#medical bills are a pain

[pawtism-party]

I was a good boy today

and paid my bills

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[shiro-s2e2-erukinzu]

Anime only watchers and people who aren't caught up with the Manga, BEWARE... Cuz I'm about to discuss Spy X Family Mission 101... You have been warned...! 👌

[SPOILERS AHEAD FROM THIS POINT ON]

This chapter may have been short, BUT THE HEARTBREAK CONTINUES...!! 🥲

So, without any further delay, let's talk about Mission 101, shall we...?

The chapter begins with Martha still trying to get back home to Ostania, but before then, she starts getting again hungry after running out of bread to eat... So, she tries to get some food, but...:

...It doesn't work out and she has to leave. 😔

Later, to avoid being caught as being one of the female soldier from Ostania, Martha sneaks into a barn, finds some sheep shears and cuts her hair really short:

I honestly think that the short hair looks really good on her...! 🙂

After that, Martha continues her journey to return home, but she ends up collapsing on the ground after awhile... When it seems as though Martha isn't gonna make it, this happens:

Knowing now that the war is over, Martha gets the strength to continue on her journey home before collapsing again... Thankfully this time, she was found by some Ostania soldiers which brought her along to head home...

In the military vehicle, a nice man by the name of Paul offers Martha some water and tells her to cheer up because the war is over, but another man butts in on their conversation and says something so true...:

Sure, the war is over (for now), but what was the point of it...!! Why did so many people have to die because of this stupid war...!? 😤 It's just not right... 😔

Also, I don't know if it's him for sure, but could this guy be Twilight's dad...? 🤔 I mean, Twilight's dad doesn't have a scar on his mouth, but it could've healed over time...! I don't know, I'm just spit balling here, mainly because the lower half of this guy's face just looks pretty close to Twilight's dad's lower half of his face to me...! 🤷

Anyway, more time had passed and after giving her some more water, Paul (who is also from Berlint) offers that they should get married once they get back to Berlint, but...:

I AIN'T READY FOR MARTHA'S HEART TO BE BROKEN WHEN SHE SEES HENRY AGAIN...!!! 💔😭💔

Then after a long journey, Martha is finally back in Berlint, so she goes to wake Paul up, but...:

(Why Endo, WHY...?!?!)

And that was Mission 101, I'm gonna need go to hospital for how times Endo has HURT ME WITH THIS ARC!!! 😭😭😭 The next chapter will probably be the last of this arc (maybe), but it definitely won't be the last time Endo brings the pain...!! 🥲

Anyway, let's see what else Endo has in store for us next time in this absolute rollercoaster of emotions...!! 💔 So until the next Mission; take care, be safe out there and be kind to one another...!! SEE YA!! 👋😊

[savage-rhi]

I have a doctor's appointment coming up that's going to cost $339 out of pocket after insurance.

I have crochet scarves and a shawl/scarf I'm selling to try to put a dent in the price. They're comfortable and made with love.

Each one costs $50.00 + shipping (tb calculated).

**At this time, I can't ship outside the US. The shipping fee may be waived for folks in the states depending on location.

**I don't mind commissions. If you want something in particular, let's talk.

**I charge based on material costs and my time. My time is valuable most of all cause I'm disabled.

**Please message me if you'd like to purchase one

Thanks for looking 💙

[gabbagepatch]

My insurance just informed me I owe a total of $4,000 for a six hour ER visit. I guess next time I have an emergency I'll just die.

[youngchronicpain]

Hmm, I want to take my pain meds to help my pain. But I also want to save my pain meds in case my pain gets worse.

I know that even though it is really difficult, I can deal with the pain I am currently in. Even if dealing with this high of a pain level will negatively affect me.

But I don't know if things will get much worse. (I usually have the worst pain from a Painful Event on the third day.) And though I am really struggling, thinking about the possibility of even more pain is scary.

Having my family threaten to take me to the ER scary.

:(

I really wish these weren't decisions I had to make. Ones that I've been making since I was 13 years old. It is exhausting.

[gods-most-autistic-cat]

i am suffering so so much with linux but it is better than being a corporate fucking shill of a professional bill gates cocksucker do u understand ????? IT FEELS SOOOOO GOOD NOT HAVING TO BUY ONE OF THOSE FUCKING LICENSES MWAHAHAHAHAHA

[creepyscritches]

Taking a day off work that should lol...hopefully be pretty chill. 8:30am infusion seemed like a hell schedule, but it's not bad!! After this finishes, I go to get my hair silvered again. Literally scheduled for 5hrs so. Well it is what it is. How else am I supposed to pull hot MILFs like Eva Sparda if I don't have some of that mercury rizz. After that I'm going to the dentist to get a crown placed again and hopefully is the last dental stuff this year? (10 crowns lol...)

[lilariesmoon]

Is there anyway I can help?

ok i hesitated about this one but i’ll post this for now and if i change my mind i’ll delete,

but if anyone wants to donate a few dollars or something to help me with my medical bills and upcoming surgery my cash app is

$AriesHaze

i am not selling content or anything in return using this, i’m solely posting this for donations because i’ve gotten multiple requests and i could truly use the help and support right now. So if you enjoy me or my blog and want to help me with my health issues i appreciate more than you guys know.

Any little bit would truly help. Medical Tests are expensive AF in the US and so is wisdom teeth removal without dental insurance plus i’ll be out of work to recover.

[dreamlogic]

2024 year of charlie gets a fucking break (hopefully. maybe. tbd.)

[thedisablednaturalist]

if i started selling my pdf organizers as digital downloads on kofi for like $1-5 would people be interested? They help with memory loss, brain fog, anxiety, and organization. I started making them as an alternative to bullet journaling (as pain makes it hard to constantly rewrite templates) I have ones for work, academia, free time, even a dnd session note taking template. I may also take requests if people seem interested.

[sneakdevil]

If America is the land of the free, why can't I be euthanized if I sign off on it? I want the right to die, please. ✌

I am a drain on society. I have been suffering for years physically and emotionally. But I'm not terminal so I'm not allowed to die. Not fair.

[thecouncilofidiots]

Nothing quite makes me feel like a burden like the harsh reminder that having chronic conditions is expensive as fuck :)

Sorry our mind and body are beyond permanently fucked for no reason other than "it happens sometimes"

Sorry I have to sit on the fucking kitchen floor to recuperate from a shopping trip I didn't want to go on, that I asked repeatedly to be cut short, because I'm exhausted and in pain and can't even take any more pain medication and can't go lay down because I have frozen shit I have to put away feeling so overwhelmed because there are things I HAVE to do but can't because our body just doesn't work and there's no fix

We need a shower and were planning on taking one today, but I honestly don't think that's happening any time soon which is awful for our mental health because I feel GUILTY

I feel guilty that I'm alive and that I'm such a strain on you trying to "live your best life" I'M TRYING

I'M TRYING BUT I CAN'T NO MATTER HOW MUCH I WANT TO

I want to do all the things you expect of me, I want to be able to live independently but I'm struggling to do the "bare minimum" because that's more than I can give at the moment

[shima-draws]

I’m gonna start working on comms again tomorrow, mainly because I’m ✨broke✨ and need to open them again LOL

[mycological-mariner]

My fingers are crossed that now I’ve applied for a local GP I can FINALLY a) sort out my hip and b) finish the referral for a social worker. It would make such a huge difference.

[crabs-but-better]

all due respect, i do not trust a cis man to accurately gauge pain 😐

[halo--hall]

can't decide if the headache i have had for days is a gum thing or a sinus thing or both but it's pairing really well with the shoulder pain i've had for weeks lmao. mystery chronic illness is awesome