#playing dolls ☝️

[leafeonb]

they need to add extra hours to the day i want to draw but also watch stuff... sad

[solargeist]

gaining followers bc of silly yippee posting is so funny to me akdndksk no one can resist a little Yippee 🥳

[darabeatha]

/ MYGOD- I missed i.dentity v, yesterday I opened it again after barely touching it and it's like; MY DERANGED BUTTON EYED DOLLS

[a-hazbin-reader]

Gods I just have the funniest idea ever!

Can you do where Alastor will just do the most demonic, cannibalistic and brutal things ever (that even Lucifer was convinced that this mf CANNOT be redeem) but wifey was just sighing, heart eyes and goes 'isn't he the most adorable 🥰'

YES-

Alastor X Reader Headcanons

✅️Romantic

❌️Platonic

TW: Murder, Cannibalism

Description: ☝️⬆️

A lot of people tend to forget that you're ALSO in hell for a reason, assuming you to be Alastor's loving wife and not thinking beyond that

They forget that you love all of your husband, even his twisted side that scares everyone else

Maybe they somehow missed the days you tenderly wiped blood of his face after a particularly large meal of demons who got in his way

"You really should be more mindful of the mess you're making, hiding this lovely face with all this blood."

"Apologies, darling~"

Or the way you would sigh happily whenever the radio static in his voice would intensify due to anger

"He's so cute when he's angry~"

They were probably too busy staring at his humongous demon form to notice how you practically swooned and got weak in the knees at the sight

"Oh honey~ In public~?"

Nobody except Husker, who has been with you two long enough to know just how fucked up you are

Somehow, nobody at the hotel seems to notice any of these signs until Husk points it out to them

"How did that creepy fucker even pull Y/N anyways? There's no way that bitch is actually into his mess!"

Charlie is trying to shut Angel up before either you or your husband hear him, Vaggie nodding in agreement with Angel

Until Husk slams back a shot and points you, innocently reading and sitting in Alastor's lap

"What the fuck? Have any of you actually been using your eyes!? She fucking loves the shit he pulls!"

Everyone's whips their heads around to look at you in surprise, you only laugh and play with the ends of your husband's hair

Alastor's head does a full turn as he gives them a smug grin as he accepts a small kiss on the cheek from you

"What can I say? I'm just irresistible~"

They all start to pay closs attention to your relationship with Alastor after that, especially when he being particularly monstrous

And of course, Husk was fucking right

Alastor is squeezing some guy to death with a tentacle? You're fanning yourself from the balcony with your hand

"Isn't he just the most handsome man you've ever seen? Is it hot out here? I feel like it's hot out here..!"

"...sure, doll..."

You miss the way Angel scoots away from you and hides behind Vaggie

He's dangling another poor soul over his mouth and cackling at that sound of their terror? Suddenly, everyone sees the kiss you blow his way and the wink he gives you

"Remember to chew, darling~! I don't want you to get a stomachache from that lowlife!"

"Darling, you're embarrassing me..!"

Charlie is torn between being horrified and thinking that you two are the cutest couple ever

Alastor decapitates the next one and brings you the head as a gift? You're blushing and holding it like he just gave you a precious bouquet of flowers

"Oh, Alastor, aren't you just the most man romantic in hell~"

"I thought you might enjoy it~"

He looks so pleased with himself, leaning in to accept a gracious kiss on the cheek from his beloved wife

Vaggie is just so visibly shocked, looking at Husk in disbelief, the bartender simply rolling his eyes

"I told you, she's just as fucked up in the head as he is."

They all watch in shock as Alastor picks you up and carries you inside, the sound of your delighted giggling haunting them

Enjoy~

[bigguyenthusiast]

Needy, rough sex with könig coming riiiiight up, boss! ☝️🤓

CW: {pet play, my shit German (pls be nice) sweet könig to mean könig to nice könig because yes!, eye contact, praising and degrading, about 10 seconds of fluff}

Reader is gender neutral, but they have a coochie meow meow and there’s some pregnancy mentioned bc 🤷🏻

(This is how I imagined koni to look like :3 the beautiful art is by @toxooz , their art is so HNNNGGGGGHHH)

He loves sitting on the couch, watching whatever’s on the tv, or reading a book, finally relaxing after a rough mission that went on for way too long.

He could hear the bell attached to your collar jingle as you crawl your way towards his sitting form, putting your hands around the lower half of his leg, resting your pretty face on his thigh as you look up at him, just begging for attention.

Feeling his huge rough hands move your hair out the way as he cups your flushed cheek “was ist lose, Mein Schätzelein ?” He asked in a quiet tone, his voice is already gone from yelling orders around the base, and he loves how quiet it is in your little cottage.

You didn’t reply, just wrapped your legs around his ankle and buck your hips against his leg, his muscled limbs were so thick and huge compared to you, he loved seeing your smaller frame in between his legs, arms, underneath him, above him, fuck he could stare at you for the rest of his life and he’d never complain.

“Use your words, Häschen” his tone turned stern now, as much as he loved your shy approach whenever you want something from him, he needed to teach his darling how to use their words.

“…need you, kö…” you’d whimper, slowly climbing up his lap, your thighs on either sides of his, your hands moving up his torso to his chest, groping and feeling him up, you’d put your head in the crook of his neck, your warm breath sending shivers up his spine as you whispered near his ear “need you inside me, Meister…”

König was a patient man, he had self control, he’s a colonel after all, if this was his younger self he’d have your legs on his shoulders, ramming his thick cock inside you in an aggressive pace, he’d leave bite marks and bruises all over your pretty body, he’d beg in your ear to let him knock you up, to have his babies, even if you both know you can’t he still wants to mark you inside and out, to turn you into his dumb doll that only thinks of him.

But, he’s already turned you into that, here you are, merry seconds ago you were humping his legs, begging for his touch and now, your bare body humping against his clothed dick, your breathing becoming shaky as your sensitive core was begging for him.

He’d bite his lower lip, restraining himself from taking you, but he knows that’s what you want, you act all innocent and sweet with him, all cute in your collar, your butt plugged with a beautiful short fluffy tail, your hair messy and face flushed as your body twitches and rubs against him for some sort of friction, just to please that itch you’ve not been able to get rid of.

Knowing that your fingers are far too small, your stamina is far too low and your toys are far too underwhelming for you to have a real orgasm, been ruined by this man that sat underneath you, his smirk only frustrating you more as he did nothing to help you, you know he wants the same thing, fuck you can’t feel it with the way his dick twitched towards your warm core, how his hips slightly buck up when your hips move away

But he’s too prideful, he loves seeing how desperate you are, how much of a mess you become just to have him inside you, just to have his hands all over your body, tugging your hair, forcing you to look down where you two meet, how his thick veiny cock enter and exit your hole, taunting you with how your hole holds onto him, how you’re basically begging to be bred by this point.

“Köni… please baby, I can’t take it anymore, please please, I’ve been sooo good all day, I promise, didn’t even touch myself, please please” oh your desperate cried never fail to truly turn this man feral, you yelped as his rough hands hold the bottom of your ass, his other hand landing a slap on it as he got up, with you clinging onto his body like a koala and the sound of the jingles of your bell that rang with each step he took.

Chuckling at your surprised state, how your body immediately held onto him as soon as he got up “come on, meine Häschen, let’s go get your reward for being such a good girl/boy” he kissed your temple as he made his way to your shared bedroom, throwing your body into the huge soft bed, your knees trying to touch each other but failed as he spread them apart, his huge hands trailing up your torso, groping at your chest, squeezing your nipples as his tongue lapped at your exposed cunt, sucking at the tip, his fingers coming upwards, groping at the meat of your thighs before he coated his finger with your slick juices, chuckling at the way you were already dripping.

His fingers slid in swiftly, making him hum “you sure you haven’t touched yourself darling ? Usually you take a few seconds to get my fingers inside you… did you lie to me, dear?” You choked at his words, tears starting to form up, shaking your head

“No! No no I promise, master, I didn’t touch myself!” You cried out as he took his thick middle finger out, slapping your pussy as his other hand gripped your face and forced to look at him

“Did you hump the pillows ?” He asked, your lips shut and you slowly nodded as your eyes drifted away from his, too embarrassed to look him in the eyes

“Filthy slut… but a smart one, you used your words carefully didn’t you ?” He praised ? Degraded you ?? His hands leaving you as he got up from the bed, taking his shirt off, his sweatpants and boxers following suit, you gulped at the sight, you never get used to how attractive he was, how his body looked like it was sculpted by the gods specifically for you.

His dick was standing, proud and eager, your breathing turned heavy as you waited for him to be inside you

“My eyes are up here, slut” he commented as he climbed up the bed, getting on top of you “fucking filthy mutt, rubbing your cunt on anything like a bitch in heat, Hm? Can’t stay away from my dick for more than a day?” His words were condescending, mean, but true, you both knew it was true, you were just a stupid whore who couldn’t help not having him inside you for too long

You nodded with your eyes closed, not caring for the degrading anymore, which earned you a slap on your face, your eyes shot open as you looked up at him “keep your eyes on me, it’s the least you can do after trying to trick me” his eyes were dark, his hands grabbed the back of your thighs, lifting them up by your head swiftly, his dick was lined up with your slick, wet pussy, the friction only making you shake from anticipation

“Now listen to me, and listen carefully, with each thrust I want you to apologise, got it?” You nodded quickly, which, again, earned you a slap “use your words, dumb bitch”

“Yes sir! I understand!” You yelped out, your feet now resting on his shoulders as he rammed his dick inside you, the motion making your bell ring again as you cry out from the pain, you haven’t had him inside you for days and none of your toys were anywhere close to his size, you gasped as you tried to catch your breath

“I-I’m sorry sir” you shakingly blurted out, and so he slowly took his dick three quarters out before ramming it right back in “I’m sorry, sir” you cried out again

And with each thrust you’d apologise, his eyes never leaving yours as he thrusted in and out of your tight hole, as it clenched onto his dick, begging him to stay in there forever, your hair was even more of a mess and the jingles from your bell just rang more and more.

“You thought you were clever, Hm? Acting all shy and innocent, trying to trick your master into giving you a reward you don’t deserve ?” His voice was low, quiet and terrifying, sending shivers down your arching spine as you shook your head and apologised over and over again

“I’m so sorry sir, I couldn’t take it anymore! I wanted to have you so bad! I love your dick do much, I’m nothing but a stupid cocksleeve, master!” What a way you had with words, such a smart, pretty doll, but sadly that tongue of yours got you into this so whatever you say will only dig you a deeper hole

His hand came up again to cup your face, squishing your cheeks together, laughing at you, how stupid and messy you look, how desperate you are, all for him to fuck you

All for him.

His pace quickened as he rested his forehead against yours, sweat drops travel from his face onto yours, your noses right besides each other as you both moaned and whined, your orgasms both getting close, the only sounds in the room were your whines and his groans accompanied by the jingles of your bell, your hands came up around his neck, wanting his body and yours to be glued together, your fingers in his hair as he cried out, his dark and stern tone turned into whined as he was reaching his climax

“Meine liebling, meins, oh mein gott, Ich möchte, daß Du bettelst! You can’t cum until you beg for it”

“Please, please sir, please, cum inside me, I want to have you filling me up, please! I need your cum stuffed inside me, breed me, köni… please I want to make you a daddy, please baby” your words were messy, just begging him, your mind was far too foggy to truly comprehend what you just requested.

His könig’s mind wasn’t, his thrusts turned slow and rough, as his cum spilled out his hips were glued to yours as he was determined to not waste a drop

His duck twitched inside you as the last drops of cum filled you all the way up, as you tried to move his hold on you tightened “don’t… move” you couldn’t say anything but okay, staying there in his arms as yours wrapped around his neck still, playing with his hair as you both were breathing deeply, calming your beating hearts

You let out a sigh then put your cold feet on his back making him jolt up, which made you laugh as he flared down at you “you little shit”

You giggled before he took his dick out “ugh I never get used to this sight” he mumbled with a smile “wait right there darling” he commanded, not like you had the energy to even move a muscle anymore, you moved your hand to take off the collar, getting tired of the sounds.

he returned with a warm towel, cleaning up the mess between your thighs before he scooped you up and took you both to the shower, pressing kisses all over your face, his touch turned soft and gentle, holding you like you were the most precious thing in the world

And you were. <3

[idk-tbh-idk]

As I promised, i was doing all the prompts of @rtc-galentines-event ‘s event.

#5 girls night:

A sleepover cuz why not, featuring Ocean, Constance and Tammy. Pls notice how Tammy’s right braid is floating in the air, that’s cuz Penny’s ghost is playing with her hair(I got lazy and decided not to draw Penny)

I honestly think Tammy’s idea of a fun hangout would be them spending the whole afternoon during Easter to confess as the good Catholic they are.

She managed to drag Constance and Astrid with her

#6 Chocolates

Made Jane’s head a chocolate (it’s pink because I was messing with colors) head and the kinda chocolate some members of the choir would like, didn’t make Constance one, cuz she’s the one giving them 🤓☝️(ik it’s about the girls but uhhh)

#7 Gift exchange

Another head canon or random take: what if, what if, all through the musical Jane doe had no head but she’s given the doll’s one after “The new birthday song” along with the hello kitty cupcake, like, here’s light from the candle to warm up a bit your cold forgotten soul, and this cool head, with no owner, and a story to tell.

Or something like that, tyvm <3

[lavenderr-starrs]

It’s so annoying whenever you talk about or see a post talk about a fictional character you like and someone goes

“You mean the character that’s dead ☝️🤓”

Yeah no shit Sherlock, but guess what Mr. ☝️🤓 the characters are also not real

therefore their death is not real

SO! I’ll play with them like my own little Barbie dolls and drag them mfs ass outta their fictional death purgatory and throwing them into the coffee shop and there is NOTHING you’re gonna do about it

[hunkyprincegyaru]

I GOT MY LITERAL DREAM JOB OFF AFFIRMING AND BEING IN THE STATE.

In my last post I mention I got my dream job, but nay— this was only a job I could work from home and be payed CRAZY good. It wasn’t my real dream job. My real dream job? Being a tattoo artist. The thing is I don’t leave my room, I am a real bed rotter and I only play Fortnite. I literally make 2k a week doing nothing but just KNOWING money loves me and somehow I always have hundreds. Anyways, because of my beautiful isolation it was basically impossible for me to get this job.

Because what do people tell you?

☝️To get your job you need to FIRST leave your room, and second if you’d like to be a tattoo artist you actually need a portfolio, & it takes like years to actually be good yap yap yap whatever u get it just spitting limiting dumb beliefs.

Before my 19th birthday, I made a decision. “I am going to be a tattoo artist after my birthday (March 15th)passes, but before April ends.” This was my deadline, I was having this shit I DID NOT GAF.

Don’t get me wrong, 3D TRIED TO FUCK WIT ME HARD. I was consistently worried about my parents, LITERALLY thought transmitting ‘oh my daughter doesn’t have a good job, why is she rotting in her room all day buying dolls and vbucks’ THE THOUGHTS AND 3D TORMENTED ME TO TEARS. did this perfect-dream-girl-state me care tho?…naur. Bc she already had the job, and the happy parents, and the cars and whatever da fuck. She(me in state) kept affirming thru tears, sleeping in the state even with my insomnia that I actually should manifest away AND

LOW N BEHOLD! My mother went to a birthday party and ended up meeting GASP! THE OWNERS OF A TATTOO SHOP. Not just any tattoo shop, A TATTOO SHOP THAT I WROTE I WOULD WORK AT WHEN I WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL JUNIOR YEAR. CRAZY. They were chatting it up, to the point where they said,

“All we are looking for is devoted students, we’ll take her even if she doesn’t have a portfolio”

MF I WORK TMR. I START MY APPRENTICESHIP TMR. NO BACKGROUND. NO LEAVING MY ROOM. NO PORTFOLIO NO LIMITING MF THOUGHTS BELIEFS BABYY.

WHAT I DID TO DO THIS (to clarify) :

Visualize future/perfect me on a regular day. Ex: leaving my mansion hopping in the porche (WHICH IS COMING NEXT) riding my ass to work and just tattooing.

AFFIRM. I use blanket affirmations. I would listen to these basically whenever, on the parrot app bc wow just got introduced to her and she is god send. My exact affirmations:

“My life is perfect, why is my life so perfect?”

& most important of all I tried not stress. I forgot about the deadline. I wouldn’t think about tattooing 24/7, but if the thought occurred I would immediately affirm and make sure it was positive. Persist through the negative, till it naturally comes out positive.

STAY CONSISTENT, STAY DEVOTED BECAUSE YOU WANT IT! That’s all you need. The minute you feel a desire, know that it is meant to happen—don’t question it just tell yourself it is already yours. I LOVE YOU MUAH MUAH XXOXOXO

[hereliesbou]

gonna be cringe on main for a sec

involves twomp characters and my oc so if you don't care about that shit you may scroll on my friend. o7

i have so so many twomp au's, some i've rambled about and soooo many i haven't for one reason or another.

sometimes just cause: not that interesting but mostly because a lot of the au's i don't talk about are extremely self indulgent and I feel like I'd just make a lot of people roll their eyes at me lmfaooooo

I love plargos

I love Lovebomb (my oc x mr flower ship)

But also, my biggest cringiest confession is that in a lot of my au's, i mash plargos and lovebomb together to create my guilty pleasure polycule. i dont have a name for it, i just know i like it. i also don't think i need a name for it cause i dont think anybody but me will care and that's ok loooool.

Granted, it's not always romantic across the board but many times it is.

The only reason i think i'd be considered cingey for this is cause

"oh of course you lumped the oc in there. you fuckin moron🙄"

And like, yeah...

For months now i have been playing with the four of them in my head like my little dolls. There are so many different au's for different variations of their relationship.

"But Bou, i thought you said Mr. Plant and Thorn couldn't stand each other!" YES!!!

AND ALSO 🤓☝️

A lot of the times my stinky poly ship is destructive and angsty and a little more grounded in what would probably happen in the end and other times, everyone is happy and thriving and having a good time.

Always, always though i love imagining the slow burn, long term struggle of going from "i can't stand you" to "oh shit i might be catching feelings for you..." and then to, "it doesn't feel right unless it's like this."

And this is often between all of them in some way shape or form. Sometimes more or less intense depending on who is involved.

I like the drama of it all. Confused, angry stubborn little blorbos with so many mixed up feelings. Sometimes it makes them worse people and sometimes they figure out how to deal with it together for happy endings. <3

But it's never without the mess in between.

I did let a little bit of this dynamic slip out when i went on about my stupid harbringers au, but not enough that it was too obvious i think looool. Enough that you could ignore it if you don't like it probably.

So why am i bringing this up? 🤔

A few reasons:

one reason being, there are times i have the urge to draw all four of them together and not that i need anyone's permission, but im always super anxious and feel like i need to explain myself all the time even tho, who honestly cares... 🤷

two, ties into the previous reason. I'm anxious as FUCK about everything i post: Art, rambles, headcannons. Even when that shit is rooted in cannon my anxiety likes to highlight all the made up little haters in my head that secretly want me dead and I get scared when i post things.

It usually ends up fine in the end every time, but it doesn't change the fact that i get scared anytime i hit the post button. but i also know i've been irrationally afraid of EVERYTHING since i was a child.

SO, i'm not gonna put this in the main tags or anything but i still wanna post this for personal reasons. like a big fuck you to my anxiety.

Sometimes i need to remind myself that nobody cares as much as i think they do and i can do whatever i want forever and it doesn't matter in the grand scheme of things. i'm in my own little corner doing my own thing and i'm having fun and i am happy.

i will gush about my au stuff and i will gush about cannon stuff and anyone who wants to get mad about it can suck on my antennae.

anyway, i probably won't actually burden anybody with my silly polycule ideas past this, but while we're here:

to everyone who has been enjoying thorn with me, i wish you all the happiness and perfect temperature tea and/or coffee or soup in all the years to come. <3

i'll probably continue just to focus on plargos and lovebomb separately. i love them that way too.

[honeyedheartss]

3, 33 & 47 💐

thank you for sending my love 😚 I'm bored and can't make myself consume media🫠

3. do you leave your window open at night?

during the fall and most of the winter yes! as soon as it dips below 40° I close my window and when spring hits here I have to turn on my ac bc we go from 50° weather to 88° overnight :| (for non American mutuals: winter- closed when below 4.4°; spring goes from 10°-27°)

33. the last adventure you've been on?

i think it depends on how adventure is defined 🤔 my last big ish outing was to take the ferry to go pick up dolls (I collect a bunch of different dolls hehe). my last active outing was going to the fair w my pal and meeting up with old work friends!!! and my last adventure I consider an actual adventure was hiking the abandoned train tracks when i was in the south and finding.... a finger 🧍🏻‍♂️

47. last message you sent?

I texted my partner asking to watch them play Zelda lmaooooo. I hate games where I have to be focused on not dying in so many ways but I love watching ppl play plus i bought them the game so I think i deserve a personal stream☝️

[imaginary-appearance]

Tagged by @kotenokk to play funny silly tumblr game. I’m supposed to tag 9 people but I’m too shy so I’m just going to answer the questions for funzies

Last song: Fashion - Britney Manson. I love music for whores.

Favorite Color: Purple, but deep Blue is a close second as well as rich Greens. Love cool colors.

Currently Watching: Nothing I am very bad at watching shows. I typically watch informational YouTube videos about natural history OR vlogs from doll collectors cause I think they’re fun.

Sweet/Savory/Spicy: I have a major sweet tooth. But I like them all. Sweet/Spicy is a legendary combo.

Relationship Status: I’m just Sloan. I just sit here.

Current Obsession: Probably The Island of Dr. Moreau by HG Wells. That shit went hard as hell. That book read me back when I was reading it. The unspeakable trauma, exploration of humanity and horror all resonated with me a lot. The biggest take away though, is that I deserve to be in between Edward Prendick and Montgomery ☝️🤓

Last thing I googled: The Nine of Swords tarot card. I wasn’t even doing a reading I was just thinking about that card.

[a-hazbin-reader]

SHOWERING OR BATH TIMES WITH HUSBAND ALASTOR?!?!?!

YES

Alastor X Reader Headcanons

✅️Romantic

❌️Platonic

TW: Suggestive

Description: ☝️⬆️

Bath time with Alastor is one of the most relaxing things you can do with him

It's the best because of the obvious trust he's giving you with his body, his guard down

As his wife, you're the only person who gets to see this side of him

He starts to find excuses to get you to shower or bathe with him, sometimes he's subtle about it and other times, he's not

"Alastor!!"

"My dear, you're soaking wet! Luckily, I have just the remedy for those cold bones~ A hot bath~"

🥶🙄😑😮‍💨🙂‍↔️

He likes bubble baths but won't ever admit it to anyone besides you, the bubbles just add something a little ✨️

Will literally melt into your chest the moment you start scrubbing his hair, the attention making him go lax

Not his ears going flat against his head and twitching

Sometimes he lets out a few happy growls or bleats whenever you massage somewhere particularly sore

Sometimes forgets he's in a bath and will try to snuggle into you only to get a shock of water in his face, arms wrapped loosely around your hips

There's just something so special about spending uninterrupted quality time with your husband like this

Not that he just takes baths to have you pamper him, he likes doing the same for you as well

He's used to people being wary of him or not fully trusting him, so watching you relax under his care-knowing just how dangerous he is

And trusting him with his claws and his teeth with your bare body? In your most vulnerable state?? It does things to him

Sometimes you forget how strong your husband is, but in these moments when he's maneuvering your body around to better wash you??

He could easily manhandle you if he wanted to

Takes his time washing your body but not necessarily in a sexual way, more like he's admiring fine art that he's allowed to touch

It's like the most heavenly massage, especially when his claws scrape ever so gently against your flesh

Sometimes, the two of you will just lay together and listen to music while waiting for the water to go cold

Maybe you two drink some tea

Showers with Alastor are a little bit different, not by much though

He kisses your body a lot more in the shower, no longer deterred by soap or stagnant water

You two don't normally have as much time together in the shower so the touches are a little more rushed, more rough

Still pleasurable though

It's not as much about cuddling and being close as it is about cleaning each other

Sometimes sex

If you come out with a few more love bites on you than before well...

Alastor is going to be stepping out with some of his own because we all know he started it

You two literally take up ALL the hot water when you shower together, Angel fucking HATES IT

Too bad bby boi

Your husband in all his wisdom even manages to always have the softest, warmest towels waiting for you

If you really play up the cute wife act then you're sometimes able to convince him to carry you to the bedroom

"Oh fine! Just stop using those doll eyes on me~"

As much as he wishes he could just lay in bed with you and never get dressed...you both have work to do

But he cherishes the moments he gets to bathe/shower with his beautiful wife and always looks forward to the next

This one was so adorable 🥹 I hope you liked it

[anonanimal]

the best possible ending for the suletta and miorine relationship is (spoilers)

after everything happens and all is revealed (miorine's dad indirectly killed suletta's dad, suletta's mom played dolls with her and miorine and said "now kiss" as part of her revenge plot, suletta's a killer, miorine's probably a killer by the end, [insert resolution to the Mystery of Aerial and if suletta is or is not the original, or a clone of, ericht samaya]) they are still able to love each other and be together. that all of this ☝️ and the shared and individual traumas don't make their relationship, or any relationship, impossible. which sounds like a tall order. best possible ending might just be that they both live. worst possible ending is they die hating each other. middling ending is they die in love i guess?

[waitingformyfavoritesongs]

10:45 am pdt 27 December 2022 Tuesday part 2

since mid 2019 I started having difficulty breathing. Now the incubus keeps on burning up burning 🔥 my back sides and front causing the air in my lungs 🫁 to heat up and choke me to death ☠️ he’s relentless at the moment. Not allowing me to breathe 🧘🏻‍♀️ much unless I’m up 🆙 from bed 🛌. Heat/dehydration can make me tired 😓 tired 😴. But if I can’t breathe 🧘🏻‍♀️ I cannot walk (which I haven’t done very much lately and all year 11:06 am pdt ) 🚶🏿‍♀️🚷 or sleep 💤. 10:50 am pdt. I have never smoked 🚬 anything in my life. Once I ran away from home and someone forced me to try a pipe - and I took the tiniest sample: it tasted 👅 like alcohol. That was all! The only time EVER. My sister had asthma when we were kids. Once I got sick 🤒 from second hand smoke 💨 from my daycare/babysitters and I had to leave school 🏫 to rest. I don’t remember if they stopped smoking 🚬. I remember playing outside a lot at some point even when it was gray and windy 🌬. I think they might have made an extra effort the day they had to bring me back to their house 🏠 from school 🏫. I remember taking a nap 😴 near the front door 🚪 and window 🪟 on the couch 🛋 (I was stilll in elementary school years), & I woke up 🆙 to find the cat 🐈 that normally laid on top of the refrigerator on my legs 🦵 like a loaf 🍞. I think she was a tortoise 🐢 shell 🐚 calico ?? Brown black spotted maybe a white belly? Felicia was her name. Fast forward ⏩ to high school 🏫 years there was a friend I probably spent the night at her place maybe 🤔 3 times? Or 4? She gave me allergy medicine bcz my nose 👃 got congested. I think I saw 👀 her mom smoke once. Eventually she started smoking 🚬 and I think by that time we started growing distant instead of closer. 11:04 am pdt. I was a long distance 🏃🏻‍♀️ runner 🏃🏻‍♀️ in high school 🏫 the last 2 years. My crush 😻 recruited me and the coach asked is this your girlfriend 👧?? Since elementary school 🏫 I was serious 🧐 about running 🏃🏻‍♀️. There were walk Athons to earn money 💰 I think 🤔 for charity?? I think I remember staying until the very end trying to walk as much as I could. I liked to do a type of little gallopy movement when it was only me and my classmates and maybe around family. But when I was home 🏠 I either played dolls/legos/video games or my eyes 👀 were “glued” to the tv 📺 that actually looked a lot like this emoji. Whenever I was out at recess and not stuck doing homework 📚, I was active on the field or blacktop or playground. There were sometimes I played imaginary” house,” pretending to be family with a classmate/friend, whose last name was del grande. Like Ariana grande. She always wanted me to be the baby 👶 🍼. One time ☝️ I walked home 🏠 with her without letting my mom know bcz she told me she had a lot of toys 🧸 and she wanted to show me. I saw her bedroom for a minute with toys 🧸 on her bed 🛏 I think I said “whoow!!” 11:18 am pdt in middle school 🏫 the p.e. Teacher criticized me I think after the first mile we had to do. I walked the end of it, but after she criticized me I worked harder. And she noticed my efforts I think 🤔 bcz when it rained 🌧 we danced inside and she gave me her handmade xeroxed/photocopied play” dollars” to use later on to take a break from future half mile or mile days. 11:22 am pdt pain left side ribs. I remember my partner for the square dance 💃 his name I think was Luis? 11:23 am pdt. Promenade! I remember I wore bell 🔔 bottom/flare pants 👖 bcz they were back in fashion, and unfortunately those shrank or I grew or both. Not a good deal when your parents don’t earn much money 💰. I often had to wear the same pair multiple times a week without washing bcz I didn’t have many. In high school 🏫 I became self conscious that people would notice so I tried to switch between pairs everyday. 11:29 am pdt still heating me up 🆙 a lot even though I’m sitting 🪑 up 🆙 11:30 am pdt. Adam Noah Levine is gross 🤮. Incubus, gross 🤮 he’s probably going to make me throw up 🤮 again anyway. He and his friend (Sagittarius ♐️) made me feel like vomiting 🤮 to communicate to me how they felt about me. And at that time they said

12:19 pm pdt hungry 😖😭😫🥵left 👀 sting 🦂 pain

That they said the new woman 👩🏻 who whar was it who joined the verve??? Is perfect 😍. (They erased this part and I rewrote it.) I had difficulty saving it but it saved without telling me. Had error messages many times. Then something weird happened with the login. Had to close the window.

12:24 pm pdt I m afraid 😟 they might be using my whole life to “fake me out.” Which is something that Adam the incubus seems to like to do since he was a kid. I watched a video online I think 🤔 or I read something online that said this. Something having to do with sports 🏀 sports 🏈 sports ⚽️. 12:28 pm pdt.

#3 pain abdominal area and below belly 😖😫😤🥵😭😭😭😭

Melissa darman variety.com 12:31 pm pdt

2:22 pm pdt (always think of poison ☠️ control number has 222 in it) Sometime after I read about Saint Lucia this year on Wikipedia, the incubus started pulling my eyes 👀 out of the skull a little ways 😖😭😫it was painful he keeps hurting the bones 🦴 of my face and hurting my eyes 👀 probably since 2017. In 2019 he beat my eyeballs 👀 a lot! 😫😖😭😩 it felt like they shrank maybe 3 times at least???? He fakes me out a lot. Makes me think he might be trying to keep me quiet especially since I wrote on this blog about him trying to decapitate me he hurt my neck like that again A LOT!!!!

2:29 pm pdt also when I transferred to a four year university for 2 years a teacher/professor?/instructor and a nurse 👩‍⚕️ at the student medical center 🏥 told me I should drop school 🏫 when they saw my chronic eczema. Probably bcz I was missing a lot of top layer of skin and oozing body fluid. I remember I had to take oral and topical antibiotics 2-3 times in one semester. The nurse 👩‍⚕️ said eczema can be triggered by stress. 2:34 pm pdt. Incubus... stay away from me!!!! Had this problem since 7 or 8 years old. 2:35 pm pdt I mentioned it in previous posts. 2:36 pm pdt. Genji = incubus!!!! ��🤢☠️🤌 2:37 pm pdt

2:49 pm pdt 2019? I remember taking supplements and it got stuck I think at the top of my throat. I think I was alarmed 😱 and it might have, I cannot remember, if it made it more difficult to breathe 🧘🏻‍♀️. I drank a lot of water 💧 and I remember it happened 2 times and then shortly after I realized it expired???? It was after I recalled the Sagittarius ♐️ guy hurt my neck. Also I remember he struck me in that part of my body? And my throat I think 🤔 before the supplements got caught in it???? It was extremely stressful and difficult experience, one experience after another. It all seems never ending. 2:55 pm pdt when he did that to me, it felt like he was torturing/punishing me for recalling it and not forgiving it???? Incubus friends, Merlin 🧙‍♂️ and kings. 2:57 pm pdt I don’t think King Arthur was a bad guy. I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ anything. I remember reading a 📖 t.h. White book 📖. And something about ants 🐜 regurgitate. I think I heard 👂 someone say we regurgitate what we 👂 hear /learn. Now I’m getting to thinking 🤔 a little more but it’s hard to get smart. 3 pm pdt. How many kings 🤴 did Merlin 🧙‍♂️ (incubus offspring?) know and work with???? 3:01 pm pdt do most kings work with “sorcerers?” 3:02 pm pdt was King Arthur real???? 3:03 pm pdt

3:21 pm pdt I think once babies 👶 are born they don’t need us anymore. They only see us as cattle 🐄 to breed to keep our genes 🧬 in circulation. Then they get rid of us. Too many people for them to know. Spread thin. They have no attachment to us. 🚺🚻🔼🚼🚺🚮🚻🚹🚮🚺🚻 🔼= delta= change=rise/run = y/x= why over ex?-> new woman younger 👩🏻 . 3:25 pm pdt. Incubus 3:26 pm pdt 3:27 pm pdt they only care about power and their own happiness? Sacrificial lambs/rams (nihongo r sounds like L) 3:28 pm pdt 🧐😭😱😩😖😫😤🥵😭3:28 pm pdt

4:15 pm pdt he has been giving me signs 🪧 since 2017 for Job in the Bible I think. Trying to recall : I think job gets sick 🤒 and loses all his money 💰. I have no money 💰 left. He takes my things and destroys my things. He destroyed my $20 neck pillow from the airport bcz there are little round styrofoam balls ⚽️. Foam. Sea 🌊 foam. Hans Christian Anderson. For about a week my mom left a 🧈 butter knife 🍴 in my room. I am the rejected 🙅‍♀️ mermaid 🧜‍♀️ who dances for the misogynistic womanizing gold digger prince 🤴 even though it hurts. 4:20 pm pdt. Brothers playing good cop 👮‍♀️ bad cop. If I don’t believe Adam the incubus is my husband he abuses me. After I give him the benefit of the doubt he at first will stop 🛑 hurting me for a few minutes and then doubles down on the pain and destruction and heat/fire even more. Vicious. His brother is doing him a favor (Sagittarius ♐️) so he never has to prove anything to me so he never has to touch me to get what he wants from me. He gives me no gifts 🎁 he steals and cheats me. He won’t even leave $20 here. He alters my books 📚 too it looks like and past ID cards to make me look ugly so probably no one will believe me when a guy in high school 🏫 treated me like a whore because he had a special relationship with him most likely and told him directly that I’m a whore even though I usually covered up 🆙 more than other girls in school 🏫 because I had body shame of having hairier arms than other girls and I had chronic eczema. I even got it on my face and it made me look like I had herpes even though I was still a virgin in every physical way. Did not touch a duck during high school 🏫 years. 4:29 pdt. I once unzipped my jacket in front of him and yes! I did want him to look 👀 at me and be interested. I did not reveal cleavage. It was a light yellow b neck 3/4 sleeve top with little embroidered? Eyelets 👁. The holes 🕳 were very small. Cannot really see anything. It was same shirt 👚 worn freshman year photos. He looked me up and slowly down and he had a very telling smile. And when I instant messaged him during the summer before sophomore year he wasted no time in treating me like one but I was kinda naïve and only focused on the exciting feelings of being thought of as attractive and he being interested. He asked would you ever let a guy finger you? I don’t remember when I learned the word “horny” but somehow I remember him saying “hella” as in hella horny. We did not talk again until after school started, and first day of school 🏫 I see he got back with his girlfriend from last year that I probably learned about near the end of school 🏫, why I cannot remember anymore 😞😖😭😖😭😖😭😖😭. Anyway, and then he messaged me I think telling me he and his girlfriend broke up. Not long after he asks for friends with benefits, and it’s probably the first time I hear 👂 the phrase? Even though we rarely talked, in fact I don’t really recall actually having any other conversation with him other than online?? I thought about saying no, but I hesitated and told him I would think 💭 about it, and I say yes bcz the thought enters my mind it would get my foot 🦶 in the door 🚪 to become his girlfriend. Hit became more apparent that he only wanted to treat me like a prostitute and he didn’t want the school 🏫 to know. 4:44 pm pdt. I 🧢 e you incubus, you suck dick! 4:44 pm pdt 4:45 pm pdt

5:47 pm pdt the devil 👿 uses the truth to lie, and will confuse you. You can not rely on feelings they give you. You have to figure out stuff for your self what logic is and hope they don’t confuse you. Confusion is the enemy. God can control your memory, thoughts 💭, everything. They damaged us like people take cats 🐱 and dogs 🐶 to the vets to be “fixed” Coldplay fix you. Spade ♠️ 🖤 neuter. Is it love ❤️ if you do that? 5:51 do cats 🐈 and dogs 🐕 “deserve” that? Then you smile 😊 in their faces? Blind? Stupefied? Unaware? Retarded? Which is it? You know what rich 🤑 people do? Do they breed their dogs 🐕 and cats 🐈 for best in show? And a lot of money 💰? I only had pet fish 🐟 all my life. The cheap ones. So I only thought about that recently. With all my head trauma and mind @_@ control there were a lot of things I did not question 🙋🏻‍♀️ until recently! God likes to “fix” us. Probably makes it easier to keep things manageable controllable with 8 billion people? The more isolated the less you know. The more you trust him? Shouldn’t? God will distract you. Maybe 🤔 I’m being too hard on people without knowing them? To desolate someone, you risk not finding out the truth. They guilted me about that; about not finding out something for myself in person about Adam Levine to see if he was telling me the truth. He the incubus tried to get me to come out to Los Angeles by myself. Every time I thought 💭 about it the next day something happened like the train 🚆 crashed after I thought 💭 about using the train 🚆. I started thinking 💭 every thing seems like it will kill me. That they are trying to kill me. Scare me. He scared 😱 me. Behati scared me. A lot of people sounded scary 😟. They also put a big spider bot 🤖 near me and it crawled up 🆙 into my anus and whipped the inside of my intestines with barbed wire feeling whips - they’ll probably do that again- usually if you think it it could mean they put the thought there and it will probably happen again - it might have been 2018 or 2017. After I wrote about 2019 here about the supplement getting stuck in my throat they made me choke on my food the same way this evening. It’s a trick if they’re making you think 💭 they’re friend and then abuse you. (I’m jumping around editing and adding 6:38 pm pdt) I really think there is no heaven at all now. 6:39 pm pdt.

He is always depriving me of air. I don’t recall burning 🔥 anyone or depriving someone of air. Did I? I accidentally boiled my pet fish 🐟. It was cold. The thermometer 🌡 read below normal range so I turned on the little fish heater. My boyfriend I think 🤔 called then picked me up 🆙 and I forgot! My mom woke up 🆙 and found it boiling 🥵 one fish 🐟 barely survived and 2 died. He lived a deformed life for about 5 more years. He got transferred to a bigger fish tank by my mom’s boyfriend and then she left the fish 🐟 with him. Shortly after that s/he died (the fish 🐟). I went to dolphin 🐬 pet village store and bought yellow capsules and my mom changed the water 💧 every time? We used a new capsule. I used I think epsom salt 🧂? The guy gave to me free to try. He said to apply other salt 🧂 but I chickened out bcz there was stuff I didn’t know if it was good for the fish like yellow Prussian was it? I still don’t know what it is. I have not seen the additive since. That fish 🐟 seemed angry 😡 at me. 6:07 pm pdt. I lived in blossom hill and the store 🏬 was in Campbell. My boyfriend drove me. Trying to recall if I did anything else wrong like that on a bigger scale. I use to wash 🧽 dishes? I burned myself. I cooked 👩‍🍳 sometimes and my mom burned me by turning up 🆙 the heat high and the oil spit on my face. She burned me by turning on the wall heater high when I was near it sleeping on the 🛋. She did it many times in 2016? Or 2017? I cannot remember if the toilet 🚽 flushing would change anything? Bizarre to me if it does. But I guess it could?? I would think it could make it cold 🥶 if it takes hot water 💧? But if it hogs cold 🥶 water 💧 🚿 then I guess it would make it hot 🥵 ??

6:44 pm pdt I have no husband, and no friends. 6:44 pm pdt

[mari-the-bimbo]

Dating Hanma Shuji would include

A/N: Hey besties! I was recently asked whether I write for Hanma, so thought I’d finally write some for him enjoy! <3

Sure, he’s a ruthless, maniac higher up criminal who hurts people for a living, but hey! You’re his pretty baby so that’s not your problem to worry about!

Your job is to keep being the cutie you are, sit on Hanma’s lap and accommodate his needs. He makes you accompany him everywhere. With a pretty doll like you clinging onto him, he walks in to his casinos and clubs with pride.

“You wouldn’t want daddy to get lonely without you hm?” He’ll mumble deeply against your cheeks whenever you’re reluctant to enter his murky and disreputable clubs.

He’ll pin you against the seats of his luxury sports car and coo at you persuasively for hours to make you give in if he has to.

He’s got in trouble with Kisaki many times for arriving late to clubs because of his “persuasion” with you in cars 😳

Obsessed with kissing you - no warning whatever, you’ll suddenly feel a cold hand curl around your neck and pull you forwards until you find your lips on his.

You can always taste the mints and cigarettes on his tongue while he desperately starts lapping it against yours, but if you gag or pull away, he’ll just tilt his head and chuckle, you’re like this cute, amusing pet to him.

For some reason, he enjoys patronising you. If you don’t like something, his long pale fingers will caress your cheek with his an intense gaze fixed on you, “Aww is it too much for your tiny brain to handle?” He’ll coo at you, peppering kisses onto your cheeks.

Also no matter how high this man goes up in the underworld, his dirty jokes always prevail. You‘ll be sitting in his lap, absentmindedly playing with his fingers, “you want them inside you huh?” he asks, and then you feel his laughter vibrate through his and your body.

Softer moments are when you’re lying in a soft bed in a grand hotel, with a tall, handsome fully suited Hanma walking in with a lovesick grin, taking a seat on the side of the bed, “c’mere doll” he’ll say in his deep demanding tone, patting his lap and beckoning you with his tatted hands, watching you shuffle into his lap. Then he pulls out latest designer earrings, dangling it in front of you but then pulling it backwards, demanding a kiss first.

Sometimes when you steal his glasses, or anything annoying, he‘ll simply chuckle at your antics and stop you by pinching your cheeks, or grabbing you by your blouse and pulling you into his embrace.

Btw biting him won’t work because he’s definitely the type to grin mischievously, accepting it as a competition, before biting you back :p

Overall tall four eyes daddy is the one ☝️

[girlwithwolftatoo]

Marc teaching y/n how to dom him since you’ve been mentioning how much you’d enjoy domming him one day ☝️🥰

Ohhh Marc... so lovely, so intense...

Marc Spector x teaching reader how to be a dom:

*Marc likes the idea of being sub to someone like you, someone who's smaller and nicer and usually a cute, innocent person. Just imagining you on top of him, torturing him with your body and a couple of objects makes him moan.

*He'll guide you in literally everything, like how you can tie him up using anything at your grasp (handcuffs, ties, bandages, ropes...) and making sure he won't free himself because, yeah, of course he knows how to do it.

*He gives reassuring words when he notices you're being shy. "You can tighten that rope, baby... yeah, just like that" "I bet you can do wonders with that belt, c'mon" "You can hit harder... harder, (Y/N), slap me like if you hated me"

*Ohhhh and he loves when you use degrading words. His favorites are being called a dog (and all the vast kinky stuff you can make with that topic), bastard, fucktoy... Seriously, try it even without touching him and he'll go hard like a stone.

*In order to make you know your (and his) limits, he acts like a total brat, making fun of you for being so soft. "What, the baby doll's scared of some slapping? C'mon, I'm not gonna break". "Oh, you despise me? Show me your disgust, babe, do it! Hurt me, I dare you!"

*Once you feel more comfortable and begin to be rude and rough without the need of instructions, Marc shows his more submissive side. You can force him to call you with nicknames (anyone but mommy... just, please don't) or even beg for pleasant or hurtful things.

*He didn't know he would enjoy being edged until he met you. Like you're riding him and stopping very often, sitting on his face to make him lick you until you come and just playing with his dick, or grabbing his neck with both hands and squeeze a little tight while he's about to cum is something very special.

*Once you switch back to your cute mood, he'll smile and congratulate you, because praising his lovely little dom is part of the aftercare, you must know. "You were amazing, love, you did it very well..."