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[call-me-butterfly-onlyy]

I'm reposting this again because I really need the help. At this point, I'm not the one helping you, it's the other way around. Please reach out if you're feeling empathetic 🙏🦋

I believe I have enough resources/experience to give a listening ear and be a therapeutic rant bestie. I can turn your most painful experience and memories into something to laugh about and make you feel better.

I'm trying to earn in the best way I know how to. A little of your support goes a long way. It’ll definitely be worth your while.

Support this little butterfly and let's laugh through our problems together.

Happy ranting 🦋

[call-me-butterfly-onlyy]

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[call-me-butterfly-onlyy]

A goodnight from this side of the world ❤️

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I believe I have enough resources/experience to give a listening ear and be a therapeutic rant bestie. I can turn your most painful experience and memories into something to laugh about and make you feel better.

I'm trying to earn in the best way I know how to. A little of your support goes a long way. It’ll definitely be worth your while.

Support this little butterfly and let's laugh through our problems together.

Happy ranting 🦋

[call-me-butterfly-onlyy]

And to everyone that has supported me so far, butterfly is saying thank you, I love you. Let’s make more memories ❤️

PS: my rent is due next month, please help butterfly by subscribing. Or suggest other legal ways to earn, I’ll really appreciate.

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[call-me-butterfly-onlyy]

And to everyone that has supported me so far, butterfly is saying thank you, I love you. Let’s make more memories ❤️

PS: my rent is due next month, please help butterfly by subscribing. Or suggest other legal ways to earn, I’ll really appreciate.

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[call-me-butterfly-onlyy]

A gentle reminder.

Don’t keep it all in your head. It gets overwhelming I know. Remember you weren’t always where you are right now, it definitely gets better overtime I promise. Or maybe I just hope. Either way, hope is something to look forward to.

This is me checking on you and sharing a little positivity. I just want to let you know I see you. Hoping this gives some comfort to weary hearts. Be gentle with yourself.

It’s goodnight from this part of the world. Stay safe ❤️

Please check pinned/last post. Thank you.

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[call-me-butterfly-onlyy]

I’ve been indoors for days in a row.

I think that’s weird. But then, maybe not.

Happy ranting 🦋

(Check pinned post).

And to everyone that has supported me so far, butterfly is saying thank you, I love you. Let’s make more memories ❤️

PS: my rent is due next month, please help butterfly by subscribing. Or suggest other legal ways to earn, I’ll really appreciate.

[call-me-butterfly-onlyy]

I’ve been indoors for days in a row.

I think that’s weird. But then, maybe not.

Happy ranting 🦋

(Check pinned post).

And to everyone that has supported me so far, butterfly is saying thank you, I love you. Let’s make more memories ❤️

PS: my rent is due next month, please help butterfly by subscribing. Or suggest other legal ways to earn, I’ll really appreciate.

[call-me-butterfly-onlyy]

No matter how anyone hurt you and you wish for karma to do its thing, nothing guarantees they’ll really face retribution. They might even be doing better than you if you meet them again in the nearest future.

You only have two options;

One, you actually be your own karma, which is not totally advisable. You might end up on the other side of the law, and in turn, sabotaging yourself, more like a lose-lose situation for a momentary satisfaction. Of course, that does not apply to karma that’s within the law.

And then there’s letting the pain be your fuel. Let the anger be your driving force. We can agree that there’s nothing better than not letting anyone be the reason why you want to better yourself, but once there’s too much anger and pain, what better way than to direct it to a positive cause? Push yourself to the limit and don’t let them meet you where they left you.

If you’re curious enough to know what I’ll choose to do, well both! I’m not one to back down, so definitely imma serve them back exactly the way they served me, and add a little bit of my very own special toppings deluxe. Then I get on with life and show them with actions, what the queen energy is all about! 💅

Happy ranting 🦋

(Check pinned post).

And to everyone that has supported me so far, butterfly is saying thank you, I love you. Let’s make more memories ❤️

PS: my rent is due next month, please help butterfly by subscribing. Or suggest other legal ways to earn, I’ll really appreciate.

[call-me-butterfly-onlyy]

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Took some days off all socials and that’s the best thing I’ve done in a while.

Got a mildly negative thoughts on my paid friend ad, but now I’ve gotten over it. I realized everyone is doing the little they can, and since I’m in a tight spot, why can’t I make the most of what I have?

I love talking, I love making interesting rants out of things I’ve been through, that’s what has got me going most of the time. None of my rants, no matter how funny or nice it sounds, is a baseless story, that’s what I personally experienced.

And I realized I can do the same for others, make you feel better about your experiences. Let���s exchange notes besties.

Happy ranting 🦋

(Check pinned post).

Btw I designed this myself 😊

[call-me-butterfly-onlyy]

Took some days off all socials and that’s the best thing I’ve done in a while.

Got a mildly negative thoughts on my paid friend ad, but now I’ve gotten over it. I realized everyone is doing the little they can, and since I’m in a tight spot, why can’t I make the most of what I have?

I love talking, I love making interesting rants out of things I’ve been through, that’s what has got me going most of the time. None of my rants, no matter how funny or nice it sounds, is a baseless story, that’s what I personally experienced.

And I realized I can do the same for others, make you feel better about your experiences. Let’s exchange notes besties.

Happy ranting 🦋

(Check pinned post).

Btw I designed this myself 😊

[call-me-butterfly-onlyy]

Fujoshis in this house, please drop a like/comment. Recommendations for fellow fujoshis wouldn’t be bad either, put them on to something nice.

Fun fact: KinnPorsche remains my all time fav. Your thoughts?

Let’s not forget Quickly Wear The Face of The Devil. I have a lot of favorite books, too many to count.

Happy ranting 🦋

(Check pinned post).

[call-me-butterfly-onlyy]

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I believe I have enough resources/experience to give a listening ear and be a therapeutic rant bestie. I can turn your most painful experience and memories into something to laugh about and make you feel better.

I'm trying to earn in the best way I know how to. A little of your support goes a long way. It’ll definitely be worth your while.

Support this little butterfly and let's laugh through our problems together.

Happy ranting 🦋

[call-me-butterfly-onlyy]

I think I’m gonna go back home to my mum and dad.

What do you mean the economy suddenly decided to go bad when it got to my turn to be an adult? Nah, don’t play with me, I’m going back home.

Btw, support this little butterfly 🥹.

(Check pinned post).

[call-me-butterfly-onlyy]

Story time my fellow angels.

I had a mentor figure while in my first year in uni, he was in his final year (he’s like five or six years older than I am). Like I said, I was really naive and soft spoken. He was one of those people that saw ‘me’ and helped me get out of my shell and all of that.

He graduated and we couldn’t keep in touch consistently. He does call me randomly to keep him up to date with how I’m doing, I’m glad someone saw me for me and thought it good enough to want to see me do better. It really felt nice.

He recently called me. When I saw his name pop up on my phone screen, I was happy. We got talking, I updated him, letting him know how my life was progressing, then he asked if I was single. I didn’t feel the question was offensive so I answered truthfully; a big fat no. Keep in mind that this man is like a brother figure in my life, so imagine my shock when he started telling me about how he liked me from the first time be saw me blah blah. I told him a decisive no, but guess what, he wouldn’t take no for an answer.

He kept giving me various reasons why we’re the perfect match, one of them being how I was still single since he left me, meaning I couldn’t get it right and I could get it right with him. I had to end the almost three hours long call.

He has been reaching out through calls and texts but I haven’t been responding. So I’ve been thinking, why does this look so much like grooming? I mean, he already had the opportunity to put this whole thing together under the guise of helping me out? I’m still thinking, but while we’re at it, guys, I did a thing.

I believe I have enough resources/experience to give a listening ear and be a therapeutic rant bestie. I can turn your most painful experience and memories into something to laugh about and make you feel better.

I'm trying to earn in the best way I know how to. A little of your support goes a long way.

Support this poor butterfly and let's laugh through our problems together.

Happy ranting 🦋

[call-me-butterfly-onlyy]

I believe I have enough resources/experience to give a listening ear and be a therapeutic rant bestie. I can turn your most painful experience and memories into something to laugh about and make you feel better.

I'm trying to earn in the best way I know how to. A little of your support goes a long way. It’ll definitely be worth your while.

Support this little butterfly and let's laugh through our problems together.

Happy ranting 🦋

[call-me-butterfly-onlyy]

Continuation of last post.

That was the biggest gaslighting of my life, I still can’t get over it till date.

I thought past traumas were holding him back from committing, and he’s healing. He really wants to be with me, it’s just the traumas. I convinced myself so much, thinking back on it now, I feel so stupid, like the red flags were so visible, anyone on the other side of the world could see it.

Here I was, being all mushy in his dm, telling him how much I miss him and how much I want him to be better. And there he was, taking screenshots of my texts, sending it to a group chat with his friends and they laughing about it.

How did I find out? That’s easy.

(I won’t be going into much details).

We have, or had, a mutual friend that was also in the group. So as not to hurt my feelings and also not betray his friend(I don’t know what’s going through his head, I’m just guessing), he would show the group messages to my other friend. Let me break it down. I’m friends with lady A, we’re both friends with guy B, guy B is friends(and in the group chat) with the gaslighter.

He told her not to tell me so I won’t feel bad, but she couldn’t watch me continuously make a fool out of myself so she told me. She was able to say the things I texted word for word so I believed her. I couldn’t text him to confront him, cos that would be another round of joke for his friends. I couldn’t confront him physically cos I didn’t want to make a further fool of myself by crying in his face. Where did that sweet guy go lmao.

The next best thing I could do for myself was to ghost him.

I felt and still feel cheated of my feelings.

The best advice? Run away from situationships.

Let me know how you were able to get over someone you were really in love with.

Happy ranting 🦋