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#they don't need s/o they need therapy <3
trivialcve · 2 years
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everyone on twt are talking about how they're shipping eunki w sungjoon or w sunghoon
and i'm just here... yearning for platonic relationships between everyone instead
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squiddy-god · 19 days
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Your works are literally AMAZING. I'm fawning over the dorm leaders × chubby reader 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼. Also I read your rules but I wasn't sure about character limit or anything so can I request dorm leaders with a s/o (gender neutral (i forgot what is called I'm not the best with these different genders but yall rock 💪🏼)) who has neglectful family so they act as if they aren't wanted. Basically just as if the dorm leaders are about to ignore her too? Idk if it makes sense. And when they have a problem they don't share it immediately, they keep more to themselves. Have a good day tho!!! 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼
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Heheheheheheheh love this request and the support teehee. Ok so i decided to do this all as like the collective of dorm leaders + jamil since that made the most sense to me so here you are <3 the first half can be interpreted as either romantic or platonic since you didn't specify sooooooo yeah, then the second half is more “dorm leaders with a collective crush” 
♥︎REQUEST OPEN♥︎
Cw: neglected reader, comfort, feelings of inadequacy and self deprecation 
I think at first when you first arrive they just assume that you are like most others at NRC and are just anti social since it is a school for villains 
But once you become more acquainted with them all and have a friendship with the rest of them they start to become more and more concerned with your behavior because they think that as friends you should be comfortable coming to them when you need help, especially after you have helped them so much with all that you’ve done 
I think riddle can really relate as it seems that when he wasn't being micromanaged he was being neglected at least emotionally so he knows the feeling 
Malleus and leona also understand, malleus has always just felt so alone that even tho lilia was a good parent he's never really had a lot of people in his life, leona has always felt second best or has been ignored so they also understand 
At first i don't think that any of them say too much, really they are trying to make you realize that they do in fact want to hang out because they enjoy being around you
It's even worse if they like you because they dont get why you are so distant
Eventually they call a intervention lol and have a sit down where they give you pseudo therapy to help you
They really try to hammer it home that you don't have too feel like you're not good enough and that again they do want you to be around them 
They also tell you that after all you've done they genuinely want you to come to them if you have problems or need something
Ok specifics time 
Riddle really relates to your issues, even though his problems are like on the opposite end of the spectrum he also struggles with feeling like he has to do everything on his own, he tries to help you the same way you helped him. He likes inviting you to tea and all but interrogating you on anything you may need help with. Definitely helps you study 
Leona is less forward about his affections/making you feel better but he has his own ways. If he sees you on his way to the botanical garden he is dragging you with him and you are TAKING A NAP. he doesn't give af you are napping with him and you are gonna be so snug. In leonas mind he hates people disturbing him when he's napping so having you with him when he's napping means that he doesn't see you as a disturbance. It's really sweet. He also relates to feeling pushed aside and neglected so he makes sure to give you extra attention. 
Azul is well versed in insecurity and while his stems from self image and body images, he still understands it at the core. He's bad at this really, he wants to be there for you but the shady octopus is struggling big time. He decides that having you for dinners is a good idea, the lounge is nice and peaceful as you eat a tasty dinner together, he takes the opportunity to ask if anyone has been bothering you lately, old shady habits die hard. 
Jamil cooks with you (i feel like jamil's idea of cooking with you is you sit on the counter and eat the little treats he gives you while he does the real cooking) jkjk he likes cooking with you because it allows you to both be close and do something you enjoy, but it also lets you both get a little treat at the end (the treat is his cooking because its god tier) 
Vil makes it known very quickly that he will not be standing for this behavior. He's putting an end to it one way or another, hence your now shared morning and night skincare routine. Well it's more like doing each other's routine, he teaches you the steps, you do his and he does yours. Whole nine yards, im talking matching fluffy headbands and those cute face masks as a treat. Normally he wouldn't get them but if a hello kitty/fun face/eye mask makes you happy then he will indulge (only after triple checking the ingredients because he does not play games)
Idia games with you, either separately or together in his dorm he loves playing videogames with you, especially ones like “it takes two” (amazing game btw) he's very antisocial so he hopes you understand how close he feels letting you into his room to game with him because literally no one else gets this kind of SS+ 5 hearts treatment 
Malleus is the worst offender because if you thought the dragon was already kinda clingy after this info is revealed it is 100% worse. He feels the need to show you all the attention he can to make up for lost time, the same way having you as a friend (and potentially more than a friend) has made up for manyyyyyyyy years of loneliness in his mind. The night walks are his favorite, hand in hand as you both walk along in silence, even with the silence he occasionally chimes in with little words of affirmation. If you want to talk he is so happy to listen, eventually you find that hes quite the yapper, happily talking about anything you will listen to and hoping that you yap right back at him.
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alaezasmystery235 · 1 year
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𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒂𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒐𝒇 ???
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PILE 1 PILE 2 PILE 3 PILE 4
𝐒𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐈 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐠𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐬𝐨 𝐈 𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐨𝐧 𝐚 𝐏𝐀𝐂 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦 . 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐬𝐨 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 .....
𝐈 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐞𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 . 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐛𝐨𝐱 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 ´・ᴗ・`
ೃ⁀➷ PAID READINGS ೃ⁀➷
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𝗣𝗶𝗹𝗲 1
🍦 You guys will be going on a journey soon . It can be physical or astral too . Either way a new adventure is waiting in the horizon . So prepare yourself and embrace it happily . It can be impromptu or detailed planned - either way it will be an important step for your soul calling .
🍦Why are you so suddenly disconnected from me ?? This is what I heard from Mother gia . Okayy some of you are not appreciating nature enough . Remember material world is temporary and it's full of illusions . It can wrap you in it's illusions . So beware. Don't be so materialistic . Start spending your time with nature . Go for walks or simply let your foot touch some grass . Even stargazing at night will help you more in connecting with your intuition and you'll be soon rewarded with your soul family . I'm hearing this way nature will reveal some clues or solutions to you for your current problems .
🍦Ahh the very next message kinda go alongwith the previous one . Connect with your roots . Inner child healing is needed. Don't completely throw away your inner playfulness. So what if people thinks it's weird to watch cartoons while being 40 ?? If it makes your inner child happy then watch it without guilt free . Do something silly and fun but stay safe .
𓋜 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗆𝗈𝗋𝖾 𝗂𝗇𝖽𝖾𝗉𝗍𝗁 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖣𝖬 𝗆𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝖻𝗈𝗈𝗄 𝖺 𝗉𝖾𝗋𝗌𝗈𝗇𝖺𝗅𝗂𝗌𝖾𝖽 𝗌𝖾𝗌𝗌𝗂𝗈𝗇 ʕ´•ᴥ•`ʔ
𝗣𝗶𝗹𝗲 2
TW :- infertility / miscarriage / health problems not anything major just one message contains this topic !!!!!
🍦My very fav message okkayyy healing is coming in your way . Now is a time for you to give or receive healing . Recently some of you may found yourself in searching ways of healing ? Or even started to go for a therapy ? Spirits are happy they are encouraging you to go on with it . Now keep in mind healing can come in very different forms . Mostly I'm picking art , aroma or even just be there for people in needs . I'm seeing rainbow in my visions so if you or your partner have experienced miscarriages recently spirits are showing me rainbow baby . But you have to take care of your womb . Treat it good and care because it is sacred . Also some of your family members may be going through some major health problems expect some good news regarding them too .
🍦 something finally will be reveal to you . You've worked hard in these past months for something but are not seeing results finally universe will reveal your rewards or a way to speed up your manifestations. I'm seeing road covered in flower petals . Marriage ?? But something hidden is about to come in light perhaps a secret or an ancestral memory ? Scroll ? It'll be beneficial for you . Don't be scared and embrace it because I'm getting messages that some of you are scared in knowing something .
🍦month of winters are important . So pay close attention during winters . I'm getting some of you could even meet your s/o too . Your manifestation will come true in those months . Very high chance . But as long as your manifestation holds true and honest intentions which is for highest good of all will be fruitful .
𓋜 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗆𝗈𝗋𝖾 𝗂𝗇𝖽𝖾𝗉𝗍𝗁 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖣𝖬 𝗆𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝖻𝗈𝗈𝗄 𝖺 𝗉𝖾𝗋𝗌𝗈𝗇𝖺𝗅𝗂𝗌𝖾𝖽 𝗌𝖾𝗌𝗌𝗂𝗈𝗇 ʕ´•ᴥ•`ʔ
𝗣𝗶𝗹𝗲 3
🍦first of all colour green can be important to you . Because all the cards I've got has exact green colour in them . Or maybe you are attracted to pile 2 ? Because pile 2 has healing message and it could be important for you . No pressure feel free to check out . It's upto you . Okay for the actual message here you're advised to protect your dreams . Don't Expose to people for now . Because I'm sensing some evil eye on you or not so good energies rn . You're the guardian of precious dream and they are safe in your presence . Keep them close until and unless you're ready to release them. No hurries !!!
🍦Find balance between your work , rest and playtime and you'll have more energy , harmony amd productivity in your life. Take a power nap . Check your diet it lacks major key ingredients. Remember you are what you eat . Emotions . I'm seeing having unhealthy obsessions you need to sort out your priorities.
🍦music or sound therapy can be beneficial at this point for you . Listen or play close attention to the songs you're hearing or are advised to listen . It holds important messages for you . Follow the tune I'm hearing . Let yourself be immersed in this beautiful sound and just relax a bit .
𓋜 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗆𝗈𝗋𝖾 𝗂𝗇𝖽𝖾𝗉𝗍𝗁 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖣𝖬 𝗆𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝖻𝗈𝗈𝗄 𝖺 𝗉𝖾𝗋𝗌𝗈𝗇𝖺𝗅𝗂𝗌𝖾𝖽 𝗌𝖾𝗌𝗌𝗂𝗈𝗇 ʕ´•ᴥ•`ʔ
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🍦get ready to be able to celebrate your victories . Good news and celebrations are on the way . You deserved it . Let yourself be immersed in this positive and uplifting energy . Revamp your soul . Let your hair down and dance !!!! Also some of you may even get some invitation from someone important or something important. I'm seeing people going for proms and thankfully with their crushes 😍.
🍦you are advised to venture in your spiritual side . It's frightening but magical . Let yourself dive into this magical gateway . It takes courage and spirits are saying you are courageous !!!! Don't doubt it . This is where your greatest purpose lies.
🍦this is very specific message . If you are manifesting then you have to check your method because current method will not be fruitful for you. Be very very honest about your intentions and be clear what you want . Be direct and place your desires .
𓋜 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗆𝗈𝗋𝖾 𝗂𝗇𝖽𝖾𝗉𝗍𝗁 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖣𝖬 𝗆𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝖻𝗈𝗈𝗄 𝖺 𝗉𝖾𝗋𝗌𝗈𝗇𝖺𝗅𝗂𝗌𝖾𝖽 𝗌𝖾𝗌𝗌𝗂𝗈𝗇 ʕ´•ᴥ•`ʔ
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mywifealhaitham · 7 months
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hello, hope you’re having a lovely day. is it alright if i request a comfort hcs with sunday x s/o struggling with sh? like one night, he just catches them sh themselves and he rushes over, ready to comfort them and take care of them in the blink of an eye?
sorry if short, no need to do if uncomfortable. have a good day/night <3
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sunday x gn!reader struggling with sh
warnings: mentions of sh (cutting on arm), like one small mention of killing
a/n: this one hit close to home since I struggle with sh alot lowkey made me tear up a bit because I love sunday too much! if you or someone else is struggling with things like these don't be afraid to ask for help, you are never alone.
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- When he found you late at night in the real world tears in your eyes and a bloody blade in hand while your arm was cut up his stomach dropped. he can't help but immediately run over to you and cup your cheeks gently.
- after caressing you and calming you down enough were your loud sobs just sound like small sniffles is when he starts to care of you psychically. he leads you to his personal bathroom and sits you down on the counter. swifty he gathers a rag and gently washes your arm, lightly scrubbing to remove the dry blood around the cuts. everytime you hiss or tear up he looks up at you with the utmost care in his eyes and whispers sweet and quick "it's okay, my love" or "deep breaths, okay?".
- while he bandages your arms he leaves trails of gentle kisses on your skin, each one followed by a promise to help you. once he finally finishes patching you up he takes your face in his hands once again and gently strokes your cheek. gently, he encourages you to speak about what's bothering you.
- if you chose to stay silent or only say some parts then he just silently embraces you. during these times you can see him tearing up as well. halovians are empathetic creatures after all and sunday cares about his poor darling far too much.
- if you start venting to him then he stays absolutely quiet until you want him to speak or your finished. he listens to your every cry even if you sound ridiculous, he genuinely trys and solves all your problems too to the best of his abilities. if you need someone... removed... then he'll do it, if you need outside help like therapy then he'll hire the best therapist in the galaxy but if you just simply need him there to help you heal then he'll start taking more time off so he can spend more time with you. he'll just do anything to help you feel better because he cares for you so much.
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kolyubov · 8 months
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Ok I need you to hear me out! What about dazai, Fyodor and or Nikolai with a s/o that is the psychologist/therapist for their respective organisation! Is reader aware that they are way beyond redemption? Yes, does reader know that they can't fix them? Also yes, but as their s/o they try their best to save the little sanity they have left by reminding them to take their pills/vitamins, having casual therapy sessions with them and comforting them after (btw I don't think any of them would go to therapy on their own so reader being the therapist of the organisation they are in would make more sense for them to communicate and eventually form a relationship, plus I think a emotionally intelligent reader would really balance them out)
Have a wonderful day or night and don't forget to hydrate!!!!
omg nonnie, this is very interesting! I tried my best to imagine these three going to therapy… sort of.
please remember to hydrate yourself too<33
Therapist s/o!
✧ contents. sfw!!
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I'm kind of sure that a psychologist (and I think a therapist too) is not allowed to have a personal relationship with their patient, so I'd like to think that their relationship with their s/o is a secret, at least inside the organization.
Dazai will come to visit you every day even if it's not necessarily for a therapy session.
He only goes to the Agency to see you— I imagine you have a small office inside the building of the Agency, so whenever Dazai is bored, he leaves the Agency's office and goes downstairs to visit you!
For him, it's a good thing that his s/o is also his therapist because he won't open up with anyone else but you. He would ask for you to run your fingers through his fluffy hair as he tells you how his past memories are still tormenting him sometimes.
Since you're a professional and know so much about people's minds, your conversations are always very deep which he's thankful for; knowing that someone understands him and gives him the comfort that he needs badly.
Dazai doesn't need any type of medication I think. Maybe he'll need to sleep better and eat properly but as long as you sleep with him and remind him to take his meals, he'll do as you said<3
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I believe Fyodor doesn't want therapy, or pills, even if he needs them.
You know his physical and mental health are not the best, and he knows it too, but he doesn't care about it that much.
Maybe the roles would turn upside down? He would ask why you have such opinions and would discuss a lot of philosophical stuff about human beings and their lives and the way they socialize with other humans.
Fyodor would be the stubborn type; like, you would tell him to go out for a walk and get some fresh air because he's lacking vitamin D but he only chuckles and says that he doesn't need to, that he's perfectly fine.
A few hours later he would go out for a walk as you said and left a small bouquet of flowers he collected himself on your desk.
Also, he comes to ask for your opinion on important things before doing them!
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Nikolai wouldn't take things seriously most of the time. He needs to make silly jokes and tease you as you try to advise him for his own good.
He would gladly take any pills you give him but you need to sit on his lap and give him the pill yourself, then kiss his forehead and call him a good boy. If not, he would refuse the medication.
Sometimes he feels very very down, like; he enters your office with a somber expression and needs to be cuddled as you try to help him solve his problem.
You make him feel happy even if it's just with a kiss on the cheek or words of affirmation<3
Definitely surprises you and teleports behind you as you're doing paperwork.
About his “freedom” thing… As much as you'd like to tell him that it's (almost) impossible, he won't stop trying to reach his goal and will keep on telling you with a big smile how he plans to achieve it. Well… At least he's still your Nikolai for now.
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white-poppie · 1 year
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Amethyst Reverie
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Request: mm, maybee a darling who’s like Kocho Shinobu to leorio, gon, killua, and kurapika??
A/N: This has been in my inbox for over 3 months, I am so sorry nonnie, I hope you have a great one!
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GON
He loves your cheery and teasing demeanor at first
He is pretty clueless so he doesn't realise for a long time that it is all a farse
That is until you get into a battle. Then he is scared by how fierce you are.
He gets it tbh, how much hatered you have against the people who killed your loved ones.
If you want to get revenge he will help you.
He has seen his friend and himself go down that destructive path so he wont stop you but rather try to catharize your rage.
KILLUA
He thinks that you are just another Gon at first, until he looks into your eyes and realises how empty they are.
He is scared, he doesn't know what to do, but he wont stop you doing things your way.
His heart breaks everytime you cry or rage, but he is terrible with comforting people and has no idea what to do.
His words of comfort are silent acts of service.
When you are comfortable enough to tell him the story, he almost cries at how much you have been enduring.
He will help you get stronger and stay by your side :)
LEORIO
"I can fix my s/o" No you can't Lay-oreo
Anyways. He is just so pathetic my god, take some time out for him from your revenge.
Thinks you are going on the same self-destructive path as Kurapika and absolutely hates it.
Unlike the others, he will try his hardest to stop you, so arguments are a common occurrence.
Yet he will path you up every time you get hurt, scold you and tell you to be more careful next time.
He hates that he can't do much to help, so he silently accepts defeat and prays that you don't end up getting hurt.
(Poor baby, I feel bad for him :<)
KURAPIKA
*insert spider-man meme* oh damn I forgot about spiders-
Your honour this man is literally the definition of perfection.
Sees right through your facade (after some time of course) but doesn't say anything, thinks he is going crazy.
He just silently listens when you open up and hugs you after you are done.
"It's okay, we will hunt them down together, we both will have our revenge."
He is kinda a hypocrite. Him getting hurt is okay, you, however-
He just gets it, he will help you get your revenge and vice versa.
(A/N: Therapy, both of you, now. Oh shit, don't leave me alone 'pika!)
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goingmerryfics · 5 months
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Law x mute S/O?
(Also love your fics <3)
Mute/Selectively Mute S/O w/ Law
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Content: Gender neutral reader & SFW, Corazon mentions so spoilers for Law's backstory
Notes* I started writing for this, thought I was done, then came back to add more things because I remembered that Law used to know someone who was selectively mute…
Law
The minute he met you, he would want to know if your condition was something medical related. Whether selectively mute or not, he'd immediately be interested in finding out if there was a medical or psychological reason for you to be unable to speak
He may come off as insensitive because of this, but he doesn't mean to, and he would quickly apologize if you indicated that he'd insulted you
Speaking of insensitive, Shachi and Penguin try endlessly to ‘trick’ you into speaking
Even if you try to explain that you physically can't speak, they think it's a challenge
Bepo wouldn't mind, he'll chat away and appreciate that you're a good listener
Either way, Law knows sign language and he communicates with you that way if you are able to understand it. Being a doctor, he tries to have all his bases covered if there's ever an emergency with someone that can't talk
Otherwise he always keeps a notepad and pen on him if you need to talk to him
He may be a grump, but he's patient and understanding. He finds ways for you to communicate that work the best for you, especially for missions where he can't keep an eye on you
Best believe that if there was a way to cure you, he'd make that a top priority. If it was medical, he's got that down
But if it's related to anxiety or PTSD or stress, he'd take care to be more cautious around you to try and help you open up a little easier. He's not on you all the time in full therapy mode, it's actually the opposite. He gives you the space you need to choose to speak when you're ready.
He's at peace with knowing that he will/may never hear you talk, but in his opinion, your voice doesn't matter as much as the rest of you does
If you do have the ability to speak though, you would eventually find him working away in his office as usual
You smooth your hands over his shoulders and lean down to kiss his cheek, and he sighs out his tension and smiles a bit
“Are you trying to convince me to take a break?” He shifts so he can get a good look at you and kiss your cheek
You whisper that you miss him and even though his eyes widen, he doesn't want to spook you by making it a big deal that you spoke.
It's easier to pull him out of his chair that day and drag him to bed so he can rest his eyes
Spoilers below
Even though you'd spoken once, that doesn't mean you'll do it again and he understands that- but as time goes on, creeping memories begin to surface and haunt him
You weren't that similar to Cora, but the muteness was starting to remind him of the man he'd lost long ago, and slowly he starts to feel like maybe this was a sign that he was cursed and might lose you, too
All of the sudden, his plans against Doflamingo don't involve you anymore
He's stuffed himself in his office more, researching your condition and trying to come up with some sort of cure or treatment
He's so worried about losing you that he doesn't realize he's losing time with you
He's started to avoid you, finding it hard to stay around you when he's this anxious about your fate
Eventually you get him to open up about it and he does so teary eyed, but after a long conversation he agrees to relax a little and you assure him that you're not going anywhere
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dollcherray · 1 month
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yooooo you should totes do an SMG3 x reader with social anxiety and glasses who also loved drawing :33 /nd
TAKE UR TIMEEEEE
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𓏲 ๋࣭  ࣪ ˖ BLUE HAIR ₊⊹
⋆.˚ SMG3 with a s/o who wears glasses, has anxiety and draws!
ᯓ★ Notes: oof, this is OLDDD sorry for the wait but my summer break was full of trips and i had little time but there you go! mentions of anxiety so be aware.
₊⊹ Type: Romantic, Fluff, Headcanons. (short?)
𓏲 ๋࣭  ࣪ ˖ Song: Blue hair
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۶ৎ Ok this man absolutely jokingly makes fun of you because of your glasses, calling you "four eyes" or something like that, but don't worry he genuinely thinks it matches you, he doesn't really mind about it he's just trying to push your buttons a bit.
۶ৎ SMG3 also draws! so i think you two would exchange drawings pretty often, he'll also enjoy watching you draw, its his favorite hobby, watching you carefully and ever so gracefully move your pencil in your book/tablet.
۶ৎ If you want he'll also let you see his drawing! just don't ask about his old arts... he might or might not have some pretty romantic drawings of you two, but he wouldn't admit it! he wouldn't even want to show in the first place.
۶ৎ About your social anxiety... i headcanon SMG3 to have anxiety himself, so he'll know how to decently handle your social anxiety, will try to avoid any place that's too crowded for your taste, and if you guys need to go to a crowded place, he'll hold your hand tight all the time!
۶ৎ If you get too overwhelmed, SMG3 will immediately excuse you two and take you to a less crowded place, so you can feel more comfortable, he'll hug you, kiss you, anything just to make you feel better!
۶ৎ But he'll try to make you lose your social anxiety, suggesting therapy and others, hyping you up everytime you do something that requires any social interaction, like taking to a cashier or something like that, little or not, he's proud of you!
۶ৎ Of course he'll try not to push you too much, if you feel like you really don't want to socially interact with someone, he'll mostly do the talking for you<3
۶ৎ If you cope with the anxiety by the drawings, he'll take your sketchbook with him wherever you guys go, this man doesn't show nor look like it, but he's actually a very sweet person with the ones he deeply cares about, especially a partner.
۶ৎ If someone dares criticize you in any or form just because of your anxious nature, this man will defend you with teeth and nails, like, HOW DARE YOU DISRESPECT MY CUTIE LIKE THAT?
۶ৎ Don't worry about being a "burden" for him, he'll gladly do all of that for you, but just don't actually depend on him to do all these things since he'll not always be by your side, but whenever he is he'll try to make the social interaction less unnerving for you.
۶ৎ Literally the cutest man on the earth 😿😿😿😿😿
"Smg3 please it's ok-!" "excuse me, they asked for no pickles."
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hwashotcheeto · 8 months
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Incubus!San learning how to properly love his human partner 🥰 When his s/o doesn't want to have sex, he gets confused and doesn't know what to do, making him sad and starts thinking he's unworthy of their love but they teach him other ways of showing affection and San feels his heart swell up and tries to remember all of the other ways to love them :3
Aaaaah, yes! I love it!
This was an idea that @malldreamprincess and I came up with a LONG long time ago when we were obsessed with incubu/succubi, and I'm so glad it came back (Thank you my love 💜).
And before we get started, here's what I think "Incubus San" might look like
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WC: 1k
CW: Fluff, really fluffy. Some crying, comforts, cuddles, honestly just really sweet
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"Not tonight, San," you mumbled as you rolled over in bed. Your incubus boyfriend sat in confused, stunned silence as you went to sleep without him.
You'd been dating (or what one could consider "dating," since he was living with you) for a month now, and whenever you'd been stressed or sad, San had soothed the pain with sex. You'd thought it was for him, that he was the one tired and needed sex to feel better.
But in truth, it was all for you. He truly cared about you, but he didn't know how else to show it. Through sex, he was able to take care of you and make you feel better. He was unsure of how you saw it, but he saw it as therapy.
So as he laid back down that night, he felt powerless. He didn't want you to suffer alone. But he didn't know how to help you.
You slept in the next morning, not getting up until almost noon. It was your day off, who cared what time you got up?
You pulled yourself out of bed and made your way into the kitchen. San was in the other room, he heard you rummaging around in the kitchen for a sandwich. Just something to stave off the hunger that was gnawing at your stomach.
With sandwich in hand, you made your way to the living room and stopped when you saw him. He was curled up, hugging one of the pillows, his head down. When he looked up at you, his eyes were red and puffy.
"Are you crying?" You asked softly. San rubbed the tears off his cheeks and cleared his throat before he replied.
"I want to help you," he said, his voice hoarse. "I don't like seeing you sad, and I want to help, but I don't know how." His voice broke on the last few words, and he hugged the pillow tighter.
Your heart broke in your chest. "What do you mean you don't know how?"
"I don't know what to do to make you happy. Please, tell me, I..." The tears poured from his eyes again, with a little choke as he tried to continue.
You put your sandwich down on the table and went to hug San. The pillow was forgotten as you pulled him into your arms and he hugged you back.
When you decided to keep an incubus around, you weren't expecting this level of affection, this desire to make you happy. He's a sex demon, why would he care about anything besides, well, sex?
But San was clearly more than his title presented. He wanted you to be happy. He genuinely cared about you if he was begging to know how to make you happy.
There'd be a learning curve, definitely. But for the both of you, it was worth it.
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A week later, you returned home starving. You didn't have the chance to get dinner on the way home, as you were low on gas, and couldn't afford either currently anyways.
But as you were taking off your shoes and coat, you smelled food. It smelled divine, your mouth watered and your stomach growled in need.
You went into the kitchen and stopped dead in your tracks. San was putting the finishing touches on two sets of foods, which again, made your stomach growl.
San looked up at the noise and smiled at you, his eyes turning into slits. "I knew I timed it right." He stepped back from the counter and motioned to the food, presenting it to you. "I tried to make it how you said you liked it."
It was the most gorgeous plate of food you'd ever seen.
You threw your arms around San's neck and hugged him tight. You hadn't asked him to make dinner, you never asked him to make you food at all.
But here he made you a food you mentioned in a passing conversation, not even thinking about it, and made it so you'd be able to eat it right when you got home.
"Thank you."
"You're welcome. Anything for you."
The two of you sat on the couch and watched a movie while you ate. It tasted better than you'd ever had it before.
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You dropped your phone onto the coffee table and covered your face, tears springing from your eyes.
Almost like a dog, San heard you crying and came running, sitting next to you and hugging you tight.
"What's wrong?" He asked, but you shook your head as you leaned into him, hugging him tightly. You didn't want to talk about it, you just wanted to cry.
"Okay, you don't have to tell me," he murmured, pressing a kiss to your head. "I'll be here when you want to talk, okay?"
You nodded, then pulled yourself up to sit on his lap sideways, your legs over his. San held you tight against him, keeping his hand on your head to hold you against his chest.
And there you stayed. For who knows how long, crying in the arms of your attentive, caring boyfriend.
You felt safe. And loved.
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You were cleaning up after dinner when San came up and hugged you from behind. He kissed your head and nuzzled into your neck.
"Dinner was wonderful, angel."
"Yeah? I thought it could've been better."
"No, no, I really liked it." He squeezed your waist as he closed his eyes, breathing in your scent. You'd been gone for long hours lately, so San was extra clingy today.
All night, he found some way to touch you, hug you, be with you, anything. He wanted to be at your side, taking care of you, being with you.
And that's what he was doing. No lingering touches on your chest, no kissing on your neck, nothing with an ulterior motive.
San just wanted to hold you. To be with you.
To make sure you feel loved. And you did.
Your boyfriend had made you feel so, so loved.
You turned around in his arms and hugged him back, leaning into his neck. He squeezed you tight.
"San?" You asked softly.
"Yes?"
"I think I love you."
A smile spread across San's face, making his eyes turn to little slits again.
"I think I love you too, angel."
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Aaaah, I love fluffy character development like this, it's so cute 🥰 I hope this was good enough for you @malldreamprincess.
Thank you for reading! Please reblog if you enjoyed! 💜
This is a work of fiction written by me. This does not represent the idol in any way. Any re-upload is not allowed and will be reported.
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okay I’m hoping this makes sense, the papa witht a s/o that is scared of sleeping, like sleeping makes them super anxious and it’s hard for them to sleep comfortably
It makes sense anon, dw!! I've been in that position before, so I will somewhat be writing from my own experience for these headcanons <3
𝐏𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐨
Primo gets this completely, and he's incredibly patient and kind
He makes you cups of herbal team to help calm your nerves
Will stay awake with you until you doze off
Stays by your side the whole time so that he's there for you if you wake up in a panic
He'll reassure you and try to help you rationalise anything that's playing on your mind and making you feel anxious
Primo also has a supply of the most comfortable pillows and blankets he keeps in a cupboard for whenever you wish to stay over in his room
If he's particularly worried about you and your lack of sleep, he'll suggest going to the doctor's or a therapist with you to help with your anxiety around sleep
Always has fresh lavender in his room as he knows it can be a very relaxing, calming scent that helps people sleep easier
𝐒𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐨
Also a tea man
As someone who could sleep through a hurricane, Secondo perhaps doesn't understand as much as Primo does
Don't get me wrong, he does understand. Just not to the extent that Primo does because of how heavy he sleeps and having never had difficulty sleeping at night
He does, of course, support you through it and has learned various grounding techniques for when your anxiety starts to spike at bedtime
He keeps a dossette box of sleeping pills in his en suite bathroom for nights where other methods of getting you to sleep don't work, but he only uses these as a last resort when literally nothing else works
Secondo will also stay awake with you until you drift off. He makes sure that he holds you the whole time, even if it results in him sleeping in waht others would consider uncomfortable positions such as sitting up against a headboard
While Primo is a lavender guy, Secondo is a scented candle guy
He gets a shit ton of scented candles of your favourite scents and will light them while you both do your bedtime routine so that you have a calming scent to focus on
𝐓𝐞𝐫𝐳𝐨
Terzo is the first person to tell you that you need to talk about your anxiety with a professional
He'll get you in touch with one of the therapists from the Ministry, he'll even pay for you to go to the best therapist in town if you'd prefer not to talk to someone who works in the abbey
He's going to be there with you all the way
He'll help you rationalise your anxious thoughts and worries surrounding going to sleep and even encourages you to keep a sleep diary
He might also encourage you to try and sleep by downloading Pokemon Sleep onto your phones so that it's like you're getting rewarded for sleeping
He's all cuddles and cooing and soothing words if you get upset at the prospect of sleeping
He's going to stay awake as long as possible even after you fall asleep in case you wake up in the night and need him to comfort you
He'll position you so that you're laying on top of him when you sleep, his arms wrapped around you protectively as he softly sings lullabies and songs to remind you that he's there, he's not going anywhere, and he loves you deeply
𝐂𝐨𝐩𝐢𝐚
You and Copia are kindred spirits in these regards
He's no stranger to fitful nights of tossing and turning, being too scared to fall asleep in case the nightmares return and haunt him once again
Talking you through your own anxiety around sleep is what makes him realise that he needs help too and that he can't be giving you all of this advice if he doesn't take it himself
Will attend therapy with you
Talks about his own experiences and anxiety and fears so that you don't feel like you're going through this on your own
On those nights where neither of you can sleep, he invites Aether for a sleepover so that he can use his quintessence powers to give you both a dreamless sleep for the night
Copia probably has a giant tub full of various herbal teas Primo has given him to help with sleep that he's never used until you came along
You both often have nighttime video game marathons on the nights where you can't sleep and don't want to bother Ather. You both end up waking the next morning with the game over screen flashing at you, game controllers abandoned on the blankets, and your bodies intertwined
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starbunii · 3 months
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Sorry if this is against the rules, but can I get HCs of Kokichi, Sonia, Tenko, Hiyoko, and Mikan with a fem!S/O who has Huntington's Disease? It's totally cool if not!! Totally understand this is a squick kind of topic!! If not all those characters, then Just Kokichi and Sonia is fine, but again, no pressure!! <3
ooo i would love to write this one!! ty for requesting it, i've never gotten sm characters in 1 req before! i'll organize them alphabetically :3c
danganronpa characters x fem!reader with huntington's disease !!
im sorry if i didnt portray it properly! i researched to the best of my ability!
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hiyoko saionji
when you first meet, she kind of just makes fun of you, not quite understanding that you can't control the twitching and moving
hiyoko, being hiyoko, will make fun of you at first (bc of course she would)
however, once you explain everything, she'll make an effort to understand!
if you forget something, she'll politely remind you (if she remembers)
might tease you if you forget something important, but nothing too mean
rlly tries being patient, which is hard. but she loves you so much that she tries anyway
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kokichi ouma
he rlly doesn't question it too much when you first meet
he's met a lot of different types of characters, being the leader of D.I.C.E and all, so someone with Huntington's? not a big deal
might tease you from time to time, but nothing too mean
he knows you can't always control the way you move, so he tries not to dwell on it too much
keeps an eye on you while you're eating, given that having trouble swallowing can be a symptom
if anyone looks at you weird, he'll fight them! or at least try to
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mikan tsumiki
like kokichi, she doesn't seem to mind or be too bothered by it
she's a nurse; she's seen a lot of things and is well aware of what Huntington's is
the occasional jerk or twitch might startle her if she's not expecting it; but overall, she doesn't mind too much
very wary if your hands are twitching, just because of her past traumas
however, if it's your face that twitches more, she doesn't care too much
if it's getting frustrating or too uncomfortable, she'll gladly comfort you!!
doesn't mind if you forget things; bc she does too
if you have a wheelchair, she'll push you around wherever you want to go, even if she's not that strong
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startled at first; but after asking a few (million) questions, she'll understand
since she's been sheltered most of her life, she doesn't understand a lot of outside experiences, but she is more than willing to learn
will ask you how you cope with it all, and will assist the best she can!!
she'll happily drive you to physical therapy in her expensive sportscar, making sure you're happy and comfortable the whole way there
you are spoiled like a little princess <33
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tenko chabashira
immediately sees you as someone she needs to take great care of
a girl? with an incurable disease that causes her to twitch and forget things? yeah, she's all over you, helping out the best she can
writes things down for you, even if it's something you know you can probably remember yourself
sometimes she just needs a strong "no, im ok" or a "no, i can do this myself" to remember that you've got everything
will 100% carry you if you get tired, or just don't want to walk!!
tries to do her best to support you physically
knows insomnia is a symptom, and will take naps with you just to make sure you go to sleep
she's ready to wake up when you do <3
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deafeningfanlight · 3 months
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TSAMS Headcanons... BUT PART 1.5! :D [I'M STILL UNCREATIVE, I'VE NOT SOME CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT XD]
Bro I thought my trauma already f*cked me up,
BUT DUDE TSAMS ANGST IS ANOTHER LEVEL 😭
Anyway, because I've no hobbies and am bored, I'M GONNA SPAM Y'ALL WITH SOME PrECiOuS HEADCANONS AND I DON'T CARE IF YOU DON'T LIKE THEM, MY HEADCANONS, MY RULES >:D
So, cuz we all agreed that my headcanons are ✨ awesome ✨ AND SO WONDERFUL THAT NORMAL HUMAN BRAINS CAN'T COMPREHEND THE IMAGINATION AND EFFORTS I PUT INTO THEM [It only took me like 5 min but DOESN'T MATTER >:D Just a joke btw!! :3], LET'S GET STARTED WITH THIS! :D
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→ Sundrop is a music lover. With his siblings Earth, Lunar and Moon, he loves to connect with them through telling them his music taste and listening together with them songs of Jazz. His favorite Jazz song is "Feeling good" and "L-O-V-E."
→ Sundrop is s a cat person and LOVES his cats! However, he doesn't like dogs, what often conflicts with Lunar's preference for dogs and dislike for cats.
→ Sundrop's sleep schedule is COMPLETELY destroyed. Seriously, it's non-existend, [I RELATE SO F*CKING MUCH IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE?? QWQ]
→ Sometimes, Sun shows his mischievous and playful side by adopting the role as the 'bully sibling.' However, it's basically him doing harmless pranks to his siblings.
→ One day, Earth gifted Sundrop a few plants, such as sunflowers and lavendels, as a silent gesture of appreciation for the help Sun offered into making her a dress. And now, Sundrop takes care of those plants as if they were his children. Lunar also gifted Sundrop a necklace with multiple self-made sun symbols adorning it, which Sundrop now carries as a lucky charm.
→ Sundrop needs therapy [CANON, CANON, I'LL BET WITH MY LITERAL SOUL THAT IT'S CANON AND IT IS 100% CANON]
Okay, my motivation is gone, and YES IT'S JUST SUNDROP HEADCANONS BUT PLEASE THIS BOY NEEDS SOME SPOTLIGHT ✨
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hajimeshoe · 2 years
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HEAR ME OUT!! Leona, Jamil, Floyd, Kalim, and Duece with an s/o who has crippling anxiety, depression, and ADD but is the therapist friend.
They don't seem like it most of the time because they're emotionally detached, but still an empath.
Everytime there's an overblot, they sip Arizona tea like "Same shit, different day." And treat it like common shit because back in their world, their whole family was mentally ill, along with the friends around them who put their lives in s/o's hands.
Often seen dealing with other people's emotions and giving advice they don't even follow themselves. It's good advice too!!
S/o listens and sleeps to loud music at high volumes very often, (almost every second of the day and night) and eats and sleeps a lot to destress.
The resting bitch face is constant. They seem so annoyed by life, and they are. They just don't tell anyone that.
Low self-esteem but they talk about themselves highly to try and get rid of or hide it. More self loathing than not though.
They have many moments where they don't wanna listen to people but they end up listening to people anyway.
S/o also sucks ass at self care, but tells everyone to self care.
Ooh, Therapist Friend MC who needs therapy themself...sounds interesting. Now, I feel for anybody who goes through this - it is not a healthy place to be at all. Try to focus on yourself at least a little!
Therapist Friend!S/O Who Needs Therapy
Deuce
Deuce is the one you're normally giving therapy to
Thank you for coming to my ted talk
Like, out of all the others, he's the most likely to open up to his S/O even before you two start dating
But the second he finally figures out the toll it's taking on your mental health?
He has Ace, Trey, and Grim on your ass to ensure you're taking care of yourself (Goodluck to you, Trey is the Original Therapist Friend and the single mom of Heartslabyul)
I feel like he also listens to music at high volumes
So he has no issue with you sleeping with it on
100% will do his best to take care of you if you won't do it yourself
He's also the type to VIOLENTLY try to bring up your self-esteem
Punches of love <3
(Does not even give a damn if you punch back because he loves you)
Leona
Emotionally detached and annoyed by life, meet your soulmate
Leona does rant about his family occasionally
Mostly after coming back from breaks where he had to deal with them
Otherwise, he's mostly chill after his overblot
Wait, you need loud music to sleep? Too damn bad, listen to it when you're asleep and I'm awake
Honestly, you two never sleep at the same time anymore - one of you will sleep while the other is awake now. It works though! You can listen to music loud enough to burst your eardrums through headphones while Leona sleeps in silence, or you can sleep with your music blaring while Leona is awake and playing with your hair
You two still get to cuddle nearly constantly!
He's still a prince, so if you need therapy then damn right he's getting it for you, even if he needs to drag you to it
Lion Strength TM activated
Also, if you show even the smallest sign of Low Self-Esteem, he is becoming the Therapist and shutting down any argument you have. You're a bitch? It's called having a personality, hun. Body issues? Nobody is perfect, everyone has insecurities and he loves you just the way you are
Now, if you do not want to listen to someone but Leona finds them talking your ear off anyway?
Hopefully you can stop a Lion in a warpath because Leona will be out for some damn blood
If you're eating a lot? No worries. "Ruggie! Bring Y/n their favourite!"
Floyd
Needs Therapy 2.0
Like, with his mood swings? You're just a live-in therapist at this point
Jade is actually the one to point out to him the toll it's taking on you
After that, he'll be a little more attentive and conscious of your emotions and tells
He'll let you sit in the Mostro lounge to eat, or he'll show up at your dorm at midnight with chicken nuggets
And god forbid you talk bad about yourself...good way to put him in a bad mood and he will verbally tear into you
Then you two don't talk until he's back in a good mood and is abducting you from your "Therapist Duties" to have some fun
Jamil
Certified Caregiver
Like, he's dealing with Kalim's bullshit and is overprotective on a good day
So yes, he uses you as a free therapy service some days
But he still adores you
If you aren't taking care of yourself? Too bad, Jamil will hypnotize you to make you commit self-care actions
No, not sewerslide that is not self-care
He is watching you like a hawk now when you're around him and Kalim
You better be eating, have showered, brushed your teeth and hair if it's long
Also, WATER!!! He will make you hydrate no matter how stubborn you try to be
Kalim
Kalim is...well, he's a dunce
He couldn't pick up on Jamil's mental health after years of living with him, he is not picking up on yours until you're nearly at the breaking point
He just thinks it's nice that you let your friends vent to you even when you aren't social
It takes Jamil sitting him down and running through a list of your issues that it get's through to Kalim that you need help
And Kalim? He's never been one to hold back
You get the best Therapist and he is hovering over you
Even if it makes you feel worse, he is coddling you because you deserve everything in his opinion
It'll honestly take a lot to get Kalim to stop trying to care for you. He absolutely adores you and wants the best for you.
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yanderepuck · 1 year
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Hi! Can I get an angst/comfort fic of Arthur with a female s/o who is depressed and suicidal? Like he walks in on his s/o c*tting while having a mental breakdown? Or he just notices the cuts/scars? Or he walks in on his s/o bl33ding out?? Idk you can get creative with it I’ve just been having an extremely rough couple months. If this makes you uncomfortable then you can just ignore this request, but thanks anyways! I hope you have a great day/night!! <3
SORRY THIS TOOK ME SO LONG. I was so focused on Charles that I couldn't work on anything else.
BUT I LOVE WRITING THIS KINDS OF STUFF BC ITD ALSO MINI THERAPY FOR ME
THAT BEING SAID!!!!! READER!!! YOU READ THE ASK!! YOU ARE AWAY OF THE TRIGGERS IN THIS FIC!!!
I highly appreciate when you guys interact and reblog my fics. But I also completely understand why not everyone can read this kind of material.
He notices everything. Everything but the important parts. But to be honest. You aren't quite sure if you want him to notice.
You have mini arguments with yourself about wanting him to know wanting anyone to know. You just want someone to know how much pain you are in. But then there's the side that says that no one can know. No one can find out.
Even if he were to bring it up you would probably just deny it.
You keep your sleeves down. You make sure you are the only one in the thermae. You're just glad it isn't summer. You can get away with saying it's a bit chilly in the mansion.
Every morning you slap a smile on your face, and the moment you get to your room the whole act drops.
You just recently relapsed. Under your sleeves your forearms are covered in bandages. Arthur keeps getting close and wrapping his arms around you, telling you how the two of you should go back to his room.
You tell him that it's that time of the month and even though he's a vampire, you say that you aren't comfortable with it, and would rather sleep alone.
Without much of a care you go to your room. You gave him a peck on the cheek and that was it. Needless to say it wasn't a very convincing excuse.
You loved him, you really did. But right now you wanted to be alone. No. That's a lie. You don't want to be alone, but you feel like you should be alone, like you deserve to be alone.
You take your shirt off and unravel the bandages around your arm. They still look fresh.
You grab the razor blade you hide in your nightstand drawer along with a towel that is so very bloody. You sit on your bed and fiddle with the blade while you look down at your arm.
Where to do it? You don't want to cross over cuts. You aren't trying to kill yourself just yet so you don't want to get too close to the vein.
There's not much room left. But then you look beyond your arm. Your thighs.
You get your skirt off and start poking at your thigh with the edge of the blade wondering how hard you should press. Would any area be more pleasurable than another?
One way to find out.
The first cut is small and fairly shallow. Just a test.
The second cut is the same length but a little deeper. Now there's some blood.
The third cut got it just right.
The fourth. The fifth. The tenth. The eighteenth.
You realize you might have gone overboard. You didn't mean for this many, but it's a fresh spot. It needs to be covered.
Blood is dripping down your leg.
You are just about to wipe yourself with the towel when there's a knock at the door. Panic sets in.
Did you lock it? The scene of you walking in quickly plays through your head and you don't think you did.
"Give me a mo-"
You don't get a chance to finish and the door is being pushed open. You're just in your bra and underwear. You can't even cover yourself. You're stuck.
"I made you some tea and brought some-"
Arthur cut you off, and the sight in front of him got him speechless. Imagine. Arthur speechless.
The blade is in one hand, the bloody rag in the other, and tears in your eyes. This isn't how he should have found out. You aren't ready.
Arthur drops the tray he was holding and the tea and sweets make a mess on the floor. He rushes over to you and takes the blade from your hand.
You're frozen. You don't even realize he's talking to you, or that he's even touching you. You only snap out when he has his hands on your cheeks and he kisses you.
Tears rolling down his face. "Love....w..why didn't you tell me."
He's panicking with you, but for very different reasons.
"I... I..."
You don't have an answer. You don't have one. What are you supposed to tell him? That it feels good? That it makes you feel alive? That this is better than being a numb empty shell? This is your boyfriend in front of you.
Arthur gets some of his senses back and takes your shirt from the floor and presses it against your thigh to soak up and to stop the blood. The last few got deep. You started to get used to the new flesh.
He kisses you again. "Please say something," he keeps one hand on your cheek so you would look at him.
Your head was in his direction, but your eyes weren't. They were down. Not looking at anything in particular.
"I... I'm sorry," your voice cracks and the tears start. It's like a damn broke.
"Shhh. I'm here now," he lifts the shirt to see how the bleeding is, but then puts the shirt right back over the cuts.
"Everything is going to be okay now," he brushes the hair out of your face and behind your ear. He is now noticing the cuts on your forearm. He doesn't point them out but you can feel his eyes on them.
"I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry," the tears come out harder. Using the back of your hand you try wiping them away.
"Here," h takes your hands and puts them on the shirt. "Keep those there while I go get some things, okay?"
Arthur's hands are stained red. He doesn't want to leave you but he wants to clean your wounds. He leaves and gathers the items he needs as quickly as he can. Paying no attention to anyone he might pass.
He wasn't gone long, and this time he closed the door when he came in.
You still have your hands on the shirt, sobbing. The scene didn't change. He slowly removes your hands and the shirt. With a clean damp towel he gently wipes your thigh to get rid of the extra blood.
"It's going to be okay," he talks softly and he isn't sure if it's for him or for you. "I'll make it all better."
He cleans up your thigh and pats it dry before putting an ointment on it. He isn't sure how well it will stay but he wraps a bandage around it as well. Kissing it once it's wrapped.
Then he looks at your arm and repeats the process. He never once asks why. That's not the right question right now.
By the end of it, he is covered in your blood but it doesn't phase him at all. He goes through your clothes and finds that one big comfy shirt that you like.
"Let's get this on," he puts it over your head and then realizes you will probably be comfier without the bra. He reaches around and unhooks it, helping you slip your arms out of the straps and though the arm holes of the shirt.
He can tell you're exhausted. Mentally and physically. He was going to do everything for you that he possibly could. He tosses your bra to the side and pulls the shirt all the way down.
"Let's lay down," he helps you down. You just about stopped crying, and now you feel even emptier than before. There's almost no life in your eyes.
"I love you," he tells you softly. His heart is still racing. His face is still wet. But he was going to do everything for you.
You reach out and grab his hand, holding it tightly, not wanting to be alone.
"Please... Please don't leave."
"I'm right here. I'm not going anywhere," he kisses the back of your hand. "Let me clean up and I will lay with you, alright love?"
You don't want to let his hand go, but you trust him. You trust him more than anyone else that he wouldn't leave you like this.
He gives a weak smile and starts to clean up the floor, gathering your clothes, and cleaning up the tray he dropped. He just sets everything to the side.
He takes his own shirt off and adds it to the bloody pile before turning the lights off and crawling in bed with you.
He stays close, but enough to give you space. You weren't in the right headspace to have the talk right now, and he knew that. He would leave it for the morning.
"I love you more than anything," he kisses your cheek and holds your hand. "I would do anything for you."
"I... I'm..."
"Shh... We don't need to talk about it now. I just need you to rest. Doctors orders."
You simply nod your head. With all the crying, and panicking, you felt yourself getting exhausted.. you closed your eyes and tried to think of absolutely anything else to fall asleep.
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I got a yoosung angst prompt cuz its fun to put the most sunshine guy through the worst traumas
How do you think his relationship will mc be post Bad Ending 3. Yeah its the ending where Unknown kidnaps and tortures him. Lets assume that he eventually got rescued and nearly died in the process (cuz Unknown badly hurt him in a fit of rage) but he survives....he lives
But whats gonna be after that how the whole ordeal is gonna affect his relationship with his S/O because it is going to be tough for both the parties. Ofc yoosung who was directly affected by the ordeal will need alot of therapy, and love and support. But it was quite tough for mc too.... if anything yoosung route does, it shows us the fact that losing a loved one is traumatic, nearly losing one too as well and MC also was traumatised and is guilt ridden (maybe i should have tried harder to stop him had i knew this would happen is a constant thought in her head) she also becomes somewhat protective of him because he has been through enough and deserves to get the best of the world.....but while mc is well intentioned in her actions....it somehow stings Yoosung, he is the one who should be protecting her, he should be the proactive one in the relationship....thats what he thinks. It makes him feel small....besides he can also see her running herself thin for him....and he just wants to not be a burden to her...
I rambled alot im sorry but i wanna see your take. As always i just wanna let you know I love your writing
Well, the unfortunate thing that I just can't help but bring up is that... Bad Ending 3 happens due to the player's (MC's) actions. That's not how it works in real life, of course, but with the structure of MM's storyline, that's how it plays out, and that's how it's meant to be interpreted by the player. In that ending, MC prioritizes themselves first, and encourages Yoosung self-sacrificial tendencies for their own benefit (or, well, safety, to be more exact). MC's actions are what led Yoosung to sacrifice himself in that ending in the first place. And that's also the reason behind his seeming resolve with what Unknown is putting him through in the aftermath.
'It's okay. I'm protecting them. They wanted me to keep them safe. So they wouldn't be scared. I need to stay strong for them. I'm doing this for them. Because I love them. Because I don't want to be in the dark and not do anything like it happened with Rika.'
So both sides of the argument are dealing with a messy tangle of emotions to deal with. And if you do want to imagine a better resolution to all of this, it'll probably involve a lot of conversations between the two.
Your dynamic between each other is unbalanced in that particular ending. And that's something that needs to be fixed. MC should take more care of Yoosung's well-being first before their own and believe in him, while Yoosung needs to work on his anxious attachment style.
It is difficult, though, because Yoosung's worst traits got the best of him as a direct result of MC's actions. The situation is pretty similar to those who want to imagine a better solution to Jumin's 2 Bad Ending. While it's possible, it needs to be acknowledged that MC is the one who needs to put most of the work in.
In my opinion, what would their relationship be like? Well, if we assume that MC does feel guilty for everything that happened, that's a lot of emotional baggage to deal with. Yoosung got hurt. Bad. Both physically and mentally. And he'll probably dismiss it too. It's important to remember that in this particular ending, he's devoted to you to an unhealthy extent. Not the same as in his 1 Bad Ending, but in a very self-sacrificial way. He'll probably just smile at you and say that he's happy you're safe. That that was the only thing he ever wanted. And that he held out for so long because he remembered what you told him, and how scared you were.
So... it's a pretty heavy situation for MC to be in. It's one thing to have your loved one disregard their well-being for you, but it's completely different when it's the direct consequence of your own actions.
Many apologies need to be made. Even if Yoosung doesn't understand why you're apologizing to him. Lots of talks to be had. And lots of very slow and steady progress to be made.
It's possible to come up with a better resolution to this mess. But it'll require a lot of work and patience from both MC and Yoosung. It does make a very interesting story to think about, though!
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besties with chenji!
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∘.∙°. masterlist Pairing: Zhong Chenle x reader x Park Jisung; chenji x bestie!reader Genre: sickening fluff, so much crack Warnings: insecurity of having a large head, mentions of food Wordcount: 646
you know those dance challenges where three people dance at 1%, 100% and 1000%?
yeah, you're 100% - the middle ground between jisung (1%) and chenle (1000%)
if provoked, you can definitely get chenle to use his inside voice
more often than not, those provocations arise from jisung's persistent complaints of his ears ringing at chenle's astronomically loud shouting
at other times, you're inspired by chenle's energy to hype jisung up to dance to snsd's 'gee' in the middle of the living room
you and chenle are harsh critics when it comes to jisung's dancing
"i don't remember there being any popping in the choreo!" "your line needs to be more curved, stick your hip further out"
there is just s o much joy when you guys are together, y'all naturally get abs and free therapy when meeting up, with the laughter so obscene that everyone is crying, breathless and clutching their stomachs
and you guys laugh over the weirdest things that would never be funny if the joke was explained to someone else
90% of playdates are just gaming, sorry i don't make the rules
but gaming with them would be so cute, especially if you're not that familiar with the game
it means that you can reduce chenle's competitiveness by often being the reason why your team doesn't win
and can you imagine jisung teaching you different plays and just,, praising you for being able to do all of them while surviving? his praises may be backhanded sometimes but still jisung best boy
the other 10% of time spent together is cooking in the kitchen (read: chenle cooking while jisung sits and watches after cutting up 2 mushrooms)
if you can cook, there will be challenges to see whose dish jisung likes more where chenle's competitiveness rises again
the prizes are literally bragging rights and jisung's approval, something that means a lot to the two of you
if you can't cook, it's okay! chef chenle is more than happy to become a single dad and cook for all three by himself
on another note, if you've been self-conscious about having a large head like me, be worried no more because these two will turn your insecurities into your charms
you three will also make your large heads your personalities, and change the group chat name to "the 3 large-headed musketeers" from time to time (not mark finding out about the chat one day and feeling left out)
yes, chenji are very good hype men indeed
whatever you choose to do, they will support you wholeheartedly
thinking of buying a new sweater? jisung will find 10 different compliments about how it fits you, while chenle will offer to buy it for you and even add on an accessory
at the same time, chenle will be very critical towards whoever becomes your potential someone, incessantly warning you of "bad men" out there
he also says that he's the model male, but rejects you before you even fall for him
"you want me right?? weLL, you can't have me :D"
back to the group chat, it's 300% memes and scandalous photos of each other used as blackmail material
there's also many voice messages consisting of nothing but chenle's laugh followed by a selfie from jisung with a concerned look on his face
but also, you three like to use voice messages to talk about tea and avoid getting caught by others
that tea is how each of you lost or broke something of another member's, but have yet to be caught for the crime
if you're a well-behaved child, you'll receive preferential treatment and will be patted on the head in understanding
if you're anything like chenle, prepare to get an earful from renjun
but, as the youngest, you three are babied so much by the other dreamies and y'all take full advantage of your youth <3
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