I LOVE the poem you just shared 🥺 I definitely thought it was Pete's pov before I read your tags, and figured that Pete's death was when he nearly died in the safehouse. Maybe it's super cool that it can be read both ways or maybe I'm just delusional. Either way, thank you for sharing 💕
My sweet anon, I would have replied to your beautiful ask sooner, but unfortunately, it made me cry a little too hard for that to be possible.
Thank you so, so much for sharing your thoughts about my poem with me. You're definitely not delusional; the beauty of poetry is that each reader can find their own meaning in it. I'm so glad I wrote this in a way that it might not make it clear who's talking: both Vegas and Pete are obsessed with each other, so it'd honestly fit Pete's POV as well. Thank you for opening my eyes to this, I had no idea before.
I've been struggling with my writing a lot this year. It's been a struggle to even post those snippets for the 2 year kpts event I share, because my overthinking brain keeps finding flaws in everything I write. Even with my poor beta's help and encouragement it's been a pain, so just know, your message means the world to me.
Thank you ❤️
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I love you Jackie but Applebee's? Applebee's of all places? One or both of those teenage boys are getting food poisoning.
okay confession i have never been to applebee’s bc there are like 2 in canada and i’m not seeking them out. i imagine they’re like the america equivalent to kelsey’s, in which case i KNOW that’s the important part. they are YOUNG KIDS with NO MONEY who care more about the GESTURE than the ACTUAL VENUE. it’s not about the applebee’s or about how shitty it is. it’s about them being quietly and newly in love and learning how to navigate that relationship in the spaces they have available to them
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im thinking about sneeg again. im thinking about how charlie had all this character development and all these cinematic shots and a death that was made specifically to hurt the audience and sneeg had. none of that. the only thing he had that was even remotely like that was the scene with that hat and that wasnt even for HIM. it wasnt for him to have some big scene where he finally gets to be important or a scene that finally makes the audience care about him the way they do for charlie. sneegs deaths werent ever about him. he never even died ON SCREEN. the death in the cabin was used to show the creature that the audience made and the death in the warehouse had austin as the mainish focus while he was screaming and fighting with ranboo while sneeg was just kinda there. his death with the security wasnt even to show that he almost escaped or that he was even dead it was JUST to show that security was there. his deaths were never talked about or acknowledged like anybody elses. you couldnt even SEE him with the security.
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I feel like asking for a partner who is kind, empathetic, communicative, and attracted to me is asking for the world at this point when it's. the bare fucking minimum for me.
and somehow I keep finding ppl who see me as a physically unattractive emotional punching bag and expect me to put up with it bc im fat and ugly (by normative gay standards). and when I assert my self worth and my boundaries they get nasty with me. lmfao
I think I'm cursed! fuck my life! FUCK! MY LIFE :)
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