#we need a sibling name for them
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sparkles-rule-4eva · 10 months ago
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Guys guys guys so you know how Tails is famous for copying Sonic's poses and stuff, classic little sibling trying to be as cool as older sibling, right
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LOOK AT LITTLE KIT STRUTTING AROUND LIKE BIG SIS AND HIS LITTLE FACE OF DETERMINATION AND THE POSE AKFKWANENFKDMAKWMFKSMWKFNVLSNEMFKDAODKO
Just saying, it may have started out artificial and toxic, but I've really been loving to see how Surge and Kit's bond has slowly been changing to an actual bond, almost merely because of their shared trauma, and they're the only ones they trust. 🥺 Underrated siblinghood right here.
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nami-moittli · 1 month ago
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Uhhh the introduction of Giorgina is getting everyone thinking about all the other moms in Twst, and I remembered that Trey actually had his parents drop in the manga so I decided to color them in
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Here’s what they look like btw
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Also Trey for reference. I gave Mama Clover Trey’s hair color and Trey has Papa Clover’s eye color and skin color
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aromanticasterisms · 3 months ago
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Do you believe your sibling to have betrayed you?
They were almost like twins, knowing each other's thoughts and intentions without a word. Irreparable damage has not yet been done. Yes, of course. "Home" is wherever we are together. Home… But I haven't been back there in a long time. Since that day, they have gone their separate ways. I understand the anguish of being separated from family.
I always believed we would see each other again. After a lengthy orbital period, today their paths shall intertwine once more. There’s still hope for you to reconcile. Let's go home! This was the moment that their paths intertwined — one a noble, tumbling from the light into the Abyss, the other a humble existence, climbing upward from the darkness. Initially intending only to save his older brother… I've finally found you! Let's get out of here, it's too dangerous! You can tell me all this later. Stop saying things that don't make sense!
He had anticipated his brother’s anger. The future must atone for bygone mistakes, as the bond familiar falters and breaks. Perhaps we're fated to be doomed together. They drew their blades, this time pointing them at each other. There's just one thing I have to ask, one thing I could never understand... Why... Why can't we continue our journey together? And for that, they shall never have my forgiveness.
I wonder what he would think if he were to see me now. Somehow, I doubt he'd share the same view as he did back then. I don't even know how to face myself sometimes... let alone my own brother. Were that not the case... I'd love to hug you too. At the very least, I hope I can make her happy when I'm around. But in my experience, family issues can be the toughest to resolve.
A sea of blossoms awaits the return of a single flower, anticipating the day when both hearts and petals shall become soft and tender.
Do you believe your sibling to have betrayed you?
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vexanillion · 1 year ago
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I think abt Raps saving varian on that saporian airship a LOT.
“Oh but she has her hair! She knew she’d survive!” Did she? Varian mentioned that there was enough quirinion on that ship to destroy corona 10 TIMES OVER. And even if she did survive the initial explosion, how did she know she’d survive the fall?? She didn’t. But she did it anyway because she believes in him. She believes he’ll do better, that he’s sorry, even though he never said it. SHE BELIEVES IN HIM.
Remember this is the first time she’s seen him in over a year, and the last time they saw each other varian attacked her and her family with automatons, and she nearly impaled him with magic rocks. they’ve been together for a few hours at most, having had ONE heart to heart conversation that didn’t even consist of an apology on either side. BUT SHE SAVED HIM. And he tried to save HER. HE WAS GONNA KILL HIMSELF FOR HER. SHE WAS GONNA KILL HERSELF FOR HIM!!!!
They mean so much to me I’m actually sick
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threepoint14art · 5 months ago
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Fankids for our au :D!!!! i tried to make them in the fnafhs style but im clearly not the best at it lol :P Eaktrap kid named Alexandra (Lexi) and bxb kid named Nieve! they are both very sporty, and funny enough Nieve has like 0 interest in music and i think that's hilarious
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Golden x Fox x Chica children because i love my poly ships and you cant take them away from me goldica kid is named Destiny, golxy kid is named Finnley and foxica kid named Edgar!
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Loowynn kid is named Asiri and Loon x Red (our oc) is named Lila!
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Nightmares kids!!! Maggie x Onyx kid is named Damon and Deuz x Onnie kid is named Thia (from Pythia, they are both named after a Greek legend)
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For this one it's important to mention that our spring is an adult!!! Leti and Spring kid named Ethan , and Vincent and Leti kid named Giselle
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Freddami and Fredangle kids!! cousinsss silly cousins i love them. Freddami kid is named Zeke and fredangle kid is named Alicia
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Toddai kid named Harlequin!!! Which is a DUMB name so he goes by Quinn!! He's on his own cause hes annoying/j
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xxplastic-cubexx · 6 months ago
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Fam and i were passing a sock shop and we saw a cyclops one and In Devious Union my brother and i said ‘cysocks’
#snap chat#speaking of siblings tho i finished those Scarlet Witch and Quicksilver comics and i fear i need more i love them sm 😭😭 back to me tho.. lol#so it turns out we share a braincell. AWFUL !!!#YOU KNKW WHAT HE SAID TO MEON THE TRAIN context i put eyeliner on so i look esp like a raccoon today. also more rings but whatever#my brother was like ‘at least we dont have to worry about anyone sitting next to us theyjust have to look at you and be like 👀’#LIKE WHY IS HE SO MEAN TODAY well jokes on his dumbass two kids ended up having to sit next to us ANYWAY#SO DIE <- this is average brother banter please be nice to us both#my dad was a lot nicer about my outfit … as per usual … omg wait this blog gets to leaen about how cool my dad is and how much i love him :]#ANYWAY MY DAD WAS NICER he literally stopped me and turned me around just to look at my whole outfit sosnwkssk#he kept insisting it was very cool and that i was fashionable. he DID be like ‘wow ! emo :)’ at first which almost made me throw up laughing#but thats what my dad does best: making me laugh and Not making me feel like a gross heathen. unlike SOME parents……………#anyways if we walk hy the shop again ill take a pic of the cysocks. because thats what this post was about fjWPDJSKSK#FOR NOW BYE my bro and i are in a bank lobby rn dodnskkejz#my dad had to do somethin real quick but he should be back soon then we’re going to meet my. older sis#see theyre both older than me but i distinguish them via Older Sister and Eldest Sister#because using their names is ridiculous. ok bye
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nenoname · 8 months ago
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Journal 3's references to Stan
(...does the Lost Pages count as J3 when some had to be in J2 and also may or may not be a truth lie turducken? idk. Ford's TBoB letters sure as hell don't count as J3 but I'm including them here anyway)
Pre-Portal Ford
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"Although my family tried to convince me that [having six fingers] made me special (and it did help with shadow puppets)"
"It would be quite interesting to see what my brother and mother would act like while wearing [the truth teeth]!"
"It occurs to me that if I must keep secrets from F, I might as well begin writing certain passages of this book in code. I aced Cryptology in college, so this will be fun! (At least for me. It would be deeply tedious and annoying for someone trying to decipher it.) It amuses me to think of their frustrating effort!" (ok this is likely for the reader and likely ain't a direct stan reference. but like. it is to me)
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"When I sat down, [the fortune teller] quickly grabbed my hands and said, "What took you so long, Sixer?" I felt a chill run down my back. How she knew my childhood nickname was beyond me"
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[Blacklight Hiding Places page] "Journal 3: The volume I hold in my hands. Describes my embarrassing defeat at the hands of Bill and the loss of my very sanity. Also contains a pretty good drawing of a plaidypus. Will soon be bestowed upon S and hidden at the ends of the Earth (I hope).” (he wrote the wrong journal to give to Stan lmao)
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"The time has come to bury this tome. After that, all there is left to do is wait for S. And save the world. Or lose my life in the effort."
Post-Portal Ford
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"Walking around my old lab, I feel like a dead man's ghost haunting a strange fun house mirror version of his past life, I resolve to take back my home and rebuild the life that Stanley has taken from me."
"The strangest thing about [Soos] is his utter idolization of my brother Stanley."
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"[Mabel] Shares the family sweet tooth. Diet seems to consist solely of items with the word 'gummy' in them. I will need to discuss nutrition with Stanley."
[Dipper] "Observations: 1) Constantly sweating. Perhaps he takes after Stanley. (...) 4) Rank odor. Clearly hasn't bathed recently. Stanley should never be put in charge of children!"
"It is just as I feared; apparently, Stanley's reckless use of the machine overtaxed it and ripped a tear in the dimensional fabric- the same way an overheated oven might burn a hole in kitchen linoleum."
"Containment dome- A home for the Rift. Admittedly, I was inspired by the snow globes in Stanley's gift shop."
"When I tried to share my burdens with my brother, he knocked me into the portal, separating me from my home for 30 years."
"Stanley always mocked my love of [DD&MD], and even some of my college friends called it "Girlfriend Repellant.""
"Well, the harm in showing the [infinity sided die] to Dipper turned out to be quite large. During one of our games, my hotheaded brother got his hands on it and accidentally conjured this jerk."
"I'm proud to say that the Pines family was able to beat the wizard at his own game. Stan's contribution was (of course) to cheat our way to victory."
"Ironically, in the multiverse I'm just as wanted as Stanley! But my crimes had a noble purpose"
"Stan would have loved this place, but it just made me depressed. Although I had a good run in the Gambling Dimension, the dimensional bouncers ended up kicking me out for counting cards! What are the odds?"
"[The Oracle] looked deep into my eyes and said I had the face of the man who was destined to destroy Bill."
[A Better World] "On this Earth, I was never pushed into the portal by Stan. On this Earth, my brother listened to me and took Journal 1 away from Gravity Falls."
"I reentered the world of my youth to face a brother I had not seen in 30 years. My frustration was indescribable- once again, my brother's actions had sabotaged everything I had ever worked toward."
"To help Dipper understand, I borrowed Stanley's car, and we drove until we reached the town border of Gravity Falls."
"I suggested it would be a good time for Stan to take the kids on that road trip he's been talking about while I puzzle over [the cracked Rift]"
Post-Weirdmageddon
"I bristled at the idea of sharing my accomplishments with anyone. I shunned my brother for one dumb mistake, and I shunned Fiddleford for having the nerve to try to stop me from dooming the world."
"I just couldn't get over the idea of myself as the lone hero.. and it was Stanley who paid the price."
"Trust shouldn't be given unconditionally, but it should be given a chance to be earned. There is strength in having the humility to work with and sacrifice for others- a strength I now realize was in my brother all along."
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"When Stanley and I were kids, we would often read tales of the Sibling Brothers- about two boys who dedicated their lives to exploring mysteries together. With a new anomaly to investigate, I've been thinking about those tales more and more lately."
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"I had suggested to Dipper that because of all the misfortune caused by them, we burn [the Journals] in the last campfire of the summer. Mabel, Soos & Stan all seemed very excited by this notion."
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"You hold a record of one man's folly and the kindness of a family that saved him from himself. It's never too late to learn that growing old doesn't have to mean growing up."
Lost Journal Pages
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"My stomach sank a bit when I realized... it was my birthday. This day has felt... odd, since S and I... parted ways."
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"DAMN! This morning I found F rummaging through my old copy of Urban Legends of New Jersey, where I had forgotten I had hidden some old personal items! I've quickly re-hidden them here, away from prying eyes."
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"The snow has begun to fall again and there's very little time. There's only one left I can turn to to protect my journals while I prepare for the journey..."
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Ford's Letters
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"I emerged from my lab after days of agonized contemplation to find- to my shock- that Mabel was reading the book, out loud, to Stanley, Dipper, Soos, and Wendy!"
"They didn't see me as an irredeemable screwup. Stanley said, "So, your past is just a giant pile of mistakes? Congratulations- you really are a Pines!""
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(It kinda strikes me that the BoB Lost Journal pages about Stan sound far more like post-portal Ford's opinions on Stan instead, where he's openly angry at both being pushed into the portal + at the portal being opened again + his murder suicide attempt being foiled + Stan disowning him + turning his house into a tourist trap + taking his identity vs pre-portal Ford being more... melodramatic(?) constantly being reminded of him but not wanting to linger too long? idk the vibes are different
Plus pre-portal Ford pretty consistently only calls Stan "S" or just refers to him as his brother (with the exception of him writing his name in a Caesar cipher) ...not to mention the perpetual motion machine comment says thirty instead of ten years)
Bonus:
[Journal 1 Mr What's His Face cipher] "If he gets my face, Stanley has a spare!"
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ants-personal · 5 months ago
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do you have a spiritual and mental connection to the dead boy in your house or are you normal
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number1villainstan · 1 year ago
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"You look like shit."
"Thank you, Yuna, I really needed to hear that. Why are you here exactly?"
"For Eri."
"You want her back? I thought you were done with her."
"Done with her? She's my kid."
"Yeah, your kid who killed your husband so you didn't want her anymore. I know how this works."
"Well clearly you don't, because what the fuck, Chisaki. You think I'm going to abandon my kid?"
"You already did abandon your kid. And then Pops gave her to me because he couldn't be arsed to take care of her either."
"Do you want me to take her back or not?"
"By all means, take her! I am not equipped to take care of a child! I'm just saying, you are not as innocent here as you want to pretend!"
"I'm not pretending anything! I don't care about how innocent I am! I just want my kid back! Fuck off!"
"Fine! Whatever! I'll go get her, just--"
"Absolutely not, I'm coming with you."
"Excuse me?"
"I'm coming with you, idiot. What, are you deaf now? I want to see my kid! And make sure she isn't missing any limbs!"
"Do you think I'd let her arm get chopped off? I'm not that negligent--"
"Maybe you are though! You said yourself that you're not equipped to take care of a kid! How am I supposed to know that she doesn't have a broken leg or something--"
"She's right here, you two. Quit arguing."
[Silence.]
"...hi, Hari."
"Hello, Kurono."
"Mama?"
"Hey, Eri baby. Are you alright? ...is that an alligator plushie?"
"'s a caiman. Nemoto gave it to me."
"I told you she was fine, Yuna."
"Shut up, Kai."
"In any case, if Eri's leaving, we should help her pack up her stuff. Kai, would you help me out?"
"Yeah. Yeah. Just--Yuna, can you tell the oyaji about this?"
"Why can't you?"
"Because he'll think I'm lying and I dumped her out on the street or something. He trusts you. He doesn't trust me."
"He doesn't trust me."
"He trusts you more than he trusts me."
"That's ridiculous. You tell him."
"You tell him."
"No, you tell him."
"You tell him."
"You both tell him."
"But Hari--"
"Both of you tell him. Now, Eri, are you ready to go?"
"Can I say goodbye to Nemoto first?"
"Sure, I'll go find him. And then we'll grab your stuff and hand you over. Kai, Yuna, you two go tell the oyaji, I'll take care of Eri. Seriously, you two are worse than Nemoto and I--"
"Hari--"
"GO."
"Fine."
"...fine."
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sophistired18 · 7 months ago
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Kryk ficlet about something something january, insecurities, the Earth, and sisters. Pt. 2/3(?)
Snow is falling, you're floating, let me anchor you.
"Geez, you look more nervous than me." Yaku blurts, observing Kuroo silently run circles in his head.
They're walking around the corner, about to reach the restaurant that Kuroo agreed on with his sister. Kuroo promised Yaku he'd make this work out sometime soon, but he didn't expect it to be this soon. Honestly, he was surprised she even picked up at all. Then he tried setting up a date a month ahead, which she declined due to her 'very busy schedule'. Kuroo's certain she's definitely wanting to avoid this too. Although, what he didn't expect is for her to say that she was free two weeks from then. So that's why he and Yaku are walking in the snow to a small restaurant after a long train ride to Yokohama in the middle of January. And each step they take closer, the more Kuroo realizes how much he dreads this trip. Or dreads his family. Well, his sister mostly.
"I'm not nervous." Kuroo replies. "She irritates me. Not in the way you do, I love you, she's just always rubbed me off in the wrong way." Kuroo begrudges.
"More than Daishou?" Yaku questions, his voice airing in amusement.
"Yes. More than Daishou." Kuroo admits, scrunching his brow.
"Wow. That's a new low." Yaku hums. "But, seriously, you said you didn't care what she thinks. I'm not going to get butthurt if she doesn't like me. I'm stuck with you whether she approves or not." Yaku says truthfully, nudging Kuroo in the shoulder with his fist.
"Yeah, because I don't care what she thinks." Kuroo emphasizes. "Don't give me that look. I mean it! I genuinely don't. I don't care what she thinks of me, per se.."
"So you're worried that she'll think badly of me?" Yaku asks with an air of curiosity, rather than suspicion.
"It's more like.. well, yes. Sort of. Yes. But just to be clear, it's not because I think you're a bad person that she will immediately disapprove of." Kuroo attempts to explain.
"Obviously." Yaku responds, sureness radiating off his voice. He looks up at Kuroo afterwards, insinuating for him to continue.
"What I'm trying to say is, you're an amazing person. Don't say anything, I'm not done yet." Kuroo stops Yaku before he can butt in. "And I love you so much. Which you'd think that these two things would matter as a deciding factor on whether or not my sister will react amicably... but I highly doubt any of it would even matter." Kuroo lets out.
Yaku inhales, places his hands together, before pointing both accusingly at Kuroo. "Tetsu, dear, please get to the fucking point."
"Mori, she's never ever cared about anything I do or like. Which wasn't of course, a big deal to me like ever. Except, until now. Because now, you mean so much more than anything I've ever liked."
"Except volleyball of course." Yaku remarks.
"Ehh more or less equal I'd say." Kuroo laughs.
"Okay sureee, but continue." Yaku rolls his eyes, knowing there's much more to his idiot boyfriend's internal family complex.
Kuroo sighs. "I never cared if she had nothing to do with my life. I mean, heck, she didn't say a single thing to me when our team went to nationals. My mom at least sent a text! And graduation! Both graduations! She didn't even show up. Only called to say congrats and then hung up." He says exasperatedly, leaving him to wonder why he's so out of breath after letting that out. "So yeah, she can do her own thing, it's whatever. But, there's one thing I will absolutely not stand for her to ignore or treat like it's not a big deal, and that's you. Because if she did, then I know it's simply based on her view of me. And I don't think I could ever let anyone treat you that way, especially if it's because of me. Because you are such a-"
"Tetsu. Hey, I get it." Yaku says gentle yet firm. He stands in front of him, physically stopping Kuroo in his tracks, before reaching to hold his shoulders in place. Then he continues, "But, I also completely disagree. You're forgetting the fact that you are also a fucking amazing person. So please for the love of god, please remember that. Because then, who cares what she thinks of you or me. I already know who I am, you do too. Don't let her get to your head before we've even seen her yet."
Kuroo looks into Yaku's eyes and feels vulnerable yet comforted all at once. He feels grounded. He closes his eyes, calming down his nerves that, he denied in having, and opens them to meet Yaku's eyes again. "Okay." He slowly nods.
"We don't need her blessing." Yaku reassures. "Besides, I already got your dad's and Kenma's, and those are the only ones that really matter anyways." Yaku smiles, which only brings Kuroo back down to Earth once more. Yaku does that. There's this security about him that Kuroo craves and adores, and also partially envies.
"Damn it." Kuroo curses. He lowers his neck so his forehead meets Yaku's. "I love you so much, you know that?" He takes a deep breath, wrapping his arms around the smaller man. "Thanks, I needed that."
Yaku chuckles, his warm breath visible in the cold. "You really overthink the easiest of things. I just need you here in the present, Okay? Otherwise those five braincells of yours are going to explode." Yaku laughs lightheartedly, which is adorable even if it was after he just insulted Kuroo basically three times in a row. Yet, every bit of it helped Kuroo ease up a bit, only confirming that he must be some sort of masochist.
Instead of delving into that thought, he decides to come back to Earth, where Yaku is waiting for him. Kuroo presses a light kiss atop of Yaku's head and leaves his lips there, breathing him in.
"You ready now?" Yaku asks, peering his head up.
Kuroo smiles. "Yeah, I'm ready."
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comics-centalx · 1 year ago
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Wally West Meets Barry Allen's Kids:
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sonknuxadow · 1 year ago
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ignore razor and blade in the background this isnt about them . anyway . Looks around all scared. thoughts on him ^
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aquareqia · 21 days ago
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yk what shipping your own ocs IS fun
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toxicrevolver · 11 months ago
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I’VE ACQUIRED A PICTURE OF THE STUPID TURTLE MY IDIOT SON LIVES WITH.
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Thor (stupid turtles actual name) is not a huge fan of being found. Hence why him and the arm holding him are covered in fuzz. He was hiding and according to my sibling (the arm pictured) he did not want to be found.
Said sibling is over at @staticmonster999 and can vouch for what I’m about to say about this dummy.
So we acquired Thor in the most unusual way. We already had a box turtle (Tony) but she was in the bathtub having a soak when Thor showed up so irrelevant. The front door of our house was open bcs air flow while cleaning. And this stupid fucker just. Walked in. He fucking walked into our house. And wouldn’t leave. We tried. Several times. We lived next to a field and there was a tree line on one side so first we placed him out in the field and the second and third time we put him by the tree line. Nope. It didn’t stick. He walked back to our house and just waltzed on in as if he fucking lived there. We’re pretty sure he was an abounded pet (we lived next to a bougie neighborhood full of dickbags.) so we just gave up and kept him. We already had one box turtle so owning two wasn’t much different.
Now Thor currently terrorizes my idiot son, 2 doofus dogs, and anyone else who goes to the house he’s at bcs he free roams. His shell used to be a bit flatter so when he would get flipped on his back he’d just be stuck, and now that he’s domed out more he is capable of flipping himself back over but chooses not too. Because he’s lazy. So if he gets flipped upside down he just lays there until someone flips him right side up again. He likes worms. Like an unhealthy amount. Little dude will gorge himself on them so we have to limit his worm intake.
If you have stupid turtle questions ask away and I’ll try to answer or I’ll ask my sibling. I’ll also answer Sherbie questions bcs that’s my idiot son and we love him here.
Idiot son tax:
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Honorary tags: @smushedmuffin @haahka (if y’all ever don’t wanna be tagged anymore let me know)
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thanatos-nightshade · 2 years ago
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Im so sorry i played Our Life: beginnings and always and not only has it sucker punched me with bittersweet feelings of life and change and relationships but its also thrown me into brain rot hell of it. Im sorry if ocean boy cove floods your feed get it? Its a pun
#t-n talks#personal#our life: beginnings & always#olba#i love him so much i love them all so much i need to replay with all the dlcs and get shiloh to come to our wedding#because i named a fosh after him in like step 2 or 3 and i missed him and i dont care if he lied to us im sorry shiloh#come baaack#but also baxter what happened baxter we missed you so much youre important to us youre important to meeeeeee#everyones my friend now how do i have jeremy at my wedding but not shiloh? jeremy you should have made shiloh suffer tooooo#im so glad i got jeremy though god i felt for him so bad like genuinely what was wrong while he was mean to us#i just wanted to be nice and friends but also dont be mean to cove and im so glad hes mellowed out a bit hes really a good kid sometimes#i love them all so much dereeeekkkkk hes such a good friend god hes SUCH A GOOD FRIEND im screaming#and baxter baxter baxter baxter sometimes i dont think hes in love with us but in love with our relationship but also like#i wouldnt mind us three being closer because youre fucking important to me baxter just like jeremy#youre all part of this found family gay as shit now if i can be adopted then that means i can adopt you too!!!#god but seriously? like i expected to cry because of relationship love drama at first not because i was having#complicated feelings about being adopted and my relatiinship with my sister god ive never had an older sister really#and my siblings and i arent super close but im adopted and i dont think ive ever wanted something more than this family#this game man i just god my fiance was like “i dont think this game was meant to be so deep/intense” but like its a visual novel#novels are meant to invoke feelings and thoughts and discussion and reflection at least thats what i believe every story has a purpose#its up to us to figure out what its purpose is maybe not in general but to us what can we take away from it and god#it makes me want to hold onto my friendships tightly and reach out to everyone i knew/know#i have too many tags on here because of brain rot but i love this game and im so excited for the next one and i would love to download#like my log of the entire game so that i can recap everything at like my leisure#just cause im not gonna remember all my choices and stuff
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astral-catastrophe · 7 months ago
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me and the generic extra strong Tylenol and the pure rage in my system
#Every once in a while I think. It’s not too bad home. I’m over dramatic. It’s not bad and it won’t be bad when I go home and never been bad#Then actually think and remember#I shouldn’t have been hit as a small child. I thank god that my parents stopped that with me.#But also. I should have been taken seriously when I went To them with concerns and shouldn’t have been brushed off.#But also to be a 14 something year old and to realize your parents aren’t in love is a crushing feeling#Since that must have been when. 13-14. Appa passed. Pandemic times. I’m sure my father. Since this would have been the last time I saw Appa#We went down to visit. Dad didn’t go he had work. He sent us off. I remember sitting in the passenger seat by mom in driver#Dad praying for our safe travel and for him going in for a kiss and the moment of hesitation and unwant from my mother#And the awkward silence and the way everything seemed to just shift to the side#That was summer of 2019. My first time realizing my parents weren’t both in love happened when I was 13-14.#I wouldn’t wish that on anyone.#And going to college has me feeling so guilty. Like I fucking ditched my siblings? The kids I raised as a child myself?#(I had to go. I don’t know if my scholarship would have held I don’t know if my financial aid would have held. I couldn’t have waited. )#(I would have likely done something bad to myself. Genuinely. If I weren’t able to be here. If I had to stay. I wouldn’t survive that.)#my siblings are fine. They have no responsibilities. My sister is manipulative. They will manage. They want me to get the education I need#They aren’t going to have to use their own college money to pay to be able to eat because the parents won’t feed them for the summer#I went into college with at least a couple hundred less than I should have. Because I had to parent. I had to feed my siblings.#And I had to pay to fill the gas tank on my father’s gas eater truck. We couldn’t be home because of the selling home situation.#I had to do something to get us out and to feed us but I didn’t get paid back for anywhere near all of it#I don’t regret it. But a kid shouldn’t have to pay for them and their siblings to live.#But then I remember the dread I have for returning ‘home’ for the breaks. I don’t know what I’m going to do.#If I can’t work all of the breaks then I either won’t be able to pay next semester#Or I’ll have almost no money in savings. Like nothing to my name. Can’t buy gas. Can’t do anything. Can’t buy food.#Unless the next scholarship stuff I’m doing pulls through. But I’m willing to work the whole break just to get away from either house.#I want to violently shake my parents and get them to comprehend#Father you have dropped 260$ into my bank account in the last two weeks. Why could this not be earlier in the semester.#Why couldn’t that be in the time and fashion you FUCKING PROMISED for helping me pay my schooling?#You have money to spare. Stupid. Why couldn’t you help like you promised.#Mom you fucker. I get that you are kinda with a new man now. But you’re leading yourself into a relationship with a man you said yourself#You don’t want to date because he wants to move away with his sister and because he hates it here
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