#Emotions and Disease

[microwavebeeep]

My Roman empire, my baby angel, my little meow meow

I live my normal life and then I remember about one of hundreds destiel scenes and I start screaming. Why so painful. I just wanted to rewatch one episode for fun but now it's not hehe.

[theseyellowdays]

One thing I genuinely think the fandom forgets or underestimates is just how weird Neil is. Like we paint him to be this carismatic, flashy, cocky bad boy, but in reality he's stingy, skittish, balks at anything more personal then his thoughts on Exy and Cannot for the life of him socialize. Like in the Raven King, right after Seth dies, he straight up goes:

"Neil had to patch things up with [Allison] somehow, but he didn't know where to start. He'd never been good at winning people over. Someone like Allison wasn't likely to be his first success. "

Neil's spent his life living on the outskirts of "average" life. Ergo, he's cagey and flighty and so far removed from normal that even among the Foxes he'll always be a little unpredictable and odd. And you know what, good for him; we all deserve an antisocial introverted asshole to raly behind.

[pained-princessluna]

Chronic illness be like: now our right knee is hurting

Me: ok. Is this a new accessory or should I get it checked out?

Chronic ilness: I don't know sis, sounds like a you problem tbh...

[venice-1987]

Soren deserves to have a little breakdown in season 7. As a treat.

[lupusbaby]

You’d think would be insulting, but when my loved ones playfully make fun of my disabilities it’s actually so validating and I love it. Like “I could literally just push you over right now and you couldn’t stop me” makes me feel so seen 😭

[loyalshipper]

Can’t stop thinking about how actually tragic it would be if it were revealed that Jon and Martin were in fact Chester and Norris? How actually shitty would that be? Everything they lived through at The Institute, the Eyepocalypse, and then dying to release The Fears and hoping to end up Somewhere Else together, potentially without The Fears, only to end up as 24 year old computer programs than can't do anything but read out Statements like they did when they were alive in their own Universe. Together but not. In some horrific limbo where they're right next to each other but possibly unconscious of their actions and each other. Misters Sims and Newall, your toys will be confiscated from you if you can’t learn how to play with them properly!

Though, if they do end up being Martin and Jon, I wonder if it’ll be where they each read out Casements that pertained to The Fears influences they struggled with in their Universe. How Chester read out the Red Canary Casement pertaining to The Institute and eye trauma and Norris read out the Reanimation statement pertaining to crippling loneliness and grief in conjunction to a loved one.

[iaminsideyourwalls]

medicscout. idk. is this anything?

Give your heart and soul to charity Cause the rest of you The best of you Honey, belongs to me

Ain't it warming you, the world gone up in flames? Ain't it the life of you, your lighting of the blaze? Ain't it a waste they'd watch the throwing of the shade? Ain't you my baby? Ain't you my babe?

Nothing fucks with my baby Nothing can get a look in on my baby Nothing fucks with my baby Nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing

[lolottes]

ghost pit madness and ghost recoveri

Ghosts have taken too great a liking to coming to the living, but the very recent ghost king Phantom has put limitations on the use of the Fenton portal…

Then the ghost writer recalls the existence of gates of lazarus at the ghost Christmas party of Amity park (danny allowed them to celebrate at the living house on the condition that the truce lasts until their return to the other side of the portal and waiting one more day before trying to re-through it, if he does not respect this they will not be allowed to do the same the following year)

So what do the ghosts do? They are going in search of gates of Lazarus!!!

… But pit madness is in fact a ghost disease and the water of lazarus is the stagnant water equivalent of ectoplasm… most ghosts find themselves fueled by rage then weakened by healing.

And what does a ghost do to regain strength if there is no ecto around? either indulge in your obsession or ... eat emotions.

And as with obsessions, each ghost has an emotion with which they are most compatible and another which will make them vomit if they taste it.

Danny wonders if he's misphrasing his conditions for the Christmas party or if the difference in the flow of time between the land and the zone is even more fucked up than usual

[soullessjack]

I love you horrible gut wrenching queer media I love you narrative doom and damnation I love you bleakness and bloodiness I love you tragedy as a tool of union I love horrible depressing unhappy eviscerating queerness I love that we are so full of horror and terror and bloodshed and guilt and tragedy and pain and yet we are all still so full of love and joy and bliss and happiness in ourselves and we are all still beautiful in each others eyes I love u adam and lawrence from saw 2004

[gemsalive]

on second thought the fact that i haven’t and will not have the ability to work on Projects for another couple weeks is probably for the best for everybody atm (vids from the 2024 barbershop quartet nationals finished releasing last week and i have been 🤏 this close to making the world’s most inside baseball isat post for me and me alone ever since)

[syn0vial]

reading boba fett’s story in legacy of the force really is like, “wow, this man’s got 99 problems and actually communicating with the people he loves would solve at least 85% of them”

[copepods]

having a crush is the most evil emotion imaginable. thank god im only afflicted like once every 2-5 years if i had this shit on the regular id actually die

[isabelguerra]

“hey isabelguerra whatre you thinking about tonight” oh. yknow

[wangxianficrecs]

Bloom for you by wngxnic

Bloom for you

by wngxnic

M, 19k, Wangxian

Summary: “How long?” Wei Wuxian asks, controlling the urge to cough up another set of flowers. “We can get rid of—” “How long do I have, Wen Qing?” He asks again, his throat clogging with the petals that are threatening to spill. “3 weeks” Love is a kaleidoscope of emotions. It brings hope, joy, pain, and sometimes it drives you to a slow, painful death until you bleed dry and cough flowers for the one you love or a fic where wei wuxian has the hanahaki disease Kay's comments: That good-old Wangxian Hanahaki angst - always great! Really enjoyed this one and it hit so good with Wei Wuxian suffering from the sickness during the Burial Mounds Settlement days. Though it's a happy ending on the Hanahaki front, the fic itself is more hopeful/open ended, though the author has promised making a series out of this to explore how this effects the plot. Excerpt: "A petal..?" His shaky hands grab the petal, gently cleaning the blood off using his dark robe, and he inspects again. Yes, it's indeed a petal. He wonders if he ate something that had flowers or petals in it, and perhaps it went into the wrong pipe. That would explain the petal and the coughing, not the blood, but then again, Wei Wuxian had been coughing blood every time he pushed himself to overuse the dark art. The lack of a core makes his body unstable, and he can only exert himself to a certain limit until it gives up. As Wei Wuxian puts more thought into it, he realises that he hasn't eaten anything in the past 24 hours, and he did plan to put some food into his body until Lan Wangji rudely walks up to him and- Lan Wangji. Stupid, stupid Lan Wangji, with his ever-present pious appearance and jade-like face that always does something funny to his insides. His mind continues to play the pointed glare that the other man threw at him before he walked out, and Wei Wuxian senses his chest squeezing tightly again. His mind won't stop replaying the scene, and suddenly, he can not breathe.

pov wei wuxian, canon divergence, hanahaki disease, wei wuxian has hanahaki disease, sick wei wuxian, not actually unrequited love, mutual pining, misunderstandings, miscommunication, emotional hurt/comfort, blood and injury, pov wen qing, pov lan wangji, cultivation sect politics, burial mounds settlement days, doctor/patient, hopeful ending

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[strawbebe-plant]

Bunnydoll Week Day 3: Hanahaki 🌼

MY CHEM FINAL IS TMR. I’m surprised and thankful that I haven’t broken my bunnydoll streak yet. Hopefully I still have willpower after my final to do Day 4 lol.

I’m sorry this was so rushed but the vision was there.

[ybcpatrick]

fallen victim 2 the ailments . again.