#Heart problems

[painted-time]

Oh em gee babe stop you’re gonna give me heart palpitations and I’ll have to press the button on my zio patch

[3m0-b1tchhh]

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Standing up too quickly and almost falling over stimboard

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Note ; I think somethinys wrongs with me chat

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[veinsbeats]

Look at her visible heartbeat, she has heart problem..

[mymuseisunmedicated]

Doctor: Describe your health problems

Me:

[scarlet-lich]

Felt bad that there weren't many custom designs on the portal in Animal Crossing for spoonies and disabled pride. So I made some myself! 🥹

[floortile34]

okay so ive decided tumblr is where i go when i have a (thankfully seemingly mild) medical emergency

i just suddenly had like a lot of vasodilation (when i hold my arm below my heart blood drains into it and the veins bulge out visibly) and like as a result my heart's pumping really gently due to the lower vascular resistance, which is probably great for my heart to give it that chance to relax for a while, but like kinda concerning still cause why the fuck did my veins just decide to give out suddenly???

as context ive slept 1 hour 40 mins in the last 46 hours probably neurological cause

oh nvm in these few minutes of writing and the few mins before my blood vessels decided to tighten back up?? wtf?? is it cause i got alarmed which i assume can cause vasorestriction?

[ghosty-dsmp]

So uhmm vent

So uhm how do i say this? Mmm well today fir most of the day i was at the super market (we finally had money for none moldy food cause my mom finally started working and my dad too), but im chronically ill so like i had my symptoms like usually and almost passed out since my mother didn't want to take a break from walking.... i almost passed out i front of the whole store but of course, my mom had to put the act bla bla bla lol and uhm so when i arrived to the car cause she couldn't beat me cause we were in public, so she yelled at me and drove to the middle of nowhere and kicked me out of her car and told me to walk home as punishment, im so honna be honest I HAVE NO IDEA HOW I FINDED MY WAY TO MY HOME, but i somehow did and she was furious that i did, and beated the shit out of me and by how badly she beated me up i was on the floor unconscious FOR A FULL HOUR, and niw im in my room trying so hard to not let my hallucinations to win about kms, yea, i hate my mom lmao

[kittzuxp]

My heart has been beating more loudly lately is that bad..

Like, i was trying to take my daily summer nap and my heart kept beating so loud that i could not sleep is that normal

[academiccryptyd]

Battling chronic illness and disability while being in college full time is hard to say the least. To anyone out there struggling, no matter the reason; go easier on yourself, but don’t stop. Never give up on your passion, whatever it may be. Being this ill, being in and out of the hospital, if it’s taught me anything; you never know how much time you have left. So do exactly what you want to with that time. Even if it’s hard. Take care of yourself, just don’t stop. 🧿💙

[satanslion]

I hate having a congenital health condition and still at 23 almost 24 years of all my life having it, i still don’t if I’m considered disabled or all the ways it can affect my life and overall health

[scarlet-lich]

Sitting in the hospital at 1 am from having heart surgery today and my chronic pain and that surgery pain is at an 8. So let's try to distract ourselves from it. (I just got my pain med so hopefully I'll feel better soon)

So you know how in Arcane when Viktor tells Singed (Silco's Dr and probably a gay lover) that he understands why he did everything to save Rio, and it's because he is dying and wants to live. When he just says, "I understand now" .... That fucking hit me. Because I live in a state of fight or flight bc of my chronic nerve pain and other things. I'm disabled and chronically ill. I'm not in Viktors place but I understand him. Bc when you lay there, with doctors leering over you as you go under for a painful heart surgery, you know you've got months of pain ahead. It sucks 😞 I don't think anyone who isn't a spoonie can truly understand it.

I am sitting up in bed with the lights off, my IV is dripping antibiotics in my veins. My left arm, bandaged from above my shoulder over my heart down to my hand. Covered in stickers for leads. And I know that I would definitely do a lot to try and make myself feel better. Get sleep.

I just know that Viktor is a great portrayal of sickness and pain and fear of death. I know that I'm not gonna have some miracle that heals me instantly. I fucking wish I could. But yeah just here to kinda say that, as I write this on my phone with one hand ... Chronic illnesses and pain suck.

Also fuck Jayce for not really understanding Viktor when he returns from the Undercity.

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[autumnarcanavo]

I hate my brain sometimes cause every time I think I’m comfortable with a masc leaning or masc identity like being Genderfluid my brain screams at me to shave my whole body and get hrt but I just don’t know if I can do it I’m terrified of needles and I have heart problems so pills aren’t exactly an option blugh and then I can’t think of a name I like and I hate it

[the-genius-az]

Since I know how much you love Azula having serious medical problems (jk), would you read a fic I've been thinking abt writting with Azula having serious heart problems that is absolutely not because of my own struggles

-Squid

SQUID ARE YOU OKAY? HOW DO YOU HAVE HEART PROBLEMS?? AT LEAST TELL ME YOU'RE OKAY! 😭😭

I've calmed down. 👍

ABSOLUTELY, I would read any Azula fic they send me, especially if she has medical problems. :)

Sick Azula reminds me a lot of Leper King or Kagaya Ubuyashiki.

All three of them are geniuses and their people love them! I love the comparison. :)