#lowest point in my life

[lozerzo]

Oh to just disappear one day and be forgotten.

[ash-and-starlight]

yeah sure mugshot redraws are fun but i feel like This is what we really need to discuss

[ask-the-rag-dolly]

// okay but actually knowing that the ending isn't totally tragic makes it way less scary to get involved. Certain "bad ends" can be terrible for people with past experience, so knowing that eventually it will get better is relieving to say the least.

yeah i do actually have phase 2's ending planned out and i'll say that it's a lot more positive and hopeful . i mean it's not a happily ever after or something but we'll see some character development

i guess i'm throwing out all of these reassurances because - i think it's apparent already but phase 2 will have considerably darker topics ( trauma , identity crises and whatever 00 has going on to be specific ) , and i fully believe that the message i'm going for will be shattered if it ends badly . she'll be alright /genuine .

[papanowo]

I love the way you draw Crosshair’s hair but like- how do you draw him post chip removal?

this is moreso his season 2 look cus i think him being on kamino the whole month made him grow his hair out [i cannot draw bald people if i can help it]

[breadfan]

hey P5R tumblr, i'm going through a very serious depression crisis and making memes of my favorite character helps me out, so expect more to come :)

[elytrans]

every time i think about hermitcraft season 8 i genuinely get close to tears because fuck man. there was just something so special about it to me. something about the increasing dread and desperation as the moon apocalypse plot unfolded combined with people forming really tight knit friend groups that created some incredibly vibrant and joyful moments together right until the very end before it all came crashing down so suddenly. that season was laced with something that flipped every switch in my brain into overdrive. something about how in the dark times there will still be singing. there will still be life, defiantly living, not just surviving but living, until the end.

[iwonderwh0]

I need all the adults to stop scaring kids and teenagers telling about how miserable their life will get as they get older

STOP

Bullied kid from elementary school doesn't need to hear that school will get harder

Middle schooler who's signed up to way too many activities doesn't need to hear that there'll be even less time left in the future

High-school student doesn't need to feel like their life will literally end if they don't succeed academically.

They don't need to hear your condescending tone about how life is about to get harder for them. You're scaring the living shit out of them and they literally loose their hope for better future. Do you think it's funny? Don't you remember the depth of the despair you were absolutely capable to feel as a teenager or even as a little kid?

No one who's struggling needs to hear the word of wisdom about them having it easy, and you're an absolute piece of shit if you keep doing it thinking it's funny.

[veone]

weed vs coke

[tearlessrain]

seriously can catastrophes stop happening for five minutes my brain is already fried from the ones we're already experiencing

[chromochaotic]

Nona the Ninth spoilers!

It’s ungodly late/early but I don’t feel sleep coming on so I wanna ramble about griddlehark and one of my favorite ship tropes, that also involves Nona. Nothing super deep but it’s making my insomniac brain happy

So if you compare Nona and Harrow, they’re almost completely opposite—friendly, innocent, forgiving, trusting, vs. reclusive, jaded, vindictive, prideful. (Though it’s also interesting to think about the things they have in common, like a sense of loyalty and compassion and self-sacrifice but that’s not what this is about). pretty much, there’s one sunshine-y character that’s almost instantly liked by the people she meets and connects with others easily, vs Harrow 1000-Emotional-Walls Nonagesimus.

I’d gamble that if you put both of them at a party and asked all attendees who they preferred after five minutes, Nona would take the W.

But you know who immediately clashes with Nona, and would clearly prefer Harrow in all the ways I listed above—who in fact misses her so desperately that she’s described as “the saddest girl in the whole world”?

[meetmebehindthemall-13]

help my crush has a boyfriend 😭

and his name is ETHAN

I LOST TO A GUY CALLED ETHAN 😭

[jakeranda]

ive single handedly invented a new level of insanity and it’s annotating bsd light novels for fun

[uredrunk]

tw // loneliness, s*icide mention, vent

i’m so tired. i depend on medication because i don’t how to deal with this loneliness. having no friends already hurts, but not being able to have a PROPER fucking group project? where i’m not ignored and excluded? and people making excuses so i don’t get to work with them. WOW! getting ignored by +80 people in a group chat when im searching for a group to work with. AND I HAVE GREAT GRADES!

everyone can see im going through something but no one takes 1 minute of their time to ask if im okay. its easier to say they dont fw me. holy shit i wish i was dead. everything’s so pointless. i also need to cry but i can’t due to my medication. i don’t how to leave this hole i got in, i feel embarrassed and ashamed of everything it has been happening to me.

i think im getting social anxiety. and im sure im not the only introvert in the class so it makes it worse? WHY ME? why am i ALWAYS the excluded one? i feel like a FAILURE

[totem-but-shark]

I dreamt foolish was streaming THREE SEPARATE TIMES last night, three dreams, three streams. I could see chat and everything except my unconscious mind couldn't remember emote names so instead it would just be a nonsense word that i knew was meant to be an emote, though i'm pretty sure i saw an om

[burningbrightinside]

I would be okay if any website stopped working for a few day or indefinite time. But if something happened to AO3 and to an extention even Wattpad, i won't survive this apocalypse. My ANXIETY won't survive this catastrophic event.

These two are my go to alternative of therapy dude. And I don't do therapy only alternatives.

[mandycore420]

my dream is to make a comic abt a necromancer and her undead wife cowboy in the wild west that gets adapted into a show but since thats like 20 years away and i dont feel like writing it i should write a necromancer lawrence gordon au doing fucked up surgery on adam to bring him back i think