#Questioning NPD

[zachywackyman]

God thought my personality was lacking so he gave it a ✨disorder✨

[purrfectdollie]

I taught my grandma about npd and now she won’t use the word “narcissist” as an insult anymore !!

[cluster-b-culture-is]

Bpd (+ possible npd?) culture is always feeling like the attention is on you but its always either "everyone loves me/has a crush on me" or "everyone knows everything bad I did and hates me and trash talks me"

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[pain-is-my-game]

If I don't get any attention from anyone in the next 30 seconds I will spontaneously combust into flames.

[psychwardpup]

chat is thinking to urself “my trauma makes me cool and unique and better than everyone else” a npd thing

[borderline-culture-is]

bpd + questioning npd culture is wondering if I crave affection and attention because you have bpd and can't feel whole without other people or if it's comorbid npd.

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[failuregirl-y-kei]

TW: abelism!!

yea uhh thanks a lot tumblr thats REALLY gonna help me get the fact that i might have NPD and that its not a bad thing through my head!! /sarc

[gorpkechi]

chat i may have npd [i have all other symptoms but the one i actually don't fucking understand] but one [main] symptom is "delusions of self-grandeur" and like. i don't need to delude myself because i KNOW i'm better than others, and i know i'm not delusional because if i was, then there'd be nothing to back it up but i know i'm not fucking deluding myself into thinking i'm better because i know i actually am. it's not something that's fake that my brain just believes i know i am aaahrkznekdjekfkrkglrotktk kills myself kills myself kills myself

i don't get this!!!!!!!!!!

[an-autistic-aphrodite]

Omg guysss

You should probs worship me

I’m like

So loveable :333

(I will toy with you make you cry make you need me and keep you away from the world)

[thereisnoangel]

[system-splintered]

This might be a surprise but I often don't see most people as equal to me. Not that they aren't people, more that I and the person/people I value are something greater, as the definition of something is defined by the majority of what that thing is, so the majority of people being basically, well, moronic animals, it's a feature of humanity. A select few, my partner, sometimes a few others irl, and some people I know from here and discord, I see as more than that, but most people are just... An obstacle, or a tool, to me. I try not to let that affect how I treat people but that's often difficult for me. I'm nice, even charming on occasion, to most people I meet, particularly when certain parts are in front, or I see the person I'm meeting as potentially useful as an ally, but it's not because I feel like they deserve the kind of respect I maintain for people I truly care about from me. It's because people are nicer to you if you're nice first. Even if it's "fake" nice, as long as you don't tell anyone (that's two-faced, also a crime in the eyes of egotypicals) they genuinely don't seem to notice that it's all an act.

I think most people deserve the maintenance of this veneer of respect, as not doing so is typically offensive, but genuine respect is vulnerability, and I only show my belly to those I both see as my equal, and whom I trust not to bite and tear at my softness.

Sometimes someone will be in this group of equals in my eyes, and they say or do something I resent, and a switch flips in my brain, and I just don't give a fuck about them anymore.

It worries me that one day, my partner is gonna be one of them. So far, she's my longest lasting exception to the rule of generally not liking or respecting or showing vulnerability to anyone.

She's also the only one genuinely in the position of having earned my complete respect and admiration. For everyone else, it's been temporary and negotiable, able to be lost and at its root, incomplete. For her it's been nearly eight years, and a lot of mistakes, and it still hasn't gone away, but every time my symptoms flare and the group of people I see as even worth giving the time of day shrinks, my concern grows that the only person I've ever truly loved unconditionally, will turn out to have some conditions after all.

She's the only one I care about the opinion of. And she knows how I feel about most of humanity and agrees with me.

I think we both may have ASPD.

[purrfectdollie]

Pspspspsps… come here my fellow narcissists… pspspsps.. let’s be mutuals…

[cluster-b-culture-is]

Questioning NPD culture is presenting a cool observation you made, someone saying "Hmm you know I'm not seeing it!" and you instantly hearing it as an insult, probably just trying to make you look stupid.

Then you, feeling raw and offended and holding back the urge to be fucking mean, try to calmly discuss your differing viewpoints while seeing the other person as your enemy for that whole time.

And you can't even talk about how you feel because this isn't something "cute" like RSD, it's narcissistic and everyone would think you are a bad person for feeling stand-offish in a moment like this. So you also hate yourself a little when it happens.

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[pain-is-my-game]

Anybody else going through that feeling where you don't want to burden people with your feelings but at the same time want the attention from people being worried about you?

[psychwardpup]

my loser ass tryna convince myself that i have npd when i literally don’t ?? it’s just the narcissistic traits of bpd but my stupid lil brain is trying to make it a whole thing

[borderline-culture-is]

bpd + suspected npd cultite culture is talking and enjoying your time with your fp and as SOON as they stop talking to you you immediately start splitting on them. like why did you stop talking to me? its better hanging out with me than whatever the fuck youre doing right now, i dont give a fuck if youre busy or something just hang out with me!!! im literally better than anyone you talk to or anything that youre doing, youre literally just wasting ur fucking time !! ughhhhrr

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