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May Apollo bless this scorching hot bath and make my knees shut up and put out the buzzing fire in my joints.

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you should probably go to bed

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random things ive heard in the halls at school, out of context

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"he wants to marry her?" "ya he's got a brain injury"

"I'm doing it. I don't care if I havE TO JUMP DOWN THERE AND DO IT MYSELF MYSelf. I'm doing it"

*as Cinderella walks down the stairs* "dang she THICC"

"I know it's infected! How do you know it's infected"

*male voice* "Kaden I think we have a good grudge running and to make it up we should have intercourse"

*loud male voice* "Taylor, showin' off those guns baby, yeah!"

*holding a candle and smelling it* "why does it smell like boy??,,, But WHY does it smell like BOY??"

"This is Salem, not the hood"

*obnoxiously bright voice*

"are we gonna be POSITIVE today?"

"Has anyone ever told you to shut up? ...no? Well I am now"

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can someone fucking linger near the door uncomfortably instead of just leaving. can someone fucking forget their scarf in my life & come back later for it. please

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everything u need to know about me can actually be explained by the fact that i read that poem about the serving girl wearing the pearls so they're warm for her mistress when i was like 11 and it rewrote my brain chemistry forever

like this Changed Me

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*cracks open google docs and it releases a cloud of dust*

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picking mine up after class- its over for yall bitches

once i get my mobility aide it's over for you bitches

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thought i had moved on, thought i had forgotten it all

but then i saw her face today and it all came flooding back

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May 25, 1929 Journals of Anais Nin 1927-1931  [volume 4]

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Platonic love is so great. I'm obsessed with that shit.

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The boy who hasn't texted yet. The friend's younger brother who didn't even say a thank you after you helped him when he reached out to you. The ex who left you on seen again. The coworker you thought was a friend who hasn't bothered to respond in weeks but now you will have to train him on a new tool. Are we going to let ourselves be bothered by that? 아니요. No.

We are going to eat this wholesome dinner our mother made. And finally try the paid version of chatgpt and continue watching this new thriller kdrama. Maybe we will outline the story idea we got earlier in the evening. Or maybe we will just sleep in a bit. In any case, we will be okay. We will still have a good night and we will sway in the kitchen as we heat our food because we have ourself.

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i think as soon as we started snapping instead of calling it changed. instead of the boy from work i became just another person in her eyes.

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if god didnt want me to sin he shouldnt have filled my heart with emptiness

"all sins are attempts to fill voids" what a line. what a fucking line. i will be angry for the rest of my life that i did not write this line.

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and in french we say "tu me manques" which means "you are missing from me"

In Greek you don't really say I miss you but, "Μου λείπεις" which means "I am missing from you"

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ill love you when the oceans dry

ill love you when the rivers freeze

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old enough to make my own decisions, young enough that im still afraid to

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"i will kiss you at every beautiful place and monument so that you can never return to them without tasting me like blood in your mouth"

I will leave such an imprint on your heart that anyone you entertain after me will have to know me in order to understand you.