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#i wanna be loved and wanted and adored by someone I also love and admire and adore
bunnihearted · 10 months
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#i feel like im going insane and tonight it's esp bad so i need to.... vent :$#some time ago i had the fortune of a very very wonderful person entering my life. and since day one BOOM i think of them every single day#im not even exaggerating.. like every single day i just think and daydream of them. i've had sm extra inabiloty to focus -#bc i just need to constantly stop and think of them.....#there is so much abt them to adore and admire. so much!!!! i didnt know someone like them could exist..#i love talking to them and i just wanna kno everything there is to know abt them!!! everything regarding interests me#there's also the aspect of how i feel talking to them. i know they dont judge the same way as other ppl do so it's easier to talk to them#tho i still have avpd so i often start over explaining myself and get insecure etc etc. i need to get out of my head!!!!#idk.. idk... it has never been like this for me. so im also scared#what do i do.. how do i navigate this? i've never been here before and i feel lost even if it's def not a bad place to be in#every single day... i just wish that i could be with them more and more. this wish never calms down it just gets bigger#but. how? how do i break this loop and make it into reality? is it only gonna stay as a desire and a daydream? :(( i rlly dont want that#im scared too. bc what if i want and can make it my reality but it just wont happen? what if it just wont#im also not the only one in this equation that decides. what if... i have to face rejection.. what if im a disappointment. what if what if#i dont know!! i only know that i think of them all day every day. it gets more nd more intense each day.#i also get more sure that it's what i want...#anywayyyy. im actually.. driving myself insane with how obsessively i think of this#i cant quite put it into words but i had to get at least some of it off my chest#like how. do i express my feelings to them. how do i turn it into reality. how do i face that fear of the unknown and smth i've never done#but also how do i face that fear and prepare for the fact that even if i want smth dreams made into reality cant be certain.#there r so many life things that decide what happens too.... not just my will and desire#but as well as.. how do i prqepare myself to deal with the potential oh whoops maybe im the only one who rlly want this.#maybe this is onesided maybe my feelings just flew out of control nd idk how to reel them back in whoops.#like i dont know at all what could happen.. all i know is what i wish.. hmm gosh this is all just making my head spin every day.
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plutonianplaything2 · 6 months
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Hello! Here are some life updates!!
- We still don’t know if my foot is *actually* broken so I’m getting an MRI done 🤭
- I’m on crutches
- It’s the last month (ish) of my second to last semester of school and I am on the verge of a breakdown (Yay!!!)
- Someone who I thought I was over has been consuming my thoughts the last few days and all I want to do is cry (yes, it IS Z in case you were wondering)
- I’m in pain and over being human!!! I wish I was a rock.
-I really, really need a hug.
-I’ve been taking my antidepressants consistently so my libido is down to 0 and that’s why I haven’t been posting (sex is starting to turn me off lmfao)
Come say hi, please be nice, I am tired and fed up and just want to be babied.
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cheeseceli · 4 months
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When you struggle to eat
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Pairing: Ot8!skz × Gn!reader (individually)
Genre: hurt/comfort, fluff, reactions
Request: reader thinking she eats "too much" and decides to eat way less for her body image, and how the skz boys would react to that.
Warnings: eating struggles will be discussed; reader has body image issues; mentions of food multiple times; use of petnames in Chan and Changbin's
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Disclaimer: this was made with the purpose to comfort anyone who's going through a similar situation. If I made a mistake and made someone uncomfortable/aggravated the situation, please do tell me and I'll correct or delete this post immediately, whatever is preferred. Topics related to eating disorders will be discussed here, please don't read if that's something that triggers you.
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Bang Chan - is ready to listen to all your worries
‌We all remember Chan's Room right?
‌He's ready to spend hours if needed just to understand what you're going through ‌and where your insecurities are coming from
‌At the same time, he will never judge you
‌So you know he's your safe place
Constantly checks up on you even if he's far away through texts and calls
And if there's someone who's aggravating the situation or making you insecure, you can bet he's gonna solve the situation himself
"Talk to me baby. What's going on in that mind of yours, hm?"
Lee Know - eats with you
Probably the first to realise something's off, considering food is almost his love language atp
Likes to have as many meals with you as possible
‌He usually makes a mountain of food in his plate, so you don't worry about the amount of food in yours
‌And he also runs errands with you
‌Especially those like buying food
‌You don't even gotta ask, he would be volunteering on the first opportunity
‌Also cooks for you, whatever you want
"Do you want to eat anything? I can cook"
Changbin - Hype man
‌Your personal hype man fr
‌Is ready to compliment you in absolutely everything
‌The best part is that you know that his compliments are always genuine
‌What do you mean you didn't like that trousers?? You looked fantastic in it! That shirt made you look even more gorgeous
‌He has known you for so long and still, he always finds something new to compliment you on
But even if after all the reassurance you want to change the way you look, he will be by your side to help you do it in a safe and healthy way
"You look perfect, baby. I promise. Actually, I still don't believe I managed to pull someone so beautiful like that"
Hyunjin - has all meals with you
‌And with that, I really mean all meals
‌Breakfast, lunch, dinner, you name it
‌Even if you can't really get out of your work place or your university, he's going there then
‌He just doesn't want you to be by yourself
‌He also always has something to say during those meals
‌News about their comeback, gossip at jyp, stories from his childhood...
He never fails to admire you a lot in those moments as well, never letting you forget how much he loves and appreciates you
‌He does that hoping it will distract you from the food, so you can be more at ease
"Have I ever told you about the time Kkami bit my ankle? I think I still have the scar."
Han - makes you feel beautiful
‌He truly doesn't understand how you don't think you're the most beautiful human being to ever set foot on this earth
‌In his eyes, you were born perfect
‌So, naturally, he makes it his mission to make you see yourself in his point of view
‌Compliments and adores you
‌Will make you feel beautiful, pretty, sexy, cute... Whatever you wanna be
‌Above all, he'll make you feel loved
"No matter what size, you'll always be my love. Don't forget that."
Felix - distracts you
‌With that, I mean that he tries to take your attention off food and body image related subjects
‌Before and after eating, he will always bring you along to activities where your mind can be turned off
‌So many fun dates!!
‌Even during the meals he'll have a similar idea to hyunjin and simply won't shut up
‌Most of his compliments don't involve around your body, so you really don't think about it
"I love this hairstyle of yours. It looks wonderful"
Seungmin - protects you
‌In a sense that no one even dares to comment on your looks/habits
Even if he isn't there with you
‌That because he made it very clear that everyone should watch their mouths around you
‌For as long as he's around you, he will do his best and more to protect you from harmful comment
Also tries to experiment a lot of different foods with you all the time, so you never feel like that's a burden or a bad thing
"Hey, have you heard about the new restaurant close to home? The food is peruvian. We could have dinner there tonight."
I.N - physically reassures you
‌He loves you and every single part of you, including your looks
I believe he was a bit lost in the beginning, not exactly sure on how to help you
‌But even if his words aren't exactly his biggest strength, he still wants to reassure you as much as he can
‌So he does that with his touch
‌Holding you on his lap, kissing all of your "imperfections" and tracing patterns in your skin
‌Anything that can ground, reassure and give you comfort at the same time
"Have I ever told you how perfect you are? I should tell you that more."
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Masterlist | you'll probably like: when you're overworked (ateez comfort)
Thank you for reading<3 I hope this was able to help someone
» I won't put the taglist on this one as I don't want to tag anyone in something that can possibly trigger them «
Dividers by @/cafekitsune, images 1 2 3
Thank you so much for the beta readers: @duhgurl @beebee18 @applekiwi3202 @elqivxstxr @mrsunshine999 @msauthor
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calisturniolo · 4 days
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☆ IF THE WORLD WAS ENDING I’D WANNA BE NEXT TO YOU
summary. . . cute things matt does in a relationship
warnings. . . mentions of slight insecurity
a/n. . . i was on the plane and thought of this so wrote it down in my notes app and im now writing it while waiting on my second plane and this song has been stuck in my head for weeks now. also i didn’t proof read this because i was rushing to get on my flight but i wanted to post it now
𝜗𝜚 ALWAYS HAS TO BE CUDDLING YOU WHILE SLEEPING, NO MATTER WHAT.
you finish your small skincare routine and put on your pyjamas before climbing into matt’s cozy bed, snuggling into the covers as you get tucked up under them.
matt follows right behind you, climbing into the warm bed. he immediately pulls you flush against him, wrapping his strong arms around your waist with his chest to your back.
you let out a content sigh as you feel his body relax into yours, you place your hands over his hand that is draped over your exposed stomach.
he nuzzles his head into your neck and lets out an equally content sound, his breath warm against your skin. his arms wrap even tighter around you, pulling you impossibly closer to him.
“you just gotta be cuddling me, don’t ya?” you giggle out as you close your eyes, trying to fall into a deep sleep.
matt chuckles lightly against your shoulder, his breath sending a shiver down your spine. he pulls you even closer to him, his warm chest pressing firmly against your back.
“mhm you know it” he whispers out, leaving a kiss on your neck.
𝜗𝜚 HE ALWAYS WANTS TO LISTEN TO YOU, EVEN WHEN YOU THINK YOURE TALKING TOO MUCH
you had been talking matt’s ear off for the past hour about someone in your college — you didn’t even think about how bored matt must be, listening to you talking about the same topic for over an hour.
“then she said to me-“ you stop yourself as you check the time and realise how much you had spoke, you looked up at matt and saw he still had the same smile of adoration sitting on his face as he did an hour ago, “did i ramble on again…sorry” you awkwardly say, scratching the back of your neck.
matt chuckled softly at your comment, his eyes sparkling with love as he looked at you. he took your hand in his and gave it a gentle squeeze, his thumb rubbing circles against the back of your hand.
“don’t be sorry” he said with a warm smile, “i could listen to you talk for hours.”
a huge smile came onto your face at matt’s sweet compliment but insecurity quickly taking over you, “you sure… you sure i’m not talking your ears off? i know i yap on and on all the time… but you’re sure?” you ask with a hint of insecurity in your voice.
matt’s heart softened at the hint of insecurity in your voice. he gently pulled you closer, wrapping his arm around your waist as you laid on his shoulder in a comforting embrace.
“i’m absolutely sure.” he reassured you, his voice firm yet tender. “i love hearing about your day, about things you love, about anything and everything. it’s a part of who you are, and i love every bit of it.” he gave you a gentle squeeze before leaning forward to look into your eyes with complete sincerity.
𝜗𝜚 ALWAYS SURPRISES YOU WITH FLOWERS
he knows they’re your favourite and always makes sure to pick out the prettiest bunch. he gives you them before dates too, just so he can admire the way your face lights up when he gives you them.
at the moment, matt was out with nick and chris at a meeting. you were bored so you texted him just to see what he was up too.
| hey baby! where are youuuu? also see if you pass gas station on your way home could you pleaseee get me a blue slurpee????
you pressed send and waited for a reply. you weren’t expecting a reply straight away since he was at a meeting.
matt sees his phone light up with a text notification — once he saw it was from you, a smile lit up his face. the meeting he was just in was boring, your simple check-up made him feel better.
| heyyy we’re just leaving, don’t worry i’ll get you aslurpee. see you soon, i love you
matt sets his phone down in the cup holder after hitting send on his text. his attention goes back to the road as he turns in at 7-eleven to get you a slurpee and flowers.
he walks into the gas station and picks up a bunch of baby breaths and tulips for you, he then gets your blue slurpee, before he leaves he grabs a few bags of your favourite candies and paying, walking out the store and back to his car.
he hands the flowers over to chris and the bags of candies, sitting the slushie in the cup holder before driving off back home. he’s excited to get home and see the look on your face when he gives you the flowers.
he walks inside his bedroom, shutting the door with his foot as he has flowers and candy in one hand and the slurpee in the other, “hey baby, i’m back” he says walking to the desk and putting all the things he bought at the store down.
“oh my god… hey, you’re back” you say, putting down your phone and getting off his bed as you walk into his open arms.
he wraps his arms around you, pulling you close. he can’t help but bury his face against your neck, leaving light kisses there.
you felt shivers down your spine as he left kisses on your skin, “how was your meeting?” you asked.
“boring” he mumbled against your neck, still peppering light kisses there, “i missed you” he added quietly, nuzzling closer.
you let out a small giggle but your heart swelled at his comment, “matt, baby, you saw me before you left this morning” you said pulling back from him.
“i know… also i got you a present.” he said walking back over to the desk and picking up the flowers and your slurpee.
your eyes light up as you see the bunch of flowers in his hand and the blue slushy, “matt..they’re beautiful. thank you so much, i love you” you say as he holds the flowers out for you with a smile.
you take hold of the flowers, you admire them with the cheesiest smile on your face.
matt loved buying you flowers, it was his favourite thing to do.
𝜗𝜚 ALWAYS TAKING PHOTOS OF YOU WHEN YOURE NOT LOOKING BECAUSE HE THINKS YOU LOOK SO CUTE
you and matt are sat on the sofa, a little space between you two. you were sitting with your knees up as your phone leaned against your thighs, your hoodie pulled up to your chin. you were scrolling on pinterest and adding photos to your boards, you were in your own little world until you heard matt let out a giggle.
you looked over at him as he looked over at you before talking, “look at this cute picture i took of you when you weren’t looking! it’s so cute, you’re adorable” matt gushed with a smile over his face as he turns his phone towards you to show you the photo.
you squint your eyes slightly to get a better look at the photo but when you get a full view of it, your face turns to a deadpan expression. you don’t see the cuteness matt was talking about, all you saw were flaws.
your messy hair, the unflattering angle, your glasses sitting lob sided on your nose, your bare face with no makeup, and the big pimple on your forehead.
“dude. be so for real, that photo is fucking horrible” you say leaning back to your original position but still looking at matt as he turns his phone back round and admiring the photo.
he playfully kicks your leg with his foot as he giggles, “hey! i thought you looked really cute in this picture, why’re you so negative?” he tilted his head, a curious look in his eyes.
you squinted your eyes and quirked an eyebrow at his reply but you felt butterflies in your stomach as he still complimented you, “no matt! look at my hair, it’s a mess, you can see my double chin, my glasses are lop sided, and look at that fat pimple on my forehead! and i have no makeup on. i actually feel disgusted looking at that right now”
he rolls his eyes, “okay fine, your hair isn’t perfect. your glasses are slightly lop sided, i didn’t even notice the pimple and you look amazing without makeup! why would you be so disgusted at the picture you? you look so cute in it.” he glances between the picture and your face, genuinely not understanding what’s so bad about it.
you jokingly roll your eyes at his obliviousness, “it’s ugly as shit, i just look bad. that’s why im disgusted.” you giggled out.
matt sighs. he doesn’t believe you for a second, “i’ve seriously never thought you looked bad! you’re so pretty, and this picture does not change it one bit” he grins and pokes your cheek and moves your glasses up your nose slightly, “it’s a cute picture and you’re a cute person. get over it”
you lean your head back on the back of the sofa with a smile on your face, “fine, i give up. you win.” you say leaning your head on his shoulder, he leans his head to the side and kiss your forehead.
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livinahey · 1 year
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Random astro obs bcs y not
Warning ⚠️ mentions of abuse and trauma
scorpio luminaries & luminaries aspect to pluto (especially harsh aspect) almost be always know when something/someone is gonna do no good to you. If they warn you ab something then just follow them. Bcs what they say is scarily often end up being true
Also, if from the first meet these natives STRONGLY dislike you even though you didnt do anything then yeah.... Youre the problem lol. No matter if youre everyone crush, everyone sweetheart, or whatever is that. Again, like I said before, they seems to always know when something/someone is not good
These natives can also scared of themselves bcs of this
I think we admire ppl who have our mars sign as their sun sign
Sag sun with water moon women makes the loyal partner 🥺🤧 be it business partner, in friendship, or as a lover. Don't leave them.
When you see mars square pluto native gets bad mood or even angry.... RUN
Bcs they can be so violent at that time and you dont want to see that
Same goes to cap moon 💀
Women with moon square bml (black moon lilith) always have the best glow ups ✨✨🤧 im so proud (and bit jealous lol) of you dear
Mercury in leo degrees (5, 17, 29) being sooooo charming. They be say "hi" only and you already weak(???) lol
Leo venus 🤝 cant go a day without boasting what they love, be it their hobbies, their job, their loved ones, their pet, or even the place where they live lol. So passionate
I'm not surprised if theyre the one that have many posts on their social media account
Ppl with big 6 at 6 degrees (virgo degree) can be seen as villain
Moon conjunct jupiter synastry: when the moon person getting humiliated/disrespect, the jupiter person be defending the moon person. Also, the moon person can have soft spot for the jupiter person
Natal aspects to sun i like are sun conjunct mars and sun-pluto any major aspects. The word "sexy" is literally made for them lol.
TW ABUSE
women with cap or cancer mars plsssss check again the man you choose to date or even marry. Bcs i often see these women end up experience being abused severely by their man in their relationship. Men often being intimidated by these women yet still wanna date them. These women do dating man that seems cool and amazing or even adorable person outside BUT UNFORTUNATELY it turns out that the man are the worst person ever. At worst case, the man's family dislike these women due to jealousy towards them. No matter how bad these women get treated by the man, the man's family will still defend the man and treated these women as if theyre the problem 💔
Also, these women can dealing with fucking crazy men that cannot accept being rejected by them atleast once in their life. Scary af
Gemini moon/mars are naturally funny without even trying ✋😭
Sag/pisces rising 🤝 always have ppl crushing over them and even become worshipping them
Libra rising are so beautiful and it seems unbelievable
Cancer rising and their terrible mood swing 🤕 yet still look like the most calm and unbothered person ever
Mercury-bml aspects culture is having what they say being questioned. And if they have sun-uranus aspects too then.... Good luck trying to understand them 🥴
Mercury-bml aspects is underrated funny placements imo. They be say questionable thing but idk i find it funny tho 😩
Scorpio rising and having traumatic experience/memories when they young that seems keep haunting them even until they become old :(
Also they often get disappointed by their family :( they can give all their family members a mountain of gold, being so kind to them to the point they forgetting their own needs and this scorpio rising still getting unappreciated & bad treatment. PLS APPRECIATE SCORPIO RISING IN UR LIFE !!❤‍🩹🫂 they are one of sincere people that often attracts evil eye that doesnt wanna see them being success
Whats with earth rising and having this disgusted/judging look 🥲
They can look at you normally and you will feel that theyre judging you even if they arent
Sag rising and leo rising 🤝 having beef with eachother
Same goes to taurus sun x gemini sun
Cap sun x virgo sun friendship be the weird yet funny pair
Every leo placement always have virgo placement in their life
They can have love-hate relationship with eachother tho lol.
And the same goes to every cap placement that always have aries placement in their life
You either love the opposite sex that has the same mars sign as you OR going "mehh" of them
Earth rising 🤝 secured financially. Maybe you never catched them worry ab not having money to save their life
Hey thank you for reading this so far!! I do these obs not bcs I wanna gain followers or what but bcs I found these things give me joy hehe ✌🏻 english isnt my first language so apologize for any grammar mistakes. be safe out there!! 🫂✨
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yuyusuyu · 1 year
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birthday kisses!
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pairing. idol! song mingi x non idol! fem! reader
synopsis. you wake up feeling very parched and very in love with your boyfriend, song mingi. you admire his beauty and suddenly have the need to give him a kiss... too bad you're too shy.
warnings. pet names (tiny i literally saw someone say that mingi would call his s/o tiny and i literally died and i'm running with it now, baby, pretty/pretty girl), kisses (as an aroace person: ew), mingi being mingi (he is a menace himself he literally bites you)
genres. romance, fluff, established relationship
wc. 0.8k
a/n. reader has glasses because we are all blind in this today. also ! happy birthday to our lovely mingi :( (literally please ignore my last mingi oneshot. it was literally supposed to be up TODAY not two days early wtaf tumblr.....)
reblogs and comments are appreciated! helps with not getting shadowbanned!
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YOU wake up suddenly, feeling very thirsty as you try to crane your neck back to see the stupid alarm clock you have sitting on top of your night stand. you can’t make out the numbers, and attempt to blindly reach out for your glasses when mingi grunts, trying to shove his nose further into the crook of your neck. it’s then that you remember that you fell asleep hugging your boyfriend while he rested his head on your chest, saying that listening to your heartbeat helps lull him to sleep while he had his arms tightly wrapped around your waist. you feel slightly embarrassed at the position you’re both in as you card your hand through his short-ish hair, your other hand resuming its previous mission of trying to grab your glasses from its place by the alarm clock.
after a few seconds of blindly reaching out for your glasses, you huff, deciding to just grab them later as you try to shimmy out of your boyfriend’s hold. mingi groans, tightening his grip. “what are you doing, tiny?”
“i’m thirsty,” you whisper. “i’ll be back before you know it.”
mingi sighs, “okay. don’t take too long, though,” he mumbles, attempting to open his eyes to look at you. “i just want to sleep the day away with you.”
you snort, now sitting up with your feet touching the cold floor. “baby, are you sure you don’t want to go out and do something? you only have today off, and you’ll be busy later at night for the live.”
the male shakes his head, stuffing his head into his pillow afterwards. “just wanna sleep with my pretty girl today…”
“even if it’s your birthday?”
mingi hums in response, and you laugh, quickly kissing the crown of his head and whispering happy birthday to him before pushing yourself up. when you’re in the kitchen, holding your glass of water, you purse your lips in thought, taking a sip from it.
you are definitely going to drag mingi out to do at least something today after he’s fully awake… which will probably be some time after one in the afternoon.
when you go back to the room, you happily crawl into the covers and mingi immediately pulls you into him, shoving his nose into your neck again. you laugh, wrapping an arm around his head and scratching his scalp softly. mingi hums, and he reminds you of a cat when he nuzzles his nose into—
“ow?” you yelp, bewildered as you push mingi away from you to see him smiling at you cheekily. “what was that for?” you pout, rubbing the spot mingi bit.
“nothing,” he replies. “let’s go back to sleep, yeah?”
you drop the subject and resume scratching his scalp. you don’t know how long it’s been when you decide to look down at the sleeping male. you can’t see mingi with how he has his face in your neck, so you lean back, almost cooing out loud at how adorable he looks with messy, oreo hair. you then trace over his eyebrows with a finger before lovingly caressing his cheek, eyes smiling along with your lips as you press quick kisses to the dots on his face. one kiss right beneath his eyebrow, one kiss on the top of his cheek, one kiss on his jaw, and one last kiss on his temple. your eyes then fall to his lips and you have the sudden urge to kiss them, but you flush in embarrassment at the thought of doing so.
unlike your boyfriend, you find it a little harder to initiate skinship.
well… only when you let yourself think about it just like now.
you settle with kissing the dot by his temple again, pulling back and gasping in surprise when mingi’s eyes fly open.
“what the…? mingi, since when—”
he cuts you off by leaning in, staring straight into your eyes. you attempt to lean back, eyes wide.
“well, if you won’t do it,” he says, licking his lips. “i will.”
mingi leans forward, his mission being to kiss you. you whine and cover your mouth, making him laugh as he gently pries your hands away.
“stop! i-i have morning breath!”
“okay, and? i don't care. c’mon pretty,” he says, chuckling. “let me have my birthday kiss.”
“stop,” you drawl. “when you say it like that, you know i’m going to cave in!”
mingi bites your cheek all of a sudden, pulling the flesh back as you squeal, laughing afterwards. “that’s why i said it. now give me my kiss before i bite you again.”
“you’re turning into wooyoung,” you huff, frowning as you settle down and admit defeat. “biting everyone out of nowhere.”
“i only ever bite you out of love,” he sings, pecking your nose quickly before kissing you.
the kiss is soft and fast. mingi opens his eyes to see your own flutter open, and before you can even process what’s happening, he’s already pressing his lips to yours again, the kiss being a little rougher than the previous one. it leaves you in a daze when he pulls back.
“w-why did you—”
mingi cuts you off by humming, pointing at his face afterwards. “give me more kisses, and you can't say no because it's my birthday.”
“you're abusing your birthday power,” you scoff, but nonetheless smile and pepper kisses everywhere on his face, making him grin. “happy birthday, mingi.”
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bomber-grl · 7 months
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Shun Kaidou Fluff Alphabet ❤︎₊ ⊹
Pairing(s): Shun Kaidou x Gn!Reader
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A - Admiration (what do they absolutely adore about you?)
Let’s be realistic, he probably loves everything about you
You’re probably his first of many (probably only ever) relationship and ofc he’s grateful someone he actually likes, likes him back
If we’re being more honest here he probably loves how you go along with his jet black wings act and whenever he mentions dark reunion
Like- he knows fr that he’s delusional but at least you go along with it because you know how much it means to him
Not to mention how often you put up with him and his delusions
I mean- not only do you do that but also reassure him when he’s feeling a bit self conscious
Ofc he’s gonna love you, but this is just one of many things that he adores
A - Attention (how much attention do they want in the relationship?)
Kaidou loves having your attention but it still leaves him flustered all the same
Kaidou is pretty starved for attention and affection so once he gets it he absolutely lives for it
But then again- this is Kaidou we’re talking about so he flusters and stutters whenever you shower him in attention
He gets all tense and awkward but the way he leans in to you or way his head is held high doesn’t go unnoticed by you
So, all this to say that he wants all the attention you can offer
He lives for it and it honestly makes him all giddy and flushed
Ofc if you ever stop he’ll try and get your attention again but he’ll end up just keeping it to yourself because he doesn’t wanna be a bother
What a cutie right?
B - Body (what is their favorite part of your body?)
Honestly Kaidou feels so guilty and perverted for liking your hands but especially your lap
(Ofc he likes ur looks but ima go into that later)
So he feels the worst guilt ever and feels like a pervert just because he likes your lap and your hands
Honestly he mostly ends up staring at you just whenever and wherever and most times he zones out and does it by default
So he’s so flushed and stuff when he’s accidentally staring at you and feels like he’s a weirdo
Especially if you ever catch him
He feels the worst and genuinely apologizes
Now, if you ever ask- which you don’t even have to cuz he makes his likeness for your lap so obvious
Once you first have him rest there he loves it
Ofc he’s too flustered to initiate but he loves it all the same
(He mostly cuddles you by grabbing your arm or leaning on your shoulder as a safe option)
Anyway, he loves how you look
That’s his fav part too LMAOO
I mean cmon, kaidou thought he’d never pull a baddie
(It’s always nerds that pull baddies so-)
But still, so ofc he’s gonna compliment you all the time
Not just cuz u look good but just overall
B - Boo! (do they scare people? How do they act when scaring you/people?)
He’s both the one scaring- and the one being scared lmao
Kaidou tries to be scary sometimes with you
Most times you’re the one probably doing the scaring since Kaidou is so jumpy and easily scared 😭
But when he does try and scare you you’re usually just 🧍‍♀️or if not and act scared then he feels so accomplished like- 😭
Ok so when he scares you if you’re the type to not be scared then it’s ok he’s used to it because of Saiki (no it’s not he’s crying himself to sleep)
But if you genuinely do get scared then he feels accomplished then genuinely apologizes for scaring you 😭
Now, it’s more likely that you’ll go to the school festival at the haunted house thing there and be scared
It was probs a dare from Nendou that’s taken a little way too seriously by Kaidou
He goes in with you because he swears he gonna protect you from dark reunion (he isn’t he’s actually scared shitless and wants someone to go with)
Once you go in he’s scared constantly and is screaming at the top of his lungs 😭
He swears he’s doing the protecting but if you say/do something that has to do with protecting him from dark reunion then he’s head over heels again and lets you
Although a bit bummed he wasn’t able to the way he wanted
B - Beauty (what do they admire about their s/o? what do they think is beautiful about them?)
Kaidou thinks you’re attractive all around
I mean it’s part of why he initially started liking you and ofc he thinks about it all the time
That doesn’t exactly mean that he’ll tell you directly
That’s too bold for him and if you were to ever try to poke at him for answers- let’s just say you’ll have to be dealing with someone on the verge of exploding
He’s flushed from head to toe, stuttering and most times he’ll close himself off from you whenever you bring up him liking how you look.
Now, Kaidou absolutely admires you for having qualities that he doesn’t have
You’re confident, you can actually protect him, and actually take what he says seriously
You actually listen and the fact you can handle yourself is not only admirable in Kaidous eyes but also something he’s sorta envious of.
Of course nothing ever comes out of that envy he feels but it’s still there
C - Cuddling (how do they like to cuddle?)
Getting this man to cuddle with you is a huge hassle
But once you manage to have him there- it’s definitely worthwhile
Now, don’t get me wrong- Kaidou loves the idea of being so close to you but actually doing it? It would be the death of him
So when the time comes and you guys actually do cuddle he’s all blushy and nervous
Kaidou loves the idea of being held
I mean he’s pretty starved for affection and previous times from when you coddled him and held him he’s been into it
So this time is no different- you open your arms and take the first step (because, let’s be honest, who else will?)
The two of you end up being in a position where you’re holding him and cradling him
He’s honestly enjoying it the whole time and his loud thumping heart beat makes that obvious
He’s such a cutie while cuddling too
He’s too nervous and can’t trust his voice but asks you if you’re ok with it all the same
And ofc you’re ok with it but it’s still sweet of him when he’s barely holding on
D - Dates (what does their ideal date with you look like?)
He’s probably just as delusional in his daily life as with your relationship
So he’ll be casually day dreaming of the two of you going out on a date, but where to?
Well, it’d be at a cafe
Not only would it be in a booth so he’s with you- but also enjoying sweets
Not to mention it’s out of school and away from his mom so ofc he’s gonna like it
Once you two actually do end up going on this dream date of his, he’s so excited
He’s literally buzzing and is pretty nervous
Ofc things go as good as they can and it went without a hitch
Probs cuz Saiki decided to help with disturbances but you’ll never know
E - Emotions (how do they express emotion around you?)
Kaidou is his usual self
He’s pretty expressive with his jet black wings act and usually goes out of his way to do that around you
It’s pretty usual
However, he also learns to express his inner feelings
Ofc it’s only after a while- I mean remember him crying in the restroom stall in that one episode? LMAO
Eventually he learns he can just tell you how he feels but is definitely hesitant to because he’s scared to have your image of him change
Once you make him more comfortable then he’s even more expressive
Especially since he has his emotions on full display most times 😭
E - Equal (do they prefer to be more in control or laid-back in the relationship?)
He likes to think he’s more in control
He loves to pretend dark reunion is around and goes on about how he’d protect you
You of course play into it and that makes him happy
But in all honestly you’re probably the one in control
He doesn’t exactly hate it but rlly wants to be the one to protect you rather than the other way around
He thinks and occasionally says this however once you take the initiative he’s literally the most flustered person you’ve ever met
He becomes putty in your arms and in all honesty prefers to be spoiled more than anything
But honestly I feel like if he were to ever say anything about it it’d mostly be after he feels comfortable to
Regardless, it’s obvious to everyone and anyone that you’re the one more in control
And if u like this man, you probably expected this
F - Future (What are their plans for the future? Do they see themselves getting married, having kids?)
Honestly Kaidou is just existing
I’m gonna be real, he never expected to have a relationship with anyone much less someone he feels so loved by
So maybe if you love him just as much then he’ll be happy at the idea of marriage
But then again, it’s too much too soon and would prefer to just experience your relationship now and decide later
He never really thought about it either but knows it’s probably something in his future considering how people usually get married once out of school
Now, kids are a whole other thing
He’s pretty hesitant about marriage so image children
Does not like the idea of kids at the moment
I mean not only is he trying to enjoy his life but it’s honestly just not on his mind
F - Forgiving (If they had a fight with their partner(s), how would they apologize? Or would they be petty about it?)
I feel like Kaidou would apologize relatively quick
He’s not gonna be upset unless given a reason and if it’s something stupid or small then he feels the worse
He’ll apologize probably even if it’s not even his fault because of how scared he is of you breaking it off with him
He’s pretty down bad for you so ofc he’s gonna apologize and be sorry first
You ofc forgive him and talk things out but you especially need to tell him that he doesn’t need to apologize without any regard of whose wrong
Especially if you’re the one in the wrong
Just communicate and tell him that you’ll always be there for him as long as he’s there for you too
G - Gifts (how do they feel about gift giving? What are their habits when it comes to this?)
He’s pretty ok with gift giving
I mean most times when it comes to holidays (especially valentines) he doesn’t expect much
He’s always the one giving even in the past when he’d be made fun of
So he’s ok with gifting you stuff without getting anything in return
Although, it would make him sad
He’d cry himself to sleep
But when he gifts you it and you say thanks he’s glad- then turns to leave since the bell rang
However he doesn’t expect you to call him back and shove something in his arms
Of course you go on about it but be couldn’t care less if it’s not the best in your eyes(it literally is- you know him so well)
He tears up and hugs you so hard it doesn’t even matter that he’s flustered
After that it becomes the norm for him to gift you little things and with how cute he looks gifting you it- it’d be hard to not gift him random things occasionally.
This becomes the norm and it doesn’t even have to be “actual “ gifts
Gifts from him range from snacks from the vending machine to origami, drawings, and honestly things that make you think of him as a little crow
He’s so adorable and loves gifting you stuff and is flustered and shys away each time without a fail
With all this things considered- please be the gifting king 😭
G - Gratitude (how grateful are they to have you? what do they think your relationship is worth in comparison to other things in their life?)
He’s super grateful to have you, you have no idea 😭
Kaidou has never been in a relationship much less have someone reciprocate his feelings so ofc he’s gonna be so grateful for you
He’d probably hold your relationship to the same level he holds his friendships
I mean you guys were probably friends first and now that you’re dating you’ve only gotten closer
So maybe above them
And if yall are super super close he’ll probably hold your relationships worth pretty high
I mean he’s your potential future husband (that thought alone has him giddy) so he knows he needs to have you as a priority.
G- Gentle (how gentle are they? physically and emotionally)
Kaidou is actually really gentle
Both physically and emotionally
He’s pretty often discarded as a person by others so he knows how it feels to be mistreated and not feel like he belongs
So ofc he’s very gentle and makes sure you’re ok
I mean most times whenever something goes wrong he apologizes and tries to tend to you best he can
He doesn’t really know how to handle emotional situations so all he knows is to try to make you feel better
All that tied together is him being gentle with you
He’s pretty patient and this is mostly because of how you put up with his antics too
He’s not only this way emotionally but physically
I mean dude is not the best at physical stuff so most times he gets pushed or scared easily too
With that in mind he tries to be nice emotionally and physically
Like yknow how people play fight? He doesn’t rlly like doing that even if you say it’s fine
Realistically he’d fly away if u pushed him but it’s the thought that counts
H - Holding Hands (when/how do they like to hold hands?)
You and him probably held hands when you guys were casually walking after school
You had decided to go shopping just for fun and it just sorta happened
You’d think that you’d make the first move but Kaidou went ahead and surprised you by taking your hand first
He refused to look at you and when you tried getting his attention he couldn’t bring himself to ignore you
So he turns to you and his face is fully flushed and refuses to speak in fear that he’ll stutter and have the worst voice cracks he’s ever had
The two of you continue the whole time until Kaidou lets go
He ends up confessing to you that he was scared that his hands were sweaty later on in your relationship when you were sharing random stuff 😭
You guys usually hold hands when you’re walking somewhere and rarely at school too because of not only how teachers make a big deal but the students too
Plus Kaidou is too shy for others to see
He loves to just hold your hand like a regular person
Seriously, idk how other ways you can hold hands so let me know maybe it’s just me that doesn’t know
But that’s pretty much it
He gets better over time with dealing with his emotions but he stays pretty much the same
H - Hugs (do they like hugs? how often do they do it, and what are they like?)
HE LOVES HUGS
Ofc it’s a jumpscare when you first hug him
Mostly because he’s so touch starved but also because he’s never been in a relationship before
Anyways, you guys rarely hug because of how anxious and fidgety he gets when you guys do
It definitely also takes a while for him to hug you back and especially initiate a hug
So most times you don’t really hug he’s usually leaning his head on your shoulder and cuddling up to you like that when you’re just sitting down-
But when you do hug it’s really sweet
He’s warm and you can finally have him in your arms
His hugs used to be really stiff
But eventually they develop to be cozy and warm
That’s when he’s holding you
When you’re holding him (which is usually) he’s really clingy and actually ends up forgetting to be self conscious
Honestly when they’re initiated by him it’s awkward but sweet and they’re really nice
It’s a shame he doesn’t initiate much 🥱
I - Injury (how would they act if you got hurt?)
He’d pin it on dark reunion-
No but actually he’d be like that 😭
Like if you tripped he’d help you up and make sure you’re ok but he’d probably go on a monologue on dark reunion and you’ll just have to smile and nod
If you end up at the nurse then he’d ask for permission to see you and be by your side as long as he can
Then he’s just moping in class without you
I mean most times he does this but if you were to seriously get hurt he’d be really concerned and although he has his dark reunion thing he knows it’s not the time
So he’ll try and support you best he can
(Best he can because he’s an awkward teenage boy) but yknow
I- I love you (how fast would they say ‘i love you’?)
I can image this going two ways
The first way would be him saying it almost immediately
He’s so bad at love bombing and can’t help himself
He’s probably in a delusion that he’s in some romance novel or sum and you’re his LI
Plus you’re just so incredible
So he just blurts it out in one of those stereotypical rainy days while you’re walking under an umbrella together
He’s all flushed and stuttering like a fool
You’re surprised he did run away like those weird anime girls but if and when he does say it
Pls pls pls reassure him because he will immediately think you don’t like him and cry himself to sleep
Anyway, the other way I imagine this going would be after a long time
Dude is SO nervous and anxious to tell you but eventually does after like a thousand years
So he’d either tell you immediately or wait for the longest goddamn time ever
No in between
J - Jokes (do they like to joke around with or prank you? how?)
He is so silly 😭
He isn’t the type to joke harshly with you with insult but rather genuine and sometimes stupid jokes or pick up lines (that he only had the courage to say because of the joking undertones)
He’d probably never prank you unless you like to prank him first
Either way they’re silly pranks and never that serious
Plus jokes with Kaidou and usually him making himself seem dumb and when you do laugh along with him make sure to reassure him in the end
But yea Kaidou is just a lil silly guy and although the majority of his jokes are like that he just does stuff that are so hilarious sometimes without realizing
But when he wants to be funny? Yea not funny whatsoever 😭
J - Jealousy (what makes them jealous? what are they like when they’re jealous?)
He usually gets jealous when you take interest in someone else other than him
Now, it’s not like usual but only ever if you pay more attention/ hang out with them more
Most times it’s whatever and you tell him it’s not like that and he feels better
But it’s only when someone who he’ll admit is hot comes and tries to romance you or whatever that he gets jealous
He’ll probably go on about it in his delusions and claim in the dark reunion trying to get to him through you
Ofc Saiki is like “sure buddy” but Kaidou is secretly (not so secretly) freaking out and panicking
He’s starting the think that you’ll seriously leave him and Saiki is just there knowing that you’re just as down bad for Kaidou and he is for you
Whenever interacting with you during this time he’s pretty avoidant and gets distant
Ofc you’ll have to pull him out of his own head and tell him you love him
He freaks out and now instead of being upset he’s blushing and flustered
He ends up giddy since you ask him out in the end and talk it out but he’ll never forget the say the dark reunion tried to steal you and lost to him.
K - Kisses (what are their kisses like? who kissed who first? where do they like to kiss you?how do they like to kiss you?)
I love Kaidou as much as the next person but poor dude is SO BAD AT KISSING 😭
He seriously doesn’t know what to do the first time and just tries his best
The two of you first kissed when you managed to pass his moms test and made her love you and the two of you went to his room to “study”
Well regardless, you’re both sitting down as his mom left to the kitchen to bring some snacks for you two
He’s all nervous about you being over and when you tell him you want to kiss him straight up he’s all shocked
Ultimately he decides to let you and in reality it was just a short and sweet peck but ofc in his mind it was so dramatic
Well you two pulled away right when his mom came back and she was suspicious but nothing came of it
Ofc Kaidou was being the most suspicious person know to man
Anyways as they become more usual he likes to just give cheek kisses
They’re not too intense for his heart but when you guys do occasionally kiss on the lips he’s on the verge of exploding
He likes it and when y’all end up making out? He needs some space 😭
It never rlly crosses until later but yknow
L - Love (how do they show you they love you? What’s their love language?)
Honestly Kaidous love languages would probably be quality time, physical affection, and gift giving
Let me explain 😼
Most times Kaidou feels closest to you is just by hanging out
I mean he loves being invited to go places and just makes him feel wanted there
So ofc it’d be that
But at the same time he usually gifts you little things
He gifts (as previously mentioned) a lot of little trinkets to you most times
Whether it’s something from the vending machine, little notes, origami, or just little things
So that’s that and ofc the last would be physical affection
He’s so desperate for it that he loves when you show him any
He mostly shows you his love by including you in his delusions by making you like royalty 😭
He’d make u super op to but somehow the jet black wings has to protect you
M - Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
Mornings spent with Kaidou would probably be spent after a sleepover (that was disguised as a study sesh that would be an all nighter)
When you wake up you do the usual morning routine alongside Kaidou
If it’s a weekend (which is most likely)
You guys would probably be all lovey dovey in secret away from his mom as best you guys can 😭
Either way the two of you end up eating breakfast made by his mom (she’s super nice after the whole study thing) and just hang out doing whatever
N - Nightmare (what is their worst fear?)
His worst fear would probably be discovered when he’s asleep and you’re over
He’d wake up from a nightmare and because of all the commotion you’d wake up alongside him
He’d share his nightmare and ofc it’d be what it is
He goes on to explain his nightmare of dark reunion taking you hostage or whatever but seems pretty shaken up
Ultimately he ends up revealing how real it felt and that’s why he’s this way
Just comfort him and tell him you’re there for him as long as he needs you
He’d feel better and wanted, and as long as you hold him in your arms then he’ll fall asleep peacefully
Ofc it actually was about you leaving him for someone else but he’ll keep that to himself until he’s ready
O - Obvious (How obvious do they make it that they like you?)
HES SO PAINFULLY OBVIOUS 😭😭
I mean anything you do- he’s head over heels
In an argument where you’re wrong? Well you’re right in his eyes made a plan that’s not the best but is ok? He’s all in
He’s pretty down bad and it’s obvious
He’ll most times go on about you in front of Saiki or Nendo and they have to suffer him and his crush he has on you
Especially if he asks Saiki or nendo to ask you things but freaks out when Nendo ends up exposing him 💀😭
Saiki is just standing there like 🧍‍♀️
And shrugs and walks away
Little does Kaidou know that you’re head over heels in love too
Match made in heaven ig 🤷‍♀️
P - Pet Names (what do they like to call you?)
As I’ve mentioned Kaidou probably has you as a character in his little delusion with the dark reunion
So he’d probably call you a name that has to deal with that 😭
In all honesty he’d probably want to call you the most rancid couple nicknames known to man
He’d want to call you that but he’s just too nervous to and wouldn’t unless you enable it
So when you finally let him he’s hesitant but ends up doing it
Then he’s caught by Saiki and others then gets ruthlessly made fun of 😭
P - Patience (how easily do they get angry?)
Kaidou doesn’t get angry all that often
If at all
I mean look at him, if anything he’d probably blame any and all problems on the dark reunion
Plus he’s super patient and is actually rlly cool about most things
If anything he’d be sad over any issues or fights you two have rather than being angry
Q - Quiet (How are the calm, quiet moments with them?)
The only time I can imagine a time where it’s quiet is when he ends up exposing how he really is
He’s probably bummed that you discovered him for who he is and not some cool guy who battles evil
Which you never thought but yknow
It’s unusually silent and nothing happens until you speak up
It’s not until you tell him that you don’t care about his little facade and that you genuinely care about him and not the fact that he “lied” to you
It all works out and the two of you end up silently just cuddling and being there for each other
R - Rhythm (what songs reminds you of them?)
Ofc I had to Here’s the song
R - Romance (How romantic are they? What are their go-to ways of being romantic?
Kaidou is so romantic it’s not even funny 😭
Most of his confidence comes from being jet black wings so ofc he’d do most of his romantic gestures and disguise it behind his alter ego
Most times he acts cool about it and that’s when he usually does dramatically romantic stuff
Like he’ll have a bouquet of flowers and maybe chocolates
He’ll hand them to you all confidently while on one knee
Then totally freak out while waiting for your reaction to them
All his confidence practically deteriorates and he’s waiting for your response 😭
But once you respond the way he likes then he loves it
I mean most times he’ll do this but otherwise when he’s seriously trying to win you over more than he already has he’s all flushed and tries to stutter it out as best he can
Most of his go tos are simple things like getting you stuff when you want it
But other times he’ll make sure to go out of his way to get you stuff
when you draw attention to his affections he’ll be super red 😭
S - Secrets (how open are they with you?)
Kaidou is pretty open with you besides how secretive he is with his diary about the dark reunion
That is until you end up finding it when you’re in this room 🕴️
That’s when he totally freaks out and tries to explain himself
His red face is really distracting so most of the time he’s trying to explain himself you’re just standing there
Honestly at least he’s secretive about this and not anything weird 🤷‍♀️
S - safe (What makes them feel safe and comfortable around you?)
Everything you do
Honestly Kaidou has never had anyone supportive of him and his likes
So just you being there and indulging in his delusions is enough for him
But the fact that you continuously put up with him and his insecurities just really ties it all together
He wants to be the one to make you feel safe and comfortable yet you’re the one doing it to him
S - Security (how protective are they? how would they protect their s/o?)
HES SO PROTECTIVE 😭
I mean Kaidou is obviously the jet black wings ofc he’d be powerful and protect his dear y/n
Butttt he’s also secretly a coward who covers that with the facade of the jet black wings
So he’d protect you and put himself ahead of you but when it comes to actual scary situations?
He’s shitting himself
He’d still protect you and put you above himself but he’d be so scared 😭
He’d probably protect you by cooperating with what the other person wants realistically if it’s a bad situation (that one mugging ep)
But if it’s not that bad then he’ll play as his alter ego and protect you by putting the attention on himself and his awesomeness
He’s so cute and if you protect him back he’s a bit bummed because he wants to be the strong one but once you explain that you want it to be mutual he practically has heart eyes
T - Time (how long did it take you to get together?)
It probably took so painfully long 😭
I mean homedude is so obviously in love with you and he’s painfully oblivious at first to how you feel
He’s basically head over heels and as I’ve said, you guys are probs rlly good friends before anything
So you both don’t want to ruin it
But eventually Saiki probably gets tired or sum best believe you’re making the first move and Kaidou ends up finding you with a “love letter” you wrote to him and the rest is history
So in short, it took a good while and probably would’ve tooken longer if Saiki, your wingman, wasn’t there to force yall
T - Tend (How do they act when you’re hurt or sick, and vice versa?)
Kaidou acts pretty panicky when you get hurt or something
He’s automatically making sure you get home and once it’s the weekend then he’s taking care of you while you’re sick like a stereotypical romance anime
Although you’d expect him to be terrible at taking care of people he’s actually the opposite
He’s always taking care of you and if Saiki and Nendo somehow get dragged along (knowing them they probably were) then Nendo would probably do stuff that disturbs him taking care of you
Surprisingly he ends up shooing them away and actually takes decent care of you (and if you ever try any romantic gestures on him he’s seriously gonna have to step out of the room)
When he’s sick he’s probably whining and pretty weak ngl 😭
So when you’re taking care of him (which you disguised as a favor to his mom) he’s blushing at every thing you do especially when you touch his forehead
He’s pretty much taking everything as a move and is blushing the whole time so do what you will with this information 😭
T - Tease (how do they tease you?)
How does he tease you?
Please it’s pathetic
Ok ok I’ll try and not to bully Kaidou but it’ll be hard not to
If anything you’re the one doing the teasing
I mean just look at him
Realistically he’d try and tease you because of this one romance manga that he started reading
Only when he starts acting that way do you just look at him like 🕴️
And to finally K.O. Him you decide to tease him back
He’s so weak to it too, he practically folds for you and just nods along
Take it easy on him and just spoil him rather than tease him 😭
He’d die from overheating at this rate so take it easy on the poor guy
U - Upset (how do they act when you’re upset?)
He’s pretty aware of when you’re upset because you’re probably not going along with him like you usually do
He blames it on dark reunion too 😭
Eventually he realizes you’re seriously upset and his mood does a whole 180
He’s practically begging for you to not be upset anymore but in all seriousness he eventually just tries to talk things out with you
Ofc it all works out in the end but things sure can be tough
V - Vaunt (what are they proud of? Do they like to show you off?)
He’s honestly just proud of you as whole
He sees you as if you were way better in his mind so ofc he’d be proud of you
I mean it literally gets to the point where he thinks over if you genuinely do like him 😭
Anyways, he’d be more likely to be proud of things that you’re proud of about yourself
Whether it’s your drawing skills, trophies in sports, or whatever really
He’d literally be so proud of you and say “that’s my s/o 😌😼”
He’d act all smug and proud when it’s not even his own accomplishments
So yes, he’d love to show you off
Especially to others who like to poke fun at him for not dating anyone when he actually is
Most times when this happens he just shows off that fact he’s dating you
It’s sorta sad that he’s not showing himself off but whatever
V - Vanity (how concerned are they with their looks?)
Honestly Kaidou is rlly cute and I feel like everyone knows that to an extent
So even if it may not be obvious- he’s pretty strict with keeping up his appearance in both the physical and social sense
He likes his looks and wants to be appealing to you so ofc he tried his best and feels all cute when you compliment him
But he also cares immensely with how he’s viewed, especially by you
He wants you to know that he’ll protect you and wants you to view him as someone strong and reliable
Especially against the dark reunion- he wants you to know you could always rely on the jet black wings and go to him- not anyone else- but HIM
Regardless of whatever he projects you know this and when you acknowledge and try to show him you care and feel that way-
He’s jumping up and down
W - Warrior (how do they feel about you fighting? Would they fight for you, beside you, etc?)
Kaidou would absolutely fight for you
I’ve already stated that he’s so over protective and always ready to defend you and even put your safety over his
So ofc he’d be willing to fight for you and even beside you
If you were to ever want to fight on behalf of him he’d be really touched
Really, no one really makes him feel all that liked most times so when you decide to fight for him and defend him he’s head over heels all over again
The most likely scenario would be that mugging one from before
You guys probably were getting mugged then you decided to defend the both of you
Kaidou is honestly touched that you’d protect him before he had the chance to do anything so he’d try and tap into his jet black wings persona and help defend you
It probs ends with Saiki interfering but it’s the thought that counts
X - X-Ray (how well are they able to read you?)
He’s able to read you pretty well, especially since you’re usually going along with his delusions and encouraging him with whatever nonsense he does
He can be a bit oblivious at times but because of how much of a person pleaser he is with you since you’re the only one who goes along he notices every little thing
So whenever you’re upset about something he can automatically tell (although he’d honestly be distracted)
He can also tell when you like something so atleast that makes up for his obliviousness 😭
X - XO (How do they show you affection? How much PDA are they willing to show?)
I feel like Kaidou is pretty closed off to showing affection at all at first
I mean I already said his love languages but he’d be hesitant to do anything he’s practically been sheltered so it’s no surprise here
Ofc eventually he’s willing to kiss, hold your hand and hug you and stuff couples usually do
However, he’s still pretty shy as the day you guys got together
So he’d probably not be that willing to show PDA but if you rlly want to he won’t be able to decline
I mean most times you’re the one making the moves so he’s probably used to it at this point
Ofc there’s the rare occasion that he wouldn’t mind it which would be when he’s being made fun of or whatever but either way he’d still be bright red and on the verge of exploding
Which at this point, are you even surprised
Y - Yearn (What do they do when they miss you?)
Kaidou is insufferable to Saiki and Nendo (he couldn’t care less-) the whole day
He’s moping and so dramatically sad if you have to stay home and he’s pretty sentimental
I mean you’d think that someone died with how depressed he is 😭
I mean when he misses you and can’t see you he’ll text and try to talk to you any way he can
Ofc it doesn’t beat the real deal and when you finally return back to school he’s all over you
He’s finally happy and everyone glad that he’s back to normal and no longer a bother
Z- Zzz (How do they act when they get sleepy? How is it sleeping in the same bed?)
He acts so bold and clingy when he’s sleepy
He’ll be his complete opposite and do and say whatever along with clinging on you
If you were to reject his affection while he’s sleepy he’d take it so personally it’s not even funny 😭
Well it is sorta funny considering that he’s trying to kiss you when a couple hours ago he tried avoiding sleeping in the same bed as you
He’s so nervous and refuses to even get on the goddamn bed at first
It’s like the floor is lava- but with the bed
So when he finally goes to lay down next to you hallelujah cuz you can finally go to bed
He’s literally buzzing awake too so you have to pull him and hold him for him to calm down
Which makes it even worse (?) cuz he’s even more stiff and is close to evaporating
Anyway- when you two finally settle down I feel like Kaidou would sleep like a little ball
Like you’d be cuddling but over the night Kaidou would separate from you and you end up finding him in a little ball sleeping
He looks so silly and cute and ends up waking up from you staring at him
Good luck getting him to calm down and stop worrying if he was drooling or something
At least his bed head is cute 😭
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God he’s so pathetic I love him
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luza-wayne · 1 month
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hii!! i really adored your gyomei fic, it was mwah chefs kiss :D ur blog is also severely underrated like hello??? idk if you do like head cannons for more than one character but for this rq i was thinking gyomei/rengoku/sanemi, you can pick which one you wanna write for.😭😭 where like the reader is like their secret admirer or vice versa but eventually the reader gets caught by the character and like how does the character react to all of this?? thank you so much & you can discard this rq if u don't wanna do it!! have a good one :)
omg thank you so muchhh! i wasn't sure about that actually, i thought you all wouldn't like it. glad you enjoyed it! i decided to do everyone and the reader admire them, since usually it's the other way around. not confident about this one though. hope it's alright for everyone!
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when they caught on to your crush on them.
himejima gyomei, rengoku kyoujurou, shinazugawa sanemi
kinda not sure if i made this right lmao
enjoyyyyyy
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himejima gyomei.
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he didn’t really mean to eavesdrop on your conversation with shinobu and learned that you were interested in him.
he was just there to visit a demon slayer that he saved during his last mission and was sent there to be treated and you just happened to do your follow-up check up to see if you can go to work already, but somehow it ended up with you two sharing getting hooked up in your conversation.
he felt really bad for unintentionally listening, but also a little, just a little, happy he did.
somehow, he finally understood why he heard that coming from you too.
the same sound he hears every time obanai and kanroji are close to each other.
so, it was because of that. he thought he was just hearing things, as ridiculous as it may sound.
you continued to explain to the insect hashira how you found him amazing from the first time you saw him, which was when he saved you from a demon who wanted to devour you as you’re walking home. 
saying, it’s impossible not to fall in love with the man who protected you and saved you. you also revealed that he was the reason you joined the corps.
hearing how you continued to flatter and praise him without knowing he’s close by— his feet just won’t move and his brain never got the thought to move— he started feeling this unfamiliar feeling.
‘does she really think of me that way?’ he thought, as he looked away, his ear starting to heat up.
he finally got the courage to move to where you two were when shinobu asked you: “do you have any plans on confessing to him?” 
he stopped walking again. he asked himself why, but he couldn't find the answer. was it because he wanted to know too? he had no idea.
“i will. soon. not now, though. soon when i’m standing on the same stage as him. i want to be a hashira first. i wanted to be someone worthy of him.” 
your answer made him smile, his heart softened with your resolve.
his heel turned and he walked back to where he came from, still smiling a bit.
next time, when you two encounter again, he’ll try to help you and give you tips, so you can achieve your goal, all while he tries to act like he’s not aware of your feelings for him.
the question is, will he successfully act like he doesn’t know it?
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rengoku kyojurou
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he thought he was just overthinking things.
there’s no way there’s that difference on how you treat him to other men.
he first took note of it, when he’s eating at your family’s restaurant, where he usually eats before he comes home after patrolling.
you talk to him with such enthusiasm, joy, and adoration on your face, but when someone calls for you to order, it immediately disappears. giving them a stoic and indifferent look on your face.
he thought that might be just a mistake. there’s no way there’s that much difference.
he’s pretty sure of that, that’s why he put it on a test. he asked one of the slayers he knew to come with him to the restaurant and one agreed to accompany him.
an attractive one, even more.
when they arrived, his subordinate entered the place first, making you greet him with your usual cold tone, but as soon as rengoku stepped inside, your whole demeanor changed.
after that they ordered, rengoku letting him order for the both of them.
you note down what he told you their order, while he seems to be not bothered by casual indifference, thinking that this is just how you usually deal with customers, he’s just happy that the hashira invited him to share a meal together.
but when rengoku spoke, they were both dumbfounded by how easily your mood changes.
when you left to tell the cook their orders, the guy turned to rengoku saying: “wow, she was like a whole new different person.”, he says chuckling.
the flame hashira could only nod, following your figure with his eyes. ‘does that answer my question then?’
he brought along an attractive man, yet that didn’t change how you treat him along with the other customers.
would it be alright for him to assume that you…
and as if the guy was going along the cue life had given him asked, “does she like you?”, with a big smile on his lips.
he didn’t answer, instead he just diverted the conversation into another topic.
now, if you’re thinking that rengoku is the type to straightforwardly ask the person if they like him, then you’re wrong.
he’ll actually act as if he didn’t uncover a big revelation. he’ll still be the same rengoku you liked and would never subtly tease you about your crush on him.
he’ll actually start to notice things about you, now that he started to watch you sometimes.
he will try to get to know you better while trying not to be too noticeable.
well, maybe in the future, you two will share a conversation with only the two of you and by then, you’ll be able to talk more about personal things… like your feelings…
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shinazugawa sanemi
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whenever it’s time for the monthly hashira meeting, it’s normal for him to be the first one in order to be the one to greet the master before their meeting starts.
but, lately the new hashira keeps beating him to it. yes, it was you.
even if he tries to arrive there 3 hours before the meeting, he’ll find you there already, greeting him with a wide smile on your face.
it would’ve irritated him whenever you kept interfering with his plan of paying respect to the leader himself, but he can’t deny the fact that you were punctual by arriving there earlier than the rest of them.
so, he couldn’t really get mad at you. 
actually, he didn’t mind sharing a conversation with you while waiting for the others.
but, the day he realized that there might be a bit more to you going to the meeting early came.
it was when he had an unexpected situation the night before the meeting and had to send his crow to tell the master that he wouldn’t be able to come. 
after a few hours, his crow came back. though it usually just takes his crow to deliver and come back in one or two hours. hm… weird, but okay… he brushed it off.
the next morning came and when he went to finish things that made him was already taken care of. 
at that time, he still had the time to go attend the meeting barely before it started, so he immediately headed out.
when he got there, he was surprised to see you taking your time as you walked along the path to the entrance to ubuyashiki's residence. 
he even thought it was a different person, because there’s no way you would be here when you’re always so early whenever the meeting is held.
when he caught up to you, because you sure was taking your sweet time, he was certain already that it was you.
“what are you still doing here?”, he asked you, speaking suddenly next to you. 
when he looked at your face, it was a mixture of surprise and shock. you asked him what he’s doing there when he was supposed to be absent for the meeting.
he just explained to you what happened, but he found you not listening and looking somewhere else. confused, he followed your line of sight.
there, he saw his crow, seemingly trying to make a move on yours. he furrowed his head. ‘what is that damn bird doing?’, he thought to himself. 
“your crow said you won’t be able to attend the meeting.”, he heard you whispering to yourself. he was immediately hooked on what you said and then slowly… he pieced one thing to another.
“don’t tell me… did my crow take a detour to your place yesterday?”, he didn’t miss the slight flinch you did when he asked the question.
“so, he did, huh…”  he said, nodding. you didn’t answer and just looked away, turning your back to him.
but, he realized another thing.
“did he… also tell you about me going to the meetings early…?”, he asked while staring at the back of your head.
you snapped your head and shook your head repeatedly. “no!”, you denied with conviction.
he listened while you explained that you heard from kanroji that he’s always early and never forced his crow to tell you anything about him. he watched how your face slowly turned red, rattled about his question. 
‘why is she so embarrassed about it? so much that she’s turning red?’, he thought to himself.
‘isn’t it good that she’s trying to be punctual because of him? or… is there… another reason…?’
but… he doesn't want to think that your reason might be the same as what he was thinking.
“d… do you…”, he started, stopping you in your trail of defense.
as he stares at you, his voice seemingly caught in his throat. he tried to speak up and continue his sentence, but he can’t appear to do it.
he then shook his head, making you confused.
“no. it’s nothing. let’s hurry up before we get late.”, he brushed off and then started walking again. he also called his crow and told him to stop flirting already.
you just followed behind him. you were aware that he realized it, but wondered why he didn’t say anything.
well, it’s because he doesn’t believe it.
he doesn’t want to admit that he thinks you like him. he should be focusing on protecting the civilians and not mind himself with love.
ah, yeah— yes, yes, that’s the reason. that’s definitely the reason.
it’s absolutely not because he’s flustered and he can’t think clearly. yeah, absolutely not.
he might get a bit weird for the next few times when you two meet again, but remember it’s not because he’s embarrassed, okay?!
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harmoonix · 2 years
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♀ Sweet Venus Notes ♀
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♀ Venus at 0° is such a powerful placement, here Venus is at starting a new cycle and a new fresh start, this can mean your relationships and love life can be very meaningful for you and to have a very big impact. ♀
♀ Venus making an harmonious aspect with Neptune makes you do everything/to sacrifice everything for your relationships and for your love partners, these people can be needy in their relationships ♀
♀ Venus aspecting Mercury can give you very a nice and charming voice, your voice can be very liked by other people, it can also makes you to communicate in a very sweet way and to express your love very easily ♀
♀ Venus making an harmonious aspect with your 7th house lord can influence your relationship to be very romantic and full of happiness, it can also happen to feel very happy and you can see life in pink basically. (If you have Taurus/Libra in 7th house Venus already blessed you with such ♀ things)
♀ Venus at Aries Degrees (1°, 13°, 25°) can make you to love really hard and to get very dominant towards your partner. You kinda like to take control in a relationship 👀
♀ Venus at Virgo Degrees (6°, 18°) makes you an adorable lover, a very sweet and sensual person with a very impecabile neediness of your partner. It can make you obsessive a bit too 👀💓 ♀
♀ Venus at Leo Degrees (5°, 17°, 29°) makes you to be adventurous in your love relationships, you can be very flirty and you like to dress very nice, nice enough to make your partner excited 💥 ♀
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♀.💓.♀♀.💓.♀♀.💓.♀♀.💓.♀♀.💓.♀♀.💓.♀♀.💓.♀♀.💓.♀
♀ Venus making an aspect with the Moon can make you very attractive omg , a very sensible nature and personality but you can be so admired by people but also a lot of people can jealous on this. You can be very popular in a sense that everyone knows you ♀
♀ Venus making an aspect with Lilith can make you very excited, very admirable and if you are attracted by men, a lot of them can see you as a potential partner. You can charm people whenever you go ♀
♀ Venus conjunct Pluto is one of the most powerful and intense Venus aspects because you can be very intense in your relationship and also to have a very big appeal. You can also attract a lot of posesive and intense partners. You need intimate relationships, and like to be pleased, satisfied 24/7. You can also crave for a really deep soul connection with your partner because you can love at a very deep level❤️🫂 ♀
♀ Venus Retrograde in your natal chart, love is a very important thing in your life and you tend to focus on finding the right partner for you, they can struggle to find the perfect love, but i wanna tell you that at some point the love you waited for will come 💓 ♀
♀ Venus making an harmonious aspect with the asteroid Juno (3). Ok here y'allllll i can feel already how sweet and romantic your relationship with your spouse will be like, your spouse can be extra romantic Romeo and Juliet reincarnated for reallll, your marriage life can also be full of loved and everything should be point, "Love at first sight"
♀ If Venus makes an harsh aspect with Juno (3) it can show that you don't want a relationship until you don't find the right person for you. You need to be very sure of your relationship and of your partner because many people with these placements can have trust issues too. ❤️🫂
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♀.💓.♀♀.💓.♀♀.💓.♀♀.💓.♀♀.💓.♀♀.💓.♀♀.💓.♀♀.💓.♀
♀ When you have your Venus Return your whole love life resets it's cycle and starts a new one, you can take this as a "You open a new chapter in your love life book" ♀
♀ Ceres - Venus aspects need a lot of nurturing in their relationships ( especially if you have harsh aspects) you need to nurture eachother it can be such a healing placement for many, they can crave for love and their partners ♀
♀ I heard somewhere that nobody will love you that much as someone who has a Water Venus, because they can love at a very deep level. They are very affectionate and needy too ♀
♀ Venus in Gemini Degrees (3°, 15°, 27°) they love to communicate with you 24/7 it's their love sign, they are these type of people who can ask you and care about you so much they are like "Hey my love how was your day? I want you to tell me everything you did today". Such sweet 😍
♀ Venus in Libra/Taurus/2th/7th houses are so done when they have crush, they will do ANYTHING to have their crush around. These people can stalk their crushes a lot, and they can develop a very obsessive trait because of this 😂
♀ SCORPIO VENUS can overthink so much in their relationships, they can have so many fake scenarios happening in their head and at the end they can hurt themselves with false illusions ♀
♀ Venus in Gemini likes to tease their partners a lot, they can be so mean sometimes just to make you go crazy over them ♀
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♀.💓.♀♀.💓.♀♀.💓.♀♀.💓.♀♀.💓.♀♀.💓.♀♀.💓.♀♀.💓.♀
Venus in Aries Degrees (1°, 13°, 25°) need a lot of passion in their life because these natives ADORE to live their life at the best and with the best people around them. They are having a very confident opinion about their love life too and these people can be sooo romantic 😍
Pisces Venus is a very very very high romantically - lovely - adorable - mesmerizing placement, I LOVE IT not gonna lie sometimes i wish i could had this Venus placement is very adorable 🥰, these people want to have a very romantic life and full of fun with pleasure and excitement
Venus in the 12th house can crave for soul bounding very much, these natives in my opinion can create the deepest soul bounding ( physical and subconsciously) with their partners. Is a very powerful house for Venus to be in.
Venus aspecting the ascendant can give you a very likeable personality and you can be even loved and adored by people around you💕❤️
♀.💓.♀♀.💓.♀♀.💓.♀♀.💓.♀♀.💓.♀♀.💓.♀♀.💓.♀♀.����.♀
Because today is my birthday 🥳🥳I'm gonna post this special post here 🫂❤️ Venus is my 2nd favorite planet after Moon and i wanted to put this here for all you lovely people 🥰🫂. Have a wonderful day ❤️💕⭐
Harmoonix©.2023
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mintaikk · 7 months
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Why Blitzø Likes Stolas
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I've made jokes about Blitzø liking Stolas bcuz his type is tall, rich, powerful demons with musical talent, and that's probably kinda true, but I wanna talk about the real reasons Blitzø likes Stolas. Tldr at the end.
I think one of the major reasons Blitzø likes Stolas is how kind, sincere, and affectionate he is. Stolas is always making sure he is okay and is very passionate about litterally everything he does (dramatic little bitch, lol). And while he's ignorant ("my impish little plaything"???), he does mean well. Taking Octavia to Looloo Land to make her feel better, Going full demon mode to save IMP, his attentiveness to Blitzø during his mental breakdown in Seeing Stars, him absolutely adoring Octavia, him helping Ozzie when he gained no real benefit, etc, etc.
Also, expanding more on the affectionate part, Blitzø is shown to not get much affection or love in his life at all. His family situation was a giant mess (his dad literally sold him for 5 bucks and a condom Jesus Christ-), and Stolas is a very loving and affectionate person. Obviously, this is shown with Blitzø, but also with Octavia ('my precious little starfire', always staying patient with Via, even if he can be a bit dismissive, going full demon mode when Blitzø said he lost Via), and even his plants (he raised the flesh-eating plant since he was a kid, he pets the plant, on his insta he called a puprle rose "a handsome little rose"). And yeah, he's going to be affectione with Via, that's his daughter, but in Hell, (or maybe just from Blitzø's perspective, it'a hard to tell honestly) that's shown to be a rarity. So obviously, he's going to admire that about him.
And also, compare that to Blitzø's life. His dad saw him as less than, something happened that made his sister hate him, his mom seemed to be a good parent, but she's dead, his best friend and former crush hated his guts for 15 years, his daughter does care about him but she also mostly just shows anger and annoyance with him, and even Moxxie, who'd I'd argue is his best friend, gets annoyed with him constantly (I would too tbh but this isn't about that). Stolas just being his loving and affectionate self and being so happy to see him and always being so sweet to Blitzø is like a breath of fresh air to him.
Another thing is that Stolas shows clear interest in the things he likes. Take horses as example, bcuz we all know Blitzø is obsessed with them. Most of the time, his friends are pretty passive about it, but Stolas actually indulges him. Some of this is from their instas, but Stolas got him a horse Hoodie, he draws horses with him, and Stolas even got inspired to draw because of Blitzø.
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(Also, plz note that in another post he commented that it smells like Stolas, and I want everyone to appreciate how happy he looks in this photo while smelling it again)
Blitzø probably admires Stolas's theatrics as well because despite growing up in a Circus where you were supposed to be dramatic and showy, he was still always taught to ignore or hide his true emotions (Cash ignoring that he didn't want to go to the Goetia Palace because "MONEY"). And while Stolas was raised the same way, he still wears his heart and emotions on his sleeve and is always showing them, whether it be positive or negative
And we all know thst Blitzø has major self hatred issues, but Stolas was genuinely interested in Blitzø as a person. Laughing at his jokes, asking how his day went, and with all of this, you can't help but wonder if Blitzø was figuring out that he did too. I think that's why he was so heartbroken about Ozzie's. Because to him, Stolas hiding his face was just proof that Stolas didn't care. That he was just a little plaything. But, Blitzø liked that Stolas liked him for who he was, and that he didn't have to pretend to be someone different.
Yes, ik Blitzø wasn't here for some of them, and he thinks that Stolas is just faking all of this. BUT, Blitzø can notice things subconsciously, and the stuff that Blitzø wasn't there for was to talk about Stolas's character as well. That's why I wanted to talk about this, to talk about what Blitzø sees in Stolas and his character.
Feel free to add anything if you want! I'd love to hear your guy's opinions, takes, and thoughts on the ship. I'm probably gonna a make a post on why Stolas likes Blitzø at some point, lol
Tldr; Blitzø likes Stolas because he's kind, sincere, loving, affectionate, passionate, caring, dramatic, and likes Blitzø for who he is.
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jackhues · 10 months
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how'd you make it? - mockingbird! au (platonic! hughes)
requested by: @toasttt11 , anon :)) - combined two bcz they fit rlly well
notes: continue sending in requests for the au! check out the request rules below! thanks for requesting <3 this ones got a focus on luke, but there's a cute quinn moment! ALSO, there's a cute surprise in this one, hope you guys like it (takes place in summer '24)
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"go back outside," you laughed, shoving jack's face away from yours.
you were at the hughes' lake house for the summer, spending most of your time wakesurfing, swimming, and hanging out on the boat. today was the one day you wanted to stay inside on the couch and finish the book you'd bought while the boys had the day to themselves.
of course, jack had other plans.
"i don't wanna," he groaned, plopping down on top of you.
"jack!" you laughed, trying to shove him off of you. finally, you gave up, putting your book to the side to let jack lay on top of you.
"why don't you wanna go outside?" you asked him softly.
"because i wanna spend time with you," he answered simply. "quinn went out with his girlfriend to that chinese place for lunch, and it's awkward being the only one with luke and his girlfriend. they're like... weird hormonal teenagers."
"oh, so it's because your brothers are gone that you're spending time with me," you rolled your eyes, laughing a bit.
"even without that, i'd still wanna be with you," he answered in a matter-of-fact voice. "it's why i'm gonna marry you."
"jack, stop making me blush," you hit his shoulder lightly.
"what," he laughed, pulling away. "there's a ring on your finger for a reason."
you smiled, admiring the way he looked at you with such adoration in his eyes. he acted like it was so simple. like he wanted to spend the rest of his life with you, and that was that. in some case, you supposed it was simple.
before meeting jack, you wouldn't have been able to imagine something like that, let alone believe someone could love you that much. but he changed that.
and you loved him so much for it.
"you're thinking," he said, getting up off of you and helping you sit up. "is it good or bad?"
"it's good," you promised. "i'm just thinking about how much i love you."
he grinned stupidly at that answer, "well of course you do. with these killer looks, how could you not?"
"you're such an-"
"luke! luke, what's wrong?"
your laughter was cut off as luke marched angrily past you and up the stairs and towards his room. behind him, ellen followed.
"i don't wanna talk," luke called, causing ellen to stop.
you and jack got up from the couch, making your way to the base of the stairs by ellen.
"what's wrong?" you asked. "why'd he storm up to his room?"
"i have no idea," ellen sighed tiredly. "he just came inside looking all mad, and then ran up."
jack furrowed his brows, "i thought he was outside with his girlfriend."
"did something happen with them, maybe?" you asked.
"i don't know," ellen muttered. she looked up the stairs, where luke had headed. "i'm going to go check on him. you two don't worry about him, i'll make sure he's okay."
you and jack nodded, letting ellen check on luke.
"are we sure it's not something bad?" jack asked you. "what if he's really upset over something?"
"ellen went to check on him," you reminded him. "it's better not to overwhelm him right now. we can go check on him afterwards if you want."
jack nodded, agreeing. "yeah, you're right."
the two of you headed towards the kitchen to take out your lunch. you and jack took a seat on the table, across of jim.
"did you finish your book yet?" he asked you.
"i would've, but someone didn't let me," you sent jack a look.
he held his hands up, a guilty look on his face.
jim looked up as ellen made her way back down. "any luck with luke?"
"he's asking for y/n," she said, looking at you. "honey, could you go upstairs and see what's going on?"
"yeah, of course," you answered, a little shocked.
jack squeezed your hand as you walked by, heading up to luke's room. you knocked on the door, waiting for an answer.
"go away," he muttered from the other side.
"luke, it's me," you called. "ellen said you wanted to talk to me."
you heard some shuffling, before luke said softly, "you can come in."
you opened the door, finding luke sitting on the floor next to his bed. he sat against the wall, his knees folded up to his chest and his head down. he didn't even look up as you entered.
"hi lukey," you said softly, sitting next to him. "you okay?"
luke sniffed, looking up at you with red rimmed eyes. "not really."
"c'mere," you muttered, pulling his head into your lap.
luke lay his head down, allowing you to softly run your fingers through his curls. his tears slowly subsided, and you waited calmly as he built up the courage to talk.
"how'd you stay with jack?" he asked finally. "like, it's been five years, and you guys are getting married in a few months, and not once have you guys even thought about breaking up. how?"
you pursed your lips, pondering the question. truth was, it took a long time for you to be this open and accepting to jack's love. you'd never received that same love as a kid, and never imagined to receive it as an adult.
"it's not easy," you answered him finally. "we were young, eighteen year olds when we met. i never even had a boyfriend before him. and then jack was some famous nhl player, and everyone knew him, and everyone hated that i was with him. but... honestly, we grew up together. we matured together. we made mistakes, but we learned to communicate and understand each other. it takes a lot, but we managed somehow."
you ran a hand through luke's curls, "i'm gonna take a wild guess and say something happened with you and your girlfriend. am i right?"
luke nodded sadly. "she-- she cheated on me. and then, and then she just said it like it was nothing. and then she started talking bad about you and jack, about how you guys probably aren't even a real couple, and i just-- i got mad. i told her she can go and do whatever she wants because i'm done." he looked up at you, "did i make a mistake?"
"no, no, you didn't," you assured him. "cheating's a choice, one that she made. when i said jack and i didn't have it easy, that's not what i meant. i meant that we both had things to work on in the start of our relationship. he was dealing with a lot of stuff with his rookie year, and i was still learning what a healthy relationship looks like. we worked on our relationship together."
"thanks, y/n," he smiled, closing his eyes a little. "that helps."
"anytime lukey," you smiled. "anytime."
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outside the door, quinn smiled to himself.
he was walking past the room after his date, hearing your and luke's conversation. he'd spent the last four years doing everything to show you that you were family, that you were part of the hughes.
he was happy to see that you were believing it.
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PAC: What makes you so sweet + who's sweet on you? 🍓🍰♥️
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This spread was inspired by Strawberry shortcake :D! A childhood favorite of mine. You are allowed to choose one or more pile for each question! Use your intuition to decide 🥰 Please leave a tip if you can $$$
Pile 1:
Your songs -
I Don't Wanna by Aaliyah
Konclusions by YG & Kehlani
Crushcrushcrush by Coco & Clair Clair
Your dessert -
Pumpkin spice latte 🎃
What makes you so sweet?:
The Empress, Three of Pentacles (reversed), & Six of Pentacles
You are so loving and caring pile 1! 🥰 people could think that you have a "big heart" and wish they could give back all that you do for them. You could have venusian qualities or Libra/Taurus placements. You are a very selfless person and for that in exchange you just really desire friendship and loyalty! Your love language could be acts of service or gifts. You could also be very physically attractive 🤭 but you may not realize this??? You could be more self conscious about how you look and possibly put others on a pedestal for their appearance. You might question if you're actually pretty at times because people might not compliment you much but it's just really because you make them shy 🥺! In private, others could consider you their muse. People could like to draw you or write songs about you. It's giving girl next door energy. The way that you dress could be modest too. You could like to wear long sleeve shirts, sweaters, cardigans, flowy dresses, etc. Fall/autumn could be your favorite time of the year because it fits your taste in style! People could think that you give off a very warm and cozy aura. So comforting 💞
Who's sweet on you?:
Page of Swords, Ten of Swords, & Two of Swords
Lmao poor pile 1 😭 I feel bad so your secret admirer is someone who's ghosted you recently or who you just lost contact with. This person has attachment issues (avoidant I'm feeling?) Whenever they get close to love or start developing feelings for someone, they run away. They could be younger than you or they're just inexperienced when it comes to relationships. This person feels regret for ghosting you and wishes they could just reach out. They wish to tell you how they feel romantically but everytime they try to type out a text or get close to calling you, they chicken out. This person will eventually have to make a decision on if they should contact you or not but they're kind of stubborn 💀 good luck!
Pile 2:
Your songs -
Daisy 2.0 by Ashnikko & Miku Hatsune
Black eye by Vernon
Little Bit by Drake & Lykke Li
Your dessert -
Dark chocolate 🍫
What makes you so sweet?
The Devil (reversed), Ace of Cups, & The moon
Pile 2, you could be alternative??? Or just have a very intimidating/non-conventional beauty. Your style or overall appearance could be unique and that makes people weary to come near you. You possibly have a resting bitch face or you have "hunter eyes" (feline, snake, etc). Your features could go against European beauty standards as well. Contrary to what people think, you are actually so compassionate and sensitive. You could be secretly a hopeless romantic and be into romance novels, films, etc. I'm getting that you like to read or are into reading mangas. You could also like to watch anime or do cosplaying. Your geekiness is adorable 🤓! People like to hear about your interests and want to get to know you more if you feel comfortable. I see that you could have wounds from the past or currently are dealing with depression :( I'm sorry to hear that ❤️‍🩹! Just know that you aren't alone and you have people who care about you (including me!) Your guides want to tell you that you don't have to be so secretive dear. I'm getting that you possibly might have been bullied growing up? And they want you to understand that not everyone is going hurt you. People could think that you are beautiful in the nighttime or your beauty reminds them of the moon. Your skin could be luminescent and glowy when the light hits or your irises are big or have a unique color. You could possibly have Capricorn or Cancer placements. When you allow people to get close to you and gain trust, they appreciate it so much! Your talents, hobbies, and skills is what makes you so special 🥰 This could be only for a few people but some people here are musicians or should learn to play an instrument.
Who's sweet on you?
King of Cups, The Lovers, & Queen of Swords
This is good news for your love life :D! This person wants to come in with a offer and ask you either to be their partner or go out on a date. They are willing to court you and show how much you mean to them. You and this person could be very different than most couples. I'm getting that you guys could be a interracial couple, same sex couple, or just express yourselves differently when it comes to styles, aesthetics, and love languages. Don't be afraid to let this person in pile 2! They seem to really care for you and I can see once you fall in love with them, you're never gonna want to let them go ❤ What's cute about your dynamic is that this person is affectionate and outgoing while you're the more protective and reserved one LOL. I guess opposites do attract.
Pile 3:
Your songs -
While We're Young by Jhené Aiko
Child's Play by SZA & Chance The Rapper
Come by Doja Cat
Your dessert -
Lemon meringue pie 🥧
What makes you so sweet?
The Fool, Three of Wands, & Four of Wands
I feel like my pile 3 people are good singers 😳 if not, their voices are very soft and melodic 🤭 You love to listen to music a lot, for some of you I'm seeing that you like to listen to indie music or r&b. You're a very mellow person and radiate this down to earth energy. There is a lot of yellow on these cards as well so you could be connected to your solar plexus or that could be your favorite color/it suits your skintone. I'm seeing sunflowers 🌻 some of you might worship Oshun or should start doing research on her. You could be spiritual or religious. You have a carefree attitude because you know that the universe got you - period! You could be very knowledgeable on manifestation as well. People wonder what's your secret to life because you seem so lucky. I heard people even want to "rub you for good luck" 👀😂 you could like to dress in a bohemian or hippie style. You could wear like vegan leather backpacks, sandals, beads, feathers, rompers, and also dye your hair unnatural colors like blue, pink, etc. People could like that you're well traveled as well or you're knowledgeable about others cultures. You could speak more than one language. They like to hear about your travels or want to hear about your stories. I'm getting Leo, Sagittarius, or Virgo placements. You make friends where ever you go and it's very easy to talk to you 🌞! You radiate such a positive and divine energy. I just love that!
Who's sweet on you?:
The Emperor, Page of Wands, & King of Pentacles
This person could be older than you. They can be athletic but also act childish. They might have Aries traits or they have have it in their birth chart. They are creative, hard working, and . They take on traditional masculine qualities and would want to be a provider for their family. You could depend on this person and build able to form a secure and stable relationship. This could also signify that you and this person could get married in the future! Expect good news when it comes to your romantic endeavors.
Pile 4:
Your songs -
Favorite by HUNJIYA
Little Little by Red Velvet
Hymn For The Weekend by Coldplay Ft. Beyoncé
Your dessert -
Angel food cake 🎂
What makes you so sweet?
The Star, Strength, & Knight of Cups
Pile 4, you're giving me very much earth angel or starseed vibes 🌈🕊 something about you is very ethereal and angelic to people. They admire your elegance and healing energy. You could look good in the color white or pastel colors. You could have a nice physique as well 😋! Your hair could be very long with waves or curls. Some people fantasize about you naked because of how naturally beautiful you are 😅 It exudes something in them and your sex appeal is very arousing. I'm getting that you could also be nurturing and motherly, very wise. You could have Aquarius, Leo, or Pisces placements. People like your awareness on things and your acceptance of how people are instead of trying to change them. You could be very observant as well. You notice the little things in life and pay attention to the fine details that other don't. You have a keen eye for art or fashion. You could care for the environment and have a connection to animals or babies 🦋 You just embody a lot of divine feminine qualities and that makes people feel welcome and at ease around you.
Who's sweet on you?
Ace of Wands, Queen of Pentacles, & Nine of Pentacles
For you pile 4, I see that you're actually sweet on yourself (period self love)! I feel like as for right now in your love life, you're not looking for a commitment or should be focusing on committing to yourself and your goals. You could be coming out of a relationship or have been single for quite some time - no worries! I'm seeing finacial abundance coming to your life and your personal endeavors. I see that you're mostly gonna keep your options open for now and see different people. I'm seeing a lot of good sex as well ❤️‍🔥 There's gonna be fun dates and partying happening in your life. (Clarified by Justice) this could be for a few but some of you might hear or will start dating a Libra. I'm not seeing anything too serious but I'm getting that they could help you further your career. They could be a sugar daddy/mommy, you know them from work (boss, supervisor, or coworker), or they could work as a counselor, legal advisor, lawyer, etc.
Pile 5:
Your songs -
20/20 by Lil Tjay
On My Own by Darci
Into It by Chase Atlantic
Your dessert -
Red wine truffle 🍷
What makes you so sweet?
Nine of Cups, The World, & Temperance
Your self assurance, patience, and drive for success is what makes you so sweet pile 5! I'm getting badass energy from you and you have a very nonchalant, idgaf, rebellious attitude. I feel that growing up those in authority underestimated you and you managed to prove or will prove them all wrong with your achievements. You could have trophies, good grades, or receive a lot of praise for your work at school or your job. You could possibly be an athlete or participated in some sort of competition (dancing, mathlete, etc). You're beauty and brains, pile 5, the total package! You could have Scorpio, Gemini, or Aries placements. People wonder how you did it or overcome such hardships. You're someone people can look up to. You motivate them and make them want to do better. You could be the older sibling in your family or could have cousins younger than you? I'm having a vision of little kids looking at you and they're just in awe, how cute 🥹! Your independence and self confidence is so admirable.
Who's sweet on you?
Four of Swords, Knight of Wands, & Eight of Wands
Pile 5, when it comes to romance it could make you nervous or give you anxiety. You may not have time for it or whenever you go out on dates you overthink about it. There's no need to be nervous! Just be yourself sweetheart 💕 I feel that you know this person as well or already currently seeing someone. They could be on your team or they are in some sort of team (at work, in sports, etc). They like to move things pretty fast. You both could hate the talking stage and just wish to skip to the part where the both of you are best friends in love! I'm getting like coming of age love story and it's adorable ☺️ This person could like your hair or compliments you a lot on your hair. They could like your tattoos or piercings. There is going to be a lot of passion early on in the relationship and they will be very infatuated by you. Just be careful not to rush into thing if you want more of a serious relationship! If not, I feel that this would be a fun fling.
Pile 6:
Your songs -
Jasmine by DPR Live
I Wanna Be Down by Brandy
Who Can I Run To by Xscape
Your dessert -
Galaxy raindrop cake 💧
What makes you sweet?:
Ace of Pentacles, Seven of Pentacles, & Wheel of Fortune
Pile 6, I see that you're someone who's very generous with their wealth. Very similar to pile 1, you could be good with your finances, and have a lot of high quality material items. You're someone who takes value in the finer things and show gratitude for everything you have because there are those who are without. Whenever someone is struggling or is in need of help, you're always there! You're someone people can count in terms of an emergency. When people get asked about you they have fond memories of how much you been there for them (shit even me, I need more friends like you pile 6 😭). You're a down ass bitch! I feel that fortune is always on your side because of how selfless you are. Like pile 3, I feel that you could also know about manifestation, and use it to improve your life. You could do this without knowing. You could visualize yourself being rich or you affirm that you're lucky when it comes to money. I heard that your parents are very proud of you as well! You could really have an old soul pile 6. Your style could be more casual or reminiscent of the 80s/90s. I'm seeing mom jeans, crop tops, high top sneakers, jelly bracelets, henna tattoo chokers, gold chain, and mini hoop earrings.
Who's sweet on you?:
Six of Swords, The World, & Ace of Cups
Aw pile 6, so I see that a lot of people can depend on you but you don't have many people that you can turn to when you need help or need to take a load off 🥺 you could feel stressed because of this but don't worry someone will be coming in your love life soon! You could meet them overseas or while traveling. I'm getting military vibes so either you or this person will be in the military, if not the job requires traveling or dealing with foreign people/places. You and this person will have a harmonious relationship. So expect a new chapter and a good change in your love life!
Pile 7:
Your songs -
Generous by Doja Cat
No Silhouette by DPR Ian
Brooklyn Baby by Lana Del Rey
Your dessert:
Cannoli 🥖
What makes you sweet?:
Pile 7, your style is reminding me of mirror palais, summers in spain/Italy/mexico, or "bible study" outfits. Your style could cater to your religious beliefs or it's reminiscent of a holy figure. I feel that you could also dress very preppy. I'm seeing crosses, rosaries, cloaks, scarves, concho belts, a necklace with some sort of significant pendant (crystals, cross, buddha, etc), slippers/flats, stockings, long skirts, headbands, and button up tops. You have a very innocent and holy appearance. Some of you could be very sophisticated as well (its giving "my name is Bella Hadid"). People could think you're so pure that they're afraid of tainting you (in a nsfw way 😭). You make people blush because of how attractive you are. You could have a babyface, look younger than your actual age, or you have a youthful personality. People consider you "God's favorite" because of how perfect you seem or think God took their time with making you. You could be into modeling or you look like a model. Your lips could be nice and plump. They have a alluring shape with a vibrant color (they could be cherry red or they have a nice pink in the center of them if your lips are two toned). I am reminded of Monica Belluci in the role Milena where she had ginger hair and all the men were so seduced by her without her even trying (the scene where they were lighting her cigarette) and Salma Hayek in Desperado (where she caused people to crash their cars because of how hot she was 😂). You exude this femme fatale energy and could be becoming more "grown woman/man/person fine". This could also mean if you're underage, you could have major glow up after you're finished with puberty. You could also pray or be very devoted to your faith and people find that admirable.
Who's sweet on you?:
Five of Cups, The High Priestess, & Knight of Pentacles
You've been disappointed a lot in when it comes to your love life. You feel as though no one can satisfy you. You could have had your heart broken in a previous relationship so therefore you decided to stay single. I do feel that someone wants to come in though to show their love for you and will back up their words with action taking. They could be intimidated by you but they won't let their self esteem get in the way. They're gonna be persistent until you give in. Although pile 7, I suggest you heal wounds from your past relationship as well, it could cause you to self sabotage in your dating life, and prevent you from ever moving on. You deserve to be loved and receiving the pleasures of being in a happy relationship. So make sure to give them a chance when they come along.
Pile 8:
Your songs -
Headlines by McClenney
10% by Kaytranada & Kali Uchis
Jungle by Drake
Your dessert -
Creme Brulé 🍮
What makes you so sweet?:
Five of Pentacles, Justice, & Ace of Swords
Wow pile 8, you are someone who is fair and fights for equality. You hate to see people being kicked down and mistreated so you would do anything in your power to make sure others are safe. You're honestly a hero. For some people in this pile, you guys could have been abandoned by your parents, or was a orphan so because of this would you do your best to make sure that doesn't happen to anyone around you. You could do community service or take time out of your day to do activities with the kids that come from low income families. That's so sweet and I'm sorry that you went through that 🥺. If not, you have had really greedy people in your life. Whether it's a family member or authority in the workplace, they take from you a lot. Whether financially or emotionally. You could use your knowledge from these past situations for activism or fighting legal battles. You could work as a social worker, activist, politics, human relations, or in the legal system. Also people appreciate you for your great advice! You are very logical but at the same time optimistic. You know how to balance your brain and your heart, which not many people can do. You are a very strong person, pile 8.
Who's sweet on you?:
Ten of Wands, The Chariot, & King of Cups
You and this person could have broken up? I feel that this an ex who is wanting a second chance with you or a friend of yours who wants to be more than friends. You could have rejected them and they feel burdened by this because they still have feelings for you. It made them retreat and hide but they are not going to give up on this connection. You could have broken up with them because or their lack of vulnerability. They could have been uncomfortable with talking about their feelings or avoided having serious conversations, it triggers them. They are going to come back with a open heart to tell you how much you mean to them. For some people in this pile, this person might even propose to you 😲 if not a proposal for marriage, they could just ask you again to be their partner.
Pile 9:
Your songs -
Don't Hurt Me by DJ Mustard, Nicki Minaj, & Jeremih
Come Into You by Jimmy Brown
I Like U by Niki
Your dessert -
Gingersnap cookies 🍪
What makes you so sweet?:
Six of Cups, Page of Pentacles, & Seven of Cups
Pile 9, you are so cute😆! I feel like out of all the piles you are the youngest either in age or maturity. You could be someone thats very bubbly, clumsy, and full of energy. You have a childlike charm and your expressions are very sweet. I'm getting like how when little kids ask a question and they tilt their head while they do it. You just have this innocence to you but I also feel that you can be very mischievous. You could like to tease your peers and people find it very funny 😂. You could be very smart as well and do/did well in school! I'm getting that you're a teacher's pet and you always get good grades. You could give your teacher a hard time sometimes too (some of you could have talked too much in class and that would stress your teacher out LOL 😭). This pile honestly has me cracking up. You could also have a very big imagination. You could daydream a lot or fantasize about things a lot. People often wonder what you're thinking about when you do that. You could also have a lot of goals or are very creative. This pile gives off main character energy. It reminds me of Devi from Never Have I Ever or Jess from New Girl.
Who's sweet on you?:
Four of Wands, The Lovers, & Ten of Pentacles
I see that there's two cases for this pile. On one side you guys have a crush on someone or the other side they have someone who has a crush on them but despite that I'm seeing that the feelings are mutual for both parties! You know this person already and could be in the talking stage. I'm getting like a light, fun, flirty, playful energy between you and this person. You guys might have even already go on out on a date or will make plans to go out on a date soon. Which is so cute because as things develop and get more serious you both will realize that you're in love with each other 🤭. I'm having a vision of a couple blushing and being nervous to make eye contact 😭💓. This is going to be a long term relationship for sure and your families will be happy to see you guys together. I'm seeing like your families getting together for the holidays or coming together for dinner. For my younger kids in pile 9, this could mean your parents will allow you to date them, and when they introduce you to their parents, they will approve of the relationship so yay! 🥰
Thanks so much for reading! Have a nice day, here's a little treat 🍭🧁🍨🍬🍡🍦🧋🍧🍩
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꒰ 𝐅𝐔𝐌𝐀 𝐀𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐁𝐅 ꒱ 村田風雅
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summary : what i believe fuma would be like as your boyfriend
genre : fluff, nsfw, fuma x afab!reader, headcanon, drabble tws : eventual nsfw headcanon in the second half author notes : when i say my man this is who im talking about word count : 0.5k
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GREENEST FLAG OF THE GREEN FLAGS.
- physical touch and quality time are his love languages.
- your very own personal puppy boyfriend!!
- when dojaejung sang i wanna kiss your lips he took that personally.
- loves cute little dates; especially cafes, and picnics.
- will send you the boyfriend selfies he takes for luné and expects you to make them your lockscreen.
- is shy, but if you were shyer he’d instantly become the opposite for you. if you were more outgoing/extraverted he’d step down and admire quietly.
- would walk in your shadow to make sure you always got the best light.
— would also make you walk on the inside to the street subconsciously like it’s his second nature to put you first (it is. someone raised this man right).
- would pick you up from work whenever he could.
- would love to cuddle while he plays his stupid little switch games.
— would compare you to his favorite pokémon in a loving way.
- your head on his chest type of guy ngl.
- he’s so in love with you, his eyes light up when he sees you type of guy.
- absolutely adores when you wear his clothes, it doesn’t matter how they look or fit on you he just likes knowing that you’re comfortable enough to do that around him.
- i don’t think he’d have too many nicknames for you; baby, my love or anything with my in front of it tbh.
- is dating to marry you.
— would peel an orange for you. end of discussion.
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SO SO SAUR INTO THE INTIMACY ASPECT.
- will ask for your consent. every. single. time.
- not a bad thing but i think this man really likes missionary SOLEY so he can look you in the eyes and watch your expressions.
- takes skin of skin very literally.
- he’s all about making sure you’re enjoying it as much as he is.
- I DO BELIEVE THIS MAN NOT A HEAD PUSHER (i cheered), but he does like cumming down your throat if you’ll let him.
- kinda vocal — until you tell him you really like the little sounds he does make.
- would also love any other position where he’s hitting it from the back bc let’s be honest here… sigh ass man.
— honorable mention would be where you’re fully laid down on your stomach bc you can’t hold yourself up anymore.
- is a soft dom, but he does have a strength kink and will manhandle you.
- knows you love his hands. yes, he’ll stick them in your mouth if you want.
— you give him bonus points if he gets you to squirt with them.
- he’s down to try anything you want at least once.
- holds your hand during sex, while eating you out, whenever he has access to it really.
— speaking of eating you out, sit on his face!
- is okay with a little pain, especially if it’s from you pulling his hair or scratching at his back or shoulders.
- will call you a slut if he’s really into it. but would, of course, put my in front of it so you know he still loves you.
- would use words to get you fucked up; ex. talk you through it, bc let’s be honest you have a voice kink.
- not into edging so much, but loves overstimulating you until you’re just a babbling mess.
- and lastly, since his picture comes up when you search the definition of a gentleman, AFTER CARE~~
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aezuria · 6 months
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hiii i love ur writing sm!! i was wondering if u would do leo valdez x reader headcanons? ty!!!
*ੈ✎ keep your head still, i'll be your thrill
—all the small things, blink-182
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content: leo valdez x reader
warnings: cursing again
librarian's annotations: the title has no connection to the hcs but it came up while i was writing this also IM SO SORRY THIS TOOK FOREVER 🙏🙏🙏
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super clingy i do not make the rules
oh you thought you were gonna get up and be productive?? not today!
fuck everyone else tbh
LOVEEES gossip sessions with u
hes so invested in all the drama u have
probably laying on his stomach and swinging his feet and gasping incredulously. "what!? no she did not..."
got very pouty that you did not invite him to the girls night bc he didnt want to "miss out on the tea" (lwk stealing from my own work oops)
who can blame him tbh
LOVE LOVES DANCING
loves teaching u too (even if u suck)
like imagine him holding your waist and moving you to the beat as you fumble along, his chest pressed up against your own
GOOD LORD
"forward, back, left- there you go," he murmured into your ear, looking down at your feet. you stepped on his shoes a lot more than you should've; did he ever think that his proximity was why you were messing up!?
"you suck at this, don't you?" he laughed, but twirled you around anyway.
"did you ever think you're just a shit teacher?"
"rude!"
also this man was born a star
can probably hit super high notes as if its nothing
ok so we all know how hes a genius right
oh my GOD imagine him explaining how his stuff works and using words you're sure don't even exist and he's so into it and he just sounds so SMART
intelligence is so attractive why does no one talk abt that
you wanted to watch him work on the engine, so you pulled up a stool next to him. you stared at his side, his tank top dirty with grease and sticky with sweat. how long had he been working since you got here?
you'd get mad at him for not taking a break later. right now? you were admiring the view. who wouldn't?
"hey leo?"
he hummed in response, still hyper-focused on the engine.
"how does all that work, exactly?" you were never one for machines—good thing you have a mechanic boyfriend!
he looks to you, a happy glimmer in his eyes. "you really wanna know? so basically— this part connects to that part and then..."
you don't know how long you've been zoned out, too busy staring at his perfect
"y/n?" he finally realizes you haven't been paying attention. "you with me, now?" he raises an eyebrow with a grin on his face.
"huh? what?" you straightened up, fumbling over your words. "yeah! why wouldn't i be?" you tried to act as if you weren't just ogling him seconds before.
"oh y'know.. cause you were checking me out." he winked, leaning back against the engine as he put himself on display. "i mean, you obviously couldn't help it. i mean, look at me!"
someone humble him
its not like he doesn't do the same tho
if he accidentally walks in on you he'd be like "oh my gods-! sorry!" and cover his eyes with his hands, but his fingers are parted so he could still look through. literally the 🫣 emoji
"GET OUT!"
"OKAY I'M GOING DON'T HIT ME- OW!"
he is SUPER ticklish and you WILL use this to your advantage
esp his ears
one time you touched them out of curiosity cause theyre pointer than average and he was like "eek!"
pause
"aww i didn't know you could make that sound!" you poked some more fun at him because that was adorable
"shut up!"
another time he's laying on you, ruining your plans of getting up early and being active. you tried rolling out from underneath him but his arms snake around you like a vice, squeezing a groan out of you.
"leo get off!" you tried shoving him off, but that didn't work either. he simply buried his face into your neck, mumbling a tired no.
you really had shit to do, so you resorted to the last possible tactic. "i didn't wanna have to do this..." you warned. (you so wanted to do this)
you slipped your hands under his shirt and started tickling his stomach, effectively getting him writhing off you with laughter.
"stop-! that tickles!" he tried doing the same back, but he was squirming far too much.
ok real talk now
love loves staying up late with you until its past midnight and you guys are just rambling about random topics. he's just so relaxed with you, his heart feels so full and there's no space anymore, so his bottled up emotions spill out
which is usually a closely-guarded secret because he's just the funny guy of the group, right?
what does he know about feelings? isn't it his job to just keep everyone else happy? joking about everything will take away the pain, won't it?
(it doesn't)
"i don't know, i just- feel like i don't really fit in with everyone. they all have these cool powers, and i'm just.. me." he laughed dryly, face devoid of his usual happiness as he stared at the ceiling. "sometimes, i feel like you could do so much better. but at the same time?" his voice lowered as he rolled onto his side, staring into your eyes. "i want to keep you to myself. i really, really don't want to lose you."
you were glad he finally opened up to you, but your heart ached at the way he thought of himself. how could he not see how highly everyone thought of him, especially you?
"just you? leo, you're the coolest person i know. you're so, so smart, you can fix just about anything, you're funny, you're kind, you can cook; what's not to love?" you smiled softly. you could go on and on about this man. for him to think that he was the lucky one? it was quite the opposite.
"and you don't have to worry," you whispered, cuddling closer to him and pressing a soft kiss to his cheek. "i'll always be with you."
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celestialtarot11 · 12 days
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What your loved one wants you to know 🤍
Hi friends! Today we’ll be doing a reading for what your loved one wants you to know :) this doesn’t have to necessarily be romantic! Please enjoy and feel free to like comment and reblog this post 🤍 hope all of you have been doing well! Happy picking!
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Pile 1: “I am always connected with you, even in spirit,” I received the two of cups & two of pentacles for you pile 1 🥺 Whoever this is to you, I really feel like they adore you. Even if they aren’t physically with you, they feel your energy all of the time and watch over you. Even if this person did not pass on, maybe they’re at work and they think of you and they feel this warmth in their chest for you. And I also feel that their higher self is in connection with yours, regardless if they’re on this earthly realm or not, they do guide you and help you. They really do care for you and I heard “awesome connection,” 😂 they seem to be a bit of a goofball, cute. But deep down this person loves getting entangled with your energy and even if they have passed on, they still watch over you to make sure you’re safe and all is well. If this is someone romantic, they really do love being in your presence, and love everything you are. Your energy, your charisma, your emotional intelligence. They are very drawn to that. And if this is someone who passed, I almost feel they replay those memories you two spent together, its like a movie for them. Im getting this could be a very close friend, best friend, but if not thats okay 🤍 take the message as it resonates! Im getting this connection was/is very special to you and them, and I feel they definitely admire your kindness. Its like they think: how’d I end up with a friend like you? A person like you? They really admire your intelligence. I also saw 10:10 as I’m typing this 🥺 then my wifi crapped out lol. So I’m retyping it. But! The show must go on lol. I feel this person is adamant regardless of any delay or issues, they want to get through to you. They wanna talk to you even in spirit 🤍 I also don’t know if you and this person used to meet at a beach, or you and them lived by a beach, or went to travel there. Im just getting this feeling that you and them loved to go there. thanks sm pile 1 for being here! Feel free to like comment and reblog your thoughts its always appreciated!
Pile 2: Heya pile 2! Grab a snack and lets begin 🪽🤍 your person is a giver. They just wanna make sure you’re safe, financially, mentally & emotionally. They dont want something hurting you or taking away your peace. Its possible who you’re asking about could be a caregiver in your eyes, a parent, guardian, grandfather/grandmother. If not! Thats okay, please take this as it resonates but whoever this is just radiates teddy bear energy 😮‍💨 but fierce! This person has a message for you to not worry and the money will come in the right time, and everything is falling into place as it should. Something about : “it has to break down before it can begin” so old structures in your life could be falling apart, causing you to feel stressed. And then this person is here and they’re helping you whether its through spirit, or physically. I feel like they’re a rock, and they’re solid. You guys might be experiencing mental fog, and this person whether they are alive or not, their presence is helping you to think clearly. In a way, they want you to feel guided spiritually to make the best choices for you. They really want to see you empowered and being your best self, not for others but so you can really live in the moment of: “wish fulfilled,” this person is a protector! This could be a guide as well for some of you and not necessarily a human being 🤍 thats okay! Like a spirit guide! For everyone it’ll be different. But this person is closely watching you to make sure you’re doing well & if you need their help you can always ask. Whether it be in real life or through spirit. Ask for some help. They got your back, thats what they want you to know always. Thanks sm pile 2 for being here! Your presence means a lot to me. I hope you liked this and feel free to like reblog and comment! 🤍🪽
Pile 3: Hi there pile 3! I got the 8 of wands, 4 of cups for you! 🥰 Right away there’s something about you feel distant or detached from spirituality or your inner development as of recent. Its possible life got in the way of going inward and caring for yourself, but this person or spirit guide is wanting you to know that its safe to go inward. Throughout the chaos its okay to take a second and relax. I also see they want you to take some alone time to process a situation or situations that unfolded in your life. Maybe you’re working through some trauma and this guide/person is wanting you to sit with those feelings, even if it is uncomfortable. Their message: its more so about feeling those feelings and giving yourself permission, not necessarily pushing them away or looking for a distraction. This person could be into psychology, self help or philosophy! Just to help identify them lol. But this person/ spirit guide (it could be different for many of you) is urging you to find peace and calm. Its likely this person could even invite you to just sit in quiet and cuddle? Depending on who you’re asking about, I just feel like this person would be like: “come over here” and cuddle 😭 so sweet. I feel like they know you’re going through a lot. Im hearing someone’s timer go off and I almost feel like you’re bombarded with day to day busy stuff. They want to take your attention (kindly) away from that so you can relax. They just want to extend their safe energy to you so you can rest, so sweet 🥺 pls take care of yourself pile 3! I just feel this person wants to swoop you and wrap you in a burrito blanket to keep you from working lol. I can totally see them putting on a movie and making popcorn and saying: “nope. No work right now. Just you and me.” And if this is a spirit guide! Regardless of having someone or not they still want you to make time for the things you love, without needing to justify it. You dont need to do big things all the time. Big adult things. Just be! 😭🤍 thanks sm pile 3! I hope you have a wonderful one and please like comment and reblog to help this blog grow 🥺🤍 tysm!
Paid readings 🤍
Thanks sm to everyone for reading and being here! Im working on uploads and getting things moving forward again! Astro posts will be coming in the future when I’ve got my schedule down. I really hope this post helped yall get clarity. I know in the tarot community theres a whole lot of romance, and not enough room for platonic connections, so I wanna be the one to include that too. Love yall 🤍 -D
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bunnyksj · 6 months
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Do I Wanna Know? - KSJ x Reader.
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Summary: If your husband can sleep around, going after any woman he can get his hands on, what's stopping you from getting back at him by sleeping with your coworker?
Author’s Note: JIN MY LOVE, anyways thank you so much for all your support on the last fics like omg (>w<), i really appreciate it so much you don't understand. 
TAGS: MDNI, smut, cheating (guys don't do it that shits wack), revenge sex, slight manhandling teehee, cunnilingus, praise, degradation, he hits it raw </3 (as normal LMAO).
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It all started when your husband came home intoxicated from a long night out. 
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He lay sprawled out on your sofa, dark rings under his eyes. You could smell the alcohol radiating off his body from across the room, making your nose scrunch in disgust. His phone was violently vibrating, a plethora of messages coming through his phone. Angry mistresses demanding for cash in exchange for keeping quiet about his affairs. 
“Fucking pig.” You muttered under your breath, a blend of hurt and anger flowing through your body. 
You pour yourself a glass of champagne, softly crying into the glass, taking in the wright of the situation, the life you had built together, the love and adoration you once had for one another had slowly faded, and now, it had completely died out. 
As more messages kept coming through, you felt your heart sink lower and lower, taking small sips from your glass. What should you do now? You stood there in silence, leaning against the kitchen countertop, pondering your next moves. 
Should you just pack all your stuff and leave? No, you don't have anywhere to go, and getting a divorce is expensive enough, you dont wanna imagine how much it would be to find your own place, and settle in at the same time. 
Eventually, an idea came into your head. 
Who the fuck does your husband think he is? Sleeping around behind your back, like you wouldnt eventually find out. Well, it's time to show him you're not the only one who keeps secrets. 
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Seokjin was someone that you had worked with for a long time. You couldn't lie and said you didn't admire sharp features and soft smiles from time to time, finding comfort in his warm and caring eyes. And you definitely weren’t the only one. It was pretty common for the women around your office to fawn over him when he’d walk past. Talking in hushed giggles about what they would do to him if given the chance. 
You thought you guys were friendly enough with each other, often talking during your lunch break, engaging in deep conversations about the issues you were dealing with. But that was mainly it. Seokjin usually kept himself closed off, brushing off the lustful stares and small giggles of his female coworkers, often keeping his gaze cold and calculating. He never gave them the time of day, and honestly, you didn't think he’d give you that either. 
But hey, trying never hurt anybody. 
You pressed the phone against your ear with shaking hands, adrenaline rushing through your veins. 
“Hi..um..Seokjin,” You began, stamming with nervousness, but also a slight hint of excitement. “Are you busy at all today?” 
“No, not really. Why?” He said, his soft voice coming from the other end of the line. 
You took a deep breath, putting on a slight sultry tone in your voice. 
“I’ve been thinking about you alot. Won’t you come over~.” 
He took a deep inhale. “I don’t know if I should, y/n. What about-” 
“My husband? Don’t worry about that dickhead.” You said, quickly cutting him off. 
“Besides,” A small smirk crept onto your face. “You can keep a secret, right?” 
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“Shit…” He groaned softly, laying you down on your back. “You’re so fucking sexy baby, been wanting this for a long time..” 
Seokjin came over shortly after you called him. His breath hitched as he entered your room, his hooded gaze trailed across your lingerie clad body. Your husband had left a few hours ago. To go where? Who the fuck knows. Not like you even cared anymore, you were having your own fun. Let him run around behind your back all he wants, you’ll do it too. 
You felt a strange sense of satisfaction and power, like you had the upper hand now. You feel your heart racing in anticipation, as Seokjin lips slowly move down your neck, his hands reaching behind your back to unclip your bra, letting your breasts free. 
Seokjin's firm hands run over your breasts, softly pinching your nipples under his thumbs. “So perfect…” He mutters, softly licking around one of your nips. 
You whine softly, running your hands along his broad back, feeling his firm muscles under your soft palms. He slowly moves his hand down your torso, caressing the wetness pooling between your thighs. Slowly, he peels off your lace panties, throwing them aside. 
“So pretty baby. You’re gonna let me take care of you right? Gonna make you feel so good.” He whispers slowly into your ear, breath tickling your throat. 
He slowly moves over your clit, rubbing it gently, making you whimper softly. His hands run down your thighs as he places himself between your legs, his breath lightly fanning against your folds. 
“Such a sensitive sweet thing. Poor baby hasn’t been fucked good in a while, has she?”  
You shake your head, big eyes gazing down into his. “Wanna feel good…” 
“I know, angel. Just relax for me, mkay. Gonna fuck you so damn good.” 
He slowly licks over your folds, sucking on your pretty clit. His hands force your thighs apart, pulling you closer to his face, worshiping your body. He groans softly, moving his tongue around you, swirling over your clit, your arousal painting his lips. Soft wet noises and your whines fill the room, your hands running through Seokjin's soft hair, lightly gripping it. 
“Mmm..fuck..so good~!” You cry, softly grinding your hips against his face, your eyes rolling back, pleasure coursing through your veins. 
“You taste so fucking good..” He growls, slowly slipping his fingers into your pussy, spreading you open whilst he licks and sucks your clit. His fingers arch slightly, pressing onto your g-spot, making you arch and moan. Your hands pull on his hair, making him moan lowly, his fingers moving faster inside you. 
“J-jinnie~,” You whine. “Want you now..” 
“Yeah, you want me inside of you? Want me to fuck you like a good little whore?” 
He kneels on the bed, throwing your legs over his wide shoulders, pulling you closer to him, your lower back slightly off the bed as he positions himself between your dripping thighs. 
“Mhm..please, I want it so bad. Wanna be a good little slut,” You cry, your body aching with desire and need. “Please, Jinnie?” 
He gives you a soft smirk, before pushing into you, his thick cock rubbing against your walls. “Gonna fill this little cunt up, fuck you just right.” He says, slowly pushing every inch as deep as he can inside of you. 
You moan loudly, feeling him fill you up. He’s massive, way bigger than your husband, you swear you can feel him in your stomach. You lie back on the bed, eyes rolling and panting loudly as he claims your body. His hips slap against yours, wet slaps filling the room, making you even wetter. His hands grip your legs, pushing them back a little to reach even deeper inside you, slight bruises forming on your legs due to his tight grip. Your hands claw at the sheets, your vision blurring from the intense pleasure. 
“Fuck, should’ve known you were such a slut, would’ve fucked you ages ago, made you my little bitch.” He says, emphasizing his words with his harsh thrusts. 
“F-fuck…you’re so fucking good..so big..” You gasp, your body clenching around his girth, begging for more. 
You bounce off his hips, chest bouncing with each thrust, the desperation and passion of your fucking filling the room. His hands run up your chest, reaching your throat, his grip softly putting pressure around it, 
“You’re mine now right? My good little slut?” He says, running his tongue over his top lip, looking down into your eyes, his eyes clouded with lust. 
“Mhm..yes~!” You cry, your body slowly reaching its climax. “Wanna be yours, Jinnie. Only you can fuck me this good~!” 
“Fuck, that's it baby..” He growls. “Such a shame, your little husband never treated you right, good thing you’re getting fucked by a real man now. Now you know how good I can make you feel, right?” 
You nod, a warm pool of pleasure forming in your stomach. “Fuck, Jinnie! I’m gonna cum~! Please…” 
A dark smirk grows on his face, his fingers playing with your clit, driving you to your peak. “Go on. Cum for me, sweet angel.” 
You cry, your back arching, your body losing control. You cum around him, wetness coating all over the sheets below you as he continues to thrust into you, riding out your orgasm. 
He growls at the sight of you, your pretty face twisted in pure pleasure. It drives him over the edge, and he cums deep inside of you. Thick ropes painting your insides, filling you up nicely. 
He pants, sweat coating his forehead, his hand brushing back his sweaty hair, leaning down to kiss you passionately. You return the kiss, your tongues both softly sliding around each other, enjoying the intimate embrace. He grabs you by the hips, lifting you up bridal style. 
“Cmon, let's get you cleaned up.” He says, smiling softly, carrying you towards the shower. You give him a small smile, leaning into his bare chest, panting softly, catching your breath. 
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A few days have passed since then, and your husband is none the wiser. You smile softly, thinking about the night you shared with Seokjin not long ago. Your thoughts are interrupted by a text message coming through on your phone. It’s Seokjin. 
“You free today, angel?” 
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