#psychotic panic disorder

[capricorn-witchbitch]

I don't know how to live like this anymore

[kkujo]

last night i had a mix of tinnitus and sleep deprivation induced auditory hallucinations which was basically just like. literal microphone feedback. and i think it was triggered by me testing my microphone yesterday bc the feedback was awful but yeah i was lying awake and all i could hear was extremely loud microphone feedback in my brain i'm so glad it's over 😭

[crazy8psychotic]

Lyrics from Ram Dass Interlude by Kesha

[psychosis-thoughts]

Everybody lies

Everybody lies

Everybody lies

Everybody lies

Everybody lies

Everybody lies

Everybody lies

Everyone IS a lie

Everything IS a lie

[lycankeyy]

Something that post is showing is that for a website that likes to talk a lot about mental health awareness not a lot of people seem to be aware that chronic fatigue is a symptom of like most commonly known mental illnesses

[ashereggleston1990]

Hi, I’m Asher Eggleston, I’ve overcame a lot in Life to Graduate College with Two Associates Degrees, One in Liberal Arts and One in Psychology and a Bachelors Degree in General Studies with an Emphasis in Psychology, I was born 71/2 to 8 weeks Premature, I have Autism, Global Developmental Delays, Sensory Processing Disorder, Primarily Inattentive Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder, Dyscalculia, Dysgraphia, Dyspraxia and Dyslexia and Bipolar 1 Disorder with Psychotic Features, Borderline Personality Disorder, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, Panic Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Derealization\ Depersonalization Disorder although I believe it’s rolled into Borderline Personality Disorder & I most likely have Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder! I also have Hashimoto’s Disease, Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome and Type 2 Diabetes, and yet I did it I Graduated with Two Associates Degrees one in Liberal Arts and One in Psychology and a Bachelors Degree in General Studies with an Emphasis in Psychology!

[bury-me-alive]

I get mental breakdowns over literally fucking anything and everything

[holyluvr]

Going to work on days when my agoraphobia is bad is actually Hell, and I’m sympathizing with my nervous system.

It’s awful because for people with only anxiety disorders, they think and voice, “you just need to figure out how to peel off the bandaid, and do it until you’re not too anxious anymore!♥️ Exposure therapy and coping skills and slowly widening your comfort zone!” and im like cool thanks but it’s not from an anxiety disorder, and it has never not impacted me when I go to get ready to leave the house or force myself to leave. I have panic attacks every time and think of ways to avoid it and wait until the last minute and drag out getting prepared because I have to stop to let myself sob and do breathing exercises and visualize. Oh no! But then I’m less prepared because I’m somehow less alert in reality from the anxiety coping skills :/ now I’m even more frightened about leaving! Now I’m wondering if I can do it. Now I’m shaking and rocking and feel glued to the spot while time ticks by and my shift is starting without me.

It’s not social anxiety that can be treated in therapy. It’s not panic disorder that can be treated in therapy. I’m going to at least take into account that this will be for my whole life, then whether or not something is worth being that exhausting or if I should be in survival mode over it. If I decide that I have no other choice or can’t figure out what to do so I’m forcing myself; I’m gonna be tired, agitated, depressed, stressed, anxious, dissociative, and have somatic symptoms. I’m not going to be as easy to be around. My coping skills can’t take away exhaustion like that.

While going through that, I’d like to not have to pretend that it’s no big deal to leave the house for others because people are easily rude and push their standards of what should be simple and something you grow out of onto me since they personally got over their anxiety disorder— and how it must mean I’m being lazy and not trying since I’m still affected by it. Even though it’s technically not from an anxiety disorder. That’s just part of it.

[thefinal-riot21]

Atp i feel like a lost cause all i do is hurt ppl i just wanna fade away and i want people to forget about me like i was never a problem like i was never a person to begin with i dont want help because its never gonna get better it hasnt gotten better it only got worse its only getting worse why did it have to change to someone else why couldnt it have stayed the same like always like for the past 4 1/2 years that was my normal now its different its something worse something bigger something i cant control im a monster

[sweetbonbon]

I’ll do this really fun thing we’re I’ll talk to a bunch of people at the same time and it’s fun at first and then it become very overwhelming and I don’t k ow when to stop and then I start saying thing that I regret and then after this high of having a bunch of people attention I drop and start to dissociate and have a panic attack and this has been my nightly routine for the past week

[thanatoseyes]

I don't know if this is just a me thing, but I hated group therapy. Don't get me wrong the nurse that was sitting in on the sessions and directing them was fantastic. She was kind and understanding, but I was in the middle of a psychotic episode and I had this feeling that everything was out to get me coupled with the sensation that I was in purgatory and I was afraid that my loved ones weren't who they said they were in between the time they dropped me off for group therapy and getting in the car with them.

And it was an all girl group. I'm not going to discuss what was said in the sessions, because it's their business and what they needed was a safe space for them to talk about their lives. I'm not going to betray that sanctity of trust.

But anyway. I hated group therapy because it pushed me to talk with people that were veritable strangers. I honestly can't remember half the stuff we talked about. It wasn't cathartic for me. It was just another obstacle I had to jump over to get back to normal life.

The only silver lining of the whole thing was it caused me to get into a routine. Having a routine kind of grounded me.

[capricorn-witchbitch]

I just want to matter. For people to care about ME. It's lonely being the person there for everyone else's issues only to have mine discarded/ignored. Like I know I suck but why am I always less important. Why doesn't what I want or need ever matter...

[anonymouslydisabled]

super simple ways to be a (better) disability ally!

If you have any friends or family who are disabled or have some sort of medical issue, do your research on it! Learn the causes, affects, and if you too are close ask how it affects them personally and how you can best support them.

Research dynamic disability!

Learn how to support people during medical episodes. Some research ideas are autistic overloads, anxiety/panic attacks, allergic reactions, diabetic emergencies, fainting, seizures, etc.

Learn the basics about commonly misunderstood things. Ambulatory wheelchair users, tourette's and tics, nonepileptic and/or nonconvulsive seizures, psychotic disorders, personality disorders, invisible disabilities, etc.

Learn basic ASL from deaf people. There are lots of different resources to learn it free online, by deaf teachers.

Learn what words people use about disability are actually slurs. Stop saying them completely and call others out when they do.

Include any disabled people at your school or workplace. Don't treat them poorly or other them because of their disability. If you know what their disability is learn the basics about it, if you don't then don't ask.

Don't ask strangers about their mobility aid, scars, medical device, disability aid, medical condition, etc. unless it's actively directly affecting you or they've said you can ask them questions about it.

Follow the stories of disabled people in your interest areas! For example read a book with good disability representation, follow a disabled beauty influencer, or learn about paraolympians.

Call out ableism within your friend groups when you see it. Misusing psychological terms, using slurs, using disabled people as the butt of their jokes, excluding disabled people, being rude to disabled people, etc.

If you have any more ideas please comment or reblog w/ them!

And always remember the most basic part of being a disability ally is just listening to disabled voices.

[psychosis-thoughts]

There are bugs on me. I cant see them, but I know theyre there. I feel all their little legs scurrying across my skin. I can feel them biting their way inside. Trying to infest my flesh and organs. Everywhere.

bugs. buGS. BUGS.

EVERYWHERE.

[mischiefmanifold]

Diagnostic Criteria Examples Masterpost

This is a series of posts that I'm hoping eventually covers all the disorders in the DSM-5-TR.

**This will be periodically updated as more posts are made. Please come back to the original post to see these updates**

NEURODEVELOPMENTAL DISORDERS

Intellectual Developmental Disorder (Intellectual Disability)

Global Develolmental Delay

Unspecified Intellectual Developmental Disorder (Intellectual Disability)

Language Disorder

Speech Sound Disorder

Childhood-Onset Fluency Disorder (Stuttering)

Social (Pragmatic) Communication Disorder

Unspecified Communication Disorder

Autism Spectrum Disorder (Levels System)

Attention-Deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder

Other Specified Attention-Deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder

Unspecified Attention-Deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder

Specific Learning Disorder

Developmental Coordination Disorder

Stereotypic Movement Disorder

Tourette's Disorder [Tourette Syndrome]

Persistent (Chronic) Motor or Vocal Tic Disorder

Provisional Tic Disorder

Other Specified Tic Disorder

Unspecified Tic Disorder

Other Specified Neurodevelopmental Disorder

Unspecified Neurodevelopmental Disorder

SCHIZOPHRENIA SPECTRUM AND OTHER PSYCHOTIC DISORDERS

Delusional Disorder

Brief Psychotic Disorder

Schizophreniform Disorder

Schizophrenia

Schizoaffective Disorder

Substance/Medication-Induced Psychotic Disorder

Psychotic Disorder Due to Another Medical Condition

Catatonia Associated With Another Mental Disorder (Catatonia Specifier)

Catatonic Disorder Due to Another Medical Condition

Unspecified Catatonia

Other Specified Schizophrenia Spectrum and Other Psychotic Disorder

Unspecified Schizophrenia Spectrum and Other Psychotic Disorder

BIPOLAR AND RELATED DISORDERS

Bipolar I Disorder [Includes criteria for manic episodes and major depressive episodes]

Bipolar II Disorder [Includes criteria for hypomanic episodes and major depressive episodes]

Cyclothymic Disorder

Substance/Medication-Induced Bipolar and Related Disorder

Bipolar and Related Disorder Due to Another Medical Condition

Other Specified Bipolar and Related Disorder

Unspecified Bipolar and Related Disorder

Unspecified Mood Disorder

Specifiers for Bipolar and Related Disorders

DEPRESSIVE DISORDERS

Disruptive Mood Dysregulation Disorder

Major Depressive Disorder

Persistent Depressive Disorder

Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder

Substance/Medication-Induced Depressive Disorder

Depressive Disorder Due to Another Medical Condition

Other Specified Depressive Disorder

Unspecified Depressive Disorder

Specifiers for Depressive Disorders

ANXIETY DISORDERS

Separation Anxiety Disorder

Selective Mutism

Specific Phobia

Social Anxiety Disorder

Panic Disorder

Panic Attack Specifier

Agoraphobia

Generalized Anxiety Disorder

Substance/Medication-Induced Anxiety Disorder

Anxiety Disorder Due to Another Medical Condition

Other Specified Anxiety Disorder

Unspecified Anxiety Disorder

OBSESSIVE-COMPULSIVE AND RELATED DISORDERS

Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder

Body Dysmorphic Disorder

Hoarding Disorder

Trichotillomania (Hair-Pulling Disorder)

Excoriation (Skin-Picking) Disorder [Also called Dermatillomania]

Substance/Medication-Induced Obsessive-Compulsive and Related Disorder

Obsessive-Compulsive and Related Disorder Due to Another Medical Condition

Other Specified Obsessive-Compulsive and Related Disorder

Unspecified Obsessive-Compulsive and Related Disorder

TRAUMA- AND STRESSOR-RELATED DISORDERS

Reactive Attachment Disorder

Disinhibited Social Engagement Disorder

Posttraumatic Stress Disorder

Acute Stress Disorder

Adjustment Disorders

Prolonged Grief Disorder

Other Specified Trauma- and Stressor-Related Disorder

Unspecified Trauma- and Stressor-Related Disorder

DISSOCIATIVE DISORDERS

Dissociative Identity Disorder

Dissociative Amnesia

Depersonalization/Derealization Disorder

Other Specified Dissociative Disorder

Unspecified Dissociative Disorder

SOMATIC SYMPTOM AND RELATED DISORDERS

Somatic Symptom Disorder

Illness Anxiety Disorder [Hypochondria]

Functional Neurological Symptom Disorder (Conversion Disorder)

Psychological Factors Affecting Other Medical Conditions

Factitious Disorder Imposed on Self

Factitious Disorder Imposed on Another

Other Specified Somatic Symptom and Related Disorder

Unspecified Somatic Symptom and Related Disorder

FEEDING AND EATING DISORDERS

Pica

Rumination Disorder

Avoidant/Restrictive Food Intake Disorder

Anorexia Nervosa

Bulimia Nervosa

Binge-Eating Disorder

Other Specified Feeding or Eating Disorder

Unspecified Feeding or Eating Disorder

ELIMINATION DISORDERS

Enuresis

Encopresis

Other Specified Elimination Disorder

Unspecified Elimination Disorder

SLEEP-WAKE DISORDERS

Insomnia Disorder

Hypersomnolence Disorder

Narcolepsy

Obstructive Sleep Apnea Hypopnea

Central Sleep Apnea

Sleep-Related Hypoventilation

Circadian Rhythm Sleep-Wake Disorders

Non-Rapid Eye Movement Sleep Arousal Disorders [Sleepwalking and Sleep/Night Terrors]

Nightmare Disorder

Rapid Eye Movement Sleep Behavior Disorder

Restless Legs Syndrome

Substance/Medication-Induced Sleep Disorder

Other Specified Insomnia Disorder

Unspecified Insomnia Disorder

Other Specified Hypersomnolence Disorder

Unspecified Hypersomnolence Disorder

Other Specified Sleep-Wake Disorder

Unspecified Sleep-Wake Disorder

SEXUAL DYSFUNCTIONS

Delayed Ejaculation

Erectile Disorder [Erectile Dysfunction]

Female Orgasmic Disorder

Female Sexual Interest/Arousal Disorder

Genito-Pelvic Pain/Penetration Disorder

Male Hypoactive Sexual Desire Disorder

Premature (Early) Ejaculation

Substance/Medication-Induced Sexual Dysfunction

Other Specified Sexual Dysfunction

Unspecified Sexual Dysfunction

GENDER DYSPHORIA

Gender Dysphoria

Other Specified Gender Dysphoria

Unspecified Gender Dysphoria

DISRUPTIVE, IMPULSE-CONTROL, AND CONDUCT DISORDERS

Oppositional Defiant Disorder

Intermittent Explosive Disorder

Conduct Disorder

Pyromania

Kleptomania

Other Specified Disruptive, Impulse-Control, and Conduct Disorder

Unspecified Disruptive, Impulse-Control, and Conduct Disorder

SUBSTANCE-RELATED AND ADDICTIVE DISORDERS

Alcohol Use Disorder

Alcohol Intoxication

Alcohol Withdrawal

Unspecified Alcohol-Related Disorder

Caffeine Intoxication

Caffeine Withdrawal

Unspecified Caffeine-Related Disorder

Cannabis Use Disorder

Cannabis Intoxication

Cannabis Withdrawal

Unspecified Cannabis-Related Disorder

Phencyclidine Use Disorder

Other Hallucinogen Use Disorder

Phencyclidine Intoxication

Other Hallucination Intoxication

Hallucinogen Persisting Perception Disorder

Unspecified Phencyclidine-Related Disorder

Unspecified Hallucinogen-Related Disorder

Inhalant Use Disorder

Inhalant Intoxication

Unspecified Inhalant-Related Disorder

Opioid Use Disorder

Opioid Intoxication

Opioid Withdrawal

Unspecified Opioid-Related Disorder

Sedative, Hypnotic, or Anxiolytic Use Disorder

Sedative, Hypnotic, or Anxiolytic Intoxication

Sedative, Hypnotic, or Anxiolytic Withdrawal

Unspecified Sedative-, Hypnotic-, or Anxiolytic-Related Disorder

Stimulant Use Disorder

Stimulant Intoxication

Stimulant Withdrawal

Unspecified Stimulant-Related Disorder

Tobacco Use Disorder

Tobacco Withdrawal

Unspecified Tobacco-Related Disorder

Other (or Unknown) Substance Use Disorder

Other (or Unknown) Substance Intoxication

Other (or Unknown) Substance Withdrawal

Unspecified Other (or Unknown) Substance-Related Disorder

Gambling Disorder

NEUROCOGNITIVE DISORDERS

Delirium

Other Specified Delirium

Unspecified Delirium

Major Neurocognitive Disorder

Minor Neurocognitive Disorder

Major or Mild Neurocognitive Disorder Due to Alzheimer's Disease

Mild or Major Frontotemporal Neurocognitive Disorder

Mild or Major Neurocognitive Disorder With Lewy Bodies

Major or Mild Vascular Neurocognitive Disorder

Major or Mild Neurocognitive Disorder Due to Traumatic Brain Injury

Substance/Medication-Induced Major or Mild Neurocognitive Disorder

Major or Mild Neurocognitive Disorder Due to HIV Infection

Major or Mild Neurocognitive Disorder Due to Prion Disease

Major or Mild Neurocognitive Disorder Due to Parkinson's Disease

Major or Mild Neurocognitive Disorder Due to Huntington's Disease

Major or Mild Neurocognitive Disorder Due to Another Medical Condition

Major or Mild Neurocognitive Disorder Due to Multiple Etiologies

Unspecified Neurocognitive Disorder

PERSONALITY DISORDERS

General Personality Disorder

Paranoid Personality Disorder

Schizoid Personality Disorder

Schizotypal Personality Disorder

Antisocial Personality Disorder

Borderline Personality Disorder

Histrionic Personality Disorder

Narcissistic Personality Disorder

Avoidant Personality Disorder

Dependent Personality Disorder

Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder [Anankastic Personality Disorder]

Personality Change Due to Another Medical Condition

Other Specified Personality Disorder

Unspecified Personality Disorder

PARAPHILIC DISORDERS

Voyeuristic Disorder

Exhibitionistic Disorder

Frotteuristic Disorder

Sexual Masochism Disorder

Sexual Sadism Disorder

Pedophilic Disorder

Fetishistic Disorder

Transvestic Disorder

Other Specified Paraphilic Disorder

Unspecified Paraphilic Disorder

OTHER MENTAL DISORDERS AND ADDITIONAL CODES

Other Specified Mental Disorder Due to Another Medical Condition

Unspecified Mental Disorder Due to Another Medical Condition

Other Specified Mental Disorder

Unspecified Mental Disorder

MEDICATION-INDUCED MOVEMENT DISORDERS AND OTHER ADVERSE EFFECTS OF MEDICATION

Medication-Induced Parkinsonism

Neuroleptic Malignant Syndrome

Medication-Induced Acute Dystonia

Medication-Induced Acute Akathisia

Tardive Dyskinesia

Tardive Dystonia [and] Tardive Akathisia

Medication-Induced Postural Tremor

Other Medication-Induced Movement Disorder

Antidepressant Discontinuation Syndrome

Other Adverse Effect of Medication

[3ntity56]

Hi, guys. Doomscrolling the transx tag is probably the worst idea right now, considering I just got back from a BPD-fueled panic attack, but here I am. Guess what I found. I have absolutely no words for these kinds of people. They want every personality disorder until they get the Symptoms of those personality disorders. This goes for anybody who claims to be 'trans(x)personalitydisorder' or whatever. You want a fucking personality disorder for the aesthetic? Sure, go back in time, go through the trauma necessary to start going into psychotic episodes that convince you there's a family of killer ghosts in the bathrooms that have it out for you, and tell the teachers-- where they'll, instead of helping you, treat you like you're stupid and let the information get Everywhere so that you can get Traumatized Even Further . let that fester + years of repeated betrayals and abandonments and, boom! You'll have your fucking personality disorder! Cute and quirky, isn't it, to be disabled (personality wise) to the point of being unable to hold down a single relationship offline for longer than a year because of how unstable you are? To struggle with delusions, hallucinations and crippling social anxiety because of it ? To be constantly determined that everybody who interacts with you is plotting to ridicule or hurt you in some way, or to go through life thinking there's cameras on you selling your information to the government? I got a bit personal with the rant, but you get the point. Personality disorders are not fucking cute or quirky. They are not equivalent to being transgender and are therefore not something to be transitioned into. You ableist FUCKS need to open your fucking eyes to reality and realize that this bullshit only hurts actually disabled and disordered people. The fakeclaimers see this, you know. They're using it as leverage against us. STOP.