#HE'S blaming john for manipulating HIM

[croh3]

when john wants something from arthur he literally just intimidates him and he's not even good at it. and when arthur wants something from john he just unknowingly manipulates the shit out of him

[obsessivelullabies]

yandere call of duty men — would they kill for you?

— characters included : kyle 'gaz' garrick, john price, simon 'ghost' riley, johnny 'soap' mactavish, phillip graves.

— warnings : murder, yandere behavior, manipulation, toxic relationships, mention of sex (soap's). gender neutral reader, isolating reader.

kyle 'gaz' garrick.

short answer; no. kyle is a rational man. he wouldn't want to terrify you. he wouldn't want to make you hate him by taking someone away from you. he doesn't want you to see him as a monster. he wants to keep his angel happy.

manipulation is his tactic. he'll drop subtle hints saying stuff such as 'i don't like how ___ does this' or 'i hate how they treat you'. he'd slowly distance you from people he didn't trust. he'll let you have a few people, your family and friends are fine, but he makes sure he's the most important person in your life.

kyle just wants to take care of you! can you blame him? he knows that he's the best person for you. just trust him.

john price.

john would only kill someone for you if they were harming you in some way. he knows the mess and the chaos that comes with such an act, yet if he believes his love would be better with said person gone, he'll do it. just for you.

he would make sure you never found out. he knows that's for the better. similar to kyle, he doesn't want you to think less of him. for john, it's more about the hassle of how you'd react.

honestly, he just wants a calm life where he can take care of you. you're his sweet pet. john won't let anyone ruin you.

simon 'ghost' riley.

simon is overly protective. insanely overprotective. he constantly worries about you. to protect you, he vows he'd do anything. if that vow involves such a drastic action, he'll do it. no regrets, no second thoughts.

simon isn't exactly trying to hide it from you. if it comes up in conversation, he'd probably have the most monotone reaction, "oh. i killed him." to the point you think he's joking.

he's terrified to lose you. terrified someone would hurt you. he'd rather set the world on fire than know something terrible happened to you. you were his life.

johhny 'soap' mactavish.

johhny devoted his entire life to you. his motive is jealousy. if he feels like someone is becoming your new favorite person, he'd have to rightfully take that spot back.

johnny would proudly show off what he did. he would fuck you over their dead body if you let him, just to show his ownership over you. how he was all you needed. he was the only man who could please you.

he's not insecure about someone else taking you, johnny is arrogant. he knows he's the best thing to ever happen to you. he's scared someone will manipulate you into leaving him.

phillip graves.

graves wouldn't go that far. in his perspective, you're like a dumb little bunny. he isolates you. he treats you as his sweetheart, making sure you know he's the perfect one to care for you.

all he has to do in his mind is to be firm. firmly tell you that he needs you by his side. he'll lower your self-esteem. make you lonely. make you dependent him.

graves in possessive and slightly insecure. he wants to own you. he wants your mind on him 100% of the time. you're his precious bunny.

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[vendettasfanfictioning]

"Dean didn't love Cas," "It was platonic," fuck off, when Cas died, he handled his loss the exact same way John did when he lost Mary. It's not even subtext, it's in the dialogue. Sam points it out, loud and clear. That's literally what the narrative was conveying.

"He's not just grieving about Cas, he lost Mary too." Yeah, but even when he's hellbent on blaming all of their loss on Jack, even he could see that Mary made her choice.

But to him, Cas didn't. To Dean, Cas was manipulated—deceived by some idea of "paradise," and it's easier to swallow that than to consider that Cas up and left them to protect Lucifer's child.

And you wanna know the cherry on top of all this??? Castiel's paradise consisted of them, together. Happy. Alive. Together. Castiel may have run away with Kelly to fulfill her wish for Jack, (to let him keep his powers where the Winchesters wanted to turn him human), but he only did so for that promise. In the end, he ran away so he could give them this.

(x)

[suckerforlovesblog]

Pretty little thing

Pretty little thing - Masterlist

Series summary: All Mr. Shelby wanted was to remarry. He had to find himself another wife after the death of Grace, not just to take care of his son Charlie but also to grant him access to the finer society of Birmingham. All he wanted the girl to be was a pretty little thing on his arm who simply submitted, obeyed and followed his orders.

And he did find the perfect girl - young, very good looking, of a good upbringing, smart but little did he expect her to have such a strong mind of her own…

All he wanted to do was break her in, like a horse had to be, and his new wife put up a good fight but eventually he is sure, he will break her and make her his completely.

Series warning: Dark!Tommy, toxic relationship, abuse, rape, non consensual intercourse, rough sex, age gap, Sir kink, choking - all the things that come with rough smut

Chapter 2: The betrothed

Summary: Y/N and Thomas Shelby attend a lot of social gatherings to make their elopement public. They get to know each other and Y/N warms up and starts liking to her soon-to-be husband.

Chapter Warning: age gap, swearing, manipulation, toxic relationship, oral (m receiving), questionable consent

Word count: 2.5k

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End of May 1926:

The thought of an arranged marriage still didn’t sound quite right to Y/N but over the past month, she began to understand why her farther settled the deal so quickly. It was quickly learned that you never ever say “No” to Mr. Thomas Shelby, the leader of the Peaky Blinders. The Peaky Blinders is the organization that is running Birmingham, everything and anything is controlled by them: The coppers, the bars, the betting shops, even the factories… Thomas Shelby, the leader of the Peaky Blinders and Y/N fiancé was a kind and polite man towards her, trying to make her like him. An arranged betrothal was not uncommon but he really wanted to pursue people to think that they liked each other. Overall it was a business decision for Mr. Shelby and so everything was well thought through - nothing left to purely luck.

But Thomas Shelby, the tall, handsome man with the piercing blue eyes who was nearly forty had different reasons to make Y/N, the young woman he was going to marry in just a couple of weeks, like him. Firstly: it would be good for business if she actually had any affection for him rather than being just the pretty little thing on his arm that he so desperately wants her to be. Secondly, it would make everything, mostly being with him, easier for her because deep down Thomas knew he could never love another woman after Grace was taken from him.

He never desired women in the same way again, he just wanted their touch and their attention but not their hearts or minds. He turned dark after Graces death, even darker then after his return from the Great War Where where served as a tunneler at the Battle of the Somme. He did blame himself for her death because Thomas pride was the reason she wore the bewitched jewel at the event. Thus begin the explanation why she took the bullet that was meant for him, in his mind at least. Thomas then got really anxious with his son’s safety and his education, trying to be a good farther whilst grieving and trying to make it as easy for Charles as possible. And Thomas did grieve hard. Most of his time was spent outside, close to her grave: He barely slept and if he did then next to it, he did not eat nor shower. All Thomas was barely able to do was keep business going because he had a plan for the Peaky Blinders, as always. He rode his horse towards Arrow House where he usually meets with his aunt Polly and her son Michael to discuss the businesses finances. Afterwards he meet with his brothers Arthur and John to talk about the dirty work of the company’s side. But now Polly and his brothers had a different plan, a plan to get Thomas back to them and help him through his grieving period.

Everyone was gathered in the dining room where the cook had prepared a light breakfast. Polly sat across from Ada, the Shelby brothers sister, drinking a tea whilst the gentlemen preferred whiskey. Thomas opened the door and looked puzzled and enraged at the people in the room: “What are you all doing here? I gave everyone a certain job to get done and I rather not be bothered with any of you.” Polly gestured for him to sit down which Thomas did sighing.

“Well, we need you back with us. Charles needs you Tommy!”, Ada said getting up making her way to him: “He has been asking for you and…” She couldn’t finish the sentence as it seemed to get stuck in her throat. Thomas looked at her, tears swelling in his eyes. But he did not cry and got up, clearing his throat: “Ehr, yes. Indeed, all of you are right. Thank you for being here. I am getting back to business. Michael, see me in my office in about half an hour. I have to get ready.”

Thomas left the room and all the people present looked at each other, relieved.

Thomas Shelby knew he would never love another woman as much as he loved Grace. He also learned that love and affection made him vulnerable, so he promised himself that he would marry strictly for business and business alone. The time after Grace’s death was the hardest time in his life and he nearly lost himself during it.

He also knew that he came back even stronger than before and that her death was his biggest chance, now that he had his priorities straight.

All these thoughts went through his head, when he stood in front of his soon bride-to-be’s house. He knocked and entered, putting a cigarette between his lips and lightning it, “‘Ello. I am here to pick up Y/N, we have important business to attend to this evening.” Your mother nodded, telling him that you should be ready any second so Thomas waited at foot of the stairs. His eyes light up when he caught he glimpse of you and he licked his lips smirking at the view. Y/N wore a tight black dress with a white jacket on top, her hair done in the most fashionable manner, only wearing light make up. Her glance caught his, the prominent cap was pinned under his armpit and exposed his finely done hair cut - really short shaven sides and longer parts of dark hair on top. He wore a finely tailored dark suit and a white button up that hugged him perfectly. The still lit cigarette was hanging from one side of his mouth: “You look even more gorgeous than I remembered, love.” His hand wandered into his pocket and he took a black case out of it, giving it to Y/N after she made her way down the stair. “Open it. It’s for you to make the engagement official.” Y/N took the box into her gloved hands and opened it: Inside was a small golden right with a simple cut diamond in the middle of it, as well as a golden delicate wristband with some pearls. “It is really beautiful. Thank you Mr. Shelby”, she looked up at him through her eyelashes. The pure sight of her compared with the looks made Thomas hard instantly. He pictured her on her knees with her mouth open and her tongue sticking out - just for a second but he got hot immediately. Pushing the picture out of his mind, he took her elegant left hand in his, taking her glove off and brushing his thumb over the back of her hand. The heat shot into Y/N’s face and she giggled, she couldn’t deny that he was a very attractive man even though she didn’t like the thought of being his trophy. He slid the ring on her ring finger and clasped the wrist band around her left hand. “It does look really beautiful, eh?”, he asked. “Yes, very much. Thank you”, Y/N answered, looking at her hand. Thomas put the glove back on and then offered her his arm which his fiancé accepted and they made their way out of the door and into his Bentley waiting outside. He held the door open for her and then made his way around the car to get into the drivers seat.

“I need you to be on your best behavior today! I know you’re not familiar with the kind of business that my family does but today is a very important evening, so I beg you to simply smile and converse when you’re addressed. Can you do that for me?”, his sight never left the streets they were driving on. She cleared her throat: “So all I am is another toy to you? The eye candy on your arm?” “Listen, love.”, he said enraged already, “you can be anything you want at any day but please do behave today. You wouldn’t want to make me angry and get off to a bad start, would you?” She looked down at her hands, feeling the cold metal of the ring burn her warm skin, “no sir.” “What was that?” “I said, no Sir”, Y/N replied louder now. Thomas smiled, knowing that she would be easy to break and bend into the way he wanted and needed her to be.

Shortly after they arrived at a church, he parked the car, got out of his side, walked around it to open the door for her and help her out of the car. He then took her face in his hands: “We don’t know each other very well but I am really trying to make this work. I promise you that I will protect you and be a good husband.” Thomas looks from her red painted lips to her eyes and back. He slowly reduces the distance between them and she can feel his breath hot on her lips, their eyes still locked. Y/N closes the distance between them and slightly presses her lips onto his. Thomas deepens the kiss immediately licking her lips which she immediately opens for him. “Good girl”, his deep voice rumbles and he pulls her even closer to him. The kiss was passionate but short lived, leaving her breathing heavily after he pulled away. He then takes her hand and puts it onto his, leading the way into the side building where a big ball room is situated. Thomas helps Y/N out of her coat and gets the both of them a glass of champagne, “To you - to us. Our marriage”, he says before clinking his glass to hers. Both take a sip and they begin to make their way through the room. Y/N put on her best smile and most clueless and unbothered expression, trying to please Thomas, even though she was really curious to what his plan for the night was. After a couple introductions and some business related talk, Thomas asked her for a dance. “Everyone is looking at us now. Act like you’re all crazy about me, Mrs. Shelby, like this is a match made from love.”, he whispers in her ear whilst holding her close and putting his hand on the small of her back. Thomas was a rather good dancer, guiding her through the ballroom, making her head spin with the sudden closeness. She could take the whiskey and the cigarettes in his breath. It was an intoxication smell in combination with his cologne, it smelled heavenly, homely somehow. She felt safe in his embrace and then put her hands around his neck, looking deep into his crystal blue eyes, he looked back at her: his gaze was stern and cold but he did smile a little bit. Both of them just kept looking, staring into each others eyes till the dance was finished. Thomas then twirled her into his chest, hugging her and then pressed a small kiss to her plump lips. Everyone around them started to clap their hands and cheer. Y/N felt herself blush, Thomas looked arrogantly into the crowd, a small smile forming on his pretty lips. He then pulled her into his left side and put his arm around her waist while a lot of people came to celebrate and congratulate them on their beautiful engagement. Y/N did, as she was told before, smiling, shaking hands and only speaking when she was addressed directly. None of the men seemed to know that she was told to do so and all the lady’s on their arms did the same thing - smiling and being polite. Some of the women looked like their high, not certain of their surroundings. “Love”, Thomas addressed her, “you see the other women, smiling so heavenly with not a care in the world?” She nodded. “If you don’t do as your told, if you don’t obey or listen to me, the same thing will happen to you, so I advise you to be a good girl.”, he whispered. Thomas looked down at her, seeing her swallow and then nod. “And you don’t want to know what else is happening to the women that don’t listen behind closed doors. Their husbands beat them, they rape them, they even share them amongst other man of rank because after marriage the wife’s are only seen as property. After marriage they belong to their husbands and they can do whatever they please.” She cleared her throat: “I will do as you tell me, Sir.”

Her innocent look up at him and the obedience in her voice went straight to his dick. He could feel himself swell. “Come with me, sweetheart.”, he said and pulled her out of the crowd and into a back room, “I need you to do something for me.” Y/N looked at him eagerly, ready to please. “Get on your knees”, he said, his voice even deeper. She did as she was told and he let out a small moan: “You’re such a good girl. Eager to please your future husband. That’s about right, ‘eh.” He then unbuckled his belt and quickly pulled his pants down. She just looked at him puzzled. “Don’t worry, I will guide you love”, he said through gritted teeth whilst pumping his own length. He then let go and gestured for her to take the place of his hand. She did, as she was told, taking his big dick into her small hands and moving them up and down, intimidated by his earlier words. Thomas let out a small hiss, nodding and praising her. Y/N then got ambitious and stocked out her tongue to touch his tip, whereas he moaned full on and put his hands on her head, “Open your mouth.” She opened her mouth widely and he slowly entered into the wetness, giving her time to adjust and breath before pulling out to simply slam into her mouth again. He could see tears starting to stream down her face but he did hold her head in place and she, being the best fiancé, just let him fuck her mouth. She lifted her tongue, touching the underside of his shaft which made him moan through gritted teeth. He stopped and let her work, circling his massive length with her tongue, slightly bobbing her head up and down and using her teeth in the most delicious way possible. All of this made Thomas weak to his knees. Looking down at her, seeing her intimidated, following his orders so accurately and knowing that she would be easy to nurture and train, he came. Y/N let him cum into her mouth, swallowing every drop of it which made Thomas moan. “Get up”, he said, “you are even more perfect than I imagined.” He then kissed her forehead and fixed his clothing, while she fixed her make up and hair. After he checked that both of them looked presentable, they went back to the party. She did play her role very well, smiling stupidly whilst he conducted business.

[fllnordr]

I would really love for the rdr community as a whole to stop trying, (and failing), to defend Dutch, and shift the blame entirely onto Micah. Red Dead Redemption and Red Dead Redemption II are both beautiful and well thought out games both in the gameplay and the storytelling. But I think a lot of people simply ignore those things, hence my long rant of a post.

TLDR: I think Micah was intentionally written to be one dimensional, and Dutch was manipulative from the start. Arthur is just a unreliable narrator.

We play through Arthur's eyes and see/believe what he does. We can see Arthur's loyalty blinds him (and by extension, us) to Dutch's behavior. I would know peace if some folks to took a media literacy class. Red Dead one & two are shining example of the bias in an unreliable narrator. Video games are not exempt from literary tools because you control part of the story. That control is limited to the actions of your bias protagonist, in this case John and Arthur.

The same applies to Micah. Arthur never trusts Micah from day one, and so we as the player don’t trust him either. It would be incredibly lazy on Rockstar’s behalf to created as one dimensional of a character as Micah. But the thing is, Arthur views him that way, a no good money-hungry thief from the start. Arthur is able to see through him, but he is blind to Dutch’s similar behavior because of his loyalty. It’s an incredibly smart tool to use in video games. Once you replay the game without the blinders on of your first playthrough, you’re able to see that Dutch has behaved the very same ways from Chapter One, all the way through Chapter Six. The only difference is that Arthur (and we the player) is slowly becoming aware of the patterns for the first time.

Now, for the blatant mischaracterization of Dutch entirely. To blame everything on Micah diminishes Dutch’s character to such an extent it completely disregards the decades long manipulation he inflicted on the gang, that is very real and very obvious. I won’t get into the way each individual character’s behavior was effected by this, but I will speak about Arthur and John briefly.

Dutch takes in people that are vulnerable and that he knows he can manipulate for his own gain. Children included. Multiple children, in fact. He always has a plan, not to keep folks safe, but to keep everyone comfortably under his thumb. It was always, "Are you with me, or against me" from the beginning. Everyone was either a means to his end, or they were worthless. The second someone did not agree, it was a betrayal, and an attack. I don't doubt he did some things out of kindness, but there's always ulterior motives. Dutch is nothing but a man of pretty words that hide his manipulation.

Dutch maintains an air of grandiosity amongst the gang. He obviously holds the belief that he is above them in all ways. He believes he is their leader because he is simply better than the rest of them. He’s smarter. He’s this god-like figure in his mind. He’s their savior. Hence his distaste for any doubt, or even being challenged.

Lenny and the conversation he has with Dutch about Evelyn Miller for example. Lenny indirectly call’s Dutch’s empty words out and points out that both Miller (Dutch’s idol) and Dutch himself hide behind their flowery words and phrases. Or Arthur and Hosea voicing their concern about robbing Leviticus Cornwall, it’s seen as a betrayal. Or when Uncle pokes fun at Dutch in camp and Dutch says to him, “I would really like to kill you right now.” Dutch may not be entirely self aware, but any attack at him does dig at him for a reason. And this is all from chapter two! There has always been a pattern.

Dutch says he "saved" them. He saved Bill, and John, and Arthur and Lenny and Javier. He saved all of them, and he is above all of them. Dutch sees people as nothing more as tools to meet his goals. There are instances where he does seem to genuinely care, but the ulterior motive is always there.

Dutch and Micah were written with the idea that we see the story through Arthur’s eyes. Arthur is blinded by his decades long to loyalty to Dutch and slowly coming to the realization of the truth. Micah is incredibly one dimensional cause Arthur sees through him and views him as a rat from the start. The truth of the story can be seen through repeated playthroughs. Dutch’s paranoia from the start, questioning Arthur’s loyalty from Colter. Micah sniffing around about the Blackwater money from the beginning. Arthur’s journal entries about the his biased version of the truth. Media literacy is necessary even in video games. God.

[konigsblog]

how would toxic!dadbod!price react if someone else "took advantage of" his partner?

because (i think) you've written about him doing that a few times, so i'm curious

oh, you're his, and his only and he'll make sure you're manipulated into saying sorry... 🎀

tw: rape, non-con, dark content, slut shaming, victim blaming, manipulation. (t!db!price)

when you come home after being taken advantage of, you're badly bruised and slightly intoxication. your knees wet with small stones sticking to the cuts on your thighs and knees from being pushed to the wet ground in an alleyway by a drunken man. with tears streaming down your cheeks and your throat raspy from screaming and crying, it interests john on why you're so emotional.

you finally tell him after sobbing into his musky chest, the sounds of football drowning out your cries. at first he's taken a back; feeling sorrow. before his anger kicks in.

“told ya’ not to wear that dress.” he spits, rolling his eyes and nudging you off of him. you sob harder, gasping and burying your face in your hands. the thought of you being ‘unclean’ or ‘filthy’ has john gritting his teeth. of course, he's angry at that deranged man, and after punishing you, he drags you out and tells you to look around for him, before beating some sense into the man in that same alleyway.

he pounds into you. large hands pushing your wrists down as he takes what's his. just think of it as him ‘cleaning you’, as him cleaning the dick that was inside you that wasn't his. he slut shames you the entire time, so much that you're manipulated into believing the things he says.

“dirty whore, ya’ were lookin’ for it, huh?” he cocks his head to the side, watching as you whimper at the smell of his nicotine and beer filled breath. eyes rolled back as he blames you for being like this, it must've happened because of your vulnerability... this is why you shouldn't go out alone, so he can make sure you don't ask for it again and come crying to him for pity.

[aro-geo-turtle]

Thinking about a potential angsty malevolent au that role swaps Arthur and Parker because I honestly don’t think Parker could have reformed John like Arthur did

Like, obviously this is super speculative cause we’ve never met Parker and only know a bit about him 2nd hand

But we know he looked at pathetic drunken mess Arthur Lester, decided that was the man he wanted to be detectives with, and then somehow actually managed to drag him back into being a quasi-functional human being.

We also know he and Arthur were a very effective investigative team, so he probably Arthur balanced out in a lot of ways. Arthur is very reckless and stubborn and throws himself at his problems, maybe Parker was more wary and cautious, more of a planner. Arthur has a remarkable talent for getting people to hate him in a weirdly obsessive way, perhaps Parker had the genuine kind-hearted charisma.

And we know from part 39 that Parker was the one who did most of the physical intimidation and brute strength parts of the job, so he wasn’t afraid to get his hands dirty when it came to it.

And I feel like this paints a picture of a man who could get along well enough with the John Doe we have today…but maybe not the Entity he started as.

A big part of the reason Arthur and John’s relationship works is because they have basically the same response to feeling threatened: yell, scream, blame the other person for everything wrong in the world, hit where it hurts, give as good as they take, refuse to give an inch. And when they push too hard, this leads to some really horrible fights. But eventually they wear themselves out, all the feelings are out in the open, they pick themselves up, apologize, and move forward.

This dynamic is established very early on. In the first episode, John/the entity has all the knowledge, he knows more about what happened, about the supernatural, about Arthur’s surroundings. And he immediately uses this power to lie to and manipulate Arthur. But Arthur doesn’t let him keep that power over him for long. He gets his wits about him, establishes his own power as the one with the physical body here, and starts shoving back against John. Every time he does what John says, he makes it clear it’s because he has agreed it’s the best course of action. They establish a balance quickly.

This early in his independent existence, basically all John has is the King’s instincts of “humans are weaklings to be manipulated” and Arthur immediately asserts that that attitude is not going to stand with him, forcing John to rethink his relationship with humanity

Parker…likely wouldn’t have Arthur’s stubborn reckless audacity. I think he’s be more likely to respond with caution, bide his time and try not to make this thing mad until he can figure out how powerful it really is. With the lie that he was the one to kill Arthur, Parker might even extend compassion and empathy towards the entity, thinking that this thing has no memory of who he once was and no bodily autonomy at all, he’s probably really scared and covering it up.

This caution and empathy would serve Parker well in a whole lot of situations and probably save him from a lot that Arthur blunders into, but if he does a lot of what the entity tells him to do with little complaint…he’s going to be accidentally reinforcing the kings instincts that humans are to be bossed around instead of challenging them

And if bides his time until he’s fairly sure the entity can’t really hurt him and then starts pushing back and challenging him, that might feel like a betrayal or deception to the entity

I’m not sure exactly how things would go down, but I just think that Arthur was really the only person who could have set John on the right path by reckless challenging him from the beginning

(Parker paired with Yellow on the other hand… now that’s perfect and everyone needs to go read Refrain from the Surrogate AU right now)

[cherienymphe]

The Less I Know The Better X (JJ Maybank x Reader x Rafe Cameron)

Warnings: NON-CON TOUCHING, eventual DUB-CON, jealousy, manipulation, underage drinking, drug use, mild unhealthy relationship, eventual violence, one sided kiara x jj, non canon ages, pogue!reader

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summary:  When you start dating Rafe Cameron, no one is more surprised than you when your best friend JJ takes it really well. However, no one is more surprised than JJ when he’s forced to see his once frumpy BFF in an entirely new light, suddenly terrified of losing what he never knew he had to the person he hates most.

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JJ liked being right.

In fact, JJ loved being right.

He loved that satisfaction that came with knowing he wasn’t as dumb as he thought. With knowing that his street smarts weren’t just in his head and were good for something. He loved knowing that his intuition, that the gut feeling that had been eating away at him was right.

Now, was one of those times.

Did he hate that he’d made you cry? More than anything. He hated watching your face fall, watching your eyes turn glassy and your lips tremble. JJ hated the way your breathing picked up and your words started jumbling together and just watching your face completely crumble. He hated that he’d done that, but he hated that Rafe had almost killed you even more.

He hated that you’d argued…again. He hated that Rafe had interfered, getting in between a discussion that wasn’t any of his business. JJ remembered how much he’d wanted to punch the other guy then, not just for inserting himself, but for what he’d done that led to the argument in the first place. He hated the way you placed yourself in front of Rafe, as if JJ was the bad guy, the aggressor. As if Rafe needed protecting from him instead of probably the other way around.

More than anything, he hated that you’d slapped him.

You had never hit him before, not seriously anyway, and it had stung more than just his face. The comparison had been less about Rafe and his dad…and more about you and him. The fact that you could see plain as day how bad Rafe was for you, how badly he’d screwed up, and still find a way to make excuses. JJ hated it.

…but he loved being right about Rafe more.

He wouldn’t lie. He didn’t like that it had to come to this. JJ really didn’t like that you almost had to die in the process. Just the thought of you in that truck with Rafe, scared for your life that you’d mistakenly put in Rafe’s hands. It was enough to make him see red, and he tossed a twig into the fire, jaw clenched. God, did he hate that…but he loved being right.

He loved that Rafe, in true Rafe fashion, had screwed up like JJ always knew he would.

Now, everyone else saw it too.

“Ward’s completely cracked down,” Sarah sighed from next to him. “He found any stash Rafe was hiding and threw it out.”

JJ snorted at that, under the impression that Rafe was going to be shitty with or without the drugs.

“He hasn’t let Y/N see him in weeks…”

He, and everyone else, perked up at that.

“I thought we didn’t see her much because she was spending more time with Rafe, somehow,” Kie murmured.

Sarah shook her head, the fire glinting off of her blonde hair.

“My dad’s like…well, a warden. Rafe’s on complete lockdown…and she comes by…every few days, just wants to see him…talk to him, and Ward is completely against it.”

JJ’s gaze found the ground at that, frowning.

“He hasn’t been her biggest fan, but seeing how much she cares about Rafe,” Sarah whispered. “I mean, she was willing to take the blame for the crash, you know?”

“Stupid,” John B. commented.

“…or sweet,” Kie argued.

JJ rolled his eyes at that, taking another sip of beer.

“Either way, my dad’s much nicer to her, now. I think he even likes her a bit, probably feels bad for her. I don’t think he gets how anyone can like Rafe as much as she does, but…”

Sarah trailed off with a shrug, and all JJ could think about was you going back and forth to Figure 8 to try and see Rafe. It made him sick, and he sat his beer down.

“He almost killed her,” JJ finally spoke up, looking around the fire at each of them. “…or did you forget?”

His eyes rested on Kie as he said that, and she at least had the right to look sheepish, glancing away.

“His truck rolled how many times? And hit a tree? She was bleeding, she had a concussion, and Topper said she could barely walk.”

His voice was getting louder, tone growing colder.

“That’s his fault. Not indirectly, but straight up his fault!”

Pope sighed, stabbing at the ground with a stick, shaking his head.

“JJ’s right,” he finally agreed. “It’s Rafe, so I don’t think any of us expected this to be smooth sailing, but… This isn’t some little thing.”

JJ gestured to Pope with a shrug.

“He could’ve killed her,” he continued with a nod. “…and her wanting to protect him by taking the fall isn’t really what I would call sweet. It’s concerning.”

“Thank you,” JJ breathed, standing and throwing a quick glare at Kie.

She frowned back at him with huff.

“Yes, all of that’s right, but what are you saying? We need to tell her to dump her boyfriend? Her first boyfriend who, up until this point, didn’t treat her like anything less than perfect?”

“Up until the point where he almost killed her, you mean,” John B. threw in, causing Sarah to throw him a look.

“I’m just saying that Y/N is going to do what she wants to do, and I don’t think ganging up on her and telling her to dump Rafe is going to work,” she continued.

Everyone was quiet at that…because Sarah was right.

…and JJ hated it.

It hadn’t just been weeks since Rafe had gotten high, crashed his truck, and almost killed you in the process. It hadn’t just been weeks since you’d slapped him, looking at him like he’d said the worst thing imaginable to you. It had also been weeks since he’d stayed over at your place, showing up at your door self-mutilated and relieved when you fawned over him. It had been weeks since he’d woken up to the sound of you and Rafe, staring in your bedroom like some creep while the other blond fucked you.

It had been weeks since he realized that he was jealous of Rafe, that he wanted to be in his place.

Weeks since JJ realized he wanted to be your boyfriend instead.

The admission had been met with so much pushback, so much denial. He had stumbled away from your door, quick to leave your house altogether. JJ’s head had been spinning, heart racing as he thought about you and everything he’d been feeling these past months. You were his best friend, and you were dating the guy he hated most, so of course he was irritated more than usual.

Of course, he got angry at every mention of him and every thought of you two. It made sense that the sight of you kissing was enough to make his stomach churn. Why wouldn’t he be distrustful of your new boyfriend when it was Rafe Cameron? You meant the world to JJ and Rafe was nothing but trouble. His feelings weren’t out of the ordinary.

…and that was what he’d been determined to prove.

The night before movie night, he’d found himself at some small get together on the beach. He had been determined to find some girl, fuck the shit out of her, and release every bit of anger and annoyance and frustration that he’d felt for months. That was the plan, anyway, and it was a good one. She was pretty and funny and JJ’s type if he ever had one.

Then he’d gotten her alone.

…and nothing was right.

Her lips hadn’t felt right, her hair hadn’t felt right, and her hands didn’t feel right on him. She didn’t sound right, and the more she sank herself down onto him, the less into it he became. It was like an out of body experience, JJ staring down at himself as he tried to fuck himself up into this girl, but he just couldn’t bring himself to.

It was only when he finally came, murmuring a name that was not hers, did it hit him.

She wasn’t you.

She didn’t have your hair or your smile. The moonlight didn’t glint off of her skin right, and her voice was off to him. Even as she rolled off of him, collapsing beside him and out of breath, he knew that she was perfect in her own way. She probably had plenty of guys ready to trip over themselves for her, but he wasn’t one of them…because she wasn’t you.

He had left with a fuzzy head, pinching his nose and sliding down against a tree.

His throat had been tight, alcohol on his breath, and JJ could feel tears kissing his eyes. He felt… He still hadn’t been able to quite process how he felt. You were his best friend, had been his entire life, and he wanted you. He’d watched you grow up and snort drinks out of your nose and cry so hard you’d thrown up. He watched boys make fun of you and punch them in the face for it. He watched girls do the same and trip them in the hall for it. You were… Well, you were supposed to be like a sister to him. That’s how it was supposed to go.

But now he’d watched you wear the same bathing suits he’d admired on other girls. He watched you put on the kind of lip-gloss that had his gaze traveling back to your lips, wondering what it tasted like. He smelled you until the scent was burned into his brain. He watched you kiss Rafe and ignore the way it made his chest tighten.

He’d watched you have sex…and wished that it were with him instead.

JJ wanted you, and he didn’t know if he wanted you because you were with Rafe or because he felt he was losing you or because…he wanted you. The thought of just having sex with you didn’t rub him the right way. He didn’t just want some fun night with his best friend…he wanted you.

He wanted to ride around on his bike with your chest pressing against his back, arms tight around him. He wanted to feel your breath against his neck as you slept. He wanted to kiss you at parties and take you out on fancy dates and buy you the kind of dresses that made you twirl and smile and giggle at yourself in the mirror.

JJ thought about that night, about the pregnancy test, and he knew in his heart that it wasn’t the pregnancy scare. It was the irresponsibility of it all. It wasn’t even about you having sex. It was Rafe. It was you and Rafe. It was all of this happening with Rafe, because JJ was sure that if it had been him instead, his reaction would’ve been completely different. He might not have been mad, at all.

JJ was sure that he might’ve even been happy.

When JJ heard a knock on his door, the last person he expected to see was you.

His dad was God knows where, and he was taking a break from working on his bike, getting something to drink when he heard it. His gaze had softened at the sight of you on his doorstep, clearly troubled. He ignored that you were wearing Rafe’s jacket, gaze focused instead on your mostly healed bruise and the tightness around your eyes.

JJ wouldn’t be surprised if you’d been crying yourself to sleep every night.

“I’m sorry,” you quietly choked out, eyes watering again.

JJ didn’t hesitate to wrap his arms around you, holding you tight as you shook. Your hands rested on his back, sobbing into his shirt while he shushed you. He pulled you inside, arms still around you while you cried. He didn’t stop himself from closing his eyes, breathing you in and relieved to find that Rafe’s scent had mostly faded, only yours remaining.

“I’m sorry,” you repeated. “I’m so sorry.”

“Hey, hey,” JJ whispered, pulling away. “It’s okay.”

He wiped your face, mindful of your eye as he led you to the couch. He pulled you down beside him, brushing his fingers over your cheeks, his other hand rubbing your back.

“You w-were right,” you forced out, more tears falling. “I knew you were…and I hated it.”

You looked towards your lap, sniffing and wiping your face.

“I know Rafe messed up. I know he did,” you mumbled with a nod, swallowing. “…but he didn’t mean to.”

You looked up at him again, more tears escaping, and JJ sighed. He brushed a finger over your face, drinking you in with a racing heart. In this moment, more than anything, he wanted Rafe gone. How was it that the guy could almost kill you, even accidentally, and your first instinct was to protect and defend him?

“…but that doesn’t matter.”

You looked away, leaning back into the couch.

“You get how that doesn’t matter, right? How his intentions mean nothing?”

You didn’t respond, and JJ sighed, looking around.

You were alone with him for the first time in weeks. JJ couldn’t describe how happy that made him, and he licked his lips, blue gaze traveling to the fridge. His fingers tapped against his leg, fighting with himself over the temptation, but he told himself that he was doing this for you. It would do you good to…let go.

“You want something to drink?” he wondered, eyes meeting yours. “Figure you need it.”

You looked at him for a few moments, blinking and thinking to yourself. You eventually nodded, and JJ smiled, getting up.

“Okay,” he said, clapping his hands together. “We got beer, but you know my dad. The hard stuff is also an option.”

You were frowning slightly when he looked at you.

“Won’t your dad get mad if it’s gone?”

JJ fought back a smile, knowing that you weren’t talking about the beer. He made his way back to you with some gin and brandy, throwing you a comforting smile.

“I’ll replace it before he notices,” he assured you.

JJ was sure he’d seen you drink hard liquor twice before in his entire life. Once to try it, and once unknowingly. It was telling of just how awful these past few weeks had been for you to see you down half a glass of brandy without really tasting it.

“Woah,” JJ commented, taking the glass. “Take it slow.”

You wiped your mouth, eyes becoming glassy again as you took a deep breath.

“You know Ward won’t let me see him? Says that I mess with Rafe’s head or something…”

JJ exhaled, leaning back.

“Yeah, Sarah told us,” he admitted.

You looked at him at that, scoffing to yourself.

“I know what you guys think of me. I know what you probably say,” you whispered.

JJ took your hand, rubbing his thumb along your skin.

“We think you’re too nice,” he told you, and you swallowed. “We say you’re too good for him.”

You looked down at that.

“…and you know it.”

JJ watched you take another drink, gaze lingering on your throat as it bobbed.

“You don’t…you don’t understand,” you softly said. “He and his dad, they… Ward is so hard on him.”

JJ felt anger flare up, and he struggled to swallow it down.

“I don’t understand? I don’t understand what that’s like?”

You frantically shook your head, taking another drink.

“No, no, that’s not… Of course, you do. I know that you do,” you hurried to say.

“I’d argue that I have it even worse than he does, but I don’t know. I find a way to cope that doesn’t involve hard drugs and reckless driving,” he spat.

JJ fought the urge to raise his voice, floored that you couldn’t see what was wrong with what you’d just said. No, he didn’t fully know what Rafe was dealing with, but even if Ward was putting his hands on him like JJ’s dad did him, the difference in their coping mechanisms was glaring.

“He doesn’t have anyone, JJ!”

He faltered at your outburst, blinking as you started crying again. You turned on the couch to fully face him, so close, breath shaking.

“You have John B.,” you slowly started, hands on his shoulders. “…and me.”

You sniffed.

“You’ve always had us,” you explained. “…and you have Pope…Kie…and now Sarah.”

JJ frustratingly exhaled, looking away.

“You have so many people that are here for you and begging you to put yourself first and who look out for you,” you told him, trying to meet his gaze. “Rafe doesn’t have anyone else.”

He turned to look at you now, eyes hard, and you flinched at the look in his gaze.

“I’m all he has. I am the only one he can count on-.”

“…and that’s healthy to you? That’s okay?”

You sat back down, face falling.

“I never said it was,” you mumbled, defeated. “I was just explaining…”

You trailed off with a huff.

“I’m all he has,” you whispered. “…and they won’t even let me see him.”

JJ gently grabbed your arm, pulling you closer until you were leaning against him. One of his hands gently grazed your back, a soothing motion that worked as he felt your heart slow some. He leaned back, staring at the ceiling and wondering to himself about the mess both of you found yourselves in.

“He’s not a bad person,” you mumbled.

It was hard to say how much you’d drank in the past two hours, nothing more than an inebriated mess now who occasionally whispered a stray thought or two. Much to JJ’s dismay, it seemed that you were back to Rafe.

“He’s not,” you tearfully said, shifting to look up at JJ.

He looked down at you where your head rested on his lap, tears running past your ears.

“I know that you don’t agree, and you’ll probably never agree after what happened, but…he’s not a bad person, JJ.”

He looked up, ignoring how you pulled on his shirt.

“He’s so sweet to me,” you chuckled. “If you even knew…you’d love him like I do.”

JJ’s heart stopped at that, at those words, and he frowned. You seemed to realize what you said the same time he did, the silence so loud and so charged. JJ looked down at you, but you were staring past him, eyes focused on the ceiling with parted lips. You looked as shocked as JJ felt.

“I think I love him,” you said to yourself, and JJ swore he was going to be sick.

You suddenly chuckled to yourself, but it lacked humor, running your hands down your face.

“I think I love Rafe Cameron…who…almost killed me, and who I haven’t seen in weeks…because his dad won’t let me.”

You nodded to yourself, a bitter laugh escaping. JJ watched your face crumble again, his heart clenching as you squeezed your eyes shut. You turned your face into his stomach, shoulders trembling, and he rested his hand on your head. Why didn’t you get that it wasn’t normal to cry when you realized you’re in love with someone? He didn’t even want to longer on the fact that you felt like you were in love with Rafe, too disgusted.

When he decided to get up, he realized that you’d quieted. Your soft breathing reached his ears, and he realized you were asleep. You didn’t even stir when he stood, curled up on the couch as he grabbed the empty bottles, making a mental note to replace what you’d drank. He leaned against the counter, staring you down and deeply swallowing.

You were in deeper than he realized, and his nails dug into his palms.

He hated that all of this was because of Rafe, hated that he’d driven you to this. Maybe it wasn’t right to think that if you were with him, you wouldn’t be going through this, but JJ didn’t care. It was the truth. He would never put your life in danger, and you wouldn’t have to muster up the courage to make some grand speech that you two were dating. You wouldn’t have to go around begging the rest of your friends to accept him.

He angrily exhaled, forcing himself to calm down. He needed to get you home, anyway. He didn’t know where his dad was, and that meant he didn’t know when he’d decide to grace JJ with his presence. He could be gone for another day or another hour.

When he shook you, you didn’t stir, and he was forced to admit that you probably drank more than you should have. You were practically dead to the world when he called your name, frown deepening when he called you again with no answer.

JJ sat down at your feet, looking over you and feeling his shoulders sag. Even in your sleep, you wore the brunt of your problems with Rafe on your face. Lips pursed, face scrunched, and breathing shaky. He reached out, fingers grazing your cheek and wondering to himself if you’d ever realize it didn’t have to be this way.

Relationships weren’t supposed to be this hard.

His thumb brushed along the underside of your jaw, JJ swallowing as it danced down your throat. JJ’s eyes fell to your chest, watching the way it rose and fell with your breathing, and he swallowed, feeling his skin grow hot. He was reminded of that girl from a few weeks ago, how she’d been naked and so needy for him…and he’d felt nothing in comparison to what he felt now.

JJ liked to blame it on the alcohol.

No, he hadn’t had as much as you, but he’d had some. It clouded his judgment, lowered his inhibitions, so it was easy to blame his dad’s liquor. It was easy to look back and say he hadn’t been in his right mind, the alcohol in his blood skewing his perception of right and wrong, but there was a small voice that told him it was all him.

The alcohol wasn’t to blame as his fingers pressed into your leg, hand dancing along your skin and heart in his throat at the feel. It was hot today, so hot, and before where you used to wear nothing but shorts, you’d adopted skirts and dresses too. Probably for Rafe, he bitterly thought.

You were almost always cold, your skin reflecting that, but the combination of the high temperature and alcohol had made you feel so much warmer than you normally were. JJ’s thumb grazed your thigh, and he released a shaky breath, feeling almost possessed as he watched his fingers dip between your legs.

You were dead to the world.

No protests or noises left you when his hand traveled further, his hand warmer now as your thighs surrounded it. He was holding his breath, tunnel vision clouding his mind as his fingers sought out what his mind had been subconsciously craving for months. It wasn’t right, he knew that, but it was like he couldn’t stop, finally exhaling when his fingers grazed over you.

JJ moved closer, swallowing and lashes fluttering as he gently rubbed his fingers over you, tongue darting out to lick his lips. You were so soft and warm, and when he glanced at your face, your expression had evened some. Your frown wasn’t as deep, and your lips parted in time with JJ’s. He briefly closed his eyes, swallowing and telling himself that he needed to stop.

…but the truth was that he didn’t want to.

When he pushed your underwear to the side, JJ audibly gasped, eyes closing when he dipped a finger into you. Everything after seemed to happen so fast, his mind going blank as he practically hovered over you now, curling a finger into you and groaning at the way you gripped him. He looked at your face again, watching all of the tension leaving as he slowly thrust the appendage into you.

When he added another, he hissed, his other arm shaking as his hand gripped the back of the couch. You made a noise, relief filling JJ as he realized you weren’t stirring…just enjoying it. It was an almost inaudible moan, but it went straight to JJ’s cock, pants feeling tighter and arms straining. The more he dragged his fingers in and out of you, the wetter you became, making a mess on his hand and between your thighs.

Maybe Ward was right to think you messed with Rafe’s head…because you were messing with his too.

JJ gritted his teeth, breathing choppy as he stretched you out, dipping his fingers into you and massaging your walls. You moaned again, louder this time and hips bucking, making JJ’s head spin. He moved closer, forehead grazing yours while he fingered you, deeply inhaling and basking in the feel of you clenching down on him.

You were so tight and so warm and so wet.

His mind only had one goal at the moment and that was making you come. He wanted to know what it felt like when you completely let go, body convulsing and trembling during your high. He hadn’t seen it, hadn’t stayed to witness it that morning, hurrying out of your house with denial on the brain. He wanted to see it, now though, feel it.

Your breath was hitching, and his face pressed into the crook of your neck, his own breathing picking up as your hips lifted slightly. You were close, he could tell, and he leaned back, sitting up on his knees and gaze falling to where you were wrapped around his fingers. He was glued to the sight, watching you drip around him, and when you did come, he didn’t know where to look.

Your mouth fell open, a high pitched sigh escaping and making his heart flutter, all of the tension disappearing from your features. JJ could’ve kept staring at your face the whole time, but he was too distracted by the sight of you coming on his hand. The wet sound of him fucking his fingers into you was addicting, and it was only when you stopped fluttering around him did his heart slow.

The ringing in his ears stopped, and the warmth on his skin disappeared, leaving only a cold feeling.

He pulled his fingers out of you, backing away and standing on shaky legs. He stared down at you with wide eyes, the full weight of what he’d done just hitting him. Turning away, JJ closed his eyes, pressing his fists to them and thinking how wrong it was what he’d just done, but the worst part of it all was that he didn’t hate it.

His softening cock, an effect of ruining his pants, was proof of that.

[yanderes-galore]

Can I request general hc for Arthur from RDR 2?

I can try, sure! I apologize if any information is wrong, I tried to research as best as I could ^^; Not proofread, may have mistakes.

Yandere! Arthur Morgan Concept

Pairing: Romantic/Platonic

Possible Trigger Warnings: Gender-Neutral Darling, Obsession, Overprotective behavior, Manipulation, Possessive behavior, Violence, Murder mention, Blood, Stalking, Threats, Kidnapping, Fear of loss, Angst, Actually sad near the end, Forced companionship/relationship.

An important thing to know about Arthur is this; He knows he's a bad man.

There are times he's kind, polite, and playful.

But overall he knows he's hurt people, will hurt people, and that he isn't the most likable person to most.

Which means, while he may be very caring and protective of you, he can do some downright diabolical things to have you.

Arthur is a very complex and emotional character, I hope in this concept I can respect that aspect about him.

He may be a better yandere on his high honor path, but he still is capable of some bad things.

He's even worse on his low honor path.

It's funny how an outlaw and criminal like him can treat you with such care despite the amount of blood on his hands.

Arthur is quick to resort to violence, murder, and intimidation... but still doesn't do unnecessary revenge or killing.

He is fully aware of the blood on his hands... but treats you with respect.

Arthur treats you as though you're innocent, even if you are in the gang.

He could be like a close friend to you... a mentor... or even a lover.

Regardless of his intentions he is very intent on meeting your needs.

I imagine when Arthur first meets you he tries not to be attached.

With his line of work, anything could happen.

You or him could be shot in any sort of altercation, so he tries to put up walls.

Although, soon he's attached to you, acting playful and concerned about you.

Arthur is definitely someone in denial about his obsession for a long while.

But eventually he caves, craving the comfort you give him.

Arthur doesn't blame you if you're scared of him.

Your fear is deserved, after all.

But your fear does not change how much he cares for you.

Arthur is a man who threatens, steals, murders, etc.

He really doesn't care too much about what he does due to being raised by Dutch.

He sometimes has remorse... but if he does something to protect you, he prioritizes that.

Arthur is at first not very affectionate.

Yet as he gets attached he ends up hugging you, perhaps going further if that's his intentions.

Arthur is scared of his own death, but he's also scared of yours.

When it comes to you he tries to think things through, he thinks of ways to protect you and care for you.

If you're in the gang then he thinks of ways to get you out of it.

He wants you safe, he feels you shouldn't live a life such as this.

If he can... he wants to join you.

Arthur and John are similar yanderes, or at least RDR1 John is.

They'd have their clothes soaked in blood, all so they can make sure you live another day happy.

Gunpowder may coat their hands but they feel they have protected you.

Arthur knows he is a "bad" man... but he wants to be better with you.

Arthur will protect you from everything, including unwanted flirting.

Another member flirts with you?

Somehow Arthur knows about it and threatens them.

You'd swear he was stalking you (whose to say he isn't?).

Arthur may even force you to stay put in certain "safe areas" while he heads out.

Soon he isn't sure if he can trust Dutch with you.

Especially when the man falls into his own insanity.

Maybe by the peak of Arthur's obsession, his own sanity, he tries to get you and him in a home together.

I also feel his obsession gets worse when he learns of his sickness.

Arthur knows the tuberculosis will claim him soon.

It may even drive him insane with ideas.

As a result, imagine him taking you away to a cabin with him.

He locks the doors and keeps you beside him.

He is fully aware that he's scaring you, he knows this is wrong...

But in the final months of his life, he wants to be beside you.

So he traps you with him... away from everything you know...

Everything except him.

He can't bear to lose you... so he plans on keeping you with him for the rest of his life... all because he loves you... even if you hate this.

[cod-z]

Being Used

You chose to read this, do NOT blame me if you ignore my warnings! TW: Manipulation, SA, Mental Manipulation, Power abuse, Degradation, Swearing, Comparing, DarkFic, just rlly fucked shit I thought of.

Pairing(s): 141 x Reader

| One-shots |

A/N: Been thinking about dark stuff…? Idk, I’m just out of it right now, my mentality is spiralling and I need to release these dark thoughts about the boys, using and abusing us.

Captain John Price who uses you to his advantage, to have control over you and using your being to bend against his will, use your mind as a second host like a parasite infesting into your brain. John Price who will make you second guess your thoughts, your pros and cons, your morals just because he can and will, abusing his rank against you as you suffer the consequences of his choices, whether it’s you who takes the bullets for the team or being the little, bitch you are on his desk being bent over and his cock being bullied into your cervix. He’d ravish and abuse you whenever and however he wants even if you were damaged, healing, doesn’t matter as long as he had gotten his fill from you because you’re a good soldier, a good soldier who’ll listen to the Captain, right? Right?

Lieutenant Ghost a darkened man, a former shell of the life he could’ve had, if his family was still alive minus the asshole of a father. If only he wasn’t weak and so naive back then perhaps he’d be different to the person you know as Ghost, using you just the same as Price but less soft and controlled, using you as he abuses his rank, humiliating you in front of recruits because he could. He’s breaking you like the world has broken him, jealous of the family that awaited you back home with love and care, using you so can know how he felt when he was younger. Taking you every which way just like Price but this time it was off and on base, slamming your doors open while he slammed you against the wall. You’ll help your Lieutenant, it wasn’t your choice.

Sergeant Soap he was more merciful than the other two seeing as being a Sergeant didn’t have the intense workload like the Captain and Lieutenant, no, but he used you for his high libido, always grabbing you into darkened corners, covering your pretty mouth while he ruts into your ass or cunt even if you begged him to stop. Now with his mentality, he was fine, sure he had his dark days when the mission went south but it rarely happened but when it did… hell would’ve been a better option to live in. He may not be of higher statue but he’ll treat you as the lowest of filth, embarrassing you further than Ghost ever will while he makes sure to implant thoughts into the recruits that you were nothing but a slut, even at your given rank, letting his ego fuel as you agree as he groped you. You let him do it, why? He wanted you and you wanted him, this is what you want, is it not?

Sergeant Gaz was a pretty-boy, in your eyes he did nothing wrong, never argues, never raises his voice, denying all the dark rumours that surrounded his picture perfect image, never wanting to burn that mental image of him. Gaz the perfect, pretty-boy. Wrong. Behind closed doors he’d degrade you, telling that your worth was beyond nothing but a speckle of dirt on the ground, using you as an outlet of his fury while he hate-fucks you onto the floor. If both of you were outside, he’d bury your face into the dirt and compares you to it, how you should be 6 feet under, harsh words and insults leaving his pretty mouth. Mentally and emotionally, he uses you to show that he wasn’t someone to be looked as perfect, he had his flaws, he had that same insanity as the rest of the Task Force and he’ll show you as the example. Anything for the pretty-boy…

[secretpostsposts]

In your beloved little brothers au what would the brothers do if branch just...shut off.

Like he goes fully grey again, refuses to eat, doesn't talk, doesn't react to anything, refuses to look them in the eyes. The whole thing

They threaten him, JD hurts him, they try to manipulate him etc; and nothing changes. Branch is just so done with his brothers he just doesn't care anymore

I'd like to see there reaction to branch going grey BECAUSE of them...

Also side thing. Will the brothers ever realise how messed up they are? If so how? And how will they make it up to branch?

They are lost themselves, they don't understand what happened (especially John Dory and Floyd, according to them nothing is wrong), they try everything they let him out, but not near the town, Branch doesn't even flinch, they do everything and when that doesn't work, they decide Trying something else hurts JD, they had a reaction, pain, but it was something, even so they didn't get anything else.

Bruce is the first to realize it, and after that and telling Brandy, a domino effect is generated, where the other brothers realize it, but it is too late, Brozone can't do anything, Snack Pack and the others Trolls can't do anything, Poppy (or any ship they want) can't do anything, Branch is now just a shell of himself.

and Brozone blames themselves, and stays away, or they can't be near Branch without supervision.

so yeah, if Branch just shut down (which wouldn't happen in the fic) everyone would collapse and the brothers would fall into spirals themselves, turning gray at some point because they destroyed their bright light.

[sounknownvoid]

Sam's "puppy dog eyes" are just him,hurt or ashamed - vulnerable?

We all know (&love) sammy's "puppy dog eyes" - & thanks to dean, we've been told of its amazing powers of persuasion and influence on people... I mean look at the evidence:

How could you possibly say no to this face?... I certainly couldn't ...but maybe that's the point - hear me out..

In "Scarecrow", Dean waxes lyrical about how his brother could give you this "look" and people would just "buy into" whatever it was he was saying at the time...

Elsewhere too, it's remarked upon, by Dean, about how no one can resist the power of the "puppy dog eyes" - thing that strikes me though is the language used - its almost framed like its a "manipulative tactic", something that Sam deliberately uses to his advantage somehow and is a weapon in his personal arsenal to disarm and influence people....ie "mere mortals" - the language is almost ominous and sinister...from dean.

Similarly when he talks about how sam is the one more easily able to coax whoever they're interviewing on cases to trust them, persuade them gently with his demeanour to divulge information that they'd perhaps otherwise not have shared...again framed almost like a "secret power" of Sam's....by Dean.

But then, watch the actual show and the actual times those 'puppy dog eyes' are shown by sam - he'd usually hurt or bewildered or ashamed and guilty and scared - yes, even soulless sam coz y'know he was still an actual person... if it IS a tactic it usually seems to be to try and get other person to stop hurting him or to show that he's hurting (the point of facial expressions) in hope the said person will stop - which BTW, note how he blanks in later seasons instead and stops showing his vulnerability any more?...

and whenever he's been able to convince people to share information and to trust them - it's been because he employed EMPATHY n understanding and cared about the situations these "normal" people found themselves in...ie he simply treated these folks as normal human beings caught in a bad situation and showed them some consideration,thoughtfulness amd kindness.....and that's all.

Contrast to whenever dean has been on his own (or when soulless with him instead) - he has a hard edge to him and gives off some pretty angst n downright scary vibes- not too mention, he's usually pretty suspicious or scoffing at the "civvies" in his demeanour - prolonged contact with sam has taught him to moderate himself/his approach but it's not his "natural" state with folks...

And that brings me to the point I'm trying to make on this post...

What if dean, struggling with his own "complex feelings" and being unable to ever deny sam anything coz of his own love n conditioning reads Sam's wounded look as a manipulation- a way to explain away his own "weakness" ( coz remember in john & dean's world vulnerability & love is a weakness is not what a "man" does) - ie "sammy made me do it with his bewitching eyes" instead of "I love my brother so much I can't deny him anything" is more palatable to dean.... and also, because his feelings frightened him and he's scared of the (perceived) hold sam has on him - he thinks sam MUST know of his effect on dean and MUST be using it on purpose....because conflict/threat&it's defusal & disarmament of said threat or weaponising their tools/themselves, is what they do.

And then, to further justify it to himself, he points to the interviews with civilians and how sam is able to persuade them too - so it's not just him, samm DOES have these "powers of persuasion"-bordering on ahem, the supernatural...but it's just sam being a decent human to these folks...

Just like everything else Sam's been blamed for or, something ominous being made of something he does or is - maybe those "famous" puppy-dog eyes of his are just sam looking actually, genuinely hurt,wounded,betrayed? - but it's so much easier to deflect and dismiss as a manipulative tactic so that no reparations or even acknowledgements need to be made and so no accountability required to be taken - which is after all, "dean special power"?....

it strikes me everytime, how much of our views of sam are molded and informed by dean's POV in the narrative of supernatural....

I'm beginning to wonder if we've ever actually seen sam as he was in the story at all - from an objective standpoint, let alone his own POV (which I'm sure would be far darker of himself and also inaccurate?)...

[empressgeekt]

Trolls- headcanon, Creek and Branch are Cousins and Rosiepuff was both their grandmother...

okay. This randomly came to me, and I have to write this down. On mobile sorry for issues.

So, I was scrolling through Tumblr and saw fanart of acdepressed creek, and I though, "hey he kind of looks like Floyd's old concept design". Don't look up that design it's horrifying, but originally Floyd was supposed to look like Grandma Rosiepuff. Then things started to spiral. F9r two characters who seemingly have nothing to do with each other, Rosiepuff and Creek look awfully similar to one another. Same skin tone, and they both have minty green in their hair. In fact one could argue that Creek resembles her more then her own canon grandchildren. BROZONE all have cool colors and John, Clay, spruce, and branch all have blur eyes like her, while Floyd has a smaller similar nose shape. But that's the extent of it.

What if Rosiepuff had two surviving children, instead of the one who had brozone? And Creek was born of that second child.

I don't know what other people think but alot of the jab Creek makes towards Branch feel very personal. Sure pre trolls one Branch was not liked by the community, but Creek despises Branch personally. He tells Poppy that Branch doesn't want to be happy. Confronts Branch head on while the others passively complain. He even calls out the vest and that is a deep cut to Branch as we all know...but how would Creek know? Unless they share more of history then we think.

There are number of ways that's this could've played out, be it Creek's parent having a falling out with Rosiepuff before he's born, or maybe they didn't want anything to do with the band, but the two sides of the family clearly don't talk. Evident by Rosiepuff raising Branch alone, and never once is an aunt/uncle mentioned. However it wouldn't be too hard to believe that Creek knows about Rosiepuff, her death, and blames Branch for it. Heck he could've been taught that by his parent, The possible child of Rosiepuff's. And now in turn hates Branch.

This could even be supported by the amount of similar traits Creek has with Brozone. For starters, both Creek and at least two of the brothers (branch and clay) are planners. Branch and clay are prepping for the worst, but Creek is always planning how to control situations he finds himself in. Their uses are different, and as are the strategies, but the principle still stands. Creek also has a high emotional intelligence, like Floyd. He'd have to in order to manipulate people the way he does. A level head under pressure could also be a shared trait, Creek only really panics when he's in immediate danger, being eaten or when he and chef were one fire, otherwise he's very collected. He's the one telling everyone in the bird cage to remain calm after all.

But if they are related the why didn't JD or any of the others ask about him when Brozone reunited? Well, simply they didn't know about him. Creek is either the same age or younger then Branch, and if the two sides of the family weren't on speaking terms in the first place then its a slim chance they would be told about a baby cousin. And I have a hard time seeing Creeks family taking Branch in afte the accident and he went grey. So if branch knows about their relation, he's probably so detached that he doesn't consider them family. Not to mention the whole betrayl thing...

So thought? Was my brain on to something? Or is this just rambling.

[starleska]

welcome to...starleska's f/o round-up 2023! 🥳🥳🥳

below the cut is every single character i've had a crush on in 2023...and there are 30 in total!! 🙈💖 these are given in chronological order of fixation, and they are all new crushes (so re-entering a fixation for a character i've simped for previously doesn't count 😂) now be warned, this is a genuinely unhinged list. they are largely villains. one is a mushroom. one is a vehicle. one is a casino-themed duck-shaped robot. my autism is indiscriminate in the characters it fixates on, and they are all suitably embarrassing 😭💖 without further ado, here we go...

1. James the Red Engine | Thomas the Tank Engine

...shut up 😂💖 at the start of this year i truly lost my mind and fell headfirst into the Thomas the Tank Engine fandom (everyone there is so lovely and creative!!)...and of course, the vain train is my favourite 🙈💖 James is cute okay!! i don't need to justify myself!!! 2. 'Big' Jack Horner | Puss in Boots: The Last Wish

there's no way anyone missed this one - we are quite the tight-knit and dedicated group in the 'Big' Jack Horner fandom 😳💖 come on, look at him...a huge, powerful, obsessive, fancy-bastard collector with an affinity for magic??? he's stunning 🥴💖 i made so many lovely friends through gushing about this horrible man!!! we had so much fun making OCs to ship with him 🙈 one of the most intense fixations i've had all year, and one of the best villains we've seen in years...he is fantastic 🥰 3. Pizzahead | Pizza Tower

i don't know what's in the water of Pizza Tower but it's impossible to be normal about any character you like from that game 🙈💖 of course the evil sentient pizza slice took the top spot, he's so cartoony and ridiculous!!! the amount of power he exerts is also quite the draw 🤭💖 i'm not gonna lie there's a couple other characters from this game i may get into later...we'll see 😉 4. Fingers | Dead End: Paranormal Park

have you heard this guy's voice. can you blame me. deliciously evil fruity monstrosity with supernatural powers? sign me up to whatever sinister scheme Fingers has going on now or in the future 👉👈 he hits a lot of boxes...between the cabaret-style makeup, the posh, dismissive and manipulative personality and the inexplicable Eldritch body, he was always gonna be a crush 🤭 5. M.O.D.O.K. | Marvel

wheeze okay, this was originally a JOKE!!! @thelighttasteslikelasagna sent in this message joking that i look like i'd find M.O.D.O.K. hot, and i was really angry about it for five minutes...and then i discovered the stop-motion cartoon where he's exactly the kind of cringefail malewife villain i enjoy (in the Augustus St. Cloud vein), and the rest is history 🙈💖 definitely one of the silliest crushes i had this year, but he holds a special place in my heart :3c 6. Gargamel | The Smurfs

nah man i was on some serious mental illness at the start of this year 💀 i just can't help it when bad guys are like this, alright!!! Hank Azaria's performance as Gargamel is sooo silly and over-the-top, i couldn't help but love every second he was on screen 🙈💖 Gargamel's just a whole lot of fun!!! who doesn't love a magic-wielding freak hellbent on the destruction of a group of little creatures?? (i cannot and will not be taking any questions at this time 😶) 7. Wally Darling | Welcome Home

my God, the Wally Darling fixation hit the entire Internet like a train 🤭💖 soft-voiced, ambiguously-moraled rizz puppet that he is, how could we not all fall head-over-heels? i have to thank this guy for throwing me headfirst back into fanfic writing, as the whole Welcome Home story really inspired me...not to mention all the lovely folks who wanted to imagine different ways of getting to hold Wally's hand 🥰 hooray for our pretty puppet boy!! 8. Killa Harkan | John Wick: Chapter 4

...yes, i know, it's funny that Killa's the first of two cartoonishly evil German-accented bad guys with sleight of hand tricks and gold teeth on the list this year 😂💖 sitting in the cinema, the second he opened his mouth my partner just turned and stared at me, because they knew. i refuse to apologise for appreciating a really awful bastard - especially one who dresses so sharply 😉 9. Ian Hawke | Alvin and the Chipmunks

yet another member of the 'it started off as a joke...' club 🤭💖 listen, Ian serves!!! we can't resist a smarmy music producer/manage type, can we? Ian's in the same camp as Gargamel for being a deeply evil man whose capacity for doing harm is directed at little creatures. all i'm saying is, he can sign me up for a dodgy deal any day 🥴 10. Myc Cellium | Inside Job

i can't tell if it's my monsterfucker tendencies or my consummate attraction to Brett Gelman but the crass sentient mushroom got me down bad 😭💖 he's just such a menace!! he's got that intoxicating combo of being horribly socially inappropriate and an actual outcast...fellas, Myc was fixation bait for me 😭 11. Klaus Kickenklober | Sing 2

i don't care if you think you're not a furry, someone can and will get you from the Sing franchise, and that is a threat 🙈💖 yesss laugh it up, Star's got another stern and vaguely European cartoon villain added to the list 😂 i just find Klaus so impossibly delightful!!! he'd be a terrible teacher to have in real life, but in fiction, i think i could fix him :3c 12. The Spot | Spider-Man: Across the Spider-Verse

ohoho, i know you guys were living for The Spot fixation because i remember your reaction to the x Readers 😉 look at him and his incredible design!!! the transformation of The Spot from weak laughable villain to reality-bending monstrosity had me by the throat...and i can't wait to see more of him when the next Spider-Verse drops 👀 13. Mad Mod | Teen Titans

MAD. BLOODY. MOD!!!!! i think our favourite British bastard has to take the crown (literally and figuratively) as my strongest fixation out of the whole of 2023, i lost my mind over this guy. he just consumed my every waking thought!!! 🙈 the style, the voice, the unbelievable engineering skill...Mad Mod is one of those once-in-a-lifetime f/os that you know you'll be obsessed with for a very long time 😳💖 i look back so fondly on those wonderful few months of Mad Mod fandom resurgence, and how that still continues today...here's hoping even more people find out about him and develop their own crushes 😉 shout-out to the lovely @iriso-page who suggested him and Music Meister to me 🙈💖

14. Control Freak | Teen Titans

sdfgdf okay back on form with the fat dweebs, i know, i know!!!! my ravenous Mad Mod fixation wasn't enough to ignore Control Freak, one of the most delightfully stupid villains in Teen Titans...!!! he hits all my buttons (ha!) and i genuinely think his design and powers are kind of epic. would love to see him utilised in the future 😉 (i am never beating the Discord kitten allegations...) 15. Ken | Barbie

well, this particular blond himbo was quite the surprise!! 🤭💖 i'm not usually the one to go for such a stereotypical hottie, but Ryan Gosling plays Ken as so unhinged and...off for the whole movie, he activated the same neurons which come with the weirdest of my crushes 🙈💖 Ken's a misguided sweetheart and i'd love to help him feel a little bit wanted;;; 16. Buck Ruffler the Duck Shuffler | Toontown: Corporate Clash

fell into the wonderful world of Toontown: Corporate Clash and imprinted on this fucker like...well, like a baby duck 😂💖 is this not the most spectacular design for an original Cog you've ever seen?! i love that Buck is an absolutely scrambled robot with a gambling addiction, and i think he'd be lovely (and hilarious) company 🥰

17. Barnaby | Billie Bust Up

ohhhh yesssss Billie Bust Up caught my attention with this sinister goofball!!!! fancy, flamboyant and very into murder...Barnaby has all the traits for any Tumblr Sexyman, and i cannot wait for the full game to drop so we can see even more of him 👀

18. The Mad Hatter/Jervis Tetch | Batman

Jervis Tetch my beloved!! this has been the year of fancy blonds in top-hats, as well as deeply silly hypnotists, and Jervis kicked off this trend with a bang 🙈💖 i'm a Mad Hatter fan generally but B:TAS Jervis is a special kind of pretty stalker, and that voice is delicious 🥴 thanks to him for kicking off an Alice in Wonderland fixation and for finally getting me into drinking tea...the things we do for our crushes, eh? 🥰 19. Music Meister/Darius Chapel | Batman

and here is the first character played by Neil Patrick Harris who made it onto this year's list!!! 🙈💖 another camp, theatrical Batman villain to add to my collection...gorgeous voice, such an immense sense of style, and wonderfully good fun!! i think more people should get a little obsessed with the Music Meister 😉 20. Buggy the Clown | One Piece

none of you can judge me for this one - i remember all the TikTok edits!!! 😂💖 Buggy is pathetic and so much fun - i wasn't expecting to enjoy him as much as i did!! although my fixation for him may have been short-lived, my love for him certainly isn't 🥰 21. Pat Butcher | BBC Ghosts

ohhhh, every now and again a little sweetheart will get me right in the feelings, and Pat Butcher is added proudly to my f/o collection as the second Yorkshireman (next to Salad Fingers 😭). i just love what an upbeat, lovely man he is!! he's so soft and warm to everyone he meets and tries his best to do everything right by his friends...i'd love to cuddle with him 🥺 22. Josh Levy | The Eltingville Club

a classic return to form with Josh Levy, à la Comic Book Guy and Control Freak...really telling on myself by collecting these horrible greasy nerds who would 100% call me something derogatory if i tried to talk to them 💀 i appreciate every last one of The Eltingville Club but Josh, as a failed writer who remains just as toxic as he was when he was a teen, is my undisputed favourite 🙈💖 23. Swan | Phantom of the Paradise

oh God, reawakening my crush on Paul Williams by discovering Swan damn near killed me!!!! 😭💖 i was so obsessed with this man as a kid and the moment i saw him as Swan in POTP i felt intense attraction and gender envy in equal parts;;;; Swan's whole aesthetic and demeaning, inhuman approach to people is impossibly sensual, and i can't overstate enough how little evil dudes in tinted shades will always get me down bad 🙈💖 24. Kinger | The Amazing Digital Circus

my love for Kinger was such a pleasant surprise!! 🤭💖 sweet, anxious fella that he is, all i want to do is get him out of that digital hellscape and ensure he can wrap up in as many blankets as he likes!!! i love his always-on-the-edge-of-a-breakdown portrayal and am so eager to learn more about him and his backstory 👀 25. Peter Gregory | Silicon Valley

ahhh, kicking it the old-fashioned way by getting extremely invested in the most autistic character on the show (and that's saying something, given the high neurodivergent coding of everyone in Silicon Valley 🙈💖). Peter's style and methods of communication are traits i simply find attractive in real life, and although he sadly wasn't with us long, he absolutely stole the show ✨ 26. 'Action' Jack Barker | Silicon Valley

given my love of nerds it's no shocker that Silicon Valley hit me with two f/os, and 'Action' Jack Barker - the tech-field Colin Robinson - was a surefire entry 😳💖 what is it about these milquetoast men who are so whitebread yet are capable of such terrible things which gets me every time?! Jack is such a fun character and i'm glad we got as much of him as we did 🙈 27. Avery | Pokémon: Sword and Shield

i cannot believe none of you guys told me about Avery, the most amazingly dressed character i've ever seen in the whole of Pokémon 🙈💖 shhhh he is so very pretty and petty and his powers are incredibly cool. i just love everything about him and would delight in helping him develop a real sense of self-esteem, because he does not deserve the dismissal he receives from his family 😭💖 28. Matthew Patel | Scott Pilgrim

oh my God, heart in my MOUTH seeing Matthew Patel get the glow-up villain arc he so desperately deserved!!!!! 😭💖💖💖 Matthew is just the epitome of style and power in Scott Pilgrim Takes Off, and it was so fantastic getting to see him grow as a character and get self-actualised. plus his fight scenes were some of the coolest things i've ever seen. Matthew can i have your number please 🥺 29. The Toymaker | Doctor Who

!!!!!!!!!! i don't know if you guys can tell, but i really love the Toymaker...and even predicted that he'd completely consume my mind months before we got The Giggle 🙈💖 e v e r y t h i n g about him just gets me so bad. his reality-bending, his teasing attitude, his ridiculous accents, his gorgeous costumes, his emotional inconsistency, his tragic backstory...god, if i so much as look at him smiling i melt 🥴💖 characters played by Neil Patrick Harris really get me!! i'm so proud to be modding a server dedicated to the Toymaker now, and have met so many brilliant, wonderful friends through him and falling back into Doctor Who!!! i think we're all going to be brainrotting over him for quite some time 😉💖 30. Dr Mark Fry | Chicken Run: Dawn of the Nugget

Dr Fry, rushing in at the finish line!!! 🤭 the second my pals saw this guys they were all spamming me, begging me to watch Dawn of the Nugget!!! and ooooh i was noooot prepared for the specific brand of soft creepy genius he is 💖 even if they'd played Dr Fry purely as your run-of-the-mill mad scientist he would've gotten me bad, but they just had to make him equal parts freaky and brilliant with just a touch of arrogance, didn't they?? Melisha scored well 🤤 (also, three whole Yorkshiremen in my collection now!! is it the accent? 😭) aaaaand that's everyone!!! phew, is anyone else out of breath? 🥵 what a wonderful, silly year of fixations this has been 🤭💖 thank you all for being here, brainrotting happily alongside me for some of these characters, and for all the other characters you love!!! i hope 2024 is awesome to you, and that many more fictional characters are around the corner, ready to make you smile 😉

[konigsblog]

Can you a yandere Soap and/or König headcanons when they’re jealous?

yandere soap and könig when they're jealous

warnings: yandere behaviour, victim blaming, manipulation, arguments, murder, slapping, skin burning, rough sex, gentle sex, blood, spanking, slut shaming

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john soap mactavish

-he would immediately blame you. he knew it wasn't your fault that you got hit on, he chose what you wore and if you would come out with him. it was a rare occasion, you were allowed out.

a older gentleman commented on your appearance in the presence of your "boyfriend" if thats what you can even call him. "you're such a pretty one, y'know?" johnny shot daggers at the man.

now you were dragged home, immediately bent over his knee. cursing under his breath as he took his belt off. "what are you? a slut or something?!" as he spanked your ass. you whimpered, confused.

"w-what?! john, what are you talking about?!" a cry escaped your lips. he reached for the cigarettes in his pocket, a problem that you only fueled with your misbehaviour. "the old man, you're a fucking whore."

but that didn't explain why he was punishing you. you choked on sobs as he gradually hit you harder. he pressed his cigarette to your ass, causing a burn that made you whine.

johnny threw you over hus shoulder, walking upstairs sighing in frustration.

the clothes he picked were ripped off. his mouth latched onto your skin, sucking away as his fingers played with your nipples. "you're mine, bonnie. quit trying to get other mens attention, yeah?" his voice was replaced with anger coating his voice.

you were flipped roughly into your stomach as he pushed inside you. "mine."

könig

-unlike johnny, könig wouldn't blame you. instead you were kissing your boyfriend as he was soaked in the mans blood. the man grabbed your ass as he walked by, throwing in a wink.

königs hands roamed all over your body, he was angry. not at you though. he moved down to your neck kissing it slowly. he gently removed your shirt, and shorts and then underwear. leaving you bare on top of your fully clothed boyfriends lap.

"this is mine, hm?" the austrain accent, gentle. "everything is yours." you replied, quietly. you whimpered at the lack of touch.

his hands reached at your wet pussy. slowly entering a digit, fuck his fingers were thick. he had to stretch you out to cause as minimal pain as possible.

he moaned in your mouth as you sloppily made out. his other hand holding the back of your head, pushing you further into the kiss. "fuck, you're always so tight for me." he continued to kiss you as he entered a second digit, then a third.

"all for you." the bulge grew, and grew. you could feel it even through layers of clothes.

he lifted you as if you were glass and could break at any time. unbuttoning his pants before he nudged into your cunt. "my sweet, schatz.

[naturegirl555]

Ranting about supernatural because I hate this show so so much (I’m so so obsessed with it to the point where it’s concerning) and I’m on season 6 episode 20 “the man who would be king” and can I just say how incredibly annoying the boys are! Like can you maybe hear cas out maybe! His reasons for doing these things aren’t malicious or demonic. He is fighting a war in heaven which they couldn’t give to shits about and now they are gonna be mad because he was MANIPULATED by crowley (I love the man but still) like can they use their brains for one moment. And I feel this may come off like I hate Sam and dean and I do not in any way they are very complex characters with trauma and trust issues but cas has done everything for them. He was trying to save them. He didn’t know the outcome. Like Sam and dean have never made a mistake before. Because I remember a couple seasons ago where Sam was going crazy gorging on demon blood because he thought he could do good with that power! So why be so hypocritical and get mad at cas in the way they did. And can we just talk about how broken cas looked when they trapped him in the holy fire! Like Sam said to him did you bring me back without a soul on purpose and his eyes god! Like in what world would castiel who saved you both from hell do that purposely! It was already hard enough to save dean it was a group project in a way he didn’t have help with Sam! And cas is also doing all of this because he thinks its what god wants. He is so blinded by his faith again because he got brought back to life. He had the idea that he was brought back for this reason and chuck did absolutely nothing because all he wants is drama and trauma for the collective and not caring about how his kids feel! Castiels faith breaks my heart because no one could understand it. Dean couldn’t and Sam couldn’t. Castiel has been an angel since the beginning it’s not so easy to give up everything you’ve ever known even when you know that it might not be the right thing. Was it easy for dean to see his father the way everyone else saw John. No. So why can’t it be difficult for cas. They truly never give cas a break. And yes I’m a major destiel shipper. But the way dean acts towards cas sometimes makes me so enraged. But this “breakup” dean looked heartbroken. Castiel had lied to him. Him of all people. The man who he had a profound bond with. He just wanted cas to ask for help and cas didn’t because he doesn’t do that. He’s never been not capable before things have never been this difficult for him before. And when you look at what castiel did there was truly nothing wrong with it. He was blinded and manipulated and he didn’t want all of the shit they endured to stop the apocalypse to be for nothing. He didn’t go to dean because he saw dean living a normal life he saw him getting out and he wanted to respect that. How could castiel have known dean wasn’t happy in that life. Castiel isn’t very good with human emotions and his thinking is very black and white while the winchesters have shades of gray thinking. So how is it fair to blame cas for all of it. I’m sorry about this rant i just feel so much about this! Like castiel is my favorite fictional character of all time and I wish I could’ve teleported into the show and been his lawyer because no one would listen to him no one ever does. I love all of them very very much but it would be dumb to think castiel doesn’t deserve better. Thank you for coming to my Ted talk about castiel. It may happen again