#mitski coded

[st2r-b0y]

“Once more to see you.”

They’re ’re so mitski coded omg

[star-struck09]

I tried telling you I love you once when I was a kid, but the words got stuck in my throat. Mother, I think you birthed me with the inability to tell someone those three words and mean it.

[lill7389]

[theherooftime-ismys0n]

“Have you seen my fairy?”

[bee-b33p]

Old doodle of my babyyyy my babyyyy you're my baby say it to me. I bet on losing dogs. I know they're losing and I pay for my place by the ring where I'll be looking in their eyes when they're down.

Hes also I want something bigger than the skies hold it in my arms and know its mine just how many stars do I need to hang around me to finally call it heaven.

New best friend is a yellow dog. Who also likes to sleep.

[pastasauceandmoms]

Me bc I need you to love me more

[virtu4l-di4ry]

it could not be a coincidence how well mitski songs parallel dean and castiel’s relationship. i’m your man is too literal.

[infyuriated]

Live laugh love mitski 🫶 I want all of her vinyls so bad. So bad.

[mushroomsandmemos]

Spawn Astarion is so Mitski coded

In other news I’m so sad rn I feel sick totally unrelated I swear

[imaginezaereh]

Still getting used to CSP

[cocopopsandalmondmilk]

Unfortunately, I am my mother's child so I will say the harshest things when I am mad.

[rubeslovesthesmiths]

I GOT MITSKI TICKETS

[absolute-gibberish]

I am correct.

[wondertwinsenthusiast]

Dick Grayson is sooo Mitski coded

[leelovelavender]

Yua Hayashi the Wallflower

"To say someone is a wallflower implies they are a hidden beauty, quiet and growing on their own without the nurturing or attention of a proper gardener. People look at the wallflower and say, "Look! That flower has grown up the fences. Broken through the concrete, peeking from the bricks. How strong! How resilient! How beautiful that wallflower is!" I was born in between the cracks and admired like that ever since."

Yua Hayashi is a anthophilic girl known for her gentle disposition and continuous care for others.

In the eyes of her classmates and friends she is the one to turn to in times of need. To her father she is a charming face useful for business deals and his political campaign. To his associates she is the middle child who beat the odds for her parents love after the estrangement of their eldest son. To her mother she is a second chance at the life she deserved. To very few she is Yua, with overly flushed cheeks and callused hands.

Born in the country side of Miyazaki, Yua Hayashi is born inhuman; a hana-onna (flower women) of cherry blossoms with wildflowers growing at her wiggling feet and the magic of spring coursing through her young veins. To her grandmother, another hana-onna, this was a welcome surprise. To her mother who craved a daughter, her carbon copy this was a mistep in a greater plan. Yua would spend the majority of her childhood hoping from hobby to hobby, picking up skills and dropping them at the behest of her mother. Later on they would find that she had a knack for poetry and calligraphy along with other elegant hobbies, such as flower arrangement. Her mother takes this as a sign, training out the unsightly characteristics of her husband and failure son from the girl until she had a child so close to herself that it was like she was cloned.

Despite the "close" relationship of Yua and her mother, Yua would grow up closer to her grandmother. As the only other hana-onna, grandma Hayashi teaches her about the world, about religion (shintoism specifically), and most of all magic. (This is the closest Yua would ever get to embracing herself without a full breakdown). At the age of 9 Yua's grandmother dies, she has lost the only other person in her life who knows what it's like to live as she does and with that she quickly becomes sick. Unable to go outside or communicate with her friends her mother capitalizes on this taking care of Yua and becoming her crutch.

At the age of 11, Yua has recovered but cannot figure out why she still feels drained, often sore, and empty. Both her doctors and her parents chalk it up to unresolved grief and growing pains. Over time her body begins to change (as they are prone to do) she gets taller, becomes more like her mother in looks and disposition. However the biggest change is the first day of Spring when she wakes up surrounded by foliage bursting fresh and bloodied from her bruised pink skin. She has overgrown and needs to be cut down. From then on Yua cannot go through Spring without at least one doctor's visit to remove the spreading roots.

At the beginning of 13 Yua's younger sister is born. It is a surprise, but like most things in the Hayashi family it is welcome to somebody. In the same month they move from the countryside to the city. All of a sudden being a politician's daughter matters much more. Yua throws herself into self betterment, into her hobbies and her studies, into caring for her sister, into plans for her future, and building the image of the most stunning wallflower in Japan. She meets many people; one girl in particular who stuns her with light and passion and drive. They become close and Yua gains another person to care for unconditionally. For once Yua knows what comes next and that calms her in ways she could never properly articulate. For once she is comfortable in Saitama in her not-childhood home with her plans and with her life.

In the spring of her 15th year of life Yua gets into Amia's international school for girls. Everything goes to shit.

[pastasauceandmoms]

Me bc I will be married to silence