#yall don´t understand

[nuks]

still thinking about some kinda serial killer oc based on i'm your man by mitski......

You're an angel, I'm a dog Or you're a dog and I'm your man You believe me like a god I destroy you like I am I'm sorry I'm the one you love No one will ever love me like you again So, when you leave me, I should die I deserve it, don't I?

[99k4manii]

(NOT PROOF READ)

Ony x black!f!reader

Sooo basicallyyyy fem reader who lowkey strong asf get jealous but like she little bitty like literally 5’1 while ony a whopping 6,4 everytime YALL argue you give him some rough bruises then y’all fuck it out

Warnings: nsfw! P in V, jealousy, toxic relationship, idk what else tbh

You and Ony were cuddling on the couch watching “missing” for like the 100th time, he half sleep half woke and his phone started dingin’ at first you didn’t really pay attention. But then it started getting constant so you picked up his phone and put his passcode in to see messages from instagram? but you was pretty sure you told him to delete that shit!

Next thing you know you scrolling through some texts from a bitch named “Ri’hna” it’s like they were texting non-stop yk damn well he aint drop sum off for her ONE time you was finna wake his ass up and slap him in his shit but something told you too see what this bitch look like so you know who you finna beat tf up.

after about like 35-40ish minutes of checking her socials (off of his phone) the bitch texted talkin’ bout’ sum “mmm why you looking at my page sm?? You obsessed aint you 👅👅?” First of all, the bitch was ugly asf and built sloppy second of all, the bitch knew he had a girl! Thats what made you aggressively wake up ony.

“Hmm..? What ma-“ he said sluggishly and he was tired but once a hard ass slap hit him across his face he woke up right away “y/n what the fuck?!” He said like he didnt know what was going on (he didnt) “now who tf is ri’hna?” You said calmly but in a minute you was finna go off “what is you talkin’ bout?!” Ony looked at you with a confused faced then you punch him in his nose, “nigga stop playing dumb with me” you said tryna keep yourself from hitting him again “y/n you ain’t gon keep hitting’ me!” “NIGGA JUST ANSWER MY QUESTION” you said finally gettin loud after that Yall started fighting not just yelling but fist fighting

Ony ended up spendin’ the night at armin and his girls house (your friend) “damnnn she fucked yo shit up!” Armin said feeling bad Ony had a couple bruises over his face nd a somewhat black eye “what did you do fa ha do dat?” F/n had asked with a concerned look, “ion even fuckin know! She just started asking me who Ri’hna is..” “well who is she” f/n had asked “she a regular drop off but she got a crush on Ony” armin and had said “well if yk she gatta crush on you.. why don’t you block ha or sum’ ?” F/n had asked a good question “because she a customer and y/n shouldve look at the messages better I don’ t respond unless she ask for a drop!” Armin and f/n look at each other “welllll—“ armin said “how bout you just go talk to her yk Yall gon end up back togetha’ anyway” he was right no matter how many times y’all “broke up” or fought y’all ended up fuckin’ it out nd being lovey doves again

It was about 2:23 am you heard a knock at yo apartment door you was confused asf because why somebody at your door at 2 somthing in da morning? You looked through da peep hole, suprise suprise it was no other than ony

“Ngh~! Ohh~!” “Fuck-fuck-fuckkkk” here you two are fucking like animals on the living room floor, that’s how terrible it is y’all didn’t even make it to the bedroom! “Mama, you better not beat me up like that again understand?” Ony said somewhat outa Breath while in missionary still pounding tf outa you. “Don’t make me want~to beat you up aga~in” you said with moans interrupting your words. “You didn’t even let me try to explain myse-“ you shut him up with a French kiss “that’s the past this the present forget about that”

After a couple days the same thing happened which ended up in you two fucking YOURE problems out again this relationship was not healthy at all.

Heyyy y’all! so prob tmr ima do the thing cuz gojo won the poll! This is short so hopefully in the future I make longer ones but I ain’t good a typing for a long time.. but anyways yup bye love y’all😘

[deflated-leaf]

ok who wants to be generous and tell me where yall r getting the deadpool & wolverine scenepacks i NEED TO EDIT THEM YOU DON;T UNDERSTAND PLEASE

[stargirlie25]

Don´t get me wrong, Lucien is like my most favorite ACOTAR man LIKE EVER.

I get conversations discussing how Lucien is better in terms of Elain rather than Azriel and i understand comparing them in that particular situation and vice versa because we obviously ship different ships.

I just dont understand when people decide to compare both males for no reason when it has nothing in regards to Elain.

Like TWO SEPERATE scenes and people and friends and of course you guys have to compare?

If you have seen any of my previous posts, you would see how i HATE when people compare Gwyn and Elain. Its disgusting and many has discussed this but then they go ahead and compare the males as if it is any different?

I love Lucien more than Azriel. A million times more. Although im not going to take a scene that uplifts Azriel and makes him seem sweet and barge Lucien in when it literally has nothing to do with him.

People like Azriel more than Lucien? Ok and? Live with it you are not a baby! Just because someone stans and loves Azriel you dont have to cry like a baby and push your stance on them. We all have different opinions. How do you expect them to respect your favorite character if in order to uplift him you have to put down another. Like me personally can write multiple pros for Lucien and Azriel without comparing.

Lucien himself said he was a good male and LOTS of scenes prove that. I think his flaws come out in regards to his love/lust interests (Mor and Elain) because that´s the only time where i do not like his behavior and many Azriel STANS agree.

I have talked about how toxic elriels can be and ive mentioned before that im sure eluciens and gwynriels are toxic too.

These people make eluciens look bad ngl. Azriel is not my favorite only because he does not exactly stick out to me. Although there has been so much adorable scenes where he is in and same with Lucien.

Yall just need to CHILL.

This is also directed to the people who uplift Az but turning down my precious lulu

[thegamingcatmom]

Choose violence 12 and 23

Hi there!

12. The unpopular character that you actually like and why more people should like them.

Irina Denali

A lot of people resent her because of her behavior and actions throughout the movies. Which...I kinda get it:

she´s part of the reason the Denalis did not aid the Cullens in fighting off Victoria and her army in Eclipse (Tanya´s to blame for that as well imo - she´s the leader and, as such, should´ve been the voice of reason)

in BD Part 1, she still refused to believe Laurent tried to kill Bella (basically called Edward a liar) and I fully believe she´d have offed one of the wolves (probs Seth) after the wedding, had Tanya allowed it

then you got all of BD Part 2...I mean, I think we all know (always always always get your facts right first)

HOWEVER-

I think a lot of people don´t make an effort to actually understand such complex characters. It´s easier to go by what you can see rather than digging deeper and wondering about the Why:

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Laurent

I don´t believe Laurent and her were "meant to be", but Irina probably did. (Hence why she wouldn´t believe a word Edward said.) After centuries of searching, she´d finally found her mate. The one thing she´d always hoped and longed for. (I HC her as someone who´s dreamed of marriage since she was a little girl. Just like Rosalie.) The one thing all vampires hope and long for, I reckon.

...Only to have that ripped away from her in a matter of...days? Weeks? Months? (Not sure how long Laurent´s been with the Denalis before he returned to Forks to finish the job.) It broke her. I´d even go so far as to argue she felt a pain similar to when her mother died. Not as severe, but powerful enough to leave a gaping hole in her chest. I think Laurent´s death changed her, made her bitter, and I really wish we´d have gotten to see the Irina before Laurent. She was probs a whole different person.

Besides: Yall can´t tell me any of the Cullens would´ve reacted any differently if their mate had been slaughtered by the wolves. A vampire will always be out for blood and revenge after that.

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The (not quite) immortal child

Well, what to say here? It was a misunderstanding, a big one. One that could´ve been prevented by Irina herself, if only she´d have taken the time to think before acting.

...But rational thinking can be difficult when your past comes back to haunt you. She saw the child, and got triggered. She didn´t even think about thinking, she was simply not able to. The death of her mother was a traumatic experience for her, and seeing Renesmée probs felt like living through that trauma all over again. She looked disgusted when she saw her and Bella because she has suffered the consequences of such a selfish act (turning a child) before. How could the Cullens, people she considered family, commit such a heinous crime when they knew what it cost them (the sisters)?

I think, above all else, Irina felt utterly betrayed.

With that said, Irina wasn´t a "bad" person. She´s simply been dealt very shitty cards, and while all of that is no excuse for some of the things she´s done, it makes her, for a lack of a better word, human.

23. Ship you´ve unwillingly come around to.

...Don´t hit me pls (looking at you @ynhara):

Irina Denali x reader

DON´T HIT MEH, I CAN EXPLAIN-

Look...I gotta confess something:

I´ve never been fond of Irina, probs because of the very reasons I´ve stated above. I just never really got attached to her, yknow? Sometimes, there´s people you just don´t click with, right?

...Until you start looking deeper into their story. So, basically, ever since I started writing about the Denalis, some of my views just...changed. In order to come up with these HCs and silly little posts and whatnot, I had to deal with her and her story. How else was I supposed to come up with stuff? So, the more I wrote, the more I understood (e.g.: see above). And with understanding came fondness.

If there´s one thing I´ve learned from this, it´s that you should always make an effort to get to know the person behind the mask. 🎭

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Thanks for your ask! 💋

[panda-of-the-trash]

Yall don´t understand

This shit is like drugs to me

[blaxcunicorn]

Diaboli 's angelus

Chapter 1

Length: 3.2k words

Content: fem!reader, nsfw warning (soon)

Authors note: Heeey, I´m back with my first ever series. I love royal au but have never read one with a black princess so I thought why not making one. Hope yall like it and hope you will give me feedback on how to improve my writing. Thank yoou!

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“Your highness, your highness the King and his council are waiting for you”. You groan as you wake up to your maid´s soft voice. “It´s quite early, don´t you think Avery? What does my brother want now?” “But your highness it is midday”. You chuckle “fair enough, what is the meeting about?” you say smiling. “I´m not that sure, I guess there is only one way to find out your highness”, she says, tickling you out of bed. Avery has raised you like you were her own daughter, since your own mother tragically passed away from an incurable illness, when you were just four years old.  

  “I knooow” you say slamming your head on your soft pillow letting out an umph. “I do not understand why you are always so tired before midday?” While you are faced with the pillow on your face a smile creeps out. You tend to sneak out of the castle after dinner to talk to the village people. Johan, your knight tends to help you sneak out through the ports but is always glued by your side as a compromise of letting you out. You wish to know how the palace and your brother can help making their everyday lives easier. It is your kingdom after all and you want to contribute with what you can, to make it blossom. Your brother always takes your suggestions into consideration; however, you always have to lie about how you got that information.  Your kindness towards your people gave you the nickname “et angelicus princeps”. The nickname makes you always embarrassed since you aren't doing this for the title or the honor but rather out of pure heart. The council however loved the concept as it was a reassurance that the people were happy with the rulers.

“Insomnia I guess” you say rolling onto your back. Avery rolls her eyes and grabs your arm and pulls you to the bathroom. “We must cut the ends of your hair, your highness. It's a bit damaged.” You looked at your curls from the mirror, however you did not notice any difference. “Sure, we can do it before braiding it again.” Avery nods before pouring water over your head. After drying yourself, did you both agree upon dressing casually with a white dress with blonde flower patterns covering you modestly. You look at yourself in the mirror as Avery touches upon your makeup and puts a flower on your natural hair that matches your dress. “You grow more beautiful everyday, your highness.” Avery says stroking your shoulders, “T-thank you” you say feeling heat creep to your cheeks. You grab Avery´s hand as you both walk out of your bedroom. As you were walking you couldn't help but to notice the maids' sad smiles towards you. “Why are they sad, are your brother and your sister-in-law well?” You thought to yourself as you ended up walking faster dragging Avery with you. Your heart rate felt like a million per second. You both stop in front of the large door and Avery gives your hand a squeeze as she notices how tense you were. You turn your head towards her and see her beautiful reassuring smile which gives you courage.

     The guards bow before opening the door as you enter, you turn around and look at Avery before the door closes. Your legs feel like spaghetti, and your heart is in your throat. You have not been in the meeting room since the day they announced your father´s death. In front of you are the council members sitting horizontal to the table while your brother is sitting on the largest chair at the end of the table. “Y/n have a seat” your brother says smiling, that smile made you able to breathe normally again. You walked confidently to the other end of the long table facing your brother. A servant pulls the back of the chair to allow you to seat yourself. You give him a small thank you when he pushes the chair up to the table.

  The first one to speak was a senior member of the council called Wilfred. “Your highness thank you for attending this meeting, as I assume that you probably have other duties today.” You wanted to smile, since you pretty much planned on roaming around your private library today and read the chosen book under the tree. If not, probably bother Johan with something. “Don´t worry about it, I did not have anything else planned today, so I am all yours” you smile. “Excellent, do you see the map on the table your highness?” You nod while looking at the large map of the different Kingdoms of the world. The ones circled with green are allied kingdoms such as Hizuru, Okosian and Pumore. The white circled kingdoms are nations we have a neutral relationship with and lastly, we have the Eldian Kingdom that is circled in red. Your kingdom and the Eldian kingdom used to have a great relationship until the tragic passing of their previous king, King Grisha II. You didn't know much about the political situation of Eldia, however you know that your brother has little contact with the Eldians. “Your highness, you probably know how kingdoms build diplomatic relations?” “Ehm yes, with trading?” you answer naively. “and?” You had to think for a second “I don´t know…maybe marriage?” “Bingo, we want you to attend the 104th annual royal ball to find you a potential spouse” your brother responds.

You stare at your brother without being able to make out one single word. It felt like your throat had been sawn in while it was on fire. Your eyes could not blink, and you felt the dryness of the air itching your eyes. “A-a spouse?” you managed to press out. You look down as the dryness of your eyes was replaced with tears creeping up, your brother with some of the council members looked at you with sad eyes, while the others looked down.  “You are 18 years old, and we need this to better our diplomatic relations with other kingdoms. Our military is at its weakest and if someone were to attack, we would be in need of assistance from other kingdoms.” Looking up at your brother again, wiping your tears away with the sleeve of your dress. “I understand, but however could we not rely on our already allied nations for military assistance?” you say almost whisper. “Y/n, with the Eldian kingdom becoming the hegemon, the political climate is quite unbalanced at this very moment. We are unsure if we can still rely on our allies, with the current growing fear of the Eldian kingdom. The safety of the kingdom relies on you being able to marry a King or heir of the throne from a neighboring nation. You becoming the Queen of that kingdom will guarantee that.” You sigh in defeat “I see, when is the ball?” “In three days' ' responds council member Filip short. Your eyes widened, you had three days on you to get ready physically and mentally to find a potential husband. “I hope you understand that this is for the best of our Kingdom, Y/n?” You brother says, sounding concerned. “I do” you respond while looking down at your shaking arms and legs. “In that case, the meeting is over.” You curtsy to your brother before leaving and he responds with a simple nod. You hurry out of the room, in a desperate need of air “You highness how did...” you couldn´t hear Avery´s concerned voice as you were rushing to the garden.

Your heart was speeding, and you felt like you were sweating from everywhere. As you were almost near the exit the world started to spin, and you could no longer breathe. The energy your body once had starts to pour out like water in a waterfall, you lose balance but you land on a surface. “Wow there, all tired already? It's not even evening” grins Johan as he gives you a piggy ride and  sits you down on the bench next to the marble fountain. “Oh, Johan I- ''you can't express anything else before crying on his shoulder. All the stress you felt earlier just came out in the form of tears, whenever you tried to form a word hulking was the only thing your body was able to let out. After what felt like ages, the sadness vanished and was replaced with numbness. “Care to explain who I'm fighting?” You giggle, Johan always somehow managed to light up your mood. “I see, you are getting married to a random King or potential King, ''Johan says, staring up in the sky. “Poor man, how can he manage a woman like you? I feel worse for your potential husband.” You tilt your head to the side before hitting Johan playfully on the shoulder “hey!” you laugh. “On a serious note, you should not be too upset. Try to be hopeful, your future husband might be a nice and honorable man.” Johan says grinning, he is quite handsome and most of the maids working in the palace are charmed by his famous smile. Johan and you grew up together as he is Avery´s son and he always considered you a friend before your title. “You have a point there, I wonder who he is going to be and what he is doing right now?”

   Eren is lying on his stomach, Mikasa´s hand is  on his bare back while her thumb is stroking his back. Mikasa leans in for a kiss, however Eren shoves his head further from her. “I think I´ll have to go, the other maids might need my help.” Eren simply nods and stands up and hands over her dress. Mikasa is not hurt by Eren´s rejection, the rule they set is that she is allowed to kiss him everywhere but on the lips. “Eren is just not the affectionate type, but it does not change what we have” Mikasa thinks for herself as she sits on the bed watching Eren fixing his shirt. She then stands up, kisses his cheeks before curtsying Eren and exiting the room. A couple of steps outside his master bedroom she bumps into Armin. Armin looks at Mikasa with pity eyes and she responds with “Don´t say a single word, Armin” in a low but threatening manner. The blonde just breathes deeply and walks past her. Armin hates seeing his childhood friend obsessed with a man that is obviously using her for comfort, ignorant of the love the young Ackerman girl has for him. “Eren, it's me” Armin says while knocking, “Come in Armin, what is it?” The blonde enters his master bedroom “You need to stop sleeping with Mikasa” Eren looks confused at him “Why? We are both just enjoying each other's company.” Armin breathes deeper as he knows arguing against the king would be a lost cause. “The council wants a word with you Eren” The young King looks even more confused “About what?” Armin looks down while peeling the skin on the side of his nails as he nervously says “T-to find you a potential wife.” Before Armin could look up, his childhood friend went out the door. “Eren!” Armin runs after him as they both enter the meeting room.  “Eren! Wai-“, the blonde advisor freezes as he looks up at the other four fellow council members sitting around the gold table.

      When Eren became king he reformed the council and appointed Levi, Erwin, Pixi, Nile and himself as his councilmen. However, he gave Armin the position as his personal advisor since they have known each other since childhood and Eren trusted him more than anyone. Levi let out a “tch” at Eren´s behavior, the head of the Ackerman clan was fully aware of Eren´s tantrums and could bet his hand on Eren´s reaction to the proposal from the council. Yet, he does not blame him, Eren might have been king for the past three years but he is still young, the currently the youngest ruler in the world and in the history of Eldia. “What am I hearing? You want me to find a wife?!” The young king shouts. Erwin sighs “Your majesty, have a seat first.” Eren walks up to the table and sits down at his seat “I am all seated” he says annoyed leaning his head on his knuckles. Armin also takes the seat next to his green-eyed friend, and can´t help but to feel a bit nervous, he can´t stop thinking about how Mikasa would take this. “As you are fully aware, we have discussed the topic of finding the kingdom a potential Queen. We want  you to attend the 104th annual royal ball and connect with a princess you wish to marry.” Eren looks at all of them in disgust. “Why should I give up my freedom and be caged by a woman?” Nile is the one to answer “your majesty, with all the respect you are 19 of age and should find a Queen to rule by your side. More importantly, this is going to help us build better diplomatic relations with other kingdoms. At this very moment as Eldia is blossoming,  is also fear growing around the world.  The kingdom of our future Queen might help us get better dialogues with other nations.” Eren looked bored at the commander of the Military Police. “If a Kingdom threatens Eldia, we just do what we always do, we´ll take it to the battlefield.” Pixi wakes up from his drunken state, “your highness the Kingdom cannot afford to send more soldiers to battle whenever Eldia feels threatened by a nation.” Eren looks at him with confusion “We can, we can afford it.” He says, crossing his arms. Levi slams his hand on the table “You know as well as me the horrors of war and as we stand today can we not afford losing more soldiers, accept this proposal as it is the best option for the Kingdom.” The Survey Corps captain and the King were staring coldly in each other’s eyes.

      Armin lets out a little cough to ease the tension “Eren, you are not the one that is losing your freedom. Your wife is as she has to submit to you and the rules of the Kingdom. In fact she might have never had freedom to begin with, she has to submit to her father, brother, husband and at the very end her son. You have way more freedom that they'll ever have.” Eren looks down in shame as we never thought about the fact that princesses are basically birds in cages. “In addition to that, Eren, you need an heir. The Kingdom needs reassurance that there is a King that will take over if ehm…something might happen to you.” Armin almost whispers the last part.  Eren´s eyes widens, Armin is right he indeed needs an heir. The thought never crossed his mind as he was busy with expanding Eldia and eliminating threats to the Kingdom. The green-eyed man groans in defeat “Okay, I'll do it. When is it?” while shaking his head. “In three days” says Nile short. Eren whips his head to Armin which basically screams “You knew for how long? And did you not tell me earlier?” Armin gives his friend a nervous smile before putting one hand on Eren´s shoulder. “I would never let you attend unprepared, I spent some time talking to our diplomats and have gathered information about the potential princesses that might attend. I will go with you as your advisor and supporter.” Eren feels some of the tension leave his body “what would I have done without you Armin” he says smiling. “Probably run this Kingdom down in hell” Levi responds. “Well, that’s true,” Eren chuckles.

Three days passed by too quickly and you were standing on a small pedestal while getting ready for the ball. Avery is touching up on your butterfly locs she braided two days ago. Your makeup is getting done by Charlotte, she is giving you a natural look that enhances your beauty. Lastly, we have Christine sewing in a white flower in your white choker. The ladies were surprisingly quiet and concentrated on their different tasks, which left you unfortunately alone in your own thoughts. You keep breathing out of your mouth to calm your rapid beating heart. This is your first ball and you couldn't help but to stress your life out. What if you fail and the Kingdom is doomed? Most Kings and Princes would probably want cute blonde princesses, would they even be interested in someone like you? “And we are done!” Avery says proudly, interrupting your thoughts. Christine wrapped the choker around your throat from behind you. Avery turns you around and you see yourself at the reflection and you are speechless. The dress you wear is baby pink with white flower patterns, it had gold broderie that went from each of your shoulders and down to the end of the dress. It also has a large golden waistband that hung loosely from your waist and was braided into one part in the middle that hung down on your dress. Avery has put golden butterflies on your locs that matched the gold.

      The thoughts you had vanished the second you laid your eyes on yourself. You felt both feminine and strong and it blossomed a broad smile on your face. “You look beautiful, your highness” says Avery with a choking, you turn around and see her tear up. “How pathetic you aren't married yet and here I am crying like I´ll never see you again” the woman laughs, drying her tears. You are on your way to embrace her in a hug before you hear a knock. Christine runs to the door and opens it.  “Y/n the carriage is ready for you” you hear Johan say. “Boy, what have I told you about referring to her highness by her first name!” you could tell that Avery was two seconds from giving him a beating. “That she is our princess and I need to show her more respect”, “exactly” Avery says smacking him in the back of the head. You could not help but to laugh “It's okay Avery, Johan does not have to call me by my title.” Johan smirks as a response, but poor Avery is in distress “b-but your highness.” Johan claps his hand before bowing “after you, your highness”, you couldn't help but to laugh and cringe as it was very out of character of him. “Take care of her Johan!” Avery shouts after you two. “Of course mother, it's my job after all” he answers playfully. One of the guards opens the carriage door and you lift your dress to seat yourself inside. Johan jumps on the seat next to the coachman and gives the older man a nod to start. As you were riding out of the palace, couldn't you look back and see everyone waving and you lift your eyes up a bit and see your brother looking at you ride out. You take a deep breath as make yourself comfortable in the carriage as it is going to be a long ride.

[lemonmaid]

Don't Get Frostbite

[Part one right here]

This is part two! I hope yall enjoy!!

Warnings {small bullying (Yuu feeling left out), slow angst, this is an X Reader fic but instead of using Y/N or Name, I used Yuu = You, Anxiety attacks, stranger danger, crappy chase scene, mentions of death]}

Yuu is 7, Malleus is 9, Sebek is 8, and Silver is 7.

"YOU'RE SUCH AN IDIOT"

Yuu has only been living at the Draconia residence for a few days now, and things were tough for little Yuu. Right now they are being yelled at by Malleus's friends for not knowing how to 'play' knights.

"Sebek, calm down. It isn't a big deal" said the boy with white hair.

Yuu felt like crying, they haven't seen their fathers in a few days. They've always had hard time meeting friends, but this was like being thrown into the ocean without knowing how to swim.

"Is everything okay over here children?".

Lilia, that was the man's name. Yuu thought he was nice but then again he did scare them a few times.

"NO, this human doesn't understand how to be a Knight! How are they supposed to protect his majesty when they are older!".

Lilia chucked, "Sebek, we've spoken about this. Little Yuu won't be a guard, they are a guest that will be studying along Malleus".

Sebek's face turned red, he threw his 'sword' onto the ground and proceeded to march away.

Yuu looked up at Lilia, "Did I do something wrong? I am sorry, I didn't understand the rules".

Lilia smiled down at them and pat their head, "No dear, Sebeck tends to take things too seriously". Lila then picks up Silver, "Apologies Yuu, but I must leave. Silver needs to take a nap before dinner. Make sure you leave with Sebek. You may be old enough to wander on, but you're are still new to the Brair Valley area, many get lost here".

Yuu watched Lilia and Silver leave the overgrown thorn bushes garden. Yuu was alone, well besides Sebek somewhere in the garden. Dark clouds could be seen moving in the sky; rain or snow could be fallen at any minute. Yuu didn't want to get caught in any storm so they went to look for Sebek.

After walking through the woods the endless woods for a a good 30 minutea, Yuu looked behind the tall dark trees, and there they saw was a small clearing, Sebek was in the middle of the clearnimg, making circle of crocus.

"What are you doing Sebek?"

"I'm making a fairy ring, so I can catch a better human. Then maybe I'll have someone to play correctly with me and Silver".

Yuu's lip thinned, "Well that isn't very nice. But aren't you supposed to be using mushrooms?".

Sebek whips his head around, "DON"T CORRECT ME! Anyway, what do you even know about Fae and Fairies? You're just a dumb human".

Even though Sebek was eight he still towered over Yuu, "I don't know but my grandma always told me not to set foot in a ring or tell any stranger my name. Nor talk to strangers".

The two stared at each other, and snow slowly fell from the sky.

"Sebek can we go back to the castle?". It was getting colder by the minute, the sun was setting making the forest look darker and cleaning, much more scarier for Yuu than it already was.

Sebek turned around and started walking, "Fine, follow me. Stick close".

The two started making their way through the trees and the thorn bushes. The sun was already gone and the snow fell harder.

"Sebek"

"Sebek"

"WHAT"

"I think we are lost". Yuu was freezing and no matter how far they walked, they felt like they weren't going to get closer to the castle.

"No. We aren't lost. We are almost there. So shut your mouth and keep walking".

Sebek looked scared, Yuu was scared. It had been a few hours at this point since they last since Lilia.

Crack.

The two both whip their head towards the sound; nothing. Nothing in the dark, they only could hear the sound of them breathing,

Yuu felt like crying, "Sebek I want to go home".

"Me too, let's try this wa-"

CRACK.

The two stared at each other and started running. Yuu was trying to hold onto Sebek's hand as they ran through the heavy snowfall. They heard heavy footsteps running after them. Sebek saw a bush up ahead, and quickly he pushed Yuu in front of him making them land in the bush.

Sebek quickly sorted himself, putting his hand over Yuu's mouth as he peaked outside of the bush. Two dark, tall, scrawny, figures rush passed them, screeching.

The two sat there for a while, holding their breath as much as they could in the freezing cold. Yuu was shivering, their lips almost blue, and cheeks red. Sebek was keeping watch, looking for a way out of this mess. He wanted to cry. But he needs to be brave as well.

'What would a knight do?'. He thought.

He quietly stood up and slowlylooking around. Then he sees it, the entrance to the castle's gate.

"Yuu" He looked down at them smiling. His smile disappeared, Yuu was falling asleep.

"YUU!" he yelled quietly.

The screeching sound could be heard from a distance.

Sebek shakes them awake, panicking as he heard the loud footsteps from before.

Yuu slowly comes to their senses, Sebek tugs on their hand and starts running towards the gate. Yuu was slowly running from behind, having a hard time keeping up with the young fae. They felt tired, they felt cold.

Sebek throws himself at the gate. His face turns white, the gate was locked. He was panicing, no matter how hard he shook the gate, it wouldn't budge. He looks around and sees a ditch, pulling Yuu and then helping Yuu lay down in the ditch.

"Yuu, Am going to look for a way into the gate or a guard for help, okay? Stay here until I come back". Sebek puts his huge jacket onto Yuu, then quickly piles sticks, leaves, and dirt onto them.

"I'll be back" He runs off into the dark.

Sebek runs along the fence line, knowing he has little time before Yuu goes to 'sleep'.

"Children!!?"

"Sebeck?!!"

"Yuu?1?"

Sebek looks everywhere to find where the voices were coming from, from a distance he sees the warm glow of lanterns.

"MASTER LILA". Sebek gives his body a final push and runs towards the light. He didn't care about the thing in the woods, he wanted to go home, he wanted his parents, he wanted cry.

In front of him stood a couple of guards on horseback, Lilia, and Yuu's father.

"Oh Sebek, there you are". Lilia pulls him into a hug. Sebek starts crying into his arms, even wailing at this point.

"Sebek, Where's Yuu!" asked Yuu's father.

Sebek faces drains, he felt like throwing up, he had left them behind. "SIR! I left them in a ditch! They couldn't keep up and there was something chasing us, so I told them to hide as I ran for help".

The two adults face drained, Yuu wasn't a fae so their body heat wasn't regulated as well.

"Sebek, quickly, were did you leave them?".

The two adults got onto the horses, "By the old gate".

♡

Achoo

Yuu was laying by their Papa in bed in the infirmity wing. They were still cold, after all, they spent hours in the snow. Sebek and Silver huddled around the bed. Sebek was still in distress, the feeling of guilt was eating him up.

"Are they going to wake up soon?" asked Silver.

Yuu's papa smiled at the young boy, "Hopefully. We can thank the seven that they were found in time". The man looks toward Sebek, with a soft smile, "If it wasn't for Sebek, they might have sub come to hypothermia or even worst frostbite. We wouldn't want that".

Sebeck started wailing, "I AM SORRY SIR! IF IT WASN'T FOR MY ARROGANCE, THEY WOULDN'T BE IN THE INFIRMITY!". The two stared at Sebek in disbelief.

"Sebek, calm down. This is embaressing". Silver decided to get up on the bed and lay down next to Yuu.

SLAM

The three looked towards the door, seeing Malleus and a couple of maids run after him.

"Your majesty! You must return to your studies!?"

"Young master! Please calm down!"

The boy marched over towards the four, and an angry expression could be seen across his face. No matter how intimidating he was, his baby face couldn't be taken seriously sometimes.

"What happened?", there was a scrawl across his face.

Sebek starts tearing up again, "I AM SORRY YOUNG MASTER, IT IS MY FAULT! I DRAGGED THEM INTO THE WOODS AND WE GOT LOST AND THEN IT GOT DARK AND -"

"And they made it out safely". Lilia, once again making his surprising appearance, walked towards the bed.

Malleus frowned at Sebek, not disgusted but as disappointed. He knew that Sebek had displeasure towards some humans. But he didn't think it would go this far. Either Malleus was making a misjudgment or Sebek really made a mistake. Malleus looked over and pulled down the blanket a little and looked closely at sleeping Yuu.

'They look so peaceful'.

"Ah, Mr. (L/N). I have a small schedule for little Yuu and a term of residents where you all will be staying". Lilia pulls a letter out of his pocket.

Mr. (L/N) reads over the letter, "Thank you, I will inform Yuu when they awake. Also where is this small cottage? There isn't a map in here".

"Oh, that would be over at the end of the garden area. It was shed, but no one uses it anymore but it is big enough for your family".

As the two men talked, the three children's eyes were locked onto Yuu's sleeping form.

'They've been sleeping for a long time, maybe longer than me".

"Don't say that, You'll make Sebek cry again".

"MASTER, I AM SORRY!" He wails again.

"Children!". The three look up at Lilia, the face Lilia was making almost made them think that they were going to eat his cooking again.

"It is time to resume your studies before dinner", he said with a smile.

The four said their goodbyes to the other two and left the infirmity wing.

♡

The small family moved into that small cottage (or old shed), it was bigger than their house on the farm. Yuu had their own bedroom, and their parents had their own bathroom. It felt like home.

"I wonder why they decided to put two bathrooms in a 'shed'" said the small child.

Yuu's Papa was helping Yuu get ready, the family used the last of their savings to buy Yuu a bookbag, gloves, hat, and a better jacket. "Don't worry about it dear, now are you ready for your first day of lessons?"

"Yes papa, are you going to be okay being alone?"

Yuu's father was offered a job as a guard on the opposite side of the castle, meaning that he could be barely home.

"Yes, dear" With a kiss on their head, a knock could be heard at the door.

"I believe that would be your little knight," he said with a light laugh.

Yuu's face flushed, they haven't really spoken to Sebek since the whole incident. But Sebek has come to their home often asking their papa if they were okay.

Yuu opened the door and there stood Sebek and Silver.

"YUU ARE YOU READY TO LEAVE THE PREMISE?". Silver and Yuu both squeezed their face, trying to block out the loudness that came from Sebek, as just dawn arose.

Yuu gave one last goodbye to their papa and left with the two boys.

It was awkward between the three, after the whole incident, there was guilt between the two. Both felt they weren't strong enough in the situation.

"Yuu? Can I see your lesson plan?" asked Silver.

"Um. Sure" Yuu reached into their book bag and pulled out their paper.

Silver and Sebek both scanned the paper intensely, Sebek gasped.

"YOU CAN"T READ?"

"Damn, and they put you in Fae language studies at the same time?" Silver said with pity in his voice.

The two looked at Yuu with pity.

"I didn't learn how. Not all of us are fortunate".

"Yeah but wasn't there a school where you lived?" asked Silver.

Yuu shook their head, "No not really, there weren't any teachers nor enough kids for there to be a school. There were a lot of old people though. I used to have this old neighbor and she was mean some days. Once I peaked through her window to watch TV and she chased me down with a broom".

The children laughed.

"Maybe she was a witch" Sebek claimed.

"No, she couldn't be a witch. I read that witches eat children to stay young" Yuu said.

Silver shooked his head. "No, then that means my dad is a witch. But I've never seen him eat any kids"

Yuu laughed, "Maybe he is just fattening you up!"

Sebek and Yuu laughed, Silver face flushed with embarrassment.

"Now children, we aren't dilly-dallying are we?"

The three screamed and looked behind them. Lila was smiling at the three. "Well?"

"NO MASTER LILIA".

"No Dad".

"No Sir".

Lilia smiled, "Good, now follow me. We are almost in the castle and I don't want either of you getting lost".

The three followed Lilia.

"Hey Silver" Yuu whispered.

"Yeah?".

"Why does your Dad look so young? He looks younger than my dad's".

"It is because fae doesn't age the same way you humans do". Sebek explained. The two children looked at Sebek amazed.

"That means Yuu will die of old age and we'll be looking like Master Lilia".

"Sebek. That's enough out of you," Lilia said with a strict tone.

The three stopped talking. Yuu felt sad, they just started making friends and they found out that they were going to die before them? They are going to be an old cranky person while their so-called friends stay young? Yuu was in deep thought and it put a frown on their face.

The group made way through endless hallways, until they finally made their stop at a huge door.

"Alright children, please behave. I will come back to get you for lunch". Lilia opened the door, and through that door was what looked like to be an endless amount of books. Shelves that probably reached the ceiling, the many miles of bookshelves, and the long study tables. The two boys ran towards their seating. There were a few other children as well, probably children of maids and guards.

Yuu made their way towards the table but was stopped by Lilia, "I am terribly sorry Yuu, but you won't be joining them".

Yuu looked up at the man, "Why?".

Lilia sighed and took their hand, "You are too far behind to join them, so for now you will have a personal teacher until you can read and write in your native tongue and fae language".

The two made their way into the other side of the library, there was a door on the other side. As it was opened it looked like a small study room. " Your instructor will be here in a few minutes, I'll make sure to have the boys get you before lunch starts, okay?".

Yuu didn't know why but they felt so much anxiety, they were going to be left alone, with a stranger. Lilia picked up on their emotions, Yuu was gripping the inside of their palms harshly. Lilia softly grabbed their hands and kissed them.

"Listen little one, you'll be okay. I promise if there is any trouble. Just call out my name and I'll be there in a second".

Yuu looked at the man with teary eyes and nodded. Lilia gave them a small hug and left, closing the door behind them.

Yuu made their way towards the chair, then they heard a small noise.

CREAK

"Psst, Yuu. Down here".

Yuu looked down to see a small crawl space door open. "Malleus? What are you doing down there?"

Malleus smirked at them, "Isn't it cool? We have secret entrances in every room in case of an emergency".

Yuu was impressed, they sat on the floor near the small door. "What is that room that you've come out of?".

"Oh, that's my study room. I am already ahead in my studies than Sebek and Silver".

"Is it because you are going to be king one day?"

Malleus thinned his lips and looked up in thought, "Kinda, I don't know, But why are you in a separated room?".

Yuu looked down at their lands, "Well... It is because I don't know how to read or write".

The two sat in silence. "Well, that's okay, you are poor right?".

Yuu looked at Malleus with anger and embarrassment. "That is rude for you to say!".

"Oh, I didn't mean it in a bad way -"

CREAK.

The sound of Yuu's study door opened, Yuu look down to shoo Malleus away but he was already gone.

"Ah, (L/N). Are you ready for your- Um, I am sorry, why are you on the floor?"

'What a great way to start your first lesson

♡

"Okay, I think this wraps up today's lesson. You are excused".

As the teacher makes his way to leave, loud banging can be heard on the door. "YUU HURRY WE ARE GOING TO BE LATE!"

The teacher opens the door, "Ah Mr. Zigvolt, Are we going to use our inside voice today, or does someone need to re-dust the entire library needed" He said with an annoyed expression.

Sebek looked down and gulped, "No Mr.Merryweather sir".

"Good. Now both of you, leave the library".

Sebek, Silver, and Yuu made their way toward the second dining hall that was meant for the servants and the guards. There were already many children in line for their portion of meals.

"Dang it, now we are at the end of the line. Thanks, Sebek" Silver says annoyingly.

Sebek gasps and turns his head to lecture Silver, "Hey! It wasn't exactly my fault. It was that old fairy, Mr. Merryweather, he scares me".

As the two argue against each other, Yuu was in deep thought.

'Malleus was weird earlier. Also is he a fae? If he is a fae why does he have horns? But also he has long ears. Maybe I should ask Sebek. He seems to know everything'.

The three finally grabbed their food and made way towards an empty table.

"Hey Sebek, I have a question about Malleus".

Sebek's eyes lit with excitement, "First of all don't call the young master by his first name, it is very rude. And go ahead!".

Yuu coughed, "Well if the young master is a fae, why does he have horns?"

Sebek laughs, "That's because his royal bloodline comes from dragons. There are many types of fae; like Master Lilia, who is a bat fae, and The Young Master is a dragon fae!".

Yuu nodded, "Then what type of fae are you?"

Sebek puts his hand on his chest, "Well I am a half-fae, but you can tell who and who isn't a fae by looking at their ears. See, Mine and every other fae's ears are pointy".

As Sebek went on about fae heritage, Yuu heard a small sound of something dropping. Yuu looked down and saw that Silver had dropped his spoon. "Hey, Silver I think you dropped something-"

When Yuu looked up, they saw Silver clutching his ears and silently crying. "Silver are you okay?".

Sebek's attention flipped over to the crying boy, "Silver what is the matter?".

Before either could get an answer, Silver ran out the door still clutching his ears. The two looked at each other and silently agreed to run after Silver.

"Silver!!"

"SILVER!"

The two children were looking endlessly for the silver-haired boy, at this time they all probably missed their lesson, but that was the least of their worries. No matter how many doors they closed or opened, they couldn't find anything, not even a hair.

"Okay! Yuu, we need to split up!". Sebek was out of breath.

Yuu nodded and went to a different hallway than Sebek. After running for around what felt like hours (probably minutes), Yuu almost gave up. Then they heard it, the sound of someone crying. Yuu looked around but saw that it was coming from a wall or the inside of a wall.

'A panic room?'. Yuu thinks to themselves, they pushed on the wall that had the most sound coming out of. Then a door popped open. Yuu looked inside and saw silver huddled against themselves crying.

"Silver? Why are you crying?".

Silver looks up at them, eyes red from crying or rubbing too hard. Either way, it was painful to see.

Yuu scooted themselves in and sat next to Silver, "Is it because of what Sebek said?"

"WHAT DID I SAY HUMAN?". The two children looked at Sebek with wide eyes. Sebek made his way and sat in front of the other two.

"You mentioned how only fae's only had pointed ears, Silver doesn't have pointed ears but his dad does".

Sebek looked at Silver with his jaw hunged open.

'Wow, I guess that he never put two and two together' Yuu thought.

"That means.... I'll die before you, Sebek! I'll die before my dad and the young master!" Silver yelled.

Sebek started crying as well, and the two boys held each other. Yuu sat there awkwardly. "It's okay, I am adopted too".

Silver started crying louder, "I am adopted too!?!". Sebek glared at Yuu, "This is your fault!! You humans and your dumb questions!".

Yuu felt themselves crying now, "Says the person who got us lost in the woods, who is dumb now?!".

There was crying, snot, and yelling between the three.

knock knock

Yuu pushed open the small door, and their face met with Lilia. "What is all this crying about?".

"I AM ADOPTED?!".

"SILVER AND YUU ARE GOING TO DIE BEFORE ME?!".

"I WANT TO GO HOME!".

Lilia pinched the bridge of his nose and took a deep breath. "Children, come here," he said with a soft and comforting voice. Lilia opened his arms towards the three children; the three rushed into his arms, wanting to be comforted at that moment.

"Now, Silver we will speak alone later. As for your questions. Everyone dies at one point. Nothing on this planet lives forever. Yuu, Sebek, and Silver. You all are very very young, you don't have to worry about death anytime soon. It should be me that should worry about it".

The children started tearing up again, "That was a joke, I not dying anytime soon" he sighed.

♡

Lilia dropped off Yuu at their home, "Thank you so much Mr. Vanrouge for dropping Yuu off. Their father and I were getting worried". Yuu's father picked them up from Lilia's arms. Yuu was peacefully asleep with tears stained on their cheeks.

"It is no problem. The children had a rough day" Lilia smiled down and rubbed Yuu's head, bringing a small smile to their faces. "Now I must take my leave, I need to get Silver to bed".

"Of course Mr. Vanrouge, again thank you".

Lilia walked away from the small cottage, in his arms Silver lays awake.

"Dad, promise me. Please don't forget about me after I die". Silver curls agasint Lilias chest.

Lilia looks up and wraps his arms around SIlver, hugging him tighter. With a shaky breath, he responds, "I promise".

Silver breathes out, "Thank you, dad, I love you".

Lilia smiles down and stares at Silver, " I love you too, Silver".

Lilia looks up towards the sky, "The moon looks pretty tonight".

Sorry if this is mediocre writing! I kinda rushed this (It has taken four hours to complete this). But here it is, the second part of my not to be name series. Please follow for more, if you are interested!

Thank you!

[hypnosiacon-archived]

it happens with personality disorders because people see them as 'scary', due to sterotypes and ableism instead of showing compassion and supporting those with personality disorders and being kind to them, they demonise them and call them abusive. they even use "narcassist" as an insult and its fucking NORMALIZED. there are so many words you can use that have the intended meaning instead of "narcassist"

ughhhhh grrr i hate ableism

YES YES YES why people love to hate something they don;t understand so much? No fucking abelist tried to listen to us like what the fuck? And they are calling themselves good? Hell no I choose to be good to strangers every fucking day (not to all of my followers and mutuals, my love (/p) for yall is not a routine and never will be <2) and I;m called bad for everything (nothing) i did wrong??

[f0xd13-blog]

Them giving it back: my stomach empty after all the unecessary shit i had to go thorugh that they themselves creatsd!! Like i wasn't even in the conversation before because i accepted that i was framed as a fascist and tried to live my life the best i can before madonna appeared again to fuck me up... your star!!!

......

Oh well yall just don learn... the way my life was destroyed and could have commited suicide just like the rest because we have no flag to hide behind .. oh men... god will punish you all its ok

Oh no... i knew this was comming.. exactly like it always happens... god knows better

So everybody got their money from my efforts except me just like god antecipaded... ahahahah yall just never learn

When you have a good mother right? They will always think they know better... thats why they're fucked lol

Anyways wait for camps in america tired of dealing with your nazi nonsense

Oh you is treated goo because you are a football player in italy???ohhh so cute. Just wait for the italian camps anyways

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Just wait until you ork and it doesn't get recognized.... you don get with words you will get and exemplified. Just the mere fact i did all of what i did and it aint considered work when you have creatives being paid for the ideas i had is astonoshing

Oh and btw thanks because i totally got disappointed with so many stars and celebs to the point i don respect them at all anymore...god certainly doesn't aswell... yall behave like animals lol

Yah right... totally framed anf it was one of the massonical jews you have in america always oing that sort of shit to gain control of ou shit

Insta is behaving so normally like it doesn't seem tempered at all

I sure hope yo didn't had the stupid idea of putting that wrestling algorithm for everyone... because people will just notie where the nazi schemes are comming from as nobody watches that fag shit that went donwhill since the woke shit started

https://echoboomer.pt/programas-wwe-deixaram-sport-tv-em-portugal/

We don even air it here... thats how much boring it became

Angola datroyed namibia as expected because duhhh gypsy and portuguese blood where the og footballers cama from

Messi just went to saudi and straight up said to elon...

I gotta admit sometimes i just trash random people to prove a poi t... like let me beef with those niggas of course nothing i say is untrue but i do force it sometimes coz they gotta understand people ain't perfect and part of being alive is to do arguments and then make up or not but let us fight with each other and say wtv tf we want we will deal with the consequences of that WITH THE PERSON WE OFFENDED

For example i came online and they decided to put some random basketball shit... listen i only use chicano bulls because it looks hot and im a g so you know bulls and shit? Yah.. tbh... because i don even follow american leagues just never happened and we have a big futebol culture over

I just cant with this fucking t0kenism... if it wasn't him it would be a G but with more ratings

Have you ever wtached esmeralda or wtv the name is? Yah jews got jelky even of that!!!and took our jobs to be in our place while i live in third world conditions

And have to deal with this from fucking billionaries that should have humanity right? Thats what they sell right?

The level of real ass mental disability this people have that they had to stretch the fucking meaning of a gypsy with a person with disability and the bond that happenedd because we was both targets of jewish nazi germany but still they had to even HAVE TYAT!!! CRAZY

Like it doesn't even make sense because your budddies was the ones genociding us and thats why we created that bond even using the image of a clown (you know typical clown visit at the hospital?) Yah.. well years later they even WENT FOR THAT... like now i have a jew in my place performing and getting along with people with disabilities in my place! Thats how insane this people are!! Diversite it to basically rob me of my only role ahahah

Soms people think they arr fixing me but they got it all wrong... yall the ones that need to be fixed omg

[alternateanonymous]

5:16 am

Hey yall, nothing new. Me and stefan had a little dispute but it wasn't crazy. It was just something out of nothing so lol, nothing new. I played valorant and ow on pc which was crazy. Stefan said he was gonna call me but went to sleep and didn't even say goodnight. Kinda sad about that not gonna lie. Had a good night regarless, decided to not go bnack to amherst yet because I have an appointment for my skin on wednesday and it wouldn't really make sense for me to go all the way to amherst then come back the next day so well see. just had a big snow storm too, so that's cool. also, im getting alot better at typing on this thing, honestly it took a minute but we are here and making it all fluid and shit, I love it lol. Also, praise petar he is a real g because he helped me figure out my shit which was nice. also, ugh being president is hard lolll. Ugh. also, idk discord is cool it just sucks that it has such a bad reputation lol. i went to get pizza with my mom today it was good. i talked to here about a lot of things so that was nice. I also called syka last night to check in and everything seems to be going well, she is going to be seeing her boyfriend rin soon so that's cool. stilll haven't played overwatch with them yet but that will come with time. i feel like sykaa still has a lot to learn and grow and develope in terms of realtionships but isn't that just life lol. I do wish stefan would at least text me or whatever. He did this the other day. Yea he's already asleep but i at least text him if i am going to sleep or whatever, idk. i am just scared or overthinking lol. Idk, not even. lately i've just been finding a lot of inner peace with myself and that's really rejuvenating. Like idk, honeslty once i joined the server i feel that apart of me has been restored in a way and i don't fully know how to describe it. it's like the good girl feminine energy that i have always wanted throughout my life has been finally restored in a way that i have never really had or never knew i needed. Call it cringy but lol whatever. like i said, i don't get as caught up with shit i would normally get caught up with. Idk. I mean partially some of that is due to weed because it helps distract and calm me. Like the night with stefan where shit was supposed to go bad, like yea it was bad in the moment and yea i cried, but then i just said fuck you imma do what i want if you wanna be impossible just be impossible i don['t care imma do what i wanna do. And i did and it was nice because the weed helped me. turned my thoughts back onto me and it was nice because i felt relaxed lol. yea am i still annoyed at stefan, yes but the chances of that happening again= maybe, so maybe I'll bring it up to him bext time i see him and just be like "yea, i am ok now and i ave had some time to sit and process it, and im not mad at you or annoyed at you and i recovered pretty quickly after our disput but it still doesn't make me feel ok that you resorted to not wanting the video regardless of the effort i decide to put in or not, because even though i was confused it stil doesn't make it right for you to revoke your intentions and say you don't want the video,. At that point it just made me feel worse. proved that you got to your breaking point of carelessness, and made me confused and sad that you didn't want what i was trying to give to youy regarless of if i complained or not. Idk, just didn't sit right with me. So what i ask of you for the future if we get in a situation like that again, please just let me deal with my own self and complaints and just don't revoke your inital intentions because that makes me feel worse and sad. So yes a. don't revoke your intentions and b. just let me complain when i want to complain. and understand that i am just complaining about it. Besides, you know me well enough to know that i can complain a lot about things but it doesn't mean that i am going to quit what i am doing. Just be patient with me ok? regarless of if i complain or not. because as my boiyfriend you know me better than most people.

Right thanks, so yea that is my shpeel ahout that, it is currently 5:30 am and i am lisening to death by dishonor by ghostmane. Shit goes hard lol. So yea, maggie just make sure you talk to stefan about this when you get a chance, preferably in person!!!!! Great thanks. Damn, that's actually crazy that this whole thing only took me 15 minutes to write lol. I literally love this fucking keyboard and pc so much, i honestly didn't think id like it this much but i love it, I love the keyboard and the mouse and the pc itself. the monitor is fine lol. and the applications that come with a pc are really cool, like bro. I can play overwatch and valorant which is cool. valorant i can finally play since it is apc exclusive game and also i finally feel valid enough to go on discord. Idk, some apps i just hate on my phone and would much rather prefer their layout on pc which is now where we are which is fire. But yea, ahhh we are making it mags. we're making it. Just keep your head up and keep striving for greatness because that's what you were made for. what were you made for= whatever you choose, you were given the ability to decide what is right wrong good and bad, and (most imporanty) answer those decisions with a why. You put the intention behind the decision, so thats your purpose. to be the voice of the world. Goodnight maggie, i love you. hahah YAAA that's weird, lol self love is weird. But legit this is the first time i have ever felt like i loved my personality and found purpose. My purpose is whatever i decide because i have that ability. So thanks!!! im just gonna keep trying to be the best person that i can be!!! yasaaaaaa,, fuck it we always positive in this bitch.

[angelvyxen]

This video got me looking at Steph curry so different know…like I know he got that good heavy big dick especially with him driving with that one hand and now it sound like he don picked himself up a lil accent and I just know he smell good like lawd.

https://twitter.com/gsdoubleu/status/1396004357544452099?s=46&t=gC-1TlvoOgcXLvYdKdTAPg

Going to a golden state game is def on my 2023 bucket list yall I’m not playing and ima try to get court seats maybe I should look like one of them desperate fans so he can come talk to me mhm. Even tho some rumors say his breath be stank and he stank so idk…

I definitely understand the Steph hype but as a Jayson girl, I have to also be a Celtics girl too, and I refuse to to give anyone (other than Poole) from the Warriors attention after last years finals. Jayson is still healing & I must support my man. 😩

[barksbog]

is that

is that a m o l e c r i c k e t

!!!

it is!!

[shithitsmynipples]

not to be that guy cause I want other people to be happy and comfortable but I would never in a million years choose to be trans if the options were on the table like that so idk bro lets not assign any way of feeling about your body as the “correct” narrative

[stargirlie25]

Why would SJM include the question

´´What if the cauldron is wrong?´´

So there is only two people who questioned this. One of them is Elains sister and one of them is the one who wants her to himself.

Feyre said why not the cauldron make them mates. Yall.......Feyre is not some holy mother geneus that everything she assumes will become canon. Respectfully shes kind of dumb. She will favor things in the holy name of vibes. In UTM she was picking numbers based on the literal vibes. Miss girl said 2 for tamwin and mwee! Can we also remember how she shipped Azriel and mor, how she noted how Mor looked at Cass? After a traumatic event that Elain went through, she sees someone who is caring for her and would protect her. Don´t get me wrong i bet Feyre loves Elain a lot. Although i don´t think she knows her for all. She looks at her sister like she is a small innocent flower. Nesta too. Although Rhysand says himself that we had not yet seen all she has to offer to feyre. When feyre wanted to paint Elain and Azriel it was pure aesthetics. She painted tamlin and lucien as piggys. Not that deep. She wanted to paint lucien going against her mate. So? None of it is canon. Tamlin showed feyre kindness and Azriel showed elain kindness. Feyre said herself that she might have sought out the first being who showed her kindness after being neglected her whole life. After such an event Elain went through and losing the one she loved because of her mate, of course she would indulge in someone who AHEM is the safer option. Feyre said she would cling to azriel for that reason. That´s not SJM style IMO. As for Azriel suggesting that....Its so obvious. When you look at the equation 3 sisters and 3 brothers should be obvious to the cauldron so why not do just that? Well if you look at the last pair, they are not compatible or perfect in any way. Maybe if Elain had been turned the way feyre was, possibly the cauldron could have given her a different mate. Although mates are from birth. Although the Cauldron saw ALL of Elain. Saw everything she desired,wanted ,needed and granted it. She just don´t see it. Also in shorter form Azriel and feyre suggested this because they are normal people! Even if they are high lady and a Spymaster, that does not mean they are not wrong. They are genuine people who like to wonder. Why is that so hard to understand?

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Anon still making way through resi7

Reads latest miri the tired studhorse- I mean The Mother spoiler

Wonder what happened 👀

Did miri go: nope! you are not leaving!

Is this miri tactic from her understanding of what the physical attributes of all the village girls who've flirted with her before have done? As she tries to make MC reach these conditions? Flushed and sweaty skin, heavy breathing, etc?

Lol, idk imagining miri's assumption that since MC holds none of these attributes that if she makes her feel so it'll surely work. MC will surely become like the others

Like no miri making a person meet these conditions does not equate to what's essentially devoting lust of the village girls.

There is difference between fear and lust, but does miri know that?

Very hyped for the mother content

Hah.

I mean-

Yes, Miri will go "nope" sooner or later. But that´s not gonna happen until Miranda´s properly introduced obv. Which will probs be around Chapter...2? 3? Or smt?

So, no. Whatever´s happening in the spoiler isn´t due to Miranda working her...charms. 😏

But I do love how your mind immediately went to the gutter, lmao. Really interesting thoughts. I love how Miranda just can´t seem to human properly here (I don´t think Birb Momma fully grasps the concept of courting yet...) cause that´s kinda how I see her as well.

Miranda´s unstoppable when she´s in her element. When it comes to MC, though? She´s anything but. All that power and influence she holds might aid her in keeping MC where she wants her, but that´s where it stops I´d say. There´s no way she´s gonna risk damaging her perfect vessel, so she can´t just bulldoze her way through as she usually would, regardless of the consequences.

It´s not something Miranda´s ever had to worry about, so she...struggles. A smidge. 🤏😅

It´s a disaster.

There is difference between fear and lust, but does miri know that?

I fucking love that question.

I mean, she´s surely able to tell the difference between those two. At least when it comes to the feeling per se, yknow what I´m saying? She might be a hopeless case when it comes to any form of social interaction (same Miri, same), but she´s also a mad scientist. And feelings are no more than a chemical reaction (like dopamine) in your brain, pretty much.

And yes, Miranda would totally throw that fact in MC´s face whenever our girl dares complain about not feeling loved or anything. (Birb Momma´s still learning, don´t judge her. 💀)

With that said: Miri is quite able to tell the difference. From a scientific viewpoint, at least... 🫠

Listen-

As long as them legs spread for her, Miri´s just peachy. That woman's on a mission and got no time for yalls feelings.

Besides:

Who says one has to exclude the other? 😏

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Thanks a lot for your ask! 💋