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hate it when my interests in history and fashion are at odds (has trouble forgoing aesthetics in character outfit design in favour of historical accuracy)
#my fuckig. re99 oc#girl's from the 1890s and she's wearing ...#you'll see#oh and especially when like#the character is supposed to represent something#and you have this grand idea on how to convey it visually#BUT THE HISTORY DOESN'T HISTORY#though it's definitely not difficult to pull it off#it's just that i have a skill issue you see#thiha thinks thoughts
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AuDHD is so funny sometimes like what do you mean my hyperfixations/special interests will last for years on end or possibly forever but they will cycle out every month or two with absolutely no transitional period or warning. like i will think about the same topic every day obsessively for 46 days in a row and on the 47th day with no visible cause adhd brain goes "ok! bored of that now" and autism brain goes "dw i got something queued up for ya" and i blast into full blown obsession on some other topic whose mental file folders haven't opened in 9 months. brain's out here treating hyperfixations like a crop rotation. once the dopamine runs out it cycles in another one but once something's in the rotation it never ever leaves. last summer we brought in one from when i was 11. it's so funny to me but frustrating too bc like. i cannot stress enough my inability to predict or control this. or how completely abrupt and random it can be
#actually adhd#actually autistic#audhd#aphelion.txt#ik 'adhd brain' vs 'autism brain' is a gross oversimplification especially given how much overlap there can be#but it at least helps me conceptualize wtf is going on in my head when i do this lol#and yeah i'm mostly referring to fandoms in this post but it can happen w more 'Traditional' special interests too#like my linguistics special interest which hasn't popped up in a couple years now but whenever it does#i will fill literal notebooks while studying 4 languages at once and simultaneously inventing a conlang#and then i'll be like Ok that was fun! and several months later im deleting like. 2gb of textbooks off my iphone to make room for an update#And sometimes yeah there is a precipitating event like 'Oh something new happened in X fandom with my blorbo!' but sometimes it's like#yeah. no. idk either. switch got flipped in my brain and X no longer sparks joy. only Y rn. how come it's Y? yeah idk i also wish i knew#i don't think any of this is actually an uncommon experience for people with these types of neurodivergencies it's just.#the severity of abruptness and TOTALITY of the switch that makes me feel like a weirdo sometimes lol#like I'M getting mental whiplash from this sometimes. idk how y'all are still following my blog
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Can you imagine Jason physically restraining himself from yelling “LET’S FUCKING GOOOO” or “THAT’S MY DAD” when Bruce does something cool
#especially when he’s out of the cowl and just throws hands as a last resort#specifically funny if Bruce panics and says ‘my parents put me in karate when I was 7’#like oh yes. all That was the result of grueling middle school karate training#jason with a ‘batman hate fan club admin’ shirt recording Bruce hitting a 4xp combo: lame#jason todd#bruce wayne#batman#text post#dc#dc comics
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Vibes based grading system.
(for @epistemologys, who wanted some post-canon, teacher WWX)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#Thank you for participating in the raffle and for your patience! This was a really fun prompt!#I always loved it when teachers had bonus questions on assignments and tests. Especially if they were fun!#WWX strikes me as the type to have bonus assignments - but also his own chaotic system of what does and doesn't get a point.#Note; not arbitrary. It makes sense to him and anyone who's been around him long enough.#When one has to deal with a lot of things to grade it really does make a difference when something (positive or negitive) stands out.#(especially papers...oh god...shared essay topic grading is a special hell)#He would care that they understand the principals of what he's teaching. He'd also value students thinking outside of the box.#WWX would be hard to argue and *win* against but if the attempt is good enough? I think you'd have his respect and a little bonus point.#I like the idea of post-canon teachers wangxian. Grading papers together can be a love language.#Perhaps it is just a beautiful ending for a character to be able to rest and have stability.#This isn't what being a teacher is like. But in comparison to how WWX was living before? Peace and quiet.
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Tommy, what a bitch 💖 - Lou Ferrigno Jr.
#tommy kinard#911#911edit#bucktommy#911 abc#lou ferrigno jr#oliver stark#aisha hinds#hen wilson#evan buckley#i love him so much oh my god#especially when he's being a little shit (affectionate)#i know there's more scenes like this in s2#but that's tommy being a little shit (derogatory)#don't know her#my stuff
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when it comes to anaxa, i actually prefer imagining scenarios where you meet him waaaaaaay before canon time and are established by canon time.
chrysos heirs going to the academy to learn stuff and meeting you, their professor anaxa's wife! you're so kind to them compared to their harsh professor, a constant presence since you always visit anaxa's classrooms or labs or sth. with you, anaxa softens just the slightest bit, seeming less mean overall, but he's still a stick in the mud.
chrysos heirs seeing a new side of their teacher! their teacher actually softening his voice to someone!!! you sometimes bringing him lunchboxes with droma stickers and him accepting with a straight face and giving you a thankyou kiss on your cheek making you giggle!! you and him love each other a lot!
honestly, it's cringe. they feel like throwing up from all the rainbows and dog food they're forced to eat. who knew professor anaxagoras was big on public display of affection? anyways anaxa just treats them as background noise (ergo foolish students that need to focus on their studies instead of his wife) whenever he snuzzles his wife in front of them.
#anaxa x reader#it'd be an unfortunate thing if you happened to just die during the grove's invasion#like just imagine#what do you mean professor anaxa's wife is--??#oh. oh no.#like maybe you all aren't super close but your death will still weigh on them#especially when they imagine how it devastates anaxa...#but wait#why does he look TOO calm...?#ticking time bomb anaxa everyone walks on egg shells around him#GOOD THING WE ALL LOVE HAPPY STUFF IN THIS HOUSE RIGHT? :3#honkai star rail#hsr x reader
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Part two of the reverse verse is here! The reverse boys meet the original boys. They're not really getting along as well as I had hoped...
Again, this was a commission for @i-am-as-normal-as-you-are and they asked for angst/funny vibes... I think it's mostly just angst though. Oh, well...
Part one
#dead boy detectives#dbda#payneland#edwin x charles#reverse verse#there's a lot i could say about this one#the idea of someone telling edwin he's go to hell is absurd as it is#edwin telling edwin? lmao#the charles... oh they hate each other#reverse charles is angry (he always is) because this other version of himself was spared hell... in exchange for edwin going there?#obviously it doesn't work like that. og charles hadn't even been born when his edwin was sent to hell#but anger is not a rational thing. especially not for this boy#og charles? you don't want to know what he's thinking#i'm telling you anyways#he... kind of agrees. if someone had to go to hell#why edwin? why not him? there is an universe in which that happened#so why not this one? unfair#then again... look at this charles who did go to hell#he's explosive. he's DANGEROUS#he shouldn't be near edwin#if og charles had gone to hell would he be the same? would he be too angry to be trusted? would he be like his father?#and if so would that really count as saving edwin at all?#if this is the kind of best friend poor edwin would end up with?#on a happier note though#physical contact!! reverse charles loves it#i don't have all the details but his hell was on the rage ring so it was different to the dollhouse.#and it was a very violent place so boy loves gentle touches#luckily edwin is more willing to give them to him with each year#i think what the edwins are feeling is a lot more clear#but still would love to hear your thoughts
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I was hitting some art block so I felt like drawing some fanart of @abd-illustrates’ Heartless characters!
I realized I never actually watched the final installment of the Concept Corner series, so that’s what I had playing when sketching these. It’s just so fun listening to the brainstorming and cool character connections
#my art#ABD Heartless#Heartless#Heartless fanart#I don’t know anything about communities so I’m just posting this like normal…?#hope that’s okay#I actually drew Flint and Alchemy like. years ago so I’m happy to draw them again#watching the vid and rewatching the redesigns of the protags was lowkey nostalgic!#Alex you for real taught me how to draw shoes haha#also#it’s been so long since I’ve been in a flow state this was a blessing#it was very refreshing to draw new faces#I love these guys#especially Flint…#maybe I’ll do more sketches and get in Dock and Heartless and stuff#we’ll see!#Flint Solveig#Eira Hale#Lance Lothaire#Alchemy#River Dial#oh yeah River’s training outfit was SO CUTE I had to draw it#Lorelei l’Angenue#Bandy Bellamis#also when I saw Bandy’s hair I was like. I can’t NOT draw that too#OUGH I did get too excited with those last two tho and I didn’t properly look at their designs#sorry bout that#but these were so fun fr#I enjoyed drawing them a lot
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I wholeheartedly believe that the last thing that should be said in response to aspecs hating their identity is "don't worry! Aspecs can still do X, Y, and Z" and I'm so fucking serious about this.
The least helpful thing you can do to someone who have not accepted their aspec identity yet is give them ways to compensate for it. If an aspec person is upset over not being able to enter a romantic relationship, the last thing that should be done is to tell them they can still enter one or instead enter a QPR - not because that's not true but because that is quite literally going to stunt their ability to accept their aspec identity. Telling them they can instead enter a QPR when they're upset over the lack of romantic relationships is at MOST a bandaid for the main issue. Instead of them coming to accept their identity and accept who they are you have instead handed them an amatonormative alternative on a silver platter that allows them to pretend they still fit into amatonormativity without every deconstructing it. This is how we get QPRs getting shoved into an amatonormative framework - these people NEVER got over the "I'm sad that I'm aspec" phase because they were handed alternatives instead of given actual support in deconstructing their internalized aphobia, self hatred, and amatonormative biases.
#text#aspec#aro#aromantic#ace#asexual#aroace#I'm not saying that bringing up the fact that aspecs can still interact in certain ways to be Bad or Wrong btw#I'm not saying we shouldn't talk about how some aspecs have sex or some have partnerships or whatever#but more just that the only response to people complaining about certain issues shouldn't only be “Oh but you can do x”#someone who is mourning the fact they dont fit into amatonormativity shouldn't be told “oh but you can fit into amatonormativity”#Like idk maybe there should be a discussion about how many people use favorability and partnering to avoid properly healing?#maybe there should be a discussion about how often people only accept aspec identities based on how closely they fit amatonormativity?#maybe there is a discussion about how other aspecs play into that and never actually leave their “sad to be aspec” phase#the fact so many can only “accept” their aspec identity when they are told that they can still partake in amatonormativity#like idk i feel like discussions can be had here and i think these sorts of discussions need to be had#especially if we ever want to be on the same page when it comes to dismantling amatonormativity
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i CANNOT stress enough how incompatible the themes of these two pieces of media are. i promise my media literacy ability is actually good im well aware that these character mappings are absolutely nothing. that said. play with me in this space. in this sopping wet miserable space. its bad luck to kill a piou piou

original screenshots (and hypnosis 1904) for reference
#'oh but both of them are about isolation' NOT THE SAME KIND OF ISOLATION THEY AINT#in stars and time#isat#in stars and time fanart#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#lucabyteart#sifloop#I SUPPOSE. THEYRE DANCING THEYRE HUGGING ITS FINE. IT COULD MEAN NOTHING. THE LIGHTHOUSE (2019) HAS THEMES. OF AN ILK. I WOULD SAY.#anyway yes these r redraws of scenes from robert eggers' The Lighthouse. a film i would consider diametrically thematically opposed to isat#something something ✨ You're fond of my crab arent you stardust?#yeah thats the best i got here. im just having fun with pictures. this does straight up mean nothing. like at all. theres like 3 things#that you could draw as parallels and theyre Very strained. its like 1. preoccupation w the ocean (but in very different ways)#2. both are abt isolation (but in very different ways)#3. wanting to fuck a bright source of light. sorry i mean the third one is only a parallel if you have a specific reading of Tom#that is spoilers and may or may not be true. also theyre both in black and white. this means nothing#(now. if anything. if you wanted to map isat onto an eggers' movie id say its nosferatu. like. it at least has someone calling out to the#forces unknown for a companion & being accepted and loved despite literally embracing the physical embodiment of your shame....#that said if youve watched nosferatu you also know this mapping is utterly nuts. im sending isabeau into the catacombs to go burn the rats#everyones vampire aus are cute but whos out here coding loop as count orlok hm? . and odile as willem dafoe i guess?#this falls apart quickly and is not a serious suggestion i just want to point out the bar for 'being more relevant to isat than#the lighthouse' is is like. a VERY low bar.)#anyway made sif more visibly afrocarribean since if im drawing them realistically im not making them particularly white passing.#ESPECIALLY NOT WHEN IM DRAWING OVER ROBERT PATTERSON OF ALL PEOPLE.... LMAO...
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ep 86 still has me in a chokehold i fear
#pokemon horizons#pokeani#anipoke#pokemon hz#spinel pokemon#pokemon spinel#pokemon friede#friede pokemon#friespinel#amethiosanguishshipping#my art#i started this like. right after the ep but then i got sick and then i had the sat and then the WORST apes test of my life#but ykw its fine we ball! even if its a week late#big fan of when spinel just Loses It#especially this time oh my god#it was HYSTERICAL. sorry man the guy you thought was all analytical like you was actually just winging it the whole time#my condolences. kidding i hope things go worse for him
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ANNOUNCEMENT: him



I want to crush him in my hands. If not for crushing in my hands, why crushing-in-my-hands sized?
#gravity falls#bill cipher#my art#i was only gonna post him when he was done (as in fully painted) but but 1. i keep starting new projects instead 2. im scared specifically#of trying to paint the blush- the rest i Think ill get right but the blush oh dear god and 3. hes kinda grown on me as is 🥺🥺 i might lean#into it honestly. maybe try to give him a subtle marble texture.. only concern there is getting the nameplate to look right but itd be Cool#especially if they end up releasing the tbob bill figurines as a thing you can Buy. i know they teased that like a month or two ago#and you can bet your ass im buying a sweet dreams bill if i can afford it... so like... id rather have this one be Different. IF they drop#idk chat what do you think 😔 does anyone love him as much as i do. hes NOT ugly hes NOT. he's fucking adorable ok#the book of bill#also you can see how much fuzz he accumulated 💀 i tried so hard to keep my hands clean and it was not enough... but we stay silly....#honest to god i dont even know where all that came from. maybe my mousepad??? but i wasnt working directly on that obviously?? idk man
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it was that white cloak that soiled me
#jaime lannister#a song of ice and fire#game of thrones#asoiaf#got#mine.png#this is specifically 17 yr old fresh kingslayer jaime bc oh my god. Oh My God.#if there’s one thing about asoiaf that will ALWAYS get me immobile on the floor it is how young absolutely everybody is#especially when terrible awful traumatizing events define the rest of their lives#i was doing the digital stuff for this on a flight so i got sick of it too fast so its honestly like. not that good. but still#blood tw
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thinking about how Humans Are Space Orcs stories always talk about how indestructible humans are, our endurance, our ability to withstand common poisons, etc. and thats all well and good, its really fun to read, but it gets repetitive after a while because we aren't all like that.
And that got me thinking about why this trope is so common in the first place, and the conclusion I came to is actually kind of obvious if you think about it. Not everyone is allowed to go into space. This is true now, with the number of physical restrictions placed on astronauts (including height limits), but I imagine it's just as strict in some imaginary future where humans are first coming into contact with alien species. Because in that case there will definitely be military personnel alongside any possible diplomatic parties.
And I imagine that all interactions aliens have ever had up until this point have been with trained personnel. Even basic military troops conform to this standard, to some degree. So aliens meet us and they're shocked and horrified to discover that we have no obvious weaknesses, we're all either crazy smart or crazy strong (still always a little crazy, academia and war will do that to you), and not only that but we like, literally all the same height so there's no way to tell any of us apart.
And Humans Are Death Worlders stories spread throughout the galaxy. Years or decades or centuries of interspecies suspicion and hostilities preventing any alien from setting foot/claw/limb/appendage/etc. on Earth until slowly more beings are allowed to come through. And not just diplomats who keep to government buildings, but tourists. Exchange students. Temporary visitors granted permission to go wherever they please, so they go out in search of 'real terran culture' and what do they find?
Humans with innate heart defects that prevent them from drinking caffeine. Humans with chronic pain and chronic fatigue who lack the boundless endurance humans are supposedly famous for. Humans too tall or too short or too fat to be allowed into space. Humans who are so scared of the world they need to take pills just to function. Humans with IBS who can't stand spicy foods, capsaicin really is poison to them. Lactose intolerance and celiac disease, my god all the autoimmune disorders out there, humans who struggle to function because their own bodies fight them. Humans who bruise easily and take too long to heal. Humans who sustained one too many concussions and now struggle to talk and read and write. Humans who've had strokes. Humans who were born unable to talk or hear or speak, and humans who through some accident lost that ability later.
Aliens visit Earth, and do you know what they find? Humanity, in all its wholeness.
#humans are space orcs#humans in space#earth is a deathworld#earth is space australia#tagging this so that ppl can find it even though the space shit i write about always feels like its in direct opposition to all the pop tag#also my biggest pet peeve in all of writing - all writing. everywhere. not just in fanfic but books and tv and movies too - is when people#write off an injury by saying something like 'oh nothing bad just a couple of scratches some bruising and a minor concussion' like girl WHA#MiNOr ConCuSSioN is such an oxymoron and I hate it so fucking much. like i dont care how minor it was thats still brain damage.#especially when the same character does this more than once. like im sorry ms. but uh. you can no longer read. or talk eloquently. sorry#evidence: my brother has had two 'minor' concussions and now cannot read write or speak without tremendous effort. And like its totally#ruined my ability to watch action shows/movies because now i just sit there and count how many concussions there characters are getting#after a certain point it becomes totally impossible to believe that these guys are able to function. (still fun to watch tho im not a hater
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okay fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiine in honor of these two finally being revealed, here's node/i n conductor!
and now some doodes
#alan becker#animator vs animation#ava#animation versus#ava node#ava conductor#ava tsc#(technically.#these guys were fuuun to design#especially node#when i saw their reveal i immediately thought#“yknow. their face reminds me of flareboi's vics design. with the mask n stuff”#and sooooo i got inspired off that#i think it looks cool! well i hope it does anyway#also some other fun designs are there#like node highlights + node antenna n tail!!#node galorelore#conductor was fairly simple to design but im really proud of the shoes#i should get references more#maybe i can get better at drawing shoes from that#oh yeah also more node symbols on her hat!#anyway yeah thats all#yes this is conductnode yuri#conductor is now jobless.. rip#lilacsart
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you're shyin' away // i'll be comin' for you anyway
#you can consider this a sister to the last junhun doodle i did#its why i continued the lyrics in the caption of this one too#and even the palette has been switched to cool colors#im gnawing on bricks rn I LOVE THE INTIMACY OF DRYING SOMEONES HAIR#and i think its especially meaningful when it comes to gi-hun who jumps back from every gentle touch like hes been burned#IM GOING FUCKUNG CRAZY MAN#MY JUNHUN BRAINROT IS SO BAD#this was supposed to be a brush test but i got carried away 💀#teehee thats jun-hos tanktop gi-hun is wearing#oh god these two are leaving larvae in my brain that are calcifying#squid game#junhun#squid game fanart#hwang junho#seong gihun#hwang jun ho#seong gi hun#fanart#my art#doodle#hwang jun ho x seong gi hun
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