#like please dont perceive me !!

[theohnocorral]

Was thinking about doing one of those "meet the artist" drawings but I hate drawing myself so so much

[cashmoneyyysstuff]

shoto’s been staring at you for a good 5 minutes now.

you’d figured he was zoning out about three minutes in but then you looked up from your homework at him and he smiled at you, that cute little loverboy smile he does that have your legs feeling like jelly and has your heart push against your chest like it wants to escape.

okay so he wasn’t zoning out. then what is it ? did you have something on your face ? was he waiting for you to say something ?

"is there something on my face ?" you blurt out, already wiping at your chin and around your mouth

he blinks, registering your question and his eyebrows furrow lightly “no, there isn’t.” he answers curtly. reaching his colder hand up to pull your hand away from your face. you’re so much more confused now that you fail to realize he held onto your hand for a moment longer than necessary.

“so then why are you staring at me ?”

he lightly tilts his head to side at that, looking at you questioningly “ why should i not be looking at you ? does it bother you ?”

“wh—no no !” you sputter, he’s flipped the tables on you now “ i was just wondering what was up because you’ve been staring for..a while now” you trail off, suddenly feeling a little embarrassed. his eyes widen just a fraction and you think maybe you got it all wrong somehow and he was zoning out, but then he’s lowering his head in shame “i’m sorry, yn. i didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable with my staring..” he apologizes.

you’re frantic, shaking your head so hard you fear you’ll twist your neck and waving your hands hurriedly “ no, no, no ! it’s okay, sho ! you didn’t make me uncomfortable or anything !” you feel relieved when the tension on his face dissolves the slightest bit “ i was just curious, that’s all” you sigh, your arms fly back next to you because you feel like your sweating buckets and you really don’t want him seeing pit stains.

he hums like he’s thinking about something then suddenly a small smile breaks onto his face and you feel like you’ve been hit dead on by a semi truck. shoto todoroki’s ability to be so effortlessly pretty is and will forever be an enigma to you. “ i like looking at you” he starts “ whenever you do mundane things like studying, you always have this look on your face. i like it, i think it’s cute.”

okay, so turns he was out to kill you.

“ i-i do ?” he responds with a simple “mhm”. you feel like you’re sweating a lot more.

“oh.” is all you say. it’s all you can say because what the hell were you supposed to say ?!

shoto doesn’t look all that bothered by it, cool as usual, simply opting to keep staring at you. you fiddle with your fingers for a bit before you lift your head up to meet his unwavering stare “ i—uhm—thank you.” you whisper. he shakes his head “don’t thank me, you don’t have to. if you want me to stop, i can try to.”

he can try to. you feel like you’re losing your mind.

you’re way beyond flustered now. todoroki’s not a man of many words but when he does use them it throws you for a complete loop, you feel like you’re on a rollercoaster. “no that’s fine.” you answer meekly.

“you’re sure ?” you nod and he hums. “okay then, if you don’t mind.”

“it’s fine” you confirm, feeling your face heat up. “i like looking at you, too.”

you definitely like looking at the handsome smile that forms on his face from your words.

[bunnysnared]

irt my last post, i did manage to finish ghost's art after all! i am doing a very small test batch of the pins in a pr3order here, right now. if theyre successful and im pleased with how they turn out [will make tweaks if needed] then i will finish the rest of T141 & relist more ghost's for sale, likely in late july/early august  ദ്ദി ·ᴗ·)♡ thank you guys for the interest so far!!

[madebyteenagefury]

HELLO Can I get a uhhhh Marvin cupping Whizzer's face and giving him praise?? I LOVE YOUR ART BTW-

sooo i read this and thought 'this could go one of two ways...' one of those ways, was angst so sorry but not really :p

in case you cant read my chickenscratch, marvin is saying- "youre beautiful whizzer. since the first time i saw you, and even now. youll always be beautiful to me"

the other way can be found below the cut <3 (;

the boys r gettin their freak on

[b1mbodoll]

um. can i say somethinf

[ganondoodle]

(currently getting extremely emotional over seeing pics of my lil brothers top surgery realizing i havent actually fully come to terms with the fact it will never be possible for me-

where i live the process to get to that point is extremely invasive and difficult; plus i am not trans enough anyway (nonbinary basically doesnt exist- theres only one or the other, i dont want T either even if id love to have some effects of it, i do not want other changes it causes) so that alone makes it pretty impossible already, and i am incredibly scared of anyone seeing or touching me in certain places and of surgery .. and hospitals .. everything basically.

(please dont try to give me hope about that, it will only make it worse in the end, i just need to deal with these emotions rn and get back to where i was, sorry)

[uramitashi]

kind of a new personal quest i want to try for myself is to stop highlitghting/noticing another woman's beauty for the next week (and my own!)

so because i am very much against our actual conception of female beauty because of the tremendous focus we put on the least important part of a person (their body) i want to actively start training myself to stop caring. Like seeing a beautiful, stunning, aesthetically perfect woman and simply not focusing on her appearance, doesn't matter how hard.

Also stop noticing if a random girl has nice lips, or good hair, or a nice outfit, or if she's hot. If i find myself thinking about it, redirecting my thought on something else. Becoming totally neutral to a woman's outer appearance.

This is also valid for me: for a week i will start caring about my body only from a neutral kind of way (do not shave even if i feel pressured to, dont put makeup even if i fell pressures to, dont care about my body type, dont use any particular jewelry etc.; only care about physical self for hygienic and practical purposes). For a week, i want to try to become a person who doesn't care if "her skin is the softest" "her outfit is beautiful" and all that. I want to be neutral. I want to notice new things.

I do think that even beauty critical women still notice other women's beauty, and the fact they passively give importance to another woman' aesthetic conquest does influence their relationship with their own self. I'm one of those women. Therefore it is only right i shut up the aesthetic gaze inside of me

Will update from time to time!!

[travelingtwentysomething]

If I ever meet a person who I have watched and admired from afar, I won't want a picture with them. I will hope that I can steal a moment to connect with them, and I will say, "Hi, I hope it won't be a bother if I steal just a moment of your time. I figure this might be the only time I get to meet you in this life and I just wanted to share the love and connect with you." And if they ask me if I want a picture, "No thanks, the joy of this moment is the only proof I need that I met you. Also I don't like to be perceived, I hope that when I move on from this life the only evidence I existed will be in the stories and memories of those that I connected with. And when those are all gone, maybe I will be something new again." And then they'll think I'm crazy and will marvel at how awkward and uncomfortable I made them with that over share. And they will never forget me.

[vectorisheree]

Last Line Challenge!

In a new post, show the last line you wrote (or drew) and tag as many people as there are words (or however many as you like).

tagged by both @hahskeleton and @beeshoesometimesdraws sadjasjkdhasd thank you both!!! :]

Last Line:

You flick through your apps and pull up your camera, opening up your ‘STINKY’ album of 574 photos and videos of Meow Meow, pressing on the most recent entry and flipping your phone around to show Moon, slowly swiping as he adamantly watches.

For context Meow Meow is the name of a cat and wow 43 words!! I am not tagging that many people (I don't even have that many mutuals to start with)

Here's the last thing I drew to make up for that ^^ (heavily wip)

Taging (feel free to ignore and I'm pretty sure some of you might have been tagged in this already ajksdkassaKd)

@artoutoftheblue @nymexyl @chiippybug @inkyucu @ghostsandfools @artyheartz @alexandraisyes @friixda and anyone else that wants to do it!!! :D

[mobblespsycho100]

An Interview with Kabru.

Q: Glad you could make it! Happy to have you here

K: Likewise. I admit, I was surprised when I got this invitation. I'm quite flattered, haha.

Q: Shall we just get right to it?

K: Go right on ahead, if you please. I'll be sure to answer as earnestly as possible.

Q: Okay then! First question: why do you smile?

K: Why wouldn't I smile? It puts people at ease. Discomfort will bring seperation, and a smile can disarm their worries as easily as words or a trade of blows can.

Q: Ah, I see... smiling as a tool of effective communication! Interesting. Moving on to the next one, (you can give as many answers as you like) what do you love?

K: The company of others. How humanity can stab one another in the back as they see fit, without much deliberation. We lift others up, so that we can piece them back together when they shatter into glass.

Q: You sure do love talking with other people. Third question, what you do love most about yourself?

K: Myself? Hahaha, what a wonderful, thought provoking question. My answer is always the same, what don't I love about myself? It should be clear that I wouldn't love the company of others if I loathed my own self.

Q: Alright, then. What is something you wish you could change about yourself?

K: I wish to have more control over things outside of my control The color of my eyes. It's a bit of a ... unsettling distracting shade of blue, isn't it?

Q: It really is! They're quite enchanting... Now here's our fifth question, Why do you think so much about others?

K: Humans are fascinating, aren't they? Unlike monsters, they heal and they hurt. They create and they destroy. They want others to be genuine with them, but lie as easily as they breathe. We are all just living in our own worlds, and it is when these worlds collide do we invent what is known as 'community'. Is this enough of an answer?

Q: Of course. Interesting answer... Final question for today then, why do you stab oranges to eat them?

K: It's just more convenient, isn't it? I don't like to get my hands dirty, and peeling just feels so much more difficult while wearing gloves especially. I never really thought about it much though, why should it matter how I eat my oranges? They only taste differently depending on the region where they were grown in.

This is such a silly interview, haha! Thank you for having me

(Q: Thank you for answering honestly.)

Oh hey, by the way, did you know? When using a knife to slice or pierce through oranges, it apparently has the same sensation as stabbing human flesh.

[rxttenfish]

while aaravi remains firmly within "yeah miranda has a difficult personality and isn't very easy to get along with + has many rough edges which are slowly being worked on but still going to be an issue" after having been very much so within the camp that miranda is a Vexing Bitch upon first contact/getting to know her, she DOES go from "miranda is unpredictable and dangerous as a merfolk and large macropredator and her emotions are inscrutable and random" to "merfolk aren't very hard to understand or predict and it's very easy to stay on the safe side if you keep basic rules in mind and don't freak out the second something unexpected happens"

[maxiwaxipads]

Romarriche - “Your company is one of a kind… I would never lie to you. I would never say a half-truth or be quiet.” “What is it in your mind, Merold?” “Hearing your voice, complaint or not—it is music to me either way.” Merold - “If there is one constant in this world… Let it be you.” “You’re the cruelest and the kindest thing that happened to me.” “…If only you continued to look at me like that.” Romarriche - “…Merold?” Merold - “But~ It’s only a minor case of bad-mood-itis.” “So Romarriche, spoil me with a spar, will you?” Romarriche - “Merold.” Romarriche - “Look at me.” Merold - “…” Romarriche - “Is something… Wrong?” Merold - “Instead of a spar…” “I might want to lie down on your lap after all.”

[shibbledibble22]

I've been as closely as I can describe as sex repulsed as long as I've known about sex (which was in elementary school 🙃 kid at school showed me porn in like 3rd grade) but I'm like certain my relationship with my parents has definitely left an imprint of me being aroace

[thefrogdalorian]

Having of those moments where I wish to yeet the like button into the sun or maybe make it so there was setting you could turn on so that people can only reblog posts (even better with the minimum requirement of adding at least one tag)!!

It's kind of absurd that one of my fics is getting close to 500 notes while simultaneously being one I've had the least actual human interactions come from. Like...... come on, that's now how it should be AT ALL!

Don't get me wrong, I'm so thrilled people are clearly finding it and I guess enjoying it(??) but just having endless likes without people letting me know what they enjoyed about it or even if they liked it kind of makes me sad. That's not why I want to share my writing here!

I love having those little human connections with others. I don't ever want my writing to feel transactional. I would love to talk to more people about things I've written. It's truly one of the best feelings and I would hate to lose that, the more I write or the more notes my fics get. Please don't be shy!! I get the social anxiety, but there is no reason to be. I am truly just a Din Djarin obsessed loser.

Anyway, whine over. I don't want to focus on the negatives here and I appreciate every single person who has ever left a positive interaction with something I've written. You are truly a light!

[tfg-16-art]

Don't ask me why I drew this cos I have no idea

[rose-tinted-vision]

9 Fandom Peeps To Get To Know Better:

Thank you for the tag @randomingoftherandomness :D

3 Ships You Like: all time ships? OOQ, Zosan and ShiGuang

First Ship Ever: BokuAka

Last Song You Heard: Does it count if I'm currently listening to music? Halazia by Ateez. I don't care if it's been a year, it's still a banger and Yeosang sounds so good in it 🥹

Favourite Childhood Book: It's a toss up between Matilda by Roald Dahl and the St Clare's series by Enid Blyton

Currently Reading: Crooked Kingdom by Leigh Bardugo (re-read, since it's a huge favorite of mine ^^)

Currently Watching: Technically still watching Tomb of the Sea...but I stopped a few weeks ago and haven't continued oops

Currently Consuming: water, since I'm trying to break my caffeine addiction. The coffee has not done anything good for my throat.

Currently Craving: Toast!! some good old kaya toast with milk tea.

Tagging: @blonde-batgirl @daydreamingoncloud9 @flamingwell @labseraph @wuxia-vanlifer @zishuge @archivistea @evolutionsbedingt