#plot and such

[butchsucker]

(1) NEW MESSAGE (or, ellie accidentally sends a picture to abby that has her knocking on her door)

contents: subtop!ellie, dombottom!abby, pussy eating, fingering, strap-on use, abby throwing ellie around, overstim, technically college!au, but i will not pretend like that matters, pretty much just porn.

word count: 5,468

It’s a few minutes shy of midnight when Abby’s phone buzzes on her nightstand. Nothing unusual about that. Her screen lights up with the kind of low glow that usually signals an Instagram reel from Manny or a spam text about winning a cruise she never entered.

But this one stops her thumb mid-scroll. It’s from an unsaved number. That’s the first oddity. The second is that it’s a photo. She frowns, instinctively wary, but taps the notification anyway, thumb sluggish from sleep. The image bursts onto her screen and her breath catches like a fist tightening in her chest.

Her heart stutters, then barrels forward at a sprint. Because she knows that body: lean muscle wrapped in sun-kissed skin, a constellation of freckles she’s glimpsed only in the periphery of locker room glances.

Ellie. Naked from the waist up, her jeans slung low enough to reveal black harness straps sharp against her hips. Her lip caught between her teeth, a casual sort of suggestion in the way one hand rests on her taut stomach like she’s offering something. A sheen of sweat glistens at her collarbone. Post-workout, maybe. There’s a message below the photo, short and utterly incendiary: Thinking about you.

Abby stares. Her pulse beats hard in her ears, drowning out the soft hum of late-night traffic outside her window. It doesn’t make sense. Not in the cosmic, karmic, world-spinning-off-its-axis kind of way.

Ellie Williams—her teammate, her occasional sparring partner in post-practice banter, the girl who’s always two seconds away from a fight (usually with Abby)—sent her this? There’s no reason for it, no context.

They aren’t friends. They barely tolerate each other’s presence, each interaction laced with competitive edge or thinly veiled snark. The only reason they even have each other’s numbers is the team group chat, a necessary evil for coordinating practice schedules and lineup changes. Abby hadn’t thought twice about it. And now she’s staring at a picture that feels like it was meant for someone else. Has to be.

Her brain scrambles for a rational response. Maybe it was an accident. A misfire. Maybe Ellie meant to send it to someone else—a girlfriend, a situationship, whoever her harness-and-sweat selfies are usually reserved for. It’d make more sense.

Thinking about you.

She chews on the inside of her cheek. She could ignore it. Probably should. But then what? Just pretend it never happened? Let Ellie squirm in silence? That doesn’t sit right either. The last thing she wants is for Ellie to feel weird around her—or worse, think she’s made Abby uncomfortable. And that’s the crux of it, isn’t it? The thing twisting low in her stomach. Because she isn’t uncomfortable. Not really. If she’s honest, and God help her, she hates being honest with herself about this. She’s…something else.

Ellie doesn’t seem like the type to be embarrassed by something like this, not with the way she carries herself like she’s always in on the joke before it’s even been told. Abby’s overheard enough of her cocky, borderline obscene anecdotes to know modesty isn’t exactly in her vocabulary.

And yet, this feels different. Personal. Intimate in a way that Abby isn’t sure how to categorize. She locks her phone and sets it down face-first, staring up at the ceiling like the plaster might offer answers. But her mind is a hurricane of possibilities, and all of them start with the same unthinkable truth: she’s seen Ellie Williams in a way she never has before and she doesn't want to look away.

Abby doesn’t mean to hit “call.” Not really. Her thumb hovers over the screen for a full five minutes, the photo burned into her retinas. Every rational part of her is screaming to leave it alone, but she can’t. Her thumb moves like it has a mind of its own, and suddenly the phone is ringing. One ring. Two. Three—shit, she’s going to hang up.

What the hell is she even doing? Who calls people about this? She doesn't know the perfect solution, but it can't possibly be this.

And then it clicks.

“Hello?” A voice, rough and cotton-thick with sleep, stretches through the line.

Abby freezes. She’s already halfway to pulling the phone away when Ellie keeps going, her tone flipping quick into mischief like a switchblade flicked open.

“Wow. Didn’t think you’d be calling me back that fast,” Ellie drawls. There’s the distinct sound of bed sheets rustling. “But I'm glad you did. Anderson's been such a hard-ass lately, I could really use the relief.”

Abby scoffs, agitation overriding panic. “Jesus. You’re such a slacker.”

There’s a beat. A pause that splinters at the edges. Then—

“…Wait.” The voice sharpens. “Wait, what the fuck—Anderson?”

And just like that, any softness Abby might’ve brought into this call evaporates like mist under a blowtorch.

“Why the fuck are you on my phone right now?” Ellie all but screeches, the soft, sleepy edge gone from her voice.

Abby pushes herself up from the bed, pacing without realizing it, voice tighter than she means it to be. “You’re the one who interrupted my night, Williams. Why the fuck was I just looking at your tits?”

There’s a pause so long Abby wonders if the call dropped. But no. It’s Ellie, very much still there, very much absorbing what she just said.

Then, low and slow: “…Dude. That is my bad.”

And then Ellie starts laughing. Not a small chuckle, not a little embarrassed giggle but a full-bodied, wheezing, what-the-fuck-is-life laugh, like this is the best goddamn comedy set she’s ever heard in her life. Abby pulls the phone away slightly, eyebrows drawn together, equal parts stunned and offended.

“You’ve gotta be kidding me,” she mutters, but it only makes Ellie laugh harder.

“I just—Oh my God, Anderson,” she gasps between cackles. “You saw that? I sent that to you? Holy shit.”

“You think this is funny?” Abby deadpans.

“It’s hilarious. So...did it get you all hot and bothered?”

“I'm not—” Abby starts, but then shuts her mouth. Because fine. Yes. A little.

“Fuck,” Ellie says again, and Abby can hear the grin in her voice now. “Out of all the people I could’ve accidentally sexted…”

“Lucky me,” Abby says dryly.

“Seriously. You gonna make a formal complaint to Coach? Get me benched for harassment?”

Abby closes her eyes. There’s a headache forming behind her left eye. “No. But maybe you should stop taking thirst traps when you could be practicing.”

“That's cool and all, but it feels like the trap is working.” Ellie hums. “You called me, didn’t you?”

Abby glares at her bedroom wall like it personally wronged her. “I think you have a face that should be punched.”

Ellie laughs again, softer this time. “Come over and punch it then.”

Abby scoffs. "You're ridiculous."

“You should just come over,” Ellie says, like it’s the most reasonable thing in the world. Like they aren't consistently seconds away from tearing each other to shreds. “I mean, you’re already up. We’ve crossed the threshold of decency at this point.”

Abby snorts. “No fucking way.”

“Why not?” Ellie asks, sing-song. “Too scared?”

Abby lets that hang in the air, refuses to dignify it with an answer. Her silence is all the fuel Ellie needs.

“You’re thinking about it,” she says, voice low and smug. “I can hear it. That little wheel spinning in your big ol’ head—”

“I’m not.”

Ellie chuckles, like she doesn’t believe her for a second. “C’mon. I swear on my life, I fuck good.”

Abby presses the heel of her hand to her forehead and lets out a noise that’s somewhere between frustration and disbelief. “You are so full of yourself.”

“Yeah,” Ellie replies, unapologetic. “And you're still on the phone.”

“Guess I should hang up,” Abby says, but doesn't, unable to resist the pull of their usual back-and-forth.

“Why do you deny yourself heaven? I could change your life.” Her voice dips in a way that’s meant to fluster, and annoyingly, it does.

Abby walks over to the window and yanks the curtain closed, like that’ll help settle her nerves. “You’re unbelievable.”

“You wanna come over,” Ellie teases. “You just don’t wanna admit it. But picture this: my bed, me in my boxers, you sitting all awkward and stiff because you won’t let yourself relax. But when I get my hands on you...you'd melt.”

“I’m hanging up now,” Abby mutters.

“Chicken.”

“I swear to God—”

“Come on, Anderson. What’ve you got to lose?”

“My dignity?”

“Oh, that ship sailed when admitted to staring at my tits.”

Abby grits her teeth, opens her mouth to fire back, then closes it again. A breath. Another.

"I wasn't staring."

Ellie hums, obviously delighted in the way she worms under Abby's skin. "Weren't you, though?"

“…Goodnight, Ellie.”

“Aww, don’t be like—”

Click.

Abby tosses her phone onto the bed and stares at it for a long moment, arms crossed, mouth tight. The silence stretches, comfortable in its own tension.

She should just go to bed.

Abby knocks softly, hoping Ellie doesn’t make a whole thing out of it. Which, in hindsight, is exactly the kind of delusional optimism that led her here in the first place. She’s standing on Ellie’s porch in a pair of gray sweatpants and a black tank top, sports bra underneath because it was closest and clean.

The door swings open and there’s Ellie. Barefoot, boxers low on her hips, legs covered in a few bruises from their last game. She’s wearing a cropped band tee that’s been through one too many dryers and reads “ANARCHY IN THE YOUTH LEAGUE” in cracked red letters across the chest. Her smile is slow and sleep-warmed and smug in a way that makes Abby want to shove her or kiss her, or maybe both.

“Well, well,” Ellie says, one hand braced on the doorframe like she’s in a coming-of-age movie. “Look who showed up anyway.”

Abby rolls her eyes so hard it hurts. “Shut the fuck up.”

Ellie’s grin stretches. “Please let me say I told you so? Because I really want to say it.”

Abby steps forward and pushes her way inside without waiting for permission. “Seriously. Shut up.”

Ellie lets out a low laugh, stepping back, letting the door fall shut behind her. Abby doesn’t turn around. She doesn’t want to give Ellie the satisfaction of seeing her face—because it’s doing something, and she doesn’t even know what. All she knows is that she’s here, and Ellie’s warm, and the air between them is thick enough to slice with a knife.

“Make yourself at home,” Ellie says, voice bright, teasing. “My fuck palace is your fuck palace.”

Abby shoots her a glare over her shoulder. “I hate the idea that you say stuff like that and girls still have sex with you.”

"And yet they do!" Ellie grins wider, like she’s already won. "Exhibit A," she says, motioning towards Abby.

The hall is dim, the only light coming from the warm lamp glow spilling out of Ellie’s room like something half-inviting, half-dangerous. Abby steps in, eyes adjusting, and takes a slow breath before lowering herself to sit on the edge of the bed. Her hands rest on her thighs, fingers flexing.

The mattress gives under her weight, too soft. Too intimate. She feels her heart kicking up again, that old instinct screaming to retreat, to reassert control, to not fall into whatever this is—this mess, this heat, this girl.

Ellie watches her, leaning in the doorway like she’s seen this kind of hesitation before. Like she knows exactly what to do with it. She walks over with all the ease of someone who’s never second-guessed a single goddamn thing in her life, and when she stops between Abby’s knees, that cocky smirk is already blooming. “You’re nervous,” she says, mock-sweet. “That’s adorable.”

Abby scowls. “I’m not nervous.”

Ellie arches a brow. “You sure? Sitting there like you’ve never been in a bedroom before.”

“Shut up,” Abby mutters, but she doesn’t move. Not even when Ellie leans in, palms on either side of her thighs, close enough that Abby can smell her skin, the lazy linger of laundry detergent and sleep. And then Ellie’s kissing her. No hesitation, no question. There is only warm lips and wicked tongue and soft hands tugging her forward by the front of her shirt like she belongs closer.

Abby groans into it, caught off guard by the rush that slams into her chest, that pools hot in her belly. She kisses back harder, tilts her chin, grips Ellie’s hip like she can anchor herself there. But then Ellie pulls back with a breathless little laugh, eyes shining.

“Y'know, Anderson,” she says, smug and breathy. “Didn’t know you were that into me.”

Abby huffs, cheeks flushed. “You’re unbearable.”

Ellie grins. “That's not a very nice way to talk to someone who's about to be fucking you.”

Abby doesn’t bother replying. She stands instead, all tense muscles and simmering heat, and before Ellie can get another word in, Abby grabs her by the waist and lifts just enough to toss her backward onto the bed with a soft oomph. Ellie sprawls across the sheets, laughing as she props herself up on her elbows.

“Well damn,” she says. “And here I thought you'd be all cute and willing. Gonna make me work for it, huh?”

Abby shrugs, nonchalant, even though her heart’s doing parkour in her chest. “Of course.”

Ellie watches her with something greedy in her gaze as Abby reaches for the waistband of her sweats and drags them down her legs in one smooth motion, leaving herself in just her tank and a pair of dark briefs.

She doesn’t miss the way Ellie’s eyes track her every movement, like she’s cataloging everything, like she’s been waiting for this moment with an aching kind of patience. She's sitting fully up now, legs criss-crossed. Abby climbs onto the bed, slow and heavy, not yet sure if she's down to surrender.

They’re barely settled before the next argument sparks — natural, inevitable.

“Lie down,” Abby says, nudging Ellie’s hip.

“You lie down,” Ellie counters, shifting her weight just to be stubborn.

Abby gives her a look. “Why would I—?”

“Because I’m trying to eat you out, dumbass.”

Abby’s mouth opens. Closes. Opens again.

Ellie grins, teeth sharp in the low light. “What? You want your pussy ate or not?”

Abby groans and drops her head back against the pillow. “You’re so fucking annoying.”

But she lays back anyway.

Because she does, in fact, want that.

Ellie’s hands are warm on Abby’s thighs, fingers spread wide, thumbs brushing along the inside like she’s mapping out every inch. Abby's breath hitches without her permission, chest rising and falling with a rhythm that’s already offbeat.

Abby watches shamelessly as Ellie drapes herself between her legs like it’s her natural habitat. And maybe it is. Maybe this is where Ellie Williams thrives: with her face buried between a girl’s thighs.

“You can relax, you know,” Ellie murmurs, mouth grazing the inside of Abby’s knee, voice all soft provocation. “I haven’t even touched you yet.”

“You actually haven't stopped touching me,” Abby grumbles, breath catching again as Ellie presses a lingering kiss higher.

“You know what I mean,” Ellie says, smiling against her skin.

She doesn’t rush. She works slowly, like she wants to savor it, like she’s giving Abby every opportunity to bail. Eventually her thumbs hook under the waistband of Abby’s briefs, and she glances up.

“Good?”

Abby grits her teeth and nods once. “Hurry up.”

“Bossy,” Ellie mutters, but she's grinning. She peels the briefs down slowly, watches the way Abby shifts, how her breath gets shakier with each inch of skin exposed. Then Ellie tosses them somewhere off the bed and lowers herself fully, shoulders braced under Abby’s thighs.

The first swipe of her tongue is gentle, exploratory. Just a taste. But it’s enough to make Abby jolt, her spine arching slightly off the mattress as a low sound escapes her throat. Ellie hums, pleased, and licks again. And again. Until Abby’s head falls back and her hand finds the sheets, twisting them tight around her fingers.

Ellie’s mouth is warm, steady, methodical. She kisses and sucks like she’s trying to prove something. She's always trying to prove something. She knows exactly what she’s doing, and Abby, for all her pride and restraint, can’t fucking hide it.

Her breathing grows uneven, soft curses slipping through clenched teeth. Her thighs twitch under Ellie’s grip, and when Ellie slips her tongue a little deeper, curling it just right, Abby moans. Low and sharp, involuntary.

Ellie pulls back just slightly, lips slick and smug. “That was a very pretty noise.”

Abby exhales hard through her nose, scowling up at the ceiling. “Keep going or I’m going to wring your neck.”

“You could say please,” Ellie teases, already dragging her tongue in a slow, deliberate stripe back up. She pauses just before reaching her again, hovering like she's waiting.

Abby lets out a sharp, frustrated noise and lifts her head just enough to shoot her a glare. “Ellie.”

“God, I love when you say my name like that.” Her voice drops, thick with satisfaction, and then—without warning—she sinks two fingers into Abby, slow but certain. Abby gasps, the sound raw and sharp, catching in her throat like it surprised even her.

Ellie kisses just above her clit, then settles back in without preamble—tongue and fingers working in tandem, slow and deep and mercilessly steady. Abby’s hips begin to rock into her mouth, chasing every inch of contact, every spark of friction. There’s no shame in it anymore. No hesitation. Just need.

Her breathing goes uneven, then ragged soft, broken sounds pouring out of her, interspersed with the occasional gasp whenever Ellie changes her angle or pressure. It’s good, so good, but it’s not enough.

Ellie knows that. Of course she does.

She keeps slowing down just as Abby teeters close to the edge, pulling back with a deliberate drag of her tongue or easing the pressure of her fingers by the smallest, most maddening degree. Abby doesn’t even have to look to know Ellie’s smiling—smirking—because every time she forces another frustrated sound out of her, it only feeds her.

“Stop fucking around,” Abby growls, reaching down and fisting a hand in Ellie’s hair to tug her up. The sudden movement earns her a surprised little sound, and that smug grin still lingers at the corners of Ellie’s mouth.

“I’m gonna go home. Swear to god.”

Ellie just laughs, soft and low, her eyes half-lidded with heat. “No, you’re not.” She drops her gaze again, presses a kiss to the inside of Abby’s thigh, then ghosts her lips over her clit so lightly it’s more suggestion than touch. When her eyes lift again, they’re molten. “You know, I still haven’t heard you say please.”

Abby doesn’t respond. Instead, she tightens her thighs around Ellie’s shoulders, hooks her legs underneath to trap her, and flips them in one smooth motion. Ellie lets out an indignant squeak, cut off by a breathless laugh as she lands flat on her back.

Abby keeps her pinned, thighs pressing firm against Ellie’s arms, holding her exactly where she wants her. She leans forward, panting, flushed, hovering above Ellie’s face.

“This okay?” she asks, voice low and shaken but sure.

Ellie looks up at her with wide, wild eyes, pupils blown and mouth parted in awe. Her breath stutters before she grins and nods almost frantically.

“Shit. You’re so fucking hot.”

Abby watches that look in Ellie’s eyes shifts from want into hunger, pupils dilating so wide they nearly swallow the green. And then, without breaking her gaze, she sinks down.

Ellie moans into it, the sound muffled and desperate. Her arms twitch, instinctively trying to rise, to reach for Abby’s hips, her thighs, anything. But they’re still pinned by the weight of Abby’s legs, useless. Trapped.

Her hands flex against the sheets in frustration.

Abby hums, low and almost sympathetic. “No,” she says, steady, breath catching just slightly as she adjusts her weight and rolls her hips down more firmly. “You don’t get to touch.”

Ellie groans, straining again, her fingers curling like she could will them free. She tries to speak, but Abby just tightens her hold and cuts her off with a slow grind of her hips, smearing slick across Ellie’s mouth, her chin, her nose.

“You had your chance,” Abby says, voice thinner now, a little frayed around the edges. “You fucked around.”

She drags herself forward, slow and deliberate, rides Ellie’s face from tongue to chin to nose, then back again, chasing the contact, the edge, the pressure.

Ellie’s tongue is relentless, mouth open wide, licking and sucking like she’s starved. Her eyes roll and flutter shut, hands still pinned, but she arches up as much as she can beneath Abby’s weight, chasing every movement like it might be the last.

Abby starts panting harder, rhythm faltering as sensation builds, her thighs trembling where they cage Ellie’s head. Her hands grip the headboard behind Ellie for leverage, knuckles white, arms shaking.

“God—fuck, just—” she gasps, jaw slack, hips stuttering forward with less control now, mouth open but too overwhelmed to keep speaking.

Ellie groans into her again, deep and guttural, and that’s all it takes.

Abby comes hard, legs seizing around her, riding through it with long, grinding rolls, burying Ellie in her until her whole body starts to go soft, boneless and spent. She keeps going until it’s too much—until she finally lets herself lift up, barely, and shifts to the side, chest heaving, heart pounding in her ears.

For a long second, neither of them moves. Just the sound of their breathing in the dim room.

Ellie eventually makes a strangled little noise—half whimper, half laughter. “Come here,” she says, pulling Abby in by the back of her head. She slots their mouths together, kisses her sloppy and uncoordinated.

Abby laughs softly into her mouth, grips her by the chin to hold her steady and deepens the kiss. She bites at Ellie's lip, revels in the little gasp that pulls from her.

"So, about that life-changing fucking?" Abby asks, rubbing her hands along Ellie's side.

Ellie grins against Abby’s mouth, eyes glittering with something sharp and dangerous. She pulls away with a final nip to Abby’s bottom lip, then rolls off the bed in one smooth motion. Abby watches her move, lazy and sated but buzzing just under the surface with anticipation.

Ellie digs through the top drawer of her dresser with the kind of frantic determination that makes Abby smile to herself, even as her thighs twitch from exertion.

“Get on your hands and knees,” Ellie says, voice thick and a little rough around the edges as she straps in.

Abby arches an eyebrow but moves anyway, slow and deliberate, turning and sinking onto her elbows before lifting herself up onto all fours. Her ass tilts back instinctively, back curved with just enough invitation. “Okay,” she says, soft but not shy, a little amused. “You can have this one.”

She doesn’t say she wants it too. Ellie already knows anyway.

Ellie returns to the bed, kneels behind her, and runs her hands over the backs of Abby’s thighs, up to the swell of her ass. Abby shivers. Then Ellie grabs the base and drags the tip slowly through her folds—slick and ready, teasing without comment.

Abby exhales sharply, pushes back a little without thinking.

And then Ellie’s lining up and sinking in, slow and deep and steady. Abby’s head dips between her shoulders, a long breath spilling out of her mouth as she takes it. It’s thick, the stretch just enough to burn, and Ellie gives her every inch with maddening control.

She pulls all the way out, until just the head stays hooked inside, then thrusts back in with a groan.

Again. And again.

Abby starts meeting her halfway, slamming her hips back with precise force, the wet clap of contact echoing obscenely in the room. Every time Ellie pulls out, Abby follows, chasing the drag and the heat and the friction.

“Fuck, Abby,” Ellie pants, her voice barely holding together. “That’s it. Just like that. You're—shit—you’re so fucking good at this.”

Her pace begins to stutter. She still pulls all the way out each time, but now she drives back in faster, deeper, each thrust more desperate than the last. Abby keeps up, refuses to be passive, her ass bouncing back with a rhythm that leaves Ellie gasping.

“God, you feel...fuck...you feel so good around me.”

Abby hears it in her voice, that telltale tremble, and grins despite herself.

“Oh my god,” she laughs breathlessly, “you’re about to come already, aren’t you?”

Ellie lets out a strangled noise and tries to slow her hips, to pull herself back from the edge, but Abby can feel the twitch in her rhythm, the way her hands scrabble at her waist now like she needs to hold on or she’ll fall apart.

“So much for life-changing,” Abby teases.

Ellie keens. “Shut up, I—god, it’s your fault. You’re so—fuck, you’re too hot, taking it too good—”

The praise goes straight through her. Abby makes a sound dangerously close to a giggle, a new wave of arousal soaking her thighs.

“Yeah?” she says. “Then keep fucking me. I don’t care if you come. Don’t care if you’re sensitive. You better not fucking stop.”

Ellie sobs something incoherent and tries. She really tries.

But she only manages a few more thrusts before she’s coming, hips jerking out of rhythm, her moan muffled against Abby’s shoulder as she collapses forward, arms trembling with the effort to keep moving.

Abby doesn’t let her rest. She reaches back, grips Ellie by the thigh, and starts grinding back against her with purpose.

“You’re not done,” she growls. “Come on, babe. Give me more.”

Ellie whimpers but obeys, her whole body shaking as she starts moving again—slower, uneven now, her hips stuttering with overstimulation, but she doesn’t stop.

“Fuck, that’s it,” Abby pants. “Good girl. Just like that.”

Ellie’s a mess—sweat-damp and flushed, brow furrowed like she’s on the edge of breaking.

Eventually Abby takes pity on her.

She pushes Ellie down onto her back, straddles her, and sinks back onto the strap in one smooth movement. Ellie moans so loud it breaks into a sob, arms flung out above her as Abby starts to ride.

There’s no teasing now. No pretense. Abby fucks herself on Ellie’s cock with single-minded focus, her rhythm relentless, using her like a toy like a gift. She chases her own pleasure with a growing hunger, her pace building and building until it crests into something loud and breathtaking and final.

She falls apart with a cry, shuddering and grinding down until it’s too much, everything gone electric and raw beneath her skin.

Ellie can only lie there, stunned, dazed, her chest heaving as Abby finally slumps forward, kisses pressed soft into her neck.

“My bad for thinking I could keep up with you,” Ellie mutters, still catching her breath. “You’re a fucking animal, Anderson.”

“Maybe you’d be able to keep up if you stopped skipping practice,” Abby says, voice worn but smug. She pulls back just far enough to meet Ellie’s eyes, grinning. “And wasted less energy trying to start fights with me.”

“What can I say? I like it when you get angry.” Ellie shrugs beneath her, the movement lazy and loose. “I also like that I’m the only one who can get you there. Takes me on a real power trip.”

Abby rolls her eyes. “There’s definitely something very wrong with you.”

That punches a laugh out of Ellie—quiet and bright and completely unguarded. “You’re the one trying to lecture me while I’m still inside you.”

Abby snorts and slowly eases off of her, limbs wobbly. “Not my fault you’re too slow to pull out.”

“Rude,” Ellie mutters, but she’s still grinning, stretching her arms up over her head like a cat, then watching Abby from beneath her lashes.

“Hey,” she says, quieter this time, still a little breathless. “We gonna do this again?”

Abby glances over her shoulder, already halfway to the bathroom, and raises an eyebrow. “You mean the part where I throw you around or the part where I do everything myself while you whine?”

Ellie grabs a pillow and throws it at her—it misses by a mile.

Abby catches it anyway, tucks it under her arm, and softens just a little. “Yeah,” she says, quieter. “We are.”

Ellie’s smile goes crooked—pleased but almost surprised—and she sits up, stretching again before starting to clean herself up. “Cool,” she says, trying not to sound too eager as she pulls off the harness and grabs a towel. “You wanna stay the night?”

Abby looks over at her, eyes narrowed like she’s trying to decide if it’s a trap. But there’s something easy in Ellie’s face now. Open. Undemanding.

“Yeah,” Abby says again, after a beat. “I’ll stay.”

Ellie doesn’t wait. The second Abby slides back into bed, Ellie is on her, dragging her into a tangle of limbs and blankets, pressing her face into the crook of Abby’s neck like she’s been waiting all night for the excuse.

Abby lets herself be pulled in, arms wrapping around Ellie’s waist, their legs knotting together under the covers.

The room falls quiet except for the slowing cadence of their breathing. Ellie relaxes all at once, like a thread’s been cut, and Abby feels it in the way her muscles go slack against her, the way her fingers curl into Abby’s side just once before going still.

It doesn’t take long before they’re both asleep like that—tangled up, held close, warm.

-

The morning light cuts a soft, golden slant across the room, and Abby moves through it quietly, careful not to wake Ellie as she pulls her shirt back over her head. Her pants are found somewhere at the foot of the bed, so she grabs those next, hopping on one foot as she slides them on, grimacing when her ankle nearly catches on the hem.

The bed shifts behind her, the blankets rustling.

“Where you goin’?” Ellie’s voice is thick with sleep, scratchy and half-muffled by the pillow.

Abby turns just enough to glance at her over her shoulder. Ellie’s still sprawled where she left her, tangled in the sheets like a shipwreck victim, hair a wild halo around her head. One eye open. Barely.

“I’ve got class,” Abby says, voice low. “Shouldn’t even be up this late, honestly.”

Ellie stretches one arm out, palm open. “Just five more minutes.”

Abby rolls her eyes but crosses back to the bed anyway, bending to press a kiss to Ellie’s forehead. Ellie tries to catch her by the back of the neck, dragging her in for a proper kiss, but Abby dodges it, pulling away with a smirk.

“You’re evil,” Ellie grumbles, reaching again, a little more persistent.

Abby leans in just enough to let their lips brush, then pulls back before it can deepen. "You're surprisingly domesticated."

Ellie lets out a wounded little whine that punches straight through Abby’s chest.

“Don’t do that,” she murmurs, eyes flicking over Ellie’s face. “You’re gonna make me skip.”

“So?” Ellie mutters, curling deeper into the blankets. “You already know I’m worth it.”

Abby snorts but can’t help the soft little smile that tugs at her mouth. “Idiot,” she says under her breath as she grabs her bag and makes for the door.

She slips out quietly, pulling the door shut behind her, and heads for the front entrance. But as she crosses the living room and nears the kitchen, she hears her name.

“Abby?”

She freezes mid-step.

There, standing in the kitchen with a mug of coffee and a single raised eyebrow, is Dina.

Abby goes pink immediately.

“Hey, Captain,” Dina says with a smirk, leaning against the counter like she’s been waiting. “What are you doing sneaking out of my house?”

Abby flounders. “I...I wasn’t sneaking. I was just—uh, Ellie said I could crash—”

Dina sips her coffee with the air of someone watching a really good show.

“We were hanging out,” Abby blurts. “Studying. I mean, we had to study. Ellie had to study and I was helping her...study, that is.”

Dina nods solemnly. “Right. Studying. At one a.m.”

“I—” Abby makes a noise like a laugh, then huffs out a sigh. “You’re gonna make this weird, aren’t you?”

“Not at all,” Dina says sweetly. “You’re doing a great job all on your own.”

Abby groans and starts edging toward the door. “Bye, Dina.”

“See you at practice, Captain.” Dina raises her mug in a toast.

Abby walks faster.

[nondelphic]

"just write a little every day" ok but what if i write nothing for 3 weeks and then suddenly type like i’m being hunted by god

[rae-butter]

Honestly, I love it when characters relapse. When someone who’s gotten over their anger issues falls into a situation so out of their depth they fall back on their old habits. When someone who’s learned to open up becomes a recluse again in order to cope with something outside their control.

There’s just something so horrible, so toxic, about watching a character grow and then slip back into their old selves in order to cope, bc you know they still care, that they’re the same inside, but watching them hurt so hard they don’t know what else to do brings a sense of catharsis.

[beaft]

it is legit bizarre to me how hard video game creators and film directors and showrunners try to pretend that fat people don't exist. can you think of the last time you saw a fat person in a lead role? god forbid a fat woman? i can walk down the street or go into a shop or restaurant and see fat people everywhere but then i switch on the tv and suddenly it's like a glimpse into an alternate universe where no one has a bmi over 24. insidious and weird

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

You're just not toxic enough.

[thewordsarestuckinmyhead]

me when the plot won't plot like it should

[bubblesthecow]

Watching Star Wars in chronological order is so funny.

Obi-Wan Kenobi really took one look at R2D2 in the middle of the desert and said “No, Luke, I’ve never seen this fucking droid in my life. Looks like a real bitch though. Not that I’d know. This is my first time meeting the asshole.”

No one in that whole franchise was Gatekeep-Gasslight-Girlbossing quite like “Ben” Kenobi, regular human-man.

[spikedfearn]

Mercy Made Flesh

one-shot

Remmick x fem!reader

summary: In the heat-choked hush of the Mississippi Delta, you answer a knock you swore would never come. Remmick—unaging, unholy, unforgettable—returns to collect what was promised. What follows is not romance, but ritual. A slow, sensual surrender to a hunger older than the Trinity itself.

wc: 13.1k

a/n: Listen. I didn’t mean to simp for Vampire Jack O’Connell—but here we are. I make no apologies for letting Remmick bite first and ask questions never. Thank you to my bestie Nat (@kayharrisons) for beta reading and hyping me up, without her this fic wouldn't exist, everyone say thank you Nat!

warnings: vampirism, southern gothic erotica, blood drinking as intimacy, canon-typical violence, explicit sexual content, oral sex (f!receiving), first time, bloodplay, biting, marking, monsterfucking (soft edition), religious imagery, devotion as obsession, gothic horror vibes, worship kink, consent affirmed, begging, dirty talk, gentle ruin, haunting eroticism, power imbalance, slow seduction, soul-binding, immortal x mortal, he wants to keep her forever, she lets him, fem!reader, second person pov, 1930s mississippi delta, house that breathes, you will be fed upon emotionally & literally

tags: @xhoneymoonx134

likes, comments, and reblogs appreciated! please enjoy

Mississippi Delta, 1938

The heat hadn’t broken in days.

Not even after sunset, when the sky turned the color of old bruises and the crickets started singing like they were being paid to. It was the kind of heat that soaked into the floorboards, that crept beneath your thin cotton slip and clung to your back like sweat-slicked hands. The air was syrupy, heavy with magnolia and something murkier—soil, maybe. River water. Something that made you itch beneath your skin.

Your cottage sat just outside the edge of town, past the schoolhouse where you spent your days sorting through ledgers and lesson plans that no one but you ever really seemed to care about. It was modest—two rooms and a porch, set back behind a crumbling white-picket fence and swallowed by trees that whispered in the dark. A little sanctuary tucked into the Delta, surrounded by cornfields, creeks, and ghosts.

The kind of place a person could disappear if they wanted to. The kind of place someone could find you…if they were patient enough.

You stood in front of the sink, rinsing out a chipped enamel cup, your hands moving automatically. The oil lamp on the kitchen table flickered with each breath of wind slipping through the cracks in the warped window frame. A cicada screamed in the distance, then another, and then the whole world was humming in chorus.

And beneath it—beneath the cicadas, and the wind, and the nightbirds—you felt something shift.

A quiet. Too quiet.

You turned your head. Listened harder.

Nothing.

Not even the frogs.

Your hand paused in the dishwater. Fingers trembling just a little. It wasn’t like you to be spooked by the dark. You’d grown up in it. Learned to make friends with shadows. Learned not to flinch when things moved just out of sight.

But this?

This was different.

It was as if the night was holding its breath.

And then—

Knock. Knock. Knock.

Not loud. Not frantic. But final.

Your body went stiff. The cup slipped beneath the water and bumped the side of the basin with a hollow clink.

No one ever came this far out after sundown. No one but—

You shook your head, almost hard enough to rattle something loose.

No.

He was gone. That part of your life was buried.

You made sure of it.

Still, your bare feet moved toward the door like they weren’t yours. Soft against the creaky wood. Slow. You reached for the small revolver you kept in the drawer beside the door frame, thumbed the hammer back.

Your hand rested on the knob.

Another knock. This time, softer.

Almost...polite.

The porch light had been dead for weeks, so you couldn’t see who was waiting on the other side. But the air—something in the air—told you.

It was him.

You didn’t answer. Not right away.

You stood there with your palm flat against the rough wood, your forehead nearly touching it too—eyes shut, breath shallow. The air on the other side didn’t stir like it should’ve. No footfalls creaking the porch. No shuffle of boots on sun-bleached planks. Just stillness. Waiting.

And underneath your ribs, something began to ache. Something you hadn’t let yourself feel in years.

You didn’t know his name, not back then. You only knew his eyes—gold in the shadows. Red when caught in the light. Like a firelight in the dark. Like a blood red moon through stained-glass windows.

And his voice. Low. Dragging vowels like syrup. A Southern accent that didn’t come from any map you’d ever seen—older than towns, older than state lines. A voice that had told you, seven years ago, with impossible calm:

"You’ll know when it’s time."

You knew. Your hands trembled against your sides. But you didn’t back away. Some part of you knew how useless running would be.

The knob beneath your hand felt cold. Too cold for Mississippi in August.

You turned it.

The door opened slow, hinges whining like they were trying to warn you. You stepped back instinctively—just one step—and then he was there.

Remmick.

Still tall, still lean in that devastating way—like his body was carved from something hard and mean, but shaped to tempt. He wore a crisp white shirt rolled to the elbows, suspenders hanging loose from his hips, and trousers that looked far too clean for a man who walked through the dirt. His hair was messy in that intentional way, brown and swept back like he’d been running hands through it all night. Stubble lined his sharp jaw, catching the lamplight just so.

But it was his face that rooted you to the floor. That hollowed out your breath.

Still young. Still wrong.

Not a wrinkle, not a scar. Not a mark of time. He hadn’t aged a day.

And his eyes—oh, God, his eyes.

They caught the lamp behind you and lit up red, bright and glinting, like the embers of a dying fire. Not human. Not even pretending.

"Hello, dove."

His voice curled into your bones like cigarette smoke. You didn’t answer. You couldn’t.

You hated how your body reacted.

Hated that you could still feel it—like something old and molten stirring between your thighs, a flicker of the same heat you’d felt that night in the alley, back when you were too desperate to care what kind of creature answered your prayer.

He looked you over once. Not with hunger. With certainty. Like he already knew how this would end. Like he already owned you.

"You remember, don’t you?" he asked.

"I came to collect."

And your voice—when it finally came—was little more than a whisper.

"You can’t be real."

That smile. That slight twitch at the corner of his mouth. Wolfish. Slow.

"You promised."

You wanted to shut the door. Slam it. Deadbolt it. But your hand didn’t move.

Remmick didn’t step forward, not yet. He stood just outside the threshold, framed by night and cypress trees and the distant flicker of heat lightning beyond the fields. The air around him pulsed with something old—older than the land, older than you, older than anything you could name.

He tilted his head the way animals do, watching you, letting the silence thicken like molasses between you.

"Still living out here all on your own," he murmured, gaze drifting over your shoulders, into the small, tidy kitchen behind you. "Hung your laundry on the line this morning. Blue dress, lace hem. Favorite one, ain’t it?"

Your stomach clenched. That dress hadn’t seen a neighbor’s eye all week.

"You've been watching me," you said, your voice low, unsure if it was accusation or realization.

"I’ve been waiting," he said. "Not the same thing."

You swallowed hard. Your breath caught in your throat like a thorn. The wind shifted, and you caught the faintest trace of something—dried tobacco, smoke, rain-soaked dirt, and beneath it, the iron-sweet tinge of blood.

Not fresh. Not violent. Just…present. Like it lived in him.

"I paid my debt," you whispered.

"No, you survived it," he said, stepping up onto the first board of the porch. The wood didn’t creak beneath his weight. "And that’s only half the bargain."

He still hadn’t crossed the threshold.

The stories came back to you, the ones whispered by old women with trembling hands and ash crosses pressed to their doorways—vampires couldn’t enter unless invited. But you hadn’t invited him, not this time.

"You don’t have permission," you said.

He smiled, eyes flashing red again.

"You gave it, seven years ago."

Your breath hitched.

"I was a girl," you said.

"You were desperate," he corrected. "And honest. Desperation makes people honest in ways they can’t be twice. You knew what you were offering me, even if you didn’t understand it. Your promise had teeth."

The wind pushed against your back, as if urging you forward.

Remmick stepped closer, just enough for the shadows to kiss the line of his throat, the hollow of his collarbone. His voice dropped, intimate now—dragging across your skin like a fingertip behind the ear.

"You asked for a miracle. I gave it to you. And now I’m here for what’s mine."

Your heart thudded violently in your chest.

"I didn’t think you’d come."

"That’s the thing about monsters, dove." He leaned down, lips almost grazing the curve of your jaw. "We always do."

And then—

He stepped back.

The wind stopped.

The night fell quiet again, like the world had paused just to watch what you’d do next.

"I’ll wait out here till you’re ready," he said, turning toward the swing on your porch and settling into it like he had all the time in the world. "But don’t make me knock twice. Wouldn’t be polite."

The swing groaned beneath him as it rocked gently, back and forth.

You stood there frozen in the doorway, one bare foot still inside the house, the other brushing the edge of the porch.

You’d made a promise.

And he was here to keep it.

The door stayed open. Just enough for the night to reach inside.

You didn’t move.

Your body stood still but your mind wandered—back to that night in the alley, to the smell of blood and piss and riverwater, your knees soaked in your brother’s lifeblood as you screamed for help that never came. Except it did. It came in the shape of a man who didn’t breathe, didn’t blink, didn’t make promises the way mortals did.

It came in the shape of him.

You thought time would wash it away. That the years would smooth the edges of his voice in your memory, dull the sharpness of his presence. But now, with him just outside your door, it all returned like a fever dream—hot, all-consuming, too real to outrun.

You turned away from the threshold, slowly, carefully, as if the floor might cave in under you. Your hands trembled as you reached for the oil lamp on the table, adjusting the flame lower until it flickered like a dying heartbeat.

The silence behind you dragged, deep and waiting. He didn’t speak again. Didn’t call for you.

He didn’t have to.

You moved through the house in slow circles. Touching things. Straightening them. Folding a dishcloth. Setting a book back on the shelf, even though you’d already read it twice. You tried to pretend you weren’t thinking about the man on your porch. But the heat of him pressed against the back of your mind like a hand.

You could feel him out there. Not just physically—but in you, somehow. Like the air had shifted around his shape, and the longer he lingered, the more your body remembered what it had felt like to stand in front of something not quite human and still want.

You passed the mirror in the hallway and paused.

Your reflection looked undone. Not in the way your hair had fallen from its pin, or the flush across your cheeks, but deeper—like something inside you had been cracked open. You touched your own throat, right where you imagined his mouth might go.

No bite.

Not yet.

But you swore you could feel phantom teeth.

You went back to the door, holding your breath, and looked at him through the screen.

He hadn’t moved. He sat on the swing, one leg stretched out, the other bent lazily beneath him, arms slung across the backrest like he’d always belonged there. A cigarette burned between two fingers, the tip flaring orange as he dragged from it. The scent of it hit you—rich, earthy, and somehow foreign, like something imported from a place no longer on the map.

He didn’t look at you right away.

Then, slowly, he did.

Red eyes caught yours.

He smiled, small and slow, like he was reading a page of you he’d already memorized.

"Thought you’d shut the door by now," he said.

"I should have," you answered.

"But you didn’t."

His voice curled into the quiet.

You stepped out onto the porch, barefoot, the boards warm beneath your soles. He didn’t move to greet you. He didn’t rise. He just watched you walk toward him like he’d been watching in dreams you never remembered having.

The swing groaned as you sat down beside him, a careful space between you.

His shoulder brushed yours.

You stared straight ahead, out into the night. A mist was beginning to rise off the distant fields. The moon hung low and orange like a wound in the sky.

Somewhere in the bayou, a whippoorwill called, long and mournful.

"How long have you been watching me?" you asked.

"Since before you knew to look."

"Why now?"

He turned toward you. His voice was velvet-wrapped iron.

"Because now…you’re ripe for the pickin’.”

You didn’t remember falling asleep.

One moment you were on the porch beside him, listening to the slow groan of the swing and the way the crickets held their breath when he exhaled, the next you were waking in your bed, the sheets tangled around your legs like they were trying to hold you down.

The house was too quiet.

No birdsong. No creak of the windmill out back. No rustle of the sycamores that scraped against your bedroom window on stormy nights.

Just stillness.

And scent.

It clung to the cotton of your nightdress. Tobacco smoke, sweat, rain. Him.

You sat up slowly, pressing your hand to your chest. Your heart thudded like it was trying to remember who it belonged to. The lamp beside your bed had burned down to a stub. A trickle of wax curled like a vein down the side of the glass.

Your mouth tasted like smoke and guilt. Your thighs ached in that low, humming way—though you couldn’t say why. Nothing had happened. Not really.

But something had changed.

You felt it under your skin, in the place where blood meets breath.

The floor was cool under your feet as you moved. You didn’t dress. Just pulled a robe over your slip and stepped into the hallway. The house felt heavier than usual, thick with the ghost of his presence. Every corner held a whisper. Every shadow a shape.

You opened the front door.

The porch was empty.

The swing still rocked gently, as if someone had only just stood up from it.

A folded piece of paper lay on the top step, weighted down by a smooth river stone.

You picked it up with trembling hands.

Come.

That was all it said. One word. But it rang through your bones like gospel. Like a vow.

You looked out across the field. A narrow dirt road stretched beyond the tree line, overgrown but clear. You’d never dared follow it. That road didn’t belong to you.

It belonged to him.

And now…so did you.

You didn’t bring anything with you.

Not a suitcase. Not a shawl. Not a Bible tucked under your arm for comfort.

Just yourself.

And the road.

The hem of your slip was already damp by the time you reached the edge of the field. Dew clung to your ankles like cold fingers, and the earth was soft beneath your feet—fresh from last night’s storm, the kind that never really breaks the heat, only deepens it. The moon had gone down, but the sky was beginning to bruise with that blue-black ink that comes before sunrise. Everything smelled like wet grass, magnolia, and the faint rot of old wood.

The path curved, narrowing as it passed through trees that leaned in too close. Their branches kissed above you like they were whispering secrets into each other’s leaves. Spanish moss hung like veils from the oaks, dripping silver in the fading dark. It made the world feel smaller. Quieter. As if you were walking into something sacred—or something doomed.

A crow cawed once in the distance. Sharp. Hollow. You didn’t flinch.

There was no sound of wheels. No car waiting. Just the road and the fog and the promise you'd made.

And then you saw it.

The house.

Tucked deep in the grove, half-swallowed by vines and time, it rose like a memory from the earth. A decaying plantation, left to rot in the wet belly of the Delta. Its bones were still beautiful—white columns streaked with black mildew, a grand porch that sagged like a mouth missing teeth, shuttered windows with iron latches rusted shut. Ivy grew up the sides like it was trying to strangle the place. Or maybe protect it.

You stood there at the edge of the clearing, breath caught in your throat.

He’d brought you here.

Or maybe he’d always been here. Waiting. Dreaming of the moment you’d return to him without even knowing it.

A shape moved behind one of the upstairs curtains. Quick. Barely there.

You didn’t run.

Your bare foot found the first step.

It groaned like it recognized you.

The door was already open.

Not wide—just enough for you to know it had been waiting.

And you stepped inside.

The air inside was colder.

Not the kind of cold that came from breeze or shade—but from stillness, from the absence of sun and time. A hush so thick it felt like you were walking underwater. Like the house had held its breath for decades and only now began to exhale.

Dust spiraled in the faint light seeping through fractured windows, casting soft halos through the dark. The wooden floor beneath your feet was warped and groaning, but clean. Not in any natural sense—there was no broom that had touched these boards. No polish or soap.

But it had been kept.

The air didn’t smell like rot or mildew. It smelled like cedar. Like old leather. And deeper beneath that, like him.

He hadn’t lit any lamps.

Just the fireplace, burning low, glowing embers pulsing orange-red at the back of a cavernous hearth. The flame danced shadows across the faded wallpaper, peeling in long strips like dead skin. A high-backed chair faced the fire, velvet blackened from age, its silhouette looming like something alive.

You swallowed, lips dry, and stepped further in.

Your voice didn’t carry. It didn’t even try.

Remmick was nowhere in sight.

But he was here.

You could feel him in the walls, in the way the house seemed to lean closer with every step you took.

You passed through the parlor, past a dusty grand piano with one ivory key cracked down the middle. Past oil portraits too old to make out, their eyes blurred with time. Past a single vase of dried wildflowers, colorless now, but carefully arranged.

You paused in the doorway to the drawing room, your hand resting lightly on the frame.

A whisper of air moved behind you.

Then—

A hand.

Not grabbing. Not harsh. Just the light press of fingers against the small of your back, palm flat and warm through the thin cotton of your slip.

You froze.

He was behind you.

So close you could feel his breath at your neck. Not warm, not cold—just present. Like wind through a crack in the door. Like the memory of a touch before it lands.

His voice was low, close to your ear.

"You came."

You didn’t answer.

"You always would have."

You wanted to say no. Wanted to deny it. But you stood there trembling under his hand, your heartbeat so loud you were sure he could hear it.

Maybe that was why he smiled.

He stepped around you slowly, letting his fingers graze the side of your waist as he moved. His eyes glinted red in the firelight, catching on you like a flame drawn to dry kindling.

He looked at you like he was already undressing you.

Not your clothes—your will.

And it was already unraveling.

You’d suspected he wasn’t born of this soil.

Not just because of the way he moved—like he didn’t quite belong to gravity—but because of the way he spoke. Like time hadn’t worn the edges off his words the way it had with everyone else. His voice curled around vowels like smoke curling through keyholes. Rich and low, but laced with something older. Something foreign. Something that made the hair at the nape of your neck rise when he spoke too softly, too close.

He didn’t speak like a man from the Delta.

He spoke like something older than it.

Older than the country. Maybe older than God.

Remmick stopped in front of you, lit only by firelight.

His eyes had dulled from red to something deeper—like old garnet held to a candle. His shirt was open at the collar now, suspenders hanging slack, the buttons on his sleeves rolled to his elbows. His forearms were dusted with faint scars that looked like they had stories. His skin was pale in the glow, but not lifeless. He looked like marble warmed by touch.

He studied you for a long time.

You weren’t sure if it was your face he was reading, or something beneath it. Something you couldn’t hide.

"You look just like your mother," he said finally.

Your breath caught.

"You knew her?"

A soft smirk curled at the corner of his mouth.

"I’ve known a lot of people, dove. I just never forget the ones with your blood."

You didn’t ask what he meant. Not yet.

There was something heavy in his tone—something laced with memory that stretched back far further than it should. You had guessed, years ago, in the sleepless weeks after that alleyway miracle, that he was not new to this world. That his youth was a trick of the skin. A lie worn like a mask.

You’d read every folklore book you could get your hands on. Every whisper of vampire lore scratched into the margins of ledgers, stuffed between church hymnals, scribbled on the backs of newspapers.

Some said they aged. Slowly. Elegantly.

Others said they didn’t age at all. That they existed outside time. Beyond it.

You didn’t know how old Remmick was.

But something in your bones told you the truth.

Five hundred. Six hundred, maybe more.

A man who remembered empires. A man who had watched cities rise and burn. Who had danced in plague-slick ballrooms and kissed queens before they were beheaded. A man who had lived so long that names no longer mattered. Only debts. And blood.

And you’d given him both.

He stepped closer now, slow and deliberate.

"Yer heart’s gallopin’ like it thinks I’m here to take it."

You flinched. Not because he was wrong. But because he was right.

"You said you didn’t want my blood," you whispered.

"I don’t." He tilted his head. "Not yet."

"Then what do you want?"

His smile didn’t reach his eyes.

"You."

He said it like it was a simple thing. Like the rain wanting the river. Like the grave wanting the body.

You swallowed hard.

"Why me?"

His gaze dragged down your frame, unhurried, like a man admiring a painting he’d stolen once and hidden from the world.

"Because you belong to me. You gave yourself freely. No bargain’s ever tasted so sweet."

Your throat tightened.

"I didn’t know what I was agreeing to."

"You did," he said, softly now, stepping close enough that his chest nearly brushed yours. "You knew. Your soul knew. Even if your head didn’t catch up."

You opened your mouth to protest, to say something, anything that would push back this slow suffocation of certainty—

But his hand came up to your jaw. Fingers feather-light. Not forcing. Just holding. Just there.

"And you’ve been thinkin’ about me ever since," he said.

Not a question. A statement.

You didn’t answer.

He leaned in, his breath ghosting over your cheek, his voice a rasp against your ear.

"You dream of me, don’t you?"

Your hands trembled at your sides.

"I don’t—"

"You wake wet. Ache in your belly. You don’t know why. But I do."

You let your eyes fall shut, shame burning behind them like fire.

"Fuckin’ knew it," he murmured, almost reverent. "You smell like want, dove. You always have.”

His hand didn’t move. It just stayed there at your jaw, thumb ghosting slow along the hollow beneath your cheekbone. A touch so gentle it made your knees ache. Because it wasn’t the roughness that undid you—it was the restraint.

He could’ve taken.

He didn’t.

Not yet.

His gaze held yours, slow and unblinking, red still smoldering in the center of his irises like the dying core of a flame that refused to go out.

"Say it," he murmured.

Your lips parted, but nothing came.

"I can smell it," he said, voice low, rich as molasses. "Your shame. Your want. You’ve been livin’ like a nun with a beast inside her, and no one knows but me."

You hated how your breath stuttered. Hated more that your thighs pressed together when he said it.

"Why do you talk like that," you whispered, barely able to get the words out, "like you already know what I’m feeling?"

His fingers slid down, grazing the side of your neck, stopping just before the pulse thudding there.

"Because I do."

"That’s not fair."

He smiled, slow and crooked, nothing kind in it.

"No, dove. It ain’t."

You hated him.

You hated how beautiful he was in this light, sleeves rolled, veins prominent in his arms, shirt hanging open just enough to show the faint line of a scar that trailed beneath his collarbone. A body shaped by time, not by vanity. Not perfect. Just true. Like someone carved him for a purpose and let the flaws stay because they made him real.

He looked like sin and the sermon that came after.

Remmick moved closer. You didn’t retreat.

His hand flattened over your sternum now, right above your heartbeat, the warmth of him pressing through the cotton of your slip like it meant to seep in. He leaned down, mouth near yours, not kissing, just breathing.

"You gave yourself to me once," he said. "I’m only here to collect the rest."

"You saved my brother."

"I saved you. You just didn’t know it yet."

A shiver rippled down your spine.

His hand moved lower, skimming the curve of your ribs, hovering just at the soft flare of your waist. You could feel the heat rolling off him like smoke from a coalbed. His body didn’t radiate warmth the way a man’s should—but something older. Wilder. Like the earth’s own breath in summer. Like the hush of a storm right before it split the sky.

"And if I tell you no?" you asked, barely more than a breath.

His eyes flicked to yours, unreadable.

"I’ll wait."

You weren’t expecting that.

He smiled again, this time softer, almost cruel in its patience.

"I’ve waited centuries for sweeter things than you. But that don’t mean I won’t keep my hands on you ‘til you change your mind."

"You think I will?"

"You already have."

Your chest rose sharply, breath stung with heat.

"You think this is love?"

He laughed, low and dangerous, the sound curling around your ribs.

"No," he said. "This is hunger. Love comes later."

Then his mouth brushed your jaw—not a kiss, just the graze of lips against skin—and every nerve in your body arched to meet it.

Your knees buckled, barely.

He caught your waist in one hand, steadying you with maddening ease.

"I’m gonna ruin you," he whispered against your throat, his nose dragging lightly along your skin. "But I’ll be so gentle the first time you’ll beg me to do it again."

And God help you—

You wanted him to.

The house didn’t sleep.

Not the way houses were meant to.

It breathed.

The walls exhaled heat and memory, the floors creaked even when no one stepped, and somewhere in the rafters above your room, something paced slowly back and forth, back and forth, like a beast too restless to settle. The kind of place built with its own pulse.

You’d spent the rest of the night—if you could call it that—in a room that wasn’t yours, wearing nothing but a cotton shift and your silence. You hadn’t asked for anything. He hadn’t offered.

The room was spare but not cruel. A basin with a water pitcher. A four-poster bed draped in a netting veil to keep out the bugs—or the ghosts. The mattress was soft. The sheets smelled faintly of cedar, firewood, and something else you didn’t recognize.

Him.

You didn’t undress. You lay on top of the blanket, fingers threaded together over your belly, the thrum of your heartbeat like a second mouth behind your ribs.

Your door had no lock. Just a handle that squeaked if turned. And you hated how many times your eyes flicked toward it. Waiting. Wanting.

But he never came.

And somehow, that was worse.

Morning broke soft and gray through the slatted shutters. The sun didn’t quite reach the corners of the room, and the light that filtered in was the color of dust and river fog.

When you finally stepped out barefoot into the hall, the house was already awake.

There was a scent in the air—coffee. Burned sugar. The faintest curl of cinnamon. Something sizzling in a skillet somewhere.

You followed it.

The kitchen was enormous, all brick hearth and cast iron and a long scarred table in the center with mismatched chairs pushed in unevenly. A window hung open, letting in a breath of swamp air that rustled the lace curtain and kissed your ankles.

Remmick stood at the stove with his back to you, sleeves still rolled to the elbow, suspenders crossed low over his back. His shirt was half-unbuttoned and clung to his sides with the cling of heat and skin. He moved like he didn’t hear you enter.

You knew he had.

He reached for the pan with a towel over his palm and flipped something in the cast iron with a deft flick of the wrist.

"Hope you like sweet," he said, voice thick with morning. "Ain’t got much else."

You didn’t speak. Just stood there in the doorway like a ghost he’d conjured and forgotten about.

He turned.

God help you.

Even like this, barefoot, collar open, hair mussed from sleep or maybe just time—he looked unreal. Like a sin someone had tried to scrub out of scripture but couldn’t quite forget.

"Sleep alright?" he asked.

You gave a small nod.

He looked at you a moment longer. Then—

"Sit down, dove."

You moved toward the table.

His voice followed you, lazy but pointed.

"That’s the wrong chair."

You paused.

He nodded to one at the head of the table—old, high-backed, carved with curling vines and symbols you didn’t recognize.

"That one’s yours now."

You hesitated, then lowered yourself into it slowly. The wood groaned under your weight. The air in the kitchen felt thicker now, tighter.

He brought the plate to you himself.

Two slices of skillet cornbread, golden and glistening with syrup. A few wild strawberries sliced and sugared. A smear of butter melting slow at the center like a pulse.

He set the plate in front of you with a quiet care that felt almost obscene.

"You ain’t gotta eat," he said, leaning against the table beside your chair. "But I like watchin’ you do it."

You picked up the fork.

His eyes stayed on your mouth.

The cornbread was still warm.

Steam curled from it like breath from parted lips. The syrup pooled thick at the edges, dripping off the edge of your fork in slow, amber ribbons. It stuck to your fingers when you touched it. Sweet. Sticky. Sensual.

You brought the first bite to your mouth, slow.

Remmick didn’t speak. He didn’t need to. His eyes tracked the motion like a starving man watching someone else’s feast.

The bite landed soft on your tongue—golden crisp on the outside, warm and tender in the middle, butter melting into every pore. It was perfect. Unreasonably so. And somehow you hated that even more. Because nothing about this should’ve tasted good. Not with him watching you like that. Not with your body still humming from the memory of his voice against your skin.

But you swallowed.

And he smiled.

"Good girl," he murmured.

You froze. The fork paused just above the plate.

"You don’t get to say things like that," you whispered.

"Why not?"

Your fingers tightened around the handle.

"Because it sounds like you earned it."

He chuckled, low and easy. A slow roll of thunder in his chest.

"Think I did. Think I earned every fuckin’ word after draggin’ you out that night and lettin’ you walk away without layin’ a hand on you."

You looked up sharply, heat crawling up your neck.

"You shouldn’t have touched me."

"I didn’t," he said. "But I wanted to. Still do."

Your breath caught.

His knuckles brushed the edge of your plate, slow, casual, like he had all the time in the world to make you squirm.

"And I know you want me to," he added, voice low enough that it coiled under your ribs and settled somewhere molten in your belly.

You pushed the plate away.

He didn’t flinch. Just reached forward and dragged it back in front of you like you hadn’t moved it at all.

"You eat," he said, gentler now. "You need it. House takes more from you than it gives."

You glanced around the kitchen, suddenly uneasy.

"You talk about it like it’s alive."

He gave a slow nod.

"It is. In a way."

"How?"

He looked down at your plate, then back at you.

"You’ll see."

You pushed another bite past your lips, slower this time, aware of the weight of his gaze with every chew, every swallow. You didn’t know why you obeyed. Maybe it was easier than defying him. Maybe it was because some part of you wanted him to keep watching.

When the plate was clean, he reached out and caught your wrist before you could stand.

Not hard. Not even firm. Just…inevitable.

"You full?" he asked, his voice all smoke and sin.

You nodded.

His eyes darkened.

"Then I’ll have my taste next."

Your breath lodged sharp in your throat.

He said it like it meant nothing. Like asking for your pulse was no more intimate than asking for your hand. But there was a glint in his eye—red barely flickering now, but still there—and it told you everything.

He was done pretending.

You didn’t move. Not right away.

His fingers were still wrapped around your wrist, light but unyielding, the pad of his thumb grazing the fragile skin where your pulse drummed loud and frantic. Like it wanted to leap out of your veins and spill into his mouth.

You swallowed hard.

"You said you didn’t want blood."

"I don’t."

"Then what do you want?"

"You."

You watched him now, trying to make sense of what you wanted.

And what terrified you was this—

You didn’t want to run.

You wanted to know how it would feel.

To give something he couldn’t take without permission.

To see if your body could handle the worship of a mouth like his.

Remmick’s other hand came up slow, brushing hair from your cheek, his knuckles rough and reverent.

"You said I smelled like want," you whispered.

"You do."

"What do you smell like?"

He leaned in, mouth near your throat again, his nose dragging along your skin, slow, as if he were drawing in the scent of your soul.

"Rot. Hunger. Regret," he said. "Old things that don’t die right."

You shivered.

"And still I want you," you breathed.

He pulled back just enough to look you in the eyes.

"That’s the worst part, ain’t it?"

You didn’t answer.

Because he was right.

His hand slid down to your elbow, then lower, tracing the curve of your waist through the thin fabric. His touch was warm now, or maybe your body had just given up trying to tell the difference between threat and thrill.

He guided you up from the chair.

Didn’t yank. Didn’t drag.

Just stood and took your hand like a dance was beginning.

"Come with me," he said.

"Where?"

"Somewhere I can kneel."

Your heart stuttered.

He led you through the house, down the long hallway past doorways that watched like eyes. The floor groaned underfoot, the air thickening around your shoulders as he brought you deeper into the home’s belly. You passed portraits whose paint had faded to shadows, velvet drapes drawn tight, mirrors that refused to hold your reflection quite right.

The door at the end of the hall was already open.

Inside, the room was dark.

Just one candle lit, flickering low in a glass jar, its light catching the edges of something silver beside the bed. An old bowl. A cloth. A pair of gloves, yellowed from time.

A ritual.

Not violent.

Intimate.

Remmick turned toward you, his face bare in the soft light. He looked younger. More human. And somehow more dangerous for it.

"Sit," he said.

You sat.

He knelt.

And then his hands found your knees.

His hands rested on your knees like they belonged there. Not demanding. Not prying. Just there. Anchored. Reverent.

The candlelight licked up his jaw, catching in the hollows of his cheeks, the deep shadow beneath his throat. He didn’t look like a man. He looked like a story told by firelight—half-worshipped, half-feared. A sinner in the shape of a saint. Or maybe the other way around.

His thumbs made a slow pass over the inside of your thighs, just above the knee. Barely pressure. Barely touch. The kind of contact that made your breath feel too loud in your chest.

"Yer too quiet," he murmured.

"I don’t know what to say," you whispered back.

His gaze lifted, locking with yours, and in that moment the whole room seemed to still.

"Ya ain’t gotta say a damn thing," he said. "You just need to stay right there and let me show ya what I mean when I say I don’t want yer blood."

Your lips parted, but no sound came.

He leaned in, slow as honey in the heat, until his mouth hovered just above your knee. Then lower. His breath ghosted over your skin, warm and maddening.

You didn’t realize you were holding your breath until he pressed a single kiss just above the bone.

Your lungs stuttered.

His lips trailed higher.

Another kiss.

Then another.

Each one higher than the last, until your legs opened on instinct, until you felt the hem of your slip being eased upward by hands that moved with worshipful patience. Like he wasn’t just undressing you—he was peeling back a veil. Unwrapping something sacred.

"You ever had someone kneel for ya?" he asked, voice rough now. Thicker.

You shook your head.

He smiled like he already knew the answer.

"Good. Let me be the first."

He kissed the inside of your thigh like it meant something. Like you meant something. Like your skin wasn’t just skin, but a prayer he intended to answer with his mouth.

The air was too hot. Your thoughts slid loose from the edges of your mind. All you could do was breathe and feel.

He looked up at you once more, red eyes burning low, and said—

"You gave yerself to me. Let me taste what I already own."

And then he bowed his head, mouth meeting the softest part of you, and the rest of the world disappeared.

His mouth touched you like he’d been dreaming of it for years. Like he’d earned it.

No rush. No hunger. Just that first velvet press of his lips against the tender center of you, reverent and slow, like a kiss to a wound or a confession. He moaned, low and guttural, into your skin—and the sound of it vibrated up through your spine.

He parted you with his thumbs, just enough to taste you deeper. His tongue slipped between folds already slick and aching, and he groaned again, this time with something like gratitude.

"Sweet as I fuckin’ knew you’d be," he rasped, voice hot against your core.

Your hands gripped the edge of the chair. Wood bit into your palms. Your head tipped back, eyes fluttering shut as your thighs trembled around his shoulders.

He didn’t stop.

He licked you with patience, with purpose, like he was reading scripture written between your legs—each flick of his tongue slow and deliberate, every pass perfectly placed, building pressure inside you with maddening precision.

And all the while, he watched you.

When your head dropped forward, you found him staring up at you. Red eyes glowing low, heavy-lidded, mouth glistening, jaw tense with restraint. He looked ruined by the taste of you.

"Look at me," he said. "Wanna see you fall apart on my tongue."

Your breath hitched, hips rocking forward on instinct, chasing his mouth. He growled low and deep in his chest, gripping your thighs tighter.

"That’s it, dove," he murmured. "Don’t run from it. Give it to me."

He flattened his tongue and dragged it slow, then circled the swollen peak of your clit with the tip, teasing you to the edge and pulling back just before it broke.

You whined. Desperate.

He smirked against your cunt.

"You want it?" he asked, voice thick. "Say it."

Your lips barely formed the word—"Please."

He hummed in approval.

Then he devoured you.

No more teasing. No more pacing. Just his mouth fully locked on you, tongue relentless now, lips sealing around your clit while two fingers slid into you with that obscene, perfect pressure that made your body jolt.

You cried out, gasping, your thighs tightening around his head as the world tipped sideways.

"That’s it," he groaned, curling his fingers just right. "Cum f’r me, girl. Let me taste what’s mine."

And when it hit—

It hit like a fever. Like lightning. Like your soul cracked in half and bled straight into his mouth.

You broke with a cry, hips bucking, your fingers tangled in his hair as wave after wave crashed through you.

He didn’t stop. Not until your thighs twitched and your breath came in ragged little sobs, not until your body went limp in his hands.

Then, finally—finally—he pulled back.

His lips were wet. His eyes were feral. And he looked at you like a man who’d just fed.

"You’re fuckin’ divine," he whispered. "And I ain’t even started ruinin’ you yet."

The room pulsed with quiet. The candle flickered low, flame swaying as if it too had held its breath through your unraveling.

Your body felt boneless. Glazed in sweat. Your pulse echoed everywhere—in your wrists, your throat, between your legs where he’d buried his mouth like a man sent to worship. You weren’t sure how long it had been since you’d spoken. Since you’d breathed without shaking.

Remmick still knelt.

His hands were on your thighs, thumbs drawing idle circles into your skin like he couldn’t bear to stop touching you. His head was bowed slightly, but his eyes were on you—watchful, reverent, hungry in a way that had nothing to do with the softness between your legs and everything to do with something older. Something darker.

He looked drunk on you.

You opened your mouth to speak, but your voice caught on the edge of a sigh.

He beat you to it.

"Reckon you know what’s comin’ next," he murmured.

You didn’t answer.

He rose from his knees in one slow, unhurried motion. There was a heaviness to him now, a tension rolling just beneath his skin, like a dam about to split. He reached up with one hand and wiped the corner of his mouth with the back of it—then licked the taste from his thumb like it was honey off the comb.

You watched, breath held tight in your chest.

He stepped closer. You stayed seated, knees still parted, your slip pushed up indecently high, but you didn’t fix it. Didn’t move at all. The heat between your legs hadn’t faded. If anything, it curled deeper now, thicker, laced with something close to fear but not quite.

He stopped in front of you.

Tilted his head slightly.

"How’s yer heart?"

You blinked.

"It’s…fast," you whispered.

He smiled slow. Not mocking. Not soft either.

"Good. I want it fast."

Your throat tightened.

"Why?"

He leaned in, hands bracing on either side of your chair, body boxing you in without touching.

"‘Cause I want yer blood screamin’ for me when I take it."

Your breath caught somewhere between your ribs.

He didn’t touch you yet—didn’t need to. The weight of his body, caging you in without a single finger laid, made your skin flush from your chest to your knees. Every inch of you throbbed with awareness. Of him. Of your own pulse. Of the air cooling the places he’d worshiped with his mouth not moments before.

You swallowed.

"You said you’d wait," you whispered.

He nodded once, slowly, his eyes never leaving yours.

"I did. And I have. But yer body’s already beggin’ for me. Ain’t it?"

You hated that he was right. That he could feel it somehow. Not just see the tremble in your thighs or the way your lips parted when he leaned closer—but that he could feel it in the air, like scent, like vibration.

You lifted your chin, barely.

"I’m not scared."

He chuckled low, and it rumbled through your bones.

"Good. But I don’t need ya scared, dove. I need ya open."

He raised one hand then, slow as scripture, and brushed his knuckles along the column of your throat. Just a whisper of contact, a ghost’s touch. Your head tilted for him without thinking, baring your neck.

"Right here," he murmured. "Right where it beats loudest. That’s where I wanna taste ya."

You shivered.

He bent down, mouth near your pulse. His breath was warm, slow, drawn in like he was savoring you already.

"I ain’t gonna hurt ya," he said. "Not unless you want it."

Your fingers twisted in your lap.

"Will it—" you started, but the question got tangled.

He smiled against your skin.

"Will it feel good?"

You said nothing.

"You already know."

You did.

Because everything with him did. Every word. Every look. Every touch. It wasn’t right. It wasn’t holy. But it was real. It lived under your skin like rot and root and ruin.

You nodded once.

"Then take it."

Remmick stilled.

And then his lips pressed to your throat. Not with hunger. With reverence. Like a blessing.

"That’s my girl," he breathed.

And then he bit.

It wasn’t pain.

It was pressure, first.

A deep, aching pull that bloomed just beneath the skin, right where his mouth latched onto you. His lips sealed tight around your throat, and then—sharpness. Two points sinking in like teeth through silk. Like sin through flesh.

You gasped.

Not from fear. Not even from the sting. But from the rush.

Heat burst behind your eyes, white and sudden and dizzying. Your hands flew to his shoulders, clinging, grounding, anchoring you to something real while your mind drifted into something else—something otherworldly.

The pull came next.

A steady rhythm, slow and patient, like he was sipping you instead of drinking. Like he had all the time in the world. You could feel it, the way your blood left you in waves, not violent, not greedy—just…intimate. Like giving. Like surrender.

He groaned low against your neck, the sound vibrating through your bones.

"Fuck, you taste like sunlight," he rasped against your skin, voice thick with hunger and awe. "Like everythin’ warm I thought I’d forgotten."

Your head tipped further, offering him more.

You didn’t know when your legs opened wider, or when your hips rocked forward just to feel more of him. But his body shifted instinctively, meeting yours with a growl, his hand gripping your thigh now, possessive and unrelenting.

Your pulse faltered. Not from weakness, but from pleasure. From the unbearable knowing that he was inside you now, in the most ancient way. That your body had opened to him, and your blood had welcomed him.

Your moan was breathless.

"Remmick—"

He shushed you, mouth never leaving your throat.

"Don’t speak, dove. Just feel."

And you did.

You felt every lick. Every pull. Every sacred claim. You felt his tongue soothe where his fangs pierced, his hand slide higher along your thigh, his knee pushing between your legs until your breath stuttered out of you in something like a sob.

It was too much. It was not enough.

And when he finally pulled back, slow and reluctant, your blood on his lips like a mark, like a vow, he stared at you like you were holy.

Like he hadn’t fed on you.

Like he’d prayed.

The room was quiet, but your body wasn’t.

You felt every beat of your heart echo in the hollow where his mouth had been. A slow, reverent throb that pulsed through your neck, your chest, your thighs. It was like something had been lit beneath your skin, and now it smoldered there—glowing, aching, changed.

Remmick’s breath was uneven. His lips were stained red, parted just slightly, his jaw slack with something like awe. The burn of your blood still shimmered in his eyes, brighter now. Alive.

He looked undone.

And yet his hands were steady as he reached up, cupped your jaw in both palms, and tilted your face toward him. His thumb swept across your cheekbone like you might vanish if he didn’t touch you just right.

"You alright?" he asked, voice quieter now, roughened at the edges like a match just struck.

You nodded, though your limbs still trembled.

"I feel…" you swallowed, the word too small for what bloomed in your chest, "…warm."

He laughed, soft and almost bitter, and leaned his forehead against yours.

"You should. You’re inside me now. Every drop of you."

The words rooted somewhere deep. You didn’t flinch. Didn’t pull away. You could still feel the heat of his mouth, the bite, the pleasure that followed. It wasn’t just lust. It wasn’t just surrender. It was something older. Something binding.

"Does it hurt?" you asked, your fingers brushing the side of his neck, the line of his collarbone slick with sweat.

He looked at you like you’d asked the wrong question.

"Hurt?" he echoed. "Dove, it’s ecstasy."

You stared at him.

"You mean for you?"

He shook his head once.

"For us."

Then he pulled back just enough to look at you—really look. His gaze swept your features like he was committing them to memory. As if this moment, this very breath, was something sacred. His fingers moved to your throat again, this time to the place just above the bite, and he pressed lightly.

"You’ll bruise here," he said. "Won’t fade for a while."

"Will it heal?"

"Eventually."

"Do you want it to?"

His mouth curved, slow and wicked.

"No," he said. "I want the world to see what’s mine."

And before you could reply—before the heat in your belly could cool or your mind could gather itself—he kissed you.

Not soft.

Not careful.

His mouth claimed you like he’d already been inside you a thousand times and wanted to do it a thousand more. He kissed you like a man starving. Like a creature who’d gone too long without flesh, and now that he had it, he wasn’t letting go.

You tasted your own blood on his tongue.

And it tasted like forever.

The house knew.

It breathed deeper now. Its wood swelled, its walls sighed, its floorboards creaked in time with your heartbeat—as though it had taken you in too, accepted your offering, and now it wanted to keep you just like he did. Not as a guest. Not as a lover.

As a belonging.

Remmick hadn’t let you go.

Not when the kiss ended. Not when your blood slowed in his mouth. Not when your knees gave and your body folded forward into him. His arms had caught you like he knew the shape of your collapse. Like he’d been waiting for it. Like he’d never let you fall anywhere but into him.

He carried you now, one arm beneath your legs, the other braced around your back, his chest solid against yours.

"Don’t reckon you’re walkin’ after all that," he muttered, gaze fixed ahead, voice gone syrup-slow and thick with something possessive.

You didn’t argue. You couldn’t.

Your head rested against the place where his heart should’ve beat. But it was quiet there. Not lifeless—just other.

He carried you past rooms you hadn’t seen. A library, long abandoned, lined with crooked books and a grandfather clock that had no hands. A parlor soaked in velvet and silence. A door nailed shut from the outside, something heavy breathing behind it.

You didn’t ask.

He didn’t explain.

The room he took you to was nothing like the others.

It wasn’t grand.

It was personal.

The windows here were narrow and high, soft light slanting through the dusty glass in thin gold ribbons. The bed was simple but large, the sheets dark, the frame iron-wrought and worn smooth by time. A single cross hung above the headboard—but it had been turned upside down.

He set you down like you were breakable. Sat you on the edge of the bed, knelt once more to remove the slip still clinging to your body, inch by inch, as if undressing you were a sacrament.

"Y’ever wonder why I picked you?" he asked, voice low as the hush between thunderclaps.

Your breath stilled.

"I thought it was the blood."

He shook his head, his hands pausing at your hips.

"Nah, dove. Blood’s blood. Yours sings, sure. But it ain’t why I chose."

He looked up then, red eyes gleaming in the half-light.

"You remind me of the last thing I ever loved before I died."

The words landed like a stone in still water.

They rippled outward. Slow. Wide. Deep.

You stared at him, breath shallow, your skin bare under his hands, your throat still warm from where he’d fed. The room held its silence like breath behind gritted teeth. Outside, somewhere beyond the high windows, something moved through the trees—branches bending, wind pushing low and humid across the land—but in here, it was only the two of you.

Only his voice.

Only your blood between his teeth.

"What…what was she like?" you asked.

His thumbs drew circles at your hips, but his eyes drifted, not unfocused—just distant. Remembering.

"She had a mouth like yours. Sharp. Didn’t know when to shut it. Always speakin’ when she should’ve stayed quiet." A smile ghosted across his lips. "God, I loved that. I loved that she ain’t feared me even when she should’ve."

He exhaled through his nose, slow.

"But she didn’t get to finish bein’ mine."

Your brows pulled.

"What happened to her?"

He looked back at you then, and the heat in his gaze returned—not hunger, not even desire, but something deeper. Possessive. Terrifying in its tenderness.

"They tore her from me. Burned her in a chapel. Said she was a witch on account’a what I’d given her."

Your heart dropped into your stomach.

"Remmick—"

"She didn’t scream," he said, voice rough. "Didn’t cry. Just looked at me like she knew I’d find her again. And I have."

You froze.

His hands slid higher, up your ribs, his palms reverent.

"I don’t believe in fate. Not really. But you—" he leaned in, lips brushing your jaw, voice low like a spell, "you make me wanna believe in things I ain’t allowed to have."

You whispered against the curl of his mouth.

"And what do you think I am?"

He kissed the hinge of your jaw.

"My penance," he said. "And my reward."

You shivered.

"You said you saved me."

He nodded.

"I did."

"Why?"

He pulled back just enough to meet your eyes, and his voice dropped to a near whisper.

"‘Cause I ain’t lettin’ another thing I love burn."

You didn’t realize you were crying until he touched your face.

Not with hunger, not with heat, but with the kind of softness that had no business living in a man like him. His thumb caught a tear on your cheek like he’d been waiting for it, like it meant something sacred.

"You ain’t her," he murmured. "But you feel like the same song in a different key."

His voice cracked a little at the edges, not enough to ruin the shape of it, just enough to prove that something in him still bled.

You reached up, fingers trembling, and cupped the side of his neck. The skin there was warmer now. Still inhuman, still not quite alive, but it held your heat like it didn’t want to give it back. You felt the ridges of old scars beneath your palm. The echo of stories not told.

"I don’t know what I’m becoming," you said.

He leaned into your hand, eyes half-lidded.

"You’re becomin’ mine."

Then he kissed you again—not like before. Not full of fire. But slow, like he had all the time in the world to learn the shape of your mouth. His lips moved over yours with a kind of tenderness that made your bones ache. A kind of reverence that said this is where I end and begin again.

When he pulled back, your breath followed him.

The room shifted.

You felt it. Like the house had exhaled too.

"Lie down," he said, voice softer than it had ever been. "Let me hold what I almost lost."

You obeyed.

You lay back against the sheets that smelled like him, like dust and dark and something unnameable. The iron bed creaked softly beneath you, and the candlelight trembled with the movement. He undressed with quiet purpose, shirt sliding from his shoulders, buttons undone by slow fingers, trousers falling away to bare the sharp planes of his body.

And when he climbed over you, it wasn’t to take.

It was to be taken.

Remmick hovered above you, breath warm at your lips, hands braced on either side of your head. He looked down at you like he was staring through time. Like you were something he'd pulled from the fire and decided to keep even if it burned him too.

You’re mine, he whispered, but didn’t say it aloud.

He didn’t have to.

His body said it.

His mouth said it.

And when he finally eased inside you, slow and steady, filling you inch by trembling inch—your soul said it too.

His body hovered just above yours, every inch of him trembling with a control you didn’t quite understand—until you looked into his eyes.

That red glow was dimmer now. No less powerful, but softened by something raw. Something reverent.

Not hunger.

Not lust.

Not even possession.

Devotion.

The kind that didn’t speak. The kind that buried itself in the bones and never left.

His hand slid down the side of your face, tracing the curve of your cheek, then the line of your jaw, calloused fingers lingering in the hollow of your throat where your heartbeat thudded wild and uneven.

"Still fast," he murmured, half to himself.

"You’re heavy," you whispered, not in protest, but in awe. Every breath you took was filled with him.

He smirked, the corner of his mouth twitching in that crooked, wicked way of his.

"Ain’t even layin’ on you yet."

You didn’t laugh. Couldn’t. Your body was stretched too tight, strung out with anticipation and need. Every inch of you burned.

He leaned down then, not to kiss you, but to breathe you in. His nose skimmed your cheek, the edge of your ear, the curve of your throat already marked by his bite. His hands traced your ribs, the sides of your waist, slow and steady, like he was trying to learn you by touch alone.

"You’re shakin'," he whispered, voice low, thick with something close to worship.

"So are you."

A pause.

Then softer—truthfully,

"Yeah."

He kissed the inside of your wrist, then the space between your breasts, then lower still—his lips reverent as they moved over your belly, your hipbone, the softest parts of you.

"You ever had someone take their time with you?" he asked, mouth against your skin.

You didn’t speak.

"Didn’t think so," he muttered. "Shame."

His hand slid between your thighs, spreading you again—not rushed, not greedy, just gentle. Like he knew he’d already had the taste of you and now he wanted the feel.

"Tell me if it’s too much," he said.

"It already is."

He looked up at you then, his face half-shadowed, half-lit, and something flickered in his eyes.

"Good."

His cock brushed against your entrance, hot and heavy, and you nearly arched off the bed at the first contact. Not even inside. Just there. Teasing. Pressed to the slick mess he'd made of you earlier with his mouth.

He groaned deep.

"Fuck, you feel like sin."

You reached for him, pulled him down by the back of his neck until your mouths were inches apart.

"Then sin with me."

He didn’t hesitate.

He began to press in—slow. Devastatingly slow. The head of his cock stretching you open with a care that felt like madness. His hands gripped your hips as if holding himself back took more strength than killing ever had.

He moved in inch by inch, his breath hitched, jaw tight, sweat beginning to bead at his temple.

"Shit—ya takin’ me so good, dove. Just like that."

You moaned. Your fingers dug into his back. You were full of him and not even halfway there.

"Remmick—"

"I gotcha," he whispered. "Ain’t gonna let you break."

But he was already breaking you. Gently. Thoroughly. Beautifully.

He filled you like he’d been made for the task.

No sharp thrusts. No hurried rhythm. Just the unbearable slowness of it. The stretch. The burn. The drag of his cock as he sank deeper, deeper, deeper into you until there was nothing left untouched. Until your body stopped bracing and started opening.

You clung to him—hands fisted in the fabric of his shirt that still clung to his back, damp with sweat. He hadn’t even undressed all the way. There was something obscene about it, something holy, too—the way he kept his shirt on like this wasn’t about bareness, it was about belonging.

"That’s it," he rasped against your throat. "There she is."

Your moan was caught between breath and prayer.

He buried himself to the hilt.

And still—he didn’t move.

His hips pressed flush to yours, his breath shaky against your skin as he held himself there, nestled so deep inside you it felt like you’d never known emptiness before now. Like everything that came before this moment had just been the ache of waiting to be filled.

"You feel that?" he whispered, voice thick, almost reverent. "Where I am inside ya?"

You nodded. Couldn’t find your voice.

His lips brushed the shell of your ear.

"Ain’t no leavin’ now. I’ll always be in ya. Even when I ain’t."

You whimpered.

Not from pain. From how true it felt.

He moved then—barely. Just a slow roll of his hips, a gentle retreat and return. It was enough to make your breath hitch, your body arch, your legs wrap tighter around him without thinking.

"That’s right, dove. Let me in. Let me have it."

You didn’t even know what it was anymore.

Your body?

Your blood?

Your soul?

You’d already given them all.

And still, he took more.

But not cruelly.

Like a man kissing the mouth of a well after years of thirst. Like a thief who knew how to make you feel grateful for the stealing.

He found a rhythm that made the air vanish from your lungs.

Slow. Deep. Measured. His hips grinding just right, dragging his cock against every place inside you that had never known such touch. Every stroke sang with heat. Every breath he took turned your name into something more than a sound.

"Fuck, I could stay in you forever," he groaned. "Like this. Warm. Tight. Mine."

You dug your nails into his shoulders, legs trembling.

"Please," you whispered, though you didn’t know what you were asking for.

He did.

"Beg me," he said, dragging his mouth down your neck, over the bite he’d left. "Beg me to make you come with my cock in you."

"Remmick—"

"Say it."

You were already gone. Already shaking. Already his.

"Make me come," you breathed. "Please—God, please—"

His smile was sinful.

And then he fucked you.

His rhythm shifted—no longer slow, no longer sacred.

It was worship in the way fire worships a forest. The kind that devours. The kind that remakes.

Remmick braced a hand behind your thigh, hitching your leg higher as he thrust harder, deeper, dragging guttural sounds from his chest that you felt before you heard. The bed groaned beneath you, iron frame clanging soft against the wall in time with his hips. But it was your body that made the noise that filled the room—the gasps, the breaking sighs, the high whimper of his name torn raw from your throat.

He kissed your jaw, your collarbone, your shoulder, not like he was trying to be sweet but like he needed to taste every inch he claimed.

"You feel me in your belly yet?" he growled, words hot against your skin.

You nodded frantically, tears pricking the corners of your eyes from the sheer force of sensation.

"Say it," he panted, each thrust brutal and beautiful.

"Yes—yes, I feel you, Remmick, I—"

"You gonna come f’r me like a good girl?"

"Yes."

"Say my fuckin’ name when you do."

His hand slid between your bodies, finding your clit like he’d owned it in another life, and the moment his fingers circled that aching bundle of nerves, your vision went white.

Your body seized around him.

The sound you made was raw, wrecked, something no one but him should ever hear.

He kept fucking you through it, hissing curses through his teeth, chasing his own high with the rhythm of a man who’d waited centuries for the perfect fit.

And then he broke.

With your name groaned low and reverent in your ear, he came deep inside you, hips stuttering, breath ragged, body shuddering with the force of it. You felt every throb of his cock inside you, every spill of heat, every ounce of him taking root.

For a long, suspended moment, he didn’t move.

Only the sound of your breaths tangled together.

Your sweat mixing.

Your bodies still joined.

"That’s it," he whispered hoarsely, pressing his forehead to yours. "That’s how I know you’re mine."

The house exhaled around you.

The candle sputtered in its jar, flame dancing low and crooked, like even it had been made breathless by what it had witnessed. Somewhere in the walls, the wood groaned—settling. Sighing. Accepting.

You didn’t move. Couldn’t.

Your body was a temple razed and rebuilt in a single night, still pulsing with the memory of his mouth, his weight, the stretch of him inside you like a secret only your bones would remember. Every nerve hummed low and soft beneath your skin, like your blood hadn’t figured out how to move without his rhythm guiding it.

Remmick stayed inside you.

His body was heavy atop yours, but not crushing. His head tucked into the curve of your neck, the same place he’d bitten, the same place he’d worshipped like it held some holy truth. His breath came slow and ragged, the rise and fall of his chest matching yours as if your lungs had struck the same pace without meaning to.

"Don’t move yet," he muttered, voice wrecked and hoarse. "Wanna stay here just a minute longer."

You let your hand drift through his hair, damp with sweat, curls sticking to his forehead. You carded through them lazily, mind blank, heart full.

He pressed a kiss to your throat. Then another, just above your collarbone.

"You still with me?" he asked, quieter now.

You nodded.

"Good," he murmured. "Didn’t mean to fuck the soul outta ya. Just…couldn’t help it."

You let out the softest laugh, and he smiled into your skin.

His hand slid down your side, tracing the curve of your waist, your hip, the spot where your thigh met his. His fingers moved slowly, not with lust, but with a kind of quiet awe.

"Y’know what you feel like?" he whispered.

"What?"

"Home."

The word struck something inside you. Something tender. Something deep.

He lifted his head then, just enough to look down at you. His eyes had faded from red to something darker, something richer—garnet in low light. The kind of color only seen in blood and wine and promises too old to be remembered by name.

"You still think this is just hunger?" he asked.

You blinked at him, dazed.

"It was never just hunger," he said. "Not with you."

The silence between you was warm now.

Not empty. Not tense. Just quiet, the kind that comes after thunder, when the storm’s rolled through and the trees are still deciding whether to stand or kneel.

You felt it in your limbs—heavy, humming, holy. The afterglow of something you didn’t have language for.

Remmick hadn’t moved far.

He still blanketed your body like a second skin, one arm braced beneath your shoulders, the other tracing idle shapes across your hip as if he were still mapping the terrain of you. His cock, softening but still nestled inside, pulsed faintly with the last of what he’d given you.

And he had given you something. Not just release. Not just blood. Something older. Something that whispered now in the place between your ribs.

You turned your head to look at him.

His gaze was already on you.

"What happens now?" you asked, barely above a whisper.

He didn’t answer right away.

Instead, he ran the back of his fingers along your cheekbone, down the side of your neck, pausing over the place where his mark had already begun to bruise.

"You askin’ what happens tonight," he murmured, "or what happens after?"

You blinked slowly. "Both."

He let out a breath through his nose, the sound tired but not cold.

"Tonight, I’ll hold you. Long as you’ll let me. Won’t leave this bed unless you beg me to. Might even make ya cry again, if you keep lookin’ at me like that."

You flushed, and he smiled.

"As for after…"

He looked past you then, toward the ceiling, like the truth was written in the beams.

"Ain’t never planned that far. Not with anyone. Just fed. Fucked. Moved on."

"But not with me."

His eyes snapped back to yours. Serious now.

"No, dove. Not with you."

You swallowed the knot rising in your throat.

"Why?"

His jaw flexed, tongue darting briefly across his lower lip before he answered.

"‘Cause I been alone too long. Lived too long. Thought I was too far gone to want anythin’ that didn’t bleed beneath me."

He leaned closer, forehead resting against yours, his next words no louder than a ghost’s sigh.

"But you—you made me want somethin’ tender. Somethin’ breakable."

"That doesn’t make sense."

"Don’t gotta. Nothin’ about you ever has. And yet here you are."

You let your eyes drift shut, just for a moment, and whispered into the stillness between your mouths.

"So I stay?"

He didn’t hesitate.

"You stay."

The candle had burned low.

Its glow flickered long shadows across the walls—your bodies painted in gold and blood-tinged bronze, limbs tangled in sheets that still clung with sweat and want. The house had quieted again, the way an animal settles when it knows its master is content. Outside, the wind threaded through the trees in soft moans, like the Delta herself was eavesdropping.

Neither of you spoke for a while. You didn’t need to.

Your fingers traced lazy patterns across Remmick’s chest—over his scars, the slope of muscle, the faint rise and fall beneath your palm. You still half-expected no heartbeat, but it was there, slow and stubborn, like he’d stolen it back just for you.

He watched you. One arm draped across your waist, his thumb stroking your bare back like you might fade if he stopped.

"You still ain’t askin’ the question you really wanna ask," he said, voice rough from silence and sleep.

You paused.

"What question is that?"

He tipped his head toward you, resting his chin on his knuckles.

"You wanna know if I turned you."

Your heart gave a traitorous flutter.

"And did you?"

He shook his head.

"Nah. Not yet."

"Why not?"

His fingers stilled. Then resumed.

"’Cause you ain’t asked me to."

You looked up at him sharply.

"Would you?"

A long beat passed. Then he nodded once.

"If it was you askin’. If it was real."

Your breath caught.

"And if I don’t?"

His gaze didn’t waver.

"Then I’ll stay with you. ‘Til you’re old. ‘Til your hands shake and your bones ache and your eyes stop lookin’ at me like I’m the only thing that ever made you feel alive."

Your throat tightened.

"That sounds awful."

He smiled, slow and aching.

"It sounds human."

You looked at him for a long time. At the man who had killed, who had bled you, who had tasted every part of you—body and soul—and still asked nothing unless you gave it.

"Would it hurt?"

His hand slid up, fingers curling beneath your jaw, tilting your face to his.

"It’d hurt," he said. "But not more than bein’ without you would."

The quiet stretched long and low.

His words hung in the space between your mouths like smoke—something sweet and terrible, something tasted before it was fully breathed in.

Your chest rose and fell against his slowly, and for a long time, you said nothing. You just listened. To the house settling around you. To the wind curling past the windows. To the steady thrum of blood still echoing faintly in your ears.

And beneath it all—

You heard memory.

It came soft at first. A shape, not a sound. The slick thud of your knees hitting the alley pavement. The scream you didn’t recognize as your own. Your brother’s blood, warm and fast, pumping between your fingers like water from a broken pipe. His mouth slack. His eyes wide.

You remembered screaming to the sky. Not to God.

Just up.

Because you knew He’d stopped listening.

And then—

He came.

Out of nothing. Out of dark.

You remembered the slow scrape of his boots on the gravel. The silhouette of him under the weak yellow glow of a flickering streetlamp. You remembered the quiet way he spoke.

"You want him to live?"

You didn’t answer with words. You just nodded, crying so hard you couldn’t breathe. And he’d knelt—right there in the blood—and laid his hand flat against your brother’s chest.

You never saw what he did. Only saw your brother’s eyes flutter. Only heard his breath return, sudden and wet.

And then he looked at you.

Not your brother.

Remmick.

He looked at you like he’d already taken something.

And he had.

Now, years later, lying in the hush of his house, your body still joined to his, you could still feel that moment thrumming beneath your skin. The moment when everything shifted. When your life became borrowed.

You looked up at him now, breathing steady, lips parted like a prayer just barely forming.

"I’ve already given you everything."

He shook his head.

"Not this."

He pressed two fingers to your chest, right over your heart.

"This is still yours."

"And you want it?"

He didn’t smile. Didn’t look away.

"I want it to keep beatin’. Forever. With mine."

You stared at him.

You thought about that alley. About your brother’s eyes opening again.

About how no one else came.

And you made your choice.

"Then take it."

Remmick stilled.

"Don’t say it unless you mean it, dove."

"I do."

His voice was barely more than a breath.

"You sure?"

You reached up, touched his face, fingers tracing the sharp line of his jaw.

"I’ve never been more sure of anything in my life."

His eyes shimmered—deep red now, alive with something wild and tender.

"Then I’ll make you eternal," he whispered. "And I’ll never let the world take you from me."

He didn’t rush.

Not now. Not with this.

Remmick looked at you like you were something rare—something holy—like he couldn’t believe you’d said it, even as your voice still echoed between the walls.

Then he moved.

Not with hunger. Not with heat.

With purpose.

He sat up, kneeling beside you on the bed, and pulled the sheet slowly down your body. His eyes drank you in again, but this time there was no heat in them. Just reverence. As if you were the altar, and he the sinner who’d finally been granted absolution.

"You sure you want this?" he asked one last time, voice soft, like the hush of water in a cathedral.

You nodded, throat tight.

"I want forever."

His jaw clenched. A tremble passed through him like he’d heard those words in another life and lost them before they were ever his.

He leaned down.

His hand cupped the back of your head, the other settled flat on your chest, palm over your heart.

"Close your eyes, dove."

You did.

And then—

You felt him.

His breath. His lips. The soft, cool press of his mouth against your neck. But he didn’t bite.

Not yet.

He kissed the mark he’d already left. Then higher. Then lower. Slow. Measured. Your body melted beneath him, your hands curling into the sheets.

And then—

A whisper against your skin.

"I’ll be gentle. But you’ll remember this forever."

And he sank his fangs in.

It wasn’t like the first time.

It wasn’t lust.

It wasn’t climax.

It was rebirth.

Pain bloomed sharp and bright—but only for a heartbeat. Then the warmth flooded in. Then the cold. Then the ache. Your pulse stuttered once, then surged. It was like drowning and being pulled to the surface at once. Like everything you’d ever been burned away and something older moved in to take its place.

He held you as it happened.

Cradled you like something delicate.

His mouth sealed over the wound, drinking slow, but not to feed. To anchor you. To tether you to him.

You felt yourself go limp. The world turned strange. Light and dark bled into each other. Your breath faded. Your heartbeat fluttered like wings against glass.

And then—

It stopped.

Silence.

Stillness.

And in the space where your heart had once beat…

You heard his.

Then—

Your eyes opened.

The world looked different.

Sharper.

Brighter.

Every shadow deeper. Every color richer. The candlelight burned gold-red and alive. The scent of the night air was so thick it choked you—smoke, soil, blood, him.

Remmick hovered above you, lips stained crimson, breathing hard like he’d just returned from war.

And when he looked at you—

You saw yourself reflected in his eyes.

He smiled.

"Welcome home, darlin’."

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