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insane day for third life duos lovers
#i will never emotionally mentally or#physically recover from this#hermitblr#trafficblr#whole fandom found dead#third life smp#hermits charity live 2025#gamers for giving 2025#gamers outreach#desert duo#scarian#treebark#renchanting#renchantyn#grian#goodtimeswithscar#martyn itlw#rendog#renthedog#hermitcraft
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I don't want to regret the way I lived
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#nobara kugisaki#nanami kento#choso kamo#junpei yoshino#jjk leaks#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#this idea started as a 2 part series . then my braincells decided to spark and supplied 7 PAGES#'did you sleep hina' no#ws looking up mentally stable things like 'who has died in jjk' smh i love my hyperfixation media im sooooo glad so many ppl r DEAD#i *could* have included more ppl but i think this is a good crew. this is a yuuji emotional support crew#also Was gna include his grandpa final panel but i Did Not Want To#he is implied through th dialogue#side note i donot like how i cn see this scenario playing out . ..yuuji this isnt ur stop u r monopoly voice Just Visiting ok >:(#anyway I broke my own heart with this and ik i hyped it up a lot but i hope that its not just me...#hope i did not hype it up fr nothing and no one else finds it devastating :((((( that would b humbling in the worst way#pls ...join the happy party train.......i hate it here i suffered pls :<<<<#also !!!! colours in this !! i cooked i fear . adding th first bit of warm hitting yuuji's face after th first 2 panels....#ive never had that kind of experience while drawing before it was wild . painful ! but wild.#the whole transition from p 2->3 might b the most emotionally moving piece ive ever made to me#not 2 sing my own praises tho i will shut up ! i wil. nap
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"will there be a hug?" (part 2) before swaymark's first game vs each other
#jeremy swayman#linus ullmark#swaymark#boston bruins#nhledit#hockeyedit#j made a thing#so um yeah i am Not Okay#emotionally mentally physically i am here#and i am never leaving
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#pookie.#i will never let anything bad ever happen to you again pookie#physically and mentally and emotionally and narratively#din djarin#the mandalorian
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Does scar give xelqua a season pass for scarland? Bc he should, kid xelqua should be able to go whenever he wants!
absolutely, xelqua loves going and its good when grian needs a babysitter, but its also bad bc xelqua doesn't want to Leave
#ask#note: this message is months old and my inbox is closed until i can catch up bc i have left all these for so long i feel bad ADJGKADJK#but i can never get to them normally they get buried so quickly. so. forcing it now.#kidxelqua#my art#goodtimeswithscar#also im still vastly overwhelmed and not feeling 100% emotionally or mentally.#i dont like worrying abt messages while dealing with irl stuff so i'll get to it on my own time.
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https://x.com/solittttude
#art#digital art#anime#artists on tumblr#manga#chainsaw man#csm#aki hayakawa#angel#akiangel#I really don’t want csm anime#honestly#it would break my heart a second time#ill never emotionally nor mentally nor physically recover from this
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something I think we as a fandom don't talk about enough is the fact that during his first guide mission grover was 14. And satyrs age half the rate of humans.
grover was emotionally and mentally seven years old. seven. of course he couldn't save everyone he was seven years old!!!!
#he was a BABY#I feel like this is wrong in some way because it feels like an insane thing to never be recognized in the text#so if I am PLEASE let me know#but they age HALF THE RATE-- in the first book grover is 24 but he's emotionally and mentally 12 in human years#even if he was 14 like STILL-- but god.... he was essentially seven years old why was that his JOB#boy was a BABY and then blamed himself for YEARS for this thing that he COULD NOT HAVE BEEN EXPECTED TO BE ABLE TO DO#he WOULD BE SEVEN TOO LUKE BE A SINISTER BIG BROTHER FIGURE FOR THAT LITTLE GOAT#grover underwood#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson#it must be stated I am bad at math this may be wrong
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Man I wish I could consume content that I like without nostalgia having to fuck it up and make it the viewing experience of hopelessness and despair
#the Minecraft soundtrack makes me so emotional#the fucking block game#I never play with in game music on because I physically mentally and emotionally cannot handle it 🫶🙏👍🤭💜#do not even get me started on httyd#weirdly enough it’s gift of the night fury that gets me the most out of any httyd media#I think it’s cuz I remember being so excited getting it on dvd for Christmas one year#elated I tell you#httyd#how to train your dragon#Minecraft#nostalgia#minecraft nostalgia#OH MY LORD MINECRAFT STORYMODE
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it makes me laugh when people write mikey as a sweet little angel. like sire he has his moments where you're like "how the fuck is this kid still breathing" but he's so grumpy when he wants to be lmfao 😭
i love him he sucks soooo bad
#ask#[jigsaw image] choose. four year old crybaby mikey or perfectly emotionally intelligent adultified mikey. no youre not allowed to kys#therapist mikey bothers me in the same way that medic leo will sometimes. i have mixed feelings on the idea of them reading textbooks#i dont like when people make mikey diagnose them or perfectly describe their issues#not only is it uncharacteristic of him but he's THIRTEEN!#or fifteen but i was an IDIOT at fifteen#doctor feelings would diagnose you with fourty mental disorders and NONE of them would be correct#it feels like its a shorthand to actually making something complex and emotionally resonant. and it never hits#and using a character that's already treated so poorly makes it feel extra insidious#its a very amateur writing mistake. its also why i avoid having characters go to therapy because i think it fucks up good storytelling#but i dont think its my place to criticize or pick out fanfic to get mad at. too chronically online of me#i just dont like it
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How did Swanatello react when Mikey told him they didn’t have a mother? How does he react after being told his memories are false? Does his family ever have to play along so as not to upset him?
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it depends on what kind of a day donnie is having, and they've definitely gotten better at handling things as they've gone along... while they usually try not to lie to him or 'play along,' per se, a lot of the time it's better to redirect the conversation rather than just... tell him no. his reactions vary, but straight up rejecting a memory or perception of his can be upsetting or disorientating. they usually try to ask questions to guide him back to 'reality' and gently correct or change the topic of conversation.
#swanatello#asks#anon#rottmnt#rottmnt au#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt donatello#rottmnt mikey#rottmnt michelangelo#rise donnie#rise donatello#rise mikey#rise michelangelo#rottmnt comic#memory loss#tw memory loss#mikey would never pretend like he knew about their 'mom' or come up with some fake excuse as to where she is or when she'll get here#but if donnie was having a bad day emotionally/mentally mikey might not correct him at all#rather than telling him “no we dont have a mom thats wrong”#he may potentially respond more along the lines of 'i dont know. are you expecting her here right now?'#'oh i dont know about that. can you tell me more???'#either just say “oh i dont know i wasnt expecting anyone else” and change the subject or ask clarifying questions#etc etc etc
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I'm really sorry for asking, I hope this isn't an intrusive question. You don't have to answer if you don't want to, but I've noticed you've toned down your burningcheese posts. Are you taking a break? I hope this ask doesn't come around as being demanding or intrusive. I just really miss seeing burningcheese since there's hardly anything on the tags anymore from what I've noticed. If you are taking a break, please don't feel pressured to answer this post. You deserve a break after everything that's happened
Have I? Doesn't really seem like that to me... But I guess I don't know? Feels like I've been posting and reblogging stuff about them like usual. I guess not? I've been posting a lot about the fankids recently, is that it? Those don't count as burningcheese posts? Haha
But yeah uh I'm sorry if I've given that impression. This ship is still infecting my brain all day every day dont worry haha. I guess i just. I haven't been doing well recently. Nothing to do with internet drama or anything I don't care about that. I've been facing a lot of genuine hardship irl. and i guess it's starting to show on here? Maybe? I'm not really sure. In any case i do apologize if it seems like I'm losing interest or anything like that. Promise I'm not. I'm always thinking about them lol they're a plague. They're a curse. Devsisters owes me reparations at this point. Or rent money for the space in my brain they've been squatting in. Tenant's rights don't exist in my mindscape, they're in big trouble
#I'll be honest an actual break may or may not be coming soon depending on how things go irl#i don't really want to talk about it but. things are bad. really bad#but i have a history of mentally/emotionally running away from my problems haha#which usually involves losing myself in writing or drawing. or video games. or whatever idk#something to help me pretend I'm not alive for a while#got a big backlog of burningcheese stories to write so maybe I'll end up doing those just to cope haha#no matter what burningcheese is my ride or die dont you worry about that#i appreciate your concern. i really do. it's over something silly like shipping but it actually means a lot to me in this trying time haha#i put on a happy silly front on here because i come here to have fun and be silly you know? even if i don't really feel like that irl#i don't want to burden strangers with my real life problems haha#but yeah I'm rambling I'm sorry. thank you for reaching out#as for the lack of content in tags yeah that's always sucked#unfortunately burningcheese never got the love and attention shadowvanilla and eternalberry got despite it being equally as deserving#straight ship + devsis kinda fumbled their chapters so it damaged interest (and ppl's view of BS as a character in general)#sometimes i think it's for the best just because it means we avoided the slop treatment#but... waaaaahhhhhh burningcheese peak and canon why doesn't everyone obsess over it like i do waaaaaahhhhhh#oh well. be the change you wish to see in the world. that's why i made this blog and my ao3 in the first place haha#so yeah again don't worry. got plenty of stories and headcanons and everything left to share#i ain't beat. but i sure am getting beat up haha
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I don't know how to explain this one, but I feel like if Jeeves and Wooster were to go on a first name basis, Bertie would make the graceless and awkward transition to calling Jeeves “Reginald” (quickly just Reggie) and fumble quite often because the name isn’t second nature yet. This in mind, I firmly believe that Jeeves would immediately Bertie Wooster at every opportunity. It would be easy and seamless and confuse Bertie to no end and Jeeves is just so smugly pleased about it
#Like I said I can’t explain WHY I just… feel it in me bones. It’s a bone feel#My bones have never lied to me#Jeeves and Wooster#Jooster#Horrid ship name#BTW this isn’t to say Bertie is not BURSTING with enthusiasm for this long overdue development in their relationship. Just that the habit’s#HARD to break. Meanwhile Jeeves has already gone through the whole fucking olympics in mental gymnastics to emotionally prepare himself for#this and he’s 100% ready to commit now. Maybe emitting the “sir” would have tripped him up in the old days. But now? Nahhhh
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right so Sunshine getting possessed by Brachium and Elliott yelling at Aaron was NOT on my Balance Bingo card
#i was not prepared mentally and now i will never recover emotionally#hashtag... yeah#redacted asmr#redactedverse#redacted audio#redacted sunshine#redacted brachium#redacted elliott#redacted aaron#redacted balance#redacted spoilers#vinn says fandom things#vinn yapping#vinn says really dumb stuff
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there's something sadly funny about the way that Kaladin goes into literally every situation thinking "Too bad I'm not cool anymore 😔"
I mean. I get it. Depression fucks your brain up and you feel detached from yourself and any skills you have or had. The PTSD and chronic fatigue are keeping him from doing things he once managed with far less effort. And it's rather impossible to feel like you can just... do things like you used to when you're struggling at a basic level to simply be.
Still, literally everyone who knows him is like "Kaladin you're so storming cool" and he goes "They're referring to the person I was, who is dead. I'll never be cool again. I'm sorry."
The most hilarious thing? He walks into these moments, thinking 'too bad', and then he does the most objectively amazing thing possible while everyone else just watches in awe.
Kaladin, three seconds after absolutely changing everyone's outlook on life: Aw, it's too bad the person I just was died again. Guess I have to find something else to be cuz I sure can't pull that off anymore.
#this ramble brought to you by the scene near the end of ROW where Kal is about to defend the last node and is like#“would be cool if I was here. too bad I'm dead. I'll try to pretend one last time”#meanwhile everyone adores him just for still trying. still daring to fight.#I guess the point is you're not dead and you're not useless and you're not failing to measure up as long as you're still fighting#Just Brando writing writing painfully accurate mental illness as usual#kaladin is fr me every time someone says something nice about a fic I've written#I act like it was a one time thing and I'll never pull it off again#me three hours after publishing a fic: yes thank you but it's too bad I don't think I'll ever write again. I know.#like oh you were emotionally impacted? what a funny coincidence; I'm sorry for tricking you into believing in me; that was rude of me#meanwhile the 509k ao3 word count and repeat readers: 💀#kaladin stormblessed#stormlight archive#stormlight archive reread#rhythm of war reread
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I’ve been deconstructing my ideas of Tim to separate fanon from canon for the purpose of my solo run idea. What do you mean Batman calling him Jason was a canon event. I understand fanon has a basis in canon but I thought that was a development of fanon maybe. Eye is twitching I’m bringing back all of my deconstructed emotional disconnected mentor Batman thoughts
#aimeespeaks#tim drake#red robin#I have said that in my backstory rewrite he’s just a sever latchkey kid case and there is no criminal neglect as in fanon#but I’ve also said Janet will be really a complicated character (it’s what she deserves)#and although I’ve not really talked about Jack he remains as he was for a lot of time original Robin run#extremely emotionally disconnected#like he’s not abused or neglected but going back to one of the three core aspects of my run#which is 1. why is he a vigilante 2. who is he and 3. the mental illness he has#and like it connects to all of it#his childhood is such a heavy focus cause it shapes he’s need to be not only useful but also emotionally dependable#and how those two needs play into why he is who he is#(I will get back to this but it largely comes back (to me this is lore I’m creating and one day will make canon if I can) (Janet deserves#to be a real character)#and like. unfortunately this really helps actually cause it bridges the gaps between his childhood and present with a blaring sign that#is his Robin years#I will largely skip over them and I don’t ever plan to address it#but my iteration of Tim does not see Batman as a father#he doesn’t want a dad who’s not his dad#his parents died when he was old enough that adoption wouldn’t ever really be considered the option emotionally#so he’s not like dick (who btw although he has a parental relationship with b never is adopted and that’s a seperate can of worms)#and he loved his parents who although emotionally u healthy genuinely loved and cared for him#(not like Jason. also he comes after Jason the only son Batman like set out to father (b4 bio Damian) (and don’t even get me started on#cass)#that’s not his dad that is one man in a line of emotionally unavailable mentors#(I have also not gotten into how entrenched in academia Tim was growing up with Janet (it’s never really implied he spent lots of time#around his parents buisness so. I’ll get into this later)#like a Batman who is canonically and unfortunately deeply emotionally unavailable and who is overall very unintreseted in a new Robin is.#so perfect for a child who had to develop extreme levels of emotional intelligence and independence young (aided by being a genius)#as a way to understand his mothers love
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i have no mouth and i must scream speech but for about insomnia hate hate hate let me tell you how much i have come to hate being awake
#took half an expired tops brand unisom . wheeeee medicine that does nothing and then the next day you're groggy for twelve hours#but i have to do SOMEthing if i don't Try to make myself sleep that's Giving Up and if you Give Up . well#this is the second week in a row that ive failed to sleep on a night leading into the work week and i know most of the external reasons why#like. busy day tomorrow so anxious. haven't given myself a full weekend in a really long time so strung out.#had important stuff to do earlier that didn't happen so dwelling on that. woke up at 9am and wasn't out of bed until ten thirty so like#i got more than adequate sleep last night but this does not make me feel less worried about NOT sleeping TONIGHT#because again. every time i have a night of big insomnia im convinced that it's the beginning of an unending trend#that will make me wind up like my mother who is lucky she gets more than three hours of sleep every couple of weeks#and while she's done this her whole life qnd has adjusted to it (as much as a body can) i just know. based on how insomnia is for me#that i never could. it would be exactly as terrible every time i would never be able to be calm while it was happening#anyway everybody send me your best knockout gas#AND. it's SNOWING. fuck everything i hate it all#tomorrow im gonna be groggy as hell and have to drive to work and back and have to be With It bc we're doing activities and shit#and have to be like the model of library enthusiasm when i barely have that on a good day. and not actually physically groan#every time someone new wants a card because it means i have to interrupt what im doing dor the next fifteen minutes to say a spiel#i know i shouldn't hate that i should be glad we're getting engagement. and i am. i just wish i wasn't the one at the desk#and im not good at keeping that off of my face or being welcoming when i dont feel welcoming#i haven't gotten to do processing at my actual office desk in months. haven't gotten to be Off The Floor#which certainly hasn't helped my overall stress levels. i need to not be socially on so much it's slowly pulling me apart#and then i get home wnd im too tired to do anything and my house also falls apart around me#but if i DON'T have outings i also rot . there's no solution to this problem. not without quitting my job which ill never do#bc in today's market id never get anything half as good as this ever again. and as has been established. this relatively good job#is still not good enough for me not to be emotionally and mentally falling apart
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