He speaks in ifs and maybes and imagines. It makes me think he’s just as scared as me.
He speaks in ifs and maybes and imagines. It makes me think he’s just as scared as me.
Of course, he has reason to. I broke both our hearts the first time around.
Of course, i have reason to. I’ve never given so much of myself to something that I know might not work.
I introduce him to the little girl in me; very few have met her. She tells him her dreams, her fears, her hopes. She tells him the reasons behind each one.
He’s one of the first people to sit and listen.
She says she’ll wait for him, whenever he’s ready to bring out the little boy.
She’ll listen to his dreams, his fears, his hopes. The reasons behind each one.
She can see the glimmer of hope in his eyes and the hesitation in the way he draws his next breath.
She doesn’t hurry him. We can wait.
For once I’m not in a rush.
I think maybe we’ll have the rest of our lives.
Maybe
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I've been planning something...
I've been planning to talk about a certain soviet animation studio that I've been fixating on. All of its history and all the stuff it's made.
And its Pilot. I chose it because it's basically my favorite soviet animation studio. (I still haven't figured out why.) I've been planning to discuss it before, but with little motivation to actually make it. Now that I got my first actual YouTube channel, that urge of motivation is now stronger. I have no idea why I would want to make an almost full-fledged video documentary of this studio that almost literally no one in America knows about.
But why a video like that? I just started my channel yesterday and have been uploading shitposts I made in capcut. I like to branch out my video concept choices and be like more of my favorite youtubers.
I'm not sure if it will actually be a full documentary. I don't want it to be hours long or anything like that. I think I'm going for at least 30 minutes of runtime. (That promise might be broken, but who knows)
The video will be talking about the studio's history, its content, its biggest project Mountain of Gems, etc etc... it will be more of an appreciation of the studio and soviet animation as a whole.
Actually, now that I think about it, I think I'm just going to talk about the animations that the studio made. I'm not an huge expert on it's history. The video might wholeheartedly serious, with a couple jokes here and there, y'know my style. I'm not Defunctland or something, I'm just a dumb teenager going into high school soon that just wants to create and upload YT videos for fun and enjoyment.
Hell, I'm planning to make this video on mobile. On my iPad, using CAPCUT, of all editing apps. I was told you could make whole length videos in capcut. Maybe I can get the video done without Capcut Premium! It's not Adobe Premiere or Sony Vegas (I'm planning to get it one day) for its standards and limitations, but it's still good enough for me!
I might get started on the script in google docs, who knows if ill actually finish this video, let alone even start it. I am eyeing out on getting the video done and editing it hopefully whenever I have time. I have a passion for long length videos like this.
Wish me luck, y'all.
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