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cryptic-underground · 2 years ago
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Yay somebody else who hates The monk! Seriously though the way he treated Wukong was fucked up and didn’t feel super Buddhist. It’s like hitting a child whenever they disobey instead of actually teaching them what’s wrong. Sure they’ll probably stop doing that thing but they’ll do it out of fear not understanding ( plus trauma!)
Yes!! I hate him so much omg
I totally agree with you! Though also, apparently, based on the little I've looked up— so not an expert—alot of the Buddhist teachings are based around suffering. So it falls quite closely with it.
Screenshots of what I read:
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(Feel free to take your own perusal)
So, with that in mind, it kinda puts the cruelty of Wukong in a different perspective on why it may have been done that way that it did. However, that being said, I still don't agree with the monk's actions.
Whether Wukong ended up becoming enlightened in the process or not is not the crux of the problem it, at least not where i see it being. It's how Xuanzang went about it. Wukong behavior was not right, but the monk's way of trying to guide him was the wrong way about it. Anytime Sun Wukong was too much to handle or disobeyed, the two solutions were either the sutra or to disown him. Never to explain why what he did was wrong or how he could've gone about it better. It was always: "You should've done it the right way the first time." And Xuanzang wasn't actually sort of hypocritical towards his own teachings as well, which is baffling to me! He always scolds Wukong for not listening to him or the rules he put in place(which are fleemzy at best and a constructual hazard at worse) WHEN HE LITERALLY NEVER LISTENS TO WUKONG'S WARNINGS EVER!!
Okay, so, besides being bald boy's personal errands boy and punching bag. Wukong is tasked with finding the monk food, water, place to sleep, and y'know just ensuring he doesn't kill over and DEAD. The rest of the discipline don't do much in the books from what I know besides be funny or cause problems (pigsy-). And even with all that, even with knowing that countless times before that demons want to literally eat him as though he's a five course meal for magic, the monk never listens to Wukong when he says something is dangerous MOST OF THE TIME! AT LEAST 90% OF THE TIME.
Granted, a lot of it is because of stupid jttw pigsy being a dumb slab of meat, and sure Wukong's not the base at defending his judgments in some cases. But c'mon, after the first couple times of wukong consistently being right and pigsy being a dumb as you'd think this pumpkin in a robe would get some thinking in his skull.
Also, what infuriates me even more is that this so-called monk put the circlet on him without asking if theirs a way to take it off. I get that they didn't want an escape plan for Wukong and that he was the main source keeping Xuanzang alive, but c'mon. It's more than a little dumb to just take one of the most painful items in existence, then use it on someone while not fully understanding said item.
One of the virtues of Buddhism is that violence isn't allowed in any form. But apparently, if it's not done by your own hands, it's free game. It's the same issue with saying batman does kill but then have him basically do things that basically murder lite mode.
I might've gone off the rails, sorry. To put it simply, monk man icky would tie him to railway tracks.
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mrs-monaghan · 9 months ago
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https://x.com/spideyskm/status/1829087580001890356
all joker clowns thinks the same isn’t it ? 😭 I think the same too. And like they did with ms announcement in Jeju they’ll say it like it’s a normal Tuesday for them…
I’m waiting for that day so I can distribute sweets on my neighborhood 🤡🙌🏻
I honestly couldn't tell if you're hating or not, which is why I'm replying to this. I'm so confused �� i mean, u said clowns so ig you're an anti? I decided not to be replying to antis anymore but I'm not sure what you are so....
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Yes.
This is exactly what is going to happen. They've done it before. They lived together for years and didn't bother to hide it. And yet people still called them bros. So yeah, they will do it again after MS and you will still be here idiotically laughing coz "they said it like it was a normal Tuesday."
Maybe they said it so casually because it was??? I'm sure when they first heard about it they cried and celebrated and had one of the happiest fucks of their lives. It was already in their system by the time they were discussing it on the show so yeah, they talked about it like it was no big deal. Because the big deal reaction had already happened in private with eo and their loved ones. We weren't privy to that and thats okay.
I will dumb it down for ya and give you an example. When I got married, for the next two weeks I was like "I'M MARRIED!?!?!?!" 🥰😄🥳😭😃😁👏🏽☺🤸🏽‍♀️🤸🏽‍♀️🤸🏽‍♀️🤸🏽‍♀️ Then after a month I was like "I'm married" ☺🥰😁
3 months in, while I'm still super happy to be married, I dont say it all cheery and loud and stuff. Its just like, "yeah, I'm married." 🤷🏽‍♀️😁
Sometimes its easier to give y'all the most simplest answer because you just can't think for yourselves. 🤧
In the words of Monk; here's what happened:
Military enlistment is mandatory. Inevitable. Its something that was always going to happen no matter what. Jikook knew this... had accepted this... were prepared for this. They'd have to go almost 2 years without seeing eo... (if their breaks didn't allign) without spending quality time together. They were aware of this and had accepted it. It was unfortunate... and sad... but it was the reality and there was nothing they could do about it.
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But then... BUT THENNNN there was talk about exemption and oh shit! There was hope.
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That maybe... just maybe, BTS would be exempted and they wouldn't have to do this thing that they really didn't wanna do. That Jikook wouldn't have to be separated at all like they'd thought all these years. Like they'd mentally prepared for. They didn't want to... but they are only human and so they allowed themselves to hope.
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Unfortunately, that did not end up happening and so they had to proceed as planned and serve just like everyone else. But here's the thing, hope had occurred. Hope is awful. Just awful. Because now Jikook had to accept reality all over again.
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But you know what? They tried. They did their best. They accepted it was happening. For 18 months, they would serve separately, it would soon be over and they would be reunited. It wouldn't be easy, but they didn't have a choice.
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But here's the thing, that ugly thing, hope? JK had felt it and now he couldn't... he couldn't. He just, simply, couldn't. The idea of going without Jimin for 2 years was just too much. He can't even go without Jimin for a day how was he going to do that for almost 2 freaking years??? It just... it wasn't... no. Just, no. Absolutely fucking not.
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Jimin saw this and couldn't let his Jungkook go on like this. There is nothing he hates more in this world than to see JK unhappy and thus the idea of enlisting together was born.
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But- but- they knew better this time than to hope. They couldn't. They couldn't hope. Not just yet.
(Thanks @chicknbunny13 😘 )
(JK didn't need reminding they were enlisting. If this was in Jeju where they already knew their request had been approved, JK wouldn't have playfully swatted at Jimin 😂) imo anyway.
Where were we? Right. Hope was threatening to rear its ugly head but they weren't gonna do it. Not this time. So months go by... fingers crossed until they finally get the good news!!!
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They were ecstatic, of course. Over the fucking moon. And this part you Jikook anti anon and all of us didn't get to see it. We didn't see them get the good news. We didn't see them cry in happiness. We didn't see them tell the members and their families. We didn't see the celebratory love making 😔😪 we missed all of it. But guess what? It happened.
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And they talked about it many times after that. And we just so happened to catch one of the times they talked about it casually on camera. It seems to me like you expected them to make a big deal about it. But your dumb ass didn't stop to wonder why they would when they'd already known about it before hand???
Sit down anon. Stupidity doesn't look good on anyone.
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mothercetrion · 2 years ago
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Johnny & Kenshi's "Relationship" in MK1
Well before MK1 was released, Ed Boon had this to say about Kenshi (and Johnny) and their roles in the story:
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I was incredibly interested in this "relationship" from that moment and really hoped that it would pay off like he said. I think it has done so tenfold, and I wanted to compile their moments throughout the story together and go through their relationship arc, moment by moment, chapter by chapter, for everyone to enjoy.
This post contains spoilers for both Kenshi and Johnny's roles in MK1, as well as major plot points of the story itself. You have been warned!
To start, if you want to watch a compilation of their moments, you can watch this YouTube video by MKIceAndFire, which includes everything discussed in this post up to Chapter 7. 
Chapter 2: Their First Meeting 
The climax of Chapter 2 is the back-to-back events of Johnny’s wife, Cristina, leaving him, and Kenshi entering soon after. Kenshi is here on a mission: retrieve Sento from Johnny, no matter the cost. They fight, and Johnny wins. It’s here that they introduce themselves properly (or Kenshi introducing himself to Johnny), and Johnny learns more about his motives and why he needs Sento so badly. He does so to save his family, the Taira clan, from the Yakuza, which they joined for protection after the Siege of Aomori, according to Johnny. 
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Soon after, Liu Kang, Bi-Han, and Kuai Liang arrive, where Johnny thinks that the trio is a part of Kenshi’s retrieval mission. After Johnny and Bi-Han fight, Liu Kang tells both Johnny and Kenshi about their new role as Earthrealm’s champions. Johnny openly questions Kenshi’s inclusion, still hardly believing his story about being part of the Taira clan. The chapter ends here. 
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We know from here that Kenshi and Johnny openly do not trust one another and likely hate one another. For Kenshi, Johnny is the one thing in the way of his goal of saving the Taira clan from the Yakuza. When arguing with his wife, Johnny reveals that he paid 3 million dollars for Sento; considering that their impending divorce is over money, it makes sense that he is not willing to just give it to some stranger. 
Chapter 3: Bickering 
Johnny and Kenshi do not have many scenes in Chapter 3, with most of its focus being on Raiden, but the few scenes they have show us a lot about the state of their relationship. The four Earthrealm champions—Johnny, Kenshi, Kung Lao, and Raiden—discuss their circumstances and their training with the monks. Johnny expresses his desire to see Outworld to do research for the movie franchise that he hopes to make; according to him, they’ve been “cooped up” training for months. Kenshi sarcastically calls him selfless, and Johnny states that he’s only there to get Sento back, indirectly stating that they’re both only training for selfish reasons. Johnny also harshly calls him “Tattoo” as a nickname, not even using his last name as Kenshi does for him. 
When Johnny is defeated by Raiden in the mini-tournament set up by Liu Kang, the two glare at one another while Johnny exits the fight and Kenshi enters. The scene is adorned with dramatic music (relating to the tournament at hand) and a slow-motion shot of their expressions. The choices here are likely to emphasize the disdain they have for one another and the insane amount of tension they have between them. 
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That night, before Raiden and Kung Lao fight, Johnny attempts to bet on Lao’s potential victory. Kenshi is open to a bet, but only if Johnny puts Sento up for grabs. Johnny laughs and says, “Not on your life,” revealing that he has not budged on his desire to keep Sento after all this time. 
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They have a brief scene when the group leaves for Outworld where Johnny starts filming Kenshi. Kenshi turns with an annoying expression and knocks his phone out of his hand, much to Johnny’s shock. This scene is the last they have in this chapter that has any real significance, minus standing by one another. 
The few scenes they have in this chapter show that their relationship has not improved since they met a few months prior, even after spending every day together; if anything, it has gotten worse and more openly hostile. They judge one another’s reasons for being champions for Earthrealm and still do not respect one another. 
Chapter 4: More Fighting & Kenshi’s Blinding 
We play as Kenshi for the duration of this chapter. The two of them, alongside Kung Lao, are tasked with finding Shang Tsung for Liu Kang to question. Kenshi openly questions Johnny's inclusion on the mission and openly states that he would prefer Raiden to go along with them instead of “this one,” making it known that he does not value Johnny as a fighter or a teammate. Johnny protests and insists that he’s up to the job of finding Shang Tsung. Before they depart, they glare at one another once more. 
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When out in the Outworld desert, Kenshi and Johnny begin to bicker once more. Johnny brings up the 3 million dollars needed to buy Sento and tells Kenshi that he would likely have Sento back in his possession if he were still with the Yakuza. Kenshi turns around quickly to yell at Johnny about the corruption that the Yakuza spreads and his desire to get his clan out, all while shining his flashlight on Johnny’s face.
After meeting Baraka and ending up in Shang Tsung’s laboratory, the three of them ambush Rain, Tanya, and Shang Tsung in an effort to save Mileena from what they believe is a Tarkat infection. Johnny makes the “get away from her, you bitch” reference that it feels like everyone has seen, much to Kenshi and Lao’s visible confusion. 
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Kenshi defeats both Tanya and Rain in battle, and he briefly speaks to Mileena before her illness makes itself known. It is here that Kenshi does something he’s not done all of the story: he calls Johnny by his first name instead of just “Cage.” He asks for a hand in fighting Mileena, and Johnny hurries over to help. Johnny asks about a plan, and Kenshi states that the only real plan is to not hurt her. Johnny is visibly shocked and says that he’s more worried about “us” getting hurt than Mileena. 
They fight Mileena, and Kenshi and Johnny win. Kenshi asks Johnny and Lao (again calling Johnny by his first name) to hold Mileena down so Shang Tsung can administer the serum needed to subdue her Tarkat symptoms. They do so briefly, and she eventually knocks Lao away and goes to bite Johnny’s face. Instead, Kenshi comes from behind, grabs Mileena by the straps of her outfit on her shoulders, and pulls her away, saving the life of someone that until just minutes before, he has been shown to hate. 
Then Mileena shoves Kenshi away just long enough to grab a pair of sai from a nearby table and gouge Kenshi’s eyes out. His blood sprays, and Johnny is hit in the face with the splatter. In the horror of the aftermath, he yells Kenshi’s first name for the first time, nothing short of terrified and worried. The chapter ends soon after this. 
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This chapter is the official shift in their relationship. This chapter is when both characters finally refer to one another by their first names, though it is all we see of any sort of genuine appreciation of one another. Kenshi calls Johnny by his name in the midst of immediate danger; he needs Johnny’s help, and he’s visibly frightened in the scene itself. Johnny calls Kenshi by his name in the aftermath of the danger, when he just saw someone that he’s known for months lose his eyes in the most vicious way possible (and gets hit with his blood in the process). The shift is not seen until later chapters, but Kenshi going blind while saving Johnny’s life is the catalyst for the change. 
Chapters 5 & 6: New Bonds
In Shang Tsung’s laboratory, the first thing Johnny does when he wakes up is check on Kenshi. He says his first name again, asks him about his pain, and states that he will not forget that Kenshi saved his life for the price of his eyes. 
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Johnny himself is the one to give Kenshi his blindfold, torn from his own armor and placed over Kenshi’s eyes with his own hands. He is the one to give him the medicine and relieve him of some of the discomfort from his blinding in his own way. Johnny is the one who adds to Kenshi’s iconic character design; it’s forever associated with him and his kindness. 
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When they’re finally able to escape the laboratory, Kenshi asks Johnny and Lao to leave him behind. Johnny refuses and wants to save Kenshi’s life. Kenshi tells Johnny that he is “useless” and that their lives do not need to be risked to save him. (He once again calls Johnny by his last name here, instead of calling him “Johnny” like he did hours before.) Johnny insists that the Taira needs him, and they’re going to get him back home and get him help. 
They walk through the Living Forest together near the back of the group; Johnny is the one who guides Kenshi around. Johnny continues to look back at Kenshi as they’re walking around to make sure he does not trip or stumble. He makes a remark about a movie he did that Kenshi reveals that he has seen before. Johnny comments on how difficult the scene was to shoot, but he is proud of the outcome. Kenshi says that he can “picture it exactly” and smiles for the first time since his blinding, a strong contrast to his earlier depressed state. 
They continue until they meet Ashrah and debate whether or not to hunt Quan Chi. When Kenshi steps forward to go, Johnny firmly tells him no, citing that they need to get him home. He’s visibly annoyed and perhaps even frustrated when Kenshi insists that they need to find Quan Chi to find Shang Tsung. In the end, Johnny is the only one opposed to continuing their mission. 
The penultimate moment of their development is the scene at the end of the chapter in which Sento is returned to Kenshi. Kenshi tries to fight Quan Chi, and Johnny is quick to tell him no, stating that Kenshi will trip up the others. He then asks Kenshi for his sword, and Kenshi hesitantly agrees. Johnny does what was previously established as impossible and gives Sento back to Kenshi. Kenshi is stunned, and then he tries to reject Sento. The one thing he has wanted for all this time, the singular reason that he hates Johnny in the first place, he tries to reject it. Johnny insists that it’s Kenshi’s now because he saved Johnny’s life. “It’s yours,” he says, and he means it. 
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Chapter 6 largely focuses on the fight between the group and Quan Chi, but it’s the chapter in which Kenshi’s sight is “restored” with the help of his ancestors. After a fight with Ermac, Sento is imbued with the souls of Kenshi’s ancestors, who promise to help him. He is then able to sense his surroundings in a new form of sight, allowing him to fight as he did before. He also discovers his telekinesis soon after. 
Johnny and Kenshi have a brief exchange about Sento after this. Johnny jokes that he severely underpaid for Sento when he bought it and asks if Kenshi knew what it could do, which he did not. Johnny tells Kenshi not to forget who gave him the sword; Kenshi promises that he will not. They go back to calling one another by their last names, but instead of earlier in the story, when they were distant from one another and not friends, the use of last names here almost feels…kinder. Maybe even affectionate? Like calling a friend by their last name instead of someone that you dislike. 
These chapters are what solidify their bond. It starts with Johnny’s worry and concern over Kenshi’s well-being and safety, something that continues through the rest of the chapter. He checks on him in the dungeon, he is the one to give Kenshi medicine when he knows he’s in pain, and he motivates Kenshi to continue living when they leave the dungeon (and makes it known that he will help him however he can once they get him home). He makes it known that he’s willing to give up on Liu Kang’s mission, something that could potentially save Earthrealm, for Kenshi to be safe after losing his eyes. It’s one of the first things that Johnny clearly takes seriously. Until this point, he makes jokes about almost everything, but when it comes to Kenshi going home, he’s all serious and makes his opinion on the matter known. 
Their conflict regarding Sento is also resolved here. Just hours before this chapter, Johnny brings up the 3 million dollars he paid for it and his unwillingness to part with Sento unless Kenshi gives him the money. However, after Kenshi saves his life, Johnny gives it to him to potentially repay a debt. Kenshi essentially traded his eyes for Johnny’s life, and Johnny recognizes the importance of such a sacrifice. To him, giving him Sento is likely only the beginning of what he does to repay him for what he did. 
Their value in Sento differs greatly. Kenshi wants Sento because of the value it has to his family and their well-being. While Johnny seems to appreciate Sento’s history, the sword is still something with monetary value and something that helps Johnny “project” a celebrity image to fans. He is his possessions; he is what he spends money on. But Kenshi’s blinding makes him realize, in the worst way possible, that some things are more important than money. 
These chapters (4, 5, and 6) also show Johnny and Kenshi saving one another’s lives. Kenshi physically saves Johnny from Mileena in the laboratory by pulling her off of him before she can bite his face off. Johnny emotionally saves Kenshi when he’s at a low point following his blinding; he is the one to motivate Kenshi when he calls himself useless and asks the others to leave him behind, even if it means certain death. Johnny also helps save the Taira clan by willingly giving up Sento, something that he knows means a great deal to Kenshi and the rest of his family. 
Chapter 15: A New Arc in Their Lives 
The pair make a lengthy absence until the later chapters of the game, and they are not seen together again until the final scene of the final chapter when they are eating at Madam Bo’s restaurant. They’re sitting together on the same side of the table while Johnny talks about the location of his movie. He turns to Kenshi with a smirk when he laughs, and Kenshi assumes that Johnny will be the star of his franchise, as he always seems to be. 
Johnny then asks Kenshi to be in a movie, stating that no actor can do things quite like Kenshi. Kenshi openly admits that he would love to, but his work with the Taira keeps him busy. (However, we see in Johnny’s ending that he still involves himself in the movie-making process.) 
Liu Kang moves to leave for Outworld, and Johnny stops him to thank him for bringing them on as Earthrealm’s champions. He quickly glances at Kenshi before stating that joining him has truly changed the arcs of their lives, just like Liu Kang said it would. 
This final scene with them is just the beginning of those new arcs. Compared to their first meeting, Johnny and Kenshi have found a new respect for one another and a bond forged in a shared adventure and what looks like conflicting goals. By this chapter, they have undergone an entire arc of their own, and their lives are changed by one another as a result. 
Their new arc is only beginning.
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fabuloustrash05 · 2 years ago
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Things that are canon in Dragon Ball Z Abridged but NOT in actual Dragon Ball Z (Part 4)
~ Buu Saga Addition ~
Videl’s mom died from cancer
Sharpner is either gay or just incredibly flamboyant.
Vegeta sees the Capsule Corp interns as slaves. It’s kinda insinuated that Bulma sees them as slaves too, but uses “interns” as a cover up.
Vegeta admits he was hearing Goku’s voice in his head after his death, similar to Ghost Nappa on Namek after Nappa’s death. Does this mean Vegeta was being haunted by Goku’s “ghost” at some point during the 7 year time skip as well?
Krillin and Android 18 named their daughter Marron after 18’s grandmother.
18 is aware of Krillin’s ex girlfriend Maron and her and Krillin thought it be funny to mess with people regarding their daughter’s name and making their friends think 18 doesn’t know.
Kibito is racist towards mortals.
"Morty" is slur deities use against mortals.
Krillin and Vegeta have become friends and have movie nights together.
Not tipping or returning your shopping cart counts as a bit of evil that can led to you being control by Babibi’s magic.
A week before the Word Martial Arts Tournament, Krillin hosted a barbecue party. Vegeta attended and brought potato salad. This info was what made Goku realize that Vegeta is “truly lost” and pure evil at heart after becoming Majin Vegeta.
Vegeta attends PTA meetings.
Vegeta now refers to Krillin by his name and not “the bald monk” or any other insulting nickname (and he hates himself for it). This is most likely Vegeta’s way of showing he respects someone, by calling someone by their name and not an insult.
After hugging is son for the first time, Vegeta is now 100% convinced that he’s a better dad than Goku.
“Kaka-Tot”
Vegeta finally sees Goku as his “best buddy”
From the alternate take: The narrator is aware that he was gone for so long and only came back to remind us that Vegeta is dead (even though we literally just saw it happen XD )
PART 1 - PART 2 - PART 3
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king-bumis-armpit · 1 year ago
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Hey! If you are still looking for maiko prompts.
You could write a sour zuko finding out that Mai and kei lo broke up. I like imagining ways for him to find out and what his reaction would be.
And I’m always a fan of stories where Mai runs away when zuko is banished, or try to smuggle herself into his ship.
Anyway, have fun!
Put a Ring on It
Part 2 is out now: read it here.
Summary: Kei Lo buys an engagement ring. Zuko freaks out. 
“I’m thinking something gold and traditional.” Good, Zuko thought bitterly. At least Mai will hate it. He had well and truly lost her. He had lost her to another man.
Author’s Note: This idea was given to me by a lovely anon! If you have any Maiko fic ideas that you want me to write, send them my way! And thank you, if you already have <3
Gene Luen Yang wants me to believe it took Mai and Zuko 3 years to get back together. Ha! I spit in your face, good sir. This fic will do it in one! (I’m kidding, I’m kidding… mostly. I hate the comics but I’m sure Gene’s a decent fellow.)
This fic takes place 8 months after the events of Smoke and Shadow, vol 3. It’s canon compliant up to that point, and canon compliant with Korra, but I know nothing about the comics that chronologically happen in between so it might contradict those. For the purpose of this fanfiction, marriage proposals in the Fire Nation are the same as modern proposals with an engagement ring. 
Also! Happy (late) Mother’s Day to all the moms out there! You’re the best!!
Zuko made his way quickly through the rain, hood pulled tight over his head. He was out with only a few plainclothes guards today, hoping to maintain some anonymity. It was only a week until the Feast of the Mother of Faces, and Zuko had yet to find a suitable gift for his own mom. He wanted to get her something especially nice since they had been apart for so many years. He was pretty sure his last gift to her was a macaroni necklace, and figured he had to at least up his game from that.
His uncle had given him some recommendations of places to shop, and the first of which was a small but well-known jewelry store in the Caldera. As he slipped inside, he noted that the place was nearly empty except for the store clerk. His guards would be watching the door from a tavern across the street, and were instructed not to check in unless he spent over an hour in the building.
The spectacled shopkeeper looked up at his arrival, “Can I help you find anything, sir?”
“I don’t think so?” Zuko replied. “I’m just browsing for a Feast of the Mother gift.”
“Ah,” the man nodded in understanding. He gestured to the wall to Zuko’s right. “We have a lovely selection of necklaces and pendants that might be suitable. Prices are listed on the tags. Let me know if you have any questions or if you would like me to remove any items from the case.”
Zuko smiled and gave the man a slight bow. This was shaping up to be easier than he expected. He looked through the glass at the different options. He noticed some that were similar to pieces he recognized from his childhood. There was one in particular, a gaudy and ruby-encrusted flame, the size of his fist, that reminded him of something his father would buy. Best to stay away from those. There were some cloth chokers, similar to one that Katara occasionally wore when she was in the fire nation. He wasn’t quite sure they would be his mother’s style, but perhaps he should send a memo to Aang. (For a monk, who swore off material things, that kid sure bought a lot of gifts for his girlfriend. The thought made Zuko smile.) 
Then, he caught sight of a delicate silver chain. Most women in the Fire Nation preferred gold, but Zuko knew one woman who hadn’t. 
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“Silver matches my knives, Zuko. The aesthetic of it all is very important to me.”
Zuko snorted. They had decided to explore the numerous palace basements, and had come across one of the many treasuries, nearly all of it gold. Mai had immediately protested the lack of her favorite metal.
“Well gold is the emblematic color of our nation, so most of the royal jewelry is gold. You’re going to have to get used to it eventually.” Zuko blushed when he realized the implication of his words.
“Oh? Why is that?” Mai asked, fixing him with a satisfied smirk. 
His cheeks were burning, but he decided to play it cool. “I plan to put a golden crown on your head one day… if that’s alright with you.”
Mai kissed his cheek, and then his nose, and then his lips. “I think that’ll be alright. One day. But I really would prefer silver.” 
He cupped her cheek with his palm and guided her in for another kiss. That was the last room they managed to explore that day.
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And even though they were no longer together, Zuko thought about her more than he cared to admit. He leaned in to examine the silver chain. It carried a small charm, about the size of his thumbnail. The charm itself was also silver, fashioned into the shape of a plum blossom. A wine colored garnet– again, a favorite of Mai’s–  was nestled in the center of the flower. Zuko felt his heart seize. It was perfect, but not for the person he was supposed to be shopping for. 
He contemplated buying it anyway. Maybe he could stop by Mura’s after this and place an order for a bouquet. Surely his mom would want flowers. And if Mai was there, he could give her the necklace. What’s a gift between friends? 
The sound of the door opening broke his reverie. The rain had gotten heavier since he entered the shop, and the new customer had practically flung himself into the building, allowing the door to slam behind him. 
The shopkeeper seemed slightly irritated by this noisy appearance, but nonetheless asked him the question he had asked Zuko. “Can I help you find anything, sir?”
The man removed his hood, and Zuko felt his muscles turn to ice. It was Kei Lo.
“Oh yes please!” He gave a good natured smile, all cheerfulness and boyish charm as he swaggered up to the counter. The universe was taunting Zuko. Of course he couldn’t buy a ridiculously expensive present for Mai. She had a boyfriend. She had made that quite clear when he last saw her eight months ago.
“What are you looking for?” the man asked, pushing his glasses up the bridge of his nose.
Zuko noticed how Kei Lo shuffled, seeming nervous. “I– I’m here to buy an engagement ring.”
Zuko was going to be sick. He was going to throw up. Right on the floor. Right in front of the store clerk. And right in front of Mai’s soon-to-be-fiance.
“Congratulations!” The storekeeper seemed to have fully gotten over irritation and beamed from ear to ear.
“Thanks!” Kei Lo said sheepishly. “I haven’t asked her yet, but we’ve talked about it before so I’m confident she’ll say yes.”
Zuko took several deep breaths and forced himself to quietly turn and face the display case once again. Kei Lo obviously hadn’t noticed him yet, and he knew that any interaction between them would be a disaster.
“Have you discussed ring preferences?” the older man asked.
“No, but I’m thinking something gold and traditional.” Good, Zuko thought bitterly. At least Mai will hate it. 
As the two walked over to the ring cases and discussed the pieces, Zuko’s thoughts began to spiral. How had this happened? He had well and truly lost her. Mai, his soulmate, his best friend, his plum blossom. He had lost her to another man. Except…
Except he hadn’t yet! Kei Lo hadn’t asked her yet. He could buy his own engagement ring from a different shop and ask her right now! Or he could run there and ask her without one. 
“Prince Zuko!” He heard his Uncle’s voice in his head, echoing the wisdom of the past. “You never think these things through! You had no plan! You could have died!” Then he said something about ice and chasing the avatar. The exact words were hazy, but the sentiment was clear. He was too impulsive. 
He needed to wait and collect more information. Then he could form a plan and– and then what? If Mai wanted to marry Kei Lo, then he knew he had to support her. He wanted her to be happy more than he wanted his own happiness. But when he spoke to her in the Dragonbone Catacombs she herself admitted that she didn’t like Kei Lo as much as she had liked him. He cursed himself. He had driven her away and broken her heart twice! Now she was scared to trust him. But if he could just convince her to give him one more chance, he could fix it. He had learned how painful it was to live without her, and he would not repeat his mistakes.
His heart ached to imagine Mai in a wedding dress at someone else’s side. Even as a kid, when he pictured his wedding, he pictured Mai as the bride.
— — 
“Mom! Mom! Mom!” Little Azula tugged at their mother’s sleeve. “My friend Mai is here and we want to play a game with Zuko! Please! Ty Lee is sick, so we need another person.” Zuko rolled his eyes. He considered Mai to be a shared friend since they all used to play together at Ember Island, but lately Azula had been calling her “my friend Mai.” It made him angry and he didn’t know why.
Ursa patted her daughter’s head. “I think that’s a great idea. What do you think, Zuko?”
He crossed his arms. He remembered what happened last week with the apple. But if Ty Lee was sick then Mai was alone with Azula. What if his sister was teasing her? Or telling her lies about him? He needed to intervene. “Sure. I would love to play with you Azula.” His tone of voice did not match his words, but his sister didn’t care.
“Good!” Azula grabbed his hand and marched him into the fountain garden. Zuko knew that this couldn’t possibly end well.
Mai was sitting under a tree, twirling a knife. She looked up at their approach and raised an eyebrow, “I thought you went to get mochi.”
Azula shrugged. “I changed my mind. I want to play a game.”
Mai looked at Zuko with great trepidation. He couldn’t blame her. Last time Azula said those words, he had tackled her.
“No firebending this time, Azula,” he ordered.
“Of course not,” Azula agreed. “We’re going to play wedding. I’ll be the officiant and you two will be the couple.”
It took all of Zuko’s discipline to not stare at Mai and search her face for a reaction. He heard her sigh, and he felt his stomach drop.
“Well,” Azula prompted. “Come here.” She made Mai and Zuko stand facing each other while she launched into a monologue about the rich culture of the Fire Nation. She went on for a while and Zuko was so bored that he almost forgot to be embarrassed. When Azula wasn’t looking, he noticed Mai yawning. He bit his lip to keep from laughing. “And naturally,” Azula carried on. “Fire bending comes from the breath. In order to symbolize the joining of flames, the couple will now share a breath and share a kiss.” She looked at them expectantly.
“Azula, I don’t think we should do this,” Zuko protested.
His sister smirked. “Why not? You don’t want to kiss Mai? She’s not pretty enough for you?”
Zuko saw red. “Mai is really pretty! You take that back right now!”
“If she’s so pretty, then kiss her!”
Mai cleared her throat. Pink dusted her cheeks, but aside from that her expression remained neutral, “Can’t we just pretend?”
“What do you mean?” Azula asked. 
Mai shrugged. “Like this.” She leaned slightly closer to Zuko and kissed the air. 
“That looks ridiculous,” Azula said.
“That’s weird. I thought you said you were better than Ty Lee at everything.” Mai’s words made no sense to Zuko, and apparently they made no sense to Azula either.
“Well yes, but I don’t see what that has to do with anything.”
Mai smirked, “I bet Ty Lee would be able to pretend. She’s more creative and she has a better imagination.”
Azula was irate. Zuko knew first hand that people were not allowed to be better than her at anything. “I have an idea,” she replied. Zuko shuddered, that was Azula’s scary voice. “Next time, Ty Lee can be the bride. I bet Zuko would kiss her.”
For once, Mai’s facade cracked. Her face scrunched up and Zuko was afraid she was going to cry. “No!” Zuko cut in. “I don’t want to play this game with Ty Lee.” Azula huffed, but Mai looked up at him hopefully. He took her hands and kissed the air like she had. “I now pronounce us husband and wife.”
“Hey!” Azula pinched his shoulder. “That’s my line.”
Thankfully he was spared a confrontation by the arrival of his mother. “Zuko! Azula! It’s time for dinner.” She caught sight of Zuko and Mai’s clasped hands and smiled. “You’re welcome to stay too, Mai. I can send a servant to your mother to let her know.”
Mai politely declined, and Zuko was sad to see her go. That night, he thought for the first time about what his wedding might be like. He imagined hands entwined with own, slightly colder than his. They were soft except for the side of her index finger and thumb where she gripped her knives.
— —
Zuko caught himself staring at his own hands, and tried to shake off the memory. Since that day, he couldn’t help but picture Mai as his bride. It was almost involuntary. But if she had truly grown to love Kei Lo, then he would have to get over it. His mouth tasted like ash.
Zuko pulled his hood down, to the point where it hung in his face obnoxiously, and he walked over to a display case of bracelets that was closer to the rings. He tried to appear nonchalant as he looked over the merchandise, but he listened to the other two men intently.
Kei Lo was in the middle of speaking. “I walked into her shop one day on a whim. She was so beautiful. I asked her out on the spot and the rest is history.”
The older man smiled. “How lovely! I met my husband at work as well. He came in to buy a gift for his grandmother and he kept coming back. Eventually, I asked him out because I was worried he would bankrupt himself spending so much money here.”
Kei Lo laughed. “Wait, he bought something every time he came in?”
“Yes,” the shopkeeper shook his head. “I think he felt guilty for wasting my time. But we’ve been together for thirty years at this point and I don’t consider any of them wasted.”
“Wow! My girl and I have only been together for seven months.” Kei Lo replied. Zuko huffed. That was wrong. He and Mai had been dating for nine months at least according to what he learned from Ty Lee. Kei Lo really should know that.
“What’s her name?” the shopkeeper asked. Zuko shuffled close still, pretending to admire the bracelets in the sale section. Unlike the others that were behind glass, these hung from artful stands. He allowed his fingers to graze a band of beaded obsidian.
“Her name is Machi,” Kei Lo answered.
Zuko spun around, but his sleeve had caught on the stand and the entire thing toppled over, making a terrible noise and scattering bracelets across the floor.
“I– I– I’m so sorry,” Zuko’s face burned hotter than the sun. 
Kei Lo looked at him stunned. “Zuko?”
The shopkeeper’s eyes went wide. With the scar and the name, he put it together. “Fire Lord!” He bowed at the waist, and– for a moment– Zuko was worried the man would lose his glasses. “My deepest apologies. Had I known it was you I would have helped you pick something out for your venerable mother–”
“It’s okay! It’s okay!” Zuko reassured him and the older man rose from his bow. “I’m sorry. I knocked over your display stand and the bracelets–” Zuko righted the stand and began to gather the fallen items, but the shopkeeper would not have it.
“Oh no!” He rushed over to help. “You do not need to clean my shop, Lord Zuko. Thanks to you, my husband and I were finally married under the law.” 
Zuko smiled, “I’m glad. But still, let me help you. It was my fault after all.”
Kei Lo clapped a hand on the shopkeeper’s back. “I’ll help too.” 
The three of them quickly subdued the mess. The shopkeeper noticed a few damaged pieces which he took to his back room for repairs. Zuko made a note to send the man compensation. 
While the store owner was removing and cataloging the damaged pieces, Zuko and Kei Lo were left alone. Kei Lo broke the silence. “So… How’s Mai?”
“I don’t know,” Zuko answered honestly, and the awkward silence descended once more.
Zuko felt relief course through his body. After making a fool out of himself, he could finally take it in. Mai and Kei Lo had broken up. Kei Lo was engaged to someone else. Kei Lo thought that Zuko and Mai were talking.
The first part was wonderful news. Zuko felt it was safe to assume that Mai had dumped Kei Lo. When he released Kei Lo from the prison, the man had made it abundantly clear that he was with Mai to stay. Besides, the thought of Mai sending him on his way made Zuko very, very happy. The only potential concern was that the breakup had happened a long time ago, at least seven months. And, in all that time, Mai had made no effort to see him. For all he knew, she could be with someone else too.
“Umm…” Zuko did not know a subtle way to ask what he wanted to know. “Have you heard if Mai is with anyone right now?”
Kei Lo shook his head. “To be honest, I’m surprised she’s not back with you. She was normally so… neutral, I guess. You know how she is. But when she talked about you, a light would enter her eyes. She would go on and on…”
Zuko felt a spark in his chest. “Really?” He could hear the pathetic hope in his own voice. “She seemed so hesitant to trust me again. I thought she hated my guts.”
“No,” Kei Lo smiled wistfully. “I take it you don’t know how we broke up.”
“To be honest, I thought you were proposing to her.”
Kei Lo let out a raucous laugh. “HA! Agni, that’s why you bumped into the bracelet stand. Were you spying on us?”
Zuko laughed along sheepishly. “Kind of. I really did come here to get something for my mom, but when I heard your request… Part of me wanted to run to Mai right then and make a grand declaration.”
“I would have paid to see that. Front page news: The Fire Lord’s Shocking Proposal.”
“Yeah,” Zuko rubbed the back of his neck. “It’s a good thing I didn’t.”
“Well, I was going to say that after all the stuff with the Safe Nation Society, Mai and I had a talk. I told her that if we were going to keep dating, I needed to know that she was over you. She has this one portrait of the two of you, and she keeps it in her dresser. I told her to get rid of it or I was gone. She made her choice.”
Zuko remembered that painting. He had one very similar to it in his own room that he kept on his desk. His was in ink and hers was in color. 
And then he remembered that he should probably express some sympathy for Kei Lo. “It seems like it all worked out for you in the end though. I wish you and Machi the best.”
Kei Lo nodded. “Thank you. I’m so glad I found her. I was really upset when Mai and I broke up, but it all seems so trivial now. For what it’s worth, I think you should reach out to Mai. See if she still has that painting.”
“I think you’re right.” The two men shook hands. If Zuko had learned anything from this experience, it was that he didn’t want to wait anymore and risk Mai moving on completely. He needed to find her and apologize and beg for her to come back. 
When the store owner returned, Zuko purchased the plum blossom necklace.
Endnotes: I’m open to writing a part two where Zuko gives Mai the necklace if people would be interested. (I mean, I might anyway even if you all aren’t, lol.) But I wanted to get this out close to Mother’s Day since I made up the Fire Nation version of Mother’s Day for this fic. And, a big HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY to all the moms!!!
Also, I couldn’t get into it in the story, but Kei Lo is that guy who falls for his barista, right? He went on like one date with Mai and then decided she was his reason for living. So I thought it would be hilarious if that’s how he met his next girlfriend! And then he could ambiguously say that he met her at the shop where she works which is also how he met Mai. Anyway, it was a funny head canon that made me laugh.
Thank you again to the anon who suggested this! I hope I didn’t make it too silly. I love putting our dramatic boy in ridiculous situations. Also, I plan on writing your other idea as well at some point, but this one demanded to be written immediately <3
PART 2!
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blackjackkent · 5 months ago
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Prompt fill for @marigoldbaker from this ask meme: Light and Dark Metaphors Hector/Karlach - "radiant smile" Some Act 3 Heclach fluff/angst for your reading pleasure. <3 Hope you enjoy! Ty for the prompt. :3
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Hector feels the mattress creak under him, the gentle shift of the covers along his skin. He cracks one eye open and squints around the inn bedroom. It's still dark, the outline of the bedposts a barely-visible grey on grey. 
“Where're you going?” he mumbles. 
"Shhh. Don't worry, Soldier." Karlach is sitting up on the edge of the bed, leaned forward a little with her elbows on her knees. "I'm right here."
He rolls over drowsily, resting a hand on her bare back. She twitches slightly at the unexpected touch, then relaxes at once and leans subtly back against his palm. 
"It's early yet," he says softly. "We don't have to go. Not for a little while..." He's still comfortably warm, half-asleep, floating on the memories of the previous night. It's the first time they've had a place to themselves, not even in the same inn as the others, and if he lies still enough, perhaps he can avoid jarring the illusion that it could last forever. 
"I know," she answers. "Not going anywhere. I just... wanted to watch the sun come up."
"Oh." He opens his other eye, and then pushes up on one elbow to look past her shoulder. Sure enough, the window next to the bed faces east, and he can see the slim line of red slipping over the horizon.
With a soft grunt, he sits up and scoots sideways on the bed to sit behind her. She leans back against him at once, pillowing her head into his shoulder and neck with the peculiar little twist of motion - now habit after a number of months - necessary to avoid sticking her broken horn into his cheek. He lets out a soft sigh of contentment and wraps his arms around her waist. "Comfortable?" he asks.
"Mm. Perfect," she agrees. There's still a touch of drowsy thickness in her voice, and she snuggles back tight into his arms without taking her eyes off the window. "Used to get up early, mornings before the Hells," she goes on after a little while. "Just to see the lightshow over the roofs. Drove Fytz crazy when we roomed together a while. She hated being up before noon."
Hector idly presses slow a kiss under her jaw. "You would have made a good monk," he says teasingly. "Vigils at strange hours..."
"Hah." He feels her shake gently with the laugh. "Gods, can you imagine? I think I'd've gotten thrown out in a week. Never could sit still."
Another kiss against her neck just over her collarbone. "Mmm. What if we'd met in the monastery and had a torrid love affair?" he asks, mock-dramatically.
She pretends to think it over. "Guess maybe that could have kept me around. Although I think, more likely, I'd’ve seduced you right out of that library and into my bed. Massive monk scandal.”
“I like the sound of this,” he murmurs in her ear, and she shivers pleasantly against him. “You could make me do anything, you know…”
“Remind me to test that theory later…” She reaches back to run her hand slowly along his thigh. “Get you to clean my tent of all the mud it picked up in Rivington…” She trails off and tilts her head, looking back towards the window again. “Gods, look at that…”
He follows her gaze. The sun is breaking properly over the horizon now, throwing the silhouettes of the buildings down the hill into sharp relief against a rising wave of brilliant red and gold. The city sleeps, bathed in the flame-colored light; for a moment it feels as if they are the only two people awake in the whole world, watching Lathander’s touch sweep between rooftops and over cobblestones.
Hector turns his head, watching Karlach watching the dawn. There is a small smile on her face, brilliant as the rising sun itself but… cautious, as if she fears that too much joy might shatter the moment apart and send it careening back out of her reach.
It makes his heart ache in his chest to see it. Karlach was made to be loud and joyful and wild, but the world has taught her that such things do not last. If he were able, he would give her everything it has tried to take away from her and more so, and see to it that she never had to fear again. But he cannot, because he too is acutely aware that time is ticking implacably away from them, and all they have are these brief moments, these brief touches, this brief love.
“It’s beautiful,” he says quietly.
“Yeah,” she murmurs, unable to tear her eyes from the view. “No city like it. Not anywhere.”
“I believe you,” he says.
A long pause. She breathes out heavily and leans back against his chest. He presses his face into her hair and holds her close, feeling the slow rhythm of her breathing, the familiar whump-whump pulses of heat under her skin. And together they sit, unmoving, skin against skin, until the sun climbs fully into view and the brilliant colors begin to fade into more subtle daylight.
Then Karlach shifts, turns her face into his neck and presses a kiss under his ear. “All right. Back to bed with you, Soldier,” she says softly. “We’ve got a little time left, thank the gods.”
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kuroov · 1 year ago
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⸻ THE PATH OF SATORU GOJO AND HIS TRUE ENLIGHTENMENT
or in other words, me being a delusional gojo dick rider
this post contains: jujutsu kaisen spoilers, theories, slight gore, religious (Buddhism) talks. My maybe incoherent rambling? No seriously this might be very incoherent and messily put together, so I’m sorry in advance 😭
This is an expanded and refreshed version of my previous theory while I hate what Gege did, I have this odd believe there is a big piece we all are missing and it might be delusions, but I think this piece or rather those pieces are crucial to get Gojo back, so stay strong fellow Gojo lovers
ANYWAYS let’s dig into it
Before we go into the depths of the Jujutsu Kaisen Manga. I want to dig further into Buddhism, because part of it is crucial for this theory.
First of Buddhism basically teaches that human life is one of suffering, it’s a cycle that you can only escape through becoming a “better” person. If you’re bad person, you will be a bad person in your next life and so on, that is until you stop wanting things, until you start letting go off greed, hatred and ignorance etc. It’s believed one shall reach Nirvana and become enlightened when this happens — so to put it in simple words. Good now, good later, bad now, even worse later. Got it?
“The four noble truths”
1. Dukkha (Suffering) — Humans are subjected to desires and cravings, but even when we obtain those cravings, satisfy those desires. It’s only merely temporary. Pleasure does not last, so evenwhen we are not suffering from outward causes like illness or bereavement, we are unfulfilled, unsatisfied because none of this things last, and if they do they become monotonous
2. Samudāya (The origins of Suffering) — Buddha discovered that the root of all suffering comes from one thing and that’s desire, which comes in three forms or rather the three roots of evil.
Greed and desire, represented in by a rooster
Ignorance or delusion, represented by a pig
Hatred and destructive urges, represented by a snake
In the Fire Sermon Buddha has taught the Buddhist Monks more about suffering.
Bhikkhus, all is burning. And what is the all that is burning?
The eye is burning, forms are burning, eye-consciousness is burning, eye-contact is burning, also whatever is felt as pleasant or painful or neither-painful-nor-pleasant that arises with eye-contact for its indispensable condition, that too is burning. Burning with what? Burning with the fire of lust, with the fire of hate, with the fire of delusion. I say it is burning with birth, aging and death, with sorrows, with lamentations, with pains, with griefs, with despairs.
The Fire Sermon (SN 35:28), translation by N̄anamoli Thera. © 1981 Buddhist Publication Society, used with permission
Buddha went on to say the same of the other four senses, and the mind, showing that attachment to positive, negative and neutral sensations and thoughts is the cause of suffering.
3. Nirodha (Cessation of Suffering) — How do you stop suffering? Buddha’s teaching says that you stop it, once you liberate yourself from attachment.
Bhikkhus, when a noble follower who has heard (the truth) sees thus, he finds estrangement in the eye, finds estrangement in forms, finds estrangement in eye-consciousness, finds estrangement in eye-contact, and whatever is felt as pleasant or painful or neither-painful- nor-pleasant that arises with eye-contact for its indispensable condition, in that too he finds estrangement.
The Fire Sermon (SN 35:28), translation by N̄anamoli Thera. © 1981 Buddhist Publication Society, used with permission
"Estrangement" here means disenchantment: a Buddhist aims to know sense conditions clearly as they are without becoming enchanted or misled by them.
When he finds estrangement, passion fades out. With the fading of passion, he is liberated. When liberated, there is knowledge that he is liberated. He understands: 'Birth is exhausted, the holy life has been lived out, what can be done is done, of this there is no more beyond.'
The Fire Sermon (SN 35:28), translation by N̄anamoli Thera. © 1981 Buddhist Publication Society, used with permission
[After death an enlightened person is liberated from the cycle of rebirth.]
4. Magga (Path of the Cessation of Suffering) — The fourth and last noble truth, is the Buddha’s prescription for the end of suffering. This is a set of principles called the Eightfold Path.
The Eightfold Path is also called the Middle Way: it avoids both indulgence and severe asceticism, neither of which the Buddha had found helpful in his search for enlightenment.
The eight divisions. Note the eight stages are not to be taken in order, but rather support and reinforce each other:
Right Understanding - Sammā ditthi
Accepting Buddhist teachings. (The Buddha never intended his followers to believe his teachings blindly, but to practise them and judge for themselves whether they were true.)
Right Intention - Sammā san̄kappa
A commitment to cultivate the right attitudes.
Right Speech - Sammā vācā
Speaking truthfully, avoiding slander, gossip and abusive speech.
Right Action - Sammā kammanta
Behaving peacefully and harmoniously; refraining from stealing, killing and overindulgence in sensual pleasure.
Right Livelihood - Sammā ājīva
Avoiding making a living in ways that cause harm, such as exploiting people or killing animals, or trading in intoxicants or weapons.
Right Effort - Sammā vāyāma
Cultivating positive states of mind; freeing oneself from evil and unwholesome states and preventing them arising in future.
Right Mindfulness - Sammā sati
Developing awareness of the body, sensations, feelings and states of mind.
Right Concentration - Sammā samādhi
Developing the mental focus necessary for this awareness.
The eight stages can be grouped into Wisdom (right understanding and intention), Ethical Conduct (right speech, action and livelihood) and Meditation (right effort, mindfulness and concentration).
The Buddha described the Eightfold Path as a means to enlightenment, like a raft for crossing a river. Once one has reached the opposite shore, one no longer needs the raft and can leave it behind.
The five Skandhas. What are the five Skandhas? They are an essential concept in Buddhist philosophy and psychology, that describe the components that make up the human experience and the illusory nature of a self. They are said to be a big milestone to achieving enlightenment
1. Form (Rupa) — The material or physical aspect of existence. Form encompasses the physical body and the sense organs through which we perceive the external world. Traditionally, these are listed as the eyes, ears, nose, tongue, body, and mind.
2. Feelings (Serdana) — The feelings or sensations that arise in response to our experiences, including all pain and pleasure. These feelings can be pleasant, unpleasant, or neutral.
3. Perceptions (Samjna) — The mental process of recognizing, identifying, and interpreting sensory information. Perception involves conceptualizing and categorizing our experiences using the information gained by our five senses.
4. Mental Formations (Sankhara) — This includes all our mental activities, including thoughts, emotions, attitudes, intentions, and habitual tendencies.
5. Consciousness (Vijnana) — Consciousness is the subjective knowledge that arises in recognition of the other four skandhas. Simply put, this is your awareness of skandhas one through four.
Like all conditioned or compound phenomena, the five skandhas are impermanent and subject to change and decay. Understanding the nature of the aggregates helps us to realize the insubstantial and impermanent nature of the self and leads to the insight of no self (anatta), which is the foundation of the Buddhist path to liberation.
Buddhahood
Buddhahood is the state of an awakened being, who, has found the path of cessation of “suffering" and they are now in the state of "no-more-learning" as they understand the principle of Suffering and how to cease it. Their mind is cleansed from the three roots of evil (Greed/Desire, Ignorance/Delusions, Hate/Destruction). A Buddha is no longer bound to the cycle of rebirth, but has ended the suffering of it alas a Buddha reached Nirvana.
Nirvana
Nirvana means extinguishing. Attaining nirvana - reaching enlightenment - means extinguishing the three fires of greed, delusion and hatred.
Someone who reaches nirvana does not immediately disappear to a heavenly realm. Nirvana is better understood as a state of mind that humans can reach. It is a state of profound spiritual joy, without negative emotions and fears.
BUT there is “two” stages of Nirvana, one in life and one upon death. The one in life marks the state of a Monk, whose got rid off all attachments and Desires while still having an identity (Body, Name and Life). The Nirvana upon death however is the complete cessation or liberation of everything, including consciousness and rebirth.
We are almost there (no we are not)
Bodhisattva
Bodhisattva means to “seek enlightenment”, it’s the second type of enlightened next to Buddha. The Term however has taken on multiple meanings.
1. Bodhisattava originally referred to the Histrorical Buddha before he reached enlightenment — a Man who has first enlightened himself and then will enlighten others
2. One who achieves enlightenment but not Buddhahood yet — remains on earth to help humans attain salvation
3. Bosatsu is the highest aspiration of Bodhisattava and it’s goal is to save all sentient beings.
Great! Now what does this got to do anything with Jujutsu Kaisen and Gojo?
A lot, because let me tell you. Gojo has never been truly enlightened. But how? I thought his enlightenment was in Hidden Inventory arc.
No we, as the readers have been always under the impression that Gojo was enlightened because of his proclamation, quoting Buddha’s infamous quote. But that doesn’t mean he’s been actually enlightened. Because truth is Gojo was never enlightened.
Satoru Gojo is currently supposed to be 29 years old, however, he isn't. Gojo was sealed October 31st, at around 9:00 pm and unsealed November 19th at an unknown time line. So this means he had spend roughly around 17 days in the prison realm— a space where time didn’t pass for him, and therefore his body has not aged for those 17 days. Gojo’s birthday is the 7th December, but due to the circumstances of the prison realm his body was behind on aging, therefore we adding those 17 days he hasn’t aged to his birthday, the 7th — that would bring us to the number 24. The battle of the strongest was on December 24, so hence that information Gojo is supposed to turn physically 29 that day. But why is the timeline when Gojo turned 29 so important? Because Buddha began his spiritual journey at the age of 29 and this is crucial for Gojo’s possible revival.
As I said Satoru Gojo was born December 7th, 1989 at an unknown time. Instantly the focus was on him, the golden child of the Gojo clan. Why? Because after 100 years, the clan had another potential heir with both the limitless technique and the six eye. It was literally said the balance of the world was altered when he was born, therefore we can all imagine the amount of responsibilities he had. And Gojo most likely was raised with this knowledge, which might be a fundamental reason why we have never seen child Gojo hanging out with people his age. He was either alone or with an adult by his side — but then he went to Jujutsu Tech, he met Suguru, Shoko, Nanami etc. He seemed to finally have friends and what’s more important, he had found an equal in Suguru.
Geto’s department was the reason why Gojo had become a teacher, to foster and guide the new generation and to mend the mistakes that the system did back then with him and Suguru. Gojo wanted to actively create an environment, that would be safe for his students and not make history repeat itself. Personally I believe part of the reason why most of Gojo’s students are considered outcasts in the Jujutsu Society — Maki as someone with zero cursed energy, Toge as someone who can’t even communicate properly because of his technique, Yuta who had a curse attached to him and so on.
But although Gojo cared for people, he still identified them by their strength. And this is another reason why Gojo decided to teach the outcasts of Jujutsu, because he mostly saw the potential in them to be strong, stronger than him under his guidance and share the burden of being the strongest with them or have them outshine him one day. Does this make him a bad person? No, while his selflessness might have stemmed from selfish desires, it doesn’t make him a poor character, but only shades his personality more.
Why am I mentioning this? Because Gojo’s character has always been defined by his strength, his powers — it’s what he identified with, and boosted himself with. And that’s exactly where his flaw lies. Don’t get me wrong, again I’m not saying that Gojo is a bad person or anything along the lines, but I am saying that Gojo is a deeply troubled and complex character and part of the reasons for this are his powers, because he identifies and defines himself by them. Even some of his closed ones define him by his powers.
That being said Gojo had declared to win the battle against Sukuna, because he has no other choice — He’s proclaimed as the strongest sorcerer, so it’s a given he must win, no? HOWEVER Sukuna has never made those claims, he has never called himself the strongest or promised to win on December. What he did say was, that he would kill Gojo and that’s what he did. But fact is Sukuna has never felt the need to attach his identify to titles like Gojo does because, Sukuna is secure in his identity and to be honest he doesn’t give a fuck about anything. He just does want he wants, does things he takes pleasure in and that’s it — A prime example are Haruto and the twin girls, Mimiko and Nanako, he killed them because he just felt like it, simple as that. Sukuna‘s understanding of Jujutsu is also completely different than Gojo’s since he only needs to see something once to understand it and copy it for his own uses. As Angel pointed out, it was a mistake for Gojo to "show" Sukuna how to restore his burnt out Curse Technique. Because Sukuna is able to understand its inner workings and deduce its limits better than Gojo — the fight between him and Mahoraga was another prime example for that. But most important Sukuna doesn’t rely on his techniques, whilst a crucial part of Gojo relies on his six eye to understand and detect cursed energy/techniques.
That brings us to the infamous identity crisis of Satoru Gojo
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The recent chapter had this question stand in focus again, because perhaps we finally get an answer to it now. (Putting this off for now, cause I want to focus on something else) and that’s Gojo’s six eye, specifically a Music Video that has dropped months ago by Eve.
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First of the chopped fish with the six eye, the biggest eye destroyed specifically. Now while this might seem random, hear me out. Sukuna has referred to Gojo as a nameless fish in one panel, the chopped fish is mostly a reference to that but why destroy it’s eye? When Sukuna didn’t even mention anything about eyes and then the biggest one aswell (as if it’s like a core point here) being destroyed and the other two pictures from the mv — Clearly that’s supposed to be Gojo’s eyes, but why the chains over it? (in the anime chains were used to represent a binding vow) and then the chains disappear and suddenly the dark spot pops up (it’s supposed to be blood I’m assuming, but if you watch the video you can see how it suddenly just stains the picture after the chains disappear. In a way it reminded me of Nobara and how she lost her eye) and that brings me to a significant question: Why make it seem as if Gojo would lose his eye? Or perhaps not his eye but his six eye.
In a picture collage I made, there are several pictures of manga Gojo, and one thing stood out in particular about those frames. One eye is always covered or not shown and that Gojo sketch is drawn in his current fit in the manga, even the hair looks similar to how it was drawn when his dead body was shown — so going back to the main point; WHY IS HIS EYE COVERED?
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(Just some examples)
Gege has not done this with anyone so consistently and frequently, but with Gojo. Whose main focus has always been his six eyes; the reason he’s the strongest. The reason his birth altered the jujutsu society is because Gojo has both limitless and the six eyes. In the pictures there are two, where one eye is shown to be injured — he has cuts all over his face, but only one of his eyes is injured directly in the middle of it and it’s the same eye that has been covered up multiple times (this alone is pretty weird but it goes further) Same eye, with a cut/line through it in one picture — looking more bleary than the other eye. Also again in lot of fiction bleary eyes are used to show off blindness. And then the other pictures there, the eye that has been covered and injured before, completely dark now and not even shown and it’s also Gojo’s last move before his death. Again fiction uses one dark eye to represent eye loss (And while I know for anime it’s there to show off rage or badass moments, I believe considering everything this doesn’t sound so far stretched)
And even when he died, you can see that the same eye is more bleary than the other one and even has a subtle line drawn in it, if you look closer. It even seems like it still has some light in it (the little white dot). AND the eye thing has been going on in the anime aswell. shattered glass, blurred eyes — all that.
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[Gege is also working closely with Mappa on the anime, just adding this information to make you consider everything that was stated.]
In his official art of Gojo’s revival he has no stitches, but his eyes is glowing or something like that.
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Keeping this in mind aswell, let’s move onto the point that made run laps through my room. Kenjaku/Geto, Yuki, Toji and Yuji.
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Kenjaku has stated that ever since he possessed Geto’s body he had Moments where he started acting/speaking like him. Furthermore this also seems to be the first time, a body he’s possessed actively tried fighting him. As we see in this panel below (he’s actually trying to choke himself after Gojo called out to him) — now hear me out Gojo’s body is healed, and Yuta is not Kenjaku. He would most likely not resist if Gojo’s body tries to take control over his consciousness. Also according to Kenjaku the Body is the Soul and the Soul body, which is essential to Yuki’s Soul Research and Gojo’s comeback.
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Yes you read right — Yuki Tsukumo has been doing active Soul Research and journaling it. And who owns her Journal now? Itadori Yuji, the Protagonist of Jujutsu Kaisen and also someone who’s able to capture the Soul.
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I am at the picture Limit unfortunately, so I will make a part two that comes out a bit later today
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howlingday · 1 year ago
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Persemblance
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Qrow: Hey. Some girl named Weiss Schnee went missing.
Qrow: All this work is such a pain! It's like people expect huntsmen to solve crimes or something!
Qrow: Ruby, get your uncle another beer.
Ruby: ...
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Neptune: Weiss really isn't at school today...
Port: THAT'S BECAUSE SHE'S DEAD!
Neptune: It's almost like that crazy TV world we fell into has something to do with the murders!
Naaaaah.
Neptune: I can't just walk away this time. I need to find out why Weiss had to die like this!
Yang: Neptune...
Neptune: ...So can we go back in the TV again please, please, please~!
Sure.
Neptune: YAAAAAAAAY~! THIS IS GONNA BE SO AWESOME~!
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Neptune: Alright, guys, this is going to be dangerous...
Neptune: So, I brought a rake!
Neptune: Also, Yang doesn't get to come!
Yang: Wh-What?! But I-
Neptune: Shut up and hold this rope!
Neptune: YAAAY, TV WORLD~!
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Somewhat: Hey! It's you guys again!
Somewhat: Now I get it... You must be the ones throwing people in!
Neptune: SHUT UP AND TAKE OFF THAT SUIT!
Neptune: (Yanks Somewhat's head off)
Neptune & Somewhat: AAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Somewhat: We must join forces~!
Somewhat: (Hands over glasses)
Neptune: What are these for?
Somewhat: So you can look cool during battles~!
Neptune: Battles- Wait! This is Weiss' parents door! I bet this place has something to do with how she di-
Somewhat: TUTORIAL FIGHT! TUTORIAL FIGHT!
Neptune: What?
Grimm: (Licks Neptune's face)
Neptune: WAIT, WHAT, WHAT IS THIS?!
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF PERSONA~
The Rusted Knight: I AM THOU, THOU ART ME...
The Rusted Knight: WE'RE A HAPPY FAMILYYY~!
Somewhat: Okay, listen; some Grimm have weaknesses, but they never make any sense! So just guess until you get it right! Here, press this button to get a helpful analysis!
Somewhat: I'm CHEESED to see your GOUDA input skills and FONDUE diligence for this SQUEAKER of a battle~!
ZIO!
Somewhat: Wowie, sir~! That was amazing~! Don't you think so, what's your face?
Neptune: Hey, why don't you call me sir?
Somewhat: Because you're comic relief!
???: WHY DO I HAVE THE WORST DAUGHTER IN THE WORLD?!
Neptune: Is that Weiss' dad? I don't get it. Weiss always seemed like she was having fun at work... Y-You mean to tell me she WASN'T happy working at the store that drove her family out of business?!
Weiss: Hey, Neptune~!
Neptune: Yes, my sweet~?
Weiss: GO KILL YOURSELF!
Neptune: WHAT?! B-But we were gonna get married and have a million beautiful babies together!
?Neptune?: Whatever, man. She wasn't even that hot.
Somewhat: (Gasps) Two Neptunes?!
?Neptune?: More like one Neptune and one... AWESOME Neptune. Gee, living in the country sure is boring-
Neptune: NO, YOU'RE NOT ME, I WOULD NEVER SAY ANYTHING LIKE THAT EVER!
Somewhat: Whoa~!
Neptune: Naptiiime~!
Grimm Neptune: SOUNDS LIKE SOMEONE JUST ORDERED A STUPID LOOKING BOSS~! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
ZIO!
Grimm Neptune: OW!
Neptune: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~!
Somewhat: You have to accept it, or it'll attack us again!
The strength of heart to face one's self has blah blah blah...
Neptune: Okay, fine, I guess I do kinda hate everything.
He has obtained the facade used to overcome life's hardships... THE PERSONA FARMER PIG MONK~!
Neptune: Sweet~! Maybe now we can save people who fall in here before they die!
Somewhat: Yeah~! You know, since you guys came in here, I've been wondering where I come from and-
Neptune: Yeah, whatever! See you later!
Somewhat: HUH?!
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Neptune: Hey, we're ba- Oh, crap, I forgot about you.
Yang: You guys are jerks!
Yang: WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH~!
Neptune: Huh. I guess we should apologize.
Neptune: Later! I'm going to bed.
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Blake: I'm wearing a kimono because I'm filling in for my mom at the inn we run!
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TV: Blake Belladonna is wearing a kimono because she's filing in for her mom at the inn they run.
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You should watch the midnight channel. There's a high school girl wearing a kimono on the screen. ...but you can't think of anyone who fits that description, so you decided to go to bed.
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Ozpin: Helloooooooooooooooo~!
Ozpin: Person, persona, persona...
Ozpin: SOCIAL LINKS SOCIAL LINKS SOCIAL LINKS SOCIAL LINKS SOCIAL LINKS!
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Neptune: Dude! I'm so excited to find out who's behind all these murders!
Neptune: Let's be friends~!
You became friends with Neptune~! Neptune will now DIE FOR YOU
Yang: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Yang: BLAKE'S MISSING! BLAKE'S MISSING!
Yang: BLAKE'S MISSING! BLAKE'S MISSING! BLAKE'S MISSING! BLAKE'S MISSING!
Yang: (Scroll buzzes, Answers) Oh, is this Blake? Yaaay~!
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Qrow: Two bodies hanging from telephone poles... and we don't even know if this is a homicide yet.
Clover: Sir, I think we can probably assume it's a-
Qrow: Shut up, Ebi.
Qrow: We've got no clues about the perp. We don't even have a sus because the sec with the mo's got a perf al.
Clover: Sir, what are you even-
Qrow: SHUT UP, EBI.
Clover: Um, so what do we know about the case so far?
Qrow: The perp... is PROPBABLY in Patch!
ACE DETECTIVE~!
Qrow: Case closed! Let's get drunk.
Clover: Huh?!
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Ruby: ...
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sadgurls-blog · 1 year ago
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My Story Animated
Full YouTube Playlist
I Made My Billionaire BF Go Bankrupt
I Fell In Love With BF’s Bodyguard
5 Heartthrobs Fight Over Me
I Was Raised By 5 Monks From China
I Lost My Memory & I Have NO Idea Who I Am
I Played Genshin Impact
A Billionaire Mafia Boy is Obsessed with Me
I’m Isolated from Everyone. Literally
My Brothers won't let me date until 18!
The Devilish Angels (pt1, pt2, pt3, pt4, full movie s1)
The One Wins the Fight, Will Date Me
My Boyfriend Never Runs Out Of Money
The Bully Loves ME Too Much
Im in Love with an ex-prisoner
An FBI Agent Mission is to Protect me
I Fell In Love With a Boy That I Can Never Have
My best friend stole my boyfriend
2 Boys And 1 Heart (pt1, pt2, pt3)
I Fell And Now I Can Only Speak In A Funny Way
The Richest Family In My Town Claim I'm Their Daughter
A Korean Billionaire Is Obsessed With Me
I followed My Crush To The Basement, instantly regrets it
My Dad Is Overprotective But I Do Whatever I Want
My Sister Had 2 Plastic Surgeries To Look Like Me
a party changed my life forever
I Removed My Birthmark & Didn't Recognize Myself
My Life With 200 Bodyguards
I'm Better Than Cruella
My Dad Hired A Bodyguard For Me
He Had No Idea I Was A Secret Agent
My "Perfect Life" When My Sister Was Born
My Bestie’s Boyfriend Fell In Love With Me
The School Bully Treats Me Like A Princess
I got 20 million followers in Tiktok, and now my parents abandoned me
Girls are Jealous of Me Despite of ALL MY Conditions
Paparazzi Chase Me Since I Was A Baby
I turned a homeless into a billionaire then he left me
Mom Isn't Happy That I'm a Successful Singer
My Dad Have A Bank: My Incredible Story (pt1, pt2)
I Got The Worst Fake BF To Make My Crush Jealous
I Dated 10 Guys! The Last One Is Going To Change Everything
The Beautiful Olivia
The President Hired Me
I Found A Way To Time Travel (pt1, pt2, full mini movie)
I Dated My E’s Billionaire Friend As Revenge
I'm The Top In Everything
Me And My Dad Traveling The World Together
Someone Gave Me A 1 Million Dollar Tip
i am too awkward
They Kidnapped Me
I'm Too Shy
My Brother Tricked All My Gf’s To Breakup With Me
I have two personalities. I can’t choose.
I Can’t Tell Anyone My Name
I Had Amnesia And Woke Up Married To A Billionaire
Oops! Hired an Actor as My Bodyguard
i found out why i am pretty
I Was Raised to Be a Criminal
The good and bad of Popularity
People Think I'm Innocent, But I'm Not
I Met MrBeast
I spent all my dad money in 33 days
how a real life princess goes to school
I Started Living Alone at 15
My drama is Worse than Selena Gomez& Hailey Bieber
My Bestie's Ex Likes Me
Switched At Birth
I’m the Tallest Girl Dating the Tallest Boy. We’re Giants
Enjoy life like there is no tomorrow
I Changed My Face To Take Revenge
i have to tell the truth
I’m A Famous Teen Actress, I Do What I Want
Ellie The Hacker
I'm Being Bullied By The People Who Adopted Me, What Happens Next Is Shocking
The Story I Wrote Became My Life
I'm Salish Matter And This Is My Story
My Sister Has The Only Thing I Want In Life
I Paid My Best Friend GF To Fake Date Me
I Lost All My Money So My Bestie Made Me Her Maid
My Stepdaughter Hates Me
We’re a Celebrity Family & We Have NO Privacy
I ruined my $1,000 Louis Vuitton Shirt
I Moved in with my boyfriend at 16
I Bet I Can Make A guy Fall In Love With Me In 14 Days
Billionaire Girls Fight Over Me. I'm a Poor Guy
I made the 3 school billionaire heartthrobs fight over me
i'm Too TALL
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vivi-the-goblin · 1 year ago
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Over halfway done with 5e. Not going to let WotC put a permanently unfinished series on my page, so this has turned more into a last walk to get my character ideas and design thoughts out before moving on. Btw I AM still making monsters, they're just going to be part of larger encounter videos like the last one. If you want to see a particular monster used or have some variant of it made, I'm open to suggestions!
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Paladins are hard for me just because I HATE what they've done with oaths. What they did was remove alignment from the game, then basically give paladins thier own mini-alignment without any nuance. but with fewer and worse words. "You don't have to be lawful good we swear! you just have to follow this strict set of laws that're usually good or lose your power, and all flavor text will insist you're good!" Oddly enough, that is FAR more rigid than anything they were trying to replace, because you're bound to 3 specific rules instead of the tone of a god you chose. But whatever, WotC's solution to paladin alignment was just haphazardly ripping out random chunks of the problem, who would've guessed. My solution to this is to just make PERSONAL oaths. You make your character, and you make ironclad ideals that they strive for. ones that fit with whatever you've flavored the subclass as of course. and then have THOSE dictate your course. That little bit of nuance is a good compromise if we're going the self-made laws middleground.
Personally I think the paladin needs at least SOME law to follow. They literally get thier power by following a moral code, be it thier own or someone else's, so strongly that they manifest power. Or they operate like a warlock with a less binding contract. But I actually love adding narrative weight to mechanics. It gives the choices MEANING. Here's an example- Once we were stuck, an orcish army approaching but our concerns more focused on the lich nearby. As long as he and his necromancers lived, we lost no matter how the war went. Sadly I had spread bubonic plague through the black market slavers, and in doing so accidentally killed all the DM's info brokers and ways for us to find them. When he offered us someone who could speak to the gods, he mentioned that the closer the god was to this case the more info they'd have. We knew we had to butter him up though. but our group had a paladin, monk, druid, and cleric. this wasn't going to be easy. We made the decision to...ask the paladin to leave. Those of us remaining did something horrific in the eyes of the gods. We tricked people into cannabalism of a diseased corpse of someone they knew, while drunkenly cheering orcus's name. We got the info, but there was a cost. As a druid, I only had to argue partial neutrality. As this action was horrible but ultimately to prevent the collapse of the kingdom, I was able to argue I was not Chaotic Evil, merely neutral evil. The paladin escaped judgement. The monk had to go on a journey of self reflection to regain neutrality.
The cleric had to argue his case before the gods that this was the only way to prevent a greater evil. He eventually was bound in service to the king for repentance, but power restored. For all its faults, THAT is what alignment being bound to a class can do. That wouldn't have had the weight if it was just his standing amongst the local church. He was arguing for his soul and his class levels, narrative and mechanical stakes together. I see the oaths as a half-way point to that, but with far less narrative value and far too rigid in being 3 specific rules for the whole subclass. It's a worst of both worlds. but I think at least picking the rules you're sworn to is a nice patch to all that.
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randoflurker · 1 month ago
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What if Sun Wukong was a revered god in Gai's tribe???? :OOOO
Interesting concept. Still, I'm pondering. If we, REALISTICALLY, compare cultural origins of Wukong (Chinese) and the one that the Mong's currently and quite heavily based on (Japanese), not so much consistency... ┐('~`;)┌
However, I think I have some ideas:
1, The Mong Tribe divides into clans: One that Gai and Spin are in, and some others. And we can have one that worships our mischievous immortal monke as a god. Then, the religion spread across the entire tribe throughout centuries til today.
2, Influenced by another tribe: Another tribe, which may take inspiration from the real Chinese culture, influences the Mong's beliefs and religions. As a result, Sun Wukong becomes one of the respected deities within the culture.
3, Misconception evil laughter (╰‿╯) : Apparently, we also have a Japanese monkey god in real life, Sarugami. Wukong and Sarugami have a lot of similarities to each other, monke, mountain, god, demon, asshole, savior, many hate them, many love them. Therefore, other tribes or even the Mong themselves mistaken both of the gods to one another.
4, Monke cult, monke cult: An ancient cult worshipping a monke, specifically Sun Wukong. Then, it officially became a legal religion in the modern era. Hail Monke!!!
That's all I have for now. The Running Man universe has a lot of open ends in worldbuilding. It's really flexible for you to be inspired and combine many cultures (from yours or others) together to create headcanons and fanons for a tribe.
Remember, be respectful to real-life cultures and people, be creative and free in fiction. No ill-intention, just inspiration. Take criticism if you really want it. Ignore, report, and block is the way. And most importantly...
HAIL MONKE!!!
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vialae · 11 months ago
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Tagged by @vestigialpersonality !! thank you! <3
Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. Spread the self-love ❤️
I write one thing and one thing only: domestic durgetash with my custom durge Kaidos (tiefling monk/sorcerer)
The Black Hand of Bane Shakes the Bloody Hand of Bhaal
General Audiences
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A first meeting between Gortash and Kaidos. I spent extra time on this one compared to others and I am proud with how this one turned out!!
Mine All Mine
Explicit
Warning: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
3 Chapters (completed)
10.9k Words
Gortash and Kaidos concoct and carry out a plan to aid in their expansion toward Amn. This one is one of my favourites simply because I spent so much time figuring out what their plan would be and how it would actually work. It's also my one and only attempt at including smut in something lol
Only Mine
Teen And Up Audiences
4.4k Words
Gortash receives a flirtatious letter on his desk. Kaidos finds it first and doesn't take it well. The wonderful @loadofschist beta read this one for me, and it genuinely helped me so much in developing my writing (mainly making me format everything better! you can literally see the switch up before and after this particular fic)
Winter Mornings
Not rated (lol it should be general whoops)
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Gortash and Kaidos cuddling in bed on a cold winter's morning. One of the softest ones I think I've done so far.
A Bump in the Road
General Audiences
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Gortash and Kaidos have to ride in a carriage together. Kaidos hates carriage rides and makes it Gortash's problem. I love this one an extra amount not only because it was one of my first ones, but also because @loadofschist made a podfic adaptation of it too! (It made me very sentimental for this one. are we sensing a theme with what makes me like certain fics more than others...also ik ur very busy but if you manage to read this ilu sm bestie xx)
Tagging @rinwellisathing @abyssalaerlocke @wastingmytimehere @doctorwiggles and anybody else who would like to do this!!
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imahyperfixatedbitch · 2 years ago
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Not sure if you’ve done this before, but would you release your until Dawn character ranking? Who’s your favorite and why?
UNTIL DAWN SPOILERS !!
Heyy thank you so much for the ask I love getting them 🫶🫶
It was really hard to do this rank. To be honest, I like all of Until Dawn's characters, I even like the last character on the list, so:
1. Josh: I hate a lot of the things he says (especially about Ashley and Jessica even if he said them to motivate Chris and anger Mike) and a lot of things he did. But I do think he's a great character because he's the most interesting one to analyse, in my opinion. He's a really nuanced character, and he's really sympathetic. Like in the end you can't help but feel bad for him because you know none of it was his fault, everything is so unfair to him and as someone with younger siblings, I can definitely understand why he'd want revenge. And I could keep going about how he deserved better... Aside from that, he has some really iconic lines and moments. Especially as the psycho, I'm pretty sure I love all of the psycho scenes. Also, Rami Malek's acting is perfect he really made a difference. Josh just brought the drama, and honestly, his reveal made my jaw drop. He's iconic.
2. Chris: so chris is my second favourite because he's just so likeable to me. I feel like he reacted quite well to the events of the night (if you don't make the worst choices), yes he was in denial sometimes but who wouldn't? And he is a bit corny but it was 2015. He's a good friend to Josh and Sam, a good (potentially) boyfriend to Ashley. He has cool lines and he just seems like a cool dude. His monk prank nearly gave me a heart attack so props to him.
3. So Sam is also really likeable. She literally does nothing wrong! She's smart, beautiful, friendly, brave... But that's also a problem. She's too perfect. Not morally grey enough to me. I wish she just reacted more to things. I wish she was meaner to Mike, and I wish she stayed with Mike and Josh in the mines. Her leaving was so random, and it's less interesting than her staying. What I really like about her development is how she seems like she will be way less pacific and friendly after all of this when you see her in the credit scenes. She just seems so changed (understandable). Sadly, we will never see this side of her. I also wish we could see more of the relationship she had with Josh while dealing with the disappearance of his sisters since we know they bonded a lot over this. But hey, we can always imagine!
4. Emily: Yes, I am aware she's really hated, and I actually used to hate her too. But then I analysed her character, and I realised she's not a bad person. Sure, she has an attitude problem, and she uses Matt as a rebound (it doesn't necessarily make her a bad person, it's "just" unhealthy) while treating him badly sometimes (this is something that I hate about her tho); But everytime she got mad it was honestly valid: Hannah trying to get with Mike? Valid. (She did, however, overreact, and the others had no business joining in the prank) Jessica who was supposedly her best friend coming up with an awful prank to pretend she's helping her out, while she actually has a crush on her bf, then dating Mike after 2 of their friends disappeared because of the prank Jessica came up with since "she wanted Mike and Emily to stay happy together"? Valid!!!! Ashley and Mike threatening her with a gun?? Valid af! So yeah she never gets mad for no reason, plus she's a very capable woman and iconic (understand the palm of my hand bitch). The fandom is unfair (and misogynistic let's be honest) towards her.
5. Mike: So Mike is both an asshole and a hero, which kind of makes him interesting to me. Like he has funny moments and reactions, but he did really fucked up stuff. Like pranking his friend who has a crush on him!? It's so cruel for no reason. Potentially kill Emily too. But he can also be quite heroic, like when he runs after Hannah when she's dragging Jess away. Or how he tries to keep everyone together and just get everyone out of here. He has great survival and leadership skills. So I'm pretty mixed on him. I do think he had a bit too much alone screentime (we needed more from Jess and Matt). I do feel like he gets away with a lot of things.
6. Matt: So I really wanna root for the guy you know? Like I want him to get out of his relationship with Emily (even tho she can truly start loving him by the end), I want him to be happy. He's a good guy. And I really like that his character development starts if you stand up to Emily. But he didn't have enough screentime. So I can't rate him higher. I will give him props for traumatising me with his telescope jumpscare.
7. Jessica: So she's an asshole to me. But she's a bimbo and she's just so silly and goofy. I just can't hate her. She also went through a lot on the night, which makes me feel sympathy for her. But I can't rate her higher because 1. She's an asshole towards Hannah and Emily. 2. Not enough screentime.
8. Ashley: I know it's gonna be controversial. I DO like her, but I just don't understand her. She's a super interesting character to analyse. She's so morally grey, but sometimes I have a hard time feeling bad for her. I do think her freaking out was completely normal, tho. I don't understand the people who hate her because of that. I just feel like she rarely feels bad for people. She's a bit egoistic. Her letting Chris die was not fair to me. Yes, of course, it's normal to hate Chris if she shoots her. But he did it because he thought he had no choice. He was under the influence of fear. He would never kill her if he didn't have to. He thought his own life was at risk. But her not opening the door was not under the influence of fear. She did it out of pettiness. She was not risking her life by opening the door. And even if she actually did it because of fear, she would look terrified while Chris is getting killed. But she was just staring. She almost seemed to enjoy it. She also wanted Mike to shoot Emily. It seems like she completely loses control when she's on stressful situations (understandable) and shows no sympathy to others. So, it makes it hard for me to connect with her. I still think she's a good character and very interesting. And she brought cool moments to the game (like letting Chris die was kind of shocking/funny and cool because it's a great butterfly effect). Forgot to mention how her honesty goes down if she shows remorse for the prank which is icky to me 😬
Anyways, thank you for the ask. Don't hesitate to debate with me and send more asks. Love y'all 🫶 I'm not checking the writing. Sorry for the typos, English is not my first language.
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anonymousewrites · 2 years ago
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Of Two Worlds (Book 3) Chapter Nine
Fushiguro Megumi x Half-Curse! Reader
Chapter Nine: Submerge
Summary: Yorozu and Sukuna battle.
            “Oh, dear. Switched skins, huh?” Yorozu, now wearing a black body suit with billowing white trousers, gazed at Sukuna as he walked into the stadium she awaited him within. Her crazed hair, no longer the sleek ponytail Tsumiki kept, waved in the air behind her.
            Sukuna stood across from her in Megumi’s body. His eyes gazed at her in amused condescension, and he wore a white yukata with a black cloak overtop. “Yeah, this mug’s more handsome.” He kept the banter up, though he was lying outright about the true reasons he had Megumi’s form.
            “Why don’t you change your face back? You have that advantage over your vessel,” remarked Yorozu.
            “Yorozu, the same goes for you,” pointed out Sukuna.
            “Yes, but we both think this’ll work better later,” said Yorozu, smirking.
            “Later?” A dark smirk spread across Sukuna’s face. “Do you really think you’ll still be around?”
            Yorozu grinned and attacked. A black mass struck the bleachers Sukuna stood by. He jumped out of the way, and Yorozu lunged at him. Sukuna kicked her back, and she blocked. Mockingly, she stuck out her tongue.
            “The Angel was there, but they didn’t notice you, right?” said Yorozu. “But I noticed. Why do you think that is?”
            “Stop asking me questions,” said Sukuna in irritation. “You keep talking anyway.”
            “It’s because of love,” said Yorozu. “The commandments and hate they inspire cannot rump love. Right, Sukuna? I want to be the one who kills you. I want you to be the one who kills me. If you’re alive after I win, will you give me that?” She grinned and extended a hand to him.
            Sukuna rolled his eyes. “You will not win, so it doesn’t matter.”
            Yorozu grinned. “I will win, and we will marry! I will be your true wife, and I won’t allow a mistress! I’ll destroy three villages for the ceremony!”
            Sukuna remained unimpressed. “I’m already married,” he said.
            Yorozu’s grin fell, and she sneered. “That monk and sidekick of yours aren’t worthy of you.”
            Sukuna’s eyes narrowed. Now that irritated him. No one was allowed to speak ill of Ren and Uraume, his wife and spouse, in front of him. He put his hands together and spoke coldly. “Divine Dogs.”
            Two shikigami of shadow, less wolf and more pure darkness, warped by Sukuna’s presence, materialized. The shadows solidified into a giant hound that attacked Yorozu, and she dodged and summoned more black masses to defend herself. Sukuna dodged easily, and the shikigami took Yorozu’s attack. Yorozu paused her attack and cocked her head, and Sukuna watched her carefully.
            “What’s that?” said Yorozu, gazing at the shikigami. “Is it your vessel’s technique?”
            “Yes,” said Sukuna.
            Yorozu’s eyes narrowed. She remembered someone from their time had such a technique, but she couldn’t really place it. She disregarded the thought, though, she was concerned with other things.
            “What about Malevolent Shrine?” she demanded.
            “No, I won’t use that,” said Sukuna.
            Yorozu’s eyes widened. Sukuna was refusing to fight her with his true power. He didn’t deem her worthy. “Give me a break!” she cried angrily. She stamped her foot on the ground in a tantrum. “You’d touch your future wife with a cursed technique that isn’t your own?! I’m not into that kinky stuff!” Around her body, her technique condensed. “Do you think you can beat me without using Malevolent Shrine?!” A shell formed around her body in the appearance of a large insect, protected and shielded from the outside, ready to attack and tear apart enemies.
            Sukuna smirked. “Perfect! It’s time for a test drive.” He put his hands together, and a wheel appeared above his head.
            Yorozu lunged and attacked, hitting Sukuna back. He flipped back to his feet and summoned the shikigami wolves back. Yorozu easily dodged the wolves and hit Sukuna again, sending him flying across the stadium. He hit the ground hard.
            “You still don’t want to use Malevolent Shrine?!” shouted Yorozu angrily.
            Sukuna was on his feet in a moment, smirking as he dodged Yorozu’s continued frenzy of attacks.
            “Cut it! Cut, cut, cut, cut, cut, cut, cut, cut me open!” cried Yorozu. “Cut my love buried in this flesh! And see it with your own eyes!”
            She raised a hand, and black masses struck up through the ground at Sukuna.
            “Round Deer,” said Sukuna calmly, avoiding Yorozu’s attack.
            A large deer with four eyes appeared from the shadows, unharmed by Yorozu’s liquid metal.
            “Piercing Ox,” continued Sukuna.
            A large ox materialized out of the darkness and slammed into Yorozu, knocking her backwards. None of the animals could be destroyed by Yorozu as the forms remained unstable and shadow-like. At the same time, Sukuna used his cursed energy to give them power.
            “Don’t count me out yet!" shouted Yorozu, throwing piercing ox back.
            It just turned and charged into her again, running in a straight line but charging its power and striking her. It cracked her armor, and her eyes widened. Before she could react, hundreds of rabbits ran at her, and her vision was obscured by the shikigami.
            “Where are you?!” she demanded. “Why are you hiding?! Are you ashamed of something?!”
            Sukuna smirked from where he stood above her. “Now…can you withstand this?”
            Max Elephant dropped from the sky onto Yorozu. The ground of the stadium exploded upon impact, and Yorozu’s armor shattered. Sukuna landed on the ground and smirked as Yorozu stumbled to her feet. She groaned and panted from the fight.
            “Like I thought, I don’t need Malevolent Shrine,” said Sukuna. “Is this all your ‘love’ amounts to? My wife and spouse are far superior to you.” He deliberately looked down on Yorozu and her “love.” A curse such as her didn’t deserve his affections. Ren and Uraume were the only ones who earned it.
            “I have much more to teach you about love!” said Yorozu vehemently. “And ultimate strength and the solitude it brings! I’m the one who’ll teach you about love!”
            Sukuna laughed, and Yorozu’s eyes widened. She could see it in his eyes. She might look down on his wife and spouse, but he did love them. He understood love; he knew it deeply.
            “No!” she cried, unwilling to accept that those two truly were his loves. “That can’t be love! They don’t deserve you! I’ll kill them and show you the truth! I’ll show you true love!”
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A thousand years ago…
            “Master Yorozu!” cried the servant as Yorozu stepped into the courtyard for the Harvest Festival without knowing who was awaiting offerings with true power.
            Yorozu’s eyes widened as she looked at the dais constructed in the center. A man with four arms and eyes sat ready to receive offerings, malevolent cursed energy radiating from him. It was Sukuna, King of Curses. Beside him, a monk and a woman with red hair and mask stood on either side of him.
            Yorozu was instantly in love the moment she saw the being of pure power before her. Lord Sukuna would be hers. She ran to embrace him and smiled.
            “Don’t worry, I’m here!” she cooed. “You aren’t alone.”
            The moment before she could touch him, the woman stuck with her katana, and Yorozu narrowly dodged getting cut apart.
            “Don’t touch him,” said the monk while the woman looked down at her with a bored expression.
            Yorozu’s eyes narrowed, and she pointed at them. “Why don’t you back off? From now on, I’ll be the one standing beside him,” she declared. “You two don’t understand him! I do!” She understood power.
            Sukuna felt her cursed energy condensed and raised a hand. A cut exploded across her chest, and blood sprayed through the air. Yorozu collapsed.
            “Don’t speak to them. You aren’t worthy of it,” said Sukuna, a bored tone to his voice as he gazed at Yorozu’s dying body.
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Present day…
            Yorozu gritted her teeth and summoned a sphere of liquid metal. She refused to bow now. Now when Sukuna was in her grasp.
            “This is a perfect sphere,” she said. “A perfect sphere is untouchable. So how will you handle…Domain Expansion: Threefold Affliction!”
            A domain of white light appeared, and Yorozu excitedly waited for Sukuna to show his domain. But he didn’t, and her smile fell.
            Sukuna smirked. “With this treasure, I summon…”
            Mahoraga appeared from the shadows and lunged upwards, breaking Yorozu’s perfect sphere. Her eyes widened. Pieces of debris fell about her. And then Mahoraga slammed down on her.
            Her domain broke, and Yorozu fell into a crater as her body was broken by the attack. Blood lay in a pool beneath her as she fought for breath.
            Sukuna gazed down at her. “An energy-inefficient cursed technique like yours always end up the same. Whatever you construct, the substance appropriates the liquid metal or insect armor you’re using, but…I’ve already adapted to it.”
            “What? You know all that about me?” Yorozu smiled faintly. The light in her eyes faded, and her final sight was Sukuna staring down at her with no feeling in his face. Her heart broke.
            Within his body, Megumi’s soul curled in on itself. One of the lights he clung to was extinguished, and he sank deeper into darkness. All he had to hold onto was a silver sliver of light, cool to the touch. He clung to it tighter as the shadows surrounded him.
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            (Y/N)’s eyes snapped open, bright and silver, as a sudden chill washed over her. She knew in her heart that Megumi was in danger. She pulled herself to her feet, bruised and injured still. The ice of Uraume’s attack still surrounded her.
            (Y/N)’s heart clenched. Something was wrong, very wrong. She couldn’t do anything but follow her instincts, the part of her that knew something was happening.
            Sure enough, as she limped through Tokyo, she saw Sukuna’s form, still in Megumi, leaving a stadium. From the cursed energy of his opponent lingering in the air, he left before noticing (Y/N), still too weak to produce much cursed energy.
            (Y/N)’s heart dropped as she entered the stadium. She knew why Megumi was in danger.
            Tsumiki’s broken body lay in a crater, dying. (Y/N) stumbled into the crater and fell down at her side.
            “Tsumiki…” murmured (Y/N), reaching out to her. She knew that Tsumiki had been taken over by Yorozu, but (Y/N) couldn’t help but speak to her.
            And then she let her instincts take over. (Y/N) swallowed and put her hands over Tsumiki’s unmoving heart.
            Heal her. (Y/N)’s curse marks turned silver. Heal her. The silver light rain through (Y/N)’s veins to her hands. Heal her. Silver light flew into Tsumiki’s heart. Heal her.
            A bright silver light flew out through the stadium and lit up the night sky.
            Heal her soul.
            (Y/N)’s vision blurred, and the stadium turned to a forest, and Tsumiki turned to a different body that she couldn’t see in the shadows.
            And then she was back, and the silver light receded.
            And a heart thumped to life once more.
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littleragondin · 1 year ago
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After Sundown (2023)
Synopsis:
Saengrawee has spent his life in the temple with Luang Lung Chanthakorn. When he turns 21, Parit – an old friend of the monk – comes to take him away, to live in Phra Nahkon with Parit’s family. As he settles in the mansion, Rawee starts getting plagued with nightmares, and visions of a ghost. Parit’s grandson, Praphloeng, comes back to Thailand at his parents’ demand. They worry about a prophecy who warns that if Phloeng does not bind his life to a soulmate by the time he turns 25, his life will be in grave danger. Said soulmate can’t be from Phra Nahkon, nor be a woman (according to mdl). Luckily, Rawee fits the bill, and despite their mutual dislike, the two men accept the ceremony. But while they learn to live with each other, and Phloeng’s presence is able to soothe Rawee’s nightmares, the ghost’s apparent grudge against Rawee only seems to deepen …
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Non-spoilery review:
It was not a very good movie, all in all. I think it worked with a lot of ideas that, while not necessarily groundbreaking, were good enough to make a nice romance and an interesting horror story. The reluctant soulmates/fake marriage tropes are beloved for a reason, and can make for a compelling journey. The newcomer in the house mysteriously targeted by a ghost that seems to know him is also pretty classic, and when used well can be ground for a good, creepy mystery. The problem here is that imo, the execution was sub-par.
To begin with, the horror is not well integrated to the story. While I liked all the ghost scenes – tense and efficient, and in 720p at night the ghost freaked me the fuck out let me tell you – they were not well integrated into the story. Outside of those specific scenes, there is no sense of something terrifying happening to the main protagonist of the story, he doesn’t seem worried not curious about any of it, focused as he is on his romance.
And that’s where for me, it went from ‘not great’ to ‘not good’. Because with how much time is spent on the romantic parts of the story, I still can’t believe how little development happens. They are reluctant to even be in the same room a moment, and straight up acting like a married couple the next with absolutely nothing to justify this. Zee and NuNew share a lot of soft, romantic scenes, but they felt disconnected from each other, and because there is no showing of their feelings gradually changing those scenes, for me, lacked any emotional impact. That said, the two of them work well together, and the chemistry was chemistring alright when they were on screen. Still, with characters that don’t have a big personality and a scenario that has trouble holding itself together, there is only so much chemistry can do.
So yeah, for me After Sundown failed both as a horror and as a romance movie. I had no emotional investment in anything happening (which also made the reveal/conclusion at the end fall flat), the pacing was not good and actor performances alone (which were mostly good across the board) could not save this one.
Tl;dr: I gave this one 5/10. I would only recommend it if you really really really miss Zee and NuNew and just want to see them act cute with each other while not being bothered by the absence of actual story and the presence of a few good jump scares. Also if you just want to see Nammon wet and shirtless, just skip to 1:12:00 =3
Below the read more, I will go a little more into the reveal at the end, as well as a few pet peeves I got through the movie. It will be full of spoilers.
The reveal about the ghost:
I hated how we got nothing about the ghost during the whole movie except that she thought Rawee was someone else (the monk/his uncle) and wanted to kill him for it, and then 20 minutes before the end you get that huge, 10-minutes long info dumping flashback explaining who she is, what her relation to both the family and Rawee’s uncle is, how she died and why she is so vengeful. My first thought was ‘that’s a movie I would have liked to see’, followed by tons of ideas on how it could have been, you know, actually made part of the movie and not just stacked at the end like an after thought. 1 hour 20 minutes in, and you have no notion that there was a tragedy in that house, that Parit has A Mysterious Past regarding his sppuse, or that the ghost is actually linked to the family in any kind of way. It’s fine if you don’t want the protagonist to find out until the very end, but there should be stuffs to clue us, the audience, in, otherwise the reveal comes and you’re like ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ okay I guess. Show us a picture of her in the house, maybe hidden away so we know Something Is Afoot, have some of those final flashbacks interwoven into Rawee’s nightmares (maybe make it so they’re misleading, showing her under a different light). Make the scene where Parit comes to the temple and meet the monk, after all those years, far, far more charged so I can feel that they’re not just old acquaintances but share something so much deeper. That they share both love and guilt. Just mention the fact that Phloeng's father never really knew his mother, that she died when he was small and I don't know, maybe they Don't Talk About Her Anymore. Give me something basically.
Also, at least Parit and Luang Lung Chanthakorn were aware of what was happening/who she was, and no one ever thought of, oh, I don’t know, do something about it? Warn the guys?? Why on earth did the monk say yes to sending Rawee back there knowing what the fuck happened in there and the responsibility he had in it? Come on.
Smaller things and Pet Peeves:
Ok this one is just for, like, random grievances I had with the movie.
First of all, Rawee’s lack of curiosity. You don’t have to make him an amateur detective, but that guy who grew up in a temple (so I assume at least a little spiritual) starts having nightmares and visions and doesn’t question it for a second? Doesn’t think oh, maybe there is something going on, maybe if I find out what the spirit wants and why, I could get rid of it? Nothing? I know my own curiosity is probably skewing my opinion but I wanted to shake him and beg him to ask even one goddamn question! Please!!
The “secondary couple”. Okay, so, this one ties up more to the romance aspect of things. We set up Pudson to be a sort of rival to Rawee, the spurned, jealous boy who hates the one who took Phloeng away, but there is never… I mean I’m pretty sure we never see him and Phloeng in a scene together, even, and all of this amount to nothing. Never actually hurts Rawee, never confronts him or tries to actually get Phloeng, this never leads to any tensions between Rawee and Phloeng… Then Kraiphop, the chauffeur, who is being so nice to Rawee and who makes Phloeng jealous once. Less of an actual rival to Phloeng, he’s presented more like a kind man who might help Phloeng realizes that he actually like Rawee. But the jealousy scene happens after we have seen them basically act chummy and nice to each other so it doesn’t work either. And then!! 35 minutes before the end, we get thrown a bone that oh maybe Kraiphop actually kinda likes Pudson, who may fall too, but that’s so brief, and then completely left hanging, I don’t see the point of having those characters. And I say that when it gives us Nammon shirtless and wet, so you can imagine…
Finally, and those are both the smallest and the most annoying of all (alright I might push it a little). That single voiceover we have maybe a third in?? There is that breakfast moment where Rawee’s voice says something along the line of ‘uh, since I sleep by Phloeng’s side the nightmares are gone and then there is never EVER another voiceover during the whole movie? Could you not have found another way to show not tell this? This irked me so bad lol
And then, MDL tells me it’s supposed to happen in 1961, and while the (very cool) car Phloeng rides seems to agree, the rest of the aesthetic screams Khun Chai to me (not just because it’s the same house I swear) which is 1942-something so like … two decades earlier. It’s not a lot but it added some confusion post viewing I guess.
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rogueartistjyn · 7 months ago
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On the same day my wife & I got the election results we expected, which were crushing & so disappointing, our vet called to tell us our youngest fur baby is terminally ill.
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Oswin Pinky Pie Pond. Baby Monkey. The Monk. The Chupacabre. Baby chupie. Our baby. I cannot express the amount of soul crushing sadness we are experiencing right now.
Her sister has been very ill for a while now, so we made the decision to let them go. Together. Tomorrow.
Her sister was THAT dog for me & watching her decline has been so hard. She was the Jake to my Finn. She quite literally saved me from one of the darkest moments in my life. Leela Boo Bug. Baby dog. Old dog.
She hated dancing, loved walks & soaking up sunshine. I called her my "Krypto". We've had the best adventures. She made it to 17. But now, she can barely walk & she sleeps all the time & she hurts. She's down to about 15 lbs from her normal 23. The vet said she was declining & her liver numbers sbowed her liver was beginning to malfunction. I have already been mourning her for a year.
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Oswin was always so happy she had a sister. I'm happy Leela made it to be with her in the end.
I don't exactly know how we are going to get through this, but everyone says it's the right thing to do.
It doesn't feel like it. And I guess I'm sharing this experience in the hopes it will help someone else. It's an impossible decision when one of them is bounding around & seems healthy. But she isn't. They gave her 2 weeks & said the decline will be rapid.
We have been sobbing on & off for 3 days now.
They are the bestest girls.
My heart is shattered.
But we made them a promise. We'd never leave them & we'd always be there for them & do what was best.
The best feels awful.
Sweet dreams, babies.
You made my life so much better.
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