#manifesting is so easy

[adilynnyuri]

✬ Surprising myself ✬

Surprising myself with my strong ass mindset is the most amazing thing!!

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My first experience : one day, I was just bored with my surroundings and I wanted much more new, cool people into my life so, I started affirming that I already got my desired people into my life!

And within few days I started seeing signs of the people who I created In my imaginations, and the next day NEXT FUCKIN DAY AFTER THAT SIGN I GOT MY DESIRED PEOPLE WALKING INTO MY LIFE EXACTLY LIKE HOW I WANTED. NO SHIT. This was the first time I surprised myself!

✰ ✰ Surprising yourself everyday in a good way is a MUST baby girl/boy!! You deserve the most amazing things In this world!

You are not doing "too much" By having "too many desires". BITCH NO. NO. NO. NO. HAVE A TRILLION DESIRES THAT CANNOT BE MEASURED AND MANIFEST IT WITHIN A SECOND BECAUSE WHAT DOES A QUEEN/KING DESERVE? ROYAL TREATMENT! SO THAT'S WHAT YOU DESERVE TOO!

Have the most amazing wattpad moments like how you wanted! Get that job which people said it's not possible! Get into that university like how you wanted! Get the money easily! COZ WHY? EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE IS RIGGED TO YOUR FAVOR.

No one. LITERALLY NO ONE CAN ACT AGAINST TO YOUR DESIRES! Even if someone or something triggers you, I understand babe! Take a breathe and say to yourself, "this is not what I wanted so I am going to simply ignore it and get what I wanted". THAT'S HOW BAD BITCHES ACT. SO FUCKING BE IT!!

WITH LOTS OF LOVE,

ADILYNN YURI🤍🌷

[krakensdottir]

Also something really important I want to point out about Aziraphale's religious trauma.

It's often framed as him being directly abused by Heaven, generally emotionally. And while I don't doubt he's been belittled at points - probably not by Gabriel, the iconic exemplar of the Toxic Positivity boss, but we know how Michael and Uriel etc. can be - it also seems like he's received quite a lot of praise and has generally managed to pull off the appearance of being A Good Angel, or at least a satisfactory one. I don't think, and this is controversial, but I don't think Heaven was usually overtly hard on him.

Because that's not how this kind of cult mentality usually operates. Instead, it teaches you to abuse yourself. Your overseers don't have to directly hurt or insult you if you're so ingrained with fear of failure by the culture you were brought up in that you constantly question yourself as not good enough.

It's not as... satisfying, I guess? As an external abuser being the main issue. But it's a lot more real. At least to me, because I suffered so much anxiety over being 'good' when I was a kid, and it wasn't from direct abuse. It was absorbed from the culture I was surrounded by. I picked it up by osmosis from society at large, and it tormented me. I worried, I doubted, there was a time I literally feared going to Hell. And I wasn't raised strongly religious. My mother certainly treated me as a Good Kid, and never gave even the suggestion that I wasn't. But I felt that way anyway. And it tore me apart. Because internalizing that shit makes it so much harder to fight.

And to be clear at this point, I am not saying Heaven isn't abusive. I just think the nature of its abuse is more subtle and insidious than it's often given credit for. And - this is even harder to accept, but it's true, and it's important - it's not just abusive to Az. All the angels are victims of it. Yes, even Gabriel. The moment he, one of the most powerful forces in Heaven, steps out of line, we see that no one is exempt. Never even mind Muriel, who is literally on the lowest rung of the Heavenly ladder and has probably never been told they're worth anything beyond being, you know, an angel, so at least you're better than humans and demons.

It's a contrast with Crowley, who has long since accepted most (not all, there are definitely some deep issues remaining, but they're nothing like Aziraphale's) of his internal doubts and struggles. His fears are almost entirely external. He doesn't beat himself up if he fucks up. He doesn't have to. There are people happy to beat him up for him. So when things go really bad for him, his instinct is to run. To get out of the way of harm as much as possible.

The fact that Aziraphale is harder on himself than anyone else could be is a vital part of his character. He self-punishes. He self-criticizes. He feels awful every time he breaks the rules in the slightest, even though he isn't usually caught at it. Crowley can find some safety in solitude if he keeps his wits sharp and his head down. Aziraphale can't, because he carries Heaven's conditioning with him at all times. He doesn't need oversight, it doesn't take external threats to keep him in line. You don't need direct threats when literally everyone in your celestial workplace has seen firsthand the consequences of rebellion.

I don't know if I'm making sense here. Again, this is informed by personal experience and I can't claim to be unbiased. But I see so much internalization with Aziraphale. He literally can't even accept praise without being nervous as hell, and I don't think it's fear of punishment or ridicule that's his primary motivation. He simply cannot ever be good enough for himself.

That's how they get you.

Anyway, I think it's why his reaction to disaster is the opposite to Crowley's, why he feels he has to turn and face it and somehow avert the horror (or, alternatively, find some way to reconcile it in his head and accept it - because let's be real, that's often what happens) rather than get himself away. He's less afraid of failing his superiors than he is of failing himself. And God, who is, objectively, the biggest abuser in the entire story.

[luckykiwiii101]

OMG!!!! I JUST HAD MY FIRST VOID EXPERIENCE!!! Guys, earlier i came across a post about the void state. I always knew that getting into the void was easy but for the second time in my life i tried. The first time i ever tried was using subliminals a year ago, at that time i had a really bad mindset and put anything but myself on a pedestal. This time, i have a good mindset and self concept and i KNEW that getting into the void was easy as pie. I KNEW that it was within me. I put myself on the pedestal. I knew my power.

So when i came across that post about the void state a few minutes ago, it told me to just close my eyes and tell myself that i am void. To be honest i chose my own affirmations. It doesn’t matter what i said but i’ll tell you anyway. Here’s what i affirmed (in my head):

- I am void, I am pure consciousness, I am in the void state.

For some reason, my mind was imagining things. For me, i was unintentionally imagining a bedroom (my ideal bedroom). I wasn’t intending to imagine it so i found that odd. I was holding my phone in my hand btw. I started affirming my affirmations. I really FELT the void within me. By this i mean that i knew the void was within me. I did NOT put it on the pedestal. I knew i was more powerful. As i started affirming, the images in my mind got more vivid. I also remember reading in another post that when you get itchy, it means you are getting closer to the void. I started feeling itchy but i ignored it. I started to get a really floaty feeling. I really put MEANING into my affirmations. I didn’t robotically say them. That floaty feeling got extremely overwhelming, all of a sudden i started to feel my senses slip away. Before i could fully enter the void state i woke myself up because i didn’t want to enter it yet. I opened my eyes, i was sweating, i felt cold. I don’t know what was happening to me. This all happened in the span of 15 seconds btw.

Getting into the void is ridiculously easy! I’m going to do it tonight when i actually want to fall asleep. By the way, i didn’t even feel drowsy when i did it.

[blinkpen]

wait hold up did everyone suddenly become OK with saying anything about Heckuva Badshow that isn't completely unearned praise/did everyone only start mocking viv's mind-numbingly juvenile writing style WHILE I WAS GONE???

you bastards

i have a STOCKPILE of burns i thought i'd never get to use because too many people were still willing to roleplay as mr burns' hounds on her behalf or simply report back to base camp so she could scream SICCEM before insisting she is but a tender wee lamb who needs protection from The Haters while turning on her white woman tears and calling her connections demanding they not give someone a job bc they didn't laugh when she spent an entire workday following them around going PENIS! PENIS! PENIS! FUCK! SEX! PENIS! ASS! FUCK! PENIS! HAHAHAHA! GET IT? PENIS, the FUCK ORGAN, lol, PENIS EXIST! REMEMBER? IT'S FUNNY BECAUSE PENIS! You know, like in Sausage Party? the best comedy film ever made? the one i made a nazi oc for? wait what huh who said that was it the wind shut up anyway PENIS PENIS PENIS Poor Person Supremacists Are Real and Just As Bad As Bad as Aristocrats Who Strangle Their......... Indentured Servants Bc Their Wife Is Being Bitchy PENIS PENIS PENIS COCK WANG DICK SCHLONG WILLY WANG WONG WOMEN ARE STUPID WHOOOOOOORES AND FAT PEOPLE ARE DISGUUUUUSTING! LOSE WEIGHT OR YOU ARE GROSS! THE BAD KIND OF GROSS, UNLIKE THE GOOD GROSS OF SKINNY CIS DICK DICK PENIS PENIS HORSE WEINER SEMEN! YAOI YAOI YAHOOOOOOO oohhMy Cartoon Dad is Sooooo Sad..... so sad, he is like Bojack, only instead of Herb being a total bitch, he and everyone else magically instantly forgives MY bojack without him even giving a proper apology, so he's like, an IMPROVED Bojack, that's how good MY writing is..... so good... so genius... genius like Penius... maverick, more like... maver-dick.... yeah that's it... i'm such a shakeup in the world of Mature Dialogue... Cocktopus... Lesbian Named Vagina.... Clittorissa clit slit penis jizzlord squirt.... oh man Look at my Sad Cartoon Dad Again... Look How Sad he is... Please Say You Want to Fuck Him... Please Fuck My Cartoon Dad.... While I Watch... Let Me Watch You Fuck My Cartoon Dad..... With Your PENIS! LOL! PENIS PENIS PENIS PEE-

hey yeah okay this is turning into a rough draft of bit in and of itself already huh i should stop and dig out the Good Stuff vs just doing a bad viv impression that still manages to be funnier than an entire season plus of scripts combined

[edwards-exploit]

Troublesome Tangmere and 249 Squadron Reliable Rebecca!

In an ideal world, we could've had a story where Tangmere causes good old Sundrian Confusion and Delay and then promptly eats shit.

Rebecca as 249 Squadron wasn't my idea, but it's been ingrained into my head nonetheless. I like the idea of a Rebecca that spent most of her life in scrapyards and storage and then still coming out singing- quite literally! But the trauma of it is still very much there, just... lingering. I imagine 'What Rebecca Does' was one of those moments where her anxiety and self doubt got the better of her- she only spent a short while on rails, and while she did pull expresses like The Night Ferry back on the mainland, here on Sodor it seemed that everyone is much more.... experienced and worldly and cool, and most of all, they got modifications and rebuilds to work around their design flaws while Rebecca is still very much an unrebuilt bulleid pacific. Poor girl's not sure what she can really do, after all these years and with her mechanical problems. This isn't even getting into when she WAS in service- her family was fine, and quite loving actually- and the ex SR engines were a decent sort! Everyone else, however...

[bladesmitten]

i play high charisma characters but i don't know how they'd be in social situations bc i'm low charisma irl 😭

[prettypinkpastries]

Mini Rant

I honestly hate loasstwt tbf. Like the amount of ppl i see on there shaming others for how they manifest is absurd. Someone likes a+p? Great. Let them affirm. Someone uses states to manifest? That's great, let them do it. Someone wants to manifest in steps? Great, let them do it. Honestly if you don't like or agree with the way another person manifests something, that's okay. But don't project your negativity onto others and try to tell them that they're doing it wrong. Like stop it. You look ridiculous.

Why get so worked up and offended over how someone chooses to go about their manifestation journey? You don't like manifesting with states? Fine. That method doesn't work for you? Don't believe in subliminals? Okay good. But don't attack others for doing what works for them. Someone else creating their own rules for their own reality does not and should not conflict with yours. We're all limitless creators... right? So let us be limitless creators. Like tell me you're not confident in yourself without telling me you're not confident in yourself because people who bully others for no reason are insecure, not confident. If you were actually confident in your own manifesting abilities, you wouldn't be making others feel bad for being confident in theirs. If you actually believed in yourself, you wouldn't be bringing others down. Do better.

Side note I've seen my fair share of racism, lgbtphobia, fatphobia, etc on there too buts that's a whole nother thing to discuss, but yeah the whole "your way of manifesting is wrong" "youre a bad person for doing xyz" "why do that when you can do this" "you're not doing it right" type of mindset people have on there is something I had to address. Like. Your manifestation journey is unique. Let people do things their way and go do things your way. Don't be a pathetic asshole and let people be themselves. Sure, everything does go your way, but not everything HAS to be your way. Get what I'm saying?

Loatumblr for life >>>>>>

[vypridae]

Tf?? I was enjoying the toxic on and off relationship voxval had but now I’m craving a mutual pining, not actually unrequited love, angst with a happy ending fic??? What just happened?! Why do I want them to be in love now???? The power of online hcs istg…

AHAHAHA NO ME FR ... i love their on-and-off thing but OUGH i so need angst w/ happy ending mutual pining fic !!!! i would WRITE ONE MYSELF IF I HAD IDEAS

[latexwife]

YAYYYY! my funny guys finally have matching little reference sheets! men who go to the gym to bench press eachother

[beetrootmountain-art]

Silly Seven 🧡

[l8tof1]

i think they’re just being conservative with the launch rn bc of the last two years. i think they’d rather have a ‘boring’ car launch and a car that first proves itself to be really good than the other way around. ygm?

tbh it feels more like whatever they had initially planned got cancelled last minute. they had this whole thing where fans could win to join the launch event! what happened to that? lol

even teams at the back of the grid launched their cars with more excitement…

but ofc you’re right that the only thing that matters is the car performance and it sounds like they have indeed done a huge amount of changes in very little time so 🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞

[redladydeath]

Having a RAM! Velvette thought.

I imagine once while she was alive (maybe she was even still a teenage) she was forced to do some court-mandated community service at a retirement home once and hated it. Old people were lame of course but it was the decay of minds and bodies that disturbed her. Old coots stuck in the past, asking about long-dead wives and wars that ended decades ago.

It was then she decided she’d never grow old. Dying young had never seemed a more appealing option. And what do you know, she got her wish.

She sometimes thinks back to that experience now. She also thinks back to how she used to call Vox old as a joke. Age didn’t matter in Hell, wasn’t supposed to. The sort of degradation of a mind stuck in loop wasn’t supposed to happen here, especially to a man who no longer had a physical brain.

Yesssss, I was playing around with a similar idea that maybe she'd had a grandfather or some other relative who'd dealt with dementia, but I hadn't settled on anything. This is a good take.

It's an unnerving situation for her on so many levels, because not only is she dealing with a loved one (who she didn't even realize she actually loved until now) suffering and losing his dignity, but suffering in a way she'd never thought would be possible down here.

[prismatoxic]

congrats on writing the fic that made a man text his (sort of estranged) dad. fr your portrayal of every single dynamic is so flawless and considerate. nobel prize.

THAT ACTUALLY DOES FEEL LIKE AN ACCOMPLISHMENT... i hope it goes well anon!!!

there's a lot to be said about people who did the wrong things but feel genuine remorse and want to get better, i think. i've been there (though not in a parent sense), and it's also what happened with my mom after i moved out, so i guess i kind of know how it is from both angles. on top of, you know, just writing what i know of who chilchuck is as a person (and assuming a lot of things about meijack and the others, lmao...)

[vamprlestat]

tracking my revolver magazine sleep token special edition everyday 😭😭

[girlthingdecay]

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[dearestviola]

hey girlyy how can i get into the void overnight I m TRYING to believe that i can do it but its just not workingg

I just wanna get into it tonight and it will make me believe that i can always go into void (and i can't really focus well)

btww congratss baee on ur success

"I m TRYING to believe that i can do it but its just not workingg"

Well there's your problem right there babe. You have no faith in your power. You HAVE to recognize your potential and believe that you can do anything. The Creator knows that they can do anything, the creator has no doubts or fears because they know for a fact that whatever they desire already exists, and that it will reflect in the 3D because it has to. Believe that you can tap into the void, and that it's just a silly little meditation that's really beneath you- the void literally is you. It does not exist without you, so really, if anyone should be desiring anything, it's the void that should desire you.