#why am i not enough

[reeses-pieces3]

I feel numb like I know it's actually just another emotion I just can't seem to tell what one right now. I took my meds today and still nothing. I wish I could feel something right now. Why can't I feel emotions right now? Even being hungry would mean I can still feel, but nothing.

[vampire-balloon]

The only love I know how to give is childlike, and never enough

[looking-for-paradies]

I would do anything to feel your love again

[bitch-nipple]

I feel ruined. As though I’ll never be able to let anyone in again. I’ll never be able to trust another soul. Never tell another my secrets and desires. Never let another touch me. So broken I wouldn’t be able to accept what I’ve always wanted even if it was right in front of me begging for a chance.

I can’t look at myself without seeing them. I look nothing like them. I am nothing like them. I never cross their minds but a day doesn’t go by I don’t think about them. What made them so special? What made them worth it? Why wasn’t I worth it..?

[uglygirlpretendingtobepretty]

Tw

Incase u need th1nspø. This is literally my DREAM BODY!!

[cat-covens]

Contradiction;

With you I felt loved, safe, happy.

But you made me feel like I was never enough.

Without you I feel lost, scared and confused.

But I don't feel like I am enough for anything anymore.

[omgitsren]

❤️‍🩹 best friend break ups are the worst

[reeses-pieces3]

I'm going insane. I gained about 3lbs. I'm praying that it's water weight, but deep down I know it's not.

[looking-for-paradies]

I've never been here before

I gave you all my heart and more

So why couldn't you give me yours?

What was I missin'? Don't act so indifferent

Now why are you actin' like all that we did never happened?

What did I do?

Is this the dark side of love?

Is this the dark side of lovin' you?

Is this the dark side of love?

Is this the dark side of lovin' you? (Ooh)

Was it for another man?

'Cause maybe then I'd understand

You had my heart right in your hand

I felt it was fragile but you weren't even careful

Now why are you actin' like all that we did never happened?

What did I do?

This the dark side of love

This is the dark side of lovin' you (This is the dark side, baby)

This the dark side of love (Oh yeah, oh yeah)

This is the dark side of lovin' you

'Cause I fell in love with what I thought we'd be (What I thought we'd be)

Now it's all fallin' apart at the seams (Oh)

This the dark side of love (Didn't you want my love?)

This is the dark side of lovin' you, oh

[thehauntedp0et]

I want…

I don’t know what I want…

I lied.

I want you to look me in the eyes

and tell me the truth

I want you to tell me that you’re killing yourself

And that you don’t care

And that I’m not enough

I want you to tell me what should’ve been said years ago.

[theinvisiblelifeofme]

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

[ccharlie-slime]

im just so tired. why dont i get first say. why dont you believe me. i'm not looking for attention or applying labels i dont fully have faith in. i'm not saying i cant do things because i am choosing not to.

[meggsloves]

I keep trying to justify your reasons but…. It doesn’t mean it’s not something I still want. Why do I always make myself small to make you comfortable?