I don't know, there's just something that hits so hard knowing that at his very core, Wanderer is just a sweet boy who wants to help others and find a family who will love and take care of him in return. We can see this when he's first found after Ei left him, and also when he erases himself from Irminsul.
Wanderer, when we meet him as Scaramouche is someone tainted by centuries of deceit. He's the product of a twisted mind twisting the naive mind of a puppet just looking for his place in this world. His personality as Scaramouche is fragments of those he's spent the most time with (the harbingers), coupled with his three perceived betrayals, and we end up with a homicidal puppet who hates humanity and detests the gods. He may have hated them, but the Harbingers (especially Dottore) are the ones who shaped the Balladeer we met.
But the Wanderer we meet post-Irminsul is helping out at a fruit stand in Sumeru fully expecting no compensation for his work. He goes out of his way to pick fresh sunsettias and take care of this stand all because the man who runs it helped him. He's shocked and confused, not angry, when the Traveler says that he's a puppet despite him making it a point to never tell anyone. He happily accompanies the Traveler and Paimon to Nahida, even apologizing for the inconvenience.
Dottore made sure all of Wanderer's naive traits turned bitter towards the world because he wanted a fascinating test subject. And yet, even when he could go on the warpath and murder Dottore after finding out the core betrayal that shaped him was a lie, he instead chooses to erase himself from the past just as a small chance to fix the wrongs he's done and give those hurt because of him a chance at a better life.
If the Kabukimono and Wanderer were him without being molded by the harsh world and Scaramouche was the result of being manipulated, I really wonder how he would have turned out had Ei not chosen to give him up.
In other words: Scaramouche is baby and he deserved so much better. Wanderer is a sweetheart who had to reconcile with a past that went completely against who he thought he was and deserved better. But the Wanderer we have now, is healing.
He's healing and I can't explain how proud of him I am that he's trying.
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You pretty much reminds me of Brahms Heelshire from The boy (yes I know it's action movie but has you give a shot to it?)
i mean, i like slashers... horror movies are some of the only ones i watch besides anime movies. ...but why am i brahms..? he doesn't even really do anything. i'm way cooler than him. i don't act as weird as him or anything. i really don't know where you're coming from. is it just because our houses seem similar..? or do you just think i'm that childish, anon?
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I need god troubles me to have a bigger fandom because I cannot explain how down bad I am for food god and idk I need someone to make fanfic or headcanons of him
Also it’s a really funny anime with 3 seasons on Netflix and it has a bunch of random references. Please watch it I highly recommend it!!!
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I love how pissy Jin Ling is about Wei Wuxian using demonic cultivation and being BFFs with Wen Ning but when Lan Sizhui defends both Wen Ning and the use of demonic cultivation, Jin Ling is like “hmmm interesting, let’s be best friends for the rest of our lives while I protect you from everything that ever threatens to harm you”
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hey guys I learned how to do some gifs - I'm pretty sure my heart stopped at this moment
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