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scaredofmyocs · 1 year
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I'm gonna post this here bc I can fuck you <333
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I put this shit together <333
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girlwiththegreenhat · 9 months
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wanting to bitch about confusing road laws vs none of your friends drive or will understand = bitching on tumblr.
green lights at four-way intersections should always be accompanied by a yellow left turn arrow as a reminder to yield to oncoming traffic. this is the biggest problem facing our country right now. i am objectively correct.
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alle-ni · 7 months
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My thoughts about goodomensverse (I'm clinically insane) (my personal opinion) (long post)
Book Crowley:
- absolute disaster
- lonely boy
- grumpiest
- he's so in love with Aziraphale but didn't even realised yet
- a bit dumb sometimes ngl
- very tired
- he's trying so hard save earth and everything he knows but everytime he tries to explain why it's always AZIRAPHALE
- sometimes he's like... your old gay uncle, the old gay uncle of the family except it's a 6000 years old gender fluid demon
- HISS LIKE A SNAKE GANG
- got called dear once and them died (figuratively)
Radio Crowley:
- flirty
- "Humm have you ever seen me in a dress~~??"
- he's like flirting with Aziraphale 24/7
- 0 patience this man is a BOMB
- if Aziraphale ever EVER got slightly flirty with him back he will EXPLODE
- smartest of them all, he's very intelligent
- HISS LIKE A SSSSSNAKE GANG
- he's so in love with Aziraphale and it makes him SO FRUSTRATED
- his Aziraphale is the hardest one to reach, maybe this is why he's so deliberately obvious and direct with him (he's resilient, he will never give up)
- he's like a tsudere teenager collegial except he's a 6000 years old demon with serious issues
- not called dear yet poor soul </3
TV Crowley:
- SILLY
- he's the dumbest of them all, sorry 😭
- red hair
- he's so in love with Aziraphale and everyone notice it's SO OBVIOUS
- he's the most affected by The Bookshop Burning ™ event
- the only one who got to kiss the angel, good for him ig, or sorry, idk
- anxiety bomb he literally (literally) EXPLODE
- strongest soldier bc his Aziraphale is IMPOSSIBLE
- got dumped 2 times more than the others someone pls help him
- the most brave tho
- doesn't hiss a lot :/ free him from this madness let him hiss
- he's like a puppy with giant yellow eyes except it's a 6000 years old snake demon that lies all the time
- protective as hell this man wouldn't let anyone near Aziraphale if possible
- got called dear but at what cost??????????????
Book Aziraphale:
- Anxious all the time, religious trauma except the god is your father and he left you and never talk to you again and the guard angels are your siblings and they want you do be dead
- He's so soft he wants so bad to comfort Crowley but he's really hard to reach
- his Crowley is the most difficult of all of them, he needs to circle him a lot to get in touch
- this man got called names so often I don't think he even cares anymore
- he's very nerdy
- he's the calmest of them all
- really chill
- everyone is so mean to him for no reason
- he has 1 braincell tbh and it's really bad bc his Crowley is not that brilliant too they're both stupid sometimes
- he really REALLY wants to be with Crowley and Crowley only, he sounds almost obligated to be with heaven
- he is really kind to others even when they don't deserve
- he called Crowley dear once and then implode
Radio Aziraphale:
- full of himself
- bastard
- the most closed and oblivious of them all
- he tries to play cool with Crowley all the time (he's slowly getting insane and someday he will jump on this man)
- he's the most self sufficient one he barely holds on Crowley to anything and they're pretty independent
- Crowley can say shit like "Miss me angel~~??" and he would keep a bored face and not react at all (he screamed with the walls 4 hours later)
- he's also a tsudere collegial but he at least try to look cool and composed in public
- he's the Aziraphale that most believes in heaven, he's sure they are good and selfless and the right side
- he's not so brilliant tbh but he got a lot of spirit
- the most active Aziraphale ?? He really put his hand in the dirt and do the things alone
- the most angry and bad tempered of them all, bro scream "WE ARE CLOSED LOOK AT THE DAMN SIGN" when ppl barely touch the bookshop door
- he has a lot of patience with Crowley, not deserved tbh bc he thinks it's his personal job to get in Aziraphale's nerves
- overall he is polite
- he's really proud of their "arrangement" there not only one chance he let go without saying that
- he likes to provoke Crowley sometimes too but not as much as the other way around
- if he ever call Crowley dear he will explode
TV Aziraphale:
- bitchiest
- this man need to be sedated what the fuck Aziraphale
- most nuts of then all he's CRAZY
- he's the most up to do shit with Crowley they're insane together
- he doesn't let Crowley rest he is flirting and being cute and hitting on Crowley all the time
- he's so obviously in love with Crowley its embarrassing
- he's the fruitiest he's the entire salad
- the most... indulgent, if I can say, of them all
- more like an employer of heaven, different of book Aziraphale
- he's the only one with almost white hair
- he got kissed but at what cost
- he's the most intelligent of all of them how can he be this dumb
- he loves little things about earth and humans and life and he seems to be the Aziraphale that most love EARTH itself, like, the life, the humans, the food, the little pleasures we have, the little time of happiness we have between all the shit that is happening... he really loves humans <3
- he's conflicted about heaven, he seems to know that there's something WRONG with how heaven works but still doesn't understand what exactly it is
- "oh but saving me makes him soooo happyyyy~~~"
- overall kind and sweet, in a excited way
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scarletwinterxx · 4 months
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je ne sais quoi - jaehyun
this man posted on ig and suddenly i'm here writing😅 srsly like he's sooooooooo boyf material it's making me mad hahah anyways hope you like this one.
this can be a part 2 of this scenario, someone commented for a p2 so here you go😅🤍
if you have a request or scenario you want me to do, just send me a message I'll see what I can do😊💌
For my other works you can check them out here, and for my other story series’ you can check them out here.
: a bit suggestive, fluff, whipped jaehyun
All works are copyrighted ©scarletwinterxx 2023 . Do not repost, re-write without the permission of author.
(gif not mine, credits to rightful owner)
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"Babe, what's your 2024 goal?"
You hear your boyfriend ask from beside you, letting out a chuckle before answering him. Something he might not expect to hear
"Be pregnant"
It was almost comical, the way his head turned towards you in a slowmo manner like he did not just hear those words right.
"What?" you asked, blinking innocently back at him. When he kept on staring at you, you couldn't help but burst out laughing. Leaning over rest your head on his chest.
You feel him kiss the top of your head, "I mean if that's what you want, I'm sure I can make it happen"
Snickering at his words, you know he's smirking right now without even looking at him. "Is that what they mean when they say fuck around and find out"
He laughs, pulling you even closer to him. Doesn't matter the rest of the couch is vacant, he wants you always as near to him as possible. After the surprise you gave him on his birthday, the man's practically (and sometimes literally) on his knees for you. Jaehyun wasted no time to ask you to be officially his. And even though the two of you started out on a casual relationship, you were elated to finally call the fine young man your boyfriend.
And it's been a fairytale ever since. If Jaehyun was lowkey before, it definitely changed now. Any time the two of you are in public, best believe he will find a way to stick by your side the entire time. His eyes stay on you and only you.
"But like really? is that your goal for next year?"
"Why? Do you not want kids?"
"I want kids with you, that's the only correct answer for me"
His words got you folding, ready to give him all. If he said he wants to have your kids then who are you to say no.
"You can't tell me that when I have the worst baby fever, like seriously. Just imagine our kid in cute outfits this time around oh my god"
"I mean if we get to it right now I'm sure we'll have a baby by Christmas next year"
You don't know if he's being serious or just indulging you right now. But the very thought of a baby that looks just like Jaehyun is enough to make your ovaries explode metaphorically.
"Shut up, now you're just teasing me" you hit him on the chest
"Babe, you would definitely know if I'm teasing you"
"Are you like serious though, no fucking around. Do you want to have kids? maybe not now but in the future something like that" you mumble
He smiles while listening to you. It's like you have no idea how precious you are to him, you can ask him for anything and he'll always do your bidding. You can ask him for the stars, he'll map out the entire universe for you.
"Yes, and I was being serious. In the future, I want to have kids with you. I'm in it for the long run baby. I don't really see anyone else being the mother of my children"
"Children, so as in plural" you giggle
"Yea, but it's up to you. How many you want, that's how may I want to"
You look up at him, smiling so big it almost hurts. "Do you have any idea what you do to me, Jeong Jaehyun?" you whisper
"As you do, my love. I don't even understand it sometimes, all I know is you're on my mind always" he said looking straight in your eyes
He holds the back of your neck, pulling your face towards his until your lips are against his. He can feel you smile against the kiss, making him do the same. You move from sitting beside him to sitting on his lap, his other hand holding your hip in place.
The two of you get lost in each other's touch, kiss until you run out of breath. He kisses your face, down your neck until he finds the spot only he knows about. The one that makes you squirm and make all the pretty noises he's crazy about.
"At this rate, you're going to give me a child before new year comes" you breathed out. Hugging his head against you. You can feel his lips continue on doing the magic, it will definitely leave a mark you thought.
"Should I start calling you daddy now?" you rasped out, vou feel him stop what he was doing,
"Oh you're definitely getting it now" he says before standing up, lifting you along. Hands under your thigh's as he carries you towards the bedroom, your giggles echoing down the halls.
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rottingpirate · 1 year
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if this is kinda morbid and makes u uncomfy feel free to ignore but here i go: theres this news report about a florida man getting accidentally shot in the head by his wife, but he survived, the bullet lodged behind his ear and only felt a bad headache. now i was wondering how the 141 would handle a situation like that (only the getting shot in the head and not even realizing it part) w/ the reader and him being unaware
IF THIS IS TOO MUCH i apologize again lmao😭
Bro I really had to look this up. Florida is a fever dream frfr.
Also I was hella confused if you meant them or the reader getting shot. So this time it's gonna be them ig. Also it's kinda rushed-
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Price
Price started complaining about a headache that wouldn't leave him alone.
You freeze when you see red, sticky liquid near his ear
I mean, it was confusing, like was he shot? There didn't appear much blood, but wh- how- dude- stop-
When he notices you staring his smile falters as he asks what's wrong
When you take him to the nurse
She just looks at him and confirms what you though. He was shot.
Even he was taken aback. When and how and why did he get shot and didn't notice??
You just wondered as to how was he this careless
He knows you well, so when he sees your worried expression he convinces you that he's okay.
You sat by his side highkey judging him for not knowing how he got shot in the head
Ghost
Bro came back after a mission with a huge headache, like he thought his head was gonna explode or something
He didn't think much of it and just went to bed after taking painkillers
He didn't sleep that night and only layed there with throbbing pain in his head
He removed his mask, hoping maybe that would help, but no-
He decided to ask you for help
You being tired and not in the mood, took him to the nurse
He said he's fine the entire way there
The nurse just looked at him like  ����
Moment of silence for him to process.
Huh?
You know this is a serious situation, but it's kinda hilarious ngl
You found his expression entertaining to say the least
Soap
He comes to cuddle you after complaining about a headache
At first you don't think nothing of it, but then you feel something warm and sticky near his ear after playing with his hair
Umm...Johnny, why you bleeding?
...
He's thrown off balance
Like he accidentally got shot by Gaz after having a play fight with him and now he's dying??
Rushed him to the doctor who already deals with him and his stupid injuries every other day so he's not that surprised by it
Weird that he didn't feel anything though
Always fully examine him after missions and play fights
Won't trust Gaz for the next two weeks
Gaz
You don't have time for this, as thoughts began to stir up your head
You examine his head and sure enough there's a little bloody bullet hole behind his ear
Panic flashes through both of yalls eyes
You take him to the doctor not knowing whether to be mad or to laugh
He freaks out, starts planning his funeral
Tells everyone in 141 how much he loves them
He acts all dramatic and shit
I could've died and you're laughing???
Yes, indeed you are laughing at his pure stupidity
How could he be so careless?
Don't lose sight of him during missions ever again
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chiaraslittlethings · 6 months
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I just finished episode 3x08 of The Morning Show and I really need to get my thoughts out here because I’ve been reading crazy theories on Twitter and God forbid I read Ig’s comments full of straight problematic people’s opinions.
First of all, I think it was a good episode, I was literally feeling “anxious” for the entire thing because I didn’t know when they wanted to go. At the same time of course I think they can do better, as they proved before.
You know what’s the aspect I’m missing the most this season? The one we literally NEVER had for 8 episodes at this point: where on earth is the relationship between Alex and Bradley????? The show was based on their dynamics and now they are 404 ERROR PAGE NOT FOUND. What the actual fuck??!?! They NEVER interact, while all men interact with each other, I’m so TIRED.
As for what concerns Paul, of course the Kate thing is gonna explode on the finale and Bradley will be the one to investigate, together with Chip. Alex will be, once again, found in a problematic position.
As for my lovely lovely babies Bradley and Laura. First of all, Laura'a storyline is exclusively related to Bradley’s, she doesn’t have a personal arc, she doesn’t have anything to do and this is, once again, sickening (I saw this is millions of shows in which the love interest in a sapphic relationship is there just to serbe that purpose).
Of course now Laura is mad as hell and she's hurting a lot. Let’s be honest, my sweet Bradley is a total mess, she doesn’t even think about some aspects of her life because she is not used to. She literally committed a felony and at this point she dragged Laura with her, even unwillingly so.
Nevertheless, I really don’t think Laura will report this news herself. She’s definitely gonna scream every bad word in the universe to Bradley and she's gonna break up with her (AGAIN) but I really think she’s gonna either “sell” the story to someone else or cover for Bradley in some way, maybe reporting other things.
Do I think their relationship will survive? I honestly think yes, they will probably go back together later in Season 4, but they will keep rotate one around the other because they are too involved, too in love and too literally drunk on each other. We never saw Laura behaving like this, she is devastated because Bradley lied to her.
Also I really don’t see where it was “established” in the last episodes that Bradley will end up with Cory because this is not what I’m seeing AT ALL??! The outing thing still has to come out for instance (if they don't mention I'm gonna riot), and a part from that Bradley does not have any type of feelings for him. And for me personally, I DESPISE HIM, I HATE HIM SO MUCH.
BradleyLaura will fight like crazy and they will breakup AGAIN (poor me, poor us) but I don’t see other implications. A theory that could be true is that maybe Bradley could “save” Paul from the Kate thing in exchange of Paul “saving” Bradley from the insurrection stuff. We will see.
Thank you for reading this totally unnecessary and long post!
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an-au-blog · 3 months
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One more ask about the East Blue Asylum AU! I saw you mentioned Germa 66 and that was something I thought about a lot as well! Whole Cake Island is my favorite arc, so please do talk about those Vinsmokes we all love and hate ^u^
Okay, well in my mind the Sora Warrior Of The Sea are fiction. They're like Batman or Superman but ig maybe more of a magical girl version of the power rangers???
I wanna say that WCI has to be one of my fav arcs as well I live it to bits! And that's one of the reasons I honestly don't know how to do it lol
I have a little post in my drafts about Zou but WCI I haven't really made up my mind. The two posts are kinda intertwined so I'll tey to post it right after this answer.
I did try to shower-think it and I came up with a few ideas but idk if I like them enough':)
At some point, Judge had started getting bad press for having a son he abandoned and is now in a mental hospital. He didn't know how the word got out, but it did and he decided that he'd get him out and treat him in some private place but it was very obvious that he didn't want to go and since he was a legal adult, he could decide for himself. (Even if he wanted to leave, the doctors were the only ones who could dismiss him after he signed himself in.)
About his brothers - They look a lot like the heroes from the Germa comics and act just as uptight and heartless as them. Subconsciously, Luffy must have mistaken them for "The Warriors Of The Sea". But in reality they're just brats who used to bully their brother - mean little kids who grew up to be even worse adults. Sanji's sister, however, I imagine has visited before, only this time she wasn't dressed like she was in hiding. The Vinsmoke family (in my head) is a bit like the Rockefellers - everyone knows who they are and it's hard to drop their name in a casual conversation and not get some kind of reaction.
In regards to his past - Sanji still got abused and beaten up by both his father and brothers. But instead of being a failed experiment, he was just a nice little boy who didn't like sports and competing in things, he just liked stereotypically girly things like butterflies flowers, cooking, and pretty things. His father didn't like that, as he believed that all his dons should be manly men who won chess tournaments, so soccer games, basketball matches or martial arts competitions. If they weren't the strongest, smartest, most handsome men in their circle, then they were no sons of his. And Sanji didn't meet that criteria. He didn't care for sports or competing, he just wanted to have fun and to have friends. Don't get me wrong, he was still smart. But wanting to be a cook is not exactly a good look if all of your family is just CEOs and multimillionaire company holders. Or at least in Judge's eyes. So when Sanji ran away at 12 (I'm making him older to make it more realistic), Judge just closed his eyes and reported him missing in the wrong region so he couldn't be found and so the investigation could declare him dead after the appropriate amount of years.
The golden bracelets were real, but they weren't exploding, Judge just used them to yank Sanji when he got mad at him and threaten him. "I'll cut them off till wherever they reach!" he'd say, so Sanji would wish to be skinnier so if they slip off, then maybe he wouldn't cut his hands off? That was his child logic at least. That's how his questionable relationship with food started, but later on he'd just starve himself to feel like he still has control over something in his life. Anything. That or as a punishment to himself, more than often he wouldn't believe he deserved food or he'd think that there are people with bigger needs than him. So he'd lose appetite and maybe feel sick enough to throw up. (Him having bulimia is one of the many reasons why hates himself and thinks he doesn't deserve food, because why eat if he'd just throw it up?(Zoro hates that he thinks that way btw and he tries feeding him every once in a while because he'd notice that Sanji could scarcely say no to him. Plus he likes taking care of him))
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sable-roteuth · 2 months
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(Yipping and yapping)
I am super eepy rn but I don't wanna sleep because I yearn to yap but I don't got anyone to yap to.
Here's some doodles from recently ig
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I'll upload better/finished ones later lol
(lots of yapping under the cut)
I got so desperate to yap today that I yapped to my ENGLISH TEACHER about cotl. My friends walked in as I was doing that and I felt super embarrassed LMAO. Those same friends also decided to sit in an empty classroom today and put on those weird videos of people dying and laughed at them so I just left the room. Another friend decided to start having a very loud conversation with themself as well during class and I wanted to EXPLODE it was so embarrassing.
I'm thinking of taking some time for myself this weekend, even though I've already been isolating this whole week lol. Might make some food and play Splatoon or watch a show, just anything to keep me from feeling bad about everything and yapping my head off again (I'm so sorry if you actually read this whole thing). I was writing in my notes app earlier but I feel like I gotta get this out somewhere so idk. Obviously the aforementioned friends aren't the best to talk to, and my other friends are.... all in a call without me.
Although I've been feeling less bad about stuff like that lately, cuz honestly a lot of the time when I do join in on a call I end up not enjoying myself for... several reasons (Mostly feeling unwelcomed in one way or another, but I'm not gonna get into that here lol).
My birthday is next week and I'm dreading it more than I've ever dreaded any birthday before. My mom wants me to get a job the day of and I couldn't be less enthusiastic. I barely have enough free time as is.
I'm also realizing that I'm mad hungry rn cuz my school keeps serving the most dogshit food so I keep not eating lunch this week. I had like one tiny ass piece of chicken for dinner too. I should really log off rn cuz I keep not getting a lot of sleep, so GN everyone.
Thank you for listening to my yapping session.
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Personal vent
Tw/Cw for negative emotions, anger, frustration, autistic meltdown ig, BPD episode, minor mention of food and struggles with eating
I was all set to have a nice evening. I had my dinner plans set so it would adhere to my dietary needs since my body is special and I had my new Fire Emblem game set up to play. I requested dinner, but nope, can't be done. And I'm starving and sleep deprived so I just lost it. I didn't explode in front of them, I just walked away and then had a meltdown in my room and tried to resist my BPD rage behaviours. Writing and venting got it out, but now I'm just mad. They didn't even give a reason. It didn't help that me just walking in instantly got a lecture cause "it's a private space" which was entirely out of place. I came to discuss my supper since you can't read my messages, not get a lecture. I literally just said "I'm too hungry for this" and left.
I brought snacks for me to have so I won't be starving, but it completely messed me up emotionally and that episode was intense. I'm pretty lazy so I don't usually do stuff, but it's still scary to think I come close to if I wasn't such a tired, sleep deprived, lazy butt.
I haven't had a bad episode like that in a while either and not triggered by them either. And the fact that THAT is my worst episode lately is at least a good thing since before it would lead to a yelling match or me losing it. Instead I just left and had a meltdown in my room. I'm calm now so hopefully I can eat. I say hopefully cause typically after them, I feel too sick to even look at food for a few hours as some horrible learned self punishment behaviour. I don't even do it to punish myself, I just feel genuinely sick if I look at food cause of it and have had to force myself to eat and deal with it. One time I had such bad OCD/emotions that I couldn't even step in the kitchen.
But either way, I'm just so frustrated with them. This hasn't happened with them in a long time, but ugh. It's still insufferable. It doesn't help that the reason I had those plans was because the one safe meal I can have that my stomach deems "okay" today is out and she probably won't go grocery shopping until tomorrow or possibly not until Tuesday or Wednesday. I have other foods, but my being autistic makes it difficult for me to eat anything that my stomach doesn't want. And today it's deemed that that meal, the dinner plans (as well as cause it's Sunday and stuff is closed), and snacks are the only thing safe. And I have to stay away from too much smacking for my own physical health.
This is why I can't have a healthier lifestyle. I do get tired of this.
But again, I'm okay. I'm calming down even if I'm still mad. The worst of it has passed. So I'm okay and safe.
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reddbearss · 9 months
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I love the headcannons for the marauders, or at least most because youre gonna tell me that James had the worst poker face out of all of them and than make him do the opposite.
Which in writing is actually super fucking funny, like hes so happy he wouldnt be able to keep secrets to himself or would be in a position where he feels guilty if he did. But then make it where he has an invisiblity clock or plans pranks and at no point lets it slip to the entirety of the school of either unless necessary? Don't get me wrong its super good, James this way is super good but-
I think him being the best to poker face is really cool to. Think about it? Fandom wise, he's someone who is made out to be super happy to the point that in some writings no one ever notices when he's sad ( I read a fic like this earlier and I cried, it was great) but that also implies that he's super good at handling the emotions he portrays.
Which leads to my next point, James super fucking mad. But he's the silent type of mad that you only realize is bad because one- he's never mad and two- because he just stares.
He doesn't get loud, doesn't yell at you or anything. Just sort of processes the information that lead there. So he shuts himself down. No emotions, nothing.
And walks way. What he does next is up to you but him being the violent type would be ironic? Ig
Like he feels a lot yes but like with feeling a lot you get to a point where you question 'am I too much for people?' So you just mange your emotions, so when anger comes its a bit all encompassing.
It's like that line from a movie I saw a clip of ( I think it was anger management idk I just know Adam Sandler was the MC) but the therapist? says something among the lines of, 'anger isn't always about those who express it openly, sometimes it can be quite. A build up, that when it reaches a point - explodes. That's the worse type of anger'
that isn't at all verbatim but the point is he would be scary anger. And God would I live for it.
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aplateoflasagna · 2 years
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My thoughts on Treasure's new album tracklist
Overall: When i first saw the tracklist, I thought it was so interesting that for the first time Future Bounce has not been credited on a Treasure album! He has worked on almost all their other songs so it was very surprising to me but then i figured out that DEE.P, who is credited for all the songs on this new album, is part of Future Bounce and now it makes sense lol.
HELLO: The people who composed Hello are almost exactly the same as those who composed Jikjin and U just in another order and that does not narrow down the vibe of the title track lol. Those songs could not be more different. Like the guys already spoiled it's more of a bright song so we know it won't be like Jikjin ig but I'm still so curious!!!
VolKno: A HyunHaYo subUnit 😭 I never expected this album to have subunits and I'm just sooooooo proud of our boys!! I don't know what to expect! Like surely they'll go for a hard hitting song but we only got small parts for our rapper trio on Treasure songs and now I have no idea what a full length song by them would sound like! It's even composed by them 🔥But!... what does 'VolKno' even mean though lol?? i've not checked twitter so i don't know if there are theories or explanations going around but i barely know how to pronounce that. It got me hyped though :p
CLAP: We got two songs composed but Asahi 😭 I'm legit tearing up again. He deserves that and so much more. Like to me, it always seemed like Asahi became a trainee at YG not to become an idol, but to compose music and share it with a broad audience and now he gets to do that 😭 there are just no words to describe how proud I am of Sahi I'm beyond curious to know what it'll sound like!
Thank You: An Asahi and Haruto Unit???? The biggest surprise on the album like what???? That's so unexpected! When thinking of SubUnits before, I expected the obvious ones like Haruto and Jeongwoo, HyunHaYo, Hyunsuk and Jihoon, maybe even Asahi and Yedam, but no!!! This is soooo cool + it's another song composed by Sahi 🙏Asahi really surprised me on their Jikjin album because of this beautiful vocals and now we'll get almost an entire song 😩I'm thinking it will be Asahi singing the chorus and Haruto rapping the verses? I'm so looking forward to it, imagine them performing it for their Japan Concert Tour!!! I might explode
Hold It In: You know, this is a tough one! Because I expect the last song of a kpop album to be the classic balled but this one is composed by Hyunsuk! All Hyunsuk's self composed songs that we've heard snippets of are like kind of EDM almost with a heavy beat. Best Friend Forever is more laid back but still with a very all over the place instrumental so I highly doubt this last song will be a ballad. ROVIN also worked on this song and he did more of Treasure light-hearted songs like 'Be With Me' and 'Come To Me'. So maybe it will be that kind of happy song?
Darari Remix: It's only on the fucking CD!!! that means I can't stream it on spotify 😭 YG why would you do this to me!!!!?? Everyone wants the remix to be available for streaming and it won't make you sell more albums to make it CD only like WTF No one buys a kpop album to actually play the CD so why make it CD only omg it gets me so mad!!
Final Thoughts:
I'm really happy with this tracklist! It's not 7 tracks like we thought it would be, but 6 is good enough, i'm not disappointed.
Haruto is on all the songs in this album! Good for him 🦋
The boys said they were very involved with making the album but I didn't know they were this involved!!! Remember when Treasure Box just ended and YGE released a statement that Teddy would compose all their songs and the members wouldn't participate in the proces?!! And look at them now 😭
Mashiho and Yedam are still on the album with the Darari Remix 💙 Thank God 🙏
I'm really looking forward to this album, even more than I was before. Fighting Treasure!!
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#i preferred getting mad sm more than getting sad#at least that was like#it was kinda funny#like#i could laugh at it#and it didn't even feel bad#it was just#haha rage hah pissed i deserve better i think and uhhghnbdu yeah. big angry hammy villains level of anger thta's Funny#feeling it is more fucking. an aesthetic (idk how the hell to put it) than anything else like HAR im so upset i could like. do. say.#somewthing. edgy idk. oooo im so angerey im gonna uhhh explode somethiung. that's it i don't like feel. Upset. or bad.#just anger and it's not even directed at anybody like not /really/ because it doesn't feel justified also i just#dont. feel angry AT anyone like when you're just peeved w/ someone. none of that. just. YEAH STUFF SUCKS SHIT IM ANGY ABOUT IT (ow the edge)#ig largely also bc i care a lot about everybody so there's nobody i wanna like. Get. bc when you['re Really angry you just#fucking get somebodfy get back at them in some way or just snap at them but i don't feel any of that when i got angry instead of sad#i just. wasn't feeling anything seriously bad i was alright. god knows how to describe that kinda anger but that was it.#but this#i'm just#i'm sad#and i hate this a lot it feels /so. bad./#AND THIS ISN'T EVEN LIKE! BRO I'VE FELT SOOOO MUCH WORSE THAN THIS over the same kinda thing i'm doing! WAYYY less bad now#i !! and i'm glad for that but#fuck i just#i hate#i hate feeling#this#and i just#god it was so much better to just be feeling mad#sadness is just so goddamn painful. and empty. and. it just hurts and it makes EVERYTHING bad and#i just#i just want better
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Mad at him } Jung Jaehyun [nct]
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angst, light fluff
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Jaehyun swears a lot & is kind of a dick, mention of other idols [ma johnny], um that's it ig
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Crap, school is shit!
I was doing homework for hours now and I was still not finished with all of it. It was upsetting me, more than it should.
After I had let out a heavy and annoyed groan I heard my phone ring. Jaehyun, my boyfriend was calling me.
Wow, he actually had the time to call me.
He didn't contact me for a whole day and I was getting more pissed each minute. In the beginning of our relationship, he always made sure how my day was when we hadn't had the chance to meet up.
Today had been an absolute disaster what wasn't making my mood any better.
But I had to suppress my anger for a moment, because he was rather sensitive. What means, I better not get mad for no proper reason.
He started talking instantly after I picked up.
"Hey, sorry that I couldn't call earlier. How was your day?" His voice was monotone and I didn't like that, at all.
I felt the wish that he would've better just let me be for the rest of the day with that attitude crossing my mind. Though I tried ignoring my now mixed feelings.
"Yeah, nevermind. Mine was not the best day to be honest." I tried to reply like I normally would.
"What happened?" I wasn't in the mood to tell him about my whole day.
And because he hadn't had the time to pick me up yesterday too, I decided to tease and play a little bit. Maybe this would make my day better.
"Nothing, that's the problem. I am doing homework for hours now and my brain is about to explode. But luckily, I have Kai. He helps me out a lot, with my problems." It almost sounded like I was only talking to a friend and not my boyfriend. Acting like Jeahyun wasn't my boyfriend for almost two years now.
Since I knew, he gets angry when I'm close to other guys, it's the perfect idea to play with his feelings. Cruel, but effective.
"What do you mean, helping you with your problems? That's what I'm supposed to do. You should better get your ass here now!"
"Don't cuss at me. He's just a good friend I met in school Jaeh." I acted like I was trying to convince him that it wasn't a big deal, but in reality it was what I wanted, of course.
I wanted him to spend time with me, without telling him to.
"Do you think I care if he's just a friend? We had been friends too before we started dating, Y/N." He sounded pissed and I had to smile proudly.
"That's different." I wasn't allowed to mention that I would never replace him, like I usually would, because it had to sound a little suspicious.
"That Kai guy is going to get killed if he thinks he can have you. I want you to come over right now!" I almost giggled at his command.
"I don't think, you really want me there." I expressed my thoughts.
"What the fuck is wrong, Y/N? You know that's not true." I could hear his voice getting shaky and hard to control.
"Ok then. I'll be there in 10." I ended the call quickly before it could get too emotional.
I didn't like emotions, except for the ones I had for Jaehyun. They can easily let you make some real dumb decisions.
That's why I was a rather cold person. I was kind, but I wasn't someone who smiled all day and acted like nothing angered or annoyed me. 'Cause there were always things in my way.
Fortunately I was also a quite strong person, that learned to be in the past few years and I don't give up that easily or let some shit destroy me.
Jeahyun was also strong but I had better skills than him to get what I wanted and my influence on him was just too big to let him win. I always won fights, but that wasn't important in our realtionship. To me it was just an advantage that I would use in such situations.
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I changed into a short but cute, rosè dress and a white cardigan with brown buttons, put my converse on and fastly walked to Jaeh's dorm.
I had needed fifteen minutes, but it was fine, he would wait for me longer.
I knocked like I always did, three times.
After some seconds Jaehyun ripped the door open and I slightly flinched.
"Holy Shit. What are you wearing?" He scanned my body. I could see, he found it hot but there was also some anger building up in his eyes, and it was rising fast.
"Nice to see you too." I rolled my eyes, inconspicuously also looking over his body. He was wearing sweatpants and a muscle tank top, showing his biceps and toned abs.
He wasn't getting his eyes off me.
"Y/N, this dress covers like nothing. I get it, your curves look absolutely stunning but you have to change!" He angrily commanded.
"Shut up, can I come inside now?" I asked with a hint of annoyance.
"Yes." He stepped away and walked through the kitchen, into his room.
I could sense his tightened jaw and all of his tensed muscles.
"Slow down. It's just a dress." I pronounced looking at him like I couldn't believe how childish he reacted, and at this point I really couldn’t.
"Do you have ANY idea of what the boys think about you when you're wearing this?" He asked and finally turned to me again.
"I would LOVE to know." I ironically said.
"I don't want my girlfriend to walk around like she's just some bitch. Because you're not. These boys are disgusting when it comes to something beautiful like you, Y/N."
Now I'm a bitch? You're done Jaehyun. I thought but grimaced at the hurting word he just said to me.
I know he also called me beautiful, but that wasn't the word that was spinning around my head just now.
When he noticed my face and that I didn't reply after some seconds he tried to apologise.. of course.
"Babe, you're not a bitch. I didn't mean it. All I was trying to say is-" He wanted to grab my arm but I moved back before he could do so.
"No, I got it Jaehyun. I only look like one." I snapped back at him. Not yelling but also not in normal loudness.
I was even more mad than before. And now, I was also hurt. Dangerous Combo.
"No- I- I think it's just too short, Y/N." He wanted to defend himself.
"I understand." My voice wasn't loud anymore at all, but it didn't sound like I meant it.
My voice was pathetically shaking and I was looking on the ground, thinking if it would be the best to just leave now.
"Maybe I should just go. I mean I wouldn't want a bitch in my room either, so..." Talking with a quiet voice, I looked up at him and I saw fear in his eyes.
"No, please-" He stepped forward and was going to take my arm but I backed away again.
"Don't touch me." I warned. His face was getting pale. I didn't miss his teary getting eyes either when I looked at him.
"I'm so sorry. Please don't leave. I really didn't mean it, Y/N. Please, I am just jealous of boys being able to see what usually only I see." He avowed.
"It's fine. I wasn't ready with my homework anyways. I should leave."
"Don't. I want you here right now. Please, I'll do anything." His begging voice spoke.
"But I wanted to get finished today."
"Y/N?!" Suddenly a different person asked excitedly.
I knew who it was and turned around instantly to look at his good looking face.
"Johnny!" I jumped in his arms and he was hugging me back happily.
"Johnny, not now-" Jeahyun was angry once again.
"Let me hug this precious little girl! Hell, you're getting hotter everyday?" Johnny laughed and we separated. He scanned me up and down and smiled mischievously.
"Honestly, if Jeahyun wouldn't date you, surely I would ask you out." He claimed.
"Definitely." I giggled softly.
He was always letting me feel good. And he was one of the guy friends of my boyfriend that I liked the most. He was funny, hella handsome and so nice over all.
Though everything remained on just a friendship, we just always casually played around.
"Hey, shut the hell up. She's mine." Jaeh growled at him and put his hand around my waist, taking back what's his.
I kept smiling but I was also trying to push his hand away, so it was difficult to keep a happy look.
Johnny noticed the awkward situation and started talking to me again.
"Anyways. Do you wanna watch a movie in the living room?"
I opened my mouth and was about to say something but Jaehyun was faster than me.
"No, we were busy." His cold voice was giving me goosebumps.
He could be scary, when he was jealous. I am talking out of experience. Not too nice ones.
"We were not, actually I was about to leave. But because I didn't see you in so long I will stay longer alright?" I suggested when I was back in my senses.
"That's perfect!" John smiled at me.
"You won't hang with my girl, Johnny." Jaeh protested.
I turned around to give my boyfriend a look.
"Could you shut up for a moment? It's my decision since you don't own me. And I'm a bitch right? So it's normal when I hang out with a lot of boys, isn't it?" I started to grow my confidence back but I was fucking mad.
He won't destroy my moment with Johnny right now!
"Did he do something?" The brunette boy in front of us asked.
He was almost two heads taller than me and since Jeah knew I liked taller guys, he was probably freaking out.
"No-" Jaeh started but I thought he could know the truth.
"He said, I looked like a bitch." I told him.
"You did what, Jaehyun?" His shocked voice asked, searching for a reassuring answer in our faces.
"I said sorry already. I didn't mean it okay?! But the dress she's wearing shows almost all of her legs, not to mention her half exposed butt."
"That's no excuse bro. Look, she looks stunning in this dress! There's no reason to fight over." His friend wanted to convince him.
"You better not look at my girl like that, or I have to punch you until you understand." Jeahyun pushed his chest with his fist.
"Calm down man. You should work it out before you come in the living room, I'll pick the movie in the meantime." Johnny decided and walked away.
"Do you let all boys touch you like him?" Now Jaeh asked aggressively, coming nearer.
Now we both had reached a certain line, so I tried to keep it low with my next words, struggling to find a compromise.
"No. I love you. And I wore this dress because I thought you'd find it cute too. Not to attract other boys. I won't wear it in public anymore okay? But you should the fuck calm down and let me talk to Johnny. After all he's your roommate and friend. He won't do anything I don't want." I explained with a strong tone.
His expression softened finally, giving me hope he'd give in eventually.
"Yes, I'm sorry. Will you forgive me for calling you... that?" He wanted to know with puppy eyes.
"I'm not over that yet. It hurted me, Jaeh. I will forgive you if you let me sit with Johnny and watch a movie with us." I claimed and cupped his cheek.
"Fine." He sighed.
We watched an action movie and had a lot of fun. In between time Johnny touched me unintentionally, during laughing and talking.
Jaehyun couldn't hold back and threatened that he would get angry if he would keep doing that. I told him it was fine and Johnny and I just continued like nothing happened.
Don't let your boyfriend treat you like he's in a higher position than you.
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I'll probably do a masterlist for all the groups I stan and write about.
Hope you enjoyed, stay tuned!!! ♡
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TharnType The Series Ep. 9 Review
#TharnTypeEp9 #TharnType #TharnTypeS #TharnTypetheseries #MewGulf
Why it is supposed to be Tharn who got hit? I don't understand, is it because of the promise he made about never forget what they were said last night or what? If that so, it means Type don't believe Tharn yet, meung maeng... (usually in the book there will be any explanation about his emotion, yet I don't read them yet) Type, you saw it clearly that the one who tried to kiss first was P'San, you just got the bite from P'San.
P'San.... He is such a drama king. What do you want? Tharn still defending Type... (Proud of the hubby)
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YESSSSS, FINALLY HE SAID IT. YESSS HE IS YOUR. SAID IT SO HE CAN MOVE AWAY... 3 TIMES CLRAFICATION, STILL NOT ENOUGH P'SAN? What? What is this? Tharn... What did you two plan for Type? Bad..... "Yes, I belong to you" Tharn. That smile for something you hide or the smile of satisfaction, Ai Tharn?
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Damn..... A PLOT TWIST. You such a helper.... I'm sorry P'San but your attitude in the previous episode show us bad feeling about you. Phom khot khot na... Yes everything that P'San said was right but he doesn't know Type, right? We understand that Type won't declare his relationship, yet P'San force him to do it, good also bad thing. You played with others' feeling. P'San care so much about Tharn and we knew that Tharn always cover everything for Type. But do you know that P'San actually very satisfy with Type? You can see it when P'San smiles after went out from the room. A thing he found is Type's possessiveness prove his feeling toward Tharn and will never break up with him. And it is added by Type himself when he said anything about what he got from this situation.
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"I hate it when he won't just leave you alone." P'Sarn care so much at him na, he is worried for Tharn happiness.
"I hate when he acts as if he knows everything about you." He knew almost everything Type, they already knew each other for years moreover he is his brother best friend, P'Thorn might be explained everything about Tharn to him already.
"Hate that you are his first love." It cannot be changed, and yes it is deeply hurt but no one can change the past.
He such adorable big baby... This scene makes me cry for happiness, proud and love to both of them. Look at Type's madness face and look at Tharn's happiness and satisfy smile. Those are getting cuter...
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Now he considers about Tharn's feeling and more concern to declare his relationship. Tharn still doesn't want to force him. Why is Tharn so perfect? Too perfect to be real in a person. Tharn's smiles are really precious to me, you give everyone happiness ja....
I got some fact about P'San from the original subber account JayBL on Twitter. We and Tharn knew that P'Sarn love Tharn so much but it didn't work because Tharn doesn't have any feeling toward P'Sarn since the beginning. The reason why Tharn gave him in was because his curiosity about his sexual interest and to prove it, he agreed to have S with P'Sarn to make sure his feeling toward man. Besides, Tharn said he likes the role between Him and Type which mean as a Top. This is also another reason for Tharn to refuse P'Sarn who is also a Top. Top with Top, may be they only will do a sword fight (?) Sorry....
Another fact, P'Sarn said "Tharn has suffered enough heartbreak, don't make him experience it again". Tharn actually had a lot of ex-es, yet Tharn was the one who never say break up. So yes he suffered enough in relationship. Sacrificing his own feeling to let his lover go. Once again, I'll say we are the same. So glad that you found the one now.
Yes, last time he was crying all night long at the Bar Ai Type. You such a j*rk back then. "Friend who is more just a friend. I just want to let people know that you're mine" Type. I'm proud na Type. Lucky you Ai Tharn.
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"BTW, the toilet is pretty empty. You can get busy in there." P'Jeed. LMAO don't read someone's mind P'Jeed. That expression Tharn make. How cute he is...
So, she is the girl who always give Tharn drink after his performance. P'Gea, don't be so aggressive by giving Type your number. Ai Type what's that mean with "is talking all you want to do?". Talking like this at the front of Tharn's face, well better than behind. It is not funny Ai Type to get him Jealous, your game isn't fun at all.
Oh my god, not in public bro... No.... I don't understand this situation. What's the perpose of it, what's the point? Yes, you provoking him Ai Type so what do you want? Ohh my.... It just about cheating. You had talk right? How can one of you do such a thing. If you want to make sure, don't be like this. Just talk again in a good way. WHAT THE, WHAT ARE YOU DOING? Do you need to kick him like that? He is your bf, do you need to always hurt him? Man.... (Sigh)
Tharn: possesive?
Type: wanna die?
Hahahahahaha...... Both of you are ridiculous. Sad, Champ lose his friendship with those girl. May I blame at you, Type? So innocence, it was one of your fault too. Yes, I hate this kind of person too Champ, someone who never show up in class but can be so smart beside we had tried so hard to be smart. Is Type has B or AB blood type? These people can't be predicted how smart they are. "because right now, that person is already falling head over heels for me" Type, fact is true but surely you full of yourself.
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Stop by to switch the car, what is the purpose of it? Can't you just use your regular car? Not acceptable reason. Sawaddi khrap P'Thorn, yes you look intimidating. Lolaen... P'Thorn following Type's IG? How come Type doesn't know? And he is such a real stalker, unbelievable with that look of him. Thanya.... Hahahah you guys can't do talking freely. Yes YOU DID A GOOD JOB! HAHAHA my god she is cute for calling their parents. Such an innocence girl. Welcome trouble, man... Behave. You'll meet your father & mother in laws. No, khun dad, Tharn always comfort him every day and night, regularly please him. Lmao. Yes, family trip to Pang-an so you guys can get married sooner. Lol. Poor P'Thorn, I can feel that pain. Jebb at the feet also at the heart. Wrong target for kicking Ai Type. Hahaha such a supportive big bro, I feel more bad for Thorn. Yes of course khun mom, Type KNEW P'SARN who always play games with P'Thorn and Play other "thing" with Tharn back then. Thanya such a little angel, they can't refuse you na... Type's face always show his emotions, being so much fooled in a day. HAHAHA
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Morning kiss, "you said you wanted it" Type. You should ask for morning S, Ai Tharn. You can have his morning b*ner right now. Lol
Chai.... You know him a lot now, Ai Type. Euuu, Techno needs to find any information about you two by himself because you never tell him any small clues. He changed a lot Techno, he care and more care to his hubby. Always be a third-wheel, you will get used to it even I never used to it since the 1st episode. Lol. Ai Lhong, bad impression at the frist meeting. The newbie Nong Song is kind of cute, his way of speaking, those tones, adorable....
Okay, Tharn, we see your charismatic aura. Yup, such a cool guy playing a drum like that, everyone always fall to people who can play instruments especially in a band. Don't sing by yourself like that Ai Tharn, you give me a goosebump. Euuu that is for Type but you send the effect to us as well. Again, such a perfect man.
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They letting No to sleep over? Seriously? I hope there will be nothing happen. I can't imagine if No see something he shouldn't see. Wify.... Okay Tharn.... Texhno is sleep talking, how cute. Lol. "Tharn, I'm curious, your face when you were playing is looked so goddamn sexy" Type, I never thought Type would say such a thing but yup he was hot. "For me music is like sex that gives me a climatic pleasure" Tharn, bro it is kind of deep but still can't imagine the climatic pleasure when playing a music, different point of view, may be I can't understand it because I'm not a musician but sometime when hearing a song I can get the climatic part of the emotions but not the same as the sex you were talking about. "You are my most cherished instrument" Tharn, Type as an instrument what kind of sound he can make? Owhhhh......... I know, don't say that it is "THE SCREAM" hahahahaha they didn't use "moaning", I think it is more sensual so they never use this word. Lol. WOW, I NEVER EXPECT IT WILL COME LIKE THIS AND NEVER THINK THAT TYPE WILL LOOK SO HORNY LIKE THAT. NO... DON'T... I'M NOT READY BROO.... Those moaning give me more goosebumps. NOOOO THEY TAKE OFF THE CLOTHES.... F*CK I FORGET THAT TECHNO IS THERE, BLESS HIS EYES, EARS AND PLEASE STRENGTHEN HIS HEART TO FACE THIS SITUATION (No, do you want to switch? I would like to see them. Lol) Now someone's know how dose the scream sound like. Feel bad for him.
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"I can't wake up, I feel like my head is going to explode" Texhno, his brain stop working since last night Ai Type, he tried to refuse anything, any sound, any picture he got, he just tired to his limit. Poor him..... Remember Ai No, this time you will absolutely die if you spill this special tea. Lol.
Why suddenly Tum skip a class to pick up Tar? They are cute together.
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Tharn trying to make a permission to tell Long about their relationship. Well, Type more reasonable now. This strange feeling come out from Long. What is this? I already felt it since I saw him at the first time. Those eyes, that look, I feel a mixing emotions. I suspect him that he likes Tharn or something like possessing him. The feeling of disappointed, being untrusted and unbelieving. There are two speculations I have here, first he likes Tharn and thought that he was single all the time so he can clingy at him. Second, he disappointed because as a best friend Tharn never tell him anything recently so he feels like being untrusted. Well, losing strength until he falls the glass, it is kind of strange attitude for hearing the news. That is why I accuse him to like Tharn. (Private property bro, you need to pay for the glass. Lmao) Sorry it's just my speculation. Then he went like he can't accept what he heard before. This guy keeps something.
Nong Song, if you want to have a faen so much, I don't mind to try it since you're cute. lol. Oww they finally meet and Tar missing Tharn, it will be an open case since their story keep untold.
"Hurry up and be my pillow" Type. I need my pillow too. There is a call from the unknown number. What is this? What will happen? Please don't give us more trial. My God. This series always end every episode with something that cannot be waited. (Sigh)
That is the review for TharnType Ep. 9. How is your opinion? There are so much to discuss, start from P'Sarn, change character of Type, Techno, Lhong and so much more. You can leave a comment below. So, see you next time.
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Right. Thanks for clearing that up. I’ve had a LOT of what you call second hand experiences. ATLA, Squid Game, Loki, and many other things. It’s madness. I’ve become numb to it. And don’t even get me started on SCP. My sister keeps trying to get me into it and if anyone does so much as mention it I want to fucking explode because I’m so sick of hearing about it.
Yeah, absolutely. I think it's a bit annoying how you hear a lot of complaining about those kinds of experiences for things that are generally agreed upon as going sour or Problematic (tm) like the MCU or Harry Potter, but as long as something stays squeaky clean it's people who aren't as into it being sick of the overexposure being taken at all seriously, which sucks. I'm not saying people who like ATLA or Squid Game or whatever shouldn't get to like their thing, of course, but you don't get to act like I'm somehow committing sacrilege by not being into it. Ig it's a consequence of the internet's 'everything must either be perfect or garbage' mentality towards media.
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1/3 Hi! First of all I wanted to confess I absolutely adore your blog, I'm always excited when you published a new post. It seems that you've been following J2 from the start, so I'm wondering do you think they are acting bolder now? Especially Jensen, he has dropped so many bombs since, I don't know, S10? The “No, not ‘hey guys’. This is for us.” and "damn is he loveable" and the almost kiss...Jensen has no shame at all, I love him.
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Dear Anon,
Please accept this gift
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as my apologies for taking forever and a day, as thatbeautiful Oasis song, and pleasedon’t go away.
Thank you for your lovely words and I’m glad myramblings make sense to you. There’s a name for that condition tho, when twopeople share in each other’s craziness, my dear friend Freud called it folie à deux.
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I guess it shows that my J2 Madness has beenwith me for long. Yes, J2 chemistry got me good and hard on the first episode of SPN that I watched, back in 2005. I remember looking at Jensen, especially, andthinking: “man… That boy is a good actor but I guess he didn’t get that lookquite right. That’s not how you look at your brother.” So, the what’s wrong with this picture mademe search for the actors and, sure enough, there were rumors, of course. As forme, well…
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But let’s get to your question. You’re absolutely right:  the Js have been acting bolder and bolder,especially after the move to Austin, the #AustinEra. Jensen has let his Alphashow after his Beta’s breakdown in 2015; he may have managed to avoid his boy’sbreakdown in 2014 but it eventually exploded in the following year. I’d say theevents that lead to Jensen’s move to Austin, made him show to the world he isan Alpha through and through—and what an amazing Alpha he is! After the 2015Breakdown, his Alpha became even more dominant and it is now impossible, atleast for me, to see him as anything but.
During the early years of J2, Jensen was much morereserved to the outer world but at the same time, they couldn’t help but showhow in love they were—the difference is that they were mostly free men and therumors didn’t fly above the radar. Their chemistry bled through the characters and all waswell until people started talking. J2 were not careful. Vancouver is a liberaltown with people who really don’t bother with your gayness or fame, so theystarted being sloppy. They ended up drawing attention from a then famousgossiper, Ted Casablanca, who probably had an ITK source, and waited until theboys premiered the movies they had filmed to start gossiping about them,linking them to BlindVices.
Let me just make a quick pit stop here and tell you thathalf this info is true and the other half either a case of misinformation or purposefullytwisted for effect. Jared (supposedly Judas) would never have acted like thattowards Jensen. J2 were always a unit, there was nothing one would do behindthe other’s back; what we see now has always been their M.O. Those weredifficult times for them but they were fighting together, not against eachother. So read the blinds but with a grain of salt.
The Js indeed, rumor has it, were pressured to take measuresto cover their relationship, as early as 2008. Take this resurrected threadon spn_gossip, for instance:
Anon1:
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As for Jensen “I Don’t Give A Fuck” Ackles, I’mpretty sure he’s had it with bearding and PR. He’s suffered the pains of hidinghimself and has seen more than his share of suffering from his loved one. I’lltell you what: there is no need for damage control for their slips simplybecause the marriages, kids and wife stans have given those boys free rein toeven kiss on a Con stage, I’d say. We see it every day when TinHats point somethingout and are attacked by #Hetards defending J2’s heterosexuality.
Most of all, I think Jesen IDGAF Ackles has had it with#Hetards. They started off just being an annoying source of awkward laughter but are now a source of second-hand embarrassment, managing to be annoying tothe point of repeating stupid same questions again
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And always being unceremoniously squashed by our Alpha (All hail to you, KingJensen!).
I know that 2017 seems to have started with two left feetbut nothing the Js do is unplanned. These men are strategists and I believe theevents we’ve seen since the beginning of the year are telling us J2 are layingthe groundwork for the end of SPN, and the end of their bearding contracts. Justtake a few things into consideration and a possible hidden meaning to them:
— Launching of Family Business –> DH’s and her family’s financial security
— G’s IG –>the fame she wants so much
— J2 not being seen outside work/Cons –> they’re not attached to thehip and they're obviously not together
J2 have 2017 and 2018 to carry out their plan and let their Beardswalk on their own feet. Then, by the time episode 300 is done we will seechanges. Do you want to bet?
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