#i'm here !!

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[comfortingcatharsis]

Characters with a bond such that hearing "I'm here, I'm here- I'm right here" from their companion goes a long way toward settling an ill or injured character and calming their distress- the simple reassurance of the other's presence soothing them, whether said in response to the ailing one's querulous pleas for their companion or offered spontaneously by the companion as the automatic first thing they say.

[aonik]

[mikefrawley]

I'm Here

I'm here with wings I'd love to share never an anchor to hold you down whenever there's laughter in the air and even when there is no sound I'm here to find your missing smile if only you might give me a chance when you want to walk in the wind I'll let you lead if you wish to dance I'm here like a star to be your light if ever in darkness you cannot see if you're afraid to take the first step I'm with you give your hand to me I'm here if ever you need a friend if you're lost and don't what to do do not be afraid you are not alone and I'll walk side by side with you I'm here when your heart is sad the troubles never seem to end fret not for I will bring this heart and it belongs to you my friend

@snowangelsoul for a very dear and special friend. 🦋

[imabeautifulbutterfly]

Me

A/N: Needed to write about how I felt the last few months. Although, I didn't have someone break down my door, I had a few friends who broke through the darkness in my mind.

To all those who struggle with anxiety, depression, negative thinking, and just everyone who needs a hug, you're not alone.

Love oo

Warnings: Dealing with Depression; breaking down a door.

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Dark.

That’s all I see. Darkness.

The black out curtains I had bought a year ago, which at the time felt like a good idea, now seemed to be the very thing that kept me trapped. Kept me from venturing out of my room. In a way it kept me trapped in my own misery. As long as those curtains remained closed, there was nothing out there. 

No job. 

No friends.

No one to call me, theirs. 

No problems.

No hobbies.

And the more I thought about it, the more I realized I really didn’t have those things. Sure, I had a job, but it was just routine now, it didn’t provide stimulation or change. 

Alright I had friends, but … did they even need me? Did they even care about me? 

“OPEN THE DOOR!” 

Wrecker’s voice bellowed through the door I had locked. My comm had been buzzing constantly for the past day, but I managed to ignore it. It all felt too much and not enough. 

“I’M NOT GOING AWAY!”

I rolled to the other side, pulling my blankets up to cover my ears and face. I didn’t want anyone to see me, I didn’t want anyone to know how much I failed. How far I had fallen. I didn’t want to admit to myself I needed help. 

I’m not even sure what happened or what exactly triggered me. Was it the fact that my best friend had another guy fall for her, and I didn’t have anyone? Or the fact that the guy that fell for her was someone I was fond of, somewhat? Maybe it’s just realizing that there’s something wrong with me. Something that everyone else sees that I don’t. 

Am I really so horrible? 

Maybe I really am boring, like some have said.

People forget that I exist often enough.  Hell when I go to a restaurant there are times when the server forgets I’m even there. 

No one ever contacts me unless they need something. 

Maybe it would be better if I just disappeared. 

The door breaks open, as strong, heavy footsteps come to my bedside. 

“Talk to me, cyare.”

I turn to see Wrecker, his eyes wide, his one good eye full of worry and emotion. 

“Wrecker?”

“Talk to me, sweetie, what’s going on? Who hurt you?”

“No one.”

He gently sits on the floor beside my bed and holds my hand, “Talk to me.”

It takes several silent minutes before I try to open my mouth, I subtly wipe a tear and finally the words come out, “I’m not needed.”

“What do you mean?”

“In life, I’m not needed.”

“Bullshit.” I flinch at his cuss. “Of course, you’re needed. What makes you think you’re not?”

I shrug.

“Don’t do that.” Wrecker squeezes my hand, “Don’t just shrug, explain to me your rationale, tell me why you think you’re not needed, why you don’t matter? Because you do.”

“No one remembers me.” I swallow, “Everyone thinks about me, but no one ever speaks to me.”

“What about me? Don’t I count? I’ve been calling and stopping by to check on you.” His warm large hand brushes away the strand of hair dangling over my face. 

“Of course, you matter.”

“Well I need you.” His hand gently cups my cheek. “Who else will go on culinary adventures with me? Who else will make sure I’m getting the right amount of sleep? Or eating right?”

I smirked, “You have Hunter, Crosshair and Omega for that.”

“Fine, then who will make my heart quicken with just a smile? Who will make my breath hitch just with a look of your eyes?” Tears well up in my eyes as he gently presses a kiss to my forehead. “Cyar’ika, you matter. You matter more than you know. You’re everything to me. So please, don’t hide away, don’t disappear on me. Don’t …” he swallows back the lump in his throat, as tears begin to prickle his eyes, “Don’t leave me alone.”

“Wrecker … are… what … what are you…” The words keep failing me.

“I’m trying to say that I can’t stand the idea that you’re not okay. I can’t stand you thinking you don’t matter, when you do.” Wrecker takes a moment to simply stroke my forehead with his thumb, “Sweetheart, have you … have you thought that maybe you need help?”

I looked down at our hands, it had been something I thought about for a long time. Something that constantly played around in my head, but I always came back to the fact, there are others who needed it more. Others who deserved that allotment. I wasn’t worthy to take that space, wasn’t worthy to have someone try and fix me. Which I know wasn’t true, I know I deserved help just like everyone else, regardless of what my brain tried to tell me. Truth was I was scared. Scared of what asking for help really meant. 

“It’s scary.”

“What is?”

“Asking for help.”

“Why?”

I take a deep breath, letting out a shaky sigh, “Being vulnerable. Opening myself up … what if I can’t be fixed? What if it makes it worse? What if everyone realizes how pathetic I am?”

“First, you’re not pathetic. You are never pathetic. You’re ill, love. And when you’re ill, you go see a doctor. Second, it’s not about fixing, it’s about managing. Managing whatever symptoms you have. Maybe trying to figure out what triggered you, or if you need medication. And finally, sometimes it gets darkest just before the dawn.” His hand is gentle as he slowly and smoothly strokes my head, “It might get worse before it gets better, but that doesn’t mean you’re alone. I will look after you. Help you. You won’t be alone.” He presses the gentlest kiss to my forehead. “But none of it will work until you’re ready to get help. So in the meantime, can I simply hold you, remind you you’re not alone. You are important. You matter. And you’re loved. Not just by me, but by everyone.”

I can’t talk as I try to fight the tears that are welling up, I shift on the bed, Wrecker, lying down beside me as he pulls me close, holding me, and hiding me from the world in his arms.

“Also, I’m sorry, love. I broke your door. I’ll fix it later.”

“ ‘tis okay.” I sob out, crying into his chest, and holding him close as I finally start to see the streaks of light shining through the darkness. 

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Dai Sentai Goggle V | 1982-83 ep. 23 | The Great Soap Bubble Plan

[xialumee]

everything is going to be okay

[nsharks]

I love your story and have been following it basically since it released but are you gonna disappear for a long time again? Ur scaring me lol like if u need to you should but just curious

nah not that long, I'm working on it! I'm just busy and it can be hard to switch my brain to creative mode sometimes

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I'm going to love you. I'm going to love you in your weekest moments to your strongest ones. I'm going to love you when you are happy and i'm going to still love you the most when you are sad. Don't you understand? I'm here, and I'm not going anywhere. I want to love you, each and every piece of you. I want you with your imperfections as much as I want you for you. And I'm always going to want you, I'm always going to be here loving you with everything.

— I'm here.♡

[ultimatevocalsonicsongtournament]

ROUND 1 - Pool #28

Almost Dead vs. I'm Here

Reblog to help expand this blog's visibility so that we have more voters!

Listen to them in the following links:

Almost Dead

I'm Here

Lyrics below!

Almost Dead

No more gods No more graves Are you friend or fiend? No more life No more death Somewhere in between… (2x) Well, we're almost dead Almost dead Almost dead to the world Almost dead (2x) Almost dead to the world Heaven can't save us Hell is a joke No place left to go What you see You cannot believe But when we rise, you'll know… Well, we're almost dead Almost dead Almost dead to the world Almost dead (2x) Almost dead to the world (3x) Well, we're almost dead…

I'm Here

Follow me I'm standing on the border of everything Listen close Can you hear the spirits sing Lost messages of long ago? Leave the life you knew before See a new world worth fighting for Find the truth of who I'm meant to become Another path I must now walk on I'm here Reaching far across these new frontiers With my life I fight this fear In my hands I hold the ones I love Walk forward through the cold dawn Always to new horizons Come with me We'll travel through the trials and tragedy Blessed and bleak Can you hear the spirits shout The secrets in their melodies? Dream Explore the mysteries Breathe A new life is revealed to me Once again we'll start our story anew Don't be afraid I will be with you I'm here Reaching far across these new frontiers With my life I fight this fear In my hands I hold the ones I love Walk forward through the cold dawn Always to new horizons Standing here The way ahead's becoming clear All across these new frontiers In my hands I hold the ones I love Walk forward through the cold dawn Always to new horizons

[grrl-beetle]

i'm here

[galaxywhump]

This is an extremely random comeback, but hey, I'm still alive! And for a few days now I've been feeling like writing some stuff about Wren's time with Daniel, so I'm actually open to requests again.

[things-from-wings]

I totally forgot to post my Sonic Art after I watched the movie. Ask anybody what the best part of Sonic is and it's the music every time.

[stoneytruck]

I know the Curly, Anya and Jimmy trio is very popular in the fandom, buuut if anybody got any ideas of requests or just things you'd like to share about the Swansea & Daisuke duo, I'm all eyes and ears!! 👀👀👀

[yourlovelyspace]

Don't ever forget it 💝