#ill try to post more but no promises hehe

[staryxio]

Confuzzled 

[fuxuannie]

Hey girl, I LOVED YOUR HEADCANONS. Specifically abt Ken x Reader. If you can write about headcanons abt maybe when he's jealous? You covered literally almost everything in your headcanons, so I have nothing to request except this 😭

❥﹒kenji sato x gender neutral reader

✦. synopsis — part 2 of the kenji sato headcanons because i am totally normal <3

✦. love mail — i swear i promise ill post hsr guys 😞 just let me have my moment w sato i beg. i’ve decided to just do this req + add some more hehe. thank you sm requester for enabling my brain rot! (pls more ppl do so)

✦. tags — NO SPOILERS, fluff, dadgirl kenji, non-intimate/sexual kissing, kenji sato x reader, i wrote this w my brain off again ( ´͈ ᗨ `͈ ;; pls

Jealousy was not fun for the Kenji Sato. Before Emi came along and changed him, I can see him being the type to get jealous easily. Why would you need to talk to other people anyway? You had him, he was the best. He’d make it real obvious too, suddenly wrapping his arm around your waist and pulling you close, or the following days he has you wear his iconic jacket while you’re out with him so everyone knows exactly who and what you two are. If it gets to the better of him, he’ll get all pouty about it. He wants all your attention, your eyes all over him and him only. Maybe even hands but that’s a different thing. But I think after Emi’s influence, it’s less possessive and he’s grown to trust you with others instead of letting his feelings get in the way. Of course he’s not immune to jealousy, but you notice it a lot less. It’s less suffocating for you and you’re grateful he’s grown. You did love the pouty face he’d make though, it was cute.

Now if you were jealous, which is really no surprise.. Kenji had thousands of admirers, he had gifts on his doorstep like every other day. He’ll do everything to prove and reassure you that you’re the only one who has his heart. He’ll post you on his social media, take you out on dates, all those things to wash your worries away. Lastly, he’ll hold you in his arms at night and whisper everything he loves about you. Everything you were silently insecure about, he loved. Every date you thought he forgot, he remembered. And to meet a guy like that? How lucky can you be? (He tells you he’s luckier of course. <3)

I think he’s a messy kisser for the most part 🧐. (Forgive me in advance for this part. I am not very good at these things.) When he can take his time, he’s slow and gentle. Genuinely just trying to show you that yeah, he loves you, so damn much. And he’s going to show that through his passion by taking things slow so you can really feel his devotion. Other times, because he’s always in a rush, he’ll do a messy but clearly desperate kiss. He doesn’t like leaving without one, and you can describe him kissing you like it’s his last, (because it’s really not a far-fetched guess considering his line of work) his hand behind your head and pressing your lips against his in an almost ravenous manner. He does give you a very quick kiss on the forehead and runs off after finishing, leaving you a little dazed.

He LOVES to take you out on night rides. If ever you get a little nervous/have a fear of motorcycles, he’ll talk you all the way through via the cardo he put into your helmet. He’ll take you to some nice cafes or restaurants around Tokyo, other time’s he’ll bring you to some favourite childhood spot of his. When you arrive, he’ll tell you about his mother and the memories he’s made in this very special spot. It warms your heart to see his expression be so fond when he talks about his childhood – he truly misses it.

Before you knew of Kenji’s identity, I think it would be funny if you hated Ultraman. You just LOATHED the guy, Kenji asked your thoughts on Ultraman on the first date and you went on a rant about how he threw your car at a Kaiju only to miss. (He felt so embarrassed). It would be funnier if afterwards, he began to actually do his job as Ultraman properly.. and avoided cars on your street and avenue. He wanted to make sure you didn’t utterly hate Ultraman before revealing that he was him.

It would be cute if you and him knew each other like, much earlier. And you called him Ken. And then he made that his alias while he was becoming an All-Star baseball player. :) He’ll brag about it all the time in interviews too, that you’re the reason he uses it. <3

He’s the typa guy to have a picture of you in his room, behind his phone case, in his wallet, in his car and literally anywhere he can get his hands on. He bought a polaroid camera just to take pictures of you, he could care less about the price of film or the camera itself.. he just wanted to have as many pictures of you as possible. He’ll brag about it to his baseball teammates too, considering he also keeps one in his pockets for good luck. :)

You're his goodluck charm. <3

[icypenguin]

★~ Lyney headcanons

helloo! sorry for not posting in a while.. i kinda ran out of ideas hehe.. and uhh sorry if this is kinda ooc but please enjoyy!

Teyvat au

- everytime he’s going to have a show, he will always tell you! telling you that the front seat is reserved just for you. orr… perhaps a private magic show will do.

- before he performs he will always ask you “y/n is this okay?” “y/n do you think this is already good enough?” “y/n do you think i need to improve more?”. he doesn’t want the others to be dissapointed in him. his job as a magician is too make people pleased with his magic tricks and not dissapointing people.

- pda? i would say 90%. he’s a pretty flirty guy. holding hands, hugs and kisses everywhere? he would be happy! well.. just don’t do it infront of those formal peoples yk?

-if you’re dating lyney, that means you’re friends with freminet and lynette! both are your bestfriends! they will tease you both if they see you doing lovey-dovey things with eachother.. yeah…

- when you’re sad he will always try to cheer you up with his magic tricks!

- i feel like your date will be at night in a fancy restaurant.. or perhaps just stargazing with eachother, cuddling.

- petnames: sweet heart, sweet pea, sugar, darling.

~ small drabble ~

you were hanging out in lyney’s house. he was practicing his magic trick. “y/nnn promise you will come to my showw!” he whined. before that, you to,d him you need to do something important tomorrow. but you’ll try to go to his show. “lyney.. ill try okay?” you didn’t promise him and you could clearly see that he’s not happy about it. “i’ve reserved your seat! in the front! just like you like it!” he begged you with puppy eyes. you can’t resist this. not when he pull out his puppy eyes, you sigh, signaling you’ve given up “alright alright ill clear up my schedule at the time your show is going to be at. he then kisses you on the cheeks, nose, forhead and finally, lips. you giggled in suprise and he giggled too. “thankyou my sweet y/n ill always cherish you” he said with a teasing tone. you could only kiss his lips back and wonder what will happen tomorrow…

~~~

thankyou for reading! ik the drabble might be shorter than the other so sorry! advices are accepted, have a nice day!

[selenesquish]

Are u coming back to gaining for real? I missed u a lot ;

yeah! i have a few videos lined up and im trying to post more consistently, life's just been getting in the way... i cant make any promises in terms of how often ill be posting, but you'll be seeing more of me soon (hehe get it)

gaining consistently is really hard for me bc i have a high metabolism and a low budget, so requests for private content and sponsored stuffings would be super appreciated! so for now im gonna stop pressuring myself toward a goal weight and just focus on making content

i have put on like 10 lbs though

[tteokdoroki]

tw: death

husband!pro hero!katsuki bakugo (dynamight) x wife!pro hero!reader, aged up characters obv

as the long rigorous fight came to a victorial ending for the heroes, the villian fell to the ground unconscious. the heroes began falling to the ground exhausted, tired from the fight.. some injured. bakugo landed on the ground finally, his weight landing on his weakend legs. he slowly fell down to his knees before coming to a realization, where were you?

"Y/N?!" he called out, looking the around the vicinity for you. the scene had been flooded with police, firefighters, ambulances, and reporters almost instantly after the ending of the fight. when he could find you himself, he looked for his closest friend, kirishima to help look for you. "KIRISHIMA!!" he yelled, finding his friend he gripped his shoulder, "she's missing! y/n's missing i can't find her anywhere!"

kirishima instantly began to help his friend in his search for you, traveling around the vast space that the long battle took place in. soon kirishima rounded a corner seeing you laid among the rubble. "BAKUGO I FOUND HER!" he shouted, running to aid his best friend's wife. hearing his friend, he immediately blasted himself in the direction of the pair. his eyes landed on your body laying on the ground, nearly lifeless. he dropped down to you immediately while kirishima ean as fast as he could to get an ambulance immediately to where they were.

"'suki.. am i gonna die?" you blinked at him wearily. you had a huge wound on your ribcage, it was deep and gushing out blood. he was quick to rip his own shirt off his body to put over your wound and apply pressure. "of course not baby," he spoke gently with you, "you're gonna be fine. everythings going to be fine."

"it hurts kats.." you cried, looking down to where his hands were putting pressure, trying to slow the bleeding. his white shirt was soaked in your blood. "i know baby.. come on, keep your eyes on me," he said, catching your gaze again, "stay focused on me sweetheart." "when i die..."

"don't say that." he looked at you, tears beginning to form in his own eyes, "you aren't dying." you laughed, which turned into a cry from the pain. "fine, but if i do die, you are the best thing that ever happened to me," you took a small pause, pulling in a shakey breath, "you've shown me what it is to be loved and to love someone, so thank you. thank you for being there, being the best husband, being my best friend ever since highschool, and for being my soulmate."

bakugo's tears started running down his cheeks too. "youre welcome baby," he cried, "and thank you too.. for everything. for being in my life and being the best wife and soulmate, i could've ever asked for." he knew the ambulance was running out of time to get to them, to you. "ill always be with you sweets, in this life, after death, in our next lives, and beyond."

you smiled his favoite smile one last time, your biggest and brightest one yet at his loving words. "im getting sleepy 'suki." he knew you were close to running out of time, that once you fell asleep... you wouldn't ever wake back up. he sniffled, more tears falling, "i know baby, it's okay, i'll be there when you wake back up. i promise."

"ill see you again soon," you whispered to him, kissing him one last time, "i love you katsuki, forever." he fully broke down in sobs as you spoke. "i love you too (y/n)... forever." he held you in his arms, sobbing as you took your final breath, your body become limp as your life slipped away. he hoped you were already reunited with him on the other side, no longer in pain.

this is my first time letting others read my work🥹🥹 —🍯

WOAHHHH MY CHEST :(( this was so emotional im gonna cry :((( baby this was so good I LOVE THIS thank you for sharing with us hehe !! you should post it one day if you ever feel like <3

[sallufix]

LUCROW PIRATE AU MASTERPOST!

The Lucrow Pirate AU is... Well... LuCrow! But... Pirates. Yeah. The black ravens are there too. ANYWAYS, ONTO THE POST!

This AU will be Medieval + Steampunk themed!! So steampunk pirates! Yipee!!

Some characters will either be other pirates, or sea creatures. (Not decided yet, but im sure i can make both work)

The au will be focused on LuCrow and the black ravens, but ill try to fit as msny characters and arcs as possible!

These are the designs as of Chapter 1!

Many locations will be varied, but they will always have something steampunk related cause im a nerd and i love steampunk ok shut up thank you

The ship will never change in the chapters i think because im too lazy to alter the design uhm. Do you think im a designer. Look at this. What the fuck is this. WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE RANDOM GEARS AND CLOCKS IS THIS ALL I VIEW OF STEAMPUNK WHAT

So yes thats all. What. I was expecting more. No genuinely. I made like 5 drawings and more for this is this even a masterpost at this point

I SWEAR I FORGOT 10 THINGS I WAS SUPPOSED TO SAY HERE...

Im so sorry you guys please send asks my way if you have any questions im such a dumbass i cant remember shit

Anyways here's the fic where ill probably post more chapters of?? Probably?? No promises??

CHAPTER 1 SPOILERZZ!!

Hehe. I was so lazy. Oh my god. This looked horrible. Whatever. You don't know how much ive postponed posting this it is currently 1 am i shouldve been asleep at 11 pm holy shit no no no no

WHATEVER. GAY PEOPLE. BOOM ANYTHING FOR GAY PEOPLE. TAKE MY SLEEP SCHEDULE. MY ANYTHING. LOOK AT THEM. ROTATES THEM.

Anyways ooOOooOH pirate luke?! At the. At the end of the fic!? Wowie!! Anyways goodnight im gonna wake up and realize everything has dissolved into salt thank you

[meruz]

im gonna reply to some asks but not that many bc the last time i tried to type up one of these posts i accidentally closed the tab and lost like several paragraphs so now im scared

lots of heavypaint questions

@porch-gremlin

its the fan tool on heavypaint!! which is a free drawing app that i love a lot. and the fan tool is my fave its kind of a crutch actually im trying to use other tools gkfdhgsdg but its so fun i can do a whole painting using it exclusively. heres a video of it in action while i mess w the configuration options. u can slide the noise jitter up and down so its more or less streaky hehe ^^

thank you!!! heavypaint ROCKS!!!!! I love it... its like the only art program ill be a shameless shill for lol

also im flattered you think of my art while playing splat...i should draw more splat i feel like i havent done enough.

my phone!! I have a samsung galaxy note 20 that I am still not done paying off LMAO.... but I've been a galaxy note user for years. combined with heavypaint its a shockingly good mobile sketchbook.

I'm sorry it's crashing on your tablet... I don't have a tablet so I don't really have an advice. Unfortunately because HP is a small dev app it can be kind of finicky... especially in between updates. I think if you reached out to vaughn ling/heavypoly he'd probably respond though! he seems to keep up with the community pretty well.

@hellisrealsign nice nice.. I'm glad our tastes match up a little! hopefully that means you don't mind my frequent fandom jumping LOL. I promise to always be true to my homestuck-loving infinity-train-loving self.

LMAOOOOOO I HOPE YOU HAD A GOOD TIME? (covered in blood)

idk is it worth it to read any shounen manga for female side characters?????? (??) HEAVILY DEBATABLE. on one hand the casual observer would say no but on the other hand femslash shippers are the strongest people on god's green earth and will endure great tortures for paltry table scraps.

I think mha is a good manga but it's still a shounen, some of the tropes they squeeze the girls into kind of suck. I can kind of put my annoyance aside because regardless im still a big fan of cool fight scenes and the power of friendship but I think your mileage will vary depending on how much tolerance you have for that kind of story...? There's an awful lot of chapters afterall. I will say this: though toga and ochako aren't the main characters they're not in the background either. the path of their relationship spans multiple arcs across the entire manga and is both plot relevant and relevant to the greater themes/thesis of the story. it's pretty clear that the mangaka and editorial team are dedicated to giving these characters the time and page space to play out. it's not perfect but thats better than a decent amount of big shounen femslash in my opinion? shrugs

Thank you! for both the compliments and the concern. but I want to assure you that... to be perfectly honest I don't think I'll ever stop posting my art regardless of AI. I don't want to make this into a hot take like this is an entirely personal opinion and I don't expect any other artists to share my position but: Everything about my art that I consider valuable is inherently impossible for AI to replicate and everything about my art that is replicable and monetizable is not something I'm interested in owning or protecting. (this is also why at the end of the day i dont really care that much about art theft, tracing etc. and i think 90% of the time style theft is just silly)

I believe art should be freely shared and to restrict that is to make art into a product which is morally despicable and moreover uninteresting... to me. lol. I DO RECOGNIZE HOWEVER I'm very lucky to have both more of an online audience than I even want + a fulltime job that takes the pressure off any of my other art to make money. it's totally valid for other artists to have differing opinions on this especially depending on personal circumstances. AND also I make art that is primarily a product above all else for work everyday so im a hypocrite but. yeah thats my two cents.

I love posting art online LOL. I do it because its fun for me.

HAPPY NEAR YEAR!!!!!!!!!11111111

[whoslavu]

ABOUT ME 🌼

help idk how to do this but here i am ig lmao! this ig can be a about me post ( i doubt if people will even see it but yea) so obvi my name is lavu hehe but my full name is lavanya. Im south indian and speak tamil and can also read and write in tamil. i was born in argentina but both of my parents are indian :) . im in 6th grade aka an 11 y/o trying to figure out how to even use this heheheh! i will probs try to make some kpop content!

my socials!- 🐰

pin- @whoslavu

scratch- @hannibun

spotify- @lavanya 🤍

links to socials! - 🐰

spotify- https://open.spotify.com/user/315vzsdzjqt2su2wa3oi6irhwykm

pin- https://www.pinterest.com/whoslavu/

scratch- https://scratch.mit.edu/users/hannibun/

ENDING🌼

hope u guys enjoyed! ily and ill promise to keep up w/ this and try to post more lil projs on this hehehe

[hey-michael-young-history]

About Chiyoko

Anonymous: Hey again, I saw you reblogged a post about curious anonymous people, so I'll take this opportunity to clear one more question, hehe. About Chiyoko, what was her childhood like? Did her parents accept her right away or did they want her to be an Alpha? That question keeps hitting my head, lol. By the way, I really loved the story of this character, she might as well appear in the next game, right? 

Anon, please. Without questions, I might actually have to try to sleep.

Join me under the cut.

She was born in a small village where her mother was taken in when she came seeking sanctuary while pregnant. Her parents were Betas. Her dad left them, and her mom was a simple woman who didn’t fully understand what having an Omega child entailed. Betas are kind of like, “I don’t see why secondary sexes are such a big deal” because it isn’t… to them. Secretly, she would have preferred a Beta child. Her mom loved her, but she was young, unprepared for single parenthood, and very busy working to provide. Fortunately, her village was very much “it takes a village,” so Chiyoko’s childhood was uneventful.

She was very much a girly girl and nurturing Omega. She didn’t dream much beyond wanting to find an Alpha who would care for her.

She found that in her wife Chiaki, a warrior class Alpha. All children of this village had to learn basic survival skills and self-defense. Older children spread rumors that it was because there was a clan lurking in the shadows, targeting children to torture and send back as brainwashed monsters.

Anyway, they were teenagers and became best friends. When they both finally presented, they were crushing on each other, but Chiaki was pulled quickly for her pathway as an warrior. Before she was taken to a secret training camp, Chiyoko confessed to her, and being a hormonal teenager, Chiaki proposed. Chiyoko promised to give her an answer when she returned.

Chiyoko wrote letters to Chiaki, although she couldn’t send them. She kept them in a box to present. In the meantime, she learned domestic work. She was a beautiful girl, and her love for Chiaki caused her to freely produce a joyous scent that her elders scolded her for. She didn’t care. She turned down proposals from other people who warned her that she was going to wait for Chiaki, just to get abandoned and be too old to find a suitable partner.

Chiyoko didn’t care. She wanted to honor Chiaki’s proposal.

Chiaki returned ten years later, in the best shape of her life. The ladies reunited, Chiyoko presented her letters, and it turns out Chiaki had the same idea! They laughed at how seriously they took Chiaki’s proposal back then and promptly got married and had a nice dinner.

It was rough at first because they were young and were infatuated with each other. But they were friends first and in a matter of years, they settled into happy domestic life. They had six children and eventually Chiaki worried that she would not be able to protect her family while she was out on missions for the village.

Chiyoko took it upon herself to look for a new place and discovered that the Shirai Ryu was being rebuilt and seeking people. The rumor was that the grandmaster was a reformed wraith.

They were accepted and things were wonderful. But in the safety of the Shirai Ryu and her children growing, Chiyoko decided to search for something to define herself outside of being a wife and mother. She loved being able to relieve her family’s injuries and heal them when they were ill so she studied under the healers of the Shirai Ryu, then decided to seek out a shaman, to learn even further.

She was nervous about leaving her family for so long but they all encouraged her to follow her dreams and do something for herself.

So, she set out.

And idk if you’ve read the MKX comics but around this time, the kamidogu that Raiden asked Hanzo to guard started… talking. I would post what happened but I honestly try not to look at that section >_>

The blood demon got ahold of Fox, one of the students, and he slaughtered the entire Shirai Ryu, save Takeda and Hanzo. It was a mess.

She returned to find her entire family, her community DEAD. And if she hadn’t found Takeda, and Hanzo, she would have withered away right then and there. Hanzo, who was still recovering from losing his family, and Takeda, who’s mother was murdered, helped her. She wanted to use her new medical skills to help rebuild the Shirai Ryu. This motivation helped her power through the abandonment scars and her mating gland hardened for a few years. Eventually, it healed, though she never had another relationship or any more children, to honor the memories of those she lost.

She single handedly trained just about all of her staff and built a hospital that treated all Shirai Ryu, not just the ninjas.

She sees all of her patients as family and Hanzo is her dearest friend. She never interacted with Takeda in the series but he values her greatly and always visits her. She started replacing the sweets that Hanzo would take from him for Kuai Liang and Bi-Han.

She empathized greatly with Kuai Liang because her youngest son was an Omega. Male Omegas are rare, so she felt blessed to have him, even though she knew that life would be a little more challenging. She sees Kuai Liang as an Omega boy without his Omega mother, just as she is an Omega mother without her Omega boy.

December 29th, 2021 7:08am

[please-ignore-mee]

ℌ𝔢𝔩𝔩𝔬 𝔇𝔢𝔞𝔯 𝔜𝔬𝔲'𝔳𝔢 𝔖𝔱𝔲𝔪𝔟𝔩𝔢𝔡 𝔉𝔞𝔯 ... 𝔚𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔞𝔯𝔢 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔡𝔬𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔢?

I haven't opened up to someone in the past like 7 years, which isn't healthy. I know. I just... don't like being vulnerable. But of course, the gods love me so my mental illness is now affecting my work. I'm getting into a lot of trouble because of my depression. I really need to get a fucking hold on myself so this is my way to get me to open up more. I know a lot about why I am the way I am... I just don't have anyone to explain it to thats a lie. im a fucking liar, i have so, so so many people who would help me in a heartbeat i just dont go to them. why? i dont fucking know.

hehehe also i love dark humor and if i posted bout it on my main people would be concerned about me sooooooo yeah im here 👍🏼

ℭ𝔞𝔩𝔩 𝔪𝔢 𝔴𝔥𝔞𝔱𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔴𝔞𝔫𝔱. ℑ 𝔥𝔞𝔳𝔢 𝔫𝔬 𝔫𝔞𝔪𝔢. ℑ 𝔡𝔬𝔫'𝔱 𝔢𝔵𝔦𝔰𝔱 𝔞𝔣𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔞𝔩𝔩 :))

𝔖𝔥𝔢/𝔥𝔢𝔯 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔤𝔞𝔢

ℑ 𝔥𝔞𝔳𝔢 𝔄𝔇ℌ𝔇 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔡𝔢𝔭𝔯𝔢𝔰𝔰𝔦𝔬𝔫. 𝔄𝔫𝔡 𝔬𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔯 𝔰𝔥𝔦𝔱. ℑ 𝔡𝔬𝔫'𝔱 𝔨𝔫𝔬𝔴 𝔴𝔥𝔞𝔱.

if anyone from my main finds this, im deleting this account my main and tumblr all together. thats a joke lol, i wouldnt do all that its not a joke. i would. ANYWAYS HAHA i dont even know why im doing this- sorry, im just a bit of an attention seeker hehe

My DMs and Inbox are always open. Please, please vent to me.

i know its toxic and mean but helping others helps me feel good about myself. Don't mind whatever i post, i'm always willing to talk to you. About anything you need. i won't judge, i promise.

Also, please send hate. I know everyone hates me and it's driving me insane everyone keeps tolerating me and being nice. Send me anon hate. please leave it on anon tho because if any of my friends admitted to the fact they hated me i would probably break down hehe, i dont even know what the fuck i want, why am i so complicated?? Also know that I'll be inactive for periods on ends im sorry, im so so sorry, i tried, i really tried, i just cant. theres so much and im so little. im sorry.

TW!!! uhhh depression obvi, suicidal intention??, self harm but in weird ways, food talk, nausea and stuff, dissociation???, i dont even know anymore just dont read the rest of my blog

TAGS:

#ignore me ----> please just don't try to make me feel better or anything, its gonna make me feel worse. feel free to comment 'same' or 'mood'. ik some people say it makes em feel worse but sometimes its what i need :)) #i exist ----> do whatever you want. talk to me. ignore me. i dont mind. do whatever. #please... ----> please, please, please talk to me. im sorry, i just need someone. anyone. im so sorry.

[astraystayyh]

Hello!!

I’m just curious, don’t feel the need to answer this, but I was wondering when the next part of the prophecy is going to be posted?

I absolutely loved the first part!! I’m also sorry if this is annoying!

you’re so sweet thank youuu for asking :,)) tbh with you i haven’t made any progress in it lately simply because i felt very Demotivated when it comes to writing that fic :,) ik i shouldnt feel this way but it’s like the more effort i put into a fic the sadder i feel when it doesn’t get the attention u think it deserves, as opposed to fics i write in 20 mins yk? BUT BUT i promise ill try to write it very soon it’s all planned out and the major scenes are already written hehe but thank you 🥹 i didnt think anyone was awaiting itttt

[swanimagines]

Hi, i don't request often but i love the way you write Kaz and was thinking of an idea of Kaz x reader where he notices this new face in Ketterdam and is intrigued cause she is very smart and has amazing fighting skills but she is also into astrology and tarot (idk if it doesn t totally make sense, you can leave out the last bit, hehe). Reader is actually a runaway Grisha assassin and becomes Kaz's right hand. She can be rutheless but still is super caring for other crows and sarcastic?!? And maybe we can see bits and pieces where Kaz shows he cares for her ?

A big big thank you if you choose to do this one day and if i was to vague or something, gimme a sign and i can write you again.

Anyways, i adore your writings nevertheless and you literally make my day when i see a new post!^^

THE FREDDY EVENT HAS ENDED! Thank you everyone who requested during it! Freddy's characters preferences and requests for Jason, Tom and Ellis will stay open as I promised, they weren't exclusive to the event.

The Kaz taglist will apply and is free to join for the remainder of content which came during the event, but after that it won't be used anymore and Kaz pieces will have the general Netflix show Shadow and Bone taglist, which contains the rest of the Crows, Alina, Mal, Genya, Darkling etc. You can apply to that if you want to catch the post-event requested Kaz pieces too!

A/N: Aww thank you for your kind words 💕 (tagging the requester @blue-serendipity so they'd see this!)

I trimmed the request quite a bit because it had a lot of things I don't need story-wise, so for example, I didn't include the astrology and tarot thing because I didn't know how to implement them smoothly. I know you said I can take them out if they don't make sense, but I still hope you don't mind! Also sarcasm doesn't show because I didn't come across the need to use sarcasm + I'm really bad in writing sarcasm and don't always understand what's sarcasm, what's cringy sarcasm and what's just rude because of my autism. Her being caring is included, but she's taking care of a young Dreg and not one of the Crows.

And also the "bits and pieces where Kaz shows he cares for her" is more like just one scene at the end because you didn't really provide a long enough plot for more scenes like that and the request kind of sounded like a super short recap of a miniseries tbh.

Warnings: reader takes care of a teenager girl who's ill, vomiting mentioned

Word count: 1.3k

THE FIRST STEP

When Kaz first saw you, you were in an alleyway all alone, fighting off a group of men who had just tried to rob you. You looked like you could perfectly predict any attack that was coming your way, even before they'd thrown their punches.

You fought them for just a few minutes, and then they all were on the ground, groaning with pain and clutching their sides and arms, as you walked away from them graciously, not even short of breath. Kaz had to say, he was impressed and made his way to you, asking if you'd be interested in joining Dregs. You had looked him up and down, quirking an eyebrow.

"You're just a boy," you had said.

"You're just a girl," he had countered back, smirking.

"I'm older than I look," you shot back.

"And I have more reputation and power than most here," he answered, stepping forward. "Come work for me, I can offer you food and shelter in addition to fair pay."

Your eyes searched his face as you tucked your hands under your armpits, suddenly feeling cold from a breeze of air. "Who are you?" you asked suspiciously, trying to keep your voice cool.

"I am Kaz Brekker, the leader of the Dregs," he told you with a tingle of pride in his voice. Your eyes widened as you recognized the name.

"You... I thought you'd be older. You don't look old enough to lead anyone, let alone a gang," you protested. He gave you another smirk.

"I told you, I have more reputation and power than most my age." he said smugly.

"Why should I trust you? I heard you're manipulative and deceitful," you accused.

"You're too valuable asset to pass by." Kaz replied confidently.

You thought for a moment, recounting what you should do. If you trusted Kaz and he would be a man of his word, you would be safe from any people who could come to search for you from The Little Palace. But if you were wrong with trusting him, he could lock you up, sell you out or worse. But somehow, your brains still told you to trust him - it wasn't like you wouldn't be able to get away if things got bad. So you decided to join Dregs. It seemed like a better place than stay on the streets anyway.

You shook hands after a moment more of hesitation, and so you became a Dreg.

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During these five years, it had became very clear you had taken a right call when you joined the Dregs. It took you only months to become Kaz's right hand, second in command. He told you that once in the past, he was in your place, working for a boss who had been a fool, and he had taken his place after concluding he would be a better leader, and Dregs thought so too. He had more reputation and respect within them than Per Haskell had had.

You could be ruthless too and just as sarcastic as Kaz was, but you also had traits Kaz lacked - compassion and care for other Crows and Dregs. You were known to tend injured members of the gang if they needed it, fighting their fevers away and making them feel as comfortable as possible.

Normally, Kaz would think that such actions were needless, that Ketterdam would devour people if she wanted and would have told you to get back to work. But seeing you caring for a fourteen year old gang member who had fallen ill just days after joining made Kaz feel something.

If there had been someone like you when he and Jordie caught firepox, maybe Jordie would still be alive. Ever since that, he had thought that Ketterdam is supposed to teach harsh lessons to its young residents to make them survive, but kindness that you showed to everyone made him think in another way.

You spoke softly to the child, stroked her hair and helped her throw up by holding a bucket in front of her and held her long hair back before you placed another cold towel on her forehead. When the child finally fell asleep on the bed, you put the blanket around her and left the room to see Kaz standing behind it.

"How is she?" Kaz asked, and you were surprised at the question. Kaz usually didn't care about other gang members that much, at least not to the extent to ask how they are doing or to show any concern for their well being.

But as Kaz looked at the girl sleeping with... something distantly looking like concern in his eyes, you gave a small smile and nodded your head. "She'll be fine." you replied with a sigh.

Kaz glanced away from the bed and towards you, his eyes wandering over your face. "You look tired."

"Well, it's almost midnight and I've been with her since sunrise, so..." you tried to brush it off as you gently closed the door but he raised his gloved hand to stop you from talking.

"You should get some sleep," he told you. "You'll be much more effective if you're rested." You could only stare at him dumbly for a moment, there was something new in Kaz's tone as he said that to you. Something warm that made your stomach flip in a strange feeling. It was like... care? Softness? Love?

You forced the wishful thought out from your head.

"Yeah, I guess it could be good. Thanks, Kaz." you offered him another smile, and Kaz nodded at you as you left for your room, eager to sleep after an exhausting day.

Kaz was left there listening to your footsteps echoing around the Slat, until he heard your door open and close and pressed his lips together. He stood there for another minute, before slowly making his way to the attic. His brains told him to not fall for her, don’t fall for her, she'll just end up hurting you when she dies, you can't keep anyone alive, but at the same time, his heart was saying the opposite.

She could help you.

No she wouldn't, his brains argued back.

And even though Kaz had believed his brains, his cold and calculative ability to protect himself from feelings most of his life, this was different - ever since you had stepped into his life, something inside of him shifted, like a wave crashing onto a beach that would never stop coming in. He felt warm in your presence, like a lovesick teenager. He could hide it more than most were able to, and this evening was his first slip of showing he cared about you, and he noticed you had gotten confused about him telling to go to sleep too, which proved that you noticed something different too.

He made it to his own room, locking the door and standing there for a moment. He took a deep breath through his nose, wondering what his feelings could bring if he continued to show them to you. There was a fear of losing you. You being kidnapped and he'd never see you again or you dying. Or you leaving him once you'd really see what it would be like to be Dirtyhands' girlfriend, if you even felt the same.

But deep inside, he knew you did feel the same. And he also knew you wouldn't give up so easily. You knew the risks, and were more than capable to take care of yourself - your assassin skills were remarkable, and even if you stood in front of a certain death, there wouldn't be anything that stopped you from fighting anyway, and if someone got out from such a situation, it would be you.

And maybe it could be you for him too...

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[rice-enjoyer]

hi, it's me, rice! obligatory introduction /pinned post

most importantly, i am a young adult! let it be enough that i am in my 20s. i'll try to keep this blog nsfw friendly, if i make you uncomfortable for even a second, BLOCK, please. If YOU make ME uncomfortable, i'll just block you as well.

this blog is made for fandom thoughts, but i reblog a lot of different content. i casually reblog suggestive-, disability-related-, political- and alcohol-related content on my blog.

if i do reblog content i deem mature, i use the #mature tag so you can block it if it's not for you! however, i can't promise i tag everything i reblog with every tag i use because i'm human and forgetful.

my explicitly nsfw blog is this one

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tagging system:

rice is laughing : i found something hehe funny. sometimes i am the funny.

rice is rambling : going insane over fandom stuff/fanfics/ect

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rice is drawing : i made art. LOOK!!!

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it's the queue! : queued posts for when i want to reblog things but i know i'll be unavailable to do so live.

[new!] rice's nighly broadcast : i am going to bed. and im saying goodnight to everyone in tumblrland

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i go by rice on this site, please refer to me this way. friends who have given me funny nicknames don't count of course, go ham (or... go beef...)

i'm experimenting with pronouns, (these might change in the future) but i prefer they/them!

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fandoms im in/im mentally ill about this: HYPERFIXATION ZONE: better call saul/breaking bad

the rest: dark (2017-2020), house md, dexter, honkai star rail (passively, no longer playing. also i started out as a genshin blog but i lost interest in that too) wuthering waves, vocaloid, fma, jjk, dungeon meshi, ride the cyclone, heathers, beetlejuice, agents of shield + more im forgetting

[madfantasy]

I haven't seen you post in a while, I hope you've been doing okay? How is everything? Hope it's been a good year so far for you 💕💕

You're too kind, u & everyone who made inquiries, bless ur hearts.. im sorry for disappearing, but yeah, I don't have net— using my phone credit and hope this posts..

I tried to record my voice answering this, like I sometimes did on tik, suddenly ended up trying to muffle the floods of my burning tears, so now I have an awkward vid of me talking then weeping out of nowhere, which a good reason for me to keep up the no cry habit, heh.. but seriously, I suppose I'm fine till I be conscious of it.. its much easier for not to talk .. even tho I'm aching to be back in thy company, lonely in my foresight to catch on to the present that joins us, hand held out to reach like minded souls but shying from the fear of forgetfulness occurring..

I'm fine tho, did few new stuff, merely drowning in too muchness and nothingness as usual, this month I guess you could say I took an act of mad fury in search of any happy source because the echoing silence and the swarm of sadness nipping on my brain cells thickened, and the reasoning merged with the obscene. So instead of giving my guardians the usual of 3/4 of my earnings last month for net and groceries, I spent it all. Ya know, as it was told to me it mine to do as I please? As being prevented any chance of work if it was possible, 't was supposed to be spent on art supplies & measly delights craved for years ?

Before hand, I've been begging them to take me for months to get any clothing or whatever, be it the first time I ever see a shop, then just to drive around, then just me peaking to the outside when the front door is open, merely seeking change I suppose. They kept vaguely promising me until they refused point blank— getting tired of my nagging, then their car just stopped working till this day. Its in the workshop rn..

Anyway, befouled by despair, needing the mere basics of life and not granted, I was delighted when i found a site to buy from cheap & pretty, I pressed buy without any further considerations, or taking their permission and thrilled to be able get gifts for my siblings too. I say gifts but really they are deprived necessities too and not even much just one each cuz well, they are 5 of my babies and to start with the top of priorities; we all draw

I could already see it, they can't help themselves; heck seeped through the clenched gates of their mouths, trying desperately to poison me with undirect attempts this time, cuz I bought for my sibs they're out of the option of calling me selfish. I was upping the same trance like state of vague existence dealing with them, absorbing their insults and degrading just to make sure my shi arrives safe.

Unfortunate for me, the site chose the worst carrier in this country

I did everything in my power to make it into their convenience, by embarrassingly messaging the carrier daily, they took a week of promising to deliver and flanking so my guardians reached a heated level of threatening, waving their hands nd almost tossing shi at mE saying that they don't care if they came and if i dared to order something again they'll do this and that. Not allowing me to open the door for the delivery guy when he comes, blaming me for missing vaccination dates (they kept missing them even before)& missing going to important places(again, they just didn't go to for ages), made them loose sleep, etc etc— in turn, I seen red and regretfully blew up.

I screamed at them its literally the only time I ever did this, it BECAUSE it easier on them & I'll do what I want whatever anyway, & to stop interrupting me while I try to explain things , then they suddnly back done and be like I'm not mad at u I'm mad at the delivery ppl, that they are proud of me for being able to do all this, and such sort. I left them to cool in my room, Idk how I did it but must have slam-gripped something so hard it chipped most of my short nails & cracked one, was glad I didn't hurt my drawing hand but yeah, goofy mani

They robbed me of the joy of anticipation & the dissipation of apathy, I started to lose sleep again and my liberating dreams left me and I don't think I remember leaving bed.

But still, If not force myself to do things.. there'll be nothing for me if I don't.. at least I know im able of that

I got my guardians happy tho after another tiresome refusal, by trying out one of those Uber-eat like local apps here, since they have no car and being disabled & ill, I ordered McDonald's for the first time. Slythry behind their backs per habit, told them someone coming and they had that look again, but thankfully the guy came through and didn't steal my money, heh. For a big 1800 calories meal I suppose it was passable, the happy fam faces I got was the real treat..

Oh with that thing with the credit card stating I owe them money, waited weeks & nobody got back to us? They started taking from my guardian's account directly to pay it, saying oh we did send you warnings--- TO THE SHADOWY LINES OF THEIR POSTERIOR A.K.A NOWHERE. Thankfully the account is mostly empty nd just for random transactions, i alerted my guardians not to use it. And again, my god, another round of endless calls and promises started, and we wait again so they just don't act as if we owe them a frking 17k dollars that we don't have.. was panicking cuz I have nothing and but my guardians were weirdly comforting about it and told me not to worry

One thing good bout no net is it made me stop thinking about life in general, and stop the tiny unnoticeable prick of misery when I have no input to share, trying not to helplessly compare people just living, in inflated style or not, in media, to my isolated-most-of-my-life style and missing much of that organic "life experiences and chances", heh. At least, my situation would be favorable to me if it was ever possible for it to let me have peace, or have the simple knowledge I'm not virtually imprisoned and have never familiarised with nothing of this world but the surrounding walls.. its nice to have more time to be consumed by muse and day dreaming that flutters life through my dull being and sing chorus of inspiring means for art to flow and finds its way delicately onto my realised canvas.. but no, I continued drawing whilst sight blurred with salty droplets contradicting that happy tintin dance on tiktok I worked so long on just cuz I couldn't stop, not the tears or the mad scribbles of determined intention to visualise the mourned excitement I need, hating everything I make

Somehow the lilac dream still intrudes, visualising me friends, living, in a quaint home, maybe we roommate, arm in arm we go to make every fracture of fate's encounters a disgusting adventurous thrill, like building a maze of cardboard or chasing each other in the dark.. maybe getting that half bleached head and endless ear pericings ... then it dies and I totally forget it..

But what those awesome headphones helped me do, literally blocks all their voices listening to Sev losing it and I can Waltz around not feeling gutted to go and interfere or play the referee each time. But I can't wear them forever, gives me a bad headache, and honestly; I can't be too neglectful.. my sibs hates me for it already hehe

At least these clothing came true to their measurements, felt the new sensations on how everything I wore hugs me & learnt the baffling ways on how "gender" and region plays different tunes on the same measurements. Getting fitting things felt like suddenly there's hope to be, for myself to be me, and ease this severe disassociation between who I am, and what my body is .. from how little I see myself nd consider it worthy of anything because of how long it been living like a phantom among people.. to numb this dysphoria until it be gone one day

Saddened that the only site I can't order from again if they keep using that awful carrier

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I missed our country's 91 national day, too. They made sales everything 91 riyal so.. but knowing the sellers here, I don't think most of em went true with their offers.. Horrible news tho on the celebrations, sigh

I turned this into a dear diary, guess bothered you enough today, sorry

So thankful to yous, Idk if I can be back, but I'll remain creating, and will keep the thought alive of being tickled when sharing my creations with your viewing pleasure somehow

'till then my precious dears, take care 💛🙏

26.9.2021, 8 pm, sleeping

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pls come back

I WILL !!! wait for me . p.s since m here: my phone is literally dying and im broke ( i cant barely see whats on my screen sometimes lmao) so im sowwy if i dont post too much /cries i miss yall soso much and as soon as i fix this ill post a lot more hehe 🎀💗 but i promise im trying to post at least a lil something before my phone dies . also it was me birthday yesterday just wanted to share this cuz m proud of lasting another year and to thank yall for being there for me ily <3

[hello-yue-here]

thank you @chiptrillino for tagging me in a wip game!

not quite sure what the rules are but based off of your AMAZING POST OF ART WIPS (check it out here yall chip is so talented) ive decided to just share some parts of my writing wips that i rlly like because i cannot draw whatsoever lmao

enjoy some lil snippets hehe

from heart don't stand a chance:

"Zuko couldn’t get over her eyes. She was looking past the camera towards the man who took it. Zuko could see clear as day the love she held for Sokka in her gaze.

It was a perfect moment that Sokka had captured. No wonder held it with him at all times. If someone had looked at Zuko like that, he’d never want to see anything again.

As he took in the photograph, Sokka sat next to him in silence. His hand was clutching the ring around his neck again in his fist, pressing it close to his mouth as he peered over Zuko’s shoulder to look. Zuko turned to him to compliment the picture and saw a sad fondness lingering in his eyes."

this is a scene i wrote a while ago thats gonna appear in a much later chapter. but yeah. more yue angst for you guys im so sorry.

from i love you (and that's all i really know):

"Mister Sokka," a little voice wishpered in his ear as he felt tiny pokes on his cheek, "Wake up Mister Sokka."

"Good morning to you too Izumi," Sokka responded wearily as he rubbed the sleep from his eyes. He looked towards the little girl who was standing on her tippy toes to see over the edge of the bed and poke his face until he rose.

She smiled at him once she realized he was awake.

"Can we have pancakes?" She asked shyly, hiding her mouth just below the edge of the bed as she looked up at him with hopeful eyes.

That look was going to be dangerous for him later on, he could aready tell.

"Sure thing, Izumi, just let me sleep for five more minutes, mkay?" He asked as he shut his eyes again. He was exhausted from last nights events, and the sun had barely risen. How did Zuko do this?"

this is a scene from the next chapter of this fic. so much sokka and izumi bonding you guys are gonna explode hehehe.

from cherry (the mailee fic i wont shut up about that is now a whopping 19 pages):

"Mai never had to guess with Ty Lee. She always knew when Ty Lee was happy about something because she would use an obnoxious amount of exclamation points. She would send gifs of people or cartoons making outlandish expressions whenever she wanted to react to Mai’s text with a specific facial expression. Sometimes Ty Lee would even send voice memos whenever her thoughts became too long, or she got too excited about a story that her fingers couldn’t type as fast as she could speak."

hehe i love mailee.

from yours (the mailee sorority fic that i promise i did not forget about):

"Mai lifted her head off the pillow again and met Zuko’s eyes. She studied his impassive expression, trying to figure out if he was joking or not. He did seem like he missed Mai and Azula, so maybe he did really just want to catch up with them.

But Mai wasn’t going to give up a golden opportunity like this.

“Tell us everything about the boy toy as well and you’ve got yourself a deal,” Mai said.

Zuko rolled his eyes and sighed, “Ugh, fine. And his name is Sokka by the way.”

“Nuance. You also have to wake up Azula.”

“No chance in hell,” Zuko scoffed, “You’re the roommate and her fellow ‘pong princess,’ wake-up duty is all yours.”

“If she murders me, it’s your fault. She’s a bitch when she’s hungover.”

“Whatever you say, Mai,” Zuko grinned before returning back to his phone."

i have decided that zuko is a little shit for this fic and no one can stop me.

from Where'd All the Time Go? (the yuekka fic that i have severe writers block with that i also promis i have not forgotten about):

"“Sokka I really think you need to take a moment and-”

“I am fine Aang, I don’t have time for a feelings talk right now. Right now I need to find the fucking chief of this damn place.” His words came out harsher than he meant, but he didn’t have the time to dwell on that.

Before Sokka could run off again to continue his search, a hand grabbed his arm. One of Arnook’s advisors, Malina, had started dragging him towards the podium.

“Do you not realize how late you are for this Sokka? The ceremony was supposed to begin with your speech nearly an hour ago-” she hissed at him as she pulled him along through the crowd.

“Malina I’m sorry but I really need to speak with Arnook it is urgent-”

“This damn speech of yours is what’s urgent right now Sokka, you can speak with Arnook later but the guests are getting antsy so you need to give your speech right. Now.”

“But-”

“Now.”

Maline shoved Sokka towards the podium and suddenly all eyes were on him. Every guest in attendance had their focus solely on Sokka."

homeboy is stressed in this scene. things are slowly going to shit in this chapter. i promise i will update this before the end of the year. i swear. im so sorry.

from a currently untitled jetko/sukka boiling rock fic:

"“Oh good, you survived after all,” She said in a mocking tone.

Jet didn’t answer. He knew anything he said would be used against him. He didn’t know where he was. He didn’t know what was happening. But he would be damned if he showed that weakness in front of the fire nation.

“I was told you were more talkative than this,” the girl mused. There was something familiar about her, “my informants were very detailed when discussing your little teashop romance.”

I knew it. Jet snarled in his mind, That bastard betrayed me."

i want this fic to be a little darker but idk how good i am at writing darker fics because i love fluff and humor too much. this could be good angst practice for me.

from a toph and sokka fic that i wrote a while back to help me cope w some shit that i dont know if ill ever post:

"“Sokka? Are you still there?” Toph asked, the slightest hint of concern began to slip into their voice

“Tell me a story,” he was trembling. Despite all of his efforts to sound calm, he knew his voice came out trembling and scratchy and pathetic-

“Is everything okay? You don’t sound too hot,” Toph said through the phone.

Breathe, Sokka, breathe. You don’t want them to be worried, you just need to calm down.

“Please, Toph, I just,” he said through shaky breaths that weren’t nearly deep enough for him to be getting enough oxygen, “I just need a distraction. I just need to hear your voice okay?”"

nonbinary toph anyone?

from a 10 things i hate about you kataang and zukka au:

"“What? Something on my face?” the guy asked deadpanned. He rubbed at his scar as if he were wiping off a smudge of mustard, and Aang’s face went pale.

“Stop scaring the sophomores Zuko, this one’s new. He won’t get your… humor… just yet,” Ms. Wu said as she waved Aang off again.

“I’m hurt that you’d imply I’m not funny, Wu. I’m hilarious,” the senior, Zuko, said as he walked past Aang.

Aang let out a sigh of relief knowing that this Zuko guy didn’t seem all that offended by his awkwardness, and darted out of the room."

zuko is a little shit part 2. the amount of sarcasm i have dripping off of heath ledger zuko is glorious. let zuko be a little shit. i havent added to this in months but when i finish some of my other wips i cant wait to get back to this.

i have more wips and drafts saved but none of them have anything juicy or funny or interesting yet because all of them are like less than three pages so far

but yeah, heres a good chunk of sneaky peakys from my wips!

I hope you liked them!

anyone who wants to do this can totally go for it. imma tag @ambykinns @lumities and @flowers-inthepieshop (only if you all want too!!) because this was fun :)