#im not happy with this one hh really sorry about that

[privitivium]

ok but how about a dom reader whos always busy (workaholic and shi) x an always clingy n touchy sub yan.

like. reader is never at home. and when he finally come back ends up doesn't paying that much attention to yan, sayin 'im too tired' or going to his home office. eventually being followed by yan cause omfg poor boy is basically starving for a little bit of attention. he still declines yan's pleadings tho

then one day this man shows up earlier and completely EAGER for his yan. idk what more can i say. breeding? degradation? daddy kink? dumbification? what could happen when theyre feeling so fucking needy for each other?

(also i love your writing so so much!!!!!!! <3

workaholic male reader, clingy sub yandere ^ rambles. euugh

dumbification works w either imo, reader fucking lover til hes stupid while simultaneously fucking his lover stupid?!

amab//domtop reader/subbot yandere, cw;; breeding, daddy kink, dumbification xd wanna rework this into a more ,,, eloquent fic. soon. have been busy. i really liked this idea so. will do on my own soon.

workaholic you, growing super distant… obviously making your lover paranoid. because what if you're cheating on him? you aren't, of course - he knows that, but he cant stop those kinds of thoughts from popping into his mind…!!! humping your pillow to ease himself while ur at work, watching the camera feed of you in your office… sigh…. often hearing the dreaded words accompanied by a soft simple pat on his back - not even a kiss... "sorry... please, baby, not right now. i'm too tired." he sobs himself to sleep, knowing you're only providing for him,,,, it hurts!!!

all his worries wash away when you arrive home earlier than usual! concerned, but all the more happy to see you appear in the doorway of your home… breathing ragged, looking all dark and mysterious,,,, the mere sight of you looking all deranged makes him hot and bothered. ignoring the way his dick twitches to life, uhmㅡ

"honey? why are you home so early, sweetheart?” draping himself across your front in a very affectionate hug. he couldnt help himself-! and, much to his delight you were not pushing him awayㅡand practically throwing yourself onto him?!?! hh..h.hh...

there you were,,, grasping his face in your hands, pressing your lips against his so hungrilyㅡ “i need youㅡneed you. need you.” expressing your apparent neediness over and over as you bury your face in the crook of his neck ㅡ he was startled, but so fucking eager to comply? feeling the way your boner presses against him? you were that eager for him just as he is you???,,,,, he nearly faints. tearing up with a now raging erectionㅡ “please, baby, i need you - i need you reallyㅡreally badly-” so fucking happy as he completely smothers you in his love,,,

you don't need to tell him twice,,, throwing the front door closed…,,, leading him to the bedroom, covering his face in kissesㅡeven when there was a perfectly good couch right there to make love on. he won't complain,,,, hes gotten used to the null feeling of toys...,,, so, feeling the very loving embrace of your dick filling him up overstimulates him rather.,,, quickly!!! thinking about how truly awful you are to neglect this pretty litte thing, how could you? so, so very awful.

your darling little lover sobbing on your cock… he's so beautiful - experiencing his love and affection for the first time in forever? berating yourself for being so distant,,, pouring all your frustration at yourself into his flexing taut hole,,,, “mm-misssed you… s-so mu-uch daddy-!” he doesn't seem to catch what he just moaned… too drunk on the feeling of your cock pistoning in and out of him - it feels otherwordly?!

and, i mean. going along with it. with ease, because he deserves everything. especially, anything for your darling lover who just wants affection, your love!!! laughing breathlessly as you piston your hips against his, nuzzling your nose into the side of his head - peppering his face in kisses, “daddy's right here, sweet thing - n-never leaving again, y'hear?” it was… a little odd, but fitting. afterall, you're pumping load after load - breeding him. obviously you'd be the daddy in this situation…,,,,

[animeshotsh]

In love with Control (Lucifer x OverlordMakima!Reader)

Summary: Lucifer its in love! Or is he?... Charlie cant help but be upset of this.

Warnings: HH violence - Manipulation - Cannibal mention - Insults - Cursing - Kind of soft tho - Grammmar mistakes -

PT2 of this

Charlie knows she should be upset that her dad just decided to spent more time in the Hotel because of a centrain Control Demon. Who could not care less about the kings crush over them, it was a good spawn to use whatsoever, so (Y/N) made sure to keep the fake facada towards him.

Of course they noticed that the princess of hell was not so happy about her fathers actions, while (Y/N) found it fun to watch, it was also a lose that needed to be repair.

"Princess" (Y/N) bowed towards Charlie who in reaponse tried to tell (Y/N) how that was not necesary, not used to the formality Charlie blushed as (Y/N) next words left their mouth.

"I apologies if this causes you discorfm, however you are the heir of hell and such i must act according to it"

"T-there is no need (Y/N)!! Really, we are all friends in here after all" Charlie responded taking (Y/N)'s hands "Im really happy you are giving this a try"

(Y/N) smiled at the princess, they could not understand how this was the pawn of Lucifer itself.

"Princess, I would like to apologie if the resent interactions between the king of hell and myself has made you uncomfortable. If you want I can call our meetings off"

Meeting were Lucifer showing up randomly, putting much effort in impressing the Control Demon.

Charlie was suprised. She had to admit that it did hurt her to see her father being now interested only because (Y/N) was present. But, did his father not deserve happynes too? Who was she to denied such a thing.

And you were so considerated. Oh! Charlie could tell you were going to be one of the firsts demons to be saved.

"I aprecciate your concer, but there is no need. Im happy to see my dad out of his office more and...and seeing him making a new friend. There is no reason for both of you to stop seeing each other"

The smallest of a smirk appear in your face.

"Thanks Princess you are very kind"

~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆

After the first time Lucifer saw you, he was hunted in the good sense by your eyes. These spiral eyes, it made him feel emotions he thought did not exist anymore.

Yet, anytime you two would meet up for tea or just for a walk, you would keep eye contact making the king of hell feel his soul being pulled out from his chest. His ideas and words would cramble as you would still talk about whatever topic you two were on.

"Your majesty, are you alright?" You asked pulling down the cup of tea. Lucifer was once again lost in your words and image.

"Eh?-oh yes! Sorry, ammm work has been in my mind lately" He lied taking a nervous sip, ignoring how hot the tea was.

"Oh? If its too much i can help" Pulling your hands under your chin you saw as how he gluped down some saliva, he was not expecting an offer like that.

What better chance to discover the secrets of hell if not by being besides the one who made it himself? This was a unique chance you were going to try and reach.

Lucifer had two ideas, one from where exactly he would find much work that needed you to be by his side- helping him of course, and two that it was an amazing oportunity to pass more time with you.

"Ummm, well I- I have it covered....from now"

Lucifer saw your reaction, your eyes being cast down and your shoulder defeating. He felt like he had just broken something.

However, that reaction was once again a calculated one. After spending so much time with Lucifer you got to see and understand what made the small king feel guilty and would make him fall down into your trap.

"B-but there are some really old books that needs to be clean and organized"

He cringed at his stupid "extra work" and waited to see your reaction or hear your words.

"Oh....so you are having a hard time with daily tasks" you said taking one hand to your face and thinking "I guess, its normal that even your majesty would face that type of thing. If you allow it would be an honor to help you sort these books"

One part of Lucifer was jumping while the other was completly frozen. You, someone whos name was whisper in fear in the circle, someone with so much power and intelligence, would do such a thing as organize books?

"I loved them when i was alive. Never was a big fan of Tvs or any electronic device, the touch of the paper and the different covers" You closed your eyes, adding drama to the moment, missing how Lucifer eyes almost turned in hearts.

"Well, its settled then. I can- i can call you so you can come over?..." Lucifer asked feeling like a young teen asking out his crush.

"At anytime your majesty"

"Please, Lucifer its fine" You were going to kill him if you continued to adress him as that.

~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆

Later that night at the Hotel the dark corridors where filled with silence as you walked to your room a neutral expression on your face.

"Well, i must say I havent quiet find someone who's tongue is as sharp as a blade" The static voice and laughts from a deer demon said making you stop to turn and look at him with a smile.

"Alastor, its a pleassure to see you tonight. Do you need something?"

"I must say, seeing the king of hell fall down over a sinner who only tells lies has its own charm Dear. Its a shame not everybody falls under your spell"

"Im not sure what you are talking about but..."

Grey chains appear behind you swiftly going for Alastor's head and pircing it.

"I still see you as nothing but a lowlife cannibal, who seeks nothing but entretaiment in others fails, when you are the very example of one. Being caught and shoot to death when being alive, and then having your soul being held by someone. To me all you are is a kid, crying for his mother, wishing to be in a different situation but finding yourself again at the bottom. And I know this because this is not the first time you try to corner me, but we both know how this ends....or well I do"

"Alastor, you wont remember seeing me here tonight. Whatever you overhear when I talked to Lucifer you wont remember it. You will go to your room, lock the door and sleep till tomorrow morning when Charlie ends needing you"

Alastor eyes devoid of emotions or any type of sign of being there. He just nodded his creepy smile not leaving. Slowly he turned back and went all the way to his room.

"Oh many times is he going to try get in my way" You murmured to yourself as you continued walking. "Well, i can always order him to kill the Hotel staff, im sure that would piss the princess really bad" You finally said with a sadistic smile as your eyes brighted in the dark.

[riderblaze261]

Helluva boss ended up dissapointing me

I was very hyped about HH when i saw the Pilot. After so long of watching anime, manga, and ending other cartoons i was really bored and… let's say sad. Things happens in the middle. Western animation, to me at least, was going real down. That was until HH. Despite it's flaws, i was really happy that a series that talked about demons from hell and had the animation it had was fresh air for ones. Then after watching HB i was actually pretty excited. It was decent enough. But after S1E2 seeing that the show wanted me to feel bad for Stolas after all the BULLSHIT he's done, and all the critics around the show, everything went south.

They tried so hard to be a dark comedy they ended up making uncomfortable, or annoying at worst, scenes that killed the characters rather than leveling them up. The show was 90% of sex jokes, bullying for no reason, shock value, lack of World Building, and drops of Lore. Lore that contradicted itself each episode. Bullying because the recurrent punch bag that was denigrated to a disgusting point was Moxxie, for no more reason other than "it's hell, get use to it". He was the nicest and for that he was the easiest target for everyone (at least on the writters eyes). This is a bullies world after all.

One of the scenes that describes this, and the sex jokes/shocks value part, is the "rape joke" about him getting SA by Verosika and her posse. Like… what was the point? Or did they do that to just fill an empty part and show that they can be the most edgy cartoon there is? This showed me they don't see SA in man as serious, but as something harmless like other media.

Sex positive show my ass!! Not only that but it destroys/nullifies the somewhat sympathetic Verosika's backstory. I DO NOT feel bad for this bitch. And the part about Blitzo praising Moxxie about how good he is at His job is not the same as, "i was an ass to you all along and im sorry". That's not what i see as progress in a relantionship.

This show is not and never was about Lore, characters, World Building, etc. This show is about jokes only. There is a reason why this didn't work and it's because Viv didn't plan this beforehand.

There was a lot of potencial for this but it was dismiss on a blink.

If anyone still loved the show then... i envy you. Really. My hopes and hype blind me to a somewhat no returning point that i WILL have to get out. So if this causes a dissonance with you... well, your free to make your opinion.

[whiskersz]

Matchup???

hihihihi, I’m Gray, yes like the color/colour. I’m Agender(afab) and use any pronouns, I’m ace and on the arospec (I think I’m lithioromantic?) Ive had 3 crushes, 1 fem, 1 nb, 1 male. If you’re doing romantic, I do tend to have a preference towards masc people.

I’m honestly pretty average, I’m very middle energy between chill and energetic, it fluctuates depending on who I’m with. I’m an ISFJ 9w1 if that helps. I am the therapist friend and sometimes the mom friend. I am very much a listener, if someone starts ranting I’ll listen intently through it all even if it’s for 4 hours. I have gotten so many hyperfixations that way. I have generalized anxiety disorder (gad) and im currently being tested for adhd.

I’m fine with romantic or platonic, if you want to you can do both

My hobbies include piano, I’m currently learning Duet from Omori, Art, I usually sketch characters don’t usually do big projects unless it’s for a class, baking, I tend to make brownies and cookies, though I can make other stuff like cake, and this isn’t really a hobby but sleeping, I love sleeping(which is weird because I either sleep really fast or I don’t sleep til 6am)

I like my friends, art, rain, comfy clothes like hoodies and sweaters, music, my favorite artists at the moment are Jack Stauber and Khai Dreams, dreaming, reading, puzzles, sudoku, plushies, sleeping, butterflies, Arctic foxes, kittens, fictional characters, and fandoms, some of those include dhmis, hh, interloper(arg), home safety hotline, etc. Some things I dislike are really tight clothing, being yelled at, harsh criticism with no compliment of what I did do good, being left out, feeling lonely, overthinking, my face, specifically my nose, mouth and forehead, pushing people away, ghosting people, and confrontation is a big one.

If you’re doing romantic, please don’t ship me with Angel Dust, I see him in a very brotherly sense. Similarly with husk.

I have listed characters before that I simp over and usually it’s either stoic and kind of cold or excitable and kinda babygirl vibes (I don’t know how else to describe it) and I already said above that I tend to have a preference towards masc

Something else that I could add is I do tend to have a trope I like? I don’t know if it means anything but I’m in love with rude or some other kind of negative adjective but has a soft spot for that one person and soulmate aus but that’s something else.

-Gray🦋

Hey Gray! So sorry for the delay, your matchup is finally here though! I decided to go with a platonic matchup c:

I match you with...

Charlie!

· You seem like a very wholesome person, so I personally think that Charlie would be a great friend for you, being equally amiable!

· She’s your number one supporter and she tries to help you ease your anxiety on particularly bad days; she reassures you that you don’t need to match her energy all the time, and that it’s okay if you feel anxious, she will try her best to be there for you and help.

· She might need some guidance as well, being in charge of the Hotel and all. This is where your mom friend side comes in; she greatly appreciates that you try to help her back, and that you listen to her in times of need. Sometimes she just needs to let it out to figure out what to do next, and you’re the person she goes to for it.

· You will also get to listen to her rants for hours! No matter what they’re about. They will mostly be about the Hotel and how she can improve the quality of life in it, but she will ask your opinions on it as well, and occasionally rant about her interests too. She of course loves listening to you as well, so don’t hesitate to rant back!

· Charlie loves that you like sketching, because she loves drawing too! You show each other what you make and she’s so happy to be sharing a hobby with you, where you can tell each other what you like about the other’s art and point out where to improve if needed. I feel like it’s more about the first thing though, as you both like doing it casually more than anything, so it’s a very positive experience!

· She also likes singing to the tunes of your piano; the others will stop by, mesmerized by your skill and her angelic voice.

· Charlie of course respects all of your dislikes; on your first day at the Hotel you inform her that you dislike tight clothing, and she makes you find a bunch of cosy and oversize clothes on your bed as a way to make you feel comfortable and welcomed.

· She also never makes you feel left out, and always includes you in every activity that she organizes whether it be with the other residents of the Hotel or as just a friend outing or hang out.

· She’s also not a big fan of confrontation, so she gets your dislike for it. If anything, you two can go through it together, and advise the other on how to handle it the best.

· She will also pull you out of your overthinking by coming up with some fun activity to do together; maybe you can give your favorite show a rewatch with her, or you can introduce her to all the plushies that you own- the possibilities are endless!

[goldenempyrean]

Congrats!! That’s awesome! Could you do “I’m fine let’s enjoy your party” for wandaxsick reader?

Party Crasher

Hi! Another drabble done. Im still going through these so hopefully everyones enjoying them :)

(Excuse any grammar/spelling mistakes, theres bound to be plenty of them)

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You took another swig of your drink, wincing as the pounding in your head was only amplified by the loud music of the ongoing party.

That morning you’d woken up feeling awful, your nose was runny and your throat was sore. You sighed but you weren’t surprised. Wanda had come down with a cold a week or so ago and you hadn’t felt well that previous night, but you were holding out hope that you’d be able to sleep it off…Obviously not.

Somehow you’d managed to hide your illness from Wanda throughout the day, there was something a lot more important going on. Today was her birthday which meant today was about all pampering her as she deserved to be.

With the help of Natasha and Tony, you were able to throw a huge party for her. All the other avengers were attending too. Loud music played as people wished her a happy birthday plus with the addition of an open bar. A bar which you found yourself sitting at as the room dizzily span around you.

You found a small box of tissues hidden behind the bar, taking one to blow your dripping nose. The action gave you little to no relief and only caused you to break off into a series of coughs, which you tried to muffle against your sleeve.

“Hih’tshhiew!” You ducked your head as you sneezed against this time when you lifted your head you saw Wanda from across the room.

You watched Wanda dance. She looked so happy, you were powerless to fight off the smile which tugged at your lips. You rolled your eyes feeling that familiar tingle return to your nose, “Hh’iishiew! H’eptshhiew! Hh…hH-ESHHIEW!” You sneezed down into your hands, grimacing as you looked at them afterwards… gross.

“Y/N?” You heard a familiar voice, your head looked up to see Wanda. When had she gotten there?, She was looking down at you, her eyes full of concern and worry.

“Oh… Hi.” You sniffled, embarrassed that somebody saw your outburst, “Are you enjoying your party?” You voice was filled with congestion.

“Its wonderful but nevermind that, are you feeling okay? She stopped, raising her hand to your forehead, “Goodness Y/N, your really warm!”

“No, I- I’m fi- Hihh- fine HHh’etshooo! Hhi’tshiew!” You were helpless to fight off the sneezes as they shook themselves from your frail feverish body, all you could do was sniffle and excuse yourself.

“Sweetheart, look at me please. Did you catch the cold I had?,” Wanda spoke quietly and sympathetically giving your shoulder a comforting squeeze as you nodded in defeat, “We should get you to bed dear.”

“But today is about you. Its meant to be a special occasion.” You mumbled weakly, feeling Wanda pull you close into her chest. Your throat burned as deep coughs tore from your raw throat. “I’ll be fine. Lets just enjoy your party.”

Wanda sighed and shook her head, “I’m really sorry sweetie, but you don’t look like you’re even able to stand up straight. You need to be in bed.”

She gently hoisted you up from your seat, “I’ll explain everything to Nat and the others after we get you into bed.”

There was really no getting out of this, you mumbled a quiet, “I’m sorry darling.” As Wanda led you towards the exit.

“Stop apologising sweetie. I’ve had an amazing birthday, its been great. Im just sorry that cold of yours crashed the party. But nevermind that, let’s just get you some rest.”

[hollowknightinsanity]

Holly’s music taste bc im bored <3

First of all!! They love calm, soft indie music. Absolutely adore that stuff.

Second! Lofi music!! Very calming to them — they have bad anxiety, and quiet, soft lofi really helps them relax

Third! They really like folk music (thanks to @alaskaartz’s AU Hollow for putting them on that (sorry for the tag ghhghghghg)). Acoustic <3333

Fourth, goth music. Trad goth music. Softer stuff. The Cure is actually one of their favourite bands!

Fifth, they really like musicals. You can thank Grimm for that one.

Sixth, finally, and probably most unexpected, symphonic metal. Obsessed with that shit. Good lord, the VOCALS

Other stuff under the cut bc this got a bit long hh

Now for the bands/musicians they like!!!!

Lana Del Rey

Dodie

Clairo

Hozier

Flatsound

d4vd

Of Monsters and Men

Eyedress

Conan Gray

Adele

Mitski

w00ds

really, any lofi musician

The Crane Wives

The Arcadian Wild (thanks, Hollow!)

Poor Man’s Poison

Johnny Goth

Camlann

IAMX (idk if theyre a goth band, but Holly likes ‘em)

Mephisto Walz

Depeche Mode

The Cure

Delphine Coma

Black Angel

Siouxsie and the Banshees

Evanescence

Nightwish

Epica (thanks dad)

Within Temptation (one of my fav bands, has been since i was like 5)

Moonlight Haze (again, thanks dad)

Apocalyptica

(I’m a little biased ngl)

Uh yeah that’s mostly it?

They have a vinyl collection. My sona likes visiting the Empty Promises universe, and since record players are a thing in hallownest (bc i said so), my boy decided to get Holly a BUNCH of vinyls for the bands they listen to

They’re a total sweetheart with a based ass music taste and also know all the lyrics to every song in Phantom of the Opera

(Let them ramble about their fav bands to you. Trust me, seeing them happy is one of the most wholesome things in existence bro:

[d20-lesbian]

🐈‍⬛🖤INTRO POST🖤🐦‍⬛

I'm finally making an intro post! under the break you will find everything from DNI to Hyperfixations/Interests, plus a new tagging system I'll be using so my blog isn't such a wasteland <33 Enjoy

alright lets start with some info!

My name is Onyx

I'm a non binary lesbian

I use they/xe/it and a bunch of neopronouns

I identify with a bunch of xenogenders!

I flip from hyperfixation to hyperfixation super easily but my special interests are musical theatre and psychology/mental illness. (2 very different things i know).

I'm 17 years old and Australian :3

before you follow !

I might spam reblog sometimes, but I'll have all reblogs tagged so you can mute that if you like.

I'm always happy to receive asks and such, anonymous or not!! please i want mutuals ;-;.

i might vent at times, nothing too serious of course and always properly tagged.

Just keep this in mind!

DNI IF:

- you fall into basic DNI criteria (homophobic, transphobic, racist, etc.)

- you're pro-ana or pro-sh as I'm in recovery for both of these.

- you're a proshipper

- you're under 12

- you're a Monika apologist (DDLC)

- you fake claim

- you're anti neopronouns/xenogenders

some of my triggers are ,

vomit, in any way, this is my biggest one!! i have very severe emetephobia and dont really even like the word.

IRL sans hoodies/blue jackets that look similar to that.

Sayoris death scene from DDLC

i love musical theatre, rock/metal music, LGBTQIA+ advocacy, mental health advocacy, psychology, dungeons and dragons/other TTRPGs and witchy stuff :3

I'm in a lot of fandoms, including !

DDLC, Dimension 20 (fantasy high), Danganronpa, Helluva Boss, Hazbin Hotel, Ride The Cyclone, SIX, Beetlejuice, Hamilton, Heathers, Vocaloid, Sanrio, Unus Annus, TBHK, MLP, FNAF, Marvel, NITW, Pokemon, Supernatural, Markiplier egos, WKM, ADWM, AHWM, ISWM, Jacksepticeye egos, Doctor Who, Starkid, The Hatchetfield Trilogy AND MANY MORE I CANT REMEMBER RN!!

this section will update every now and then with whatever I'm hyperfixating on !! right now its;

will wood/will wood and the tapeworms and hozier!

I kin !

Sayori (DDLC)

Kokichi (DRV3)

Angeldust (HH)

Jane Doe (RTC)

Fave characters are !

All kins <3

Ibuki Mioda (DRV2)

Emu Otori (PJSK)

Celestia Ludenberg (DRV1)

Ocean O'Connell Rosenburg (RTC)

Kuromi (Sanrio)

Kristen Applebees (D20)

Figueroth Faeth (D20)

im gonna introduce a tagging system to make my blog less of a messy hellscape!!

reblogs will be tagged with #onyx rbs

me yelling about fandoms will be tagged with #onyx fandom posting

vents will be tagged with #onyx sad

more serious posts will be tagged with #onyx serious

random shit/rambles will be tagged with #onyx is rambling

answering asks will be tagged with #onyx answers asks

heres some stuff that doesn't fit into any of the previous categories!

my favourite mutuals are @frogsareallgay , @redpanda-jpeg , @tumbletryr and @teslapenguini !!

My favourite animals are black cats, crows/ravens, moths and bats! and i identify heavily with black cats specifically!! (im the real black cat gf sorrry not sorry >:3)

Some of the neopronouns i use are :3

glitch/void/moon/star/spirit/crow/moth/hallow/cat/kit/arcade/wisp

heres some links to my other socials !!

Insta: rock_lesbian

Twitter: Dnd_Lesbian

Discord: onyxjae

Pinterest: Onyx Jae

Carrd: Onyx Jae's Carrd

anyway, to close out, thank you for reading through all of this!! i hope you enjoy your stay on my blog !!! love yall <33

[zerozerozio]

your heavy headcanons were so cute like omg omg okay now I know you probably get this question a lot but do you have any lee ones for medic? he’s precious

first of all sorry i took so long to do this!!!!!!!! im a rather busy man, mwomp :( and im so glad you like my heavy headcanons!!!!! but anyway, oh my GOD okay this man. and a warning ahead of time, i am heavymedic trash and there is a decent amount of that in here.

this man drives me insane, im telling you. he drives me up the wall in the best way.

while writing this i sound like a maniac in my head, im bouncing all over the place writing this nonsense down. there will be more of these sort of posts likely, this is just the first one. idk if i can get everything down in one post Hh.

So. Lee Medic. in this essay i will

overall hes a ler leaning switch. ler leaning bc hes not close with many people in a way where he feels particularly comfortable being vulnerable, but is happy to tickle other people (and he doesnt necessarily mind if they get him back, but many people would be too intimidated to do that.) with people he's close to cough heavy cough, he actually really enjoys it. being playful and letting himself act childish is really therapeutic. plus the sensation itself is somewhat fascinating. hoo!

he is a silly guy, we know that. he is SO very silly. for personal reasons hes also very sensitive. like he told me himself guys trust me

his laugh??? HAVE YOU HEARD THAT SHIT?? ITS SO WJANZHJAJZHSGS. FREAKING ADORABLE!! The fuckin "hooh hooh!" CRIES /POS???

Also, nervous laughter King. He's giggling before you even touch him. this goes for non tickle related situations as well. he can be seen doing a little "aheh" anytime he is a bit nervous in canon material. so naturally, it is reasonable to assume the more nervous he is the more he will giggle. back him into a corner and start wiggling your fingers at him and giggles just bubble out of him what a Guy

He will try to hold back his laughter due to a combination of being flustered, trying to tease the ler, and just out of reflex. he can't do it for particularly long though. plus he doesnt really want to, laughing is fun for him!

if he doesn't want to be tickled, he will say so clearly. whether he isnt in the mood (which doesnt happen often but it does sometimes) or he doesnt feel comfortable with the ler, he will easily tell you to Stop. and he means it, he doesnt look flustered or anything in that moment, remember he is still a dangerous mercenary and not the most sane individual so just do not push him outside of his comfort zone. and in general, he doesn't really like being touched by people he isn't at least somewhat close with, so he naturally wouldn't like it if they tried to tickle him.

touch is a very complicated thing for him. neurodivergent alarm wahh!!! remind me to talk about medic autism headcanons in general because as an autistic person, trust me. anyway not to project too much but tickling as a stim? like hes all happy and excited talking about some ridiculous experiment that went well to his Bro™ Engie, and he just skitters his fingers along Medic's sides and riles him up further. science friends, good stuff.

okay i have more to say but this is Long jdhahsjs let me know if anyone wants to hear more but as one last thing i will say his ears may or may not be ticklish and he will shut his eyes and chuckle softly if heavy kisses him there

[comvi]

silver time silver hi silver.

silver does not like any creature (but whisperer and lucky.)

silver's spikes cannot be controled, "standing up" as a reaction to stress and worry.

silver feels calm and safe around whisperer

silver learnt how to wag his tail from lucky

despite not liking chief for talking to whisperer (it thinks scavs are evil, as they are the ones making rumors about it.)

rumors about it are: "It's an alien!" (made silver get sharp claws on its "slugcat paws")) "It's a weapon for someone!" (Made spikes form on it.") "It lures people in with its mimicking!" (Made it learn to "speak") "It's just alive goop!" (Made silver drag its tail.) "Its unbound!" (Made it grab people.) not all of them but whatever.

silver is perfectly fine with whisperer touching them. but calls him off from it cause they dont know what would happen.

silver's pearls are called boons. What do boons do? help whisperer directly. holdon ima paste some things. Voice, you know anything about this thing? Bring it closer to your eyes can you even see? whatever. OH WHAT THE What? whats wrong? what is it? Uhm...throw it away! what happened to being poetic. and why whats it do Uhm... not good! just...dont keep it! i cant trust you, im asking ...it about it. You better not oh yes i will. Little thing, you are bleeding in MANY places. i'd like to see you walk. You know i can walk. You have 3 seeping marks on your chest, leaking blood, you nearly got your foot-paw bit off. Your arms bleeding and infected, You have scratch marks all over you, and your ear is also bit. Yes, and? ...fuck you. You two. I ran outside, pretty sure it would be there anyway. and it was "Hey!" it seemed.. "happy?" to see me? i hopped down and accidently dropped the pearl i tripped over it and fell flat on my face... embarrassing. i sat up and it somehow was in front of me, tail...wagging... when could it do that? "Y-you came back! H-HH-Hiello!hi!" "You said like all those words wrong but hi." "Why are you--B-BB--B" it covered its mouth "Why you back?" "The uhh...gift? what is it?" i felt the ground, still staring up at it... spooky. "O-O-Oh! it..b-bb-boon!" "a what." the fuck is a boon. "P-P-PLEAsENO!-Place... it onsomething!!" why does it seem so happy... good for it? "What will it do..?" "D-DONT!D-Depends, let me see..." Without warning it yanks it from my paw and holds it close... reading it? "Boon: circle of healing." "Why did you." why. "whydid you say that in perfect speech." i dont. "idont like how you did that why didyoudothat." it ignored me and placed it back on my paw. WHAT! NO IT CANT! cant... what? "I-T-Ilike you enoug.h...T-TOM?GGETOU" it covered its mouth again "Ilike youenough,i think it will help!" "Why uhh....thank you?" BUT IM PUNIsHING YOU! IT CANT ! ARG! i stood up quickly, ready to run off but before i could it stopped me "H-hey!" "What..?" "Iliekyour....eyes..." I forgot my eyes glow in the dark at night. thats...nice? "Thank you???" i quickly ran off, scurrying back into my den. Lucky is still sleeping..."place it on something..." hm.. I use a bundle of rocks to stand the goop colored pearl up.

^ from whisperers head

silver kills people by stabbing them. (claws r cool.)

silver loves nudging whisperer

silver is embarrassed by how they speak.

silvers tendrils will randomly grab things beside it.

the only not covered parts of silver are its feet, and half of its face.

silver is happy with this form.

silver is aware and alert about whisperers injuries, thinking he should lay low for a while.

silver has a predatory grin as a smile.

ifyouwanna knowmore about their boons ask.

who nect...

okay finally answering this!!! so so sorry for the delay! I dont have a big answer this time around cuz were not in that kinda headspace to dump a bunch of information on something i like, but ive read this a few times & i really enjoy how mysterious yet, oddly “cute” (?) silvers nature can be :0) love luv that whole thing where popular/known rumors will often become reality in some way!! + that added bonus fact about whisperer where we’ve found out!! his eyes glow!!! neat neat!!!

[rrxnjun]

ohh so i began paying more attention to nct bc of taeyong’s rap part in limitless (like that weird gargling noise he makes is just ahhhhhrrrfbbf) but sicheng in touch made me an nctzen (HES SO CUTE I 💖CANFHFH) i started with 127 and got attached to dream and wayv along the way <33 but !! i’d say that my ult unit is nct dream ahahfdh wayv is like a super close second (the hoe anthems >>>) but i just vibe better (?!) with the dreamies’ music.

OH YANGYANG IS MY WAYV BIAS <33 AND HIS INTERACTIONS W RENJUN ESP ARE SO CUTEE I CAN'T nct china line superiority <33 i love his raps as such but nectar is a fave !! omg do you have a fave nct u lineup ?? i love the 90s love, ok! and from home lineup mayybbee the misfit lineup too

jkghdfg slowburns have so much scope and space for character development, thicker plot (*coughs* the drama) and multiple genres so since i love stuff like that i adore slowburns. but it's been so long since i read or kept tabs with nct's writeblr bc of school 🤧 so just saying was really refreshing to read (like yangyang + comedy + college au with sprinkles of angst and loads of fluff = user jaynaur bait)

and i've been listening to 5sos on an on and off basis ever since my friend introduced me to youngblood back in 2018 and OOF I LOVE THAT SONG TO DEATH THE WHOLE ALBUM INFACT so it's no surprise i'm obsessed with just saying rn omg i can literally picture scenes from the fic in my head as the song plays out what have you done to me 😭😭 (also i'm v slowly getting into waterparks thanks to this playlist so will they be the next thing i obsess over?? hmmm)

and i personally love listening to a fic's playlist while reading bc songs have their own stories to tell and they help me relate with the fic a little better dkfj idk they just seem to enhance the whole reading experience for me so i get your obsession <33

p.s. this ask became a little too long 😭😭 do take your time to reply dfhhg have a good day/night !!

SORRY FOR THE LATE REPLY i kind of forgot about this and then i got busy :(( im adding a read more bc my reply got LOONG hh

sicheng is so cute i totally get you being an nctzen because of him<3 i started with wayv, surprisingly. i dont think a lot of nctzens start with wayv AHAHA but my ult unit is definitely dream :)) im really emotionally attached to them LMAO even though i had a slight falling-out with kpop during exams and shit and my mental health, they are still very very close to my heart. then wayv is close second as well for me,, their sound >>> no skip discography for sure. and 127 as last, i dont think i ever really got into them if i must be honest. i love some of the tracks for sure, but they're not my go-to :)

YANGYANG IS MY WAYV BIAS AS WELL SDKLAF and renjun is my ult bias so their interactions make me so happy you cant even imagine. that feeling when your ult biases are besties? yeah. unmatched. truly amazing. ALSO my fav nct u unit might be misfit? or 90's love. i LOOOVED that shit. also faded in my last song. one of the best nct u songs of all time change my mind. and you're so right with ok! lineup they have me in their chokehold. who's your bias from dream and other units?? :p

I ADOOORE SLOWBURNS. i used to not be a fan of them bc i was always so impatient but recently, i love to both read and write them:) i wrote a 40k vernon from svt fic earlier this year on my other blog and bro that... that was a ride. the character development? the mood? the atmosphere?? it was also totally unplanned and only sparked as my love declaration to this man (he's my other ult bias lord help me.) but it's one of my most, if not my most loved fic of mine i've ever written.

i don't read much fics either bc i was busy with school as well, and as i already mentioned, i kind of fell out of kpop for a while, but it makes me happy to hear that you found my fic refreshing and liked it so much :)) my other yy fic is gonna be more angsty then comedy (also i have like 3 more parts to write so im gonna be done soon :p) so i hope i don't disappoint if you decide to read it! i also have another wip with yangyang in my drafts but its been so long since i thought of that idea and i still havent managed to create a whole plot around it, so idk if i'll ever manage to actually write it.

YOUNGBLOOD >>>> that album means so much to me. truly. i'm still sad that i didnt manage to get to their concert bc of exams and just not being able to travel there and find some sort of housing for the night haha. AND YOURE GETTING INTO PARX????? THEYRE MY CURRENT HYPERFIXATION AND THE NEW YY FIC IS LIKE 90% INSPIRED BY THEIR SONGS AAAAAAAAAAAAAA this is so exciting hhhh if you wanna talk abt them (or anything else) more my inbox is always open!!!

thank you so much for sending this ask it makes me happy that someone is interacting with me <333 hope you have a great day/night ily xx

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Cold hands with a Warm heart

I’ll be completely honest, I’m over this one. I started this two months ago and I’m just over it. soo mm. It cuts off a bit too sharply, so sorry about that one

warnings: Strongly implied character deaths. mentions of an unspecified illness and uh, seungmin get sedated

His chest ached, and not in the good 'I've just run 3k and I'm resting now' way. No, it hurt in the 'there's something wrong with me' way.

Seungmin wasn't surprised, they'd crashed, on the way to a concert and now he couldn't feel his legs. His sister had stopped whimpering only minutes before hand, and he could feel his breathe becoming short. The phone discarded by his head, the last seven calls showing the emergency line... They weren't going to make it, were they.

He felt a hand brush his, gripping it tightly in a form of reassurance and the whispered voice of his sister telling him it'd be fine. He let himself believe it would be.

"Hey, wake up." A quiet voice roused him from his slumber, from where everything was soft and cool, to where everything hurt. His eyes flickered open, to see a man (boy?) with bluish hair perched on the edge of his bed. Seeing him awake, the man/boy smiled gently.

"Wh-" Seungmin started, leaning over to cough, pain radiating through his body, "Who are you?" The boy leaned forwards, reaching over to brush the hair from Seungmin's face. A sad smile rested on his face.

"I'm Jisung." Seungmin shivered, Jisung's hands were freezing. And something screamed at him that the boy wasn't normal. After all, he had no clue who he was, and Jisung was just resting on his bed in a faded pair of jeans and a t shirt. He was in no way, a doctor.

He lay back, staring at the boy in front of him, as he sat on what Seungmin supposed were his legs. He couldn't feel Jisung's weight though.

"... Seungmin," He slowly murmured, watching as the boy in front of him nodded, "Why are you in here Jisung?"

Jisung looked startled, until he little out a shaky giggle.

"I was, uh, passing by. You reminded me of someone." Jisung mumbled, twining his fingers together. Something in his voice reminded Seungmin of another time, another place. A boy with a pretty smile and black hair ran through his memories.

"So, you just decided to come into a stranger's room and wake me up?" Jisung nodded again.

"Sorry."

He was allowed to see his sister, for the first time in a while. And while his legs still weren't strong enough to hold up his weight, he was grateful for the chance to escape his room. Two weeks had passed since he'd first been admitted, and Jisung had come to visit him everyday. It made the persistent white bearable.

The only problem being, whenever he asked about Jisung, or described him, the staff looked at him like he was insane. To say Seungmin was confused was an understatement.

But that all drained out of his mind, as he talked to his sister, a smile gracing his lips as he relaxed in his chair.

"I told you we'd be out fine." She whispered, as Seungmin merely nodded, leaning back with a yawn.

"Why'd I ever doubt you?" He replied gently, turning his head slightly as a flash of red appeared in his vision. A young man, about the same age as Jisung, with fiery hair and freckles splashed across his face. It was odd, as his sister should've told him if someone had entered.

But the boy said nothing other than to watch Seungmin, with a knowing expression on his face. So Seungmin said nothing about it. But as the visit drew to a close, he could see the boy get restless and pace around.

"Thank you, once again." He smiled, waving a good bye to his sister as he started leaving the room. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw the boy jump, and start following him. Seungmin swallowed sharply, focusing on where he was going. At least until a deeper than expected voice caught him off guard.

"You're about to miss your turn." Seungmin tensed, looking around until he spotted the freckled boy and took a deep breath. A peal of laughter tumbled out of the other's lips as he pointed down the hallway, he was about to miss.

Nervousness pricked at Seungmin as he turned down the hallway, retracing his path into his room. No one they passed seemed to notice the presence behind him. It worried him, as he gnawed at his lip.

He turned into his room.

"Now that we're safe and back in your room, can you drop the whole, ignoring me thing? I know you can see and hear me." Seungmin's head twisted in the direction of the freckled boy, who crossed to perch on the bed.

"You're saying that like no one else can." He muttered, pushing himself over to the bed and clambering in. A cool hand helped pull him on, and he shivered, before the hand quickly retracted.

"Because they can't. I would know, I walked into you four times when you were here to visit Hyunjin." Seungmin's breath caught, tears threatening to fall from his eyes. Hyunjin hadn't died that long ago, and the pain of losing his best friend was still fresh. The boys eyes widened, and he cursed, muttering something in a language that Seungmin recognised as English, but with the strange lilt of an accent he didn't recognise.

"Sorry, he said you'd be like that." He mumbled quietly, reaching over and patting Seungmin's head. He shivered and the boy retracted his hand.

"Who are you? We, we didn't know any one who looked like you." Seungmin whispered, only for the boy to smile.

"Oh, uh, right. I'm, uh, Felix, Lee Felix." Seungmin stared blanky.

"You're a forgiener. Why is a forgiener like you in the middle of South Korea in my hospital room?" Felix fidgeted, raising a hand and placing two fingers to his neck, almost without thinking.

"I have no where else to go, can't get back home. Chan has the same problem." He looked away from Seungmin, and his questions.

"Why not? Korea isn't forcing you to stay."

"Because, we're dead."

Seungmin had to have been sedated. That's the only way they would've calmed him down. After Felix had decided to say 'they're dead', he'd screamed and kicked at him. The way he screamed at the doctor's to get Felix out, to keep Jisung out. He shuddered, slightly and flickered his eyes open.

And stared at the boy in ripped jeans in front of him.

The boy in ripped jeans, which he'd bought as a gift.

A gift for Hyunjin to be precise. Back when his sickness hadn't left him bed ridden for the last time.

"Hyun-Jin-ie?" He breathed out slowly, sucking in a breathe as the currently sleeping boy stirred, blinking at him groggily. The boy looked healthy, in death. The pallor, his cheeks had held during the last days, replaced by the rosy colour of before.

And he smiled, and gods had Seungmin missed his best friend.

"Been a while, hasn't it." And that was all it took before Seungmin was in tears, and clinging to Hyunjin. His body was cold, colder than he remembers, cold like Jisung's or Felix's hands.

"Then Felix wasn't... He's really? You're really..." Hyunjin held him as Seungmin cried, running his fingers through the younger's hair.

"He wasn't lying. He's really dead. There's... A lot of us actually." He let go of Seungmin to retreat a bit onto the bed, pulling his legs up and wrapping his arms around them, "We don't really have anywhere to go either, whatever guards the afterlife won't let us pass. Not for lack of trying."

Seungmin nodded, raising his hands to wipe his eyes dry.

"Can I meet them all?" He asked, cautiously, watching Hyunjin for a reaction. The boy paused, before nodding with a smile.

"I used to see them, before Y'know. When we were little and you came to visit me in the hospital when I got really sick. I grew up talking to them." Seungmin's eyes widened in a grim sort of realisation.

"Around me?" He asked quietly, to which Hyunjin nodded gently. Seungmin nodded again, opening his arms up, in a quiet question for a hug.

The next few days past in relative slowness for him, the only really exciting thing being walking back into his room to see Hyunjin hanging upside down over Felix, the pair talking excitedly. Felix made sure to poke fun at him, over that, after wards.

Other than that, he'd found out he was to be discharged in the next couple days. And that Hyunjin was finally going to introduce him to the other ghosts. When he'd told Hyunjin about the discharge though, the ghost had shrugged.

"I'll just come home with you then." The ghost had commented, laughing and reaching over running his cold hands through Seungmin's hair.

"And leave what was practically your second home?" Seungmin had asked back, a teasing grin on his face.

He thought back on the conversation, as he wandered along the halls. He was coming back from his sister's room. Apparently there were more complications with her than the doctor's had originally thought, so she was staying for monitoring. Hyunjin had offered his condolences at that.

To say Seungmin was a tad stressed was an understatement. Which is why he walked into his room, filled with more people than he was ever comfortable around and, took the deepest breath he could muster.

Around the room he could see Felix's firey hair, and Jisung's blue. But other than that,

A young man with pink hair rested on Seungmin's bed, a slim boy resting next to him. The man had the boy wrapped at a hug, watching as Seungmin walked in with a knowing smile. Another, darker haired than most of them and a harsh look on his face, stood near Felix and Jisung, staring straight at the human with suspicion.

Another young man, was seated in the chair that Hyunjin had been sitting in when he'd woken up, apparently just waking up himself. He brushed his hands tiredly through his brown hair, glancing at Seungmin, before looking at the last man in the room, and pouting.

"Took him long enough." And just like that, Hyunjin was at his side, leading him to the bed. The pink haired man smiled lightly, moving himself closer to the boy he was hugging and patting the bed next to him.

"I don't bite. None of us do, mostly. I'm not sure about Minho or Felix." He had the same accent as Felix, Seungmin noted, only a lot less prominent in his Korean. The sleeping guy groaned, flipping a rude gesture the Pink haired man's way.

"I.. Wasn't expecting all of you at once." The boy in the man's arms giggled slightly.

"I was the same." He smiled, gently, showing braces and held a hand over the pink haired man to Seungmin. His hand was warm when Seungmin grabbed it, a pleasant surprise compared to the cold of everyone else.

"I'm Jeongin. This is Chan," The pink haired man dipped his head gently, watching Seungmin with that knowing expression still, "The guy in the chair is Minho, and Woojin's next to him." Seungmin nodded, waving at both and then glancing at the man glaring at him.

"Oh, that's Changbin. He's a sweetheart, promise." Woojin murmured quietly, coming to sit next to Seungmin. The boy nodded numbly, taking in the various ghosts around him. And the one apparently human.

"I thought I was going to be meeting only ghosts, to be honest." He mumbled quietly. Jeongin laughed gently.

"I find that funny, did the same thing when I met Hyunjin." Seungmin heard Hyunjin laugh quietly at Jeongin's words, and felt the cold of his body as the ghost leaned into him. He frowned, slightly looking down at his lap.

"This whole situation is like some kind of bad joke. Seven undead and two living walk into a hospital room or something." Felix noted drily, and receiving a punch in the ribs from Jisung.

"Can, I ask something?" Seungmin asked quietly, now that he had more confidence. Now that he knew that Jisung and Felix were just as goofy around the other ghosts as they were around him. Chan tilted his head slightly, raising an eyebrow and he took a deep breath.

"Hyunjin told me, that you could go anywhere you wanted. But, you're all here. Why?" Chan smiled bitterly at the question, hand stroking Jeongin's hair gently.

"Depends. Most of us have something stopping us. Me, Felix and Jisung, our parents are all overseas. Or kilometres away. Hyunjin, he's got no where to go that people will see him. The others could honestly leave if they wanted." Chan said, as he looked at Seungmin. Minho snorted once, sitting straight in his chair.

"Could leave if he wanted, Chan says. Yea, well that'd leave you all with several less braincells. And you all need all the brain cells you can get." He grunted quietly. Seungmin just nodded to himself.

"I'd offer for you to come with me when I leave, but... I don't have room a home for seven ghosts. And Jeongin." The youngest snorted, a grin gracing his features.

"Bold of you to assume I don't have my own home. But..." He frowned thoughtfully.

"Seungmin, d'you have a phone number I can grab?" The sudden question had Seungmin jolting as he scrambled to write down his number somewhere.

"You know, Maybe, you can take half of these lot with you, when you leave. And, I'll take the other half." Jeongin commented quietly as he watched, earning a shocked expression from Changbin. The boy giggled at the ghost, leaning into Chan with a slight smile.

"I-I... Probably?"  Seungmin babbled out quickly, earning another giggle from Jeongin.

Felix lazily drifted around the room, watching Seungmin with a slight frown. The human ignored the ghost, focusing on his study.

"Are we actually doing anything at all today, Seungmin?" He eventually asked, coming to stand on the desk in front of him, then dropping into a crouch, "Because I could be at Jeonginnie's with the others right now otherwise." Seungmin shorted at him, blowing a breath at the ghost. A month and a half of living with them and he still didn't understand how they alternated between weightlessness and existing so quickly.

"No one's stopping you from going anyway, Felix." He replied, pushing the other off his textbook and turning the page, "Besides, I have study to do right now."

"You always do." Seungmin looked up at the ghost, a frown passing over his features for a moment. Before he shrugged.

"And?"

"And that means, you never get out you twat." Felix leaned over him to flick his forehead with those cold hands. Seungmin groaned in annoyance. Why couldn't Hyunjin be the one to have stayed?

"Ugh, fine. I'll go out to Jeongin's. You owe me man." He pushed himself away from his desk, stretching and standing with a yawn. Felix cheered loudly. The first few times that had happened, Seungmin had gone to shush him, before realising (read being told multiple times by Chan) that no one else in this house could hear Felix so what did it matter if he were the loudest thing alive? Er, dead.

Either way, it didn't matter.

Seungmin snorted at the thought, reaching over to grave a coat and pulling it on.

"I'll let mum know I'm going out, meet you outside?" He stopped referring to his mother as 'my mum' early on, watching as the various ghosts that came over reacted to it in unexpected ways. Felix, for instance, grew dejected as it made him think of his mum, back in Australia or something. It was just easier to refer to her as all of thier's now. Gods knew they appreciated it.

"A'ight." Felix noted, disappearing out of the room quickly, and leaving Seungmin to follow calling out what was happening to his mother. He heard her chuckle wishing him a good time as he sprinted out the door, to catch up to Felix.

"Hyung." He hissed, reaching out a finger to hook into his shirt, "Wait you dumb ass." Felix paused, letting himself get caught by the human, before linking his hand with him as he caught up.

"I waited Seungmin. Now hurry, we're already late!" Seungmin snorted, jogging forwards towards Jeongin's home.

"Sorry that I'm a responsible student, unlike you."

Felix rolled his eyes, staring into space in a way that Seungmin could only compare to that American show, what was it called? Ah that's right, The Office. Clearly, the other male didn't see what was so funny about Seungmin's joke. Not that it'd been much of a joke but still.

"Very funny Kim. Now hurry up, before I set Jeongin and Chan Hyung on you." Seungmin sighed, looking at him with a raised eyebrow.

"I'm going alright. Cut a guy some slack." Felix rolled his eyes, and pushed his hands into his pockets.

This had been happening a lot recently, Seungmin had noticed. Where he'd just, close off and shut everyone save Jeongin out. And even then, he still did that sometimes. It wasn't his place to argue against, but he wouldn't deny he was worried about Felix. Hell, he couldn't even imagine what it must be like to not know anyone in a country you lived in, let alone struggle with an unfamiliar language everyday.

And to do all that while dead?

Seungmin frowned.

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Dry Humping w/ Nagito Komaeda

request; P-Perhaps dry humping with Nagito? If not that is okay 👉👈

warnings; dry humping, gender-neutral reader, dub-con??, i am dying, slight humiliation, nagito is pretty good at dirty talk, no fluff, pwp, degradation??? but it’s like idk self-degrading degradation, not edited but i used spell check.

note; i got a pretty unpleasant eye infection so i had to write this with one eye open and the other eye closed- but hey, even diseases can’t stop my hornee *pained laughing* (on another note, i think i might be sick- i can’t breathe through any of my face holes properly, so uploads this week or month will be slower; i can barely see what i’m typing)

also i’m literally so sorry for cutting this off so short but please, i am drowning in my own fluids im so soryr sbhasjdfksdbfsjd please send help i think i am going to pass out /hj

wc; 1k+

“Are you-“ Nagito breathed out from in between your kisses, face flushed as he stared at you through half-lidded eyelashes. “—sure you want to-“ Swallowing down his words, your hands slid down to the waistband of his pants, fingers reaching in between you eagerly.

“S/o-!” He gasped into your mouth, hands that had been awkwardly hovering over your back, darted to your ass, pushing you closer to him selfishly as he arched his back into you ever so slightly. 

His calls for your name only seemed to egg you on, as well as his touch; prompting you to practically hop into his lap, perching your core over his bulge. Nagito whined against your lips, fingernails digging in your thighs in desperation.

Whatever pleas, and worries of you not wanting trash like him from earlier, seemed to dissipate into thin air as he bucked his hips into yours. He didn’t seem to have to worry about you not wanting him, as your hips reciprocated his move by squeezing your thighs around his waist.

Nagito shuddered at the pressure, gasping out into your mouth; he muttered your name through pants. As you sucked and nibbled on his bottom lip, your hands fanned out on the back of his neck, cradling him further into you as he kissed you back with fervour. 

You pulled away from his lips to take a breath, eyes peeking open to see his flushed face, and his own green stare he bore into you through his eyelashes. Nagito seemed to dislike the fact you stopped kissing him, and though he didn’t say anything about it, the domineering gaze he had on you was enough to start grinding against his lap like before. Dragging your crotch over his, mind you, extremely prominent bulge, you could feel it grow against you; causing you to jerk away and gasp as it had been too much pressure. 

The gasp of air had been cut off as Nagito gently but eagerly pushed you to your back, taking things into his own hands as you had been going painfully slow for him. He adjusted your thighs around his waist as he leaned his back and hips into you, delicate and bony hands gripping the sides of your rib cage as if it was his lifeline. 

“I’m so sorry; trash like me- Shouldn’t even be touching you, let alone humping you like a whore-ish animal, but-” He whispered, flushed, grinning face right above yours as he bucked his hips into yours, causing you to throw your head back in graceful ecstasy, lips parting as you let out a small moan. 

Nagito let out a slightly delusional laugh at the face you made, eyes widening as he wanted to see you more clearly. “Haha, to be fair-” Nagito dipped his fluffy head down and nibbled the sensitive skin of your collar bone, hands sliding up to your shoulder blades as he arched his hips into your crotch a little harder. He spoke nothing but the truth against the crook of your neck, “you seem to be enjoying this a lot.” Mewling, you nodded frantically, urging a small obsessed chuckle from his side.

You bucked your hips up into him, trying to relieve some tension in your nether regions as it had begun to be too much. Nagito had practically scrambled to give you what you wanted, it was at that moment had you remembered that this was still Nagito, despite the domineering hold he had on you; this was still your Nagito. 

He pulled his hands away from your back, bringing his forearms up to rest beside your head, lining up his flushed face right above yours. Through pants, his words fanned against your face—and notes of mint hit your nostrils. “I’m sorry, you probably don’t want to see- Ghhah! T-trash like me right above your f-face, huh?” He groaned out, an apologetic smile on his face as he jerked his hips into yours, causing you to moan out a little louder, to his lot. 

You shook your head, fingers that had been gripping the sheets beside you, just seconds ago, shot up to his head full of fluffy white hair, pulling it slightly as you pushed him into your own face. His own green eyes widened as if he wasn’t expecting you to do that, breath hitching as he caught the lustful look in your eyes— lustful for him as it seems.

He almost felt pressured to make you feel good, cutting his call of your name off with his own lips on yours— he found himself melting into you, becoming completely immersed in you, your touch, your scent, your lips, your hips- It was as if he was binding himself into you; or at least that’s what he thought was happening. 

Nagito had not only been melting into you in mind but also in body, as his knees buckled, causing him to fall and push up riiiiight against your sweet spot. Sure, you can call it a happy accident- but who’s to say Nagito didn’t do that on purpose? 

“I’m sorry, so sorry-” He didn’t seem to be as sorry as he said he was, as he began grinding into you quicker, harder; a pace you could barely keep up with though you sat there and still took it with a glass of water. 

“N-Nagito—!” You sobbed out suddenly, feeling your own fluids start to soak up your underwear and pants, you felt humiliation- though it had been nothing akin to how Nagito had been feeling. He was already thinking of what to say to you after he gets you to finish, cultivating several ways to beg for your forgiveness straight after. 

With his voice slightly shaky from his grinding movements, he spoke anyway, “S-saying a name that belongs to trash like me, surely you know that’s below you, right?” His tone had almost been mocking, teasing; although it hadn’t truly been his intention to sound so. It was strange how he could degrade himself, and make it sound like he was degrading you all at the same time. Either way, it didn’t really matter as it only seemed to make your body grow warmer in arousal.

“Haha- oh god-” His bubbly laugh lowered an octave as you felt him grind especially hard and slow against your hips, you could feel him getting more desperate; the short social cue he had spoken earlier seemed to further your suspicion; he was close. 

You arched your back into him and brought his hips closer to yours by wrapping your legs wrapped around his waist snugly. You bucked your hips up into his yet again, back lifting off the mattress as you stifled a loud moan from the increasing pressure. 

Nagito didn’t seem to see the point of stifling his moans, as he seemed to moan as loud as he possibly could— fortunately and unfortunately, the pretty, breathy moans had been muffled by the cloth of the top garment you had been wearing, that he had been digging his nose into. It was unfortunate, the moans were too beautiful to be muffled, but you wouldn’t want any of your neighbours to complain, right?

“S/o, h-how close are you? S-seems like trash like me got ahead of myself, huh? I.. Hh- D-don’t think I can last any longer, but maybe I can get you off with my thigh-” You shook your head; though you weren’t opposed to the idea, you certainly were close.

“Nagi- Nagito-” the thing he had last said seemed to slip your lusted mind as you started repeating his name over and over again, the vocal repetitions getting faster as you felt yourself getting closer and closer to your high.

[astrochemstry]

Jared Kleinman HC: having a crush on him, you don't wanna admit it but everyone knows

I was lying in bed and then i got this idea and it sounded really cute so i made it a reality asjdfbasjh im having a brainrot

Reader is gender neutral and its romance

OK SO JUST IMAGINE

YOU LIKE THIS GUY

YOU DON'T WANNA ADMIT IT BCS HES COCKY AS HELL

BUT EVERYONE KNOWS

E VE RYO NE KNO W S

YES EVEN HIM

OK lets go to the start so

SO I HAVENT FINISHED THE BOOK AND STUFF BUT

I DO THINK JARED WENT TO SCOUT CAMP AS A KID TOO

SO you met there

And as in met

He accidentally uh

Well yk those log things you gotta walk on??

He slipped and accidentally bumped into you

And you fell on the mud lmao

Bro was trying vv hard not to laugh actually

“Kleinman, apologize to (Name).”

“Sorry.”

hE AINT GOOD AT THIS FORGIVE HIM PLS

Ok so like youre still mad but

Throughout your time there he makes it up with

aCTS OF SERVice

sO some hcs here are from @/bemorecronch pls check them out vv good at writing jared and hilarious as hell

So one of their hcs is that if he likes u he randomly gives u food

oH diD I NOT MENTioN??

THIS GUY LIKES YOU TOO

So like one time you dropped your snack and like vv frustrated bcs you fell in mud and now your snack fell in mud

So he goes up to you and shoves his spare sandwich onto you

Youre like ???? but then he jsut raises and eyebrow

“Don’t you know how to eat or did that dirt change everything in you??”

You choose whether you smacked him or not

But like after that and everything, he sat with you and just ate with ya

Then the crushing started

SO YEARS PASS

WELCOME TO HIGHSCHOOL OR WHATEVER TOOK PLACE IN DEH

yOU MEET AGAIN

“Arent you that mud person from camp??” “Arent you that asshole who shoved me??”

Sassy conversations

Murphy siblings live for it tbh

They love you

And then heres the thiNG

SO ONE TIME AT THE CAFETERIA

You guys just sat together and ate bcs i mean thats what you did at camp too

You guys we’re vv close and be reminded you have a crush on him

So liKE your body started to heat up and ik for some skin colors it wont be visible youre blushiNG BUT SINCE YOURE SO CLOSE HE CAN FEEL THE HEAT

Hes concerned bro “are you okay??”

“Yes im fine- just-” tHEN HE PLACES HIS HAND ON YOUR FOREHEAD

TO CHECK YK

Totally not an excuse to touch you

coIUGHGHcouG HH

So like you just froze?? Bcs oH SHIT ohIUSHAHH????

Alana was there and you were like oh thank god

But alana

aLANA KNOWS

ALANA SEES IT

But dw she doesnt like say it out and tease you

Takes you away and stuff “Oh god! (Name) are you okay? Lets go to the nurse.”

She doesnt take you to the nurse lmao

“So, you like someone?”

React how you want she aint gonna fall for you denying it

anYWAYS SHE DOES KEEP IT A SECRET

But like its you who, well, makes it less of a secret lmao

Like youre very expressive abt it

Everyone knows

The school knows

And you guessed it!

JARED KNOWS

Bro is happy as hell you like him back but don't forget hes a little shit

Teases you tbh

Like if youre sitting down and reading or smth hes just like “oh whats that??” and gets vERY CLOSE

From acts of service to physical toUCH

If you like passed a test or something he just awkwardly goes up to you and pats your back

“Good job” “uh thanks”

Hes silently crying inside bcs of that

Ok but like one day lets say Alana encourages you to confess

So you do and like when you see Jared youre just

Oh shit oh fuck oh no nope nO

But like he sees you and he just goes to you like “whats up??”

Its just casual

Too casual

So you didnt wanna confess in like a crowded hall lol so you tell him to meet you at some place like uh idk you choose

So Jared

Aint dumb ok

An asshole but this shit is fucking smart

And first thing he thinks is ‘theyre gonna confess. Definitely.’

No doubts bcs he knows u like him lmao

So you meet

And bro got a huge smirk on his face

“Soo- what did you want to talk about?”

Hes just so calm?? And casual? That youre freaked out and suspicious bcs you expect him to spit out some mean things and stuff

“Uh- this is- wait uh” “go on.” “weLL- uH”

Then he laughs

You guys know what im talking about

“You sound like Evan” hes wHEEZing

“LOOK i LIKE you okay???”

“Everyone does” “No i mean- the- the like like”

Bro acts like he doesnt understand

So uh yeaH you kiss hiM

Look he knows u like him but hes still shocked bcs daMN

In the end, he just goes “oh i know you do. Everyone does.” with a smiLE

Smack him smACK hiM

[unpredictably-ghostly]

hello and welcome to: not-technically-but-sort-of-liveblogging CHRYSALIS! made by @agentredfort link to game here

warning: definitely a long post

-  cool music! i like how this is set up

- FROGHORN?? SIR???????

-  my heart stopped reading “one casualty unavoidable”. oh no.

- froghorn wtf?? i don’t want to kill you???

- the fucking SIRENS HELP OH GOD

- i chose froghorn. the way the sirens just cut off- leaving you with a black screen and silence for a second. that’s such good design but also!! agony!!

- FUCK ANOTHER CASUALTY NO

- OH NOT A FAN OF THIS CHRIST

- HHHHHHHHH I TRSUT LB SORRY BUZZ

- ANOTHER ONE  (another one bites the dust and another one gone and another one gone)

- the way hitch and lb were talking, fighting to save each other and then trying to end on a good note no matter what 

(i picked to kill froghorn, buzz, hitch this round i will be playing again with other choices if i have to emotional stability to replay)

- oh shit. oh my god. lb. you set the fire? you killed these people? did- did not see that coming.

- IM SO INTRIGUED but god DAMN what a painful story

- playing through again bc got to solve the mystery! but holy shit these are still such emotionally taxing choices

Round Two: (froghorn, hitch)

- i killed hitch even though lb directly told me not to this is the WORST FEELING, i really really don’t want to see what she’ll say

- hh guess im doing a buzz route! i know she’s the mole but then she’s got to know something??

- can’t believe i’ll have to leave everyone the last one standing to get to the true end my heart can’t take it

- WAIT TWO CASUALTIES WHAT THAT’S NEW

- has lb done something?? to ensure buzz can’t survive??

- they just both died. fuck.

Round Three: (froghorn, buzz, lb)

- just hitch and lb again, will save hitch this time. 

- TURNS OUT KILLING LB ALSO FEELS TERRIBLE

- “your full name in art hitchen zachary? that’s a stupid name.” even in such horrible horrible circumstances i love their dynamic

Round ??: (hitch, froghorn, buzz)

- i know what i have to do but i dont know if i have the strength to do it (i’ve reached the point where in order to get new routes i have to kill hitch first and i really really really do NOT want to do that)

- i procrastinated. like i just left the room for a moment. still don’t want to do it

- tried to click it but went back to this tab to procrastinate more AUGH

- i killed him (i am suffering) why is froghorn still covering for lb though??

- how did he KNOW HER NAME

- lb saying “why should we live when hitch and miles had to die?”  has broken me. she knew she and buzz were both guilty- her setting the fire/murdering spectrum 4 agents, buzz being the mole, but in the end the two innocent people died first.

Round ??? (hitch, lb, froghorn)

- HOW DOES FROGHORN KNOW LB’S AND BUZZ’S NAMES??

- oh god get froghorn some immediate help? stop demanding ruby kill you,  please you do deserve to live!

- the TIMING OF THE CHAT LOCK DOWN AHHHH

- god im so sorry froghorn

- THERE’S A FUCKING TIME MACHINE IN THE BASEMENT

Final Round:

- last one left. froghorn’s turn. what a ride, holy shit.

- “i’ve been here before. five times i think.” oh god. 

- “i just wanted to die.” FROGHORN 

- “nothing ever works. i’m so tired.” im so close to genuinely crying this is awful 

Actually The Final Round: TRUTH

- people remember?? 

- NO CASUALTIES EXPECTED YES

- “SAVE THEM” YES IM MORE THAN HAPPY TO FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

- ok i know plot stuff is going down but im so ridiculously happy about getting to choose “SAVE THEM” multiple times

- lb WHY ARE YOU AT THE CHRYSALIS ENTRANCE

- another timeline where everyone survived??

- bradley baker?

- oh lb

- true end has been reached. 

[rykno-gs]

No.1 of my somewhat senseless senarios

soo uhhhhhhhhhHhHHhHHh

decided to post a lil' smth since its been awhile.. this isn't a full fic more like a senario i thought of

probably shdve put this part in front first but what i wrote below the cut does involve the kaeluc ship (i won't post too much of this ship though i wanted to maybe post this here)

so.. please. if you don't agree with it don't read below the cut :>

yeah thats how the flowers look like^

--

diluc didnt know what to get kaeya for valentines day so was freaking out. then he remembers how good kaeya smells, and decided that he would get some beautiful flowers for kaeya, some nice feathery light purple ones.

he painstakingly goes to his house's nearby forest to pluck some before going on the valentines date. at the outdoor restaurant, kaeya notices diluc running towards him, holding something within crumpled newspapers.

"sorry im late k- kaeya.. i wantedto pick these for you! happy valentines day-"

diluc thursts the bouquet of flowers into kaeyas face, smiling as he waited for a reply.

kaeyas nose starts twitching as the mere sight of the feathery plant. despite being together with diluc for a few months, he had never before told his boyfriend that he was quite allergic to most flowers.

he was about to open his mouty to tell diluc, but the smile on the others face stopped him. he knew diluc would be heartbroken if he knew he had brought kaeya suffering, so kaeya stayed silent.

'they.. they are beautiful- just like the one who picked them for me--'

the rest of the dinner went well for diluc, not noticing that kaeya was gritting his teeth, trying not to let his nose run, ducking under the table every few minutes to 'tie his shoelace'

it was only when the wind picked up (outdoor restaurant), blowing pollen off the feathery flowers into kaeyas face that he couldn't take it anymore.

'e- hH! ..ehxcuse me..'

kaeya runs from the table, leaving diluc confused.

kaeya runs as quick as he can, eyes watering and nose leaking freely. he was a mess, he couldn't see it, but he could feel it. diluc probably thought he was trying to ruin the date. it had been difficult to get diluc to agree to take him out since his boyfriend was always so shy.

and how he has ruined it..

leaning against the concrete wall, kaeyas breath hitches-

'hH- snf.. hAH- ugh.. snf-!!'

great. it was stuc-

'hAH- sNgXxt!! heH.. zZchiw!!'

..maybe not..

kaeya let out a few more desperate sneezes before he flipped the sleeve of his shirt inside out, wipping his nose and flipping it back.

there was a damp spot on his sleeve, but he hoped diluc won't notice..

returning to the table, kaeya could feel his nose flaring as the flowers came into view.

"kaeya.. is everything okay..?" diluc asked shyly as his fingers played with the soft feathery petals of the flower.

'.. nothing at all dear.. i just.. needed to use the bathroom..'

it was a lie and kaeya knew it. what more, he knew that diluc knew it was a lie. he wasn't easy to read for most people, but kaeya knew diluc had the weird ability to see right through him.

"okay then.." diluc sighs, placing the flowers back onto the table, bringing the damned item nearer to kaeyas sensitive nose.

'hH- its.. really n- Hh!! .. no issue luc i.. i.. hH- hah.. NgxXt!! heh- ZznXght!! .. im fine..'

dilucs eyes suddenly snapped to kaeya, focusing intently on the other.

kaeya felt himself shift uncomfortably under dilucs glare. he knew that he'd been seen right through he.. he-

"you don't have to stifle in front of me you know?"

'what?'

diluc inched over to kaeyas side of the table, grabbing kaeyas hand and wrapping himself around it. diluc rested his head against kaeyas arm, right on the spot that was still slightly damp.

'..luc.. m- move.. i.. i needa..'

despite the warning, diluc stayed put where he was.

left with no other choice, kaeya pressed his free hand against the base of his nose, letting out a fit of restrained itchy sneezes. light spray had unfortunately managed to escape from his clenched teeth, landing gracefully on dilucs cheek.

unlike himself, diluc intertwined his fingers with kaeyas, letting out a sound akin to that of a purring cat as he snuggled deeper into kaeyas chest.

"happy valentines day kae.. you just gave me the best present i could ever ask for.."

--

well......... :D i was too lazy to make this into an actual fic (sry)

aand before i forget.. i actually wrote this lil thing for a new friend i met in the community :DDD (uk who u are)

[sparklingpax]

IM BACK WITH THE SECOND POST SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG HH

This is my Christmas/Holidays short comic, “Sweetest Snowfall”!!! 

(For my AU!!!

Pls read more if you’re curious about it!! I didn’t ramble on for too long but uhhhhh anyway: 

Long story short, ITS GINHAWK CONTENT BUT CHRISTMAS WOOO Ginrai and Hawk buy each other gifts for Christmas, exchange them, and then go on a walk to the top of a snowy cliff and stare at some stars :D 

It may not look it but y’all, this was a huge project with a lot of effort and it took most of my free time for this past month....heck I think I started it the last week of November so....a little more than a month. Please validate my efforts I lost so much sleep over this hnn 

The results are...well......I guess it could have been better but that’s the critic-who-hates-everything part of me talking so...idk. ANyway, Yes I Am serious about this AU and you can expect more in the future...or well, I hope so anyway ^^’’ And ofc, in this au Ginhawk is literally canon because fuck it this is my au ok let me live 😭 And I wanted some of that wholesome cheesy in a really good way imo christmas/winter romance I am a simple human this is all I desire ;w;

.....and yea! So again, happiest holidays and the merriest christmas to those of you who celebrate!!! And to those who don’t I wish you a wonderful day/evening wherever you are!!

Thank you so so so so much if you read this, my comic, if you care at all dear heck this is a one-person effort running this AU but as much work as it is and as little attention it gets it still makes me happy so....yea..........thanks!!!!!! 

>//w//