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Today started great until I did something slightly wrong and decided I no longer deserved to be alive
#me everyday#actually autistic#texted my friend saying#today is a great day#minutes later I was crying in bed#wanting to disappear#then I took a shower#helped a bit#even had some food#it’s crazy#the difference it makes
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the feminine urge to stay gone. be unseen, be unavailable, be unheard of. disappear.
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i miss them sm!!!!
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#wyll#karlach#astarion#durge#oc: noon#shenanigang....#my sillies 4 eva...💘#(also in case this is too dark to see....i can only say it could be worse 😂😭</3 this was me feeling benevolent...)#(i wanted to make it darker lol)#(also ik i lowk disappeared for a while it's just. i've been doing comms & staring out the window and at other screens & vibing :] )#(took like maybe a week longer to post than usual and i'm already forgetting how to i'm once again like#i have art but for some reason i just sit on it like +???? what do?)#(anyway! hellooooo!)
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“u got snap?” i have an adress where u can send me flowers and love letters u mf act like a real grown man.
#coquette#hell is a teenage girl#angelcore#baby pink#lana del rey#blondie#dollette#esoteric#girlblogging#im just a girl#lana stan#bambi doll#this is a girlblog#girl hysteria#i just want to disappear#just girly thoughts#just girly things#im a sad girl#this is what makes us girls
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Dick : Jasons been more, relaxed lately. It's unsettling.
Tim : Yeah, I've started spiking his water with mood stabilizers.
Dick : What
Tim : I've been thinking of doing it to the wider gotham water supply. Think about the crime rates.
#Im ngl. him disappearing in comics just to reappear and do wacky insane shit feels like hes going through the mother of all manic episodes#jason todd#dick grayson#tim drake#tim does not want to watch Jason put the batsuit on and try to convince some other poor soul to be his robin#red hood#batfam#CORRECT ME IF IM WRONG I DONT HAVE FAMILY / FRIENDS WITH MANIC EPISODES
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life of regret
#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleford#gravity falls#my art#no way . i had all of these tags written out on mobile ab stanford and fiddleford post fallout and it CRASHEDDDD#THEYRE GONEEEWW (slipping thru my fingers like sand)#whag freaking ever . i was just talking about how i always forget theres a pocket of time between their split and fords disappearance#and how crazy it is that i had no idea fidds used the gun on ford until last month#it just unlocked smt in my brain thats all.👐 and then i said i was smashing my head w a rock. maybe even 20❤️#tbh i was neutral on fidds back then but i rly rly like him now T_T .. power of other fidd enjoyers lifting me up#i had a lot of fun coloring this one but i didnt know what exactly i wanted to do w it . i had fidds and the gun all finished#but i was like uhhh.. >added the wrapped light#and then i added a whole bunch of scribbled soc of the blind eye symbols but it was waay too crowded/busy#i wish i couldve found a way to keep them😧 u know when HAHAHAHAH u know those ugly like#math prints of just random equations . thats what it started looking like n i had 2 tap out#editing 2 say i posted this and i had that panic NOOO WAIT ITS JOT FINISHED but I Will be Okay.<say it w me#if i spend too much time on it ill just overwork it and then never share so -__-
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#girlblogging#hell is a teenage girl#lana del rey#this is what makes us girls#im just a girl#lizzy grant#cinnamon girl#coquette#female rage#girly thoughts#i want to disappear#elizabeth woolridge grant#lana del ray#born to die#girl things#the virgin suicides#lana unreleased#lana del rey unreleased#feminine urge#ultraviolence#girl interrupted#manic pixie dream girl#sylvia plath#ldr#just girly things#locally hated#hyper feminine#hrh collection#female hysteria#it girl
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Ah, Stan, not on the good rug!! Your fleas are jumpin' off and holin' up in there!!!
Guys, be real, he would have fleas he was a stray for ten years 🗣️
I just wanted to draw Stan stratchin' like a dog, you guys understand 🙏
Previous!!
Next!!
First!!
#this was originally gonna be a response to an ask but i... lost it#i saved the original to drafts and it disappeared 😢😔#sorry to the asker i love you#cole's art#art#gravity falls#grunkle stan#stanley pines#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#the indication that fidds is falling in love with him being the ear fwip is my favorite part#i keep looking back on all of these vampwere FiddleStan comics and going wow 🥹 free will is a beautiful thing#fiddlestan#vampire fiddleford#werewolf stan pines#gravity falls comic#gravity falls au#gravity falls halloween au#I love being able to do whatever I want to all of the time!!
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Lifespans.
(ID under cut)
[Image ID: A three-way venn diagram floating against a starfield. The circles are coloured; one yellow, one light blue, one a darker shade of blue. The yellow is the smallest, the two blue ones over double its size, with the darker blue the biggest. The yellow is half covered by the two blue circles, while it takes up a small amount of the two blues. The centre overlap between all three is labelled "the precious few years we three were together".
There is very little overlap between the yellow and the darker blue without the lighter blue.
The work is signed 'aerialworms'./End ID]
#star trek#mcspirk#star trek fanart#star trek the original series#leonard mccoy#james t kirk#spock#i drew this after that short film came out last year#I don't usually acknowledge ge nerations for my own sanity but it got me thinking about how jim only knew spock for 25 years before he die#bones for 35ish#less than half his life. and then they just had to live on without him#spirk#mckirk#spones#bones and spock knew each other for far longer together than they were with jim#but they came together because of him#their relationship after he disappeared must have been in some way changed by his absence#and i really can't get over the fact that bones lived for so long as well. like he got to over double jim's age when he disappeared#they all probably thought they'd be together forever#and then.#and don't get me started on bones dying and spock immediately leaving for romulus#by my calculations (yes i did a shitton of maths for this and then took artistic liberty with the diagram anyway)#(yes i was also using rough guesstimate and headcanon for dates and ages bc canon is so conflicting)#they were all three together for 25 years. it was 28 years from jim taking command to him entering the nexus#minus three for the pre-Motion Picture divorce years. 25 years they actually got to be together as a triumvirate. not fucking fair.#also please note jim was 60 when he entered the nexus. bones lived to be 141 and spock got to 161. they were all together for 25 years.#i put the k/s overlap as only a few years because i haven't watched snw and figured there were probably only a few years cumulative where#they were together without bones being around too#mckirk overlap is roughly 11 years bc of personal headcanon that they were friends before the 5ym AHH BASTARD TUMBLR DELETED MY TAGS#Please see my reblog if you want the rest of these tags!!!
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dwarven brew
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#dungeon meshi#aj art#comic#Chilchuck backstory stuff#That’s my tag for these comics now#“Where’d his book go” he slid it onto his lap off screen let’s not talk about it anymore let’s ignore that it just disappears#He slid it into his lap that’s what happened no more questions thank you#Uhhhh#anyways ehdjjf. I finally drew Namari#I wanted to depict how I think they became friends#Bc I love their whole dynamic a lot#Also chillaios#Hhfgfgd#chilchuck#laios touden#namari
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tiger lily
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#sukuna#ryomen sukuna#jjk sukuna#sorry for disappearing for a week this was why#tbh if i ever disappear Ever it usually means one of 2 things#either im having a mental breakdown and will not be back for like 3+ months (unlikely but Has Happened)#or (more likely) i started a painting and i'm in rendering hell#this was a bit of an experiment in Shapes and colour blocking#id kind of been dabbling in harsh lines and layered block shapes but i wanted to find a way to combine tht look with my usual oil paint#and i figured a piece tht focused on ??? dappled light ??? foliage??? idk??? would b a good test subject#i benched my rake brush for this and everything :'> she's on break after months of carrying every1 say thank u#anyway i had the vision of sukuna/yuuji and tigers but then i rly rly didnt want to draw tigers#so i thought aha! tiger LILY!!!!!! checkmate#turned th colours real Tropical real jungle-y i am a big fan of the divide layer on the lily i thought tht looked very neat#dont come fr me abt the accuracy of their traditional wear i was referecing cosplays and prsk cards ok we r not after authenticity here#vibes only <3 thank u for your time <3
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Vox saw this man nearly dominating a powerful Angel and got a boner and had to pretend he was just happy Alastor was getting beat up
We know your secrets Vox, we know what you want
#hate watching isn't a thing vox you're a fucking fan#and a whipped one at that#Vox wants the same battle with Alastor#but instead of disappearing into shadow Alastor fucks him instead#confirmed#this is cannon#hazbin hotel#alastor#hazbin hotel alastor#hazbin hotel vox#vox#staticradio#radiostatic
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alright here's my idea - an au where jayvik meet as kids, with viktor working for a street magician, rigging all the fake tricks behind the scenes, and jayce as a little magic fanboy 🪄✨
some thoughts on this au:
jayce has been obsessed with magic acts ever since his life was saved by a sorcerer. there's a new performer in town who can do tricks no one else can, and jayce in convinced he must be the real deal. one day he sneaks backstage in the hopes of finding evidence of real magic, but finds viktor instead, who he assumes must be the magician's apprentice!
viktor is torn because he doesn't want to ruin this kid's enthusiasm, or risk losing his job by revealing the truth. but he also... really doesn't want to be a wizard. so he comes clean. (lol)
jayce is a little bummed to find out it's not real, but when viktor shows him how the practical effects work, jayce becomes enchanted once more. they look so convincing!! technology that can replicate magic?? he thinks that's brilliant.
from then on viktor has a little tag-along at all of their shows, and jayce even starts calling himself viktor's apprentice. viktor's embarrassed, obviously, but also undeniably charmed. he and jayce become friends, him teaching jayce about engineering and jayce (trying to) teach him about the arcane.
they are earth shatteringly adorable the entire time 😔
#jayvik#HELLO WELCOME TO MY NEW OBSESSION#i have like#one billion things i want to draw for this#namely viktor having to fill in as an on-stage assistant and being mortified while jayce beams at him from the front row#poor kid 😔😔😔#also i'm sticking to my headcanon that viktor is at least a few years older than jayce#so they're like 10 and 13/14 here#thus the (probably short-lived) reversed height difference#i have more thoughts - mostly about viktor disappearing one day to go to the academy#and jayce spending years wondering what happened to his childhood friend#but that's a post for another day~#yallstart#arcane#off to close out of all these reference images of them as kiddos (sobbing about how baby-faced they were)
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I’d like to disappear for a while. I don’t want to talk to anyone. I don’t want to know anything.
#spilled heart#spilled ink#spilled words#spilled thoughts#spilled emotions#my words#spilled prose#words#you broke my heart#love#excerpt from a story i'll never write#spilled journal#unrequited love#wlw heartbreak#thoughts#sad thoughts#spilled love#depressing shit#random thoughts#poem#mentally tired#i want to disappear#jean and sidney#novel#fanfiction#reading#wordsnquotes#escape#life#im hurtin
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Sketch that got a little out of hand and the last art I’ll be posting for a little while! Please enjoy.
#arcane#jayvik#league of legends#arcane fanart#jayvik fanart#jayce talis#viktor arcane#barnespls art#gotta lock in on commissions now. i just wanted to post one more drawing before i disappear for a bit hehe
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thing that kids say sometimes when they don't like you
#ignore that the desk disappeared in the last panel i didnt want it there anymore#anyway this comic makes no sense it was just plaguing my mind so i had to draw it#miniart#fnaf#michael afton#freddy fazbear
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