production. Like imagine if this felt too much of a sneak peak, the season is gonna be HUGE and this will feel like the 0.00001% of what it actually is lmao.

The school scenes:

i think first scenes, all from episode one.

The boys will catch a signal from the radio the night prior, paralleling s2e1

but this time either will lives with the wheelers or hes at the radio station and they contact from there.

the signal might be near a military base OR

its henrys signal that needs decoding excactly like the scoop troops did in st3.

So, the dynamics here are gonna be reminicent of both s2 and s3e2.

some quotes like "what are you doing on this channel again" and ''I cracked it", "cracked what?","I cracked the code" are also gonna make the cut. This scene will be paralelled with either mike or dustin, since these two were the brain of the party.

BONUS:

And what did robin also figure out in s4? Oh, wait-

I dont actually know what this code is, but i know it needs all four of them to solve it. And what if, in the background of the signal they catch up on little dream of me playing in the background?

The daisy song being broadcasted was accidental; the russians werent planning on including it there or they just did it as a distraction (they might have recorded the code within the crowd of the mall in brought daylight.) So what if the music, even if there is one at the background, is accidental too? After all, this song is mentioned as victors safe space because he called ella fitzgerald an angel, not henrys.

It all has to do with vecna at the end of the day, given how will touches his neck and feels him. This is an early sign of the symptoms, given how later, after school, they grow bigger and wider, giving will his first vision of the day:

And i dont even need to tell yall what this scene paralels lol

same table, but not same tree.

The code solving talk still continues here, because of how convenient it is to have will see the clock, zone out, walk towards it while the rest of the group talks about vecna and him capturing his victims in manipulative ways. In this scene they will bring up metaphors and allegories, just like they did with chrissy and eddie "do you ever feel like youre losing your mind?","i feel like im going crazy right now, doing a deal with the queen of hawkins high".

Also, like eddie said, this place promises safety because no o ne ever goes out there. SO, my bet is, mike chose they go there since eddie mustve told him right before he died.

bet hell say sth between the lines of "We have to go somewhere private. Somewhere no one can hear us." and thatll be most likely during lunch.

And thats where the bullies come in.

In order to continue their scenes out there, they mustve been interrupted by andy and jasons squad, and teased as to what they were doing with the radio on the table, given the leaks we got back in january or mike and dustin being followed by them.

no i have a feeling that during this arguement (after lunch and before the table scene), andy will attack mike and dustin and will will hopefully give a punch, paraleling el and angela in s4 and joyce in s3. This is my guess here, but i hope its true cus poor boy needs to throw hands with sb.

Spoiler alert it might not happen that day cus all of them are safe and sound without a scratch in the table woods scene.

After the woods scene, dustin visits eddied grave with his bike, which vandalized to the gods and guess who did it; thats right the bullies.

which will probably paralel maxs scene on billys grave

I wanna believe we get a heartfelt speech about his and mikes relationship with eddie, warming the ground for more eddie flashbacks to come. No, he wont get vecnad here, but rather found and beaten up by andi and the bullies, cus he was seen with a bruised face later on

and yes, the projector scene is also from the same day.

Another interesting thing to point out here is how the duffers said that our characters will start the season in action, so all the el scenes fighting vecna in the upside down and all the lights flickering, theyre all from the first 2 episodes.

After school and after the graveyard, with propably a few new scenes taking place in the middle, they all go to the new station set, and as it seems the byers are doing a presentation??

Probably from their experience in the uspide down, or most likely explaining sth about vecnas connection.

Orrr its a group thing, idk.

The thing is, dustin is beaten up standing next to steve. My bets are that hell notice dustin is hurt and make a huge deal about it, argue with the party on why he was found like that in the first place.

This would also be a chance to bring up the dynamics from the previous seasons and their flaws, aka dustin being with steve more time than he was with the party or others.

The thing is, in the same scene we see this;

M4tt showing n0ah how to choke.

Things most likely get heated in this scene, and that triggers wills connection with vecna. The mindflayer activates, and he becomes like billy.

And who else flayed choked sb else prior to this?

LETS GO BABY WE ROLL !!

Will will attack someone, most likely steve, cus he was also shown beaten up later in the teaser, especially in the car scene with nancy n johnathan.

Which leads us to this leak;

Its night, right outside the radio station. My guess is that steve tries to escape but part of him stays cus hell its will that attacks, that boy is harmless, right? While will is just there, chocking him and bagginf him to run.

Its the perfect lead up imo; first he feels the mf getting closer, then he has the vision and then he gets activated.

i feel like this is the cliffhanger between e1 and e2, since it would be perfect to have us waiting for steves safety and wills sanity for the next episode.

Bonus bonus;

Nancys Candy striper outfit

Going undercover in ep 1 was not on mybingo card, so im guessing shes an actual vollunteer at the hospital, because shed have to gain trust in order to sneak in and steal files.

but then again, why from tyhe hospital? all this place has ws maxs condition, which was already known to her and the rest of the team.

Involving her with such type of environment is simply to create more paraelels from the hmh scenes in s3.

Now, we also got this leak from april, and its most likely for ep4

the vollunteer is obviously nancy, but for her to return to that outfit, shell have to wear it again. So that means what i said, she became a vollunteer to gain trust and steal the proper files from the turnbows mansion thats connected to the lab.

Wills outfit also indicates its from a later episode.

As for the hopper scenes, idk a lot to break it down. And for el, this must be in ep 1 since this is unfinished bussiness from the piggyback if u nthink abt it

Thats it, hope you enjoyed my brain fart and i hope im right.

[howlsofbloodhounds]

funnily enough, i think nightmare likes the smarmy, charismatic bastard that the first killer is, even his backstabbing tendencies. he might be disobedient, but nightmare enjoys the challenge of controlling an unknown chaotic force. the thing that nightmare hates isn't necessarily anything wrong with killer himself - it's the fact that he loses killer to color. misery doesn't hate company - it loves company because it doesn't want to think about its own misery. color is the sore point of nightmare's ideology against goodness in the world. if killer can be redeemed, then what does that say about nightmare?

so i think nightmare will try to foster a hostile environment and relationship with each killer he obtains. he wants killer to hate him but unable to leave. he wants them to disobey him, so he can punish them. if they try to run away from him, well, he'll just break their limbs and let them survive on their own until they can be useful again. i imagine nightmare desires to recreate his relationship with the first killer so bad, because he wants to win this time. he wants to change what happened, to prove that he is right and killer (and he) is unable to find redemption or salvation in the end.

~ crowshipping anon

This fucks so hard, crow. You have absolutely amazing ideas.

Actually, funny enough, this is often how I picture the relationship killer has with the Chara in his head. The one here to provide direction when hes lost and has no one else or anywhere to go sure, but also the one keeping him in line. the one encouraging him to get worse. taunting him whenever he goes into stage 4 just like in the comics—“haha. its getting worse sans.”

taunting killer anytime he tries to do something “good”—attempting to squash any hope he may have of a better life or trying to change with “you dont want another bad ending do you?” “you dont want another reset, right?”

i often like to headcanon that something new Chara is a Chara that lost their way and fell so badly down the rabbit hole they didnt see anyway out. and eventually they stopped trying to get out and instead starting pulling anyone they could their hands on down with them (sans), and started pushing and pulling him back down anytime he tried to crawl out or expressed any desires to.

imagine if the chara in the head starts parroting every single word nightmare says to killer, or nightmare starts sounding more and more and more like the chara in his head that killer eventually starts becoming convinced that nightmare can read his mind or speak to him in his mind through chara. or that chara is speaking to him through nightmare. wonder how thatll play out in both his relationship with nightmare and how itll effect his stages.

[rainbow-neko-main]

Okay so controversial topics about the new Fiona and Cake episode. Children avert your eyes I might be on the wrong side of history here.

I dont see a problem with the Simon x Winter King shipping.

Did anyone bat an eye when we were shipping sandersides together? Those were all just peices of Thomas so whether you like it or not thst was just Thomas x Thomas shipping.

Would you, or would you not, kiss a clone of yourself? It's an entirely FICTIONAL thing that humans have no way to replicate, and so the internet has asked this question for a long ass time. This isn't something that could happen, so fictionally, would you kiss a clone of yourself? Because the awnser for me is that I think I would, because it sounds like a very healing self love learning process.

What caused us to think makeouts or romantic relationships with an alternate version or clone of OURSELVES was morally wrong? What about it is wrong??? Like /gen I am struggling to find a reason why it's wrong and would love if someone could give me the run down on the opposite side of this argument. Is it egotistical? Yes absolutely. Is it weird? YES. BECAUSE ITS A FICTIONAL THING THATLL NEVER HAPPEN. But is it wrong and deserving of being cussed out and ridiculed? I think not!!!

Do I think the internet may have trauma regarding the onceler and sans aus and its causeing everyone to overreact and lose their bloody minds? Yes. Yes I do.

[writers-wrongs]

Could you write yandere headcanons for Arkham Riddler x male reader? If you don't do Arkham then BTAS?

sure thing! so far ive only played arkham knight (didnt realize it was the last installment til i was halfway through the plot) so thatll be where im drawing from

yandere!arkham!riddler x male!reader

-now, eddie is 100% bi (fight me), so hes not surprised when hes into a guy

-he is, however, surprised that hes actually romantically interested in someone enough to keep an eye on him as he navigates gotham

-this man... is interesting? and intelligent? that cant be possible, everyone but edward is a dribbling moron!

-but here you are, solving a few of the riddles hes placed around the city. he cant let you take the trophies, theyre for batman, but now hes certainly paying attention

-a few months after he first notices you, youre just go about your day when you notice a neon green question mark down an alley. another one of those trophies! might as well solve the puzzle, even if you dont get to keep it

-you solve the puzzle and go to try and grab the trophy, not expecting anything but a slight shock, but youre instead knocked to the ground from the voltage

-you wake up in default gothamite mode: tied to a chair in the middle of an empty room. of course, it had to happen eventually. soon, the riddler himself comes in to speak with you

-"good, youre awake. if i had to beat myself in chess again, id go completely insane"

-and he... sits down. sets up a chessboard on the table in front of you, and unties your hands. you play, mostly out of fear, and while you dont win, you get pretty close

-he looks shocked and excited, with a dash of smugness

-"i knew you were the one. second smartest man in gotham- right after me, of course"

-he explains to you that hes not going to kill you, just keep you ("i cant let that mind of yours make direct contact with the idiocy of gotham! your IQ will lower just by being around them!") and that he'll keep that mind of yours sharp

-how does he do this? puzzles. lots and lots of puzzles. hes a bit of a sadist, so the puzzles are mandatory if you want things like food. regardless of how you do, he'll keep you alive, but if you want anything more than the necessities, you better get good with puzzles

-he spends lots of time with you. he says its because youre the only interesting person in gotham, but its mostly because hes an incredibly lonely man. its hard being at the top, so he'll cling to anyone who can even get close to what he sees as his level

-he LOVES learning more about you. not that he didnt research you for months, but he could only gather so much information before kidnapping you. every conversation is like an interrogation

-in terms of affection, hes... interesting. if you earn your dinner, hes programming robots to serve as waiters and dusting off his green suit. i wouldnt call him a romantic, per se, but he certainly thinks of himself as such

-dont expect much in terms of physical affection, he takes a while to get to that point. hes the riddler, after all! hes above the need to cuddle! unless... if you need comfort, he supposes he can indulge you

-if you ever try to escape, he'll be furious. how dare you try and leave! how dare you assume hes dumb enough to not have planned for this! until you apologize, youre getting the bare necessities and no attention

-when you inevitably start to reciprocate, hes smug about it, but secretly ecstatic. he knows hes not the most charming guy around, but he managed to win over the second smartest guy in gotham. and isnt that all he really needs for companionship?

[thesrctsoftheuniverse]

finished season 1 of 9-1-1 here’s my current thoughts:

-they all need so much therapy

-why did they gloss over the fact that buck’s therapist slept with him. the therapist that was supposed to help him with his issues with sex and intimacy. did i dream that?? HELLO????

-i currently dont hate abby as a character, I think her actions are very understandable for someone who has lost themselves in caring for other people and then grief

-that said the relationship with buck is just weird, that dude is only 26. according to google she’s in her early 40s. i think he could have grown as a character while being with a woman his age too, idk why they felt the need to give him someone who could be his parent to date

-bobby ilysm and you need so much therapy but i still love you. when he threw away the notebook i almost cried ngl

-athena ily!!!! the growth and learning to be by herself and loving herself and her loved ones enough to take these steps to heal

-bobby and athena together i love it

-someone go back in time and tell the writers that the henrietta cheating arc isn’t necessary. I hated it. not needed.

-love you hen you never did anything wrong💋 (im choosing to ignore the cheating arc)

-chimney is the heart and soul of that group. especially during that last episode he was THE best friend anyone could ever have. i love him. i want him to be happy (ive seen tiktok clips of something thatll happen in the future, i dont want to think about it). I would like for him to get a dog. he seems like he would love a dog

thats it for now, lets hope i dont give up on this show halfway through like i did with many others xx

[theosconfessions]

if youd like to read the stephens from the beginning you can over here:)

if youd like to read the stephens continued you can over here:)

@ohsosims

river- whoa...its actually nice in here?

blake-that was a question? i told you it was badass,man. only have been trying to get you over here for MONTHS.

river-well now i dont want to leave

blake- exactly why i wanted to get you over here [smirks]

river- you um..have nellie a lot now?

blake- i do yeah. her moms in the process of moving closer to her university and shit. told her since im not going anywhere id take her

river- you may not be going to a destination college blake but its still a good college..and you get time with nellie

blake- extra time with my favourite girl is my favourite thing...besides you..

river-[smirks softly]

blake- you seem kinda sad,man...

river- i left one thing out..where this all came from [taps on packet]

blake- across the country? i mean..thatll be hard but we can..oh...isnt this the college you and isla were planning on applying to together.

river-well we did apply together. before we broke up and

blake- you both got in.oh.

river- i havent spoken with her but im still facebook friends with her so.

blake- oh.

river-but you and i already went over this. what would happen if i got accepted into this place..what we would do ?

blake- riv, we spoke about it when we were just friends..its clear we are WAY more than that now. and have been for?

river- i know but we're still friends first... we said that

blake- we did and im happy for you . i am but

river- you dont trust me.

blake- i trust you,man i do

river- then why does anything have to change? why are you getting so weird.

blake- im not

river- yes the fuck you are,blake. so say what youre thinking.

blake- i am thinking that youre going to be...away from here..and youre going to fall for her AGAIN. and ill be here waiting for you like some dumbass lovestruck dude like i always have been.

[pixelyssa]

The love of my life has been ignoring/stone walling me, and today it led to a HORRIBLE binge. I couldn’t stop, I was sobbing. I feel disgusting

I guess I’m wondering.. what advice do you have for preventing large binges like that?

hi lovey

first, im sorry about that.. i hope their gears start working properly and they talk to you soon 🩷

i don’t struggling with b1nging personally, and it’s not a flex, its just b1nging is a term i’ve been told not to use here. because for me, its still less than a “normal 1ntake” when i “overe@t” but i def know the disgusting feeling afterwards and the guilt/regret.

(i have to clarify that or i get threats)

anyways!! seems to me like it was obv triggered by ur problem w whoever this person is… like the b1nge was your coping skill.

so to answer ur question on preventing it, make a list of other coping skills you know work.

-distraction coping skills (to name a few: shows, documentaries, youtube, music, games, call/text a friend, read, coloring/drawing, writing, cleaning, showering, exercise, nap) these don’t fix ur problem ofc but itll distract u from the big feelings and unhealthy coping skills, and eventually (hopefully) you will regulate & be safe! a lot of people on this side of tumblr dont realize the distractions we use to avoid e@ting are usually good for us. deciding to go on a walk or take a shower instead of r3lapse in soemthing?? hell ya

-problem focused coping skills! (ex: asking for help, text/call a hotline, deep breathing, establishing boundaries outloud “i will not ___” or “i am not ____” etc) these are harder to do when ur having big emotions because your brain doesnt think “yes lets do some hard self refelction!!

but i wanted to give some examples so you have some incase you can’t think of any rn.

like i said, write it down. that way when this happens, or even other negative things, you have all ur tools in one spot. notes app, a journal, whereva 🩷

besides that, sometimes its alr too late to choose another coping skill. i can only recommend if you give in and you know youre gonna, to try these things

-put the f00d on a plate (small ones r best for me in this situation) that way im not having a whole bag of cookies/chips its just a couple on a plate

-i also get rid of any f00ds that would be dangerous during a b1nge for me lol. ik some people live with others and they can’t do this, but when im rlly hungri my only options these days are strawberries or carrots with hot sauce 😭 so maybe thatll help? if theres no f00d, theres no b1nge?

-watching true crime or g0re helps me bc it makes me unable to e@t the f00d in front of me 😭 sorry if this is crazy but… like maybe when ur upset like that and you have tried to do the healthy coping skills and just still wanna b1nge… you could just watch some true crime? 😭😭

-managing ur daily 1ntake could also help. ik sometimes even if ur full you can get the b1nge urges, but yk it genuinely could be that ur not having enough per day to function and ur stomach is sending those urges to ur brain.

kinda all over the place ik. i havent been active for a bit im going through it 🤭 anyways i feel so bad for u why tf is ur person ignoring u 😭 idk what i would do 💔 i hope this was a little helpful atleast’

ily stay safe xoxo🩷

[diazisms]

could you imagine if we DID get an eddie pov episode. like his pov from 704 through the wedding having this moment of “oh my best friend does like men and idk what to do with that because he has a boyfriend so i cant say anything so i just have to sit here and think about it” like imagine we see a bucktommy slow dance in 706 and the camera lingers a bit on eddie’s face watching it. pick up with a marisol breakup scene in 707 (if shes not at the wedding maybe we go back to 705 in the timeline to after buck came out eddie deadass goes home and dumps her entirely) i want to see PINING

(honestly if we had an eddie pov of every major moment between them since the beginning id cry but i dont think thatll happen)

to be so honest i think swallowing a bomb and blowing up into a bajillion pieces would be less painful than watching eddie down his champagne watching buck and tommy dance, face pinched as he tries to hold his emotions together, and the way his expression absolutely shatters when he realizes marisol was watching and there's no way out of dealing with his feelings now!!!!! like please i need the pining angst