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short666bread · 11 months
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regressionschool · 7 months
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The Tease
Koneko, a spirited and confident girl at the daycare, often enjoys teasing her fellow playmates who use pacifiers and wear diapers. She takes pride in her pull-ups and likes to show them off to her friends, playfully boasting about being the "biggest girl" in the group.
One sunny morning at the daycare, Koneko strolls around with her hands on her hips, wearing her dry pull-ups proudly. She looks at her friends who have pacifiers and diapers, a mischievous glint in her eye. "You know," she says, leaning in with a sly grin, "I don't need pacis and diapers like some of you. I'm a big girl; I use pull-ups!"
Her friends giggle and blush at her teasing. Some pout playfully while others simply nod, acknowledging her declaration. Koneko continues to parade around the play area, tugging at her skirt, showing off her dry status.
In response to Koneko's continuous arrogant behavior, her caregivers decide it's time for a change. It becomes apparent that she might benefit from a regression to a more infantile state. The caregiver starts implementing this transformation gradually. First, they adjust the potty schedule, allowing less frequent trips. This change is made gradually to give Koneko time to adjust. At first, Koneko may not notice the shift in routine, but as time passes, she starts having accidents. She's encouraged to wear diapers all the time, even though she still believes to be potty-trained. At first, she resists but soon realizes she has little choice in the matter.
The caregiver introduces pacifiers as a way to soothe her when she becomes demanding or petulant. Koneko is initially reluctant, but the calming effect of the pacifier begins to work its magic.Over time, her caregiver also adjusts her wardrobeforgoeing skrits and shirts, leaving her increasingly naked. Speaking to Koneko in baby talk further reinforces the new state of mind.As Koneko experiences these changes, her arrogant attitude gradually dissipates. She begins to regress to a more childlike and dependent state. She may initially resist the alterations, but the consistency of the caregiver's approach eventually prevails.
Ás Koneko embraces her regression, a notable transformation occurs in the daycare's nursery. She's no longer the confident, teasing girl who flaunted her pull-ups. Now, she's a more childlike version of herself, wearing diapers and clutching a pacifier for comfort.On a bright afternoon, Koneko's newfound regression is on full display. She's dressed in nothing but her diaper, her shirt long gone. Her pacifier is secured firmly in her mouth as she toddles around the nursery. She's holding her favorite pink teddy bear, affectionately named "Oink," by one of the caregivers.
Koneko's steps are a bit unsteady, reflecting her newfound dependence. She occasionally stops to suck on the pacifier, a soothing and comforting action that's become second nature to her. She babbles to Oink, her words incoherent but filled with a sense of contentment and attachment. It's clear that her teddy bear is her closest confidant in this regressed world.
Her playmates find a new sense of enjoyment in this shift. Koneko, once the self-proclaimed "biggest girl," now finds herself at the center of playful interactions. She may giggle along, still adjusting to this newfound attention..
The teasing is never malicious; rather, it's a way for the playmates to bond and connect with Koneko in her regressed state. Through this teasing, Koneko learns to embrace her role as one of the "smallest" in the group. She begins to find a sense of belonging and acceptance in her regressed identity, ultimately growing into a cherished member of the daycare community.
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thelaurenshippen · 1 year
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A Neon Darkness e-book is only THREE DOLLARS for the whole of Pride month!!
while it's the second book in The Bright Sessions Trilogy, as a prequel novel, it's the first chronologically. that also means you don't need any familiarity with the podcast or other books at all!
so, if you're looking for a story about superpowers that kinda suck, found family, figuring yourself out, kidnapping, scamming people in los angeles, escaping toxic relationships, and just a little bit of murder, this is for you!
given that this is a pride month special, I want to bring special attention to the cast of characters this book features! we've got:
snarky sad boy protagonist whose sexuality can best be described as "god, please someone love me" and who kisses both boys and girls and yet has no game whatsoever
gay disaster with fire powers who keeps setting their kitchen on fire with his food experiments
bisexual girl who is cooler than you'll ever be; electricity comes from her hands, she rides a motorcycle, and she does not suffer fools
bartender lesbian who is kinder than anyone you've ever met and will always know when something is wrong with you and will tell you what you need to hear to fix it, even if its a hard truth
six-foot-a-million, broad shouldered teddy bear of a man who can look into your past and almost certainly has some kind of ally t-shirt that he puts on for every weho pride parade, where he holds drinks for his bisexual bff and her girlfriend as they dance
I loved writing this queer found family and I really hope you enjoy reading about them!!
Art by Victo Ngai
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noxsoulmate · 11 months
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Fic Rec FridaySunday Fun
Thank you for the tag, @detective-giggles and @carlos-in-glasses 🥰 noticed that I haven't read some of your fics yet and I'll make sure to correct that asap 😊
So wanted to get some hiatus rec lists going and encourage some self-promo in my friends so how about sharing your top fics no matter how big or small - give us the links to your wonderful words with the Most hits/Most kudos/Most comments/Most bookmarks /Most words/Least words
Some of mine will double or even tripple up, so for those I went further down the list...
Most Hits: I Heard You've Been Missing Me - When Alex makes an unexpected reappearance in TK’s life, he doesn’t know how to face that storm. Thankfully, he’s not alone in this. Not only does he have Carlos by his side to help him navigate through it – but a whole armada of friends who all come to his rescue. || I truly love how many people love this fic. It was one of my earlier ones in this fandom and basically just written for my own guilty pleasure of "revenge" fics on Alex - it's good to see that so many people seem to agree with me 😏
Most Kudos: Again, I Heard You've Been Missing Me, which is actually my first Lone Star fic to reach over 1000 kudos 🥰
Second Most Kudos: Everywhere I'm Looking Now, I'm Surrounded by Your Embrace - When the fire fam won’t stop teasing TK about his sleeping habits, Carlos has to come to his rescue. || I'll admit that this one surprised me - not because I don't like this fic but more because I would've thought other fics to be "higher". But it seems we all love our protective Carlos and sleepy koala TK 🥰
Most Comments: PS: I still love you, too - An alternative rendition of how TK and Carlos may have gotten back together. || A personal favorite of mine, so I'm truly happy to see it so high up.
Most Bookmarks: Once again, I Heard You've Been Missing Me, followed by Everywhere I'm Looking Now, I'm Surrounded by Your Embrace
Third Most Bookmarks: This Love is Ours, it’s Everything - After two years without Pride Parade, Austin’s first responders are hyped to finally have it back – especially with the generous surprise their Captains have for them. Carlos was looking forward to a great day, maybe some stolen kisses and lots of flirting with TK, even though they’re on the clock – it’s Pride, after all. Little did he expect to have to fend off some unwanted attention from a stranger… || Another fic featuring Alex getting what he deserves, even if this is slightly different. Also, I truly love writing about the Pride Parade!
Most Words: PS: I still love you, too with 22770 words
Second Most Words: Valentine’s Match with 16330 words - Meet cutes are only meant for rom coms, right? So why is it that TK has a total of four of them with the same stranger in just one day? Besides, Valentine’s weekend is certainly not the right time for him to have his head in cloud nine – not when the annual Baseball game between Fire and Police is on the line. Apparently, Police hasn't lost in years thanks to their pitcher. But now Fire has TK on their team – a paramedic who had a chance to play in the major leagues… || I enjoyed writing this fic so, so much! And I learned a lot about Baseball thanks to it 😂
Least Words: Of Teddy Bears and Boyfriends with 490 words - The 126 spends a day at the fair – and TK isn’t the only one whose boyfriend has the ability to win him a teddy bear. || Just a sweet little entry for @flufftober
I'm super late for this so I guess you've all already done it, but just in case, tagging some of you: @heartstringsduet, @catanisspicy, @cold-blooded-jelly-doughnut, @bonheur-cafe, @firstprince-history-huh, @rangergurlgleek1211, @actuallysara, @wtfuckevenknows, @lightningboltreader, @meditating-honey-badger, @mangacat201
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weeklyreadings · 1 year
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Week 9 & 10
exes, horcruxes, and other reasons to panic by @lynxindisguise
Rated M. 14k. Wolfstar
In which everyone parted ways after the war, but a troubling discovery brings them back together.
Pride and Prejudice and Werewolves By @lynxindisguise
Rated M. 8k. Wolfstar
After twenty years of living in fear of the wolf’s murderous impulses, Remus finds himself weighing the pros and cons of strangling Sirius Black with his bare, human hands.
The Miseducation of Draco Malfoy by magpie_fngrl
Rated M. 38k. Drarry
Zacharias Smith writes a tell-all about the D.A. Harry Potter and Draco Malfoy are not happy about it.
I'm in Love With a Stripper by @kbrick
Rated E. 80k. Drarry
Harry's life is a bit of a disaster across the board, but it's particularly messy when it comes to love. Because Harry might have feelings for his best friend, and he definitely has feelings for his best friend's brother, and he sometimes sleeps with his other friend, for whom he has no feelings whatsoever. Then things somehow manage to get even more complicated when Draco Malfoy twerks his way back into Harry's life one night at a muggle strip club.Because as it turns out, Draco's a stripper. And he's gotten really, really fit. And his sugar daddy is a married club owner. What could possibly go wrong?
Song for the Dumped by @kbrick
Rated E. 35k. Drarry
Right after the most infuriating breakup of his life, Draco overhears Harry cursing love from a nearby booth at the Leaky and finds out that he, too, has been dumped. Before long, a plan is hatched: they will work together to utterly destroy (Draco) and win back (Harry) their exes. Of course, the only thing these dummies manage to do is make their lives more complicated.
The Matchmaker's Spell by @kbrick
Rated E. 21k. Drarry
Thanks to a spell cast over all of wizarding Britain, Draco is forced to marry Harry Potter, who still hates him. But Draco refuses to live a cold, sexless existence, choosing to fill the emptiness in his life and his bed with a parade of lovers. And while Harry may not be able to stand Draco, he despises seeing him with anyone else.
again, for the first time by @aibidil
Rated E. 14k. Drarry
Five times Draco lied about why he wasn't drinking, and one time he gave an honest answer. Or, a love letter to sobriety.
Calamity's Child by @aibidil
Rated R. 43k. Jeddy
Teddy Lupin—orphan, metamorphmagus, former Head Boy, grocery-store clerk—is due to find some things out. Namely, that he has an older half-sister born during the first war, that he knows nothing about his dad, actually, and that he's deeply and unfortunately attracted to his younger godbrother. This is fine.
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belovedtylerr · 1 year
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Scream (PRIDE HCSS!!!)
Summary: Different scream characters during pride, if their partner was a part of the lgbtq, or just simple hcs of just whatI feel like🤷‍♀️
Featuring: Cici, Derek, Cotton, Tatum, Mickey, Stu, Billy, and Roman!
Happy gay month yall
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Cici
Definitely is supportive, maybe a bit overly supportive
Since I feel like shes a vit uneducated, she'd probably try to celebrate with like rainbow balloons and candy like skittles😭 (shes trying lmao)
Always trys to make you feel comfortable!
If you're transgender, she'd definitely be confused but would support! Although you'd have to fill her in on the changes
If you came out to her, she'd be very accepting.
Cotton
He'd probably be a bit more educated
It wouldn't affect him, as long as you still love him lol
During a pride parade bro would dress in full rainbow, waving a flag and everything
Hes like an overly proud dad to the point its embarrassing
"My partners (trans/queer/etc) what are you gonna do about it?"
Derek
Coming out to him would be tough but yet so easy
He srsly didn't know what to think.
".... So do you still love me?" that dork😭
You obviously reassure since he probably doesn't understand but is still supportive!
Going to pride parades are very confusing for him
"Do we walk? March?? What does this flag mean-"
Hes definitely giving u princess/prince treatment for the whole month (but he obviously spoils u any day)
Tatum
shes probably a lesbian🤷‍♀️
Literally bear hugging u when u come out (theres no escape)
"Happy gay month!!"
Would totally spend the whole first day on June shopping for clothing and anything that represents your flag
Shes got so much merch
She'll be waving the flag proudly
Mickey
Bro is just like "cool dude"
Supportive ofc but causes chaos in the parades
Always tells you when theres a gay person in the film he's watching
Stu
immediately throws a party
"So does this mean im queer?"
His perspective on u doesn't really change
Tries to bake a rainbow cake for you
Its charcoal, but its the thought that counts!!
Billy
passive aggressive support
Refuses to go to parades (he doesn't like loud noises)
He gets u balloons thats it😭
Don't expect much hes a little bit bitter (hes in denial)
Roman
He has a celebration during work
Champagne babyyyy
Tries to make a rainbow cocktail
(It just blended)
Google lied to him
He definitely just goes into 'stereotypes'
"Heres a rainbow teddy bear babe happy gay month"
He goes to pride parades but acts like a protective mom😭
Definitely has an embarrassing shirt along the lines of their partner being a part of the lgbtq community
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redandyellowziam · 2 years
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A view from 30,000 ft. Sometimes you "can't see the forest for the trees." Out of all the members of One Direction, who has expressed the most public vocal support for said group? Who, since the "hiatus" has on more than a few occasions been hinting at a reunion for the group? Who has routinely given public praise and support for the other members of the band on their latest projects? So, if you thought to sabotage all of that goodwill and brotherhood and unleash a firestorm within the fandom and GP; whom would you choose to be the vehicle to accomplish your goal? Who else but the spokesman for all things One Direction and the favorite punching bag of the "fandom" Liam James Payne. Talk about killing two birds with one stone.
Timing, why now? Why Minnesota? Harry, out promoting his latest album answers a question seemingly differently than the interviewer expected by saying that all of the members of One Direction still love each other. Louis, in the midst of a successful world tour with PRIDE flags everywhere. Zayn launches a merch line which highlights color combinations that many believe represents his relationship with Liam. Liam's two weeks old "relationship" reportedly has ended. Yes people, two weeks. All of this happens around the start of PRIDE MONTH.
Within a narrative discerning fact from fiction is difficult. The words that someone says may not be their own. If a contract can, force you to say that you are the father of a child that in fact is not yours. Then they can force you to say anything. He/she who contractually controls your public image controls the way the public sees you. Corrupt narratives are meant to be convoluted, meant to confuse. Thus, less likely to be understood much less believed. The purpose of the confusion is to shield the narrator and call into question the very existence of the narrative itself. Example, Harry with a burgeoning career, a "nontraditional wardrobe," however girlfriend narrative tentacles still attached. The tricky part is that not every word or act is part of the narrative, part of the sabotage. So, you look for clues by those controlled by the narrative. In this case teddy bears, tattoos, song lyrics, wardrobe. The lads are speaking. The question is anyone listening.
Five albums in five years. A stream of girlfriends to parade before the public and the first baby daddy narrative. The band rebels against label/mgmt. for this and many other reasons. The five members refuse to renew their contract. Label/mgmt. retaliates by creating a narrative that the band is going on "hiatus." Talk of infighting, disagreements and jealousy ensue. Also, a narrative.
So, it continues. It could be just another bump in the road on the long One Direction trail. Or it could be a slow decent of the beginning of the end of this long nightmare that the lads have been subjected to for the last 11/12 years. I believe it's the ladder, the narrators are running out of time. Contracts have an end date.
Whichever one it is, currently:
Each actor is under contract. Each actor has a narrative. Each narrative is different, and no actor controls his narrative.
Liam has always been the spokesperson of 1D, that never changed. I'm not mad at any of the boys, I just wish that they would show their support for Liam. Because Liam does it too, for all of them.
It's easy to point a finger at someone and accuse them of things, but to dig deeper and find out the reasons for someone's behaviour is something most people don't do.
People always hated on Liam and I don't think it will stop anytime soon, but you're right 'they're all under a contract', but apparently it's a fact people love to forget/ignore when it comes to Liam.
Liam is a wonderful person and I'll forever hate his team for making him someone he'll never be, in the public eye.
In reality: All of their teams suck at their job and I hope you're right.
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youvebeenjegulused · 3 years
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Endgame Jegulus Head Canons
They kept it a secret, at first.
They get together in James's fifth year, and Regulus's fourth.
James calls Regulus not only Reggie, but baby just to piss him off.
Regulus gets the mark the summer before his sixth year.
Whenever Sirius and Regulus would fight in the hallways, James would never look Regulus in the eyes, he was always too afraid that he would let something loose.
The first time they exchanged 'I love you's' was a few days after James found out Regulus had been forced to take the dark mark. He kissed his arm and whispered sweet nothings to him.
After summer and winter breaks, Regulus would close himself off for a little while after. It hurt James at first, until he knew why.
After James became head boy, he and Regulus would sleep in his room, instead of various meet-up spots.
The rest of the mauraders found out in James's seventh year. Sirius had screamed at him, how could James do that to him? Remus and Peter had been upset as well, Remus albeit more because of his boyfriend.
Sirius didn't talk to him, or Regulus for two weeks after he found out. Eventually, he and James sat down and he threatened to kill him if he ever hurt his little brother.
James stopped liking Lily in his fourth year, after he finally gave up on her. Although, they did become close friends, but nothing more.
For their seventh year prank finale, James and Sirius hung up pride flags around the school, and Sirius kissed Remus in the great hall during breakfast.
On the day of James's graduation, he proposes to Regulus. Of course, Reg says yes.
James comes out to his parents that same day.
They have to keep their relationship secret, because of the war.
Regulus becomes a spy for the order.
They find out Peter is a traitor, and sadly, they have to kill him.
Their wedding is absolutely beautiful. Wolfstar, Dorlene, Lily and Minerva Mcgonagall are the only guests. It takes place in a field full of wild flowers and blue skies. It's the first time James sees Regulus cry.
Soon later though, James sees him cry for the second time, when he feels the kicking coming from James's stomach.
James decides he's never felt real fear before when he watches his husband almost drown.
He saves him, of course. But not all of him. His left arm and peaceful sleep will forever be gone.
They decide to name him Harry James Potter. He has messy brown hair, big grey eyes and skin like a doll.
Uncle Padfoot really loves Harry, he does. Just not when he's six months old and breaks Uncle Moony's favorite mug.
Voldemort still (somehow) finds them. It's too bad that Lily is visiting when he is.
James and Regulus attend her funeral with heavy hearts. Harry's forehead adorns a lightning bolt scar.
Raising Harry with one arm is quite the task, Regulus often ponders.
Sirius, Remus, Regulus and James have a bet on Harry's Hogwarts house.
James and Sirius owe Regulus five galleons each when Harry's letter comes back with the words Slytherin written within it.
They owe him five again, when Harry sends another letter talking all about Draco Malfoy, and how annoying his blonde hair is when it glows in the sunlight.
That's why their not surprised in fourth year, during the second task when Harry drags Draco out of the water with him.
Regulus has never willing killed anyone. But when Sirius dies, so does the nearest death eater in sight. He doesn't bother looking at their face.
James and Regulus hold their son as he cries about his boyfriend, who was forced to get the mark. Just like Regulus.
Together, they worry about Harry, Neville and Luna, who are alive, somewhere out in the world, trying to destroy horcruxes.
On nights where Regulus wakes up screaming about wet hands and dead sons, James holds him close, like he used to when they were teenagers.
James cries twice that day. Once, when he sees Harry after he escaped Malfoy Manor. The second time when he sees Luna. Her eyes are dull, and she has blood dripping from her mouth.
Regulus helps Harry bury Dobby.
Harry meets Teddy Lupin, a surprise baby that came from a one night hook up between Remus and Tonks. Remus had thrown up afterwards, and decided Tonks was better as a friend, without knowing of his son.
Regulus holds his wand to Voldemorts face when he brings out Harry's dead body. James is right next to him.
With the help of Neville, Regulus kills Nagini.
James almost starts sobbing when he sees his Harry alive and breathing, throwing spells with his wand.
Regulus Potter realises how much he loves his family when he sees his son staring down at the dead, mortal body of the dark lord.
Draco and Harry take in Teddy as their own, which is a relief to Andromeda.
At Harry's wedding, James gets flashbacks of Regulus walking down the isle as Draco does. They'd chosen the same spot as he and Regulus. It's bittersweet, with the two empty chairs for Sirius and Remus.
Regulus and James go to their first pride parade. Regulus magiks rainbows onto their cheeks, and together they yell and kiss and cheer.
James Sirius Potter is a beautiful baby.
They are old now, so very old. They have a small house that overlooks a sunny clearing in the woods. They have rocking chairs that they sit in and drink tea. They tell stories of love and pranks to their four grandchildren.
James Sirius, Al, Scor and Lily remind James of the mauraders. Regulus shakes his head in exasperation, that's full of grey curls.
When James dies, Regulus forgets how to feel again.
Slowly, things brighten, but Regulus will always remember. His everything, his happiness, his partner for infinity.
So it's not unsurprising when Regulus slips away from the world on a warm summer day, a few years after James. His hand is held by a crying Harry, Teddy behind him.
They're buried together, under a willow tree. The whole family visits, at first. But slowly they all trickle away, until it's only Harry and Scorpius who still come by.
James and Regulus loved each other, beyond words and everything else in the entire world. Harry vows to remember that.
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ladylynse · 3 years
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Ectober 2021, Day 24: Sweet Dreams/Nightmare [FFN | AO3]
Technically starts with this ficlet for Day 17 (Found Footage) and continues with this ficlet for Day 22 (Favour) but can be read as a standalone if preferred. Shifts from one prompt to the other for today.
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Dash finally has everything he wants—until his dream melts into a nightmare.
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I’m proud of you, son.
Dash had waited so long to hear those words from his father, and now, it had finally happened. It had taken leading the Ravens to a victorious state championship, but he’d done it. His family had acknowledged his success, the school was hosting a parade in his honour, people who saw him were genuine in their congratulations, their voices glowing with an echo of his pride because they respected him and not just feared him….
It was nice. It was beyond nice. It was what he’d always wanted but hadn’t been willing to admit.
Dash picked up Pookie and hugged him close, falling back onto his bed between his pillows and his teddy bears. “We did it, Pookie,” he whispered as Pookie nuzzled into the crook of his neck. Dash laughed, closing his eyes as he squeezed Pookie even tighter. “We finally proved ourselves.”
Well, Pookie hadn’t needed to prove anything. Pookie was still and always had been a very good boy, something Dash was sure to tell him every day, but he liked to think that Pookie understood what Dash was going through.
“This is the life, isn’t it?” Dash murmured. Pookie had been a warm, comforting weight on his chest for years whenever he’d hidden in his room instead of dealing with anything he didn’t want to deal with, but this was the first time he understood what it meant when people talked about feeling at peace. Things were going his way, and he was well on his way to having it made. He wasn’t worrying about what was coming next or what people were saying behind his back or what horrible things might come out that could ruin everything for him.
That was all behind him now. In hindsight, he could appreciate how much he’d felt the weight of it trying to drag him down every day, the fear of that other shoe dropping and irreparably crushing everything. But now? Now, he might finally be able to close his eyes without that bringing to the surface every terrible thought of what might happen and how every choice he made was ruining his life, even when he felt forced into it.
“That therapist was wrong. I’m not going to wind up pumping gas for the rest of my life. With this scholarship opportunity, I’ve got the in I need to get recognized by the people who matter.”
Pookie licked his nose, and Dash wrinkled his own at the inevitable whiff of dog breath. “I’m gonna get your teeth cleaned again,” he promised, “and get you some more of those treats that are supposed to help you stay healthy. We’re in this for the long haul, Pooks.”
Pookie let out a quiet whuff in response and leaned into Dash’s hand, wanting more scritches behind the ears.
Dash was nearly asleep when he felt the first tremor, just the slightest shaking of the bed beneath him, the sort usually caused when there was a loud, heavy truck speeding by on the street. There had been no such noise, though, so he thought he must’ve imagined it—until the second tremor came, pronounced enough to make it clear he wasn’t half asleep. Dash opened his eyes and sat up, cradling Pookie to his chest. Pookie licked his face again, but he wasn’t whining or barking, which had to be a good sign, right?
There was another tremor, this one strong enough to cause the various football trophies on his shelf to shift and rattle. Some wild part of Dash wondered if this was what an earthquake felt like. No. That was ridiculous. This was Amity Park. They weren’t near any fault lines; any earthquakes they had wouldn’t do much more than tip over a lawn chair, right? This had to be a ghost attack.
Only, it couldn’t be a ghost attack, because Pookie would’ve known, right? He always knew when a ghost was going to attack before Dash did. If they were in the same room, he’d either stand in front of Dash and bark wildly or whine and tug on Dash’s jeans to try to get him to hide.
“Pookie? What’s going on?”
In his arms, Pookie snuffled.
There was a high-pitched tone sounding in Dash’s ears now—not a buzzing, but not quite a whistle, more a whine or a drone or—
The accompanying tremor was enough to knock him from his bed, and instinct alone kept him from crushing Pookie as he cradled his dog like a football to his chest. Dash scrambled to his feet and stumbled out of his room, muttering, “It’ll be okay, Pooks. It’ll be okay.”
Pookie, the good dog that he was, wasn’t fussing.
Dash yelled for his parents to meet him outside in case they were still in the house, but he was barely three feet from the stoop when the ground bucked beneath him and threw him to his knees. He rolled backwards onto his butt as the ground swelled up beneath him again, and he watched the asphalt roll away as if a monster were trapped beneath it, threatening to break through. Overheard, the light posts tilted and the power lines swung about, and the buildings started to lean like Jenga towers that were about to fall.
The sound in his head grew louder, deeper, and he held Pookie in his right arm while pressing his left to his left ear and pushing his right ear into his shoulder, trying to block out that sound.
That only seemed to make it worse.
Dash couldn’t see anyone else outside. He didn’t know where his parents were, where his neighbours were, where anyone was except Pookie. This had to be a ghost, didn’t it? Phantom would show up and save them any second now.
The shaking didn’t let up.
Phantom didn’t show up.
Ten feet away, the ground finally opened up, splitting apart to swallow his neighbour’s car whole.
The gaping maw closed again within seconds, its appetite sated for now.
Dash screamed and tried to hug Pookie closer, only to realize Pookie wasn’t there anymore. He looked around, but there was no sign of Pookie anywhere, and he couldn’t help but fear—
The screaming was outside of him and inside of him, not just his voice but this howling in his head, finally ripping free so that it could be heard.
Wake uuuuuuuuuuuup!
Dash jerked in bed, the cry waning as he shuddered awake. His heart galloped in his chest, seemingly strongly enough to shake the bed, but he didn’t know if that was his imagination or remembered tremors from his dream. He gulped in a huge lungful of air and held it, hugging himself and trying to coax his heart into slowing down. The beat thundering in his ears eventually slowed and faded, but not until he’d repeated the process.
It had seemed so real.
Why couldn’t it have been real? The first part, obviously. The good part. The bit before it had turned into a nightmare. He wanted that part to be real. As hard as he was trying to make it a reality, he wasn’t making much progress.
It wasn’t the first time he’d had a dream like this, and that only made it harder. The last one hadn’t turned into a nightmare, exactly, or at least not the sort of nightmare that this one had, but….
Dash sat up and reached to turn on his lamp, squinting at the brightness as he grabbed the glass of water on his bedside table and chugged half of it. Pookie was curled up at the foot of the bed, snuggled into a nest of the spare blanket. Dash leaned forward to stroke him and realized poor Pookie was shaking. He hadn’t been sleeping, or at least he wasn’t anymore; he’d been hiding. “Hey, it’s okay, Pooks,” Dash cooed. “You’re here with me. I’ve got ya.”
Pookie whined and twisted his head to lick Dash’s hand.
“Ghosts again, huh?” Dash started scratching Pookie behind the ears. “I bet Phantom drove them away for us.”
Phantom always did. He was reliable like that. Just like Pookie was.
Pookie got to his feet and padded over to sit on Dash’s lap, so Dash took the opportunity to check his phone before rubbing Pookie’s belly as the dog flopped over. There was radio silence from Paulina but a message from Kwan, so if this had been a town-wide attack, then Paulina was still caught up in it.
Or still texting Star about it, anyway.
He probably wouldn’t hear from her until tomorrow.
Dash clicked open the text from Kwan. Lay off F may b overshadowed. V looking in 2 it
Fenton? Overshadowed? What had given Kwan that idea? Fenton had fit just as nicely into his locker today—yesterday, Dash realized as a glance at the red numbers on the clock told him it was just past one thirty—as he had into the dumpster the day before.
And why had Kwan brought Valerie into this? She’d dated Fenton. She wasn’t going to appreciate this. Dash had no doubt Kwan had told her about their prank, maybe shown her a bit of the footage if there was anything that could be seen—
Wait.
Dash went back and checked his previous messages. Kwan had only told him that the video hadn’t turned out. He hadn’t elaborated. Dash had brushed it off, knowing they’d have plenty of other opportunities to jump Fenton, and asked if it was the lighting so he could start thinking about how to fix things for the next time. Kwan hadn’t said anything, and Dash hadn’t thought anything of it at the time, but….
Dash frowned, opened a new message to Kwan, and typed, U up?
It was only about thirty seconds before Kwan responded. The entire town should b up
Well, Kwan always had his phone on vibrate, but now Dash had even less reason to feel bad about phoning his friend. Kwan picked up after the first ring. “Dude, why do you think Fenturd’s overshadowed?”
“I’ll email you the video,” Kwan said slowly, confirming Dash’s suspicion that the entire thing wasn’t ruined, “but don’t share it with anyone yet. Val said she thought it was genuine when she watched it at my place, but she wouldn’t guarantee it. I was hoping she’d get back to me tonight, but she didn’t. Or maybe this whatever-it-was went through Elmerton first.”
Or Valerie had caved early because of entirely natural reasons. When Star had brought something up earlier, Paulina had said Valerie had been acting weird for a few days, but Dash had figured, since Paulina hadn’t said anything else about it, they weren’t supposed to worry about it. Valerie wasn’t on the A-list anymore. She had to fend for herself, and she’d done a decent enough job of it as far as he could tell.
“Do you know what it was?” Dash asked, giving Kwan a chance to head to the office as he eased Pookie off his lap so he could start up his own computer. (He was lucky enough to have one in his room, something he usually made sure Kwan didn’t forget, but now really didn’t seem like the time to bring it up again.) “I never saw anything.”
“Neither did I.”
That didn’t mean much. This wasn’t the first time a ghost had attacked the entire town before half the people in it knew what was going on. Dash grunted as he settled into his desk chair, resting his right ankle on his left knee, and couldn’t help but smile when Pookie jumped up into his lap a few seconds later. He clicked into his email and waited for the message from Kwan, idly spinning the chair back and forth with his left foot. “What am I going to be looking at?”
Dash didn’t like admitting that he couldn’t remember the signs that someone was overshadowed, but Kwan wouldn’t declare Fenton off limits for nothing. “He didn’t act differently,” Dash added when Kwan didn’t answer right away. “If you think I gave a ghost a wedgy, how come he didn’t turn around and throw me in the dumpster?”
“Maybe he was trying to keep Fenton’s cover?”
Dash snorted, causing Pookie to raise his head and look up before settling back down. “Like Fentoenail would be a prime target anyway. He doesn’t have any power at school.”
“Might have more to do with sabotaging his parents’ stuff.”
Without setting something off? Not unless Fenton or his sister was in on it, and Dash seriously doubted either of them would exactly be keen on Fenton being overshadowed. Whatever. “If he’s overshadowed and the ghost is pretending he’s not, then why does it matter to us? No skin off our nose if he’s not willing to reveal himself.” If it wasn’t going to come back on him, then Dash didn’t really have a problem distributing the video as planned. There was clearly something to see if Kwan had shown it to Valerie to get her opinion on something.
His email chimed, and Dash opened the message from Kwan and started to download the file as Kwan said, “Just watch it first.”
Dash watched it.
He had no doubt when he got to the part Kwan had been talking about.
Considering how loudly he swore when he saw it, Kwan had no doubt, either.
“Yeah.”
“That’s practiced,” Dash hissed. No one moved that easily, that smoothly, without a buttload of practice. “It’s gotta be.” If this were Paulina or Star or one of the other cheerleaders? Sure. Someone who actively hunted ghosts, like Phantom or that Red Hunter chick? Yeah. But Fenton? No. As someone who’d once been stuck as Fenton’s fitness buddy, Dash was confident in that. Fenton had put in the work to scrape a pass for the Presidential Fitness Test, but he had not done so gracefully.
That had been a while back, but if some ghost had been using Fentonia’s body as their own personal track suit at that point and had been trying to keep it on the down low, they wouldn’t have shown any kind of skill in case people cottoned on to what was going on.
Well.
Maybe they would’ve shown their hand, back when they’d first started overshadowing Fenton.
There had been that one time, back in the fall of grade nine, when Fenton had acted really weird at school and had somehow climbed way above his station. If that was when this had started….
If it was, then this wasn’t new.
Which also meant that it was highly unlikely that this was the first time Dash had targeted the ghost, even if said ghost’s overshadowing of Fenton was an on-and-off gig, which only increased the chances of him getting caught up in some inevitable backlash.
Crud.
He’d woken up from one nightmare and found himself living another.
Crud, crud, crud.
He couldn’t afford to have Fenton—or some ghost—ruin his life, but it’s not like he could change his tune in an effort to appease the ghost without jeopardizing everything himself. He needed to stay at the top of the school food chain with Paulina, and suddenly cozying up to a loser like Fenton for no apparent reason would not exactly keep his reputation intact.
“We need to know if this is real,” Dash said. “You said it might not be real.”
“That’s why I asked Valerie to look at it. It’s not like I was gonna ask Foley.”
Right. It probably wouldn’t be a good idea to ask any of the nerds who might be able to tell them, either. It would give them too much power. Geez, no wonder Kwan had told him the video hadn’t turned out. They could not show this to people. He’d told Paulina they were doing it—and had then had to tell her it was a bust—and Star might know, but they’d kept it quiet otherwise.
What the heck were they supposed to do if Valerie thought— If Fenton was actually—
“If Val’s not sure…. If she’s not sure, I’ll talk to Fenton.”
“And say what?” Dash did not squeak. That had not been a squeak.
Kwan knew better than to laugh. “I dunno yet. I’ll figure something out.”
“We could tell his parents. Anonymously.”
“That’s not going to work if this ghost has been at it long enough to fool them. You even said he’s acting the same as he always has.”
“We can just show them the video. It’s not that hard. We don’t have to convince them when we have proof.”
“And you think Fenton wouldn’t hear about it and deny everything? Claim Foley did edit it or something if they confronted him? Even if we clipped you out of the video, Fenton would spill the beans when they asked him how the heck he wound up there in the first place. All we’d be doing is handing them evidence to get us kicked off the team. To get you kicked off the team. The Ravens can’t afford to lose you.”
Crud. He had a point. But it’s not like he could confront Fenton—or the ghost overshadowing him—and demand to know what was going on. Or apologize and beg for mercy. They needed to talk to someone else who wouldn’t immediately out them but who might be able to help. “How about we ask Phantom?” Phantom could keep a secret, and they’d kinda bonded that one time they’d been puny. He’d help. He’d know if it was a ghost, anyway.
“We’re as likely to find him as the Red Huntress, and she’s bound to have some ghost tech to see if someone’s being overshadowed.”
“If you just want tech, why don’t we buy something from the Fentons? We can send some nerd to do it so they don’t know it’s us.” Even as Dash made the suggestion, he realized why it wouldn’t work. This ghost could already fool FenonWorks technology. Having it wouldn’t help them at all.
Which brought them back to the other resident ghost hunters in town, neither of which had an address they could actually go to and ask for help.
This sucked.
“We need something we know we can trust. Look, I’ll see if Valerie has any ideas and keep you posted. I’ll text her now. She might be up anyway. I’m sure they heard that over in Elmerton.”
Yeah, quiet was one thing that cry had not been; the tremors from that thing had even invaded his dream. But if Phantom—because it must have been Phantom—hadn’t yelled at him to wake up, probably repeatedly, Dash wasn’t sure he would have.
He didn’t want to think about that right now. He didn’t want to think about what it meant if Fenton was overshadowed, either, but that might at least be relevant. “Yeah, okay. Do that.”
“Try to get some sleep.”
Dash snorted. Fat chance of that. From Kwan’s nervous chuckle, he knew what Dash was thinking, so Dash wasn’t surprised when Kwan hung up with a quick see ya tomorrow.
Even if Dash hadn’t been jolted awake from that nightmare, this was little better.
Dash knew it wouldn’t help, but he started the video over again. If this wasn’t some elaborate prank to make it seem like theirs had backfired on them, if Fenton was actually overshadowed, then Dash needed to glean whatever he could from the ghost’s actions.
Maybe, if he could figure out enough, he could stop this nightmare from getting worse—and destroying any chance of his dreams coming true.
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got7 reacts to something theyve never experienced before in a relationship
warning(s); slight cursing, sexual content in bam’s part
mark; being jealous
mark understood why his past partners could be jealous of him in his line of work. as long as it didn’t get out of hand, he thought it was cute. he was never the jealous one in the relationship. he didn’t even know what jealousy felt like....
....until tonight.
you were mark’s entire world. you excited him, you built him up like no other. never before could he see himself spending his life with someone before you came along. you made the world brighter to him.
but now he was only seeing red. 
you had been a trainee and never debuted, which you weren’t too upset about, you had a boyfriend you loved and a career with less physical and time demands than being in the entertainment industry. this meant that you knew a lot of other bands, stray kids being one of them. chan was, quite frankly, your best friend during your trainee days, so when you saw him at this afterparty you were attending with mark, you threw yourself into his arms.
mark just watched you from afar.
and his blood boiled.
chan spun you around in his arms, the biggest smile on his stupid, handsome face. “yah!! y/n! mark didn’t say you’d be here.”
you giggled, trying to keep your tears at bay. you put your hands on his face, poking his dimples. mark scoffed at the blush that was forming on his friend’s face. “god, chan i missed you so much.”
“bro, you look constipated,” bam snuck up behind him. “dude, your face is so red right now.”
mark rolled his eyes. “these parties are so annoying.” he didn’t take his eyes off of you as you caught up with chan, who still had his hand around your waist.
bam followed his line of vision. “shit, you’re not constipated, you’re jealous. yugyeom, come look at him!”
mark walked away from his intoxicated friends and up to you. you smiled at him before returning to your conversation with chan. 
“y/n, we have to go,” mark said lowly, smiling a sickly fake smile at chan, who immediately dropped his hand from your waist. 
“why, baby, we just got here? are you not feeling good?” you asked. he wanted to feel bad, your voice was laced with concern.
“something like that. see you, chan.”
as you got in the car, you smiled at him, poking his cheek. “somebody’s jealous, huh?”
“huh? of chan? i don’t know what you’re talking about,” he clenched his jaw, not making eye contact with you as he steered his car out of the parking lot. you were giggling now.
“you’re cute when you’re jealous. maybe i should make more time for chan.”
“y/n!!!”
jaebeom; wearing disguises in public
jaebeom never thought he would have to dress up in a disguise to go out in public. and jae would never want to put you in such a position. it was draining, and you, as his girlfriend knew that he despised it.
but you wanted to go to a concert with him.
and you wanted to stand in the pit with him and be part of it. don’t get you wrong, you loved when he bought you suite seats or could watch his shows from backstage, but you wanted to sway to ariana grande in th pit with your boyfriend.
“cmon, jae, i think everyone is going to be paying attention to ari. we can skip the opening act?” you suggested.
“y/n, i don’t want to take a chance...im sorry,” he pouted at you. you sighed, trying to figure out what to do.
“what about disguises?” he said. “like, we could wear our halloween costumes?” you were giggling to yourself, but your boyfriend seemed like the idea.
“i could wear my jesus wig and you could paint a beard on me?” he said with serious eyes.
“jae, you hate going out in disguises.”
“true...but, babe, this will be fun. you could wear your sailor mars wig, it’d be cute,”
okay, this was a really cute idea and you were warming up to it...if it made your boyfriend more comfortable to be out in a crowd of so many people, you were down to try it out.
“this really feels like halloween in july,” you giggled as you used mascara to draw a beard on his chin.
“do I look like jesus??” he asked childishly.
“well, you don’t look like im jaebeom of got7, that’s for sure,”
“you look like an egirl,” he laughed at himself. “don’t hate, you know you love it,” you said. “we look so cute, let’s take a mirror selfie and post in later,”
“no, then people will be on to us,” your boyfriend sent a pout in your direction as he looked at his makeshift beard in the mirror. “I look sexy as fuck in a beard,”
“super sexy aegyo please?”
the two of you arrived at the arena, not be noticed by anyone, but jae was still on edge, so you held his hand tight as you made your way into the pit.
“im so excited!!” you shouted over the noise. he shook his head before leaning in to kiss you. the two of you danced the whole night away to arianas crooning, his arms around you as you swayed to her pretty, soothing voice. the two of you let the world fade away while ariana sang honeymoon ave in the background.
jackson; his significant other saying ily first.
it was no secret that jackson was stock full of love and kindness. he had had other partners before you, all with him ending up getting too attached, or scaring them away when he said “I love you” too early.
he did not want to scare you away, and honestly, he had known he loved you two months into dating, but he didn’t want to scare you away, so he never outwardly said those three little words to you.
he wasn’t expecting you to say it, first though.
you had invited him over for dinner and a movie, just wanting a chill night in with your boyfriend. he brought the wine and promised to give you a back massage, so really, what more could you want on this chilly thursday night?
“what’s been going on, honey? you know you can tell me anything,” jackson whispered into your ear as he helped you out of your clothes.
“I feel like I deserve to oversee my department at work. i have the most education of all of them, more experience than them, and generally, I am more optimistic than my superiors….,” you sighed, letting him rub just under your shoulder blades, which had been itching all week.
“mmm?”
“i think they might be scared of powerful women who like to wear hot pink fendi suits to work,” you smiled, knowing he would be offended at your joke. you could almost feel him pouting.
“so the reason you can’t get the job is because your superiors don’t like the suits your boyfriend buys you? wow, what a way to hurt a guy’s pride…,” he followed your lead on the joke, trying to make you laugh because he knew this was really getting to you. “baby, I think you should go to their boss and see if you can get a promotion…tell them everything you told me, okay? i know you’re not only the best woman for the job, but the best person for the job…period,” he said, making you feel so overwhelmed with emotion. none of your previous partners had ever revered you the way jackson had. you felt so incredibly blessed and in love, you couldn’t help yourself.
“god, jackson, I love you so much,” you whispered.
the movement of his soft hands on your back stopped abruptly at your words. ‘oh god, was it too early to say that?’
“j-jackson…im sorry-“
“ive been waiting to say that to you,” he breathed against your lips, closing the distance that was between them.
“jackson wang….you love me?” you could feel the tears building. the man of your dreams was in love with you, too.
“i love you,” he whispered reverently.
“say it again,” you begged. he said it like a mantra.
“i love you, i love you….i love you..”
jinyoung; moving in together
jinyoung thought you were so cute. you were ecstatic to move with jinyoung. you had been living in your shared apartment with your mom your whole life and we’re excited to start a new chapter of your life. jinyoung didn’t think you were taking in the fact that moving is one of the most stressful things a person can go through.
he didn’t want to rain on your parade, though.
the two of you got settled into your new apartment after a long day of unpacking. jinyoung kissed you as you laid onto your new king sized bed. “im gonna grab takeout, you want your usual?” he asked sweetly, squeezing your hand. you just nodded, squeezing his hand back.
you watched as jinyoung walked out of your shared bedroom. that’s when the dam broke. you were so overwhelmed. you didn’t know how to make warm water happen in your shower, you didn’t have your wifi set up, and you forgot your favorite teddy bear at your moms. you missed teddy and your wifi and your mom.
“hey, i ordered you two egg rolls and they gave us three - hey, baby, are you crying?”
“no,” you replied lamely. “I miss teddy,” you wailed miserably.
“teddy...the...stuffed bear?” he asked.
“i slept with him every night for the past 20 something years.”
“baby...we can get your bear in the morning...,”
“we don’t have netflix set up so how am i supposed to sleep tonight?”
“y/n...,” he chuckled. you frowned harder now that he was laughing at you. “moving isn’t as exciting as it looks. tomorrow, we will fix the wifi, okay? and we can visit your mom and rescue teddy.”
“okay...okay. im sorry, im just a bit overwhelmed,” you confessed.
“its gonna be okay, honey. it’s a lot to take in, i know. but you can hold me instead of teddy, and ill sing you to sleep,” he whispered, the takeout now long forgotten. before you could fall asleep, he pulled his iphone out of his back pocket and pulled you into his chest to take a selfie. “there. now we have a picture of us in our bed for the first time.”
“i love you, you sap.”
even though you called him the sap, the next day you went to the pharmacy to get the photo printed and frame it. when jinyoung came home from the market that day, he eyed the frame on your bed stand, smirking at you.
“oh, so im the sap, hmm?”
youngjae; picking up the tab
it was the first date the two of you had been on since youngjae had been on tour. he told you to get dressed up and that the two of you would go out for a fancy dinner and catch up on everything. this is why you loved him, because while you wanted to hear all about his stories of life and tour abroad, he always wanted to hear about everything that was going at home, to see if you were alright.
youngjae looked dazzling in a black checked suit, while you matched him with a little black dress that made him groan when you stepped out of the bathroom. “can we skip dinner?” he’d ask cheekily. you rolled your eyes at him before kissing him on the cheek. “we aren’t skipping dinner, and we definitely won’t be skipping dessert,” you winked before leading him to the car.
the two of you ate dinner together, him holding your hand and looking at you with stars in his eyes as you told him stories that had happened while he was away. you ordered appetizers, drinks, shared an entrée, and youngjae even ordered you a slice of apple pie for the two of you to share.
“baby, I’m going to go use the restroom,” youngjae said before kissing your hand. “’kay, don’t get mugged, please,” you teased him. he shook his head at your playfulness. you watched as he left before frantically waving your arms at your waitress. she ran over to you, checking if you were alright.
“I just wanted to wonder if I can pick up the cheque really quick? I wanted to pick it up for my boyfriend as a surprise,” you spoke in a hushed tone, making the waitress giggle. she nodded her head before handing it to her. you handed her your credit card, thanking her before your boyfriend had any suspicions of what you were up to.
youngjae came out of the bathroom as soon as the waitress set the cheque down. you were applying your lipstick so you couldn’t snatch it in time. you watched as his pretty brown eyes scanned the receipt, looking confused as ever. “is this a joke? what kind of waitress lets the girlfriend pay?”
“jae,” you giggled. “you don’t always have to pay for dinner. I wanted to treat you…I missed you so much,” you confided, watching his expression from anger into warmth.
“oh, thank you honey, you are so sweet and thoughtful, I love you so much,” you let him wrap his suit jacket around your arms before planting a kiss to your forehead. “but that will be the last time you ever do that.”
“shut up, i like doing nice things for you,” you pouted.
“since you paid for dinner tonight, i have to put out, right?”
he ran to the car before you could slap him in the chest.
bam; his s/o borrowing his clothes
remember how joey never shared his food? well that’s how bam was with his wardrobe. he was very particular about his clothing, not letting people borrow them at all. yugyeom used to steal his clothes just to be petty and piss his best friend off. he had never let past partners borrow his clothes, and nothing was going to change, it wasn’t his fault, it was an obsession. if you were sure of one thing, it was to not steal your boyfriends clothes.
but one day, while he was gone from work, you thought you would take pictures of yourself in only one of his blazers to tease him.
you weren’t expecting him to walk through the door while you were trying to take self timer pictures of yourself.
“baby? what are you doing?” bam asked, laughing as you let out a squeal of surprise.
“i..i wanted to surprise you...,” he tsked, pulling away to look at his blazer. “i know you don’t like me wearing your things..,” you stammered as he circled you.
“you have such pretty things, though, bam,”
“you look so sexy in this,” he purred. “you were trying to get me worked up while im trying to work?”
“u...uhhh,” you couldn’t think coherently with you boyfriend acting so domineering. you gasped as he slid his hand up to your cunt, rubbing your clit in little circles. “bam...please...,” you groaned. 
“keep the blazer on,” he said as you writhed in his grip.
“its gonna get all sweaty though and then you’ll yell at me,” you teased him as you followed him to the bed. 
bam just groaned. “baby, im sorry I haven’t let you borrow my clothes before but you look better in them than me. now, let me fuck you and i promise you can have anything you want in that closet.”
he knew exactly how to shut you up.
yugyeom; his s/o buying him flowers
yugyeom was always so stressed during comeback season. you always scolded him when he forgot to eat, or wasn’t staying hydrated enough, but you were so proud of him. seeing the smile on his face and the way he walked a little taller was so worth it.
he was still busy during comeback season, coming home late after all the videos he had to shoot for publicity.
one night, yugyeom had gotten home around midnight to a bouquet of pink roses and a handwritten note from you. it read; “I am so proud of you, my love. congrats on breath… I can always feel your love,” he blushed and giggled to himself, thinking, “isn’t the guy supposed to buy the girlfriend the flowers?” he wandered into your shared bedroom to see you sprawled into his side, with your book in your hands, a soft snore leaving your lips. he nudged you, not intending to wake you up, he could thank you in the morning. but he did accidentally. “yeom?” you whispered. 
“shh, baby go back to sleep,” he shushed, changing into his pjs. 
“did you like the flowers?” you asked, suddenly awake now. 
“theyre really pretty, baby, but aren’t I supposed to buy you the flowers?” 
you narrowed your eyes at him. “not my boyfriend being a sexist,” 
“yah! y/n stop it, I didn’t mean it that way!! I love them, you remembered I said I love roses,” he was pouting now, pulling you into his chest to spoon you. his voice got quieter now. “no one’s ever remembered my favorite flowers…much less bought them for me,” he paused, kissing the back of your neck before closing his eyes and falling fast asleep.
he was whipped.
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Very Drarry Summer Vibes (2020) : Masterlist of complete DRARRY fics
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1. The Coffee House by @corinalannister [G, 1k]
Draco is a struggling Barista and Harry is struggling with his fame. They start to trust each other over time when Harry visits the coffee shop Draco works in.
2. Everything Old is New Again by @rinnwrites [E, 10k]
A year after the war, Draco leaves England with a simple plan: Find a place where no one knows him, get his potions mastery, start a new life. He didn’t count on an obviously exhausted and shockingly studious Harry Potter showing up in his very first class.
3. Forget-Me-Nots and Narcissus by @triggerlil [M, 14k]
in which Draco is overcome by grief, and Harry is there to keep him afloat.
4. Head Full of You by @maesmora [E, 10k]
Harry Potter has a secret, and, just like his first year at Hogwarts, naturally everybody knows. Well, everybody except Draco Malfoy. Enter a bunch of meddling friends, a beach vacation to celebrate graduating their eighth year at school, and being forced to room with the love of his life. [...]
5. The morning left us (both defeated) by @jovialobservationanchor [M, 9k]
They'd had dreams, Harry and he. Harry was going to reform the DMLE from the inside. Draco was going to repay a spiritual debt. Now Harry woke up only to get through the day, Draco realized his debt would never be repaid, Harry never smiled anymore, and Draco found himself in the strange position of holding their partnership together.
6. Only Fools Fall (For You) by @welpslytherin [E, 6k]
It’s the summer of '98 and a certain blond Slytherin has amends to make and feelings to get over. Featuring skinny dipping, a bold Harry Potter, and a blushing Draco Malfoy.
7. Our Dreams, Our Pride by @ahhhnorealnamesallowed [M, 10k]
For six years, Harry has promised Draco a 'big thing' for their anniversary. This year is the year Harry is going to make it happen, even if he does so in a very Harry Potter way. Including last-minute vacation planning, some very sassy old people, a coach bus, and less anniversary sex than expected.
8. Out of the Ashes by Zedrobber [E, 5k]
Draco is self conscious about his Dark Mark and won't believe that Harry doesn't hate it - so Harry makes a suggestion that might help, with one condition.
9. Parades, Pansy, and fuck I’m too gay for this by @false-heteros16​ [G, 2k]
After the war, Draco, who had been staying at home like a fucking hermit till Pansy came along, finally finds out about the LGBTQ+ Community, he dives head first into research and is amazed at what he finds. [...]
10. Teddy's Favourite by @iravenish [T, 2k]
It didn't come as a surprise when Teddy demanded to finally go to the beach. [...]
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✔ other fests in 2020 ✔ fests in other years
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Headcanon Time!
Anime- Frieza Headcanons
Frieza has surprisingly soft skin. 
It’s cold and scaly, yes, but it is extremely smooth. This is a source of pride for Frieza, who sees being able to have soft skin and still fight as another subtle sign of wealth and power. I mean really, who ever heard of a crusty space emperor?
On the subject of his body, Frieza is particular about his tail. 
Sure, Frieza is particular about his whole body, but his tail is an entirely different matter. No one is allowed to look at it. God forbid you touch or even so much as graze the emperor’s tail. A single lash from the appendage is enough to dislocate joints and bruise bones. Anyone who disrespects Frieza’s tail can be expected to be beaten with it.
Frieza’s eyes are very reptilian, and as such, his eyes are very sensitive to light. 
Because of this, Frieza hates large differences in light. His ships are lit either in mostly low light, or high-powered fluorescents, but never both. Both causes his eyes’ pupils to dilate and contract too rapidly, and it ends up giving him a headache.
On this note, I headcanon that the hearing of Frieza and his race is superior to their eyesight. Big, blocky ears to hear, and a nice, rounded melon of a head to really capture vibrations.
Should I... suggest that perhaps.... the melon is...squishy? Like a beluga whale? Maybe as a child, members of Frieza’s race have squishy little melon heads? I’ll see myself out.
Frieza is a little claustrophobic. 
To him, there’s nothing quite as irritating as a small space. This trait was worked into his punishment in HFIL; being serenaded by glittered fairies and dancing teddy bears was one thing, but being swaddled like a baby made the experience about 3x worse.
A fool for a good aesthetic. 
Frieza thinks that half of being a successful, intimidating villain is in the presentation.
 *******NSFW CONTENT BELOW!!!*******************
NSFW FRIEZA HEADCANON
Hear me out. I think Frieza’s a power bottom. Wait, wait, hear me out!
He wants to be worshipped, adored, revered, feared, all of the above. This thinking goes into the bedroom. It is his terms, what he wants, no exceptions really. He doesn’t really see the point in pleasuring his partner; after all, being with him is the pleasure, right?
Retractable penis. Retractable penis. RETRACTABLE PENIS. I’m not the first to think this and I’m not the last. I will die on this hill.
I think that as far as the shape, Frieza’s member is closer in function and in shape to the penis of a crocodile.
I also feel that Frieza’s penis is in a cloaca. This cloaca has different chambers, and as such, Frieza can also receive as well as give. He has no preference, and Frieza’s role really depends on his mood.
Frieza isn’t too focused on sex, but I do headcanon him having a present sex drive.
Before Goku and friends rained on his parade, I’m pretty sure Frieza had a favorite concubine or 3 he would have entertain him in between meetings and conquering planets.
This has changed after the Namek conflict and just the general shenanigans that followed. Frieza doesn’t really have time for any of that. Too busy trying to catch up to Goku.
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New Memories
Written for @911prideweek: Day 3 - “I know The Pride Parade is cancelled this year, but we still can celebrate together” + fluff.
Thanks to @alilypea for editing!
Pairing:  Evan ‘Buck’ Buckley (911)/Jim Street (SWAT), Eddie Diaz (911)/Chris Alonso (SWAT)
Rating: T
Warnings: Brief flashback to the tsunami
Word Count: 1,178
Summary:  Jim, Buck, Eddie, and Chris go on a double date to celebrate Pride.
Can also be read on A03.  The rest of my works for Buck/Jim can be found here!
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The sounds of squeals and laughter floated through the crisp, cool evening.  Huddling into his sweatshirt, he was relieved that he had thought to throw it on before hopping on the back of Jim’s bike.  The ride over hadn’t been too bad, but as they got closer to the water, the air took on that extra chill.  
Buck wasn’t really sure how he had been talked into this double date.  It wasn’t that he minded the company, it had only been a few months since Jim proposed, and he loved the idea of going anywhere with his fiance by his side.  He let out a small smile at that memory; he felt giddy every time he remembered Jim proposing.  He also definitely didn’t mind the other couple that was joining them for the evening.  Eddie had finally asked Chris on a few dates, and this was their third date now if Buck remembered correctly.  
And Buck was also in complete agreement with Eddie’s reasoning behind the double date; he had commented something along the line that with the main Pride Parade being cancelled this year, that they should all take the opportunity and celebrate together.  
It was the location that Buck was struggling with.  
As soon as Jim parked the bike, Buck couldn’t help but freeze up as he took in the sight.  They had rebuilt the pier exactly in the same location where it previously stood, the only difference being that the base had been reinforced with steel.  The famous Ferris wheel had been replaced, towering over all the other rides as it was nestled back near the water, offering riders a beautiful view of the city and the water.  The garish lights blared, highlighting the tiny waves as the breeze pushed the water into shore.  The small sound that the water made against the wood, while quiet, became Buck’s focus.  It drowned out all other noises, even the carnival music that circled in the back.
Buck became lost in his thoughts, the lapping water like an alluring siren to the most horrible time of his life.  The squeals of laughter and fun in the background turned into screams of fear and pain as the first wave hit the pier, and everyone fought to stay alive, to keep swimming, to stay afloat.  Buck almost jumped two feet in the air when Jim placed his hand gently on his shoulder but looked at his fiance with gratitude for breaking the spell that he had been under.
“What can I do to help?” Jim asked, relieved that Buck appeared to be back with him, his eyes no longer having that dull look as he stared at the water.  He had realized right away that Buck was experiencing a flashback, unfortunately being all too familiar with them himself.  
Blinking back a couple of tears that he didn’t realize had formed, Buck straightened up, lacing his fingers with Jim’s.  He appreciated Jim not asking him if he was okay because he definitely wasn’t.  But he could do this.  “Let’s make some happier memories,” Buck said, squeezing Jim’s hand.  He knew he couldn’t ever erase that feeling of panic when he lost Christopher, but maybe, just maybe, this night would help.
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Buck smiled, his arm wrapped around Jim’s shoulders as they sat on a bench and waited for Eddie and Chris to finish their Ferris wheel ride.  Two ginormous teddy bears sat next to them, one for Christopher and one for Jee-Yun, both having been won in a very competitive Whac-A-Mole game between the couples.  
Buck knew that Jim was a tad disappointed that he wasn’t interested in going on the Ferris wheel but was able to distract him by offering to split a funnel cake.  The two attempted to divide it as evenly as possible, but Jim was definitely stealing more of the ice cream, which was smothered in rainbow coloured sprinkles for Pride month.  
The carnival had definitely jumped in with both feet into the Pride celebrations - rainbow patterned lights and decorations practically covered every game booth and ride.  Along with adorning everything in multi-coloured streamers and glitter, they also had a great lineup of LGBTQ+ musical acts and shows throughout the week.  Buck also noticed several same-sex couples and felt himself relax that much further when he took Jim’s hand to pull him in different directions.  He wasn’t one to hide his physical affections in public, but the atmosphere only supported his comfort levels that much more.
Poking Jim excitedly, he nodded discretely towards the top of the Ferris wheel, where Eddie and Chris were exchanging a brief kiss.  The 118 definitely liked their police officers, Buck thought with a brief smile.  But all jokes aside, he was happy for Eddie and for Chris.  Both of them were awesome people who deserved to have other awesome people in their lives.
Waving so that Eddie and Chris could see where they were sitting, Buck motioned Jim to scoot down so that there was a spot for the other couple.  Chris took one look at the funnel cake that Jim was finishing off and declared that she needed one as well, pulling Eddie along with her to choose out flavours.  When the two arrived back, they settled back on the bench and started inhaling their matching dessert.  The two couples sat quietly, finishing their desserts and enjoying the sights.  It had been a very fun-filled evening, but Buck figured they were probably going to head home soon, now that his stomach was stuffed with dessert.
"This was a good idea, Eddie; thanks for inviting us along," Buck said honestly, as he and Jim stood up to head out.  It had taken him a while to get comfortable once they were out on the pier, but being there with friends who weren't expecting him to hide his emotions allowed him to slowly relax and enjoy their evening.  And he had one more surprise up his sleeve, well, hiding in his sweatshirt, that he thought would make it a perfect evening.  
Everyone exchanged their good-byes, and Buck and Jim headed for the motorcycle, with the promise that Buck would grab the ginormous bear for Jee-Yun the next morning.  
Reaching out, Buck grabbed the cuff of Jim's sleeve, halting him in his tracks.  "I got a little something for you," Buck said, pulling out a small, rainbow coloured teddy bear from his pocket.  He had noticed Jim eyeing the teddy bears and was able to sneak off and win him one while Chris had him distracted with the water guns.  
Buck noticed the slight shake in Jim's hand as he reached out for the bear, but his concerns were alleviated by the huge smile on Jim's face and the resulting kiss that he was dragged into.  As the two of them stood there, locked into a kiss that maybe needed to be moved to a more private location soon, Buck realized that he was glad that Eddie had talked him into the double date; it had been one of Eddie’s best ideas yet.
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Survey #282
“daddy’s flown across the ocean / leaving just a memory / a snapshot in the family album / daddy, what’d you leave behind for me?”
What is your favorite type of dance? I like modern dances, especially those unusual or creepy with unique music. They’re the dances I look forward to watching in dance competitions. Do you find making scenes in public fun? Oh fuck no. Lemonade or pink lemonade? Pink is Supreme in so many ways. Where do you feel safest? At home, especially if Mom is here. Have you ever been to a gay pride parade? No, but I’d love to. Would you take your dream job if it were out of the country? No. I don’t want to move to Africa. What do you like to do when you're home alone? HAHA okay so I almost exclusively watch Unus Annus when Mom isn’t home because I will almost without a doubt cackle at least once, and… explaining why I’d be laughing would be WILD. UA is a fucking gift & I’mma miss it when it’s gone. What kind of music calms you down? My best bet is nostalgic music that I hold very close, like Ozzy. The soundtracks to SotC and SH2 are also magical when it comes to soothing me. Who did you last go to a park with? Uhhhh… probably not since I took family pictures for someone. Got some nice ones. Have you ever been robbed? Thankfully, no. Are you working, a student, both, or neither? Neither, and at nearly 25, it’s fucking humiliating. I’m thinking of appealing my disability case (you very rarely get it the first time), but of course self-doubt and anxiety just slaps me across the face again and again by asking, “Do you really need it?” That shit is agonizing. Very highly regarded people in my life agree that it’s realistic for me, at least at this moment, while I sort out my mental health. I don’t plan on being on it forever, fuck no. But right now I am, no matter what anyone says, a leech in my home. What's your favorite holiday? Christmas. I prefer Halloween’s “vibe,” of course, but I am much more excited and just thankful at Christmastime, especially now as an aunt with children who *understand* the holiday. Their joy and excitement is enough of a gift to me. It’s always really hard on Mom because she’s convinced she doesn’t do enough (she cries at least once like… every year), but my sisters and I always reassure her. It’s also a nice opportunity to see Dad and my stepmom, also with my sister’s family, and once again we get to see the kids so happy. But enough about them; what I love most about Christmas is I generally am able to put my troubles into perspective and take the time to remember I am, in the big picture, lucky to have what and who I do. And SNOW!!!!! If you can’t tell I’m stoked for Christmas. Do you prefer male or female friends? Both are great, but I’m more relaxed with female friends because of the whole “scared of men” ordeal. What's your favorite dessert? Biiiiihhhhh lemme get my hands on ice cream. Do you ever go on chatroulette or omegle? Noooo, I never did. That shit creeps me out. Besides, I’m shy. What kind of tea do you drink? None. Do you know anyone in a gang? Not to my knowledge… What color is your fridge? White. We decided to use the fridge already in this house versus our old one. Is your phone mostly on vibrate, silent, or ringtone? It’s just about always on vibrate. Do you own black sunglasses? I don’t own any sunglasses. Are you currently looking for a job? Fuck if I know. Not actively, but if something suitable magically popped up, I’d definitely pursue it. Do you watch MTV? No. Do you like to tell people who you like? Historically, I tend to keep my mouth shut about it to people who know that love interest unless explicitly asked, and even then, it depends on if I think they’ll keep their mouth shut. How often do you braid your hair? It’s too short to be braided. I very rarely had it braided beforehand. What color is your microwave? Black. Do you wash your face in the morning when you wake up? If I remember, especially if I’m groggy. Are you interested in the ocean? No more or no less than the average person. What's a big turn on for you? Keeping physical stuff outta this, I’m just such a fuckin sucker for being authentically romantic lmao. Have you ever thought about being a teacher? Heeeeeelllllll no. What's the first thing you do when you turn your computer on? Close out of the stuff that automatically pops up after it starts. Do you drink Gatorade? Ugh, ew, no. Do you hate when people replace 0's with O's? EX: 9:OO AM. Lol no, it’s honestly aesthetically pleasing in some formats. Did you hate riding the bus? Some of my best school memories are the long bus rides home w/ Jason so uh- Do you ever use XOXO in texts, letters etc..? Nah. Has anyone ever told you they liked you to your face? Yeah. Have you ever touched an elephant? No. Reading or writing? Writing. Do you have a childhood nickname? Mom called (and sometimes still does lakjdf;alkwe) me “Twinkie.” She gave sweets-oriented nicknames to all her kids. Have you ever had a Moon Pie? UGH they’re gross. I have this faint memory as a kid of a sweetheart babysitter my sisters and I had always offering us banana moon pies as a snack or dessert, idr. I’ve always hated anything banana-flavored. Has your car ever had troubles? N/A What's your birthstone? Amethyst. Would you join the navy? I want nothing to do with anything remotely related to war. What's your favorite board game? Battleship. Do you like chess? I’ve never played it nor even know the rules. If you’ve ever tried drugs or alcohol, what was your reason for first trying it? I was absolutely parched after a long, sweaty walk and was offered it to “try” by my mom without me knowing it was alcohol… the “WAIT NO STOP” from everyone was so quick lmao. It was just hard lemonade, so nothing super serious. Do you think you could ever have an abortion if you unexpectantly turned up pregnant right this second? I probably would. There is no fucking way I can emotionally handle carrying a baby right now. But I’d feel like absolute shit, even though I’m pro-choice. I just don’t want to picture myself in that situation. Is there a situation where you caved into peer pressure and regretted it? Probably. Although generally, I’m very resilient to peer pressure when it comes to something I really don’t want to do. What is your favorite video game console? Why? PS2, of course. I think the best games came from that era, many ahead of their time. Example, the original Shadow of the Colossus graphics massively pressured the limits of the software, and it still to this day blows me away. Sure, you have some lag in return, but the end result was just magnificent. I seriously, seriously, seriously hope I’m able to play the remake one day. When you lost your virginity, were you sober? I was. As of this minute, what is going through your mind? How I need a change and purpose in life so motherfucking badly. Where’s the last place you went? I was riding around with Mom, doing some errands. Are both of your blood parents still in your life? Yes. When was the last time you went apple picking? Never. Do you have a good relationship with your cousins? We don’t really… have a relationship. We don’t talk, we just kinda “exist” knowing we’re related. What was the last kids movie you saw? I watched some of Hotel Transylvania 3 with my niece and nephew. Do you know anyone who was born in Africa? When I was still in college, there was at least one guy in my class who was. Tutored me in math. Patience of a saint, haha. Have you ever been to an internet cafe? I actually have zero clue what that is. Has the year gone quickly for you so far? I’ve barely discerned 2018-2020, if I’m being honest with you. It’s just a lump of time where I’ve done jack-all. I mean yeah, school fits in there somewhere, but mentally I wasn’t in a wonderful place and haven’t been “happy” for a long time. My mental state has been the same for a few years. How many siblings does your significant other have? N/A Are you one of those people who can drink vodka straight? Oh, I hiiiighly doubt it. I loathe the taste of alcohol. Do you share a middle name with any of your friends? I legitimately have one of the most basic white bitch middle names in America, I know tons. How many pairs of jeans do you own? None. Do you know the name of the pharmacist at your local drug store? One, yes, considering Mom worked there before the cancer and is still in touch with this pharmacist. What flavor is your toothpaste? Mint. Are you sleepy right now? I think I’m permanently sleepy. Do you like crime films and tv shows? Not especially. Are you bitter about anything? Many things. What was the first online account you remember having? Neopets. My older sister helped me set it up when I was somewhere around eight. Do you use emojis? More than I used to. I’m gradually converting from emoticons to emojis, oof. What was the last type of soda you drank? Mountain Dew. Do you remember much from high school? I probably remember too much from high school, if I’m being honest. I remember far too much in far too much detail during the almost four years I dated Jason. Where would you go for the ultimate honeymoon? Probably the Bahamas, mostly for the pink beaches, aha. It would also be an incredible photography opportunity. Do you know anyone who has a strong accent that is hard to understand? My former best friend’s dad was so southern that yes, I could barely understand him whatsoever. If you had to get a tattoo tomorrow, what would you get? If you mean a fresh, new one and not a glow-up on the Mark tribute tat I’ve mentioned five thousand times, a tribute to Teddy featuring his portrait, pawprint, and the Powerwolf lyrics “and we’ll meet where the wild wolves have gone.” I’m going to be picky as a motherfucker about the design itself, though, so realistically it probably wouldn’t be tomorrow since I’d probably commission people to draw in varying styles. Ugh, I need that tattoo gun, my man. What was the last podcast you listened to? Do you listen to it regularly? That would be 4 Peens in a Pod (it’s… not a porn I swear, it’s Fischfuck and the boys lmao). I’m waaaaaaaaaaay behind on it, though. I watch so many different things now that I’m behind on like… everything I watch/listen to. Are you on a first-name basis with your boss? (or last boss if unemployed) I think I was with all of them? What was the last thing you wrote in a Word document? This survey. Because I combine short ones into Big Boys that I usually don’t finish in one go, I save my progress on it. Who do you miss and what do you miss about them? I miss a number of people and would rather not retrospect on them. What were the best and worst costumes you’ve ever worn? *shrug* Do you know anybody who is gay and married? I think so. What did you last take painkillers for? A headache. Are there any hobbies you want to get back into? Ugh. A whole fucking lot. I’ve thought quite a bit recently on how I miss video editing, but I just don’t have the motivation and dedication for that anymore. Have you ever shared a home with a friend? Yes. What’s the craziest or weirdest place you’ve ever slept? Nowhere that strange at all… Probably just like, the floor, but even then with blankets and stuff. What did you have for lunch today and who made it? I haven't had lunch yet. Are you allergic to anything? How did you find out? Pollen is pretty obvious, while serious discoloring and itching let me know I was allergic to silver. Have you ever been on a date with someone you met online? How was it? Yeah, I was visiting her for a couple weeks. It was nice. Who was the last very physically attractive person you saw? In ~real life~, probably some friend on Facebook. Do you know anyone who is deaf? We recently found out actually that my youngest niece is deaf in her left ear due to a massive buildup of fluid in it. I’m so ready to hear about her reaction to hearing normally once it’s taken care of. Has there ever been a person you regret ever being friends with? Probably at some point. “Ever” makes this question difficult. Do you think you have a good understanding on love? Yes. What do you think of your parent(s)? I love them both immensely while acknowledging their flaws. What celebrity do you think should of never become famous? I don’t care enough to think on this honestly haha. Did you ever get into the Twilight saga craze? What about the Harry Potter craze? Neither. What's your opinion about Katy Perry's song "I Kissed a Girl"? It was bold for its time, for sure. I’ve never minded it. Actually since coming out as bi I’ve known that this song has to be included in the recession dances of my wedding if my partner is female lmao. Do you believe in heaven? If so, what's it like? If not, why? I hope there’s some sort of total bliss after death if you’re deserving of such, but I don’t know. I definitely don’t know how I actually picture it. Even if there’s not, well, I’m assuming I just won’t exist anymore, so I wouldn’t be able to care anyway. Sometimes I hope that's the case. What email service do you use for your main (or only) email account? Hotmail. Did you ever believe in the Tooth Fairy? Yeah. I remember there was one time where “she” didn’t trade my tooth for munz and I was so mad lmao. Mom apparently forgot and slipped something under the pillow while I was getting ready for school. How I fell for it, who knows man, kids are wild. How do you feel about Taco Bell? I’m not a Mexican food fan, really, but I do love their cheese (with or without chicken) quite a bit. The cinnamon bite things are bomb as FUCK, too. I’m still mad tilted they took potato products off their menu tho because I used to destroy the fiesta potatoes. How often do you go on to YouTube? I’m like… always on it. Not focusing on it at all times, but something’s in the background. Back when Spongebob Squarepants was famous, were you interested in it? Well of course, man. What's your dream pet? Ugggghhhh a sunset morph ball python, probably. Buuut I’ve seen some over $2k with their rarity. More realistically, I really, really want a Brazilian Black tarantula. And an arctic morph hognose. I want a lot of pets. ;_; Who's been your favorite teacher growing up, and why? God, I have a lot, honestly. All things considered, the answer is probably Miss Tobey, who was my physical science teacher in high school. She’s an extremely close family friend now involved regularly in my family’s lives. She can be… difficult and says shit before thinking, but we love her nevertheless. What's your favorite fairy tale? Fuck outta here if you say Shrek isn’t one. Do you have a favorite pen? Uh, no… I barely ever use pens anyway. Has a child ever asked you a question you found difficult to answer? Yeah; it happens sometimes with my niece and nephew. Name five books you've read in the past year. I think I’ve read the first three Wings of Fire book within the same year, and I’m currently on the forth. Other than those, I started The Testaments by Margaret Atwood, but only got through the prologue I think before my focus shifted onto WoF. I still plan on reading it at some point, though. ^Are any of those books your favorite? No. The prequel to The Testaments, The Handmaid’s Tale, is very high up there, though. Are you a person that enjoys re-reading books? Not at all. Once I read it once, I’m done. There are VERY few books I’ve reread, and most of those were children’s books from when I was little. Do you have a favorite talk show host? Don’t watch any. Which sounds the most refreshing: a hot shower or a cold one? I prefer hot showers unless I seeeeeriously need to cool down. Have you ever made your own soap? No. Can you sleep with socks on? UGH NO. When was the last time you were pissed beyond belief and why? Ummm good question. I don’t know about *that* mad. Maybe when Ashley’s mother-in-law shared a massively homophobic article that condoned conversion therapy on Facebook that resulted in me removing her from my friends and RAGING to my mom about it. That was forever ago, though. Do you have a favorite candle brand? No. What is your opinion on taxidermy? I have… very mixed feelings. If the animal was hunted for sport, then it’s fuckin disgusting; you literally killed an animal with the intention to show off the fact you’re a goddamn murderer. On the other hand, taxidermy of naturally-deceased animals can be educational, and even… artistic sometimes? I don’t know. I can’t really pick one stance over the other. Would you ever want to own a body part in a jar? Actually, yes, particularly of fetal animals (that WERE NOT killed for the sake of displaying), but for the same reasons above, I’m not sure if I would *really* do it. They are incredibly interesting to me, more so than taxidermy probably, but yeah, I still question the morality of it. What is the worst thing you have ever done to your own hair? I don’t think I’ve ever really done a “bad” thing to my hair. What qualities of yours do you think could potentially harm a relationship? I’m very clingy and, in the beginning, very paranoid that you’re going to leave. Have any of your childhood habits carried over into adolescence/adulthood? I had AWFUL separation anxiety from my mom for a very long time as a kid, and I guess that evolved into my extreme inability to handle loss well, maybe. I’d say they’re at least somewhat related. What is the first band that comes to mind when I say 'dark'? Cradle of Filth popped up first. As far as relationships go, what are your biggest deal-breakers? Abuse, arrogance, and distrust probably top the list. Be honest: do looks really matter to you? Nah. It’s nice to be physically attracted to my partner, but it’s not a must. Have you ever done something simply because you were of age? No. Do you think it's worth it to tell someone you had feelings for them when you don't have them anymore? I mean, what’s the situation? Are you hanging out, talking about relationships casually? I’d say it’s fine then if it’s relevant to the conversation. I don’t think it’s worth going out of your way to tell someone you liked them if you don’t anymore, though. Have you ever done something you once thought you'd be too chicken to do? Y’know that ride at fairs where you go up really high on a circular thing with other people and then drop abruptly? That. I screamed like a mf lmao. I had to put a lot of effort into not yelling “SHIIIIIIIIIIIT” lmao. What's a food you love but don't get to eat very often? Stuff involving shrimp, ig. What's your favorite mythical being? Dragons! Have you ever felt a baby kick? I don’t think so, and I don’t want to, considering it’s fucking terrifying to me. I can’t even see a baby move without screaming and wanting to hurl. When is the last time you did something truly fun, and what was it? Who the fuck knows… What is the worst thing you've ever done when you were really angry? Said things I shouldn’t have. Are there any pills you take on a daily basis? If so, what? A lot. I can’t be bothered to go through all of them. At what age do you first remember feeling butterflies in your stomach around someone? I’m not sure. Do you feel that way around anyone now? I don’t think so. What is your main heritage? German or Irish, idr which is more prominent. What is a song that you hate to admit you like? “Bitches” by Hollywood Undead came to me first lmao. What inspires you to get off your bum and do something productive? More than anything, watching inspirational YouTube videos. What part of your body have you had the most problems with in your life? I suppose maybe my ears? I had tubes put in as a kid, I had an absolutely agonizing ear infection once, I had earwax adhered to my eardrum, and they've always been STUPID dry and flaky. Are you watching your weight? Like a hawk, but it doesn’t seem to matter anyway. :^) Have you ever become really good friends with someone you found online? Most of my closest friends I’ve met online. What is the coolest tattoo you've ever seen? You’re asking the wroooong person, lol. I’ve just seen way too many… Have you ever created anything artistic that you're proud of? If so, what? Lots of things; drawings, some writing, photographs, video edits… What do you like on your hotdogs, if you eat hotdogs? Just ketchup and mustard. What is a subject that makes you uncomfortable? Sex. What is a subject you can talk on and on about and not get sick of it? MEERKATS and MARK What is the worst thing someone could do to you emotionally? Tell me I’m weak. Or that my mental illnesses truly do make me unlovable. Just essentially do fucking not make me feel what Jason did. What is the worst thing you've ever done to someone emotionally? Said some extremely mean and potentially scarring shit.
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Pittsburgh Penguins 2018/19: Explained
Since we're about to kick off with the playoffs, I figured I'd do an updated silly explanation of the Penguins. So here goes...
Players
Kris "Tanger" Letang - a fashion icon who loves to tweet about how much he loves his team. Incredible two way defenseman. Loves to yell at the refs. It's not Tanger if he's not arguing.
Evgeni "Geno" Malkin - fashion disaster. NHL101. One of the best, if not the best, players in the league but constantly overlooked. Shouldn't be able to skate as gracefully as he does on such long legs. Has the softest hands. Would kill a man for Sidney Crosby.
Sidney "Sid the kid" Crosby - Captain Dad. Takes on rookies like it's his job and ninety percent of the comments from players about him is that he's great at making newbies feel welcome. Has adopted so many sons. Really likes candy. Is already a legend and isn't slowing down. Will probably take over the world at some point. Loves his teammates, especially the rest of the core. Has specially commissioned paintings of him and the boys hanging in his house. President of the Evgeni Malkin fan club.
Jake "Guentz" Guentzel - young but mighty. Really put all his heart into playing and came out from under Sid's wing like a champ. Won't stop scoring. Likes golf. Wrote a book report on Sid once.
Justin "Jultz" Schultz - Also known as Jeff. Amazing defenseman, literally don't know what we'd do without him. Missed a bunch of this season with a broken leg but thank God he came back. Has a fake tooth he just carries around with him for interviews. Best friends with Olli Maatta.
Olli Maatta - for a long time we all thought he was super quiet and shy and then at the 2016/17 cup parade we turned out to be very very wrong. Boy went buckwild and passed out on his own balcony. Soft and fluffy. We love him. Best friends with Justin Schultz.
Brian "Dumo" Dumoulin - looks like your typical frat boy but actually doubles as one of the best/most underrated defensemen in the league and the Ultimate Wine Connoisseur. Loves his wife and his dog more than anything. Team DJ but doesn't know what indie music is.
Matt "Cully" Cullen - (A.K.A Dad) Was with us for a few years, left us for a season and was meant to retire in Minnesota but then came back for 18/19 because he Missed Us Too Much. Not convinced he'll ever stop playing tbh. Has the funniest kids and loves his family.
Phil 'The Thrill' Kessel - ...Is a Stanley Cup Champion. Shy boy who doesn't like cameras. Plays like a God. Really loves his dog, Stella. Super Supportive Brother of Amanda Kessel. We are so blessed to have this man on our team.
Patric "Horny" Hornqvist - resident Swedish Viking. Was part of the iconic duo of Horny and Hags but this season stole that from us. Very shouty and very happy. A net-pest who upsets most goalies in the league. Allergic to wearing clothes.
Bryan "Rusty" Rust - soft boy. Great at breakaways and his job in general. Went through a period of time where empty nets just really weren't working for him to the point it became a team meme. Works really hard and deserves nice things.
Matt "Muzz" Murray - elite!!! Crazy good at his job and is going to be a complete legend one day. Has two giant Newfoundlands who are adorable. Was a mentee to Flower and It Shows. Works with charity a lot and is so humble. We love this boy.
Tristan Jarry - eyebrows!!! Also very good at his job. Sully once had to tell him to be LESS calm because he's so chill. He doesn't even break a sweat making insane saves. Fantastic dude.
Zach Aston-Reese - "ZAR" - looks like he should be in the wilderness chopping wood. Looks AMAZING when he gets into fights. Soft and lovely, works really hard for this team and deserves his place here. Poor boy won't stop getting injured though. Half of the iconic nose & eyebrows squad.
Garrett "Willy" Wilson - other half of the nose and eyebrows squad. Has freckles for days. Captain of WBS and it shows. BIG, looks like he could Kill, but is actually very soft spoken and has a little bit of a lisp. Loves kids and loves Pittsburgh. Deserves only the best.
Dominik "Domino" Simon - people can personally fight me about Dom, I love him. Had a bit of an up and down season but he'll be okay!!! Underrated two way player and trusted by Sully. Looks like a chick that just hatched for Easter.
Chad "Roo" Ruhwedel - used to play roller hockey a lot! We don't see him much but he's a good guy. Works hard and gets along with Sid a lot.
Jack Johnson, A.K.A. "JJ" - was Sid's roommate in school. Has a lot of stories about him he either can't or won't share about him. Had a questionable start but has been really really helpful to the whole team as of late. So big.
Theodore "Teddy" Blueger - somebody please let this boy get some rest. Looks like he has a cold 90% of the time but definitely doesn't play like it. He's going to have an amazing career. Jesus Christ.
Marcus "The Dragon" Pettersson - acquired him from the Ducks this season and it was definitely worth it. He's tall, young and has a play similar to Dumo's. Who knows, maybe in a few years he'll be just as unstoppable as him?
Jared "Canner" McCann - along with Bjuggy, Canner experienced maybe the most stressful move from his old team to the Penguins. Left Florida and showed up for their first game two minutes before the anthem started. Looks a bit like Guentz when he has his helmet on. Insanely good addition to this team, could not be more grateful for him.
Nick "Bjuggy" Bjugstad - like Canner, has been an incredible acquisition. You will hear his name pop up about 100 times a game because he never stops working for it. Just wow.
Erik Gudbranson - Large Man. He can really steamroll them. He's too new for me to know That Much about him but boy can he send opposing players flying.
Zach Trotman - called up from WBS recently. Looks a bit lost sometimes like he's not 100% sure where he is or what he's doing but he's a good guy.
Head & Assistant Coaches
Mike "Sully" Sullivan - Head Coach. Angry Bird. Loves his team, expresses his pride in the guys constantly, but is not afraid to yell. Has a good relationship with his players and makes good decisions most of the time. Unless it's an empty net. He really likes them. The fans wish he didn't.
Mark "Rex" Recchi - Assistant Coach. A kind guy who works hard and backs Sully most of the time. Looks after his players. Top notch dude.
Sergei "Gonch" Gonchar - Assistant Coach. Basically a second father to Geno, housed him when he first came to Pittsburgh. Played with him and Sid for a little while. Is permanently done with the whole team. Absolutely beloved.
Jacques Martin - Assistant Coach. Responsible for 'Jacques Squad' which was an incredible penalty team group the last few seasons.
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Your Love Gives Me Strength - Pacifica Northwest/Mabel Pines (Commission)
(This was my very first writing commission. It took me way longer then I would have liked... thank you so much @wombatking for commissioning me and being so patient. Story down below)
“Mabel… are you sure you want to do this?”
 “Yes, Dipper.” Mabel narrowed her brown eyes at her brother, a serious look in them that was rare to see in them. “I’ve never been more sure about anything in my entire life.”
 Rolling his eyes, Dipper picked up the bottle of bright green nail polish. “Man, what shade of green is this? Radioactive snot?”
 Laughing, she watched the slow and careful strokes of the brush on her nails. “I think it’s actually called electric lime or something like that. I see you painted your own nails for this.”
 Taking a quick glance at his own nails before returning to the task at hand, Dipper’s cheeks took on a light pink tint. “Y-Yeah… black and gold are his favorite colors so…”
 “Oh, I see. Your super smart and totally hot boyfriend convinced you to let him paint them, didn’t he?”
 “N-No!”
 “...You feel for the puppy dog eyes.”
 “I feel for the puppy dog eyes.”  Sighing, his lips curled into a small smile at the memory. “He said that my nails were a blank canvas for him to express himself on.”
 “I bet that’s not the only thing about you that he compared to a canvas.” Wiggling her eyebrows, She laughed as her brother’s face turned a shade of red that would put a tomato to shame.
 “Mabel!”
 “Speaking of your rather attractive college artist boyfriend, where is he now? Still studying in Tokyo?”
 “Rome, actually. He’s thinking about staying there until he finishes school.”
 “I’m still surprised mom and dad let you date him.” Mabel didn’t hear anything he said after that as she focused on the date on the calendar. Today she was going to be going to a Pride Parade with her brother and girlfriend. She was so excited but also…  scared. So many bad things could happen. Maybe this was a bad idea. Maybe… maybe she should just stay home.
 “Mabel? Hello! Earth to Mabel!” Waving his hand in front of her face, Dipper made a face at the far off look in his sister’s eyes. “Are you in there? Mabel!”
 “Wha! Dipper, don’t scare me like that!” If she were still able to move her legs, Mabel was almost certain that Dipper would be wearing that bottle of nail polish.
 “You’re the one staring off into space… are you okay? You haven’t done that in a while.”
 “What are you talking about? I did that just last week when we were video chatting.”
 “Yeah, but when you finally snapped out of it you yelled, and I quote, “Not the kittens! Take me instead!” then proceeded to yell for Pacifica to bring you your teddy bear.”
 “His name is Captain Rehpic and he’s my second in command.”
 “Mabel, I’m serious. Are you okay?”
  Was  she okay? If she were being honest, no. She was a complete anxiety-filled, scared mess. Not that she would admit that so easily. That’d be like admitting defeat and that was something Mabel only did begrudgingly. So, she did the only thing she could think of at times like this. Put on a brave face and pretend that everything was fine. 
 “Dipper, I’m okay.”
 He knew that smile. Knew it all too well. Mabel was fighting a battle he’d never understand. This meant that no matter how much he wanted to help, he just couldn’t be what she needed to win at this moment. He’d let it go, for now. However, this will not stop him from worrying or passing on the information. If he knew Mabel - and oh lord, did he know his sister like the back of his eyelids - she’d seek out help when she really needed it. All he could do was silently offer his help and be there, waiting.
 “Alright. I trust you. Just know that if you ever need my help or to talk you can always count on me.”
 “I know… thank you.”
 “Mabel!”
 “Oh joy. Your rich, pretty, and sassy girlfriend is here.”
 “I bet she would get along with your boyfriend. They seem to have a lot in common.”
 “Whatever. I’m gonna grab a soda while we wait for your nails to dry. You should start thinking about where you want to get lunch on the way to the parade.”
 “Righty-o boss man!” As soon as the door was closed behind him, Mabel lost her smile. She could do this. Though, what she heard on the other side of the door was not helping her feel confident. 
 “You’ll never guess what I got for your…” Pacifica trailed off when she saw Dipper standing outside of the bedroom, leaning on the closed door. He had his arms crossed and a serious face. The last time he had looked at her like that was when she and Mabel had started dating. “What did I do this time?”
 “Nothing. But, we still need to talk.”
 ~*~
 “There. All set.” Taking a step back from her girlfriend, Pacifica smiled at her work. “Purple is definitely your color. Also, you were right about the skirt. Shorts just wouldn’t go with the outfit.”
 “Does that mean I’m the new fashion queen?”
 “I thought your fans answered that question for you long ago.” As they laughed together, Pacifica pulled out her own outfit for the parade. “Do you like it? I made it myself.”
 “Uh, I love it! What a dumb question. You work that ombre, girl.” Watching her start to strip out of her current outfit, Mabel let out a low whistle. “It must be my lucky day.”
 Placing her hands on her hips, Pacifica gave her an amused smile. “This isn’t the first time I’ve done this. Not to mention, I just stripped you not even five minutes ago.”
 “Does this mean you like me?”
 “Something like that.” Giggling, Pacifica finished getting ready. “Do you know where you want to eat yet?”
 “That cute little cafe near the park that takes in stray cats?”
 “You want to go to  Catfeine? Why am I not surprised? Though… it is a rather adorable place with really good food.”
 “Yay! Caffeine, kitties, and pastries!” 
 A loud groan and dull thud that the girls could only guess was Dipper smacking his head on something came from the hall. “She doesn’t need any more caffeine and sugar, you crazy woman!”
 “Let’s get going before your brother overrules you.”
 ~*~
 “Mabel, do reasonable. You do not need all of those-”
 “Silence! I have spoken! Give me more!”
 Sighing, Dipper pinched the bridge of his nose. The last thing he wanted was to be stared at by strangers in a cat-themed cafe while his sister yelled at him about stickers. “You have a problem.”
 “YOU HAVE A PROBLEM!”
 “You’re gonna get us kicked out if you keep yelling.” Taking another look at his sister’s wheelchair that could now pass as a float, Dipper fixed Pacifica with an annoyed look. “I blame you.”
 “What? All I’m doing is making my girlfriend feel beautiful and happy.”
 “You’re feeding her sticker and glitter addiction.”
 “Which makes her happy. Honestly, it’s not the worst thing she could be addicted to.” Tying the last sparkling ribbon to the chair, Pacifica took her seat at their table. “What do you think?”
 “I think that I have the best girlfriend ever. Dipper would never cover me in glitter.”
 “It gets everywhere! Last time I helped you with doing glitter eyeshadow it somehow ended up on me and I kept finding it the weirdest places.” 
 “Where was the weirdest place?”
 “...You don’t wanna know.”
 The three laughed as their food - or in Mabel’s case, dessert - was set down in front of them. The conversation kept going between the two as Mabel just silently stared at her food, almost as if trying to will the spoon into her mouth.
 “Uh… Mabel-”
 “No. I got this.”
 Sharing a look with Dipper, Pacifica reached over towards Mabel’s spoon. “Sweetie, let me-”
 “No! I can… I can… I can’t do this anymore! I’m tired of being completely useless! I mean… I’m not able to do anything on my own. I need help doing everything! Do you have any idea what this feels like? To not be able to do even the simplest of things?”
 “Mabel… why didn’t you talk to us about this sooner instead of just locking how you felt away?”
 Looking down at her lap, Mabel couldn’t find it in her to look either of them in the eye. “Because I thought I could handle it. I figured that maybe if I can’t take care of myself anymore, I could at the very least handle my own thoughts and feelings for once.”
  “I learned very quickly after that, that I didn’t have to do it alone. No matter how stubborn I can get. Going through something is hard for everyone physically, mentally, and emotionally… I don’t know how I got so lucky to have the people that I do in my life. After a much-needed cry and group cuddle session, along with dessert, we were off to have a great time at pride.”
 “Miss. Mabel?” A kid rolled up to the group in a wheelchair with their mother. They looked nervous, holding a picture that Mabel quickly recognized.
 “That’s the limited print we did for the blog!” The picture was of her, Pacafic, and Dipper in some wacky design she had dared them to wear with her for April Fools.
  “Turns out that they were a huge fan of my blog and that I had inspired them to chase their own dream of being a professional athlete.”  Pacafic held up a picture of two taken at the parade, the kid beaming.  “Their name is Alex and they were in a horrible car accident that left them paralyzed from the waist down. Seems they were going through the same problems as I was, not talking about how they felt or asking for help. But they’re seeing a therapist to help… actually, I am now too, thanks to Alex.”
  “We still see the little slugger from time to time either for collaborative videos or when we get invited to their games.”
  “Yeah! Man, can that kid play some mean baseball!” A loud thud came from upstairs, causing the girls to sigh in annoyance. 
  “Dipper! Tell your boyfriend to calm down and keep it in his pants for just a couple of seconds so we can finish the video!”
Laughing as she left the room, Mabel continued.  “Long story short... I learned a lot these past few weeks. I never knew that I would miss being able to do small things like change my own clothes or feed myself until I wasn’t able to anymore. But, on the bright side, I get to take baths with my beautiful girlfriend whenever I need one. I have such wonderful, caring people who love and support me in any way they can… and you guys do too! If you’re facing a battle make sure you don’t fight by yourself. I’m sure there’s an army, no matter how small, waiting in the wings to fight alongside you. You can get through things together. Stay beautiful and true to yourself. Mabel, signing out.”
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