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U still alive right?

yes, unfortunately

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Getting better is an illusion it always comes back worse

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You collect scars because you want proof you're paying for whatever sins you think you committed

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There's an emptiness inside my that never goes away

I've destroyed so many things just trying to fill the void

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I just realized I will have to disappoint alot of people for me to be happy

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I feel like people are only interested in being freinds with me when I'm at my lowest, like they just find it more interesting

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I feel like my life is just a series of things happening to me completely out of my control and even if I wanted to change any of that I couldn't

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I think I've gone down the wrong path in life but I'm to far gone to go back

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Ur not depressed ur just lazy

It's all because of your phone

Have a shower it's not that hard

Just get up stop being lazy

You're too skinny, you're so fat

You aren't eating enough,You're eating too much

It's all in your head just act normal

You're being dramatic

Do you really need therapy, I can tell you doing better

Why don't you tell us stuff anymore

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Lately I've just been so tired of life like idk how to explain it, I just can't take it anymore, the same thing every day I feel like I'm on autopilot not in control of what's happening whether it's good or bad but not caring because I feel numb to all emotions except when I'm not and then everything is ten times stronger

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My childhood is slipping thru my fingers stained with blood drawn from my skin

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Having a friend who u can be self destructive with <3

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Just a cut

Just a scratch

"What's that mark?"

"It was my cat"

Just an excuse

Just a lie

"What's with the bracelets?"

"It's just fashion, why?"

Just a tear

Just a scream

"Why are you crying?"

"Just had a bad dream"

But its not just a cut, a tear or a lie

It's always just "one more" until you die

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Just had a panic attack over seeing someone getting bullied in a show. Ig I'm not over it.

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I wish this world wasn't so unkind to people whose minds work a bit different

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The pain inside me is overflowing so it hurts others too