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The other thing about the Kirk-Uhura brotp that I have many feelings about:
Of all the ~430 positions filled by people on the Enterprise, I'd argue that there are none for which outwards composure is more important than for the communications officer and the commanding officer. Above all others on the ship, those two have to stay cool under pressure and retain the ability to keep talking (often to large numbers of people), while projecting unfaltering assurance and resolve.
As individuals, Kirk and Uhura have obviously put a lot of effort into developing that bedrock of composure, while also being pleasant or assertive as needed. Throughout TOS, they both come across as confident, charismatic, very skilled, eloquent professionals. Both of them can be lightly charming and easy to underestimate, or sharp-tongued and forceful, and both of them are clever and good liars.
But tbh, I think that TOS also gradually reveals both Kirk and Uhura to be incredibly high-strung people who are just really good at their jobs.
It's not that either is naturally easy-going and chill! As people, Kirk and Uhura have zero chill. They're just very controlled and very deliberate about projecting what's needed.
Neither are perfect at this by any means. Kirk lashes out now and then, and visibly fights off tension headaches or anxiously fiddles with his own hands. Uhura gets intensely nervous or upset every once in awhile. There are points in the show where one of them will just start losing their shit. But that's unusual, and mainly used to flag the circumstances as exceptional. And even in those cases, we repeatedly see them swapping the role of being a calm and reliable rock for the other one as he/she is about to snap. When Kirk's composure starts to crumble, we'll often see Uhura as this steadying, quietly supportive, or challenging presence as needed; when Uhura starts falling apart, we repeatedly see Kirk flip into a calm, affirming figure taking pains to remind her of her importance and capabilities.
I think this is a bit different from the way that, say, Spock works to keep an iron grip on his vulnerabilities and adheres to cool reason while doing Science, or McCoy might get snappish or plainly desperate but always has a clear enough head for Medicine. Kirk's and Uhura's roles, at least as they choose to approach them, require these constant performances of a sort of lightly emotive, personable steadiness that keeps the whole ship smoothly running even as they're doing the intellectual/practical work of their jobs.
Also, in addition to the explicit dialogue around their professional synergy and rapport, quite a bit is carried by physical acting from Nichols and Shatner as well. For instance, we'll see Uhura's expression shift without a word to dawning realization around some Scheme or Shenanigans that Kirk is carrying out while people around her are still visibly ?????????? Or you'll see these moments of solidarity or trust in how Kirk physically carries himself towards Uhura. It's also made really clear that there is zero sexual attraction or romantic interest between them—they're both charming, attractive, intelligent, and even close in age but it's just not there at all, even repressed or stifled.
In any case, Uhura is the only person other than Spock whom Kirk feels the need to name both times that he records potentially-posthumous special commendations in TOS.
Kind of-neurotic-but-hypercompetent platonic duo of my heart <3
#i sometimes get the impression that the importance of their roles and personas are seen as in some vague competition#but for me their roles are the most inextricably linked and symbiotic - at least in practice in tos - of any on the whole ship#like. spock is /personally/ closer to kirk obviously but in terms of the smooth running of the ship and holding the crew together?#i think it's uhura and kirk who are most essential and who approach their work most similarly#the thing where spock's like the captain is perfect and must always be perceived as invincibly steady and competent: also true of uhura!#regardless. i do love that they're so highly strung AND so good at calm reassuring social performance in their work. and also lying.#(the lying is probably not unrelated)#anghraine babbles#long post#anghraine's meta#star peace#star trek: the original series#c: who do i have to be#c: i half believed it myself#brotp: you're the only one who can do it#nyota uhura#james t kirk
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just wanted to make a color ref for Brain Therapist Magneto from 309 but i needed lights too for some reason
bonus The Flats Only Version
#xmen#erik lehnsherr#magneto#xmen comics#snap sketches#why did half of my beginning tags just get neutralized. tf. now i have to retype them and this tag'll make no sense#anyway 'have you done literally anything but think about 309 since you read it' no . apparently vJARLKAJKL#BUT YEAH I JUST WANTED A COLOR REF IF IM GONNA DRAW THIS LOOK MORE OR WHATEVER#i dont know if i like the yellow dress shirt + pink tie combo ... that's inspo'd from his new mutants headmaster suit + tie..#why does he have to wear a suit under the coat huh .. the thing is i have no idea if he's supposed to be wearing a dr's coat or a trench#i mean he briefly wears his magneto suit when scolding charles so maybe it is a doctor's coat....#doctor makes the most sense to me considering the context so thats why i went all white but... now im not so sure ...#UGH stupid beautiful comic had to be in monochrome. or limited colors whatever#anyway i did start some doodles cause i wanted to post a few 309 doodles but. hm.#i think i might make a separate post for it ... it may be a lil inapropro !!!!#i wanted a color ref in the first place because i was thinking about making a 309 comic but like#now that i think of it if i do that i might jsut do the blue/black thing they did in the actual comic..#idk the thing im doodling now i might do in full color. just for fun#tbh maybe i wont do that comic after i doodle this.. no im lying i still will i still have visions i wanna put in front of my eyes#i can only fall asleep thinking about it so much i need it tangible#if i do draw it i prob just wont post it or ill just share it with select friends. aka like. one vjAELKVJEAKJ#but that's like months from now lbr ok ill still share crumbs with you all !!!!! gimme like. five hours vJALKJAKL#ok bye !!!!!!!!! please enjoy therapist magneto in the meantime#you will not get better as an individual you will get worse
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“Regulus would be proud of us,” James whispered quietly to no one in particular, still gripping onto the painting like a life raft.
— Tender Curiosities, Baby! @otrtbs
#tender curiosities baby#art heist baby#james potter fanart#james potter#jegulus#rosekiller#rosekiller fanart#marauders#marauders fanart#evan rosier#barty crouch jr#jegulus fanart#jegulus fanfiction#fic: ahb#art heist baby!#mine#my art#hp#ahb#ive thought about this scene for so long it just took me forever to draw cause once again the anatomy of cars is the bane of my existence#like originally i wanted evan and barty holding hands to be visible to have the contrast of sad lonely james and sad not lonely rosekiller#but alas cars wont allow it#ahb just still has my entire heart you dont get it#i have a none blurry rosekiller and a just james in front of blue with stars version of this but i think ill only put them on insta...#(sneaky end notes: i do have to admit i am not too pleased with evan and barty but this was my first time drawing them)#(so i couldnt figure it out quite yet hency why they look a little. less efforty...)#(also the snake ring is the same design that i drew for chapter 34 of ahb in my little chapter illustrations for my typeset)#((nvm i just checked back and i am fully lying here i used a different one for my typeset and now im vaguely upset oops)#(i shouldnt make decisions only half awake im going to think about this for too long now i am sad))#((like suddenly i was like. hold up. i had a different design there didnt i... it was an open ring goddamnit))
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multiclassed!
#beast master • bard • artificer • druid • monk • fighter#only missing sorcerer and paladin but my tav has it covered (explodes with every spell)#everyone gets a stat change except for astarion simply because I believe the whole ‘lying to save my life’ thing he has#would extend to his role#someone that cagey wouldn’t just go ‘yeah I’m a thief/assassin’#… and maybe also I wanted him to have vicious mockery#level 20 multiclass mod my beloved#(the only way I actually experience half of these classes)#bg3 wyll#bg3 astarion#bg3 gale#bg3 shadowheart#bg3 lae'zel#bg3 karlach#baldur’s gate 3#baldurs gate 3#bg3#wyll ravengard#astarion ancunin#gale dekarios#shadowheart#lae’zel of crèche k’liir#karlach cliffgate#my art#FINALLY OVER MY SKYRIM PHASE (as if I’m not going to be neck deep in it again after 2 months) YIPPEE!!!!
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#natalie scatorccio#shauna shipman#shaunanat#shorccio#jackienat#taylorccio#jackieshauna#shackie#jackieshaunanat#shauna x nat#jackie x nat#jackie x shauna#yellowjackets#*#i’m obsessed with this moment. earlier in the episode we see nat sitting outside just staring at jackie’s bones. she’s clearly been thinkin#this over. that they can’t just leave her there. a visual reminder of what they did. making them all feel sick#that jackie deserved better. that in death. even now that she’s just bones. she deserves a burial or something. and nat takes initiative.#comes up with a plan and shares it with the group. but even then she looks to shauna for permission or maybe reassurance? maybe it’s out of#respect. they all remember how shauna reacted when it was initially suggested they get rid of jackie’s body. this is hard on all of them#jackie’s death and what they did. but they all know it’s affecting shauna the most.#maybe nat is even hoping shauna will want to help or that someone else besides natalie is feeling the way she is. that she won’t have to do#this alone. that someone else wants to honor jackie or feels as sick as she does about it. and they clearly do!! so many of them feel that.#i mean maybe only shauna and taissa are feeling it as strongly as she does? but shauna is kind of in shock and sick with guilt and grief an#in no place to meet nat half way here. she’s retreating into herself. and tai doesn’t even remember eating jackie. think she’s still#processing that it even happened. that they all aren’t lying to her. and also dealing with the knowledge that she’s having memory gaps.#dissociating. so nobody that is present there with natalie is feeling the way she is. lottie seems to think it was necessary for their#survival (probably true and nat even tells jackie’s bones as much.) but lottie doesn’t seem to be feeling guilty and when she takes a mug#out to natalie while she’s wrapping the bones. nat seems angry at the way lottie is handling it. and travis offers to go with her but it#reads to me like he is worried about nat specifically and not that he’s feeling that bad about what happened. i think nat is just feeling s#alone in this episode. and the one person that gets that is shauna but she’s just not in an actionable state. just tells nat to take the
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y’all he literally could not prevent it 🙄✋
#like yes i know hes a lying liar who lies#but idk i believe him this time🤷#something about his big sad eyes and cunty face card#what was he supposed to do???#use his strong ancient powers?????#be fr#hes only half a millennium old#interview with the vampire#vampterview#the vampire armand#assad zaman
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I'm glad western streamers have been gettinto indie games from Russia and Asia, especially horror games since horror is such a communicative genre and says so much about cultural mores, but I wish these cavalier white dudes would have a little more curiosity about the foundations of the imagery and neuroses the games are communicating with. whenever I see or play games from outside my home culture I'm always desperately curious about what I'm MISSING as a white American and it's always so satisfying and educational when I am able to have it explained to me or if I can look it up, even though I know I can only perceive it as an outsider. just stuff I'm ignorant about, like for some recent examples I can remember, stuff like Buddhist funeral objects or symbolism, Japanese vowel order, Russian Orthodox convent history, apartment layouts and community organization in Soviet housing blocs, uhhh let's see what else. candle and food symbolism around death and traditional forms of ghosts in the Philippines. customs and uses of, and gender issues around, communal bath houses in rural Japan. that kind of thing. i really really miss the few years where you really could type any of those topics into the Google search bar and usually get some kind of factual information written by humans. it's not impossible to look stuff up anymore but I can't express how easy it used to be.
#actually just lying here it occurs to me any of those phrases could probably be typed into Academia.edu with good results#i should do that more#just casually says “russia and asia” as if thats a meaningful geographical or culture designation#sorry#i only didnt mention oceania because i ahvent actually seen/played any aotearoa games yet#glad western streamers are playing some games from “the entire other half of the world” more like#and the Pacific islands#saw a great australian indie horror recently though
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one of my favourite kuuga scenes (Tsubaki and Ichijou, episode 38) and then, it’s bestie (Tsubaki and Godai, episode 47) which I think are interesting to watch back to back…
neither of them feature both Godai and Ichijou, but, espeically put together, they’re two of my fave goichi moments… I have so much I could say about them, that I don’t even know where I’d begin
#my dream huh. it was him aaaaaaaaaaaa!#lying down in a puddle forever...............#guhhg also reaosn number one why i dont think goichi are togehter during the course of the show#i feel these scenes hit Because of the unaddressed feelings. i dont think ichijou's yearning feels the same it's been acknowledged#there's such a 'he shouldn't tether himself to me' from ichijou regarding to godai.#of course. i like to think godai comes back some months after kuuga and is like ok ichijou lets address our feelings!!#but it certainly doesn't happenin the show. i mean godai is avoidant too.#i feel More because of everything that's happening. it's not like ichijou's inherent repression but he doesnt actually do what tsubaki says#tsubaki tells him to talk to ichijou. even subtly implies he thinks godai should whisk him away. which he knows is never happening but stil#like. 'well if i went with you id like this. just joking BUT talk to ichijou' like hm ok.#and the final goichi convo is steeped in so many unsaid things oughghghghhgjdfklds yyellss!!!#the psychic damage i recieve whenever i watch ep 38 it has me on the floor. comparable psychic damage to 48 and 49. for me.#<- only half joking once i had to lie down on the floor lol#kamen rider#kamen rider kuuga#kr kuuga#kaoru ichijou#yuusuke godai#godai yusuke#ichijo kaoru#tsubaki shuichi#shuuichi tsubaki#goichi#kuugaposting
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I start college tomorrow and plan to have at least three breakdowns, ya know, for the plot. Any ideas on how to make them more amusing
#this is only half a joke#if someone suggests lying face down on the floor listening to a song for example#i will#if youre going to be stupid anxious over things#at least do it in a way that makes your parents exasperated
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okay when i started rewatching house, it took me until 3x15 but i started to notice a pattern in house's wardrobe. the scene where foreman was trying to express sadness(?) at house's (fake) brain cancer they were both wearing pink.
After that I noticed that any time house was wearing pink, they were particularly vulnerable moments. Moments that he's feeling tender or open. Moments where he is being pretty earnest.
Then I started to notice that other colored shirts came up at different times. Light blue was his most neutral state, it represents logic and reason imo. Maybe a little bit of humor. There's a lightness or surface-ness to it.
Purple represents something like consequences or grief or guilt. any time there is purple someone is bearing the weight of a decision that was made, or a complex situation.
Black represents, as you can imagine, death. the darkest moments we see house in black.
The other colors aren't as prominent, but I have theories. Red is sex, power, life, excitement, ego. tan is neutrality. white is almost naive. green is rare and house never wears it. Dark blue is still logic but more solemn, more deep. its also interesting to note the times when he doesn't wear a t-shirt under his dress shirt and leaves like 3 buttons open (hubba hubba) and when he /only/ wears a t-shirt. I think his dress shirt is almost like his armor.
#theres a lot more that i could say symbollically about wardrobe#and about the fellows too.#i think its facinating that the scrubs are pink and green#and that its never clear at least to me what the difference is#i would like to pay more attention next rewatch bc i missed 2.5 whole seasons of data#also maybe i will eventually do a master post about this and like compile pics and stuff#also! this scene is really interesting and i could talk at length about it#all ill say is#This scene is particularly interesting because foreman tries to do what cameron and chase did#but gave up bc of houses needling.#house is playing the piano and recieving news that his patients brain only half works#foreman just tells him about the case#and i think to house thats actually the sweetest(?) thing he could do#hes not lying#hes helping house by giving his mind something to work on#which if he did actually have brain cancer is prob what he would want#i think this is as much love he could bear to receive#okay anyway i love foreman!!!!!!!#house md#malpractice md#eric foreman#gregory house#house
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Day 96!! Deltarune TODAY!!
#papr daily#mafukasa#do we see the mafukasa krerdly vision#I'm addiction to shoving Pandemonium everywhere so it's Shizuku=Noelle Airi=Susie and Rui=Ralsei in this one#eyestrain#I think the ironic part of this drawing. I never actually beat Snowgrave#I got cooked on Spamton NEO for fiveever and gave up 😞#Unsurprisingly I am NOT that good at videogames#at least not Deltarune because I think I tried a new semi-completionist run last year and kept getting massacred on the Jevil fight#but WHATEVER!!!!!!!!! this is why playthroughs exist (guy who has yet to watch a Deltarune playthrough because HE HAS THE GAME HE JUST HAS#TO PLAY IT) but anyways#gn chat :D#unfortunately not much progress done in terms of swap!au I only colored the first character of the MMJ unit (rest'll be smooth sailing tho)#and didn't work on any lining for the remaining 7#BUT IN MY DEFENSE!!!!!!!!! I had really bad migraines the first half of the day and recently my top right eyelid got really swollen (the#bottom lid has been swollen since December 2024 in a sty that never went away) so I tried using warm compressions but ehhhhhhhhhhhh#and then we used some wood we had lying around to drill in two little shelves in my wall so my desk isn't so cluttered :3#“shelves” is kinda pushing the envelope these are quite literally two separate planks of wood pretty much drilled into the wall#but yeah :3 I also got the two characters I had on artfight last year updated today since their designs are entirely diff from last year!!!#I'll probably get the other 4 characters I have up soon but they won't have proper ref pages for a bit..........#My artfight is under the same user if you wanna check it out :3 /notforcedIprommy#but anwyays :3#PROCEED.
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Okay so this purely applies to the odyssey. Not epic but the way odysseus's crew is so so stupid like actually the worstest people to be stuck on a boat with. Just the the most incompetent crew ever. So what if they were on odysseus's boat because they needed his personal supervision.
#The odyssey#Odysseus#Odysseus's crew#To be clear THIS IS NOT ABOUT EPIC#Odysseus's crew being the most stupid ever#Half the lies odysseus told was because “If I told the truth I knew they would cower and cry instead of working”#That being said#We do only get odysseus' pov and as it's stating many many times odysseus is the most lier lier pants on fire#So it's possible he was straight up speaking Ill of the dead to make himself look better#But I do think it's funny if odysseus got trapped with the people he hated most in his whole army#Odysseus driven half insane by being surrounded by stupid people#He solely misses Penelope and diomedes the two most intelligent people he knows#When asked he will say this was the most traumatizing aspect of his journey#He will of course be lying
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In case anyone is wondering, I can confirm as someone whose ADHD got got by the viral marketing, people aren't lying about that tirtir cushion foundation, it's good, and either my allergies have reached whole new heights or I have a cold, so I'm in prime sensory issues land, and I can barely feel it on my face, and while my nose may be fucked by the cold, it also doesn't seem to have a strong smell
(for more context, my shade is 21N ivory and I have enough unnatural redness in my face from skin issues that I found the shade finders hard to use (but that also means that when I say it's good, I mean it covered all of the redness), but I am typically whatever a brand calls "fair ivory" in winter and "ivory" in summer, so I just used that as a measure, and it worked, but I recognise that that's a privilege of my skin tone, and if you have fairer or darker skin and don't have a store near-by that has them in-stock, it might be a good idea to get the shade sample kits that some of the korean import sites do)
#i'm mostly just posting this because i genuinely could not tell if people liked it or if it was just overly sponsored#so i figured if i posted it on a blog without affiliate links you would know i was being honest#anyway i'm now only mildly traumatised by the delivery app lying and saying they'd deliver it on monday#and then only updating at 9 am this morning#which was after i had woken up realised i was ill and gone back to sleep#and only half an hour before they delivered it and decided to put it at the bottom of my empty wheelie bin when i didn't answer the door#and i am 5 ft 9 in with weirdly long arms and i still had to fucking climb inside it to get the package#which was filled with make-up and vitamins which aren't exactly things you want sitting in the bottom of your bin
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do you have any fanfiction recs??
I DO!!!!!! im honoured that someone's thought of Me to ask for recs omg... anyway theyll be under the cut because making long posts without a cut makes me feel mean
okay im assuming u mean gatty cos. its Me so sorry if u didnt 😞 smut is marked with * btw!!! (also before i start i'm sorry to everyone i tag i Hate tagging it's really scary.) SO. in no specific order. let's go
love me to death* by...somebody who i do not know the tumblr of (sorry) is amazing. i'd also recommend everything else by this person, too, because all of it is beautiful.
all the king's horses by the wonderful @allylikethecat is one of my all time faves, it just makes me want to scream and cry and yell and jump up and down. in a very, very good way!! (also, it has horses, so.)
the big light by @betweenthings2 is for real godsent, and i would die to be able to write like this!!!!! (but if u do then tw for speak of s/a!! keep urself safe!) it's beautiful and sad and sad and sad and wonderful. again, i'd recommend everything else by them, too!!! (also loads of crisps because it got updated like three seconds ago, and i Love It)
in the search for it, inside of you* by @arainesque is so beautifully sad, and the best thing ever. it's so soft and wonderful and lovely and aaaaaahhh!!! the way she wrote their dynamic makes my heart ACHE. obsessed always :(((((<3
how little i really know (about the things that matter)* OH MY GOD. farm boy george. literally almost entirely what inspired deus like it's AMAZING. beautiful and i love it so much
roadkill, again, by @betweenthings2 because she's genuinely amazing and deserves nine hundred thousand billion kudos on every single fic <3 (tw for restrictive (i think) EDs btw!!) i think if i read this while not in a good mood i would explode and die. it's amazing
into my spiral patterns you (my love) by @lookedlikethebins which is in progress rn is HWHSKJSJSJ. beautiful. obsessed with how they've written george in this one <3
okay im Very sorry to everyone who i tagged here i genuinely hate tagging people so much it makes me SICK but i kinda felt bad speaking about fics and Not tagging people. LORD. someone give me a tumblr etiquette class
#TELL ME IF THESE LINKS DONT WORK OR SO HELP ME GOD...#sorry for taking years i was watching the dragon prince and im SO INVESTED??#and to dust thou shalt return or whatever#okay no im sorry theres only like five i was getting stressed and i didnt know whether i should do not many or loads or what so i settled#on not many so im not irritating people with tags omg im stressed to fuck dude#why is everyone saying bed chem is good . stop lying .#im sorry like how can u say bed chem is good when taste is RIGHT THERE.#i genuinely think i have the most ridiculous hate in my heart#i dont like bed chem But the lyrics are making me giggle#i like this new era of unapologetic horniness in women musicians#i was gonna say female but. FEMALE#ull just have 2 taste me when hes kissing u 😁#sorry im still stressed like guys im tagging you im.SORRY dont hate me#anyway i think ive cried to half of these#everyone mentioned here i would DIE for you i swear to god#ive been waiting for someone to ask me for recs literally just so i could sit and gush about my favs honestly ☠️#asks#anon#blah blah!#fic recs#gatty#i hate that word.#delete it from existence pls i DONT WANNA TAG IT ANYMORE it just looks weird#however i will Continue to use it#matty x george#thats Slightly better...#ANYWAY.
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idk if this is anything but in 2x07 when dr mauer tells gemma that "kier will take away all (mark's) pain just like he has taken away yours" is sooo... like is it informing us about why gemma is down there or like is he just being a weirdo as usual
#she's also lying half the time to the lumon people#like i can't be the only one who thinks that right#like the woemeter gave that weird reading when she answered#gemma scout#severance#innie musings
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Yeah it sure was Aegon who was the maniac this season. It totally was him. /s
#Aegon II Targaryen#anti sara hess#since it's her piss writing#anti hotd#hotd critical#hotd spoilers#remember when aegon locked a bunch of plebs in with vermithor? oh wait#his mania this season is his child getting murdered / his brother trying to kill him / his mother shitting on him / his wife gleefully#seemingly supporting the man who is the reason their son IS FUCKING DEAD#being mutilated for life only something that happens to a maniac ofc#such a maniac he's BEEN LYING IN BED FOR LIKE HALF THE FUCKING SEASON LITERALLY WHAT IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE#WHAT A MANIAC THAT SHE HAD TO DRAG ONTO THE FUCKING IRON THRONE TO BEGIN WITH OH MY GOD
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