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Im sitting lonely on my bed and reading books for depressed people while my friends enjoy party i hadnt invited. Just saying...

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I want to cry but a i cant...

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I'm slowly starting to lose my sense of reality

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i just want to escape from life

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It cannot be cured in the place where you fell ill

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I used to want to live differently, now I don't want to live at all

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I wanna find myself

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Suicidal thoughts at school, close to laughing people, is the worst feeling

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my sense of chilling; *actually shit but i dont care*

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why do people irritate me so much?

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I've been waiting for something my whole life, but I don't know what...

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me, just sitting in a class, listening to "conversations" and want to kill myself

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Me at school when other people laughing;

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What's the worst that I can say?

Things are better if I stay

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And im soooo weak

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People wonder why I want to be with depression all the time, but they don't know that it was the one who spent the most time with me, stayed with me the longest and hugged me the tightest.

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I've been having panic attacks lately despite taking my meds. everywhere. on a walk. At home. during classes. when I have to do something and when I do nothing. It's hard but I hope that I will stop feeling this heavy feeling and the urge to cry