"I love this a normal amount," I lie
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"All that pain, that misery, that loneliness, and it just made him kind." - Amy Pond, Doctor Who, season 5, episode 2, "The Beast Below" written by Steven Moffat
Pain sits on a chest too frail to lift it, its mouth split by teeth. it digs curved claws into sinew and bone and untwists nerves where they lie blank in its hands. Misery, hollow cheeked and hollowed bare, keeps its stomach concave, starving for company. A rattle in your lungs. Weeping sores on your skin.
What are you thinking? What are you feeling?
It hurts.
What are you thinking? What are you learning?
Make for me a map of the starving thing shredding your muscles. Hold open the puncture wounds, and pull out the claws.
Or else leave them in and let them fester. Watch your skin go blue and yellow, watch the flesh swell where they lay buried somewhere deep inside of you. Feel your tongue grow heavy and drop down your esophagus. Won't you lift your head?
Pain pulls from your head every thought before it's formed. Pain threads a needle from the spool of your words and stitches closed your lips. Tiny, and neat, a surgeon's touch. Pain takes your hands and holds them, fast and steady. Let me teach you, it says, and presses its splintering bones into the skin of your back.
What are you feeling? What are you learning?
It hurts.
-oh, my darling. pain doesn't have anything to teach. it just hurts.
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drew one of lunar's old models lol
this is when he's still made of nanomachines
i imagine he'd do that thing where he'd subtly change the hue of his body from cyan to blue to lavender just to see if someone would notice.
either that or he'd make himself a bit taller. just a smidge lol
i hc that he's just at 5ft tall. this model, I mean. his current small model is likely just in the higher half of 4ft
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Me never remembering what's happened in aftg. Like I'm always getting surprised when I re read them
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k but like why do the crane wives have to emotionally destroy me with like every single song they release
how to rest, keep you safe, hard sell, new discovery, nothing at all, daydreamer, volta, nobody, empty page, and now with beyond beyond beyond i have to add scars, bitter medicine, predator, time will change you, black hole fantasy, and probably other ones im not thinking of to the list
THE CYCLE NEVER ENDS IM LOSING MY MIND WITH THIS ALBUM CRANE WIVES MY BELOVED
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A friend of mine runs a monthly art night, and this month's theme is The Simpsons. Here are my submissions!
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@onippep
Love these guys :) just two guys being dudes.
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