#to do...with....that....oh dear sksks

[kitten4sannie]

*slams door open for the seance* I am going to throw my two favorite sans together - demon cat boy. Imagine San as a nekomata, a demon cat with two tails, who’s been sneaking around humanity for a good century or two. He’s had his tricks and pranks with humans, always wandering, never staying in one place too long.

Until he meets you.

There’s just something about you draws him to you, and before he knows it he’s made your home his home. If you’re suspicious of the fact he has two tails, it doesn’t show much, just that you make sure to pet each tail with equal amount of love.

San loves the fact you praise him and spoil him, and he takes full advantage of your affection. He’s a cuddle whore, always in your lap kneading away in happiness with loud purrs.

But then he hears you one night, in your room, door closed to keep him out. He knows you’re getting off in your room, writhing on your bed, trying to imitate the satisfaction that only a lover could give you. And oh the sounds you make. So beautiful. And he can’t help but imagine what kind of sounds you’d make beneath him as he’d ruin you over and over again through the entire night.

San was always good at having patience, but now? With him palming his cock, tail twitching, as he listens to you through the door? His patience has worn thin, especially since it’s been quite a while since he’s slept with another being. And besides, it was only considerate of him to return the love you gave to him, right?

(Anyway just a thought I thought you’d might enjoy. Congrats on your 3K milestone! 🤭)

roo !!!! OH MY GODDDDD. i’ve told you before and i tell you again: you are a geniusss for this idea like you’re out here playing 4D chess while everyone’s still trying to figure out checkers sksk like holy shit nekomata san ….. demon !! cat boy !! sannie !!! me and the spirits are all staring at each other in disbelief rn hdjshd anyways i hope you enjoy :3 <333

⛧ seance smutfest ⛧

w.c: 2.7k

warnings: dom! san (he’s a little meanie in this), sub! fem reader (has a few tricks up her sleeve <3), san has cat hybrid/demon characteristics, he also has two cocks btw *cough*, pet names, praise, teasing, some outright disgusting romantic behavior (and a few L bombs??? *gasp* lesbians <3 no i’m jk sksjh i wish 😔), like one cat pun okayyy, kissing, possessiveness, olfactophilia, brief almost mutual masturbation, oral (receiving), squirting, double penetration in one hole (i mean…i had to yk?), creampie, cum kink idk

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Just like every other night, you sat in your living room watching a new series on some overpriced streaming service with your dear companion curled up with his head resting on your lap, enjoying each other’s company in comfortable silence. You found yourself moving your hands through his obscenely soft jet black hair for what seemed like hours, giving the purring demon’s shifting ears and dual tails the occasional loving stroke.

You enjoyed physical touch as much as the next person, but San was a different breed. He enjoyed it so much, he couldn’t keep himself from reciprocating in order to show his immeasurable appreciation and desire for you. That explained the deep, reverberating purrs that were coming from his chest, the coy little look he was giving you past his long eyelashes from below, his pink lips parted like he was waiting for you to say or do something. What, you didn’t know. Kiss him, maybe. Or tease him, perhaps. San wasn’t even quite sure what he wanted himself, but what he was sure of, was that he wanted to keep massaging your soft, bare thighs, especially since he finally managed to wiggle his way up underneath your sleep shorts.

Once the show lost its grip on your mind, you were suddenly distinctly aware of the way San was kneading into your upper thighs, his fingers getting dangerously close to your bare cunt. Was he just an adorable demon kitty getting lost in the moment or was he being naughty? Regardless, you began to get worked up over it. 

When San slowly closed his eyes again from how warm and relaxed his body felt, you subtly squeezed around the base of one of his tails for only a moment, encouraging a light, throaty moan to leave San’s mouth. You smiled innocently down at him, despite the prolonged throb you felt in your core. “Are you feeling good, San?” you asked sweetly, about to do it again when the demon’s tail curled around your wrist, the other one gently grazing your chest. 

 “T-too good, mortal,” San mumbled, his cheeks flushing with color, his dual-colored eyes finding solace in your equally flustered disposition. “Y’know how sensitive my tails are.” 

“How does it make your body feel?” You bit your bottom lip, running your fingers over the tail that began to drift down your chest, familiar with the pheromones he could release at any moment, wanting them to envelop you.

“Warm,” he replied simply, staring you down quite intensely, a small, pleased smile on his face, his fangs just barely visible past his curled lips. He knew what you were doing and what you clearly wanted, but he would wait to confront you for now, instead releasing pheromones that made the both of you develop an instant body and head high, like you were experiencing the effects of a body-altering fever. 

“I…think I’m going to lay down for a bit, Sannie. I’m feeling a little overheated all of a sudden,” you sighed, gently pushing San off of you and standing up, unconsciously adjusting the crotch of your shorts, knowing internally how wet you were already. 

San knew too, of course. He didn’t even have to see it for his own eyes. He could smell it. Your dripping arousal, just asking to be lapped up.

Shifting from one foot to the other, you pressed your thighs together, giving him a weak smile, the throbbing you felt almost becoming almost impossible to ignore any longer. “Why don’t you watch that one baking show with all the kitties that you like…to, um, keep yourself busy?”

San sat up from his relaxed position on the couch, letting out an inconvenienced meow. He was already so hard, mostly due to laying his head on your thighs. Your soft, soft thighs. He pressed his hands into the cushion below him, instinctively kneading it. “Kat’s Kitchen?” he asked, his head tilting to the side.

“Yes, watch that, okay?” You swallowed, clearing your throat. Even though it was perfectly normal to get aroused over such a thing, this time around, you were absolutely drenched, so you couldn’t help but feel like a pervert, unsure if San was just being his unsuspecting, cute hybrid self or if he was purposely trying to initiate something with you.

San watched you walk away with interest, momentarily deciding to turn on the show he loved so much. He sat there for a while, satisfied with the cute cats zooming around and playing together on screen while their owner put a cake in the oven and instructed the viewers on how long it should bake. A sudden overwhelmingly sweet aroma drifted into his nose, causing it to twitch and his pupils to grow to the size of marbles. 

“Y/N…” He climbed off of the couch and headed towards the source of the scent, which just so happened to be your bedroom. Hearing soft sounds of pleasure slipping out past the cracked door, San pushed his face into it, causing it to open a bit more and allowing him to see you in all your glory — fully naked and covered in a light sheen of sweat, your legs fully spread open with a vibrator pressed directly into your swollen clit, while earnestly finger-fucking your squelching cunt. 

“T-typical lust-driven mortal…” he stuttered to himself, unaware of how red his cheeks were, or how hard he was breathing, hardly noticing that he was already grinding himself against the doorframe, more and more beads of pre-cum staining the front of his sweatpants the longer he watched you pleasure yourself. 

“Wanna cum…” Huffing and blowing a bit of hair out of the way, you slid the vibrator into your aching cunt, working your clit with two digits. 

“Fuck, Y/N…” San groaned and gripped the doorframe tightly, routinely dropping his hips and desperately thrusting upwards into the sleek wood, wishing he was inside you instead. 

“San…fuck, don’t stop,” you moaned out, hastily dropping one of your legs down against the bed, pushing the toy further in, your fingers starting to cramp. “Fuck me, please, fuck me harder…” 

The demon’s fluffy ears rotated individually like satellite dishes that were on two opposite frequencies, his hips slowly ceasing their movement. That was basically an invite, right? And if you wanted him so bad, then he might as well give you a reason to moan his name again. 

You didn’t even notice San’s presence until he was on the bed and in between your legs, his warm hands massaging into your thighs and his mouth near your pussy, turning red at the sight of his clear desire. His friendly, always curious look was replaced with an intense, unwavering gaze, his mismatched eyes sharp and focused solely on yours. 

“Y/N, I heard you calling for me…” He squeezed your thighs, pressing his cheek to the inside of one of them, nuzzling it lovingly. “Will you let me show you how good it feels to be loved by me?” 

Blushing, you gave him a sheepish smile, eventually reaching down to slip your fingers into his sleek black hair. “Show me, San.” 

-

“Show me, Y/N,” San said in a soft, muffled voice, his glistening lips and tongue on your clit, his fingers locked in an aggressive ‘come hither’ motion inside your pulsing hole. “Let me see the way you fall apart for me.”

“Sannie, it’s coming out, oh my god, I’m, fuck–” you cried out, tossing your head back, your body twitching and shuddering as you catapulted head-first into your orgasm, coating San’s tongue and fingers with your squirt. 

“Mmm, that’s my good girl.” San took a deep inhale of your wet heat, his nose grazing over your extremely sensitive clit, rubbing your wetness around with his fingers, finding your small whimpers satisfying enough for him to begin purring. “Fuck, you smell and taste so good, baby, I can’t get enough.” He began to lap at your clit with his rough tongue, his reverberating purrs sending wave after wave of pleasure throughout your body. 

“S-sannie, no more tongue,” you whined, lightly tugging on his hair, only encouraging him to lick at your cunt even faster than before, his nose routinely grinding into your clit. This sent you over the edge, your cunt clenching around nothing now that his fingers were rubbing circles in your thighs. “Pleaseee, I need you, I need you so bad.” 

“What do you need from me, baby?” he questioned with a brow raised, licking up the cum that had leaked out of you and swallowing it down, making you jolt. “Say it.”

“Your cock, I need it,” you sighed out, your mind clouded with immeasurable desire for the feline-like demon. 

“Both of them?” he teased, his head quirking to the side, his eyes upturned with clear satisfaction. Still in between your legs, he slowly sat up, lowering his boxers just enough to let his thin, but long dual cocks slip out and slap against one another. He smiled at you, flashing his tiny cat fangs at you, about to grow a third cock just from the way you were looking at them. “You’ve been so wet and needy for me all night, baby. I bet you can take them, can’t you?” 

“Yeah, I can, so please fuck me, Sannie,” you desperately agreed, your mouth watering at the sight of his throbbing, veiny pink cocks just asking to be shoved deep inside you.

“Good girl. Now, open up for me, sweetheart.” San guided his cocks to your entrance, smiling at the sight of you obediently holding your thighs open for him. He pursed his lips together to let some spit drip down onto his lengths, lubing them up with his hands, before he began to slowly push into you. “That’s it…How’s that, baby?” 

“K-keep going,” you breathed out, your eyes zoned in on where your bodies met, San’s cocks slipping further and further into your heat, ready to cum just from the pleasurable stretch you began to feel. 

“Look at you, taking all of me like this,” San chimed breathlessly as he bottomed out, his cocks twitching inside you, his hands rubbing your hips affectionately. 

San was definitely in your guts. You wanted him to mix them all up like he had already done with your emotions. “I’m so full, Sannie. It’s so good.” 

San smiled sweetly, beaming with pride. He began to knead your lower abdomen, feeling the outline of himself inside you underneath his fingertips. “Good girls like you deserve to be spoiled. I’m going to move now, okay, sweetheart?” 

“Okay, Sannie,” you answered softly, reaching up to caress his cheeks, slowly guiding his lips down onto yours. You looked into each other’s wide eyes for a second before your irises disappeared under your equally heavy eyelids, breathing yourselves out and taking one another in instead, melting together in a mess of carnal adoration and idyllic purity.  

And, just like that, he was fucking into you like a well-oiled machine, quick and consistent, making sure to go balls deep so you wouldn’t have to go one single second without both of his cocks rubbing deliciously against your inner walls, effectively lighting your insides ablaze. Groaning into your open mouth, he broke the kiss to express, almost drunkenly, “Fuck, your pussy’s so tight, baby, fits me like a glove. Like you were made for me, huh?” 

“Made just for you,” you replied against his lips, pressing a chaste kiss to them, only for him to press his mouth firmly back onto yours. You moaned onto his gliding sandpaper tongue when he grabbed the underside of your thighs and folded you in half, sinking deeper into your cunt, reaching places you never thought existed. 

Besides the repetitive gasps and whines San was forcing out of you with every snap of his hips, the distinct sound of your wetness could be heard squelching in between your joined sweaty bodies. San inevitably broke the messy kiss to whisper, “Hear that?” 

“Yeah, I can hear it,” you squeaked out, barely able to focus on the sound of your arousal over the sensation of being stuffed with two throbbing cocks at once, your core already strung so tightly it could snap at any second and propel you into an abyss of pleasure. 

“You’re so wet for me, Y/N, so fucking wet.” San gripped your thighs, pulling out in preparation for a deep thrust, one of his cocks accidentally slipping out all the way, allowing the other to grind along your cunt and across your clit. “Oh, fuck, I can barely stay inside, baby. It feels so hot, oh god, I might cum.” 

“Cum for me, Sannie.” You reached down and stroked his pulsing cock, causing San to toss his head back in ecstasy, your fingers slipping against his reddened, slick cockhead when ropes of hot cum shot out of it, coating your pelvis and dripping down onto your cunt. “Silly kitty, that was supposed to go in me.” 

Without hesitation, San pulled out completely and ran his fingers through the puddles of cum he left behind on your skin, eagerly slipping them into your hole and fucking the still warm liquid inside you, landing a critical hit on you with one sudden, filthy move. “There we go,” he beamed snarkily, holding his cocks and slowly pushing his cockheads back into your stretched cunt, but stopping halfway. “Are my cocks supposed to go back in you too, pretty girl? Or are you tuckered out?”  

“No, I want it, feels so good, Sannie. I love the way you make me feel.” You ran your hands down San’s back, feeling his muscles tense up against your fingertips as he pushed himself all the way back inside and got back to work, pushing his cum deeper into you, his tails occasionally brushing against your skin like a paintbrush. “Don’t stop, okay?” 

“Oh, baby,” he cooed into your ear, looking you in the eye. “I’m not going to stop until you fall apart for me. Remember that? Or is my princess feeling a bit forgetful right now?” He sighed against your fragrant, warm skin, slowly lowering himself to your neck to lick, suck, and lightly bite it, marking what was his. 

“Don’t be such a tease, Sannie,” you pouted, taking ahold of his tails near the base, stroking them in an outwards direction, hearing what were going to be words come out as groans instead — ones that grew softer and more drawn out, turning into pleasured moans the more you played with with his wavering tails. “Were you going to say something, Sannie? Who’s–nngh–the forgetful one now, huh?” 

San continued to moan and gasp for air, his once intentional thrusts growing sloppier and more desperate by the second, drool starting to drip down past his glistening lips. Feeling your fingers tighten around the base of his tails, San clutched your thighs tightly, his eyebrows screwing together. “W-wait, if you do that, I’m–”

“Aww, what’s wrong, Sannie? Cat got your tongue?” you giggled, squeezing his tails and rubbing them together like you would do with his cocks, about to tease him further when something hot and thick began to pour deep inside you and coat your inner walls with white, your breath getting caught in your throat. “Oh, San, oh my god, it’s so–”

“Cumming, I’m cumming for you, Y/N,” he choked out in between grunts, lowering himself down further to press kiss after kiss onto your swollen lips, groaning into your mouth form the way you hooked your legs around his slim waist, milking him of all his love with your clenching, throbbing cunt. “Fuck, I love you…love this…love you…” 

“Love you too,” you whispered against his moving lips, your overheated body shuddering against his as you both rode out your highs, finding yourself unable to swallow the lump that had formed inside your dry throat, not choosing to swallow your following words. “Please, don't stop, Sannie. Love me again.” 

San pulled back just enough to look down at your flushed, pretty face through his wet strands of hair, his fingers resting against your jaw. “I wasn’t planning on it, Y/N.” With his ears twitching slightly, San’s pink lips curled up just enough to let his fangs slip out, his cheeks dusted with pink. “I’ll love you until it’s pouring out of you. Until you’re so full of me, of my love, that you won’t need anyone else except for me. Does that sound good?”

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[fruit-of-infidelity]

(don’t mind me coming in here to spew some nonsene) but.

AH HEM !!! ive been rereading ryuuto’s dark route parts bc the epilogue’s been posted and i’m ‼️‼️‼️‼️ AVA PLS. HOW MUCH DO I HAVE TO PAY TO SWITCH PLACES WITH YUI IN DARK 10? PLS? it’ll be better for me AND her pls i’m begging 🛐🛐

like ryuuto c’mon i can put on a dress 🙄🤚 and will be OVER THE MOON to pose with dear old richter like that 😞 pls one chance 🏃💨

anyways now that’s out of the way— YOUR BOYS ROUTE IS SO GOOD SO FAR AHHHHHHHHHH ‼️‼️ i can’t wait to see how his maniac section goes 😩 (my brain’s not working well enough for a good constructive compliment so pretend i said smth smart)

// OMGGG WHIN !! 😩♥️♥️♥️

// Thank you so much for the feedback on the dark part of his route!! BUT PLEASE SKSKSK I had a feeling youd really like that part SKSKSK. Im also begging to switch places with her there so YOU AND ME BOTH SKSK 😩😩 YOURE SO REAL FOR THAT !! Richter can call me Cordelia all he wants if I get to pose with him idc 🙄

// bUT THANK YOU SO MUCH AAA!! It's mainly atm just easing yui/the reader into the route since nothing significant happens too early on but during his maniac?? OH BOY. I'm so excited to share it!!

// Thank you sm for being so supportive and I really appreciate feedback like this, it's really touching to know what you liked about the route thus far or if you just wanted to share a lil thing or two about it all ♥️♥️♥️

[dreamwritesimagines]

only Cherie would need another room just for planning. “Elias told you that Anthony had accepted every demand of your father.” Anthony Impatient™️ Bridgerton everyone lmao he just wants this over and done with like as soon as possible. he’s got tunnel vision, he just wants to marry Cherie no matter what. he’s not even reading anything. the settlement could have it in there that he has to sacrifice a kidney and he wouldn’t even second guess LMAO. 

“Anthony I have terrible news!” she almost gave Anthony a heart attack jfc ksksks why would she do that LMAO. “…That’s the terrible news?” YES ANTHONY IT IS. WHAT ELSE COULD IT BE??? i love how their worries are on different planets lmao. Anthony's terrible news is that Percy changed his mind and he would have to go to Gretna Green meanwhile Cherie...her veil not being finished on time, of course. but omg, this whole conversation just shows who’s the dramatic one and who’s the logical one on SOOOO many levels LMAAAO. the fact that she’s willing to sacrifice her frickin firstborn to church all for her veil and then Anthony just...gives a quick solution with no sweat at all. well, no sweat but a whole lot of Harlotness™️ that's for sure. he just can’t keep his hands to himself can’t he?? Obsessed Harlotness™️ Counter: Anthony - 1 | Cherie - 0

OH MY FUCKING GOD BWAHWJDSKJDAJVDHQKD ANTHONY WHAT !! IS !! IN !! YOUR !! POCKET?!?!?!? ALKSALSK HELP I CAN’T BWAHAHAHAHAHH it’s The Symbol of Whorism™️ Cherie, that’s what’s in his pocket. “Darling,” he said, somehow breathlessly. “You might want to stop moving.” SHE IS KILLING HIM AND SHE DOESN’T EVEN KNOOOOOW. Obsessed Harlotness™️ Counter: Anthony - infinity & beyond | Cherie - 0. he wins this chapter i’m sorry sklssks oh Benedict, idk if you’ve saved him or cockblocked him. both i think. LMAO he’s hiding it behind the desk i caaaan’t. this it too funny kskskss

TEN (10) !!! nightgowns?? why spend so much on that? when it’s going to end of on the floor either way??? alksalkslkasakslks sorry sorry. ANYWAYS THAT’S STILL SO MANY??? “Dear God, he will spoil you rotten.” i mean, isn’t she already?? ksksks Anthony’s already going above and beyond and they’re not even married yet. i mean in his eyes they already are but legally, not yet.

“It’s sheer.” well, you won’t be wearing it for long tho so there’s really nothing wrong with it sksks. i love how clueless she is. like, i really want a whole scene dedicated to her just realizing everything after their honeymoon just how clueless she’d been around Anthony and her just remembering every single innuendo Anthony hinted at her before. i can see her walking into his study all shocked saying, “You had too much fun with me asking you to take me to a brothel, didn’t you?” skskks it’s just too funny to think about. 

“It’s a nightgown for your honeymoon,” she reminded you. “What did you expect to wear? An actual gown?” oh Anthony would NOT like that skslsk i’m pretty sure he’d complain that there’s so many thing to undo and yada yada yada and he’ll get the scissors and Cherie would be so offended of him trying to hurt her gown and it’ll be a problem LMAO

“not to…rip easily. You know newlyweds.” AUNT LAVINIA SKSKSKSK tho i don’t think any type of fabric would stop Anthony The Obsessed Harlot™️ Bridgerton. if he wants it ripped, it will be ripped LMAO. “That Anthony won’t rip them off in the haste to get you out of them.” hmm, maybe an armor would do sksksk

“No, I don’t think Anthony wants to see me without my clothes on.” oh he’s been seeing/dreaming you without clothes on so i highly doubt he won’t want to see the real thing, i mean, Cherie, you saw his pocket earlier so LAKSLAKSLASK i know Cece is just DYING to tell her but it’s still two weeks out so patience <3

ugh. why is she here. she’s just ruined my mood completely. i won’t even name her. she’s not worth the effort to type lmao. “He might love you for now, yes. But that’s not the same as desiring you.” hmm, idk about you ma’am but your logic is a bit skewed. wanna know why?? bc you’re not getting both from your husband sooooooooo you don’t really have a say in that. UGH I HATE HER. SHE’S SUCH A JEALOUS BITCH AND I;M JUST CAN SHE FUCK OFF. she’s not even speaking the truth like my GOD. ask Anthony’s pocket, i’m sure it will prove his desires sksksksk (i’m sorry dee but i’m not going to let this pocket thing go it’s too funny)

“So I must ask. Should I send the invitation for you and your husband, or you, your husband and his mistress?” YES. YOU TELL HER!!! now THAT stung bc she knows it’s the TRUTH. “I hope it hurts.” omg.. does she mean like, the consummation? if so then :// bc she’s speaking from experience right? and like, i want to feel bad her but then. BUT BUT if she just means Cherie and Anthony's marriage in general then sorry ma’am, that ain’t happening. these two are far too in love unlike you.

but ugh, i hate how she’s just put those insecurities back especially when Cherie knows so little. like i’m sure everyone can see how much of a Cherie Whore™️ Anthony is with the way he just looks at her but she just thinks it’s admiration and love. and yes, it is, but it’s also Carnal Lust™️ and Desires™️ madam. Anthony loved you yes, but did he want you? YES. YES HE DOES. ASK HIS POCKET DAMMIT SKSKSK. tho i’m sure Anthony will be quick to reassure her of that.

“What happened?” he’s just so attentive aah i love him. like he just knows right away that something is bothering her.

“See through, you say?” ugh, Anthony will you stop thinking with your pocket for a second lmao. “Do you want me?” LSAKSLASKK SHE CAN’T JUST ASK THAT. god she’s going to kill him before the wedding idk what’s going to happen to him after LMAO. “I’ve never loved or desired anyone more in my life.” see??? “I’m nearly going insane here.” SEEE??? his pocket is about to Bust™️ LMAAAO but god this whole conversation is HILARIOUS. “I will enlighten you about that really soon.” oh god Anthony WHY DID U HAVE TO USE THAT WORD YOU WHORE™️??? we’re preparing for The Enlightenment™️ is that it then? that’s why that chapter is called Preparations? kslaksla i’m kidding, i’m kidding. we can NEVER be prepared when that time comes LMAO

“You could enlighten me tonight, you know?” CHERIE BWAHAHAHA it’s even funnier that SHE DOESN’T FUCKING KNOW WHAT SHE’S ASKING OF HIM. you are killing you future husband madam. “You deserve better than some stolen moment.” oh pls <33 look at this growth. honestly, who is this man. WHAT DID U DO TO MY OBSESSED HARLOT™️? lmao he’s being The Gentleman™️ right now and i love it bc he’s in soooo much pain while doing it lololol. “We’re going to another room with people in it before I give in to my desire and decide to enlighten you right here.” OOP. NEVER MIND. HE’S HERE. THE OBSESSED HARLOT™️ IS HERE. lol he never left. can never take out The Whority™️ out of this man. “Trust me, you won’t have to remind me.” pretty much lmao that’s been on his mind BEFORE you were courting. i doubt he needed the reminder.

but god, this was such a fun read (apart from the bitch bit lmao) but aaah so the engagement ball is next chapter right? and then the wedding after that??? EITHER WAY I CANNOT WAIT OMG. The Talk™️ omg Elias and Percy crying??? Percy walking her down the aisle?????? there’s so many things that’s about to happen and i’m so excited!! <333 amazing chapter as always love!

– TM Anon™️

Omg omg darling helloooo! Aaaaaa I’m so excited for this! ❤

I doubt Anthony was even paying any attention during those settlement negotiations😂 Like, he wanted to sign it as soon as possible so that they wouldn’t have to delay the wedding even for a day, he was so impatient! 😂

Oh I think she will do that a lot! 😂 Like, they’re incredibly different than each other and Cherie likes to be dramatic, it runs in her family 😂 So they will be having conversations like those many times 😂

The Symbol of Whorism™ I AM DYING AT THIS! 😂

Obsessed Harlotness Counter is like going into overdrive whenever Cherie is near Anthony latelyyyy😏😈

TEN NIGHTGOWNS YES😍 That was probably Aunt Lavinia’s idea and it’s uncommon for sure😂 Other brides probably got like one or two for the honeymoon but Aunt Lavinia knows better, she saw how they were looking at each other 😂

Oh she will put the pieces together after the honeymoon😂 And Anthony will have so much fun with that😂

He will complain about how there are so many things to undo the moment she changes into anything other than her nightgowns during the honeymoon😂 And Cherie’s gowns are very, very important for her 😂

AN ARMOR LOLLLL😂😂😂

He has been dreaming about her nonstop for a while now 😏

Oh Miriam is so wrong about that!

does she mean like, the consummation? if so then :// bc she’s speaking from experience right? and like, i want to feel bad her but then. BUT BUT if she just means Cherie and Anthony's marriage in general then sorry ma’am, that ain’t happening. these two are far too in love unlike you. Oh no no, Miriam is actually not speaking from the experience BUT she’s heard it might happen during her “talk” before her own marriage. I don’t think it hurt her during her own consummation, it wasn’t unpleasant or anything but it lacked passion💔 So she’s basically wishing some horror story she heard on Cherie, not her own experience!

That definitely made Cherie very insecure! Everyone but her knows how much Anthony actually desires her but not her ❤

ASK HIS POCKET DAMMIT Lolllll this is so good! 😂😂

Anthony will you stop thinking with your pocket for a second HONEY YOU’RE HILARIOUS OMG😂😂

Anthony thought she was joking at first 😂 He couldn’t even believe she would ask him that, he thought it was very clear 😂

Enlightenment 😏😁❤

lmao he’s being The Gentleman™ right now and i love it bc he’s in soooo much pain while doing it lololol. EXACTLY! Especially after talking to her…😈

that’s been on his mind BEFORE you were courting. i doubt he needed the reminder. You’re absolutely right! 😂 Anthony has plans for the honeymoon for sure 😏

Yesssss, the engagement ball is next chapter and the wedding chapter after that! ❤❤ I’m so excited, I hope you’ll like them! ❤

Honeeey, you’re amazing and you’ve made my day with this, thank you so so much! ❤❤❤

[golbrocklovely]

just gonna vent about something that happened to me today lol

wow why is this so long? dear lord lol tldr at the end in case you don't care sksks

so some prior backstory: a day or two before new years, my mom and i went to the grocery store to get some stuff for new years, along with some beer. and as you all know my mom is disabled so i went in.

if you don't know about pa laws, we are one of the more stricter states with alcohol. for the longest time you could not get any alcohol in store, you would have to go to what is called a state store (where you would get beer), or wine and spirits store. recently, the law has lifted somewhat which is why now you can get beer in grocery stores.

the issue is you can only get a 12 pack, and only one at a time. so if you want multiple beers, you have to go in, buy the 12 pack you wanted, go back to your car and drop it off, and come back in to get the next one.

but besides all of that annoying me, the major thing that got me was the cashier. now, the first time around when i came up to him at his separate from the rest of the store register, he informed me of the rule of only one case per transaction. i, not knowing this, was surprised but not upset by him. obviously he doesn't make the rules. so i paid for the one, went to the car, dropped it off, came back in and got on more case of stuff, and did a very light shop. a little over 15 items, which for my family is VERY light.

(side note, how do ppl just pop in to store and only get like 3 items????? it is insanity to me, probably bc growing up my family, if we were going shopping for food, we were going shopping for food)

so i get back in line, with the alcohol, and there is no one behind me. there are a couple ppl in front of me, but no one else. i get up to him, and i figure i can pay for both my food (which again, wasn't that much) and the alcohol (which technically you're supposed to pay for either first and get it out of the store or last after you've already shopped). this kid then stops me after i put like two items up on the counter and goes "this lane is only for five items or less" in the dullest, annoyed voice.

there is not a single sign that says that here. and mind you, the person that was in front of me, had more than five items. so…. wtf.

i was annoyed about it, but i kinda just went "oh", paid for the alcohol, and then jumped into the self-checkout line. i particularly didn't like his tone, but i get what it's like to be working the holiday season and be exhausted so i get it.

now this brings us to today…

went to this store, got a full cart, went to the self-checkout. i always do self-checkout. i don't want to be bothered. especially if i just finished work, i don't want to make pleasantries with ppl. i just want to get my shit, buy it, and be on my way without ppl talking to me. also, i nine times out of ten don't like the way ppl bag my groceries but like… i'm not gonna correct someone that's barely making above minimum wage about something so trivial and nitpicky. so again, it's better i just take my time and do it the way i want to.

now, i have been shopping at this place for well over a decade, either with my mom back in the day when she could shop, or by myself in recent years. i've never had an issue with the ppl at the self-checkout line. they sometimes look at me like i'm crazy to want to scan all of this shit myself, but i've never had anyone come up to me and be rude or make a comment.

until today.

lo and behold, the same cashier from before was now at self-checkout. today i had contemplated going to a regular line, but there was only one regular line open (and one express line, along with all the self-checkouts) and there were open registers in self-checkout so i went over and started scanning my stuff. everything was fine until randomly the machine popped up a message that i needed an assistant. i've seen it happen before when you try to scan your items too quick, so i think they just do it as a way to make sure you ain't stealing lol

he comes over, scans his card, and then in a very snotty attitude says "ma'am, this is way too many items for self-checkout."

first off… ma'am???? i despise when ppl call me ma'am sksks i get it, it's a politeness thing. but like… you could just not say that at all and just go "excuse me" or literally anything else. i've been called ma'am since i was like 21, which is a very weird feeling when literally last year someone legit thought i was 15 so….. am i too old looking or not?

but secondly, there is not a single sign or anything saying 'you can only have x amount of items here'. the whole point of a self-checkout line is to do it yourself, regardless of how many items you have. yes, ppl that have a small little basket or whatever usually are the ones that use self-checkout, but that doesn't mean that it's only made for them.

not to mention, again, they only had one regular lane open, which had a line. so………….

now usually, when i do self-checkout, i am FAST. i get in and get out asap. but literally bc he said it to me in the tone he did, i took the LONGEST time i ever have.

did i get some stares from ppl that had to wait for a register to free up? yes. but fun fact, i don't care. go to the express lane. oh, you don't like using the express lane bc you don't like talking to ppl? IMAGINE HOW I FEEL.

and my thing is, i know what it's like to work retail. you deal with some of the dumbest, annoying-est ppl. like "how can these ppl be legally allowed to vote" dumb. and i know what it's like to be going thru a lot outside of work and having to come in and deal with stupid shit on top of it. i had to work the holiday season while my dad had just freshly died. i get it. however, don't take your shitty day out on me. i don't like when customers do it, and i assume he's the same way, so don't do the opposite.

and the worst thing about all of this is now i feel like i should complain to the store. not about him specifically, bc while he pissed me off i don't want him to lose his job or anything, but i just don't like what he said. bc it wasn't like he was informing me "hey you're not supposed to be in this line it's for smaller orders", it more sounded like his own comment. also, why did he wait to say something to me until i needed his help and not when i literally got in line? i was already 10 or more items in when he said this comment so like….. if you had said it before, i would have got in the regular line.

my whole thing is, he was in the wrong - for both the attitude and for the contents of the comment. if i was wrong, i would gladly admit it. but i wasn't, so… fuck him lol

TLDR: did self-checkout today with a big order, and cashier had to help me for two seconds. came over and said "ma'am this is way too many items for self-checkout" in a snotty attitude. and i'm pissed about it bc he was wrong for saying it. i've been shopping at the same grocery store for years and have never had a problem until this person. also i had a not so great experience with this same person near new years so…. yeah.

[poohwhin]

mandela catalogue volume 4 LONG thought dump. (for my dialovers followers i apologise for clogging your dash)

also big massive tw for this series.

OKAY SO. SOME THINGS! i’m a little bitch and pause the video every 15 seconds, so excuse me. but this also means that i can give you my rambling thoughts for various timestamps SKSKS. i’m not a theorist. i’m just a guy with some thoughts. you can actually skip all this bs if you want since i did an ACTUAL post abt my thoughts HERE.

[ 𝟎:𝟎𝟎 — 𝟐:𝟑𝟗 ]

we’re started with an explanation on the earth’s creation (in relation to christianity). which i always find it very interesting when we’re able to see the connections to religion, even if older bible cartoons and vhs style stories are a little unsettling to me.

but then seeing (what i’m assuming to be) gabriel’s statue just. standing there with his face obscured, after the text “awaken my son” appears is. wow. (definitely had me pausing my video every 3 seconds and hiding behind my phone.) i’m not gonna lie, i never expected alt! gabriel’s influence to go back that far into the christian lore. man’s been here from the jump i guess. (and ofc we get the infamous forbidden fruit scene, and eve becoming painfully aware and scared of the man looking down at them)

[ 𝟐:𝟓𝟎 — 𝟑:𝟏𝟐 ]

i have no real thoughts i just find the idea of someone names O’Brien calling to say hello to Dave to be incredibly endearing for some reason. SKSK. LIL DAVE HAS A FRIENDDDD. (also the windmill cgi(?) i’m diggin it.) also dave’s friend is religious which is. making me anxious for the both of them. SKSKS but O’Brien’s a band member which i find cool as hell.

[ 𝟑:𝟐𝟖 — 𝟒:𝟎𝟔 ]

LIVE ACTION DAVE MOVEMENT?? AHHHHHHH. WHENEVER WE’VE SEEN HIM HE’S JUST BEEN THIS SILLY LITTLE IMAGE. god i live for the live action scenes tbh.

also local businesses havent been doing so hot? man i wonder why. could it be the population dropping by the thousands (/j)

AYO ONE OF THE EMPLOYEES WHO WORKS WITH DAVE FOUND A TAPE FROM THATCHER? AHHHHH??? “same old procedure” , oh dear. i can only fear for what this tape holds.

also found out that Dave himself isn’t religious. which now makes me wonder about the position he’d be in when encountering an alternate. (O’Brien is also so nice though omg. understanding man.)

[ 𝟒:𝟏𝟑 — 𝟒:𝟑𝟔 ]

i just wanna say that alex’s cinematography has gotten SO MUCH BETTER? HELLO? these long black screens have really got me on edge, even though not really any of them have been leading to anything particularly scary. also the employee stealing the tape thatcher sent to, presumably, go watch it 👁️. oh dear oh dear.

BACK TO HIS FILMING SKILLS FOR A SECOND— everything being in black and white as well as him focusing on large silhouettes is just. UGHHHH 😩😩😩. what im assuming right now is some sort of tv has such an intimidating silhouette my goodness. (also “property of dave!! hands off!!!” i love him SKSKS)

[ 𝟒:𝟒𝟐 — 𝟓:𝟏𝟒 ]

ooooo static on da big screeeeeeeen. if its the intruder im literally gonna shit myself omg. he scares me sm.

THE TODDLER STRESS ASSESSMENT VIDEO?? OH NO?? HHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

(at 4:55) WHAT THE FUCK IS ON THAT TV?? HELLO? WHAT? THE FUCK? IS THAT AN ALTERNATE? FUCK THOSE GUYS

( at 4:58) nvm it was a drawing.

eugh i paused on the drawing.

ngl if that’s a child’s drawing i am. very concerned? because why is a child drawing something that realistic and morbid, i am. CONCERNED. but also the intruder is actively stealing children en mass so maybe we have other issues.

[ 𝟓:𝟏𝟐 — 𝟓:𝟓𝟓 ]

i’m ngl i thought that was a face instead of the back of someone’s head.

THATCHERRRRRR

youtube closed captions the audio is not “foreign.” pls.

(at 5:21) bro why did thatcher do a tiktok trend with his delayed ass walk.

wait why are we seeing thatcher’s day to day from this perspective?? is this significant? if it is i think its odd. us just chillin in his cabinet.

[ 𝟓:𝟓𝟔 — 𝟕:𝟓𝟏 ]

omg kid named lola. (also i feel like i’ve seen that last name before but im too lazy to check sksksks). also they’re in art club??? are they the kid who drew the drawing before?? (i mean they’re on the NEWS, SO—)

AYO MISS SARAHHHHHHHH. MISS SARAH HEATHCLIFF HELLOOOOO. (and omg she’s the founder of the paranormal club at BHS??)

(at 6:25) THE LITTLE GHOST ANIMATION IM SOBBING HAHSHSH. HEY LITTLE FELLA.

omg we’re seeing how sarah and adam met. so neat 😩 (also i cant make out the name of the hs adam goes to but it starts with a W. youtube closed captions also arent doing me any favours SKSKS?

adam grew up in mandela?? noice.

bro this silence is kinda freakin me out but that has nothing to do with the video SKSK

SARAH AND ADAM BPS FOUNDERS WOOOOOOOOOOOO

[ 𝟕:𝟓𝟕 — 𝟗:𝟒𝟓]

omg more live action i love it 🫶

(8:26) “look at it and don’t look away” WHATRE WE LOOKIK AT BOYS?? mentally preparing for a jumpscare rn.

the night vision lens scared the fuck outta me my god.

audio lure BITCH ARE THEY LURING PEOPLE OUT?? HELLO? THE HELL ARE Y’ALL TRYNA LURE WITH THIS?

(8:50) oh you got me fucked ALLLLLLLLLLL the way up. I’M WITH SARAH TBH I’D BE SCARED AS HELL.

BRO THERES THE HAND. AH HELLLLLLLLL NAH THERES A FUCKING HAND.

THERES MULTIPLE HANDS. THERE ARE MULTIPLE HANDS?? THEY ARE? EVERYWHERE? BRO?

ngl if this was the sort of ‘norm’ that adam was dragging them to, then i kinda get it. but also i’m an adam apologist so i’ll defend him for the rest of my days.

(9:23) GOD THAT WAS FREAKY AS HELL.

[ 𝟗:𝟒𝟔 — 𝟏𝟎:𝟐𝟔]

i’d be scared as hell too so its okay sarah 🫂🫂 like imagine you think you’re starting this quirky paranormal club then right outta the gate its like “DEMONS 👹”

omg :( sarah’s dialogue reminds me a lot of jonah’s from vol 2 with how she’s starting to think twice. but at least she’ll still do everything else 🫂

“two years later” so are they both 19?? 17?? idk the timeline here but they started bps in high school, so.

[ 𝟏𝟎:𝟐𝟕 — 𝟏𝟏:𝟏𝟓 ]

omg new characters in here. ofc we got sarah, jonah, and evelin but we got a tyler and amanda too? 👁️ damn what happened with amanda 😞 (also jonah and adam stoners confirmed?? tf y’all getting 25mg of? SHARE BITCH?) i also made a note to pay attention to the dates even though my ass will forget.

(jotting them down here: eve: just now | sara: friday | jonah : jan 7 | tyler : jan 2 | amanda : dec 19 ) idk if these are important but i got ‘em.

(10:45) SHAWTY REMOVED JONATHAN AS A CONTACT? MANNNNNNNNNNN. also omg we got a noah?? does he have an arc? (ik i’m so hilarious)

also adam fr give my girl eveline some closure 🙄

[ 𝟏𝟏:𝟏𝟔 — 𝟏𝟑:𝟐𝟏 ]

adam my boy ily but pls learn your “there’s”. c’mon.

idk how i feel about adam’s picture being in black & white while sarah’s is in colour. that’s either important or adam is just emo as hell. (also theyre both grainy as hell. ik its 2009 but c’mon SKSK)

“ and idk what happened to him” changed to “pretty sure he’s dead or something” MY BOY BAHSHSHSHS. “idk he might be dead or smth. rip” LIKE ADAM. SHAWTY. THEN HE JUST MOVES ON LIKE “NAHNAH LEMME GIVE YOU THE GOOD NEWS!!!” BAHSHSHSHS

(12:32) oh. sarah’s pfp change. OH NOOOOOOO. SARAH NOOOOO. okay its back to normal nvm.

“i didnt think it would be that big of a deal” adam. bby. your friend is DEAD? shawty looking out for himself, so power move i guess SKSK.

(13:21) “i dont have friends” okay emo ass.

[ 𝟏𝟒:𝟎𝟐 — 𝟏𝟒:𝟏𝟒 ]

sarah just been going OFF. POP OFF. also adam hanging up like a lil baby 🙄

“no wonder evelin left you” DAMNNNNNNNNNNN

[ 𝟏𝟒:𝟏𝟔 — 𝟏𝟔:𝟏𝟒]

damn mandela county went from 19,867 to 1,075 in just 19 years. also, thatcher :( he sounds SO BROKEN and SO TIRED. his actor did so good :(.

HIS MONOLOGUE ABOUT RUTH. IM GONNA SOB SO FUCKING HARD. “i’ll make you proud ruth” IIIII HATE IT HERE. SO MUCH. also “the darkness followed me home” i will cry so hard dont play with me

[ 𝟏𝟔:𝟑𝟎 — 𝟏𝟕:𝟑𝟎]

Thatcher’s room is just like mine for real.

JESUS I FORGOT THIS SERIES WAS AN ANALOG HORROR FOR A SECOND. GOD I HATE IT. the idea of something being in your house but not DOING ANYTHING. GOD. LIKE NOT MOVING SHIT AROUND OR PROWLING. JUST STARING AT YOU. FUCK. AND ITS JUST THERE LIKE “🧍 lemme talk to you about your car’s extended warranty”

the fact that thatcher and his alternate are having a staring contest has me cracking tf up. they like: “LOL HELLO??”

[ 𝟏𝟕:𝟑𝟐 — 𝟏𝟖:𝟐𝟗 ]

OH THE LADY WHO WORKED WITH DAVE WAS EVELIN IM AN IDIOT BAHSHSH. but omg dave is in SHOCK. THE GLASSES CAME OFF. him finding out evelin went through the shit >>>> but him firing her :(

[ 𝟏𝟖:𝟑𝟎 — 𝟏𝟗:𝟒𝟒]

omg. HES TAKING O’BRIEN’S OFFER AHHHHH

“remembrance”. oh dear.

OH MY GOD THATCHERS ALTERNATE? MOVING IN REAL TIME? HHHHHH. AND HE CALLED OFF ALL UNITS? EUGHHHHH. god alex is so talented with his cgi i stg. and the emphasis on how INHUMAN those face movements are. eghhhhhhh. that was some chameleon shit i stg.

(19:17) BRO BACK UPPPPPPPP. GOD BAHSHSHS. got ALL UP IN YOUR FACE, JEEZ. anyways.

“dead or alive you’re no use to these people” i will cry. thatcher :(

“a scared boy with a gun” AHHHHHHHH

[ 𝟐𝟎:𝟎𝟎 — 𝟐𝟏:𝟑𝟐]

him writing his letter to ruth. :( GOD I JUST WANT THEM TO BE HAPPYYYYYYY. I WANT THEM TO HUG, AND BE PEACEFUL. GODDDDDD

oh no he’s crying :( . THE ACTING IS SO GOOD IM GONNA CRY OML. thatcher is so sad dude. :((( “now your dead ‘cause i was so fucking scared” HNNNNNNNNNNNN.

so i’m gonna assume that thatcher is dead now? :( i hate it here.

[ 𝟐𝟐:𝟐𝟖 — 𝟐𝟑:𝟓𝟕 ]

youtube closed captions this is not applause.

adam what is this capcut ass video BAHAHSHHSS. COULDNT EVEN GET JONAH’S PICTURE IN 😭. A THREE SECOND “a celebration of life” BRO OF WHO’S? 🤨 HOW TF ARE THE SUBSCRIBERS SUPPOSED TO KNOW WHO YOURE TALKING ABOUT SHAWTY 🙄 god this kills me SKSKS

ADAM THIS ISNT ANY BETTER BAHSHSHHSHS. this man is READING A SCRIPT, BRUH. “jonah passed away peacefully” now you know damn well.

[ 𝟐𝟑:𝟓𝟖 — 𝟐𝟔:𝟏𝟓]

oh shit we got home footage now. ALSO CAN I JUST SAY? NIGHT VISION CAMERA’S ARE FREAKY AS HELL. i cant tell if its just normal motion blur/it tryna refocus or if theres ACTUALLY SMTH THERE.

omg its the preacher’s (or was it the messenger? idk) image. heyyyyyyyyy

OH WAIT ITS A DRAWING. i cant make out the words on it though. 😞 but the sentence itself looks like it was cut off, so even if i could read it it’d be incomplete.

BRO WHO’S HOUSE IS THIS? WHY ARE THE DOORS SO FUCKING TALL?? WHY IS EVERYTHING STRETCHED OUT?? is it just the lens or is this house ACTUALLY just wonky as hell.

ooo what’re we covering up??

DAMN JONAH WAS 21? and the mf’s middle name was edmund.

oh no.

this funky ass text is really gettin me. also adam really just spitting some hot philosophy to evelin 🤨 damn. tbh if i was told even HALF the shit he was told i’d be mad too.

(25:20) bro this video. oh dear oh dear oh dear oh dear. also had me thinking that my youtube was buffering but nah thats just the video sksksk.

[ 𝟐𝟔:𝟏𝟔 — 𝟐𝟔:𝟐𝟐]

ooooo correspondence. alex is really THRIVING with words ending in “ence/ance” 😩😩

[ 𝟐𝟔:𝟐𝟑 — 𝟐𝟖:𝟎𝟎 ]

i have. no words. absolutely NO WORDS BAHAHSH. this post really just. sums up my thoughts SKKSS. nah but?? face studio 2 ??? where tf is the first one? anyways that demonstration video was freaky but i find it hilarious that alternates are sittin at their lil desktops customising their face <3 BAHSHHSS.

[ 𝟐𝟖:𝟎𝟏 — 𝟐𝟖:𝟐𝟖 ]

oh dear it transitioned to home footage. oh my.

OH. OH OKAY. WOW UM. HELLO MISS LYNN’S BODY

i’m assuming thats the intruder’s face in the corner. but the phrase ‘a thriving society’ with this image is. eugh.

“a thriving society of followers of the true saviour(?)” is that what was said? there was a lot more after that but after the word ‘true’ i could hardly make anything out.

okay everyone hold tf on because i’m about to try and make out what he’s saying at 28:03

“a thriving society of followers of the true saviour. his entangled (?) limbs danced around my bedroom. i held my breath. and waited for it to stop. i was too scared.” then it glitched out from there, but i assume it repeated some of the stuff already said???

hey stinky.

[ 𝟐𝟖:𝟐𝟗 — 𝟑𝟏:𝟐𝟗 ]

OMG HEY EVELINNNNNNN.

omg wait she’s looking for thatcher. 😰😰😰 oh dear oh me oh my.

(29:48–30:00) GOD these long pauses are unsettling as hell SKSKSK.

(30:06) thatcher?? hello sir. i guess my earlier thought about him being dead was wrong SKSKSK. BUT IM GLAD(?) AT LEAST? i’d miss him for real. ALSO HEY DAVES BACKKKKKKKK.

dave sounds like he’s been crying. i mean i could be completely wrong and it’s probably just the audio editing but man.

“how much of that was really worth it though” i mean he got a point.

“find a new meaning in life” the fact that he’s saying that to THATCHER hits.

[ 𝟑𝟏:𝟑𝟎 — 𝟑𝟏:𝟑𝟒 ]

malignance. alex here again with the SAT words 😩😩

[ 𝟑𝟏:𝟑𝟓 — 𝟑𝟐:𝟏𝟒]

Evelin’s sitting at Thatcher’s desk, oooooooooo

MISS MA’AM WHY ARE YOU LOOKING THROUGH HIS DRAWERS SKSKSK.

[ 𝟑𝟐:𝟏𝟓 — 𝟑𝟑:𝟒𝟕 ]

i love the cgi and backgrounds and shit. gives me early black and white movie vibes. or even some later films and edward scissorhands beats.

OMG DAVE. IS AT THE CHURCH?? oh shit that means i’ve gotten to the moment everyone’s RAVING about.

O’Brien’s become an alternate hasn’t he. the inflection in his voice is off.

(33:25) IM SORRY? DID THE HEAVEN’S THEMSELVES JUST FUCKING OPEN? HELLO?

[ 𝟑𝟑:𝟓𝟎 — 𝟑𝟓:𝟏𝟓 ]

FUCKING GABRIEL IS BACK AHHHHHHHHHHHH. idk how to feel about this disney villain ass voice though.

(33:56) ew i hate featureless figures so much HHHHHHH THE SCARE FACTORS ARE STILL HERE

bro gabriel really is the joker rn good lord SKSKS. but him impersonating O’Brien’s(?) voice. AHHHHHH

omg wait, ive been seeing things say that dave offed himself (which is likely true) but im gonna assume that the dark substance running from his eyes is blood?? in my head that IMMEDIATELY makes me thing of how you should never look an angel(?) in the eye (i think thats the thing), because you won’t be able to comprehend it. even though he 99% offed himself i think to thing he died from looking gabriel in the eyes.

okay i take that back there’s blood pooling from his head. he likely threw himself off a ledge or smth.

also hi gabey wabey would you be interested in maybe. NOT? DOING THIS?

[ 𝟑𝟓:𝟏𝟔 — 𝟑𝟕:𝟎𝟗 ]

oooo we got evelin lookin through some filessssss. and theyre ADAM’S FILES, OOOOOOOOOO.

okay so adam is also 21. gotcha gotcha. so adam was 4 when he was yoinked through the TV.

OH! adam didn’t react to anything on the toddler stress assessment? oh jeez. this kid’s got some guts ig idk. SKSKS.

(35:59) BRO DID SOMEONE LOCK EVELIN IN? THOSE LEVERS ARE FOR LOCKS, RIGHT, or maybe alarms or smth idk.

oh shit oh shit.

“Mr. Davis?” LITERALLY ANYTHING BUT.

(whoever) SET OFF THE ALARM?? MANNNNNNNNNNNNNN. alarm systems are scary as hell dude my god. got me thinking of purge sirens.

OH HELLLLLLL NO. i really like the use of the spinning siren lights to create atmosphere though. vv nice <3

[ 𝟑𝟕:𝟏𝟎 — 𝟑𝟗:𝟎𝟗 ]

omg the messaging sequences are back. and SOMEONE’S BEEN TRYING TO CONTACT HIM? HELLO?

“Hello! We have been trying to contact ADAM MURRAY. Is this you? Please confirm YES or NO” “Hello! We have been trying to contact ADAM MURRAY. Is this you? Please confirm YES ”

unsettling as hell.

OH! HELLO THERE!

STANLEY??? YOU’RE TELLING ME THAT THIS WAS STANLEY THIS WHOLEEEEEEE FUCKING TIME?? AHHHHHHHHHH.

“with contorted flesh and broken bones i made myself known” aw he just wants a friend SKSKSK.

“your skin is not your own” UM!!!! also ngl i never expected him to be so gentle with the children he takes.

“you are not the real you.” SIR?!?!?! SIRRRRRR??

[ 𝟑𝟗:𝟏𝟑 — 𝟒𝟎:𝟓𝟑 ] ; 𝐄𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐓𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬

uh. wow okay. SKSKS. THERE WAS SO MUCH IN HERE AND I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS. which i will try to compile in an actual post that isn’t my own brain dumb. <3. but uhh

“I deceived them. the mandela prophet. it begins today” wow thats cryptic. then pictures of ADAMS FACE? HHHHHH. okay anyways if you made this far ily. <3

[pixyys]

A momentary curiosity? A mind blank and face burning? And that's normal, you say. Well, let me tell you that whenever he smiles or looks at me, I never feel that way. But I feel that way when Silver does that to me. It sounds suspiciously like a crush to me, my dear sister.

... Well, I sure hope you won't commit any further acts of sacrilege or Silver will get violent with you (spelled with an e) and from personal experience, getting slapped by Silver certainly is not nice. Although one time I caught her hand just in time and her fingers are quite nice... ;) /j

And indeed, Lippmann does have a beauty clinic. How else do you think he maintains that perfect beauty for his acting career? I advise you to go there next time with him, since you desperately need it more than me or him lmaooo /j. Plus you owe me more than a Panadol. I think you should take me on a vacation to Hawaii and buy me a Stradivarius violin.

Chuuya is what I'd say interesting, if you look past his loud and brash exterior. Karma certainly is taking an action against you since he actually remarked how weird he thought you were. He was lucky that I let him off, but if I catch him doing that again you know what I'll do to him. /jk And for a welcoming gift, I would recommend a fedora; more of the expensive kind.

Oh, Silver's been looking down lately? I'll go and cheer her up now, and definitely not with your pickup lines and jokes.

-🎹

P.S. You're that curious huh? Well, I guess I'll indulge you then. The amusement park was fun, although we didn't get any plushies as they're a ripoff and too easy to obtain. When we entered the haunted house, Silver was laughing like a maniac, not scared at all, and even waved at the actors and gave them a finger heart. I've never felt so... weird and... possessive before. And for the ferris wheel? Let's say that Silver did get tired and nearly fell asleep leaning on my shoulder. It suddenly got very hot, but I focused on the lovely view instead and that made it better. And for whether or not we had our first kiss? Well... I'm not going to tell you now.

you!- if you say that you feel like that too when silver does that, that's definitely a crush.

but, er, me? really having a crush on lippmann? oh brother, i think we've both fallen deep in the confines of this.. sentimental feelings. is this another one of my karma for teasing you too much? ahh i don't know. you seem like you handle this better -despite my teasings sksks. whatever should i do?- maybe if i stay away from him for a while, everything will go fine. yeah, no, that's a horrible idea. but at this point, i can't look at him in the eye without acting like some love-struck clown🤡

now now enough about that, i still think violint is genius😔 though on second thought, i forgot you got that slap experience firsthand, and i have no intention to follow your footsteps after hearing your story. noted, sacrilege sins will be crossed out from my to-do-list. but darn you suave smooth criminal, just propose already or you'll be the one committing acts of sacrilege/ lmao

i'm going to turn a blind eye to that wonderful notion because i am a good and kindhearted sister😌🙏🏻 you're lucky because you suggested another excuse for me to see lippmann. i'm going to crash his beauty clinic this weekend. if you need those panadol, i left some on the cabinet; the leftover snacks and cakes are on the fridge. about that ticket and stradivarius, hm, i just might. what do you say for two tickets for a honeymoon to hawaii and a stradivarius violin for your and silver's wedding gift?

now hold on, chuuya did? what did he say? i mean, "weird" is an adjective i often hear from people when they talk about me, so no worries. that's not a very big deal. it'll be a big deal if lippmann was the one who said that though- either way, i'm still a bit curious about what chuuya's exact first impression of me. i'm looking forward to meet him myself and pester him about it /lmao and ooh thanks for the heads up! though please, i swear- you mafia people just have it in your blood with those expensive tastes and be super extra, don't you?

hey! my pickup lines aren't that bad!.. i think?

p.s. i.. don't know what to say. the plushie part, sure, that was quite expected. the haunted house part.. well, i can see why you like silver. i'm just going to give you a pat on the back. i can't believe the day would come when my brother feels jealousy. jealousy! and the ferris wheel! uhuh, sure, the "lovely view." i wonder if this "lovely view" involved a certain pianist's nearly-sleeping face. and dont worry brother, im sure my jokes will blackmail you sooner or later into telling me about that first kiss 𓁹‿𓁹

[margaetyrell]

1.21.23 - Måneskin's new album RUSH! is out now! I'm obsessed i recommend "own my mind" "timezone" "baby said" and "if not for you" - Nonsense by Sabrina carpenter is #22 on the Spotify global charts - high school musical came out 17 years ago - Midnights is the first album since "Frozen" to top the Top Album Sales Chart for the longest with 12 consecutive weeks. - owl house season 3 is out - fall out boys new album will be called "so much (for) stardust"

I don't think I'm gonna start doing a quote I just wanted to include this “I do not think that that’s punk. I don’t think that’s the essence of punk. And I feel strongly that without young women, people of colour and also the queer community, I just think we would still be where we were then." – Hayley Williams

Fun fact: hippopotamus means "water horse" Song of the week: ghosts! by Sophie Cates

Also I now have a website!!! stars-weekly.carrd.co

STAR !!!! OMG I KNOWWW i still need to save time to listen to it properly but i’ve heard some of it and it’s great so far, i’ll def keep those tracks in mind!! HSM is what 💀 oh god i’m old, but makes sense if we look at the cast now. midnights tying up with frozen is sooo iconic indeed!!! and i cannot wait for fob���s album either!! OH I KNEW that one about hippos sksks fun fact for you: i made a poll about stars few days ago 💜 i’ll take a look at your website tho, have a nice week dear!!!

[obsob]

aura

[promisedneverwrite]

Please ma'am I need to know will you continue the serie Until dawn? 🥺

Please please pleaseeeee

Yes 😁

[hhhecates]

Imagine maneater!reader meeting Junpei, she would scare the hell out of him and Junpei stumbling to say hello while reader thinking "Another one, I must protect" later he has the biggest crush on her and everyone just "you too?!" and welcome him to the fanclub.

No, because you don't understand how much I LOVE THIS. Thank you so much for sending this ask!

Okay, so, out of everyone in Jujutsu High, I feel like maneater!reader is the most protective over Itadori and Junpei. Don't get me wrong, they are protective towards all of their friends, reader is quite literally the definition of "I hate everyone but them" with them being everyone at Jujutsu High lol. But with Itadori and Junpei it's a little different.

Imagine reader is the first one of the second years to meet Itadori, and the only student to be there with him when everyone thought he was still dead, they just barge in when Shoko is about to perform his autopsy but instead find this naked kid sitting on the desk and they go like "Gojo sensei, as always you got some explaining to do..." and so they get assigned to keep an eye on Itadori and follow him along on missions.

This makes maneater!reader also the first one to meet Junpei along with Itadori.

And while Itadori is a sunshine child and literally asks Junpei one question and then he's like good to go, reader is a little more cautious, a little more prying and almost condescending and provocating because fuck, they don't know this kid and experience has taught them not to go trust anyone if they want to keep those important to them safe (and maneater!reader will die before they let something happen to Itadori).

So yeah, Junpei's first impression of reader is prob very negative sksks, he's fucking scared shitless and 100% ready to make a run for it cause who the fuck is this?? But like the moment he gathers enough courage to just get up and s p r i n t, everything changes.

"Oh, one last important question, are you okay?" reader asks in the most genuine and concerned tones, and the complete change of behaviour quite literally gives Junpei a whiplash, so he just stares at them with eyes wide in complete disbelief. And reader chuckles, fucking chuckles at him (yes, they had already decided Junpei was their new child as soon as they saw how uncomfortable he was with his professor, but they needed to carry on the mission too).

So reader just shrugs at him and goes "Well, everyone is rightfully preoccupied with the three guys that died, but well, they're dead-" "that's cold senpai!" "I'm serious Itadori- Just because they had it worse, it doesn't mean that you didn't have it bad too. Even though you said you can see curses, even if maybe you don't know those three guys, but hell, even if you hated them and you thought they got what they deserved-" "SENPAI!" "I'm still talking Itadori- even if you're luckily still here, how are you doing? Are you okay? Oh, and also, do you have any questions? Would you like to come with us to our school-"

And yeah, reader just goes on full parental mode, and that, that is the moment when dear Junpei knew he was done for.

Literally you can see him short-circuit.

It just gets worse when that evening reader and itadori are over for dinner and reader just jokes around with his mother and then offers to wash the dishes and reprimands itadori when he's too loud while Junpei's mom is sleeping.

Also because we love to see OP reader in god-mode, I think they'd be the one to run after itadori as soon as he goes out to find Junpei and they would save him while Itadori was battling Mahito (cause again, the world will burn before reader lets the people they care about get hurt).

And please, for comedic purposes (and because I shed too many tears over Junpei), just imagine reader bringing him to meet all the others during the second day of the Goodwill event like "Don't worry, come, they don't bite. And well, if they do, I bite too." And Junpei shyly trails behind them all decked in the school's uniform. Itadori is just so fucking shocked and gets all teary eyed and hugs the both of them and reader laughs, full blown laughs because they are so happy too.

So yeah, Junpei and Itadori are definitely the ones reader is the most protective over and they will 100% shout at Junpei as soon as he gets the smallest injuries and always asks to be partnered only with him during missions (even though they would usually partner a bit with everyone, both with first years to keep an eye on them and all the second years too cause they make the best team, cue everyone getting lowkey whiney because they can't go on missions with reader).

Also I love it, you're so right, it would legitimately take o n e interaction between Junpei and reader for Maki to witness and go like "shit, not him too" cause admittedly everyone has a more or less platonic crush on maneater!reader, so ofc maki has to phone yuuta about it. "Yuuta, reader did it again" cue shouting from the other end "WHAT DO YOU MEAN-- Again? Last time it was Fushiguro and it's like less than 3 months ago!" "I KNOW" "*sigh* tell the kid that meetings of the fanclub are on Saturdays in Toge's room" "*nods understandingly* Will do".

[thomotomo]

Harry stumble across Slytherin male reader practice quidditch on midnight *shirtless* (just his hobby) and let's just say harry to busy oogling reader body to realise reader notice him. Maybe harry without thinking agree with "riding reader broom" 😂

A/N: Sksksks thanks anon I wrote this in 1 day so maybe not as quali and long as usual but its fun sksks

Pairing: Horny Potter x Slytherin Male Reader

CW // Sexual thoughts

Harry didn’t seems to be able to fall asleep, maybe it was all the nights he had spent trying to discover Hogwarts’ secrets, but it really sucked and in that moment he kinda wished he had slept instead of trying to find a three-headed dog in his first year.

He stood up quietly and slipped on some shoes, he was going to take a walk around, hopefully he will calm his brain with the fresh air of outside. Harry pulled his hoodie on, took the Marauder’s map, his wand and left the dorm (and consequently the Gryffindor Tower).

He walked in the castle, making sure to avoid anybody that was too close by. Harry looked outside and frowned a bit as he saw a shadow on the Quidditch pitch. His non-existent survival instinct didn’t made him look for a teacher and instead he left the castle and went towards Quidditch pitch.

The young man walked toward the pitch, as he was walking on the open ground, the weather was not as cold as he thought but his sweatshirt still kept him warm enough and as he neared the pitch he noticed that it was only a student.

He quietly went up in the stands and sat somewhere he hoped he wouldn’t be noticed nor recognized. The back of his mind whispered that he was a creeper, but he discarded this thought, if he wasn’t going to sleep he might as well stay here and observe this person training.

As his eyes got accustomed to the darkness, he was blown away by how the person was quick to move, even in the dark. There was no hesitation, no struggle to find themselves in the space, it was incredible.

Then he noticed that it was a boy and he wasn’t wearing any shirt. Oh boy. Harry observed the way the male’s muscles were moving with each movement, the way they were flexing. The boy was really an eye-candy and Harry wasn’t complaining.

After a while of thirsting over the muscles, he decided it would be great to see who that way too hot student was. His brain stopped as he saw it was you, (Y/N) (L/N), Slytherin student and the best chaser of your house’s team.

Harry flushed a bright red, but didn’t stop his ogling anyway, you were surprisingly fit under your clothes, not that he thought that you weren’t, considering you were doing a lot of quidditch it would have been a bit weird if you weren’t but it still was more than he’d thought for a student of your age.

Harry was nearly drooling, he stopped admiring the way you moved so easily in the dark and instead focused on the glistening sweaty muscles, licking his lips as one arm flexed, showing the strength in it.

Harry was thinking about how your arms would feel around him, how you’d carry him, what if his hands were on your torso, his nails leaving marks above your slight abs as he rode your dick. Holy hell he was feeling quite hot right now. His face felt quite hot and his pyjama pants were tighter than he remembered.

 You smirked, you knew exactly what you were doing was making him hot and bothered. You had noticed him right when he arrived in the stands, he wasn’t as discreet as he seemed thinking and you wondered how he had spent the 3 previous years without getting caught by a teacher.

You voluntarily kept flexing your muscles, enjoying seeing him getting worked up over not very much. After teasing him for maybe 20 minutes more than training, you went down with your broom nodding at him.

“Hello Potter! Enjoying the night time I see?”

He jumped suddenly, looking like a dear surprised by the lights of a car. You observed him and grinned as he seemed to have turned a shade darker. He laughed awkwardly before speaking up.

“H-Hey! Yeah, I couldn’t sleep and I saw you from the castle so I came… And it’s impressive as fuck how you can play so easily in the dark!”

You nodded as you got off your broom, using a towel to wash as much sweat as you could from your body, making sure to put a show for the other boy. You caught as his eyes slipped down from your face to your torso and how the words dried up in his mouth and his tongue suddenly darting to lick his lips, he was completely gone.

You put back a t-shirt on and winked at him, walking away.

“See you later Potter.”

Harry sat there, completely lost, his brain processing what had just happened. His dick twitched in his pants, reminding him of the full raging boner he now had and how you had just spent the longest time teasing him.

[dreamwritesimagines]

Elias opening the invitation to everyone just screams @ EVERYONE. LOOK AT MY FUTURE WIFE. I AM TO BE HER HUSBAND pls he’s so proud and in love with her i could cry. THE WHOLE CEREMONY I COULD CRY. also idk what it was about it and idk if you made it intentional but Anthony looking at Cherie during the “carnal lust” part of the speech i can’t stop laughing sksksk. that moment in the vestry...ugh so much love and sweetest but then longing and yearning from two different couples...the bishop is fifth wheeling so bad sksks

WHERE ARE THE MANNERS OF THESE PEOPLE???? WHY ARE THEY PROPOSING AT SOMEONE ELSE’S WEDDING???? anyways can someone drag this man out–omg lmao she said: i will break your heart so you can write more poems LMAO like “focus on my art than my wife” THIS MAN IS DENSE. Anthony has a competition for the title of Idiot Premium™️ i see

Cherie is being so dramatic omfg i can’t stop laughing this whole scene is just pure comedy. but then again, she did inspire him to write some more poems so it is horror at it’s finest. “You didn’t say yes, did you?” ANTHONY HAS ONE PRIORITY AND ONE PRIORITY ONLY. he felt his heart drop there for a second lmao. Cece throwing that “Oh yes, I’m always right” look to Anthony when Cherie said something about how people need to stop proposing until she sorts herself out sksks

ELIAS !!!! MY BOY YES !!!! SAY IT WITH YOUR CHEST !!!! CALL THEM THE FUCK OUT. i’m so glad he said that like, he is so so right and he should say it. stop making this about YOU CHERIE & ANTHONY SKSKS he’s so done with their Bullshit™️ as he should omg. also Elias throwing the Best Man Card™️ will never not be funny. i feel like he’s going to use that every single time now even when like, years had already passed since the wedding LMAO.

HUGH SKASKALK he’s so bitter that his little sister is married now and i love how Cece is just rubbing it in and Elias is just too over the moon to care about it anymore bc they’re already married so nothing you can do about that now dear brother-in-law sksksks. but we all know he’s just trying to mask how he’s going to miss her so baaad.

Cherie: Oh Anthony and I are never going to get married. Hugh & Kenneth: Sure, Jan.

she is still so set on the idea that he doesn’t love her WHEN HELLO THE NEXT SCENE, EXHIBIT A: he brought her a strawberry cake bc he remembered it was her favorite and that she gets hungry when she’s angry ugh <3 i will forever thank Cecily for Anthony’s change in behavior that was the cutest and sweetest thing. “Trust me, I’m under very strict orders.” and i am so so happy you and your one brincell are following them. “I honestly don’t care whose heart gets broken as long as it’s not yours.” he so... WHERE WAS THIS ATTITUDE A COUPLE CHAPTERS BACK ANTHONY???? he’s being cute and sweet and Cece our lord and saviour thank you.

ALSO HELP. three (3) disastrous proposals in less that 48 hours. also i disagree with Cherie about there being nothing wrong with Pierre’s proposal bc, okay it wasn’t that bad sure BUT it was disastrous in a different way given that, it was the sole reason why those words in the duke’s study were exchange. it may not have been the worst (Sinclair’s is the worst, Pierre & Anthony are closer to a tie lmao) but it indirectly left a much bigger impact to their family in my opinion.

“Oh I’d disagree, there are a lot of things wrong with me,” you pointed out. “It’s very obvious at this point. I cannot be with you, but apparently I cannot be with anyone but you.” oh there are a lot of things wrong with you but that’s certainly not one of those. The Stubbornness™️ though, darling Cherie, it’s Outstanding™️ sksksksk

LIKE A HORSE SKSKS subtle Anthony, really subtle but i also can’t blame him bc like....pure sugar???? as if this girl doesn't have too much energy already no wonder the sugar was locked it LMAO omg....throwing knives....okay you know what, they’re both so so made for each other ever since childhood. i feel like God made a conscious and careful decision not to let them grow up together bc i feel like the whole world would collapse like Anthonias™️ was already a nightmare what more if you added Cherie in the mix??? my god poor parents AKSALSKALSK “your future children”.....hmm you mean “our future children ” right Cherie?

at first i thought it was going to be a nursery or Cherie’s birthing room and that would have been oof, (but i feel like that’s coming soon? bc it was said that there’s many locked rooms in this place wasn’t it?) but this...omg. Cassandra's room, from the portrait, the colours, the design and the fact that everything is still taken care of and well kept, you just know Percy has strict orders for it to be cleaned regularly,

“I told you before,” he said. “I don’t think you know their story completely.” i mean, everyone keeps telling her, including her own brother. but she never listens, doesn’t she. like i said, The Stubbornness™️ is outstanding.

okay, ngl, i was really really Really™️ worried when Celias appeared bc they have a habit of sneaking around BEFORE they were married so imagine how bad it is now that they don’t have that boundary anymore and i deadass thought they were going to....Do The Deed™️ while Anthony and Cherie we’re in the room and i would’ve DIED WITH THEM & FOR THEM. but then i remembered what room it was so i was able to breathe again sksksksk also i feel like Anthony would’ve definitely stepped out to stop them going further and then Elias and Cece would then find out it that Chanthony was yet again unchaperoned and Elias will then go on a rant about betrayal and Anthony would see the Thames sooner rather than later and ugh, i’m glad it didn’t go that way bc...The Headache™️

ANTHONY COVERING HER EARS I SHRIEKED OF LAUGTHER. now i kinda want to know what was said bc i can picture Anthony just cringing and slowly dying inside bc he didn’t need to hear his best friend talk about how he will “show how much he loves his wife” ALSO ALSO OMG, Elias....not only was that almost in front of your sister BUT RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOUR PARENTS’ PORTRAIT?? this boy knows no bounds. love does that huh. “I don’t know, I’ve never been married.” how and why is that The Best™️ excuse ever LMAO. i mean of course he knows but technically, he’s not wrong and Cherie doesn’t have a clue so sksksks you survive another day Anthony.

“And he has no right to keep these, any of this. He exiled her and moved on with his life.” “He turned Stormview into a mausoleum for your mother even before she was gone,” he told you. “Nothing here says he moved on.”

this. THIS. thank you Anthony. the whole of Stormview is proof of how much Cassie truly did mean to Percy and i’m glad Cherie is now seeing that. i can’t wait to hear what truly went down with Cassie and Percy, bc i feel like that would be the turning point for Cherie to finally realise how her idealistic view of love isn’t the true or only definition of love. i’m sure it will finally open her eyes and see this situation of her and Anthony in a different perspective. i think the mistake she was referring to was about Percy but, i also hope she realised more than just that with regards to Anthony’s words like, he basically told her how he will never move on from her but, one step at a time. AAAAH great chapter as always and i can’t wait to see where this will lead to next!!

– TM Anon™️

Omg omg darliiiing, hi! ❤❤

Oh I’m so excited! ❤❤❤

Lolll exactly, I think Elias wanted everyone to see because he was so proud and he’s so happy so he wants to share it with people❤

CARNAL LUST PART😂 Did you know that apparently, priests and bishops and everyone made the exact same speech at every wedding back in Regency? So that Carnal lust part was said in every single wedding back then lolll😂

Lolll three proposals at the same wedding!

Idiot Premium™ still makes me laugh 😂

Cherie is so dramatic YES😂 It runs in the family but she’s the only one who makes it obvious that much 😂

Anthony lives in constant fear that Cherie will accept somebody’s marriage proposal before he can ask again 😂

ELIAS REACHED THE END OF HIS PATIENCE WITH ANTHONY AND CHERIE’S BS😁 Oh he will use the best man car and the fact that Anthony basically stole his thunder for years and years ❤ Even the Cherie thing! Like, they could be married and Elias will still talk about how Anthony went behind his back 😂

Hugh is still in denial that he won’t get to see Cecily as often ❤ But he will like Elias eventually ❤

i will forever thank Cecily for Anthony’s change in behavior that was the cutest and sweetest thing. “Trust me, I’m under very strict orders.” and i am so so happy you and your one brincell are following them. HE AND HIS ONE BRAINCELL OMG😂

Wait, you think Sinclair’s proposal was worse than Anthony’s?! 😱

Cherie might be the most stubborn person in the ton 😁

okay you know what, they’re both so so made for each other ever since childhood. i feel like God made a conscious and careful decision not to let them grow up together bc i feel like the whole world would collapse like Anthonias™ was already a nightmare what more if you added Cherie in the mix??? my god poor parents AKSALSKALSK “your future children”.....hmm you mean “our future children ” right Cherie? I LOVE THIS SO MUCH-

But like, considering how Anthonias was, and how Cherie was… Can you imagine Cherie and Anthony’s children?! 😱

Oh all of those locked room had something to do with Cassie❤ And Percy keeps them locked but he has the key ❤

OMG IF CELIAS DID IT IN THAT ROOM-

For sure Anthony would have to step out to stop them 😂

i kinda want to know what was said bc i can picture Anthony just cringing and slowly dying inside bc he didn’t need to hear his best friend talk about how he will “show how much he loves his wife” I think it was like a very playful remark but it was also pretty…out there, and if Cherie heard that😂

Anthony didn’t even think twice before covering Cherie’s ears 😂 She is unmarried after all😈

the whole of Stormview is proof of how much Cassie truly did mean to Percy and i’m glad Cherie is now seeing that. EXACTLY!

Every single corner of Stormview has traces of Cassie and Cherie is slowly going to realize maybe she didn’t know everything about their marriage after all❤

Thank you so much love, you’ve made my day with this! ❤❤ ILYSM!❤❤❤

[chaeryybomb]

stray kids as anime boys: bang chan [part 1] [part 2]

✎ᝰ┆bang chan as the sports captain

(feat. stray kids && some of the 97liners)

listen

this is the only role I am 100% convince chan will be in an anime

u can't change my mind ᕦ(ò_ó)ᕤ

S O let's get into it

what sports captain is he??

the question should be what sports captain is he not 

d-does that make sense?? HDHS U GET WHAT I MEAN

look chan is build™ with muscles (and brains) he's gonna use those muscles

for s p o r t s

"chan u can't join all the sports club"

“watch me felix”

ya boi tried out for every sports club available in school and he got into to every one of them

THANKFULLY felix made him reject some(most) of them bc chan already doesn't sleep enough

everyone say thank u felix

so chan is in the volleyball and basketball club

and he's the volleyball captain!!!

chan is the secret weapon lemme tell u that

his spikes?? they can BREAK A WALL

so if u see chan practicing spikes pls be careful

avoid him

avoid the gym in general

unless ur asking for a concussion SKSKS

no joke there's a dent in one of the gym's wall bc he spiked too hard

his excuse was "bambam ur supposed to block it!"

"I WAS TRYING NOT TO DIE CHRISTOPHER!!!"

so how does that apply to u dear reader

well, ur not a huge sports fan

u rather stay at home and watch netflix than go under that cursed fireball u call a sun

but yk who is a huge sports fan???

ur best friends chaeyeon and lisa!

well technically bc chaeyeon is dating jaehyun who's also on the volleyball team

and lisa swears she doesn't but obviously she's there to look at jungkook

"y/n! there's a game after school today, and you're coming with us to watch it"

"just admit u wanna look at jungkook and go"

"WITH WHAT PROOF????"

"WITH THOSE HEART EYES LALISA"

"HHHHHHH CHAEYEON, Y/N IS BULLYING ME AGAIN"

Σ(°ロ°) "WHAT DO U MEAN AGAIN??? WHO WAS THE ONE WHO PUT CHILLI PEPPERS IN MY SANDWICH HUHH LISA WHOOOO—"

mama chaeyeon saves the day, "alright children no more fighting" 

"SHE STARTED IT FIRST!"

"FIGHT ME LISA" (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ

in the spongebob narrative voice 2 hours later

u find urself in sandwiched between chaeyeon and lisa, sitting on one of the gym's bleachers

chan and the boys are down there warming up

and u can't help but drift ur gaze to a certain (crispy)blond hair boy, who's stretching at the moment

maybe u were starting too long, but lisa nudges ur elbow with a sly smirk

"ohohoho y/n, what do u see??"

u shove her elbow away and glare at her, "ur about to see my fists in a minute"

the entire game ur gaze was set on chan and u don't even know why

jokes on u reader, it was the anime magic kicking in

up until the second half of the game, u had the sudden need to go to the bathroom and who are u to deny ur bladder dhhshd

"I'm gonna go to the bathroom," you tell lisa and stood up to squeeze ur way out of the bleachers

ur earbuds almost burst due to all the screaming dhshhd

but hey! u successfully made it to the end

＼（＠￣∇￣＠）／

u make ur way towards the exit when u hear lisa and chaeyeon scream your name

and suddenly the world went black

y/n?? y/n??? oh my god she fuckin dead

maybe u regain conscious for a few seconds bc the last thing u remembered was a pair of feet running and the scent of someone's sweat mixed with cologne

yk the typical anime shit dhsjdjs

when u wake up, ur laying down a bed and ur in a room where u don't recognise

"holy shit y/n, you're awake! lisa go get the nurse!" chaeyeon exclaims from beside you and you hear the door close

you squint your eyes, trying to adjust from the bright light

chaeyeon's face comes into view and she has a worried expression on

"w-what happened?? where am I??" you ask she helps you sit up on the bed

"you're in the nurse's office!"

"why,,, am I in the nurse's office?" you furrow your eyebrows at chaeyeon

"well you see—"

the door slams open to reveal lisa and the nurse

"oh good, y/n you're awake," the nurse smiles at you

she walks toward you and gently grabs your chin with her gloved hand to examine your face

"fortunately nothing is broken but that's gonna leave a bruise on your forehead for a while, you took quite a hit."

"a hit???" u furrow ur eyebrows even deeper if you could sjdjsk

"yeah! you got hit by a volleyball!! you should've seen what happened, the ball went flying like WOOOSH at you and BAM u were knocked out!!" lisa explains with many hand gestures

"it was a good thing that chan boy carried you here, you were out cold," the nurse adds.

wait

Σ(゜゜) c-chan???

CHAN CARRIED YOU HERE???

u don't even notice your face starts to heat up until the nurse looks at you with concern again

she places her hand against ur forehead and says, "oh my, you're heating up, I think you got a fever coming—"

"no! no, I'm completely fine!" you reassure the nurse

you bring your hands up to your cheeks and rub it harshly and slap it a few times in hopes the redness will go away

HAH SIKE UR BLOOD SAYS NO

the nurse let's you stay in the office for awhile, thank god school was already over

lisa and chaeyeon, like the best friends they were, stayed with u and walked u back home

the next morning when u wake up—

━Σ(ﾟДﾟ|||)━

HOLY SHIT THE NURSE WAS NOT KIDDING WHEN SHE SAID IT WAS GONNA LEAVE A BRUISE

THERE'S A HUGE ASS BUMP ON THE MIDDLE OF YOUR FOREHEAD

WHAT THE FUCK

HOW THE FUCK ARE U GONNA COVER THAT UP

U ARE THIS )( CLOSE IN CUTTING UR BANGS AT 7 IN THE MORNING JUST TO COVER UR FOREHEAD* U WOULD'VE IF UR BRAT OF A BROTHER DIDN'T KNOCK ON THE DOOR

"y/n hurry up you're gonna make us late!!"

"SHUT UP HYUNJIN I'M HAVING A MID LIFE CRISIS AT THE MOMENT"

"YOU CAN HAVE IT IN THE CAR"

in all honesty u should be thanking hyunjin for saving u from the future regrets

otw out of the bathroom u curse at hyunjin, who sticks his tongue out in return, and grab one of ur beanies from ur dresser and slip it on

"why the fuck are you wearing a beanie in the middle of summer??"

"it's called fashion hyunjin, look it up"

(hyunjin, snorting) "please, we all know I'm the fashionable one in this family"

so yes, u walk into school with a beanie on ur head, in the middle of summer

it definitely caught weird looks from people because again, why the fuck are you wearing a beanie in this heat???

it's equivalent to having a "I'm stupid" sign taped on ur forehead

u walk into class, already tired from everything and everyone and first period hasn't even started yet!

what a mood

chaeyeon looks at you weirdly and opens her mouth to ask but you stop her

"don't. a lot of people already asked," you groaned, pointing at the black beanie on your head, specifically the spot where u got hit at

chaeyeon looks at you with sympathy and pats your head

when lunch rolls on, lisa basically slams into ur classroom

"why are u wearing a beanie??"

"because I can and it's a free country!!!" u snap at her

"geez fine," lisa puts her hands up

(lisa, mumbling under her breath) "someone woke up from the wrong side of bed today"

"HEY I HEARD THA—"

"OKAAAAY let's go I wanna get pizza bread before it's gone," chaeyeon interrupts aka stopping another fight from happening by hooking her arms through yours and lisa’s* (¬､¬) hnnggg u win today jung chaeyeon

u turn to walk out of the door when u stop in your footsteps

to see the PERSON WHO CAUSE UR FOREHEAD BUMP BRENDA

YES U NAMED IT BRENDA IN THE CAR

IF SHE'S GONNA STAY ON UR FOREHEAD FOR A WHILE

AT LEAST SHE SHOULD HAVE A NAME

AND SHE'S NOT EVEN PAYING RENT

y/n's forehead:

brenda the bump: it's a free real estate

anyways

the three of u stop and stare at chan

like hullo, why u here???

chan coughs awkwardly and rubs the back of his neck. "um, can I speak with y/n?"

chaeyeon and lisa exchange a look and shrugs, "yeah sure," they say and pushes u out of the door

and u stumbled into his arms

again, the anime shit™ working its magic

u immediately push urself off chan and clasp ur hands behind ur back while chan takes a few steps back

"so,,," you start

"oh right! uh, I'm sorry for yesterday, hitting u with the ball and everything"

"oh! it's fine, it really is!" you assure him

"no, it's not! lemme treat you to lunch, it's the least I can do," chan says

"nononono you really don't have to!" you shake ur head at him

"please!" he begs, "I hurt you and I should do something for you"

"n—"

"JUST SAY YES" lisa yells from across the hall

you whip ur head towards her direction and flip her the bird

chaeyeon mouths an apology and drags lisa away, but her laughter rings through the empty hallway

you turn back to chan who's looking at you with pleading eyes

"pleaseee" (´･ᴗ･`)

GOD HE'S ADORABLE

"fine!"

"YAY"

"but!" u wag ur finger at him, "ur only allowed to buy me chocolate milk"

"yes!!" he cheers and drags u off to the school's convenience store to buy you a bottle of chocolate milk

u thought he was gonna get u the cheap one but nO

HE GETS U THE EXPENSIVE ONE

THE ONE THAT COSTS LIKE 3 DOLLARS

FIRST OF ALL, CHOCOLATE MILK SHOULD NOT BE THAT EXPENSIVE

FUCK CAPITALISM

secondly, if u thought this was a one time thing

hAH READER YOU ARE SO SO SO WRONG

it soon becomes a regular thing and every morning, there is a chocolate milk on ur desk with a cute stick it note saying "good morning ♡´･ᴗ･`♡"

GAH UR HEART

and everyday after school, chan walks up to u and ask "hey y/n! did u get the chocolate milk?"

and he will pout if u show him the untouched bottle of milk

so u make sure that u drink it during lunch where he can see u drinking it

and it makes his insides all mushy and squishy

and that escalates to him waiting by ur locker every morning!!

he waits for u by ur locker and when u walk in

he fucking beams at you

the sun who??? u only know a bang chan

he hands u the chocolate milk and greets u

"good morning, y/n!"

and ur hearts does it usual schedule bang-chan-caused-flips

AND THAT ESCALATES TO U GOING TO HIS GAMES

"I thought u hated these things??"

"well I do but chan asked me to come so—"

(lisa, wiggling her eyebrows) "oh chan huh"

"hdshhdshutup"

so here u are again, sandwiched in between lisa and chaeyeon

o wow ur feeling a sense of deja vu

chan spots u in the crowd and runs over to u

"try not to get hit by any balls this time," he grins as he ruffles ur hair

"friendly reminder, I got hit by a ball from you," u retort and smack his hand away

"YOU PROMISED YOU WOULDN'T BRING THAT UP ANYMORE"

"I CROSSED MY FINGERS BITCH"

the coach whistles for chan to get into place and u grab onto his arm, shocking both of u

o wow u got bold moves there reader

"uh, good luck out there," u smile at him

chan's heart doubles over in LOVE and smiles back at you "thanks!"

he runs back to the team, who are all looking at him with a sly look

"so when are u gonna ask y/n out?"

"i'll purposely aim the ball at ur head mingyu"

tbh u don't even know much about volleyball and all u see are balls being hit back and forth

im writing the match based on what I've seen my school's team done and it may be inaccurate pls correct me

sometimes u involuntary wince when u see chan spikes and the ball bounces off the floor bc the other team failed to block it

u pity the floor

it's the last match and both teams are tied

chaeyeon is gripping onto ur arm for dear life bc out of the three of you, she's the only who understands the most about volleyball

both teams are fairly powerful

they have a really strong setter aka lee hyunjae

boy may not look like it but he's strong!!!

the coach whistles and jaehyun serves the ball

jacob from the other team returns the ball and it goes flying across the net

in a blink of an eye, chan yells "mine!" and he spikes the ball with force* hyunjae rushes to block it but misses by a milimetre and the ball bounces off the floor

the entire gymnasium erupts into cheers

and u are pulled up from ur seat by a screaming chaeyeon

they won???

OH MY GOD THEY WON DJSJDJ

chaeyeon runs down to congratulate her boyfriend and u follow in suit

but u run straight into chan's arms to hug him

"congrats!" u squeal as he lifts u off the ground and spins u around

when he sets u down, the both of u finally realizes the position ur in and back away from each other awkwardly

"ahaha,,, congratulations!!" u tell him

chan grins at u "what can I say, ur my lucky charm"

ur cheeks start to heat up again and chan laughs

the rest of the team comes over to drag chan to the changing room, leaving u alone with lisa and chaeyeon

once the boys disappear behind the doors, the two girls turn around to look at u

"what was that???" lisa asks, referring to the hug between u and chan, as she whacks ur arm

she tryna whack the answer out of u HDHS

"STOP HITTING ME WOMAN THAT HURTS!!!"

"NOT UNTIL U TELL ME WHAT WAS THAT BETWEEN U AND BANG CHAN, Y/N"

"it was a hug! nothing more!" u say, more like ur trying to convince it was nothing more

"that was not just a hug," lisa mimics ur voice "that was one of those couples hug chaeyeon and jaehyun does!"

(chaeyeon, pipping up from the side) "she's right!"

"he totally likes you!" lisa smirks at u

 "no he does not!"

"uh yes, he does! jaehyun says so!" chaeyeon says in a matter-of-fact tone

"and you—" lisa points her index finger at u "—like him too!"

"WITH WHAT PROOF???"

"WITH THOSE HEART EYES HWANG Y/N"

before u can continue bicker and PROVE THAT U DO NOT LIKE BANG CHAN

jaehyun comes into view and says "hey y/n, chan is waiting for u outside, he has something to tell u"

[ part 2 ]

[iheartgirlymcs111]

dear fanfic writers...

Thank you. Literally thank you.

that’s it, that’s the whole post.

this is just an appreciation post for all you who have written fanfiction before. If you have written about a fictional or even a non fictional character before, whether it be once or a million times, this is for you!

i just really hope that i don’t come off as too uneducated or incompetent because i literally joined this community like last month so uh tea.

i’m not a writer myself, but i am a reader.

to be honest, i was nervous about venturing onto this side of the internet because at least from what i’ve seen i feel like in the media or from my friends and family, fanfic kinda gets a bad rep for being “cringey”

BUT THAT COULDN’T BE FARTHER FROM THE TRUTH CUZ OH MY

Y’ALL REALLY OUT HERE WRITING BETTER AND MAKING BETTER STORIES THAN ACTUAL PUBLISHED BOOKS.

ALL OF YOU ARE SO TALENTED AND CREATIVE!

i am so glad that i found this comminuty

just so you know

YOUR WORK AND EFFORTS DO NOT GO UNOTICED!

even if you feel like nobody is reading it or paying attention, maybe it’s not getting the amount of reposts or likes that you were expecting.

i promise you that you have made at least one person smile.

as a girl who has only until recently found more self confidence (believe or not partially bc of this community) and has anxiety and depression and always escaped and sought comfort and solace in fictional worlds,reading headcannons, Au’s, one shots, drabbles, etc has helped me so much and made me so happy.

especially during this especially rough times (cough cough corona cough cough)

YALL ARE DOING GODS WORK LET ME TELL YOU

AND I FEEL YOU DONT GET ENOUGH CREDIT

WHICH YOU SHOULD SKSK

and YALL ARE SO NICE AND SWEET TOO

like you guys just have the best personalities

and you know what the people want!

i’m just overall fangirling and have mad respect for all of you.

please take care of yourselves and also don’t feel like you have fufill every single request or write until your hands fall off

TAKE BREAKS WHEN YOU WANT TO/IF YOU NEED IT

WE SUPPORT YOU

you deserve to enjoy what you’re doing and

just i am

so grateful for all of you.

i hope at least some of you find this post

i apologize for any punctuation or spelling errors if there are any

and honestly i wasn’t gonna write this i literally should be going to bed right now but the thought just wouldn’t leave me.

anyway

stay safe and take care!

and again thank you.

- anna

🥰😘✌️ 💓🦄💖💫🌸

[ajokeformur-ray]

You are enough, honey // Arthur x Flavia // body insecurity comfort.

I don't know omg maybe something about an anxious reader who struggles with body image and in general very insecure about everything she is or does, and that leads her to think she's never enough? I love the way you write about those prompts sksk but I know that you've written about that very many times, so if you prefer to write about something different than usual don't hesitate to tell me <3 I mean I already know I'm gonna love it no matter what sksks @jokerownsmysoul 

A/N: Thank you so, so much for everything that you’ve ever done for me!!! You and your writing are such a blessing and we’re so incredibly lucky to have you here, darling! I truly hope that you like this piece; I’m so sorry it took me so long! I get really nervous to the point of stomachaches with personalised pieces lmao if you don’t like this then please let me know and I’m happy to make any changes. ILYYYYYY~ <3 enjoy!! ^^ <3

I really related to and connected with this piece and it was quite cathartic to write; I hope that it’s the same for you. 

Warnings for body insecurity, feeling like you’re not enough and other spiralling thoughts. I think I swear? Idk.

Word count: 3, 190 (I hope the length makes up for your long wait omg I’m so sorry I’ve been so lazy with writing recently)

It had started when you looked in the mirror, when you had really looked at yourself and at your body, and ever since then had something inside you been building. For weeks had this something been plaguing you... Arthur had picked up on it from the very beginning, so emotionally intellectual and so intuitive was he, but he trusted that when you were ready to talk about it, you would approach him and open up to him. So much between you was often left unsaid because you knew each other, you knew each other inside and out and so often did the both of you comfort the other on things which hadn’t been voiced because they hadn’t needed to be. On days like today, however, when issues which had been building were about to come to a head and you had been feeling too dark, too heavy within yourself and your body to even think about reaching out, Arthur was ready with open arms and listening ears. 

When push came to shove, Arthur would catch you. Every single time. No matter how far down the rabbit hole in your mind you fell, Arthur would drop to his knees without a thought for himself and reach within your own mind to pull you out, to bring you back home to him. It was the least he could do for you after everything that you had done for him, after all. There was nothing but love in Arthur’s heart and you were his one and only person who understood him. As such, you received all of Arthur, all of his good and all of his bad, and you gave him all of yourself in return. You were both safe with each other, safe from the world and especially safe from yourselves.

You usually did what you could to avoid catching even the smallest of glimpses of yourself in any reflective surfaces. You would stand at the side of the sink and awkwardly bend over to wash your hands or to brush your teeth. When Arthur was standing beside you, so close was he that your elbows would occasionally knock against each other’s when you were washing your faces before bed. You would make each other laugh by pulling silly faces in the mirror, and it wasn’t unusual for one of you to choke on toothpaste or your toothbrush as a result of laughing so hard. During this time, you would keep your eyes on the water stained walls or the mouldy, cracked ceiling, or even on your dear, sweet Arthur. In a way were you afraid of yourself, afraid of what was within your mind, of your thoughts... If you looked in the mirror now, especially after the thoughts which had already started to bloom in your mind, you knew not what you would do. You knew your disgust would be immediately obvious upon your face, however, and that was something which you knew Arthur would not allow to pass by without mention.

Arthur had noticed these behaviours and though he often frowned at it, knowing what he did of you and the way that you were always so hard on yourself, most especially when you needed to treat yourself with kindness above all else, he knew that there was nothing he could really say. Hell, he was guilty of those same behaviours; of standing in front of the mirror and picking himself apart so completely that he reduced himself to a convulsing, cackling pile of a broken man on the floor of the bathroom. As such, Arthur held his tongue. He trusted you to talk to him about the things that were on your mind, just as you trusted him to do the same. It had always been a rule between the two of you that neither of you would hold yourselves back. You could laugh, cry, yell, scream, anything, and the other would be there. Within those four tiny walls of the cramped yet cosy apartment were the two of you safe from the world. You protected each other from everything as best as you could and it wasn’t unusual for you and for Arthur to sit facing each other on the bed or on the sofa, sharing your pains and wiping each other’s tears away and telling each other bad jokes to make the other giggle.

You would both do anything to make the other smile and to make the other feel as themselves as they were capable of being in that given moment, and it was arguably the one thing that kept the two of you together when all else failed to do so. Reality was cruel, cold and unforgiving, but Arthur’s hands, cool to the touch as they were, were always warmed by your own wrapped around him so thoroughly that he was unsure of where he started and where you began. You faced the world together, hand in hand, but today... today, had you stumbled and fallen, beaten down by the world and by your own thoughts.

One of those thoughts was more prominent than the other, more harsh and more cruel than the others. It was the loudest thought in your head and it commanded everything that you did, everything that you said. It even affected the way that you were treating Arthur. Though you loved him so desperately that at times did you think that your heart was going to jump right out of your chest and roll right across the floor, though every nerve in your body was screaming out for Arthur to take you in his arms, to chafe some warmth into your weary body with his hands, his gentle touch, though you needed Arthur today a bit more than you usually did, you found yourself pulling away from him. You were breaking the one rule in your relationship this day. You were holding back, but you couldn’t bring yourself to stop.

Stop... yes... you wanted it all to stop. What was the point of carrying on, of trying as hard as you did? You hated yourself, you hated your body and you hated everything about it, about your personality... that thought, that one single loud thought was screaming at you today. It wouldn’t go away and the more you pushed it down, the more you pushed it back as surely as you were pushing  yourself down and back from Arthur, the louder it screamed until it was all you were aware of.

You’re not enough.

You’re not enough.

You’re not enough.

You’re not enough.

Not enough.

That pressure that had been building within you, sat deep within your chest, poisoning your heart and turning you away from your love and your life, over the last few weeks was beginning to climb up your throat. It was choking you, preventing you from breathing, from catching a break, and as you bent down over the sink to spit out your mouthful of toothpaste did you come back up. The unthinkable, or so it seemed, happened. You caught your own eyes in your reflection and your nose, on impulse, scrunched up in real and true disgust. Oh, how you hated how you weren’t enough. Your body wasn’t enough. Your mind wasn’t enough. Your personality wasn’t enough. You weren’t enough.

Arthur caught this gesture, as he caught everything that you did, and as he bent to spit out his own toothpaste, to finish up the bedtime routine, he decided to put his foot down.

This was enough.

“Flavia.” Arthur’s soft rasp broke through the haze in your mind and you blinked slowly, somehow not daring to look away from your reflection. If you did, if you turned your head away and looked back, would you suddenly see your dream self? Would you be even uglier, somehow? You dared not look away even though you wanted to. Oh, how differently you wanted everything to be. There was only one thing which you would never change about yourself and that was the way you loved Arthur. No one could love you like you could, in your own specific way.

“Hm?” You bent to rinse your mouth out and Arthur’s hand landed on the small of your back as he both gave and received comfort in equal measure. His touch was solid, warm, even through the thin material of your shirt, and his fingers slipped innocently beneath the hem. Skin on skin contact was so important for the both of you. It grounded you, made you focus on something other than the roaring thoughts inside your tried and tired minds, and it only enriched the ethereal connection, the otherworldly bond, between the two of you. You straightened up, wiped your mouth on the nearby towel, and allowed yourself to sink into Arthur’s touch, though a part of you wanted to pull away.

You weren’t worthy or deserving of Arthur. You weren’t perfect, you weren’t everything that he and others needed you to be, you weren’t enough even for yourself so how could you even think that you would be enough for others? Oh, but you were so tired of always being so insecure, of always questioning whether you were saying the right things, doing the right things. Did you love Arthur enough? Did you love too much or, too little? You weren’t worthy of him, you and no matter how much you wished it might be otherwise, you never would be. You knew it and you thought that perhaps Arthur knew it too. Had he settled for you?

Arthur caught the spiral. It was all in your eyes and in that moment did he hate himself. He wasn’t loving you properly, he wasn’t loving you in the way that you deserved because of these thoughts. Though you hadn’t told him about them, he knew you well enough to guess and he knew that, though he wish it wasn’t so, he knew that he was right. The two of you always faced the world hand in hand and when you stumbled and fell, like in this moment as tears stung your eyes and begun to slip down your cheeks as the tenderness in Arthur’s voice, in his eyes and in his touch, overwhelmed and then quietened your thoughts, did Arthur’s grip on you manage to pull you back up to standing.

He cooed softly, in pain and in understanding, and the hand on the small of your back slipped out of your shirt as he pulled you into his arms. With one arm wound around your shaking shoulders, his fingers in your hair, strands slipping through his reverent touch like ink in water and the other around your waist, Arthur began to rock you in his arms as you stood there together, in front of the mirror. You hid your face, you prevented yourself from catching even a glimpse of yourself, of your body, in the mirror, in the warm crook of Arthur’s neck, pressing kisses there as you gave and received comfort in equal measure. Everything was equal with and between the two of you. His thin lips pursed as he peppered the side of your face with kisses. “Can you tell me... what you’re thinking?” Arthur was truly no stranger to that look on your face. He saw it in the mirror every single day, when he, like you, dared to look. He could abide his own insecurities, he could make friends with his own demons, but he would kick yours to the curb.

You bit your lip in hesitation and Arthur, sensing your tension, began to hum off key to That’s Life, still swaying with you on the spot. You smiled, you smiled, and you opened your mouth and like a broken dam did your thoughts drip off your tongue like water. They flowed into one another and fell from your lips so fast that it made you dizzy but you kept going. At one point did Arthur start rocking you in his arms just a little harder, just enough for you to really relax even with all of the turmoil and anguish inside of you, and he shushed you when your breath hitched or when you just needed a little extra something.

When at last, at last, were you finished, when at last had your words ran dry, when at last was there nothing left of yourself to voice, to give, did you fall silent and Arthur, in all of his wisdom and all of his overwhelming and impossible to quantify love for you, moved so that he could claim your lips with his. His lips were soft and warm against your own. He kissed you with such care and reverence, his hands moving to cup your face so that he could really love you in this one affectionate gesture. You were both stood in front of the mirror and Arthur turned you to face your reflection as he broke the kiss, standing behind you. He wrapped his arms around your waist and resting the sharp angle of his chin on your shoulder, his hollowed cheek pressed against yours. 

“Look at us.” His quiet murmur, his gentle touch and his soft eyes... Oh, but he was so beautiful that you only had eyes for him. “No, Flavia, look at us. Please.” Arthur’s soft rasping voice and the small kiss he pressed to your cheek made you look, really look, and you couldn’t have stopped your nose from wrinkling up in disgust if you tried. You closed your eyes, you turned away from yourself, and Arthur whined quietly, the sound saturated with dissatisfaction. “Look how beautiful you are. Those eyes... so full of love for me. They help you to see where you’re going...” One hand left your waist so that he could boop your nose, making you giggle quietly despite yourself. “This helps you to smell. Your lips... they do so much for you. You can talk, eat, kiss me...” The fingers on one of his hands slid into the spaces between your own, pulling your arms around yourself, over his own arms, so that you were safely in the cage of Arthur’s embrace and your own. 

His message were clear: you would keep your insecurities, worries, fears, doubts, anxieties and everything else away together.

“I know what it’s like,” He pressed another kiss to your cheek. “To think you have to be... perfect all the time. But you don’t.” Arthur shook his head just once and nuzzled his face into your warm neck, moving so that one of his hands, the one not holding your own, could full splay across your stomach as he pressed you flush against him. “You are enough just as you are, Flavia. I wouldn’t want to change a single thing about you. You’re the best thing about this city, about me and I love you for you.”

“But, Arthur, I’m not - “

Arthur frowned but he wanted to hear what you had to say. You always, always made sure that he had his own space with which to express himself, and he would grant you that same courtesy, wanting more than anything to know what you were thinking about. “But what, darling? You can tell me.”

“I’m not, I mean - “ Your eyes roamed over your body. You were clearly full of dislike for yourself, but Arthur was watching you carefully, his strong dark brows knitted in concentration as he tried to connect the dots of your thought process. He saw the precise second that your eyes fell upon his own reflection and that smile, that wonderful smile spread across your face and Arthur couldn’t have stopped his own answering beam if he had tried. That was one thing he loved about himself, if nothing else - his ability to make you smile without any effort on his own part.

“There you are,” He murmured. “Your smile is so beautiful.” Not wanting to let you get away with not speaking your thoughts aloud, however, Arthur then said, “What were you going to say, angel?” His you can tell me anything went unspoken but it hung in the air between you, so palpable was Arthur’s desperate need to know you, all of you.

“I’m just... I’m not enough, Arthur. I’m not enough for me so can I ever be enough for you, I don’t... I’m not worthy of your love. I’m always so insecure and I question everything and I just... I’m just not enough.”

Arthur met your eyes in the mirror once again, his face set in determination and his jaw muscles ticking as he digested your words with a great deal of reluctance. For how long had these thoughts been eating at you? The sight of tears spilling anew down your face made him coo aloud in sympathy and tenderness, the phrase too long drifting through the forefront of his tried and tired mind. “Would you ever love me any less... for being who I am on my worst days?”

You gasped, shocked and hurt and you spun around, turning your back on yourself for your greatest, most important and most worthwhile love. “I would never.”

Arthur eyed you heavily and he folded his arms over his chest. “So why do you think I’d ever do that to you, Flavia? Please, I - “ Arthur closed his green oceans and sighed. You saw him mouth numbers, calming himself, and when he opened his eyes again was his gaze so piercing that it stole the very breath from his lungs. “I love you for you. I get it, the need to - to prove yourself. I try every day to even be noticed but you - you see me. Every day. I don’t even have to try. You see me and you love me, Flavia, and I just - it hurts to see you doing this to yourself. I would never change a single thing about you, do you hear me?”

You nodded, a sad smile on your face as you looped your arms around Arthur and tugged yourself into his body, needing to feel all of him. “I hear you, Arthur. I always do.”

“I know,” His voice, thick with unshed tears and with love, so much love, climbed inside your ears and melted into your brain, preventing those evil thoughts from getting as strong a hold on you. His love was a very specific kind of magic, a very specific kind of medicinal balm on your soul and you knew that never again would you ever want anyone else to love you in the way that Arthur did. He always knew what to say, he always knew what to do, and that would never ever change. “I love you, Flavia. So much. You’re always enough, darling, I promise.”

“I love you too, Arthur. My heart. Thank you, baby.”

Arthur squeezed you and held you tightly to him as he peppered the top of your head with kisses, and when you went to bed that night, less than an hour later, you found that your thoughts were blissfully quiet and you felt... and you felt enough.

[star-mum]

LIVE REACTION TO NIGHTMARE TIME EP 1

Idk if anyone would even be interested in reading this but as I was watching the show last night I kept writing down my reactions on my notes so here we are

*this is all in caps idk why just roll with it*

THE OPENING SONG IS SUCH A BOP OMG NICK LANG HIMSELF ?????? MONSTER FUCKER RIGHTS ???? HIDGENS ENTRANCE HOW ICONIC "LUCY IS HAVING NONE OF IT" I LOVE THAT OMG JOEY PLAYING KONK (?) IS SUCH A POWER MOVE I LOVE THAT THE BEGGINING IS JUST TARZAN FANFIC SKSKSKSKS MARIAH IS TEXTING JOHN (?) AND HES LAUGHING SM WE LOVE A COMEDY QUEEN I LOVE THEM USING THE ZOOM BACKGROUNDS SKSKSKS KONK IS AWFULLY CLOSE TO COCK AND I THINK ITS ON PURPOSE ?? SPECIALLY WITH THE LAG I HAD TO DO A DOUBLE TAKE SOMETIMES SKSKSKS SOMEONE JUST SAID "TED'S ORIGIN STORY" ON CHAT AND I LOST IT !!!!! COULD YOU IMAGINE ???? HANDSOME LADY ? I MEAN SURE TIGHT JOHN IS LOSING IT FUCK MAN, SAME CURT OMG THAT ACCENT OOOOOOOOHHHH BOY I KNEW IT WAS HER FIANCEE SHIIIIT WE CANNOT TRUST HIM I KNOW THIS !!! "ENTAGLED" SKSKS WHAT SIR HES GAY CHILL OUT WHATS THE YEAR, IT FEELS SO OLD TIMEY "I'D SAY YOU HAD FEELINGS FOR THIS APEMAN" OOOOOOOHHHH DONT U SAY JONATHAN IS A PUSSY BITCH I CAN TELL LUCY JUST DROP IT OH SHE ACTUALLY DID ????? FUCK IT UP BABE

(I JUST ACIDENTALY DELETE HALF OF WHAT I WROTE SHIT, ILL HAVE TO REWRITE IT FROM MEMORY) WHAT THE FUCK THEY WERE TRICKING US??? THEY CALLED IT, WHAAAAAAAAT WDYM "PLAY THE PROFESSOR" IS HE NOT A PROFESSOR WHAT ALTERNATE REALITY IS THIS I NEED TO KNOW

ARE THEY GONNA FUCKING KILL HIM WHAT??? SINGING LONDON BRIDGE WHILE CHASING SOMEONE IS MY FAV SCARY TROP HAHAHHA YEEEEESSS "TOOK OFF WDYM" GIRL HE IS HOLDING A GUN WHAT DO YOU THINK "WDYM" WHY DID HE KEEP THE KONK ACT AFTER LUCY LEFT SKSKSKSKS TED WTF SKSKSKS "I DO SOME OF MY BEST THINKING WHEN IM ERECT" HAHAHAHA TED LIKES TO BE A HIMBO THATS GREAT IS HE GOING TO KILL TED ?? AAAAAAAHHHHHH TED HE HAS A GUN PLZ DONT TEST HIM HE HAS ALREADY KILLED A MAN OOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH FUUUUUUUUCK RECAST???? WHO IS TAKING TED'S ROLE ????? OH SO ITS NOT OLD TIMEY AFTER ALL RED SOMETHING???? OH TED'S GONNA PROPOSE IS SHE GONNA SAY NO? SHES GONNA SAY NO RIGHT ? FUUUUUUUUCK HAHAHHAHA WHY IS HE NAKED ??? JAHAHHAHA WHAT WHAT IS HAPPENING TED WHAT ? "PROFESSOR SHOULD GO FUCK HIMSELF" HAHAHAHA PORNHUB PREMIUM ACCOUNT HAHAHAH "OOOoooOOoOoOoOoOohhHhhHh BUT IT IS" FUCK NO DONT KILL HER OOOOOOOOOHHHH TED'S DEAD SHIT OOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHH ROBERT'S ACTING IS *CHEF'S KISS* DAMN OH SHIT TED *NOW* TED IS DEAD FUCK HIDGENS IS HERE NOOOOOOOOOOO IS HE GONNA KILL HER ??? OH SHIT OH FUCK LUCY'S CAUGHT IN  A BEAR TRAP WHY ARE PPL SAYING WORKING BOYS IN THE CHAT ??? OH THATS WHY !!!!!! YEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAHHH MINE IS A LITTLE BEHIND IS SHE BROKE ??????? OOOOOOOOHHHHHHHH HAHAHAHAHA I KNEW IT HIDGENS GOT PLAYED THATS ON YOU BUDDY OH FUCK HIM UP LUCY ! BECKY BARNES ????? HATCHFIELD LORE ???? WAS SHE RUNNING AWAY FROM HIS HUSBAND IS THAT WHY SHE CLIMBED A TREE APE MAN SHOW UP PLZ WHO IS IT THO ?????? JEFF HELL YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK JESUS CHRIST APE MAN YEEEEAAAHHH WOOLY FOOT ?????? IS IT CHUMBY???? OOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHH HAHAHA YEEEEAAHHH HOW DID HIDGENS KNOW ????? OH IS IT OVER ?????? NOOOOOOOOOOOO I WANTED MORE ;-----; THIS WAS SO GOOD THO OOOHHH FUCK ANOTHER MUSIC NUMBER JAMIE YOU LOOK AMAZING !!!!!!!!!! I CANT WAIT FOR THESE SONGS TO BE AVAILABLR FOR US (IN LIKE 3 YEARS CAUSE IM BROKE SKSKSKSK) HE DANCES THE CAN CAN ?????? OKAY I SKIPPED A BIT TO BE ON TIME WITH EVERYBODY "ARE YOU FUCKKING HIGH????" YEEEEEEEEEAH PART 2 BABEY !!!!! NICK'S HAIR LOOKS AMAZING OMG OH ???????? BILL AND ALICE !!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD I MISSED THEM !!!!!!!!! OH THE TEEN ANGST I LOVE BILL SM HE'S SUCH A GOOD DAD DEB ????WHY WOULD U HURT BABY ALICE LIKE THIS ???? "I MIGHT NEVER SEE DEB AGAIN" GOD ALICE CHILL OUT LET HER BE A PLAY WRITER BILL CMON "MY BUDDY PAUL" AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH BLINKY ??? I DONT TRUST THAT AT ALL FUCK NO JOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHNNNN I DONT TRUST HES CHARACTER THO OOOOHHH LOVE DISCOUNTS I DIDNT LIKE THE WORKER CALLING HER PRINCESS THO, SHES BILL'S DAUGHTER NOT YOURS OOOOOOHHHHHH NO OH NONONONOONO BILL IS GOING TO DIE I JUST KNOW IT BLINKY IS EVIL I CAN FEEL IT ALICE NO NO LITTERING WHORE JAMES !!!!!!!!!! ALICE IS ALSO GOING TO DIE MAYBE RIGHT NOW WHO KNOWS BLNKY WTF SHE IS A MINOR WTF AAAAAH I DONT LIKE IT HERE JAMES ILY BUT THIS CHARACTER IS CREEPY AS SHIT I DONT LIKE IT HAHAHAH TIGHT LOVE THEME PARK STUPID SHIRTS "I DIDNT KNOW YOU WERE FUNNY" HAHAHAHAH DROWSY TOWN ? THE CHAT PULLED MY ATTENTION TO THAT BUT I DONT GET WHY ? IS THIS BAD "I'D FOLLOW YOU ANYWHERE" THIS IS SUCH A DAD THING TO SAY OH ALICE CMON DONT SAY THAT BILL CUT IT OUT WITH DECIDING YOUR KIDS FUTURE THATS NOT FUN OH GOD I DONT TRUST THAT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NO NO NO NO "AHOY BOYS AND GIRLS" NO NONONONONO UNCLE WILEY FUCK OFF THE SNIGGLES NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUUUUUUUUUCK NOOOOO AHHHHHHHHHHHHH "WE'RE THE SNIGGLES DONT BE SCARED" YOU KNOW WHAT SNIGGLES I AM SCARED BUT HELL YEAH SONG TIME OOOOOOOHHH FUCK IT UP JAMES OH ARE THEY GONNA LIKE GIVE THE AUDIENCE A SLEEP INDUCING DRUG OR SOMETHING ??????? "DONT BLINK" AHAHAHA I DONT TRUST THAT AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH "GREAT WE'RE DEAD" HAHAHAH THE SONG WAS A BOP THO "WHAT ARE THE SNIGGLES?" GREAT QUESTION ALICE "NOW U KNOW HOW I FELT WHEN I HAD TO SEAT THROUGH DEH" HAHHAHAHA "SEE U IN A SNIG" HAHAHA SNIGGLETTE ???U OKAY BBY??? OOOOOOOOHHH MORE SONGS HELL YEAH I LOVE ANGELA'S VOICE SM THE SNIGGLE PUNS ARE KINDA CONFUSING ME NGL WHY WAS THAT SO SAD OMG OOOOOOOH SHIT OH FUCK THEYRE GONNA KILL HER I JUST KNOW IT OMG "PRAISE THE WATCHER" OH MY GOD PLZ DONT KILL HER "UNTIL HE'S SEEN EVERYTHING" W H A T LAUREN'S VOICE SKSKSK SO CUTE PAPA SNIGGLE I DO NOT TRUST YOU THOSE ARE ALIVE ARENT THEY ????? OH FUCK SNIGGLETTE IS SHE OKAY ????????? "ANGELA R U ALRIGYT" WHAT "SHUT UP JEFF" OH MY GOD I DONT LIKE WHEN THEYRE SELF AWARE SKSKSKSK " U CAN SHUT THE HELL UP LAUREN" HAHAHAHA BILL OMG HE'S SUCH A DAD HAHAHAHAH ALICE IS SO NICE DO THEY NOT KNOW "ARON AROOON" HAHHAHA OH CHURROS I LOVE THOSE THE GIRL SHE DOESNT LIKE ?????? OH NON BINARY RIGHTS LOVE IT "IS THIS A FRIEND OF ZIGS" OH LOVE RESPECTFUL DAD DEB NOT COOL OH ALICE SHIT ALICE BBY IF SHES CHEATING ON YOU THATS NOT ON UR DAD STOP SHITTING ON HIM LIKE THIS "ITS UR MOTHERS FAULT" OH MY GOD HAHAHHAHA GREG AND ALISON ? AND BETH ?? DOES BETH LIKE HER ????OH NOOOOOO GREG NO U SHITTY SON OF A BITCH GOD FUCKING PUNCH HIM OH  NO HAHAHA FUCK NO THEYRE ALL POSESSED ARENT THEY THATS THE TEEN FROM THE MOVIE THEATER HAHAHHA "it lagged ;-; now we wait" A MAN IN A HURRY HAHAHAHHA OH SHIT BILL IS MAD IS HE POSESSED TOO ??????? OH SHIT WHATS HAPPENING BLINKY ????????? OH NO OH NO SHES GONNA HAVE A PANIC ATTACK THEYRE GONNA BE FINE RIGTH ??????? RIGHT ???? BREATHING EXERCISES BABY CMON OH NO PLZ DONT DO ANYTHING STUPID BILL NOOOOOOOOOOO BILL PLZ DONT DIE AGAIN I LOVE YOU SM PUT UR SEATBELT BACK ON PLZ NOOOOOOOOO OH THEYRE BOTH GOING TO FALL ARENT THEY OH NO OH MY GOD OH SHIT PHONE IS BROKEN OOPS AWN IM GONNA CRY PLZ LET THEM SURVIVE I BEG YOU NICK LANG OOOOOOOOH TWILIGHT BUT GAY I AM *HERE* FOR IT OOOOOH THANK GOD THEYRE SAFE THANK YOU NICK LANG BILL YOURE SUCH A GOOD DAD OH GOD SHIT ALICE CHILL OUT ITS JUST A PHONE BABE "SHE KNOWS IM WATCHING HER" I DONT TRUST THAT IS *SHE* POSESSED OR IS THIS JUST TEEN ANGST ALICE UR DAD IS TRYING HIS BEST PLZ CUT HIM SOME SLACK OH MARIAH TURNED HER CAMERA OFF OH DEAR GOD WHAT DOES THAT MEAN HAHAH I LOVE LIVE BLOOPS OH MY GOD BLINKY IS TERRIFYING FUCK NO DO NOT GET THAT WIGGLY JUNIOR BILL DONT HOW ??????? OH MARIAH IS BACK WHAT DOES THIS MEAN ??????? WHY CANT BILL GET THE MALLET THING DONT TAKE IT YES SMART LAUREN ? SKSKKSS WHAT MADAM IRIS I DO NOT TRUST YOU WHAT ?????? IS THAT ALICE'S PHONE ???? BILL DONT GET SCAMMED OH ITS AN ALL SEEING IPHONE ALICE CHILL PLZ IS HE GONNA DIE ????? PLZ NICK DONT DO THAT ALICE DONT DONT KILL UR DAD 49.95 AGAIN BILL PLZ TRY ANOTHER GAME JAMES DAMN THATS RUTHLESS BILL WHAT AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH IS THAT REAL ???????? IT CANT BE ??????? OH ITS NOT REAL ARE THEY MAKING THEM HATE THEIR FAMILIES AND KILL EACH OTHER ?? A TENDER KISS ON THE CHEEK FROM A DEMON HOW NICE GUYS PLZ JUST GO TO THERAPY I BEG U WHAT ARE U GONNA DO BILL? KICK HER HEAD ??????? (SORRY I HAD TO) BLINKY'S FUNHOUSE THAT SOUNDS WARM AND COMFORTING THIS IS LIKE THE OPPOSITE OF NOT UR SEED FIGHTING IN THE MIRROR PART OF A FUN HOUSE IS ALWAYS A GOOD HORROR MOVIE TROPE OH FUCK ARE THEY GONNA WAKE UP OH FUCK PLZ WAKE UP ESCAPE THIS ALIVE YEEEEAAAAAAHHHHH OH SHES GONNA SHOOT HIM ISNT SHE ????? SHES GONNA SHOOT HIM I JUST KNOW IT HES AWAKE SHES NOT IS BLINKY GONNA KILL THEM ?? OOOOOOOOHHHHHH FUCK I KNEW IT OH HELL YEAH ALICE FUCK IT UP ARE THEY GONNA DROW ?? OH NO OKAY DID THEY SURVIVE ???? IS SHARED TRAUMA GONNA SAVE THEIR RELATIONSHIP SKSKSKKS THEY SURVIVED !!!!!!!!! THANK YOU NICK LANG (AGAIN) WAIT HOW DID SHE GET HER PHONE BACK ? OH MADAM IRIS DID GIVE HER PHONE BACK AWWNNNNNNNN ALICE THIS ONE HAD A HAPPY ENDING YAY WELL IG THE OTHER DID TOO BUT NOT FOR THE CHARACTERS WE KNEW

THIS WAS SO GOOD I LOVER STAKID !!!!!!!!!!! I JUST WISHED I WASNT BROKE SO I COULD PAY FOR THE NEXT ONES KSKSKSKSK WILL BE WAITING FOR YOU GUYS TO DO YOUR REACTIONS FOR THE NEXT ONES !!!

I HEARD GREG AND IT WAS CRAIG SKSKKSSK OOPS

*from this part on is reactions from after the show when starkid was answering questions from the chat*

YEEAAH VOTE FOR BIDEN HELL YEAH STARKID

"THE WITCH IN THE WEB" WEBBY ???????? DO WE GET TO SEE HANNAH AGAIN ?????

A THEORY ON TUMBLR FROM REDDIT ON A INSTAGRAM ACC ON YT OH MY GOD SKSKSKSKKS

THE STORIES ARE CANON !!!!!!!!! THEORIES LETS GO GANG

STARKID FANS WHO CAN DONATE TO STARKID PLZ DO I WISH I COULD DONATE TO THESE TALENTED PPL G O D

I WAS CORRECT IT WAS KONK WITH A K

NERDY PRUDES MUST DIE YES!!!!!! WORKING BOYS !!!!

"NICK LANG IS A BOSS"

MARIAH: SAYS FUCK AS ALICE ALSO MARIAH: GEEKED THE *FREAKED* OUT

TIP JAR HAS BEEN OUT FOR 11 YEARS HELL YEAH

HOW TF DO YOU SPELL ZIGGS BTW

OOOHHH THEYRE FAKE THAT MAKES SENSE OK NOT FAKE COMFIRMED BUT PROBABLY FAKE LETS HOPE DEB DIDNT ACTUALLY CHEAT

"WELL I WAS BORN IN 1989" HAHAHAHA

BECKY CLIMBED WHILE RUNNING FROM HER HUSBAND I FEEL LIKE THATS WHAT THATS ABOUT

OH GOODIE I GET TO WATCH THEM LATER IDK WHEN BUT AT LEAST IK SOMEDAY

BLINKY VS WIGGLY

OH CMON NICK I WANTED TO KNOW ;-;

THIS WAS SO NICE I MISSED THEM ;-;