#AND THERES NO RELIEF

[sad-leon]

what if i gave rise leo BPD...

his anger manifests in the form of self-sabotage and self harm. he asks donnie to sound proof his room when they get to the new lair so he can wreck it without concerning everyone else. before that he'd sneak to the surface and wreck an already messy alleyway

his self harm is recklessness. he gets hurt in fights as much as he can and still get away with just a "please be more careful" lecture from raph

speaking of raph, his oldest brother is his favorite person. so when raph starts to brush him to the side and distrust him, he doesnt take it well. when he does something to impress raph and all he gets is "finally..." thats when he disappears for hours and comes back home with sore arms and usually some scrapes and many bruises

he becomes a medic because they can't ignore him if he helps them. plus he can get better at hiding his breakdowns if he can take care of his own injuries

he wants to be in the spotlight so bad until the spotlight shines on him and suddenly his skin fits wrong

splinter and raph brush it off as teenage hormones. donnie shuts it out. mikey is the first person to realize leo's moods aren't normal, but he doesnt want to confront the fact the bpd comes from trauma, so he tries to support leo as best he can

april doesnt realize how much leo's mood shifts until she spends a night in the lair and realizes that leo isn't as hyper as he presents himself. he tries to mask, but he's too tired and the sudden silence from leo throws april off. it creates a rift between them. even when leo is happier around april, she knows somethings wrong- knows its not quite as genuine as she thought.

she spends more time around donnie than leo and leo thinks its for the best. eventually all his brothers- all his family prefer spending time with someone thats not him. he tells himself its for the better- the less time they spend around him, the less likely he'll be upset around them and end up making them upset

leo convinces himself he's meant to be alone and puts his all into being the team medic and spends the rest of his time alone and dissociating. he hates being the leader- having everyones eyes on him all the time. watching him. waiting for him to mess up- to act out- to prove they were right not to trust him

.... idk.. just a thought

[s0fter-sin]

something happening on a mission, something personal that has soap spiralling; panic and rage making him reckless, thoughtless, and ghost has to draw the line

“you’re compromised johnny; you know what that means?”

“you’re not pulling me out,” soap immediately snarls. he turns on him and ghost barely recognises him; venomous fear turning his eyes to unyielding ice. "you're not sidelining me; i need to be in this-!"

but ghost has never been afraid of venom; spat or dripped straight from bared fangs.

he snakes out a hand grip the back of his neck, jerking him in a rough shake. "if you can't think, you can't be a soldier," he growls and he flinches like he's been struck.

his lips quiver as they twist in a sneer and he wrenches, trying to free himself of his hold.

ghost doesn't let him.

"it means you give your body to me because your head ain't fucking attached to it anymore."

soap stills, body trembling beneath his hand as he sucks in shaking breaths.

he tightens his grip, pulling him closer and digs his forehead hard into his. “it means you give yourself to me so i can have the weapon that you are and use you the way you're meant to be used."

the ice in soap's eyes fractures.

ghost’s voice drops to a whisper, spoken only to johnny, not this facade of vengeance and pain, and wills it to reach him through the glaciers.

“so i can keep you safe ‘til it’s done and i can bring you back.”

[cloudyydraws]

mini redraw of the 3rd anni kanade card.. im obsessed

[aquapede]

oh damsel we're really in it now

[poetryoutloud]

sleep for the unfinished - v.w.

[hannibal-is-my-comfort-show]

Thinking abt how Will and Hannibal are like that old myth where you can cure a werewolf by calling it by its Christian name, making it remember that their true self is human. Except, with them, Hannibal saw Will for who he truly was, allowing him to become the monster he was on the inside.

[hamable]

Hhhh bnha 419… Deku has given this fight everything he has. What happens next is literally out of his hands.

[journal-number-3]

Obsessed with the fact that Kylie would rather have to deal with an axe wielding executioner ghost than our gang. They're that annoying.

[oklotea]

I love punk rock sparrow hood... But also.....

Folk punk sparrow hood. Let me. LET ME DREAM. THINK ABOUT IT.

His mom taught him how to play acoustic guitar. And in the dark of night, when he's lonely, and his brain is growing numb to the sick, dark thoughts that he's usually able to shut up and ignore, he picks up his ancient acoustic guitar and starts improvising. Singing about how shitty these nights feel. How he's worried about duchess and he's wondering where she is. How he's a big fat disappointment to everyone who lays their eyes on him. How he couldnt give less of a shit. But then the rest of the wretched, annoying, pointless song is an apology letter to his mom for every mistake he's ever made.

I don't know!!! I think that kind of shit would be healing for him!!! Fuck you!!!!! Folk punk sparrow hood is real in my heart, go listen to kimya dawson's "my mom" And McCafferty's "Trees II"

[squidthrift]

Wild Flowers of Palestine, Pressed Flower Specimen Book, 1895 Harvey B. Greene - 15 pages bound mat, illustrated. Similar edition for viewing avaliable at ecommons from the University of Dayton

Source: Lone Jack, MO Soulis Auctions

[baksokon]

oh right i can post my art on tumblr, anyways drawing flustered helmeppo are my favorite activity

[banesberry-anomoly]

I FINISHED MY DEALER DESIGN

Other versions below the cut

One with just the relief filter, one thats just the flats so you can see everything properly, and nightmare mode (the main one from above but with a black background)

[witchspeka]

I wanted to make an analysis but I made this instead

[ID: A three-way Venn diagram with Shou, Teru, and Ritsu from Mob Psycho 100.

Shou: 🔥child of divorce🔥

Shou + Ritsu: misplaced sense of responsibility over op family members

Ritsu: too much self awareness, outwardly polite

Ritsu + Teru: inclined towards violence, superiority complex that compensates for insecurity, impulsive

Teru: not a gram of self awareness, "humble" (in quotes)

Teru + Shou: developed main character syndrome to cope with The Horrors, neglectful/shithead parents, blunt

All three: psychic middle schoolers with issues. End ID]

[bolithesenate]

oh gods it is way too early in the morning for me to be awake (on a saturday no less) but i just downloaded another plunny from The Aether TM and it seems Mines relevant enough that yall might enjoy

for Reasons everyone in Dooku's familie dies when he's still a teen (Jenza maybe only in a coma or smt) and he HAS to take over (also for Reasons)

only. he has no clue.

the only thing he DOES know is that a ruler needs lackeys. loyal officers. something like that (sifo had him watch a period drama the week before, it left an impression)

so he recruits the only people he can think of as his definitely-not-jedi-padawan certainly-loyal-to-a-fault goons: Sifo-Dyas, Jocasta Nu, Lorian Nod and Arath Tarrex (well, Arath just kinda inserted himself there but Dooku can see the merits of having someone who's more of an asshole than him close by. Makes him look bettter, and that's what this all is about, no?)

cue a LOT of shenanigans where five jedi-raised teens suddenly take over a planet's government and proceed to do politics with, like, medium success

at most

but a lot of violence (mostly on Arath's part, he kinda just attracts explosions) to make up for it

oh but they found the dragon in the basement, so that's fun (the serennians are horrified)

[achillean-knight]

There is a distinct lack of Trans Noir art and head canons and I present my own art to make myself feel better SHBSBSBSBSB

ALSO I will get to asks asap!! I just need to finish a few things and had to draw this for myself

👉👈

[skitskatdacat63]

And so what if I teared up over a radio from 14 years, so what??? And if I had to hold my head in my hands???? And if I actually had to sob???