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fizzingwizard · 3 years

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OK gang here we go, episode 33!

It was better than last week, which was better than the week before, so... make of that what you will.

Pic of the week!

A look of steely Dan determination.

More below!

Like I said, this episode is an improvement on the last one, by virtue of plot stuff actually happening, a few big happenings, and references to the other kids that suggest they haven’t been completely forgotten about (only mostly). Don’t get excited though - it still leaves much to be desired. I cry endlessly for the animation budget. But let’s get into it...

Taichi and friends are still in pursuit of SkullKnightmon and Hikari. We found our for sure last week that the creature in the little crystal is, indeed, Millenniumon, or rather a fragment of him, and his fragments fell all around the Digital World at the end of the great war or whatever it’s called and they’re the source of the miasma and they absorb energy from the human world etc etc...

So we find this big ass crystal which seems to be the central one, I guess? because it’s the biggest? and several creepy looking acolytes (dun dun DUN it’s VADEMON my FAVORITE DIGIMON) surrounding it and chanting...

Vademon: Find the horcux, kill Harry Potter, find the horcrux, kill Harry Potter,

In other news, there’s a lot of doom and gloom happening with Jou, who, bereft of his underwear, is forced to censor himself with his partners head. Gomamon you don’t deserve this

Jou: I need to get away from these Nanimon before I go prematurely bald too!!

Mimi, meanwhile, is Boxing Champion of the World.

Koushirou is the only one working. He’s on his way to pick up Jou, so I guess that means Yamato will get Mimi? That’ll be fun lol. We saw Yamato for half a second but it was the same frame of him riding Garurumon we’ve seen five times already so why bother capping it.

Koushirou is also keeping an eye on the satellite situation but doesn’t know what to do about it yet. Kabuterimon asks if he shouldn’t take a break about now and Koushirou says “I’m okay, besides, this is the only thing I’m good for” T___T you know this would be heart-breaking if I really believed the writers have ACTUAL PLANS to make good on Koushirou-related character development.... >:[

no this honestly pisses me off so much but I STILL do believe we will get SOMETHING for him and the others and probably not too far in the future... I think... I hope ugh

Back to Team A, they see lots of Digimon coming at them. Taichi’s like “it’s an attack!” but Sora, whose Fight Mode unlike Taichi’s has an actual Off switch, is about to figure out that they are in fact not interested in the kids at all and are running away from something.

Taichi: I can’t believe they didn’t want to kill us. Doesn’t everything in this world want to kill us?

The Digimon are fleeing from a suspicious crater with a familiar stone in the center. SkullKnightmon raises his own crystal fragment into the air and stuff happens.

By stuff I mean black lightning and purple-blue light which is meant to signify Evil which is mega DUMB because blue and purple are the most awesome color combo EVER I mean it throw some turquoise in there too and I will buy it whatever it is a necklace a shawl a codpiece

There are eight crystals that rise from the ground surrounding the central crystal and share energy with it. I thought the number eight might be significant you know for obvious reasons but it doesn’t appear to matter in this episode.

Evil crystals or not, Taichi’s on his way to save Hikari once and for all!

Hikari: Thanks, but no thanks, oniichan.

Taichi: H-Hikari! You don’t understand! You’re too young to go off with a strange man!

Hikari: But oniichan I love him

Taichi: Who do you think I am, Tevye!? You’re not marrying him and that’s final!

Hikari: waaah why don’t you understand me!!

ok back to the story...

Hikari abandons her brother for his muscular studly lover SkullKnightmon.

... >_>

Using Hikari’s powers, SkullKnightmon evolves to Gundamon DarkKnightmon. Meanwhile there’s lots of chanting and stuff about this being SkullKnightmon’s purpose or some such. I still kinda hope we get a redemption arc for SkullKnightmon or that he has something more to do with the story...

Agumon stops Taichi from wigging out and they go to save Hikari together, but before they can they are beset from all angles by henchmen.

Sora: Hey, you take care of Tweedle Dee and I’ll get Tweedle Dum!

Birdramon: *gets punched in the head* I hope you brought enough aspirin...

Then these guys appear. I’ve forgotten their names but evil as they look they literally just stand there till they get blown up and then more appear... I guess that’s a kind of talent

Takeru: Leave the small fry to me!

Pegasusmon: Takeru when I said I wanted a Happy Meal this isn’t what I meant

Hikari begins to be absorbed into a dark pocket dimension of DarkKnightmon’s or something like that. It seems like a very chill experience.

Taichi: I’ll save you! Take my hand!

Hikari: O... nii... chan... Fuck you...

ok so here’s my problem here.

This is meant to be all emotional and stuff right?? Hikari’s been blowing off her brother for an unknown reason (we all figured out what it was but look the main characters don’t know and that’s what counts) and he’s finally managed to catch up with her. His hand is inches away from catching hers and pulling her to safety. She’s got creepy glowing eyes. She mouths “o..nii...chan...” with a creepy smile before being pulled into darkness.

I know it’s for kids so it’s not going to be too scary or anything but there ‘just like... no build up here. The storytelling style is too mathematical. “We go from Plot Point A to Plot Boint B via Battles 1 2 and 3...” There’s nothing happening in between to make us feel Taichi’s desperation, or even to know what Hikari’s feeling in this moment. Is she really okay with this? Is she having second thoughts? It doesn’t make any sense for her not to be scared. I fully expected her to go through with it, but she can be scared and still go through with it... come on...

It’s like that scene from Utena except sapped of any and all emotional impact.

I don’t really remember how Greymon got up there in the first place since he can’t fly but at least we get a scene of him and Taichi plummeting to the earth after failing to save Hikari. The kind of thing that would be dramatic if there were any kind of animation budget at all.

The one thing the show is sure to do is show us Taichi’s expressions, which I guess is something... It’s just so rushed and the accompanying dialogue leaves something to be desired.

Greymon: Don’t give up, Taichi... Taichi... um. what are you doing...

Taichi: stop hitting yourself stop hitting yourself stop hitting yourself stop hitting yourself

Anyway, Taichi is Big Mad. I thought (hoped, to be honest) that we might get a glimpse of him going wild with dark energy like in the Devimon episode again... Or at least a hint that that was a possibility in the heat of the moment before Agumon snapped him out of it. But nope.

He takes a moment to be upset and then says “There’s no time to worry about what to do” and goes to save Hikari... from inside DarkKnightmon somehow :P

This does not go well.

Meanwhile Hikari is surprisingly okay for someone who was just eaten alive by sentient VantaBlack. She discovers a peculiar light inside... DarkKnightmon’s intestine??? Is that where we are now??? lmao

She recognizes the light as the voice that has been calling her and tries to head towards it, but is blocked by some purple jello.

There’s a kind of cool thing that happens here... We just had a scene where Taichi desperately tries to grab his sister’s hand and yank her out of the clutches of evil, but fails, mostly because she doesn’t do anything to help him since she is weirdly okay with the situation. Now we get a mirror of that moment with Hikari bursting out of the jello with her arm outstretched to grab what is clearly Tailmon’s paw.

Only Tailmon does take Hikari’s hand.

It was really cool to see the brother and sister paralleling each other this much. It shows the ways they’re both courageous and determined and caring.

Meanwhile Taichi finally whips out WarGreymon. Honestly, I feel like this should have been WarGreymon’s intro episode. This would have been a good time for a new evolution, rather than in a fight with a nobody that I’ve already forgotten. Idk. WarGreymon uses Brave Tornado to knock DarkKnightmon’s lances away and burrow into his armor. So, yeah, Hikari’s in his intestines, lmao.

Hikari is being chased by a two-headed monster who is in for the migraine of its (their?) life when the tornado crashes into it.

Hikari: Big brother! You look so cool!

Taichi: Promise me that no matter how many men come into your life, I’ll always be number one.

Hikari: okay that is creepy

WarGreymon explodes DarkKnightmon from the inside out x’D and Taichi gets a redo of his hand-reaching scene. First he berates Hikari for running off on her own and then smiles.

Hikari says she always believed he’d rescue her. Aww.

Sweet sibling love.

Then there’s this really hilarious sound which turns out to be the Vademon hivemind giving a collective cry of distress x’D it’s lmfao amazing. Then they start chanting “Next time next time next time” just in case you thought Millennium was defeated and we can go home now.

Taichi: Sora, do you know where I can buy a leash for this kid? I can’t keep chasing her like this. Aren’t kids today supposed to be glued to their phones and never go outside?

Patamon’s Girlfriend Radar piques at the bundle in Hikari’s arms.

And it is indeed Tailmon, and she’s been waiting for Hikari all this time.

Tailmon: I am Tailmon, a Holy Digimon.

Patamon: oh my god you can’t just call yourself holy ugh you’re so self-centered

D’awww.

They’re both sooooo cute. I’m annoyed they didn’t get a cool ending card like Takeru and Patamon did last week though. But still, this is a sweet moment.

So, there’s not a lot to complain about in this episode, comparatively speaking. I wish we had more dialogue and understood the value of a dramatic pause etc. Also wish Sora and Takeru had more to do than fight the henchmen. Like, if you can just erase an entire part of an episode and it still works fine, you clearly didn’t need that part so why waste time on it.

But at least we do get reactions from Taichi, and at least we got plot development. The Taichi/Hikari parallels were cool. And even though I had other hopes for how this arc would turn out, I’m glad it’s over because maybe we can finally do some other stuff now. Maybe. I want to get back to Koushirou SOOO bad but more than anything I am still gobsmacked by how long it’s been since Yamato’s had anything to do but ride on Garurumon. That is WEIRD. He’s YAMATO.

Next week...

... Looks like it’ll be a light-hearted undersea episode. I’m cool with that. The preview clips had a “Sebastian’s Calypso” vibe that I dig. It’s still about Taichi’s group but I think that’s to do more actual face time with Tailmon and Hikari. I hope we see the others as well and if not maybe the week after. I will be happy if this episode has some personality to it.

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youcantdodoublesuicidealone · 4 years

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The end of the story . . .

❝Chapter 1: The day that I meet you ❞

bace on the dead apple movie

[ Osamu Dazai x reader ]

❝ Prolong ❞

Notice : [ C / E ] = color Eye , [ H / C ] = hair color , Long chapter , I suck at fighting scene (T___T) , bad grammar

Dazai Osamu P. O. V

[ 5 : 0 7 A. M Yokohama City ]

Flashback ❀

" oh before I forget dazai -Kun & Chuuya - Kun, there was a case about two of my men commits suicide with a bloody knife & shot with a gun, but I believe this is the person that did this " the person who was talking to me and Chuuya was the port mafia boss Ogai Mori. Ever since I join the port mafia I was trying to find my reason to live but still didn't find it my reason to live sadly.

Mori grabs files and puts it on his desk which that case some paper to fly off. the raven hair man grabs one of the files with a picture a girl with long [ H / C ], her [ C / E ] is like a sunset, her pale face is like the moon I turn around to see Chuuya who was blushing a smirks on my face & turn back to the Mafia boss. " anyway when you boys were daydreaming about this mission for tomorrow, this girl names [ Y / N ] [ L / N ] or some people call her the Dragon only heart." Mori expenses more detail about her and her relationship with Shibausawa even about her ability plus a bonus she killed about 230 people with her ability !, and her parents die or should I said disappear. The mother hasn't come home & and the father as died in an alleyway. It

After the meeting... Dazai was still daydreaming about the girl form the meeting. An unfamiliar feeling came to him. Is this... Love that he is feeling right now?

Hehe... It's funny how a girl can have a good [ C / E ] crystal, and a wonderful. [ H / C ] . , I wonder what her likes and dislikes. I snap out of my daydream with a familiar loud voice " oi! dazai are you are ready to go ! " said the ginger hair boy. Oh, I forgot he was there. A smirk on my face " Ooooo chuuyaaaaa I know you like this girl too ~. " I said in a tested voice. Chuuya ends up blushing by my words, I can tell he was pissed/flattered about it. Oh boy, this is going to be a long day.

" WHAT NO, I DON'T EVEN LIKE HER YOU MACKEREL! "

" OOO COME ON SLUG STOP ACTING LIKE TSUNDERE AnD JUST AMITY ALREADY! "

End of the flashback ❀ • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • Nobody P. O. V [ 7: 5 2 P. M Yokohama city ]

The day has finally come.... the day of the dragon head conflict. Gun was firing with the other members of the day of Dragonhead. The other members shot back that cause the port mafia members killed or every Death.

𝙏𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙣𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙗𝙚𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙞𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙘𝙡𝙪𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣 ~

It was a full moon, the cloud was a dark purple color, and hearing a gunshot in the air. Hearing Heavily breathing was coming out of a Male who was running on the street in a straight line holding a gun. He stopped at the end of the street and turn to the left. This man is named was Oda sakunosuke. A man who doesn't kill also one of the gifted people. he had reddish hair, his blue eyes are like the ocean also what he wearing was a Tan Coat & a black shirt.

Oda was looked at the dead body all ever the street. " this is sickening " he mumbles. All the port mafia members man was all dead in the ground. Hearing a couple of gunshots in the background, a loud one sound but this one and sound like a... Baby crying. Oda flicks when he heard the baby crying. He ran to the baby and find their parents died in the ground too. Poor baby was the only one who survives the attack. Oda pots his gun always in gentle hold the baby. The baby girl kinda clams down a bit. He sighs of relief and said " your lucky to be alive in this situation " " odasuku " a male voice from an earpiece [ A / N: IDK what are there called them (╥﹏╥)] oda Replied back " Dazai we're are you ? " the other man on the phone was Dazai Osamu the youngest members on the port mafia.

" I have a feeling I know what you're up to, but you need to run. " Dazai continues taking " it's going to be safe there for long " than the other person spoke up "Oh Piss off, scrub "

A motorcycle pass oda and the baby . " oh hey, chuuya. You're in the range of the enemy and take some bullet and die, thanks ." Dazai really wants chuuya to die on this god damm mission.

" Shut up " chuuya was about to lose his cool to his ' partner'.

Chuuya was almost got hit by an ability user but he da. " Damm gifted " yep he's a bit pissed about that. The ability user uses all its energy to take down chuuya. But it didn't work. By using his ability called " Upon the tainted sorrow. " the motorcycle was glowing a light red color & stick to the building. The ability user shot his Electric power to try hitting the motorcycle that chuuya riding.

" He thinks he's the shit," Chuuya said with a grumpy his word when he looks at the person.

Meanwhile with Dazai ~ ♥︎

The dark brown hair boy was sitting on the ground wearing handcuffed. A gun was pouting at the sild profile of dazai " It would have been more amusing if you'd been struck by lightning and killed. " said dazai. A puff of smoke but puff being blow away when a familiar finger " Shut it, Dazai " it was chuuya.

[ Y / N ] [ L / N ] P . O . V

[ 8 : 0 0 P . M ]

" So you telling me I have to stand right here and protect you. , " I said with a ( bit ) annoying a pot my katana on the ground and turning around to looking at my ' father ' Who was starting at his jewelry. " well isn't my fault you been training all week for this event is it, princess ?" Shibusawa said who is still starting his red ruby & a violets blue jewelry & started whispered " It'll be mine " keep saying it three times. Jesus, I hated when he does this but then I just get used to it. I was wearing this nice white dress with cliffs.my dress go to my knees. The neck part was getting annoying. " it won't be mine " Oh God here we go again. Click ... Click .. Click

Hear the fire is burning. He probably burning those papers that I was writing. I sighed and looking at the ground. " are those jewels are all real? " a male voice I shot my Head. To see a boy with a brown wave hair, his bandages right eye & bandage on was top to the bottom, His left dark brown eye is like chocolate. Also, he was wearing a black coat over his shoulder a white shirt with a black tie . And there was an another next to him. He had short ginger hair. A choker around his neck, hat on his head. Black Gloves cover his hand. By what he wears a black Jacket, white shirt, and black pants. The brown hair male took a look at me a started smirk at me. " He could have made a beautiful woman really happy~. " My cheeks started to heat up. Father is mattering one last word " It won't be mine " dropping the last jewelry on the fire and then dropping the bag to the ground.

He clasps his together and giving that looks at me "Princess you know what to do. " I sigh. Grabbing my katana form and attack the one with the bandage.

Dazai Osamu P . O . V

[ 8 : 1 9 P . M ]

Shit, she coming for the mean. A Swing forms her attack at me but I dodge it. I look at chuuya who was going to come bet her. I had to stop him. " Chuuya go-ahead and used your ability " I yelled at him. his eye widen he yelled back at me, " Are you Crazy! " " just trust me ". He used his ability, And markings appear on the cheeks and to the bottom. Chuuya cloth being riping off. The wind bit up. The [ H / C ] girl drops her weapon, her eye like look like she was seen a ghost. This is my chance. I grab her waist and move closer to my chest. Corruption, huh? I saw it on my mind. I step away to get some were safe still holding the [ H / C ] girl close. I could hear chuuya screaming. Next, the thing you know the building that Shibausawa was bowl up. I grab chuuya hand a used my ability " No longer a human ."

[ ? ? ? P . O . V ] [ 8 : 2 4 P . M on the roof top ]

I could see the building bowl up. My white coat was blowing waving though the wind . Heh I was to late to join the party. We'll meet you again soon The dragon only heart.

[ Dazai Osamu P . O . V ]

[ 8 : 2 5 P . M Yokohama city ]

After the experience of the building. I ask [ Y / N ] if she started at my apartment for the night. To my surprise she yes! If chuuya now about this will be the end of me. Also I have get new cou

A few years of waking to Dazai apartment. [ Y / N ] feel something warm. She never had any feelings for a long time. She feels safe with Dazai & chuuya. But there was the other feeling that when she with Dazai her cheek turn pink. And her heart skip a beat when she with him.

" well we're here " I opened the door for [ Y / N ]. " you can make your self-" I my word got cut off by [ Y / N ] hugging me. " thank you for saving me," she said with a smile. I hug her back. " no problem belladonna." I said smile a bit . . . . . . . . . . . . Days have passed. [ Y / N ] told dazai about her ability. And how dangerous it is. It came to the collusion to not join the port mafia. Each day and chuuya came to the dazai apartment to see how's [ Y / N ] doing. • • • • • The day that Oda dead. Dazai was planning to confess to [ Y / N ]. But [ Y / N ] end up the confession to her love with him in the first place. Later at night dazai quite the port mafia and took the [ H / C ] girl so they can become lovers & started in a new chapter for their life together. . . . . . . So , they can have that ever happy ending..... . . . . . . . Five After a few days people started to commit suicide.. nobody now why ... but only one new what is going on . And that person is name [̸Y̸/̸ N̸ ]̸ [̸ L̸ /̸ N̸ ]̸ .̸

❝ chapter 1 : the day that I meet you end ❞

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A / N: in the next chapter there will be more details about the reader's ability! :'D also here some fluff with dazai

#bsd x reader #bsd dead apple #dazai osamu x reader #dazai x reader #bungou stray dogs dazai #dead apple

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uwua3 · 4 years

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helloo! i was lurking through ur blog and ur writing is so good??? ur angst fic for tsumu was so painful and now i'm 😭😭 so can i pls request for hcs for tsumugi with an affectionate s/o? thank youuu 😭😭😭💖

i promise you i have 5 drafts right now but the moment i thought about this prompt, it wouldn’t leave my mind and i knew i had to write it! also, i’m so happy you liked my tsumu angst 🥺 it’s my least popular writing so i didn’t know if it was just awfully written or T___T but yes! angel deserves love ♡

summary: when all else failed, flower language was there to win over your crush

author’s note: this might be a bit different from what you were expecting, anon! the affection so much isn’t... obvious? well, you’ll have to read it and tell me if you think flower language is affection ♡

i absolutely adore flowers, so i was so thankful to put this romantic knowledge to use! if you are looking to be timeless, woo your crush with flowers please~

word count: 2,992

music: dream – suzy & baekhyun, love is the way – red velvet

yellow tulips means there’s sunshine in your smile.

❄️📚 tsukioka tsumugi

tsumugi loved flowers

it all started when he worked as a florist. the store was the same as always, even after he came back. it was overgrown, with decades of flora & fauna taking over the storefront as there wasn’t a single dead leaf in sight. greenery gave the usual urban, grey road life as the sunshine felt warmer in the makeshift forest. displays of annual flowers made tsumugi smell the roses, and he came by daily ever since he was a teenager

tsumugi liked to check out the produce and greet his favorite little old lady nicknamed “ma” that ran the small store. she always coddled him, pinching his cheeks and affectionately saying he grew up handsome as he blushed under the praise. she liked retelling stories she remembered of his young self working in her shop, laughing at his low stamina but unbreakable will

she reminded him of his own grandmother, and often arrived after work with new flowers he had harvested from the mankai courtyard to impress her

it was a particularly lucky day. one of tsumugi’s blooms came earlier than expected, and the moment he noticed it whilst gardening and whistling a tune, he took one as he left the dorms in his gear. when tsumugi arrived nearly out of breath for attempting to run the entire length, he was about to call the grandmother’s name but noticed someone else was tending the plants

(strange, ma never needed help, tsumugi thought before he glanced at your smile and was blinded. you were the sun)

when you bloomed into his life like the most beautiful flower, tsumugi swore he nearly dropped his pot when he saw you the first time. you saw him in gardening overalls stained by dirt and his rural appearance, and he admired you like you were at full bloom

tsumugi wasn’t good with words, in fact, he couldn’t even speak when he saw you. he just nodded quickly, gesturing to the random new arrivals he was pretending to be interested in. as you went further into the store, tsumugi sighed and could feel the vines within his lungs crawl and tighten around his chest

he wanted to talk to you, but he was afraid you’d be a cherry blossom that lasted for two weeks before fluttering away

so tsumugi approached you the only way he knew how: with flowers

it was your first week working as ma’s apprentince florist, but you had found a minature flower bouquet by your door. it was tarragon, a herb with tiny green & yellow flowers, gently wrapped with a delicate pastel yellow ribbon

tarragon: lasting interest

when ma came upon the boquet, she smiled knowingly, as if she had some dirt on the secret giver. however, you couldn’t get ma to budge (that woman was incredibly stubborn and had seen too many things to yield to a young adult!)

you decided to keep the herbs, pressing the flowers so they’d dry and twirled the ribbon around your finger as the empty lackluster hours expectedly came and went throughout the day. you wondered if the person who brought you such a beautiful present knew of flower language?

tsumugi did

tsumugi was a hopeless romantic at heart despite living in a world of fleeting love. he remembered learning flower language for situations like this, though, this was the first time he ever had to (or wanted to) use it

he still came to the shop every other day to be the victim of ma’s endless teasing, her short frame not stopping her from jabbing him in the ribs with her elbow. but this time, with a knowing smile. nothing ever escaped ma, she was too observant for her own good

(tsumugi was the only person she knew who tied his ribbons that way)

(she only knew because every mother’s day, tsumugi liked giving her the best assortment of flowers she had ever seen ever since he worked for her)

as the days went by, you had begun to notice the quiet, timid boy with the shyest smile and brightest eyes always standing near the front in the sun as you hid away inside wherever the fan was

(perhaps you regretted that, when you heard his gentle laugh twinkle across the shop like wind chimes, you thought of tarragon)

one day, when you decided to look up after intensely reading a library book on botany behind the register, you saw him immediately avert his eyes and awkwardly laugh at something ma said. she glanced back at you, gesturing you over with a flick of her hand. you didn’t even bother arguing against it, closing your book and heading out front

(no one fought ma and won)

“this is my newest employee, tsumugi! they’re such a green thumb, it’s like they bring my flowers back to life.” ma bragged, laying a hand on your arm and pushing you forward so you were even closer to the boy you’ve been noticing out of the corner of your eye. he couldn’t look you in the eye, he was staring at everything but your eyes

(tsumugi couldn’t look at you because you shined so bright, he almost had to cover his eyes)

you introduced yourself properly, and as tsumugi finally tore his sight away from the new red roses in season, his eyes widened at something around your neck. you subconsciously lifted your hand to it and—oh

it was the yellow ribbon you had been gifted last week

ma grinned, feigning shock at your new acessory around the collar of your uniform. “my dear, i never noticed such a pretty little thing! haven’t you been wearing it everyday?” ma pretended to reach out for it but you leaned back, protectively putting your hand over the bow

(for some reason, you had become oddly attached to the ribbon)

“i... i have. just thought it was lovely, that’s all.” you justified, seeing tsumugi’s shoulders drop when he exhaled with... relief? tsumugi complimented the shade of yellow, saying it often fit the summer season and compared it to a dahlia

so, when it was the next day and you saw ma waiting for you with another knowing smile and a single yellow dahlia in her hands, you remembered tsumugi

the dahlia was pastel yellow, just like the ribbon you had on today. when you took it, you turned it over and watched the petals rustle in the summer wind

dahlia (single): good taste

“you know who it is, don’t you?” you interrogated ma, holding the dahlia close to your chest. it was clearly grown with care, in fact, it almost saddened you to see such a beautiful flower given to you when it could’ve kept on growing

ma just shrugged, doing her morning round of watering as she slipped on her gloves and got to work. you were about to do the same before something caught your eye

blue salvias

you didn’t even need to ask ma before she passed you a pen and floral tag you could attach

you bundled up blue salvias, tying a navy blue ribbon (you thought of tsumugi’s eyes and hair that glistened in the sunlight) with a note attached

“thank you, may all your flowers bloom during this summer season!”

you finished it off by signing your name, and left it in ma’s very capable hands. she complimented your ribbon choice with a snicker, but you didn’t question it. ma knew way too much neighbourhood gossip from being the local cupid with her flowers

(you were out back on break, taking notes from a herbs textbook you borrowed. while you were dutifully learning, you never noticed ma pass tsumugi a bouquet of blue salvias and his shocked, flustered blush as he accepted the flowers graciously)

blue salvias: i think of you

(“next time, my boy, just give the flowers to me. you’re much too obvious for your own good.” ma patted tsumugi’s cheek with her wrinkled hand, an aged look to her as if she knew it all)

(when tsumugi went home, he tied the dark blue ribbon around his watering can and put the salvias in a vase)

it didn’t take long before ma whacked a bouquet of flowers over your head, reprimanding you for slouching while reading

you took the gift, noticing a note but before you could read, you smelled the white camelias. but when you realized what it meant, you turned as red as the carnations beside you

white camelias: you’re adorable

“if only you were the sun, then all my flowers would be happy. though, they could never be as bright as you.”

as you unlooped the white ribbon this time, you put aside the note as you tied the ribbon around your neck. now, you had two equally cute ribbons that had you thinking of this secret admirer all day

as the fan blew towards you, the note floated to the floor as you leaned down from your stool to catch it mid–air. you checked the back of the tag, there was a name you would’ve missed: tulip

did they want you to address them as tulip? without a second thought, you had an assortment of red carnations held by a red ribbon and another note

“tulip? why is that?”

(you signed the back with “sunflower”)

red carnations: alas for my poor heart

next day, you received a dwarf sunflower with a bright yellow ribbon and a note you held closest to your heart

“perhaps, i just wanted to make you smile. — forever thinking of you, too, tulip”

dwarf sunflower: adoration

for the next month, you slowly forgot about the shy boy with the blue. tsumugi stopped by less, or at least he came during your break time. you wondered why, since he refused to look into your eyes and hid his face during the rare chances you did get to see him

(tsumugi always gave ma the flowers when it was break, he didn’t want you to find out)

you and your secret admirer kept exchanging flowers like it was mail. by this time, you had so many ribbons and you always received questions on why you wore them all

(“no reason.” you’d lie, and gently ran your fingers over the thread)

(tsumugi began tying the ribbons you gifted him everywhere just so he’d remember you. sometimes even around his pinky when he wanted to feel connected to you like soulmates would. he’d lay his head on his desk, pretending he was pulling on your string of fate and watched the ribbon flow elegantly around his hand with a small smile)

you had grown fond of tulip. his handwriting was delicate and light, you could tell he didn’t push down hard on his pen even when he doodled the flowers he was giving you that day. he had such a unique style, it was comforting to write to someone so genuinely kind and pure–hearted

although your affections to tulip were unparalleled, you often smelled the flowers he gave you and stared out at the horizon, wondering who this person was. you wanted a real name to connect to a face

(maybe, you were scared that whatever you were feeling was too much for a nameless unknown)

you knew it might have been too soon to demand answers, but your actions were readily supported by ma as she took the bouquet without letting you think it over

a purple bittersweet, also known as nightshade, with a deep violet ribbon and short note this time

“i must ask you, tulip, is it truly too much trouble for you to share your name? — best, sunflower”

(when tsumugi received these flowers with an impatient look from ma, he faltered, looking into the store but seeing you were no where in sight. ma jabbed him again, frustrated with his fear. “tell her!” ma insisted, but tsumugi shook his head and left)

(ma sighed, rubbing her temples as she shut her eyes. “kids, these days.”)

bittersweet: truth

“i am afraid, once you know the real me, you won’t want me anymore. i know it is selfish of me, but i just want to have you, just for a little longer. — always yours, tulip”

you read the next day and twirled the red columbine with a sigh. maybe you were afraid, this love would only bloom in the summer and tulip thought the same thing

red columbine: anxious, trembling

(you didn’t respond for a few days. you couldn’t, you were just as scared of what you felt for them)

you had started your day off bright and early, arriving at the local library to continue your research into flower language. you had chosen a book after becoming interested by its familiar drawings on the cover and took it to the shop, waving to ma as you rested in the back moss garden

you wanted to find the perfect flower to comfort tulip. even though your curiousity was overwhelming, you couldn’t help but understand where they were coming from. the relationship you guys had built was so nice, it would be a shame to question it

you turned the page but furrowed your eyebrows, automatically opening to a bookmark. it was custom, with dried flowers and a ribbon at the end through a hole. you noticed two initials at the bottom in light handwriting

T.T.

you were about to take it out to return it before the wind made you lose your place, going to the back of the book where the card pocket was. you put the bookmark at the back and found the letters aligned to a name that borrowed the book most recently

T.T. tsukioka tsumugi

tsumugi... that must’ve been the full name of the blue boy who came by so much. then, you noticed it

the handwriting was familiar, for a good reason. tsumugi crossed his t’s the same way as tulip, the ends of the t’s were curved in a similar fashion, too

you remembered the first time you met tsumugi

(“yellow, like a dahlia.” tsumugi hummed, reaching out to fix the way it was uneven. he almost didn’t notice it, until he looked up at your eyes. he moved back, made some excuse of how busy he was, and disappeared)

(you had touched the ribbon, wondering why you didn’t stop him)

you quickly moved to the front desk, shuffling through the countless stacks of paper and decorations until you reached the drawer where you kept all the notes. you took a random sample, realizing it was one of the more recent ones before you had asked their name

it had been stained with dirt. they must’ve wrote it in a hurry, like they just had to say it

“would it be too soon to say i want to see you, even though i know i can’t? — i miss you, tulip”

(you remembered this. pink camellia, pastel pink ribbon)

pink camellia: longing for you

you put the scrap of paper side by side with tsumugi’s name, tracing the letters with a shaky hand. how had you not realized it, was the boy you had become fascinated with the one you actually liked? sure, you thought the silent affection for the client was temporary, like a cherry blossom

turns out, he had survived the summer and would stay with you even until winter

was tsumugi tulip?

you had closed the book, attempting to process the revelation. all those things you said, all the secrets you exposed to the world, and he felt the same. sure, it was silly to think you could fall in love with the way someone wrote

but then, you thought about when you saw him the first time under the sun. he was glittering and sparkling like a streaming river, blue and beautiful. you wanted to see tsumugi again, you had to know

you didn’t usually send bouquets first, so when you handed one to ma, her face hardened and she seemed to know

“you know who it is, now? are you ready?” ma asked, placing the flowers down to envelop you in a motherly hug. you hugged back, nodding with resolve as you placed your chin on her head

“i... i need to know,” you chose your words carefully, but you glanced up and saw all the floral ornaments you had made from their gifts. their sweet, well–meaning flowers that brightened your day. then, your gaze fell upon the red columbine

“i need to know if this is real love.” you finished, ma patting you on your back comfortingly as she listened

“he loves you, little sprout.” ma simply said, but it meant everything when you waited until the next day with the flowers yourself

it was your break time. tsumugi came in with a bouquet just like you, but his steps stuttered when he saw you standing out front with flowers at your chest

you looked at him and softly smiled, the admiration and affection you had for a mysterious boy flourishing out of you. you took a small step forward, but tsumugi took two steps back. he hid the flowers behind his back

tsumugi was about to apologize, beg for your forgiveness before you smiled, your neck decorated with the tens of ribbons he had gifted you

“i love you, tulip.” you confessed, needing no note to hide behind when you held the bouquet out to tsumugi

red tulips, red ribbon

red tulips: passion, a declaration of love

tsumugi took a moment to admire you, the way you stood tall just like a sunflower. maybe it was too fast and he was being impulsive, but he felt it. he felt love, he wanted you to feel it, too

tsumugi offered you a bouquet in return as you laughed at the situation, pulling him into a close hug and taking in his warmth

yellow tulips, yellow ribbon

yellow tulips: there is sunshine in your smile

“i love you, too, sunflower.”

#tsukioka tsumugi #tsumugi tsukioka #a3! act! addict! actors!#a3!#act! addict! actors!#a3! actor training game #a3! headcanons #act! addict! actors! headcanons #mankai a3!#mankai company #a3! x reader #a3 x reader #tsumugi x reader #a3! tsumugi #a3 tsumugi

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W: Worlds Apart - Volume 4: Worlds Estranged

Kang Chul X Oh Yeon Joo - Fix-It Fic (T)

Read from beginning or find previous chapters here: Stories

CW for suggestive material/sensuality. The cut’s early for that reason tho it’s not particularly...well anyway.

This is like, the penultimate chapter?!?

The story is over. And now their new life is beginning.

Chapter 130 - The World Built Between Them (743 words)

She had pushed away her desire for him so long that letting it come was like a seachange. The tide crashed in when she told herself to not look away from him, to not stop herself from reaching for him. She was in a new world where she could taste Chul's skin, run fingertips over his scars and his hipbones. Draw him in toward her and not apologize.

He looked at her like he expected reality to break around him if he moved, and yet he chose to risk that to come to her. His heart beat fluttered under her palm. Her pulse answered in tips of her fingers. And their old worlds apart from each other did shatter--into remnants of a bad dream.

The joy they had been so scared to touch rose like a new sun on them.

Chul would have been happy to never leave the hotel suite ever again, but as he told Yeon Joo, when finally they brewed a fresh pot of coffee and ate some of the snacks in the fridge, he also was done living in places that weren't homes. "There's another apartment showing this afternoon. Should I cancel it?"

"No. Let's go and have dinner out somewhere, so we can hurry back here."

She was teasing him, he thought, but also herself.

"Is there anything you need to do?"

"Make an appointment to add you to my family register?" she said, innocently.

And even though there was a slight teasing to the way she said that, his already-full heart swelled again. He took her hand and kissed it, the easy affection now possible still a thrill.

"Should we see online if there are appointments today?"

"I doubt it," she said with a laugh. Then she stopped and eyed him speculatively. "Maybe if you check."

While it seemed irresponsible to mention aloud, when he found an appointment in the afternoon to do a registry change in Seoul on a Friday, she was pretty sure he still had a lingering surplus of a protagonist's luck. When they walked up to the flat he had a viewing of, she was certain of it.

His agent, a middle-aged woman with improbably black hair and a suit that didn't fit quite right, looked as astonished as Yeon Joo felt, which was explained when Kang Chul told Yeon Joo, "The director at the publishing house suggested I look at this place. His son is moving to Hong Kong for work."

The building was an unusual brick, along the lines of an American brownstone, with four levels that were separate apartments. The one opening up was the third floor, not the fourth, but otherwise it was almost amusing how much it fit Chul. Compared to his penthouse in the manhwa it was a step down, but that was architecture based on an artist's sensibilities and not reality. Anything real would be a step down. The ceilings weren't low, the kitchen had a long counter. It wouldn't come furnished, but the living area was large enough for a nice couch and TV on one side with a dining room set up as well. There were two bedrooms, and the smaller one had a nice view down the hill and would have light during the day to be an office.

"I don't have much sensibility about this kind of thing," Chul said. "Does it seem nice to you?"

"Yes, absolutely. How much was it?" she asked the agent.

Chul reacted to the figure with a comment on it being very doable, though Yeon Joo thought she'd really need to check in with Soo Bong to find out what his real-world situation was. But on their way out of the building, after bidding the agent goodbye, Yeon Joo said, "So you spoke with the director of the publishing house? That's not usual for an interview, is it?"

"I think they escalated me up. I applied for a PR position that was open that was entry-level, but they are considering me for an assistant director position."

Yeon Joo tried to hide her smile, but he noticed and asked why she was grinning.

"It shouldn't amaze me that you'd get this kind of reception in the real world, but it does. It's reassuring, but also...yes, I find it funny."

"I would have happily worked from the ground up," he said earnestly, and she assured him she believed him...but possibly being a director was a better fit.

- - -

Long final chapter next week T___T

#W Worlds Apart #W #MBC W #W Two Worlds #fanfiction

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sophisticatedloserchick · 4 years

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Fanfic - The Girl in The Mirror - 1/1

Summary: Iris watches her husband while trapped in the mirror world.

Rating: PG

Word Count: 690

A/N: A angsty drabble I had to write after watching the latest episode. My poor westallen T___T

Iris watches Barry whenever she can.

There’s no pattern or reason as to when images of her life would appear in the silver reflection of the mirror. Sometimes it felt like hours, even days between her catching the briefest glimpse of the world she longed to return to. Then other times the images never stopped as if the mirror cruelly enjoyed torturing her with reminders of a life that was so close yet so far away.

The moments when she saw Barry were the hardest.

Her heart leapt at the sight of him. Her eyes greedily drinking in all the small details of him that made him Barry; the messy swoop of his hair when he first woke up in the morning, the crooked quirk of his lips when he smiled, the length of his shoulders in the sweater she bought him for Christmas.

Yet her heart ached knowing she could only look and nothing more. In the cold emptiness of the mirror-world it was the warmth of Barry's touch that she missed the most, how when he wrapped her up in his arms she felt safe and protected.

The worst was when Iris saw Barry with Her.

There’s an acute kind of pain in seeing your husband with a mirror reflection of yourself.

Iris had thought the real painfiul part would be seeing her husband happy and in love with someone who wasn't truly, completely her. That Barry would be just as happy with the reflection of her instead of all of her. Iris feared that was exactly what happened when she first saw Barry and the reflection of her continue to live in wedded bliss.

But then the cracks started to show.

More and more when Iris sees Barry and the reflection of her there's a distance between them.

Barry tries to reach out to her and fix the distance, seeking the warm and familiar intimacy that always existed between them only for him to be rejected every time. Iris watches from her mirror prison the hurt and confusion flicker across his face when it happens. When his sweet words are met with silence, and his his lover's touch not being returned. More heartbreaking is that Iris knows her Barry all too well, knows that he's blaming himself for the distance and that a voice in the back of his mind says 'its all your fault'.

Iris then becomes angered because its the reflection of her who put that merciless voice in Barry's head.

As time goes on Barry and her reflection are rarely alone together.

Like tonight, Iris watches Barry come home from work. He used to call out her name and announce that he's home but he stopped doing that weeks ago after he continually came home to a empty and silent loft.

He moves slowly through the dark loft only turning on a few lights. Lately Iris notices that Barry moves with none of his usual speed and he looks sick with his pale face and dark circles under his eyes. Both should be impossible because of his connection to the speedforce.

Iris looks on as Barry pauses by the side table in the living room and reaches out to pick up a framed photograph from their wedding day. The expression on his face is so open and raw it makes Iris choke back the tears.

She recognizes that expression, its longing. Barry is longing for something he doesn't realize he's already lost. And despite believing his wife is still by his side a loneliness now consumes him.

Iris knows that longing and loneliness. Can feel it right down to her bones. It consumes her in a way that makes it hard to breathe some days and where she would do anything to get back to him.

She's screaming out his name now, a fruitless attempt to get his attention that never works. Her firsts pounding on the cold mirror surface. But right at the moment when Barry lifts his head to stare directly at her, and hope grows in her chest that he finally sees her, the mirror shifts and Barry disappears.

All Iris has left is her reflection staring back at her.

#westallen #barry allen #iris west allen #the flash #fanfic #sophisticatedloserchickwrites

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seekingthestars · 4 years

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sarah watches the untamed: liveblogging adventures, part twenty seven episodes 46 + 47

(aka: wen ning and fairy are the real mvps here.)

alright y’all it’s been a week but now i’m snuggled up under a bunch of blankets with Emotional Support WangjiBun and WuxianBun and i am READY FOR THIS LET’S GOOO

episode 46:

“who could be worse than him!?!” ahhh have they finally decided there’s someone they hate more than wwx XD

oh god his son i forgot he’d had a son for a minute oh gross gross gross

poor little jin ling over here ;;

look i still hate clan leader yao, he will always irritate me

me and wwx have the same thoughts, it’s amazing how quickly these people will turn on someone lol i mean Dimples deserves it after being being A Whole Evil, but STILL

I’M ACTUALLY CACKLING, TWO HOURS AGO THEY WANTED TO KILL WWX AND NOW THEY’RE LIKE “HEY BUDDY :D YOU SHOULD HELP :D” LIKE COME ON -.-

ugh i love all the little lotus lanterns all over Lotus Pier, they’re so pretty ;;;;

wangji going into the ancestral hall with wuxian, he is good boy ;~~;

“after all, you two are sworn brothers.” ;AAAAAAAAA;

lan zhan about to smack jiang cheng

jiang cheng is hurting MY feelings, buddy no ;;

“Let him go.” WANGJI I LOVE YOU that was v attractive

WUXIAN ;AAAA;

WEN NING ;AAAA;

oh SHIT OH MY GOD WHAT

WUXIAN GAVE JIANG CHENG HIS GOLDEN CORE. THAT WAS ALL THE RESEARCH. IT WAS WEN QING. EVERYTHING MAKES SO MUCH SENSE BUT ALSO NOW EVERYTHING HURTS EVEN MORE

JIANG CHENG HE GAVE UP SO MUCH FOR YOU AND THEN YOU JUST HATE HIM I’M SAD :(

(bless this teeny extra peek we get of cape outfit) (wen ning is so sweet being so proud of his sister and calling her the best doctor of their section of the wen clan, also him in this entire sequence makes me ;; <3 wen ning is goodest boy ever)

WANGJI CRYING, JIANG CHENG CRYING, I’M CRYING, EVERYONE CRYING

WEN NING THANKING WANGJI FOR TAKING CARE OF YUAN, i’m so emotional

flashback to wangji finding yuan hiding in the burial mounds y’all i am legit so emotional

okay look wen ning is literally the best boy, wangji’s like “you didn’t tell him?” and he’s just, in his sweet little soft voice, “he’s happy now. i don’t want him to be less happy.” PLEASE. WHO COULD EVER HATE HIM. HE IS A SWEET SWEET BABY

OH MY GOD WUXIAN HAD TO BE AWAKE THE WHOLE TIME

weeps that explains why he looked so hurt when he was captured by wen chao, i remember thinking he looked really sick THAT’S WHY OH MY GOD BABY ;A;

TWO NIGHTS AND ONE DAY. WEEPING.

i’m squishing WuxianBun so much ;;

(unrelated but everything about lotus pier is so pretty, even the random lake looks lovely, sighs i love lotus pier)

YANLI ;AAAAA;

NOW WUXIAN IS CRYING when will this show stop making me so emotional, the answer is probably never

Wangji picking the lotus seed pod and handing it to wuxian and saying “Only today” bc he knows everything that’s been going on now and knows how upset wuxian must be and he’s going to let him have this little bit of home for today and oh my god FEELINGS

omg they ate so many XDDD

ohhhh sparkly golden butterfly PRETTY

guangyao (look i am TRYING to use his new name, i am MAKING AN EFFORT) came to lotus pier/yunmeng??? ohhhh boy

and we’re off to yunping city!

POOR NING BEING BULLIED but he’s so CUTE

i love sparkly butterfly magic it’s v v pretty

look i know it’s midnight but it’s been a moderately rough week and i don’t have anything going on tomorrow and despite the fact that this show makes me emotional it also makes me SO HAPPY so ONWARD

episode 47

oh my god wait a minute is wuxian trying to play matchmaker for wen ning bc i’m about to lose my mind laughing if that’s what’s happening right now

“he needs to make some friends at least! i think sizhui is the perfect candidate!!” I ALMOST MADE THE DUMBEST NOISE OH MY GOD WUXIAN OH MY GOD I’M DYING OF COURSE THEY WOULD BE FJEWAOIFA FAMILY

wangji being like “oh crap quick dodge the statement, turn and run” XDD

wen ning looks so SAD being told he should stay behind in the inn, omg actual baby wen ning

hmm guangyao why you out here buying temples

monk seems suspicious

the wonder trio back at it again, breaking in places, solving mysteries

ohhhh no spoopy smoke, that can’t be good

FAIRY. JIN LING MUST BE HERE

THERE HE IIIIIS

XICHEN? what are YOU doing here, buddy

excuse you, misters with the bows, you better freaking not shoot jin ling

JIN LING WHY ARE YOU CLIMBING THE WALL PLS BUDDY

wuxian being a great uncle and saving him but also COVER IS BLOWN

THE DIMPLES OF BETRAYAL ARE IN FULL FORCE TONIGHT

i audibly gasped at the shot of the wire cutting into wuxian’s throat NO

jin ling didn’t get away :(((((((

“Chase and kill it” DON’T YOU FREAKING DARE KILL FAIRY, YOU HAVE FOR SURE GONE TOO FAR GUANGYAO

Dimples is just SO EVIL feaiwofjawo;fewa god zzj plays such a GOOD evil villian

jin ling sitting a little behind xichen and clinging to his dad’s sword ;;;; like his dad’s sword is his security blanket and if he has it, he feels a little better ;;

i think the jin clan must teach a class in the art of the Sleeve Swish bc Zixuan did it, Jin Ling’s done it, Meng Yao’s out here sleeve swishing away

HUAISANG?!?!? MY BB

ughhhhh go away su she

“Why do you know the Lan principals so well?!” “I transcribed it so many times, I memorized it.....” “WHY THOUGH.” “it was my punishment.” “SHAME ON YOU.” FJEWIOFJEW HAHAHAHAHA

“Or else you will be pissed off by me.” I LAUGHED OUT LOUD GOD I LOVE WUXIAN SO MUCH

wangji has the freaking fastest reaction times, those reflexes

JIANG CHENG BURSTING IN LIKE THE MOST MAJESTIC ANGRY GRAPE

AND FAIRY!!!! Jin Ling looks so happy Fairy’s back T___T <3

Wangji’s -__- face as he holds up his sleeve for Wuxian to hide behind and Wuxian cheering on Fairy to bite Su She IT’S ADORABLE AND I LOVE IT

jiang cheng ain’t here to play around, y’all

god that SMIRK foejawif meng yao your dimples truly overflow with evil :(

jiang cheng ;;;

that delighted evil grin omg what iiiiiis iiiiiiiit

okay i guess i should stop and go to bed since it’s 1:45 but!!!! only three episodes left, this is insane!!!!!

#sarah watches the untamed #sarah watches #these liveblogs just seem to get longer and truly more stream-of-consciousness as we go along lol #i apologize for my random screaming and the billion random comments and too many screenshots XD

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verwelktesgedicht · 5 years

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Special vk moments in Japan (2019)

After 2 1/2 years I returned to Japan. Mostly this time I met friends and went to concerts. Since I would like to make my tumblr a bit more personal again I decided to text a bit about this and write down about the moments and concerts that touched me the most. Well, actually I write a few things about all concerts I went to this time but.. you will notice which one touched me the most xDD If you want to know more about one or anything else.. please just send me a message ^^

First of all, my first concert after returning to Japan: an Arlequin oneman! I actually wanted to see Royz live that day but ticket prices for fan-sold tickets were ridiculous, even for bad numbers. Regular kombini-tickets had soo bad numbers at that time that it was like... standing in the hallway. And travelling to that city where they played would have cost me too much for it being worth standing in the hallway. So I wondered if there is any other concert I might be interested in to go instead and i decided 3 days before the concert that I will stay in Osaka to see Arlequin live instead of Royz in Hamamatsu. Other way I wouldn’t have seen Arlequin while I would see Royz at their 10th anni. So, Arlequin was so much better than expected! It sounds mean but let me tell you: I DID enjoy every of their taiban/twoman I went to so much. Just for some reason the oneman I went to in 2015.. wasn’t the best live ever. Some parts of the live were so boring?! So I realized, maybe Arlequin just isn’t a oneman band but a taiban band for me. Because their taibans were so damn fun! Anyway, I went to see them live in Sep 2019 because i wanted to see them and it was the only chance for that trip! And it was SO good. It felt like they improved a lot - performance-wise and setlist-wise. Aki’s talk improved a lot. He got so emotional?! --> I got so emotional?!? They even made me cry at one point.... I was like wtf. But somehow... it might also because it made me feel like “Damn. I guess I forgot what it feels like. This is it. Live houses are truly my home.”???? “Utopia” was really great because we all messed up the “lalala”-part... 3 times. We could do the melody but not the very ending of it but Aki didn’t want to have any of that shit and let us do it over and over again WITHOUT SHOWING US THE CORRECT MELODY!! It just broke when we didn’t know how to continue. It was so funny actually xD Embarassing and funny. In the end he helped us. I’m still a bit sad I couldn’t see a small live house live of Royz but I am very happy I went to see Arlequin again. I’m fine with how things turned out!

Next was kizu-DIAURA-twoman (with gulu gulu as opening act). It was fun! I wanted to see kizu live so much ^__^ And I’m happy I finally did because them and arlequin are the bands I listen to the most during the past 1-2 years. But after them DIAURA played and I realized how high-quality DIAURA’s performances are xDD They are so GOOD! I took my not-vk-fan-friend with me and she enjoyed it too ^___^ And I got MASTER’s ゴミ aka water bottle.

Then I saw alice nine live?!? Spontanously decided. The live was nice. I’m so happy i FINALLY saw them. After 12 years. And they played shunkashuuto with Tora singing (... trying to sing. xDD). NOSTALGIA kicked through!!!

Then I went to see ACME at a taiban. It was my first live of them and it was great! I ended up in Saizen.. and need to write about this in another entry because holy shit.

GUILD was special. I saw them spontaneously back in 2015 and 2014. once as oneman, once as 2man and once at a taiban. Before that I saw them in 2010 in Europe without actually knowing them. It was 1 year after they formed. So.. it’s quite interesting to see them every 4 years xDD I see their improvement. Their change. The live was very nice and funny. I went with 2 friends. One of them I saw GUILD in 2010 together with. I really like GUILD’s songs and enjoyed the live a lot since.. they were on hiatus for quite some time so there aren’t TOO many songs I don’t know. And even the new songs I knew more or less xD It was a lot of nostalgia. And a lot of fun. I missed GUILD and I’m glad they are back.

We spontaneously saw LEZARD and DaizyStripper live next. I was so so happy to see Sora again. I didn’t since I went to my last ALIVE live in 2015. So it was really nice.... I loved to see him having fun!! I loved to see him being in a band he enjoys and belongs to. I’m really glad he seems fine ^^ That was all that counted for me that day! And Daizy were more fun than I expected. Saw them at an open air live in 2014 and it was.. okay. But this 2man was a blast. I was surprised!

Gazette tourfinal at Yokohama Arena was a cool experience but we stood/sat quite in one of the highest rows and were far (not the most in the back but far) from stage, so.. well, yeah. It was a nice experience but I guess I prefer smaller lives?? Best moment was probably when Kai shout without microphone xD his usual “kakattekoi!!” could be heard EVERYWHERE and I was like “so this is what it sounds like live.” and loved it.

One of the lives that made me the happiest was HELLO. taiban. I wanted to see Aki live, my ALIVE boy xD But then I noticed that Nao (ex-ALIVE as well), would be support guitarist for that live and it couldn’t be better??? I ended up in saizen kami2 because the saizen girl wasn’t there for ALIVE and nobody wanted to be in saizen for the support guy and she BEGGED me to be in saizen when she found out I considered being there. So I was 1st row almost in front of Nao. It was soo great ._. I had perfect view on him and Aki and since at least Nao knew I would be there...... Not gonna brag stuff like “omg his smile was so cute T___T” ... but I loved seeing him smile at me. I loved seeing him kinda happy? He looked happy at least ^^ Nao isn’t in a band anymore but I think he does miss that time. At least it looked like that xD I don’t think they have THAAAT many fans. I mean... saizen was free right of me. But yeah, those were the support-spots, so maybe it was because of that xDD Anyway, I loved it. I loved to see them live again. I would love to see them live once again. I’m really so so happy I could go to this live. I mean, I didn’t know the furi well but I had a great Aki-gya next to me who was sooo nice and tried to help me and showed me the furi clearly while doing them during the songs. She even gave me their new CD as gift afterwards! It was only a taiban, so it was very short and I waited through 6 other bands of which I cared for only one but I definitely count this concert as one of the best during that trip. One of the few ones that made me the happiest. Because I could see the boys of the band smile that once were my (closest to-)honmei.

Another highlight of the trip was R-Shitei’s concert in Mito. I was sick and my voice was GONE that day. Really. Gone. I don’t know if this ever happened to me before but ... I couldn’t have ANY conversation. Anyway, the live was really fun!! And... at one point Mamo pointed at us saying that foreigners are here too today and if we’re having fun........ I screamed inside for two reasons: - First.. mamo-nii-chan noticed us ûu ..... xDDDD - Second: “... I NEED to answer but what if my voice isn’t existent again??” And my friend can’t speak Japanese so she had no idea what was going on...... I shout a bit during the live and sometimes it started working again a bit, sometimes it just died right away, so I took my chances and shout as loud as I could “Haaaaai!!” and ended it here because it came out fine and I didn’t want to tempt fate... xDDD I also met a friend from my year in Japan - by chance! She actually said she won’t go but she ended up there anyway xD Nice girl! She helped me with quite a few important things back then.

Then Royz’ 10th anni. When I went to their 5th anni I told myself I will be back for the 10th one. And I made it. 5 years ago I had no idea where I would be in 2019 and how my life would be and if Royz was even still around. But I told myself... if there is any chance for me to go to their 10th anniversary I would do it. I decided for the time of this trip because of this concert. Tbh, I was a bit pissed it was the very first time they made the anniversary live their tour final and also the very first time they held their anniversary in Tokyo. They always held it in their hometown Osaka. But maybe that time is over now. I wanted it to be in Osaka. But anyway...... You have to go with the flow? The live was nice! And the song Anniversary made me cry. I love the lyrics so much!? Also, they talked about Kazuki and his messages that morning. And ACROSS WORLD made me the happiest. It was the last song (of course?) and I was so happy... And seeing the people around me smile like crazy made me even happier xD I know I am not the best Royz fan anymore. I know maybe someone who is more of a fan should lead Royz-yade. I lost them a bit during the past years. But they are still awesome and I still enjoy their music and their concerts. I have so many memories connected to them and I won’t give up on them ^_^ I still love them. I am still happy for every step they make. For every goal they archive. Also, I talked to Kento!? xDDD Pretty boy.

R-Shitei in Wakayama was fun but Mito was more fun xD So no real review here. Except for... they played THREE ENCORE!

Last but not least, ACME. Nice concert! But the fans were strange... Yes, it was a small concert but nobody really called their names like bangya use to. Nobody shout. Many didn’t dance along. It was very strange?!? The band itself was great though! The songs are great, they are funny, their performance is good - and SHOGO is desperately afraid of guitar solo... xDD

I said last but not least, but actually... there was another concert xDD I went to see ALTL. It’s a tiny idol group with bandmen, one of them I like from his previous bands xD So.. actually I wanted to go with a friend but she didn’t make it so I went alone. And it was SO strange. It was in a club/small live house thingy and it was so strange to be there for an idol group??? The fans were different. The atmosphere was different. THE MUSIC WAS DIFFERENT XDDD But it was fun in the end? Way more than I thought. And you could take 2shots with your favorite member and talk a bit. I took.. 3 ûu” for 3000 Yen xD I enjoyed it but I felt lost xD I mean, I’ve been to many vk concerts alone. Also to very very small ones with only like 15 people. But at least that is my scene ^^” At least I knew what to do and what to expect. With that idol concert I was completely lost xDDD But I’m really glad I still went!

#vk #personal #text

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YATORI, Yukinora, Kazubisha

Got multiple asks about Yatori–I’m surprised though, y’all know how I feel about this one, right? XDD

Yatori:

vomit / don’t ship / okay / cute / adorable / perfect / beyond flawless / hot damn / screaming and crying / i will ship them in hell

This ship owns my heart and soul. I love it, I love them, I love everything about it. It’s been a long time since a “canon” ship in a manga left me feeling so rejuvenated and peaceful and it just makes me so happy when I see them together.

My very, very favorite about this ship is just how much Hiyori is Yato’s “safe place.” She’s his home, guys. She’s the “place” he returns to, the one he runs to when he feels threatened, the first human he’s brave enough to entrust his entire life to–he’s a thousand+-year-old god, but he needs her. He’s suffered for so long and in so many ways, and then he finally found someone who makes him happy, who brought so many good things into his life, who told him in no uncertain terms that she wants him in her life and values him… She saved him and continues to save him, and the dynamic that they have is so unique and so intriguing to me.

My heart aches at the mere thought of them not being together forever. Adachitoka, do NOT let me down.

Yukinora:

vomit / don’t ship / I’m on the fence / okay / cute / adorable / perfect / beyond flawless / hot damn / screaming and crying / i will ship them in hell

It’s not that I don’t think this ship is cute; quite the contrary, I always thought it must have been somewhat on purpose that Nora and Yukine looked almost exactly the same age, but the context in which ship-like things are unfolding regarding this ship in the actual manga is just a little bit suspicious and stressful to me. Knowing what we know, I feel the current events are almost certainly a trap, and so it’s hard to gauge Nora’s real feelings about this situation. While I think she will almost inevitably be genuinely affected by Yukine’s kindness and golden heart, but how bad are things going to get before we get there?

I think I’m on the fence about this one currently. I am ready to be convinced to ship it, but I’m not quite sold yet.

I wanted Yukine/Nana to happen… T___T

KazuBisha:

vomit / don’t ship / okay / cute / adorable / perfect / beyond flawless / hot damn / screaming and crying / i will ship them in hell

KazuBisha is one of those ships that I love best when things are going horribly wrong, which I guess is a weird thing to say, but what I mean is that normally there are three ways we get romantic plotlines in manga: 1) the characters are oblivious to their own feelings or the other person’s feelings; 2) the characters are too shy to confess and so dance around each other forever and a day; 3) horrible outside forces of drama keep them apart even though they just long to be together.

KazuBisha is somehow ALL OF THOSE AND NONE OF THOSE AT ONCE. It simultaneously defies and embraces tons of romance tropes and the giant collision of all those tensions brings this ship to glorious, glorious painful life. Is Bishamon really unaware of Kazuma’s feelings, or did she ignore them because she knew she couldn’t give him what he wanted? Is Kazuma really too shy to confess fully beyond his “I cherish you!”, or does he already know the answer and can’t bear it? How is it that the only thing really keeping them apart from each other IS THEMSELVES?

Everything hurts and everything is beautiful. I can’t wait to see where this goes.

#Yatori #yukinora #kazubisha #noragami #noragami ships #shipping #ship ask game #echo answers asks

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a-spell-a-rebel-yell · 3 years

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September!!! and 3/3 passed!!!

hiya guys, gals, and pals! wherever you are i hope you're happy, healthy, and loved :D

i'm here for an update and yes, yes, i know this is a very late/mid of the month September update but i purposely held back an update just so i can deliver all the good news in one post! hehehe

so first up, on September 9th i finished ALL of my requirements! yes, the root canal treatment and the fixed partial prosthetics! i remember when me and Vanesha (the best partner ever we all know that, right) greeted goodbye to our patient after inserting his 'new' teeth in, we literally collapsed on the floor of the negative room clinic, still in full third level PPE, just hugging each other in silence T___T so overwhelmed with feels, our hard work and clinical journey since May 2019 finally ended that day in September 2021... all those sweat, blood, tears we exerted to make it all to this very day... our very last patient, very last case, very last negative room clinic schedule, very last requirement. i can't believe we did it. WE DID IT!!!!!

today, September 13th i finally got the result of my Oral Surgery exam: i passed!!! this marks 13/14 departments exams i've passed... i'm so proud of myself, i still remember the old days of me wondering will i ever survive the clinical years aka the jungle of dental med school, but here i am now, so close to finishing everything T____T i can't upload a memento here since my prof announced it verbally, but i remember i was shaking so much when she said i passed with good scores :,) as always super grateful to be able to pass this exam in my first shot, though still sad seeing lots of my friends didn't pass in one go and have to redo it all over again :(

so now i'm left with Prosthodontics exam (the September exam period is somehow pushed back to undefined dates) but i'm readying myself for it already. also for November, if it's truly my time, i'll go for the national dentist competency exam. i'm gonna say this again and again, but it feels surreal to be in this position i am right now. maybe for you my dear readers it's not that relatable, but if you were in my shoes you'd understand haha it's really a battle to be right here. i talked with my mum and dad about me as in me since elementary school until now, looking back at all the decisions we made that lead to this very moment. i used to frown at the way my parents brought me up, but as i grow older and felt the harsh jagged lines of reality, the life lessons they taught became the very foundations of my successes today.

the hardships i went, the perseverance i had... i mean even for the last two requirements it didn't go that smooth haha for my root canal treatment i had to do THREE visits instead of two, because unexpectedly my assistant fainted midway of the treatment!? how in the world is that even happening—her N95 mask was too tight so she had a brief case of hypoxia, lack of oxygen concentration in the brain—but i mean it's such a rare case that no one saw it coming :,) but i learned a lot from that, got to be supervised by a very meticulous yet caring professor on my third visit. for the fixed partial prosthetics, me and Vanesha, at first we were SO hopeless, because our assigned professor didn't even bother to reply to our messages!? T___T but then miracle happened: after numerous Tahajood 'appointments' she somehow replied to my message, i confided in her how we really need to finish our last requirement, and she decided to help us by speeding up the treatment plan into just two visits (normally three to five)! but that's not even the only drama, we somehow mistook a step in the treatment that almost got us starting all over again but thank God we managed to salvage and averted the crisis T___T so here we are now, done with the reqs. Alhamdulillah...

this is quite funny in a way but: i applied to be an associate assistant for my profs in Oral Pathology department and i got accepted HEHEHE i know it's super late because i'm already at my last year but i'm super happy i got to interact with 3rd semester pre-clinical students, supervising their exams and grading their assignments. i also get paid :P that's the major motivation on taking the job tbh hahaha i love my life rn

i got my 3rd vax shot, a booster one, and it’s Moderna! i’m fine 7 hours after the injection but at night i got high fever huhu it went up until 39,2 C i was so worried! then i took a high concentrated paracetamol and it died down after two days :,) though it left me with no appetite, severe headache, and nausea... but i’m fine now! all of you please get vaxxed NOW and keep everyone safe ok ;)

more on the fun stuff: so Cristiano Ronaldo is back as a Manchester United player and last week we won 4-1 to Newcastle!!! what a scene... in tennis, for the US Open 2021 we have a major upset? turmoil? but the champions are the new pals, so proud of Emma Raducanu, she brought it home!!!

ALSO, it's 32 DAYS to coldplay's new album Music of the Spheres out on October 15th!!! today they just announced the collaboration with BTS! i'm so happy this is gonna be super big, everyone's gonna love it! it's gonna be a new hit song i'm sure.

ALSO LAST BUT NOT LEAST: tomorrow is September 14th aka MY DAD'S BDAY!!!!!!!! we're still unsure what to surprise him with but we'll make do on the spot lol the most important thing is i'm super grateful the families get to be together for the special day.

anyways, Rich Brian did most of the Shang-chi soundtracks and all are absolute FIRE so now Run It is my anthem. though of course Earth, Wind and Fire's September is an absolute legendary classic!!! since September brought so much happiness and i can't wait for even more to come. bring it on!!!

#a day in my life #your future dentist coming soon #bismillahirrahmanirrahim

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calpicowater · 6 years

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Day 116/365: April 26th 2018 | Last Day of Finals ft. Farewell Dinner

Today was such an eventful day. I woke up, got ready, did some last minute studying for community nutrition in the library, wrote the final, and walked over to McDonald’s to get a celebratory ice cream cone with Vivian! :’) It was my last time seeing her *sobs* but it was super fun discussing our final together. At least she visits YVR every summer so maybe we can hang out in Vancouver LOL.

After ice cream, I went home, changed into a nicer outfit because I was literally wearing basketball shorts during the day LOL (I even forced Erica to change her outfit into a dress when she called me and said that she was going to wear t-shirt and ripped jeans jfgjdfg why am I like this HAHAHAA). I met up with Cindy and she gave me another Tarte lip balm T___T (tysm Cindy ahhhh) and we met up with Carson and LRTd to Century Park where Jerry & Erica picked us up. LMAO @ how Jerry was like “nice to meet you” to Carson and Cindy and both of them entered the car first and then I entered last and he was still like “NICE TO MEET U” JSFJSFHJSFFS I DIED @jerry423 Y R U LIEK DIS LOL.

We arrived at Pelicana Chicken about 10 minutes late (oops..... sorry Kevin) but I was still like WAIT ERICA TAKE MY OUTFIT FIRST before we entered because Priorities!!! We literally ordered 6 flavours of chicken O_O HAHAHAHA #GOALS. I didn’t get to try the garlic one though </3 but it’s okie x) LOL I think we started with ordering 4 flavours first, and then we ordered two more I think. I was so full at the end oml I don’t think I can eat any more fried chicken for like 2 months..... (can someone aka Erica tell me all the flavours that we had because I don’t remember at all fml). The chicken was so yum!!! Such a good place to have a yeg farewell dinner :’) ~ the Pelicana original chicken was surprisingly so good????? Now I feel like I want to eat more original chicken :o !! There were a few other flavours that I REALLY liked but I can’t even remember because we had so many!!! After eating dinner, we went to Coco next door and stayed there until they closed ;~; wish they could have closed later *sobs*.

Dinner was really fun! It has been awhile since I talked/laughed/screamed as much as I did tonight. This entire day was honestly such a contrast from my finals week. I tried to not have high expectations about today because expectations lead to disappointment but honestly, today exceeded my expectations by so much. I felt really happy ~~ thank you to all of my friends for coming like wow that 100% turnout rate!!! And thank you all for being my friend hehehe. Even if we weren’t friends for super long, I am still thankful because all of you are so lovely!! ^0^

((((/sobs/ i’m gonna miss everyone a lot)))) T^T <3

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mysticscanlations · 6 years

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Unlucky Mansion Chapter 72 (Finale) Summary!

I’LL MISS THIS STORY SO MUCH T___T

Chae Min drops the bomb that she's going to Australia and Woo Jin/Eun Joo look completely shocked.

Eun Joo starts screaming, asking why she's going, when she's going, for how long, etc. Chae Min says it's just a trip for a while, and that she would be clearing the house after this month ends. She asks to talk to Woo Jin later about the deposit and he coolly agrees.

Chae Min starts to excuse herself, and Eun Joo panics, thinking she's actually leaving for Australia now LOL. Chae Min isn't, she's going off to get a physical examination for her visa. She asks Eun Joo/Woo Jin to keep this a secret from the others for now, though, since she doesn't want a big farewell party and stuff. Eun Joo agrees, looking like a (beautiful) kicked puppy.

After she leaves, Eun Joo asks Woo Jin if he already knew, since he seems to be taking this so calmly. Woo Jin didn't know, but he's decided to quietly support Chae Min because he thinks this is a good opportunity for her, compared to her just living recklessly.

Eun Joo thinks back to how Chae Min constantly quit jobs after a short time, would drink constantly, and had a cynical attitude, and wondered if those were all warning signs that she was living recklessly. She never thought about it before, since she'd gotten used to Chae Min. Eun Joo notes that Australia is pretty far. She always thought that no matter what they did in their outside life, the people in the mansion would just be together forever.

Chae Min tells the others later at dinner, and they're rightfully shocked as well. KJ/KH tackle her in a hug.

In the back, Sung Won smiles, telling her to have a safe trip.

Eun Joo and Chae Min go out for one last drink, and they reminisce on the last time they drank sake together, in which they got completely drunk and had a nearly $200 tab. Chae Min laughs about Eun Joo's ring getting stuck the day, to Eun Joo's embarrassment.

But Chae Min says that time should be considered a good thing, since that's when Eun Joo started to get along well with Woo Jin. Chae Min mentions all of the times that Woo Jin came to her for dating advice, alcohol in hand. They share a laugh over it, and Chae Min says that although these didn't happen that long ago, it feels like they're talking about something way in the past.

Eun Joo finally asks when Chae Min's leaving, and she says it's just a new dynamic for her to try. Nothing different from the way she usually is in terms of spontaneous ideas.

She adds to say, “f I were to be more specific... Maybe it's because of Sung Won. He told me this. That happiness came from the trivial things, and that I can become happy whenever I wanted so long as I was ready to accept it. When I heard that back then, I was in complete despair. Since I know that no matter what I do, I wouldn't be able to reach out for that happiness. Just being happy itself is for people who have tried it. Who cares, I'm bored of peace. That's why I jump into fires. Even still, I'm flailing my limbs while being unhappy. That's the kind of person I am. So when I heard him say that, even thought I felt really despaired... I also really started to like him.”

But Chae Min also mentions that she decided she wouldn't confess her feelings to him. She thinks it's pretty obvious what will happen if she does. “He'll keep working hard to make me happy, and I definitely won't let that happen. In the first place, we're just not people who work well together. In the end, we'll make each other sad. I don't want to do that.”

Chae Min says she's just going to focus on living her life, and hopefully, she'll reach her own happiness one day.

Chae Min leaves for Australia as the others wave goodbye. Eun Joo notes that even though she's leaving, she felt comforted to see Chae Min look so refreshed.

After her departure, life goes on at the Lucky Mansion. Sung Won's still busy with work, but he's getting more workers to help with the load.

SW: We got a new worker this time. They were full of energy~

KJ/KH are busy preparing to find a job, trying on suits and getting Eun Joo's opinion.

Woo Jin also asked Eun Joo to come back to the mansion, holding up a contract for her to sign. However, Eun Joo declines. She thinks that living with Woo Jin might make the others feel awkward. She's satisfied with just visiting the home frequently.

Once in a while, Eun Joo thinks about what Chae Min said. She wonders if that'll happen to her and Woo Jin. “Would we turn out that way? I work hard endlessly to change Woo Jin, and he definitely won't let that happen, making each other unhappy...”

But Eun Joo thinks differently from Chae Min. “However rather than just giving up without even trying anything, I like you so much, and because all I can do would be to watch over your unhappy self...”

“I'm going to work hard for as long as this relationship lasts. I'm sure you feel the same way. Let's keep working hard. While lessening our despairs bit by bit.”

#mysticscanlations #unlucky mansion

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hi hello! yessss i’m so glad yuki has kakeru TT their bickering is so funny and those SOFT yuki smiles like my heart just ahhhh!! & kyo and tohru are soso soft like w/ them realizing their feelings and the play!! omg i love them! yes kono oto tomare i liked a lot!! and it looks cute but don’t be fooled bc it’s a sport anime in disguise and it’ll come for your heart :’)) ahhh yes shirayukihime!! i watched it a few months back and i love it!!

i want to read the manga but haven’t gotten around to finding where to read it yet :( oooh i haven’t heard of those manga but they look cool from what i’ve seen you post! i always love to see you talk abt shows and everything~ your waves are so nice ^^ and yes!! i DID get to go to the bbt place finally! and it was so goood but now i wanna go again soon haha i have the things to make it at home but i cannot figure out how to get the ice right w/out watering it down??sdfshj

but ooh have you tried making anything else recently? summer’s almost over idk how that happened? i did get to go to the beach a few times! and the one i go to it’s cool bc there’s only ever like four?? other cars there and at low tide you can go suuuper far out bc sandbars!! but i’m ready for cooler weather now :)) i hope you’re doing ok w/ everything going on?!! it’s crazy hearing abt the west coast rn.. pls stay safe + take care!! 💖💖💖 - xkit anon

AAAA HELLO ANON LOVE!!!!! i missed you a lot omg thank you for being patient with my replies like always!!! <3

omggg yessss please they’re such a funny pair i love them SO MUCH!!! dynamics like theirs are my fave omg and i feel like they are so good for each other )): kakeru bringing out yuki’s more genuine personality with his chaoticness is my fave LOL and omg i KNOW yuki’s soft genuine smiles are like . wow . this is the happiness you deserve, im so happy for you omg T___T omg kyoru YEAH!!! omg at first i didnt really get the hype with them but as we slowly progressed through the series i was like oh okay i get it now they’re really soft T__T omg when kyo realized that he loves tohru.... goodbye that was a lot gfdgdfgdf

omg wait i think i’ve heard of kono oto tomare!! 0: ohhh wait i bookmarked it some time ago... hm i think i may try picking it up soon! unsure if right now is a good time because for some reason, i havent been able to get into anything new like i’ve picked up and dropped around 5 shows in the past two weeks or so, its really annoying T___T also thank you for the sad warning gsgfdgf f how do sports anime always end up being SAD PLEASE )))):

ooohh i have a few manga sites that i use! i’d say the one i like the most is mangadex! there arent any/many ads even on mobile and it’s v neat and easy to navigate! i think there’s also mangareader/net and manganelo! i hope they work well for you if you decide to use them !!

omg thank you im glad you dont mind seeing those posts !! T___T i miss rambling about shows and stuff.. i havent been able to get into anything new which has been :// i think the only thing i’m really into right now is jujutsu kaisen?? but idk i think the coffee i had the other day awakened somethnig in me and i’ve just been thinking and talking about my ocs for the past few days gfsgdfgfdgf

oooohhh yay im so happy you got to go to the bbt place!!! ^__^ and omg making bbt at home that sounds so exciting yesss (~: awww i get what you mean i think my friend had the same problem )): i never really used ice and usually just left it in the fridge so maybe you could try that if the ice ratio doesn’t work out?? 0:

aaa actually i havent cooked anything in a while, ive just been eating take out that my brother brings home or eating what my mom cooks whenever shes home gfdgfdg BUT omg actually i was watching some cooking videos the other week and i got some ingredients to make onigiri, since they seem relatively easy to make!! :3 im not sure when ill be making those but im really excited for it hehe ^__^ how about you?? :3

aaaa i knowww omg i was so sad about summer ending, i cant believe it was over so fast like that )): i really miss it, esp since it’s sooooo cold nowwwww T___T and with daylight savings, it starts to get dark at like... four pm which is SO SAD ))): i know it can get pretty cold on the east coast so i hope you’ve been able to stay warm recently!! <3 oh and im glad you were able to go one last time before summer ended and that there werent many people !! <3

and thank youuuu so much for thinking about me awww im T___T omg it was so WILD like . fires in california are normal esp in summer (unfortunately...) because of how HOT and dry it gets here but it was even worse this year because i believe it was worsened by a gender reveal party which was -___- esp bc as far as what i know, the people who started it were california residents and it’s like.. if you live here you know.... that california is susceptible to fires esp in the summer so it was ://// but it was wild because where i live we’ve never really been too affected by the fires??? like if you drove and looked at some mountains from farrrr away or something you could sometimes see the fires depending (help does this make sense gfdgf) but ??? this time i actually ?? smelled ashes from the inside of my house..... with our windows open.... and at first i thought it was just me but my brother said when he went out he’d seen ashes and i was just like ?!?! because i don’t think it’s been that bad before in our area (at least not for a Long Time) but yeah anyway gfdsgfdg thankfully??? the effects of the fire in our area didnt last for too long !! and we got our first rain last week !!! gfdgfdgfd

but yesss thank you for checking in i really appreciate your kind words love!! <3 how have you been doing yourself and what have you been up to?? i hope you’ve been doing well and staying warm!! <3 take care and stay safe!!! 💖💖💖

#this is so long omg help im sorry gsfdgfgfdgfd #xkit anon #anonymous #lovemail

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amandayuebing · 5 years

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My Life is Very Shoujo Manga, Chapter 6: “Aren’t you a little too close?”

The events of this week were what caused me to write the following vague post on Saturday 6th of September 2014 on social media: “I usually go for a haircut, when I need a fresh start. But my hair is already short, and my situation lately is not something a haircut can fix... I guess the only thing I can do is have patience, and hope things turn out well in the end.”

Let’s start from the beginning, with the events of Monday 1st of September 2014.

I had another interview with the key university staff in relation to my stalker situation. Head of Security told me they had spoken to Raymond and he was being really “slippery” during the interview, but, that because of that, they definitely believed that my claims were as serious as I had made them sound.

At first, Raymond denied he had been stalking or intimidating anyone (of course…) He apparently couldn’t think of anyone who could have possibly made the complaint against him.

Then they showed him a photograph of me, and he made disparaging comments to hurt my credibility. “Oh, her… yeah. Yeah, I actually have seen her around. But I haven’t interacted her. For some reason, I always see her with older men…”

“That would be my dad.” I was trying to hide my anger and disgust, but his comment definitely got to me.

“Like I said, he’s a really slippery character,” the Head of Security reassured me. “But don’t worry, we’ve told him he is not to interact with you, and if he does he’s not only potentially facing expulsion. We could also get the police involved as well.”

It felt good to be taken seriously. For the past year, it had felt like almost no one did, until recently. (I gotta say, it certainly also helped that the Head of Security looked like someone who should be the Head of Security — a big, tall, muscular, serious-looking dude with some serious tatts.)

Then I went on to have a full day of uni, and got home pretty late— just after 9pm. When I got home in the evening I discovered the electronic lock to my door wasn’t working, again.

This was the second time in what? A month…? Although it was probably just coincidence, I couldn’t help but find it suspicious that just after they’d talked to Raymond and he was told not to approach me that something like this would happen… And that the first time it happened was when I made the complaint in the first place. But I tried not to think like that, for my own mental health, and simply submitted a maintenance request and notified security that my door wasn’t locking.

Eventually, Thursday rolled around and I had kendo training again. Something I was looking forward to, after the rough start to the week. But I forgot to tell you guys that even after 5 weeks in, I still had not gotten the hang of warm-up!

And I guess after 5 weeks, Tony, who was still leading warm-ups couldn’t help but say out loud in front of the entire class, “come on, it’s been 5 weeks and you still don’t know to do warm-up? See me after class.” Noooo…..💀 Please let me disappear...!

After class, I:

1. Approached Tony so he could show me some of the warm-up steps I was doing incorrectly— I know what you’re thinking. How can someone not get warm-up T___T? 2. Gave Tony and Gloria updates on the stalker situation.

Tony’s solution was: Meet him earlier before kendo class starts tomorrow for some private lessons.

You’d think considering how big a crush on him I had, I’d be happy, right? Wrong. This was nothing short of embarrassing and I was ashamed I was so bad at something he was so good at and took so seriously.

I considered not going, but my closest girl-friends (Candy, MJ, Mal) egged me on. “Go, go. Private lessons with Tony-boyyyyy 😉.”

After that particularly embarrassing lesson, Tony still walked me home… I felt so present with him, as I took everything in, savouring the moments. The warm air, the subtle smell of star jasmine lining the gardens, the sound of his voice...

I could tell how seriously he took kendo, while we were at training. (I mean duh, he’s the president of the freaking kendo club.) So why did he bother spending time with someone like me? We seemed like total opposites. But the more we talked, the more I got an insight into the way we thought and slowly understood weren’t so different after all…

This time, he asked for a hug before I went inside, so we hugged.

I was floating on air...

I tried my best to hide it until I got to my room. But once I got to my room (which finally locked properly, thank goodness!), I jumped around my apartment and rolled around my bed. Yes! Yes! Yes!!! A hug! It wasn’t that I’d never received a hug from a boy, or a boy I liked, even— but this just felt so different. As sucky as the past few days had been, I just felt so hopeful about everything with him around.

But then I sunk back to reality and realised I hadn’t done my accounting homework due the next day. So I ended up staying up until 3am completing it. Noob.

I woke up the next morning a 7am to get ready for an early tutorial, and when afternoon rolled around I almost considered not meeting Tony earlier, before kendo. I’d only gotten 4 hours of sleep, so I was really tired… For some reason, I still ended up going….

Turns out Tony also didn’t get much sleep, so we ended up falling asleep on each other’s shoulders, on the couches outside the sports hall.

Normally I’m not a very physical person, and I don’t like, for example, hugging people I don’t know very well. But it felt comfortable resting my head on Tony’s shoulder. But then we were woken up by the sound of other kendo people arriving. And for some reason, they looked awkward or uncomfortable. Or was it my imagination...? I felt it, but I didn’t think too much of it at the time.

Kendo went on as normal this time, without anyone embarrassing me in front of the class about my incompetence, fortunately. And this time, I had to tag along to “second dojo” again. I really didn’t want to.

But this time Tony sat next to me. I could feel him moving in closer as we spoke, until we were abruptly interrupted by a male voice I hadn’t heard before.

“Aren’t you a little too close?”

I couldn’t tell who it was directed at, but I turned my head to see Harris, an Asian guy of average build and glasses, “You have a girlfriend.” Oh.

I was speechless.

“What do you mean?” was Tony’s response, as we both shifted away from each other slightly.

“Thank god Marianne isn’t here tonight, then…” (I think I’m going to be sick.)

Someone brought pizza to our table and I could only manage a fake smile as I went to the bathroom to get some air. When I came back, Tony was at another table with the senseis, but I noticed he still kept looking over at me (I could feel it), until I directly look at his face. (I asked Mal later to see if she’d noticed, and she confirmed it.)

Feeling too tired to take it all in or deal with Tony at that moment, I asked Gloria if she could walk me home…

(To be continued…)

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That Summer Chapter 91 Translation!

hello~ unlucky mansion translation will be a bit late as i have orientation when the chapter’s released T___T

Author’s note: Whenever I meet a deadline, I always order chicken, but I didn’t eat any during my hiatus. I finally ordered chicken after a long time and the man working asked if I went on vacation or something u.u Sir, huhu.. It seems you were waiting for my call! In any case, I had a good rest and returned >

Read the raws here: That Summer

Girl: Unni!

Girl: I always enjoy your broadcasts!

-If you’re wondering who I am… I’m just a 1st year passing by…

Girl: It… It’s not much, but this aroma candle always helps me concentrate.

-Please use it!!!

SFX: Dash

(T/N: if this ain’t the purest thing i’ve seen all month—)

Title: Cool Sunbaes Are Always Idolized

SFX: Noisy

YW: Then you two have known each other for a long time.

Eldo: Yes!

Eldo: And also, um.. What else happened is—

Pyung: Yoo Eldo.

-I was looking for you.

Eldo: Pyung.

SFX: Step

SFX: Yawn—

YW: You 2nd years are working hard so early in the morning.

-I’ll leave the morning broadcast to you.

SFX: Stick

ST: Of course!

Eldo: Leave it to us.

Eldo: I coincidentally ran into him while returning at the library.

Pyung: That’s why you’re excited?

Eldo: He praised me by saying I’m reading a good book.

Pyung: So you’re happy?

Eldo: Yeah..

Eldo: I am.

Eldo: I want to marry Yoo Won sunbae.

-He’s like all of the main characters in stories that I idolize.

-I feel like he’ll take down my uneventful world and show me an even greater one.

(T/N: girl…. slow down he don’t even like your species)

Pyung: Who knows,

-if you want to marry him, shouldn’t confessing first be the proper order?

Eldo: Won Pyung.

-Are you really gonna keep asking annoying questions?

-Forget it! I’m the idiot for getting love advice from someone who uses their neighborhood swimming pool bag instead of a school backpack for 11 years.

Eldo: Enough with the hair, go and buy me a black herbal tea.

SFX: Whew

Pyung: Alright, princess.

Pyung: Don’t worry about what I say. If you like it, then it’s fine.

SFX: Cricket..

YW: Congrats—!

YW: I heard you passed the 1st phase of military academy!

YW: Congratulations, La Chung Hyun!! When did you write your application?

CH: Damn it,

-where did you hear.

YW: I heard the teachers talking about it.

-When’s the 2nd phase!

CH: If I pass the test, then I’m going to confess to Mo Ah.

YW/SW: Is that true?

SW: Since when have you two been so close!

-La Chung Hyun, since when did my BFF switch over to Yoo Won?

ST: Huh?

CH: You scared me, I thought…

ST: Hm

SW: Geum Mo Ah’s alright.

SFX: Squeeze

Top ST: What, you heard everything

Bottom ST: More importantly, is it alright for this guy to know

SW: It’s a waste for her.

(Profile)

Geum Mo Ah

Tae Poong High Broadcasting Club

Both intelligent and beautiful

Well-rounded person

Mother is the superintendent of education

Father is an army general

Has been friends with Chang Hyun for 6 years

CH: … It’s bad enough to say it’s a waste?

ST: My house lives well too

Text box: Banker’s son

ST: Urgh

SW: That’s not what I mean—You’re just a college student, but she’s reserved as the complete beauty queen.

CH: In any case, both of you please keep this a secret.

CH: If I pass, I’ll confess.

SFX: Flip..

CH: I’ll appear in my uniform and confess really cooly like I’m in a drama.

YW: You’re cool, Chung Hyun.

Text: Suddenly—

Text: I thought about what road you and I would be walking in 1 year.

Sign: Do Not Enter

SW: Hey, Geum Mo Ah!!

SFX: Clatter

SW: La Chung Hyun says he likes you.

SW: He says he’s going to confess if he passes the exam!

Background text: Ahhhhhhhhhhhh

(T/N: BOY WTF…. i’d literally toss him and his crusty crutch out the window)

SFX: Click

SFX: Scrape

SW: You should be thankful to me, La Chung Hyun!

ST: Woah—

SW: I guarantee that aside from you, there are about a dozen people who plan on confessing if they pass their test.

ST: Woah woah—

CH: Shut up!

-Does this look like a joke to you?!

CH: The guys who receive a truckful of Valentine’s Day chocolates can’t understand my feelings!

CH: I don’t want to see either of you, so buzz off!

SFX: Cricket—

Girl: Sunbae, you’re not going home?

YW: Yeah.

ST: It’s Yoo Won sunbae

YW: I’m stopping by the library for a bit.

SFX: Whoosh—

Text: The wind’s cold..

YW: Is there around 50 days

-left until the CSAT…?

YW: Boo!

YW: lololol

HB: You’re done with studying?

YW: Yeah.

YW: What—you’re reading cartoons again?

HB: What do you mean, again?

HB: Cartoons are one of my top 9 art. More than using satire as a tool for humor, I’m actually creating a world, so I’m contributing.

ST: That’s what Alain de Botton said

YW: Is that so?

YW: Let’s go.

-Wanna eat something? I’m so hungry I could faint.

HB: Yeah…

Eldo: You go ahead first, Pyung.

Pyung: Are you going somewhere?

Eldo: I ran out of the yarn I’m using to make Yoo Won sunbae’s scarf.

-To speak humbly.

1st rated comment: Why would you tell.. It’s someone else’s love confession…. Even if you’re friends, that’s too much..

2nd rated comment: Pyung and Eldo don’t have an ordinary relationship either lololololol

3rd rated comment: You’re back, author-nim!!!!

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