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painfully aware of all the wasted time in cambridge and how what i might have wanted to do is just not ever gonna happen. idk if i'd have liked punting but i never went and now the friends who i'd have gone with are all too busy in exams and about to graduate. maybe i should have gone to the formals and just suffered through the sensory overload so that i could have taken photos with my friends at the end of the night and convinced myself afterwards i had fun. i've been to a couple of museums here, but only with my parents. i spent hours and hours in this stupid place hiding in toilets, self-destructing, not going to things because i was too scared, when i could - should - have been exploring the prettiest parts of cambridge with my friends. friends who were too fucking busy all the fucking time. friends whose social calendars were always already full of "drinks with [ensemble i'm not in] after the concert" or "dnd with [a group they formed before i met that friend]" - no one's excluding me on purpose, but what are you meant to do when you have friends you love but you missed out on all the things you wish you could have done with them and now it's too late? no one has time to do anything. i feel so so alone and i have for so long and it never seems to get any better
#triggered by watching the tiktok videos of a guy i know from the college poetry group - he's really nice and funny#and i think we could have been friends if we'd both been freshers at the same time#but he's second or third year now and i'm a phd and he has close friends here#and that's not the point the point is he has these videos of him cycling round cambridge with his friends and watchign films with them#and going to events#and museums#and basically having a social life#and i'm so fucking mad at myself and tbh against my better judgment at my friends for just#idk for prioritising their degrees#that's so shitty of me#i just#i wish i could have made memories!#i wish i didn't have anxiety i wish i wasn't autistic or that my autism manifested differently#i wish i could do things#i wish i wasn't a fucking useless embarrassing mentally ill weirdo who no one wants to spend time with#i wish i could go back to the start and do this over again
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In the wake of the TikTok ban and revival as a mouthpiece for fascist propaganda, as well as the downfall of Twitter and Facebook/Facebook-owned platforms to the same evils, I think now is a better time than ever to say LEARN HTML!!! FREE YOURSELVES FROM THE SHACKLES OF MAJOR SOCIAL MEDIA PLATFORMS AND EMBRACE THE INDIE WEB!!!
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And if you can't/don't want to pay for the extra space, sites like File Garden and Catbox let you host files for free that you can easily link into NeoCities pages (I do this to host videos on mine!) (It also lets you share files NeoCities wouldn't let you upload for free anyways, this is how I upload the .zip files for my 3DS themes on my site.)
Don't know how to write HTML/CSS? No problem. W3schools is an invaluable resource with free lessons on HTML, CSS, JavaScript, PHP, and a whole slew of other programming languages, both for web development and otherwise.
Want a more traditional social media experience? SpaceHey is a platform that mimics the experience of 2000s MySpace
Struggling to find independent web pages that cater to your interests via major search engines? I've got you covered. Marginalia and Wiby are search engines that specifically prioritize non-commercial content. Marginalia also has filters that let you search for more specific categories of website, like wikis, blogs, academia, forums, and vintage sites.
Maybe you wanna log off the modern internet landscape altogether and step back into the pre-social media web altogether, well, Protoweb lets you do just that. It's a proxy service for older browsers (or really just any browser that supports HTTP, but that's mostly old browsers now anyways) that lets you visit restored snapshots of vintage websites.
Protoweb has a lot of Geocities content archived, but if you're interested in that you can find even more old Geocities sites over on the Geocities Gallery
And really this is just general tip-of-the-iceberg stuff. If you dig a little deeper you can find loads more interesting stuff out there. The internet doesn't have to be a miserable place full of nothing but doomposting and targeted ads. The first step to making it less miserable is for YOU, yes YOU, to quit spending all your time on it looking at the handful of miserable websites big tech wants you to spend all your time on.
#this is a side point so it's going here but I really think tech literacy should be a requirement in schools like math grammar history etc.#we live in a world so dominated by the stuff and yet a majority of the population does not understand it at even the most fundamental level#tiktok#tiktok ban#indie web#neocities#web development#current events#twitter#facebook#meta#amazon
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AuDHD is so funny sometimes like what do you mean my hyperfixations/special interests will last for years on end or possibly forever but they will cycle out every month or two with absolutely no transitional period or warning. like i will think about the same topic every day obsessively for 46 days in a row and on the 47th day with no visible cause adhd brain goes "ok! bored of that now" and autism brain goes "dw i got something queued up for ya" and i blast into full blown obsession on some other topic whose mental file folders haven't opened in 9 months. brain's out here treating hyperfixations like a crop rotation. once the dopamine runs out it cycles in another one but once something's in the rotation it never ever leaves. last summer we brought in one from when i was 11. it's so funny to me but frustrating too bc like. i cannot stress enough my inability to predict or control this. or how completely abrupt and random it can be
#actually adhd#actually autistic#audhd#aphelion.txt#ik 'adhd brain' vs 'autism brain' is a gross oversimplification especially given how much overlap there can be#but it at least helps me conceptualize wtf is going on in my head when i do this lol#and yeah i'm mostly referring to fandoms in this post but it can happen w more 'Traditional' special interests too#like my linguistics special interest which hasn't popped up in a couple years now but whenever it does#i will fill literal notebooks while studying 4 languages at once and simultaneously inventing a conlang#and then i'll be like Ok that was fun! and several months later im deleting like. 2gb of textbooks off my iphone to make room for an update#And sometimes yeah there is a precipitating event like 'Oh something new happened in X fandom with my blorbo!' but sometimes it's like#yeah. no. idk either. switch got flipped in my brain and X no longer sparks joy. only Y rn. how come it's Y? yeah idk i also wish i knew#i don't think any of this is actually an uncommon experience for people with these types of neurodivergencies it's just.#the severity of abruptness and TOTALITY of the switch that makes me feel like a weirdo sometimes lol#like I'M getting mental whiplash from this sometimes. idk how y'all are still following my blog
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🚨Trapped Family in Gaza Appeals for Help to Survive🚨 🕊️🇵🇸 🍉🌹
Hi 👋 my friends My name is Samer Abu Ras, and I am reaching out to you with a heavy heart and shattered hopes after the war in Gaza destroyed my life and my family’s. Our days were once filled with peace and security, but now we are homeless, without shelter or income, facing a bleak future. My wife Shorouq and our three children are suffering from psychological and health traumas due to this catastrophe. We lost our home and our jobs, and now we seek warmth in cold streets.

My original story link
🇵🇸🍉🌹🇵🇸🍉🌹🇵🇸🌺🍉🌺🍉🇵🇸🌹🌺🇵🇸🍉🌺
My children 🧒 👧 , who once lived in safety, are now gripped by fear and displacement. As a father, I feel deep sorrow and helplessness for not being able to protect them. Today, I am making a humanitarian plea, asking for assistance to rebuild our lives and find a safe and stable environment. Every donation, no matter how small, will make a significant difference in our lives.
Let us make hope triumph over despair and restore smiles and dignity to my family.
Thank you to everyone who listens to my plea and offers a helping hand and donation to change our future for the better.
With heartfelt gratitude and appreciation
Note our campaign vetted by
@sar-soor @el-shab-hussein @nabulsi @ibtisams
Verification source: number 196 on users el-shab-hussein and nabulsi's master list
Attached is my Instagram account, my friends, for more information and details.
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@tortiefrancis 🌹 @tsaricides @determinate-negation 🌹 @belleandsaintsebastian 🌹@4ft10tvlandfangirl 🌹 @tamarrud @queerstudiesnatural 🌹 @skatezophrenic 🌹 @awetistic-things @pcktknife 🌹
#every dollar helps!#donate if you can#please donate#donations#donate#mutual aid#mutual assistance#donations needed#don’t scroll#vetted gfm#donations for palestine#palestine aid#humanitarian aid#samerpal#freepalastine🇵🇸#on the vetted list#palestine gfm#palestinian genocide#charity#child health#freedom#go fund them#gofundus#stop the genocide#dont stop talking about palestine#help palestine#eyes on palestine#free gaza#current events#aid for gaza
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guy who's stuck in a timeloop for so long he stops wanting to leave it. guy who started out trying to escape but slowly grew used to and became comforted by the familiarity of the repeating day. guy who is no longer who he was before the timeloop. guy who is offered a way out and violently refuses it because he can't leave, doesn't want to leave. guy who escapes the timeloop by chance or force or accident and doesn't know how to live anymore. guy who keeps going through motions that don't match the situation and keeps having conversations that aren't actually occurring. guy who panics every time he realizes he can't predict the next instant. guy who left the timeloop but still lives with it.
#the cryptid speaks#time loop#ik there's been talk of the trope '[x] never left the timeloop' but what about [x] who never Wanted to leave the timeloop#like astronauts who come back to earth and keep trying to let go of things midair#former timelooper who is still expecting to know your next sentence; to predict the next major event; to survive everything
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sorry guys, you're like twenty feet from shore, you're basically dead already.
(also I choose to believe that Malleus just spends the rest of the event with ham on his face. it's better that way.)
(seriously, I can't wait for this poor couple to excitedly get all dressed up in their wedding best and embark on the most romantic day of their lives, only to suddenly have Malleus Draconia pop up out of nowhere, covered in ham and Grim spit, and scream "BOAT! BOAT! LA LA LA" while gently misting them with a dinky little novelty water gun...in the name of LOVE)
(this event is amazing)
(RIP Grim though)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#eternity float#eternity float of the coral sea#man forget the test of love#the only thing i care about now is frikkin jade dunham presents the mostro lounge handpuppet theatre#sorry azul and floyd he gave malleus his WORD that this would happen#this is what you get for flaking out on him#this whole event is just a solid block of jade being an absolute little shit and i'm living for it#fight fight go go go NOW SING#i've never been more furious that events aren't voiced#gotta listen to the coach. it's a matter of life and death.#also shit guys i know it's not sexy but you should be wearing life jackets!!#water safety!!! c'mon!!!#is there going to be a lifeguard on duty to oversee malleus popping up covered in ham and grim spit and wearing his policy-approved floatie
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YAAAAY U REPLIED TO MY ASK! 1!!! 1! 1! 1!! (also can we have some more shadow hating Robotnik for existing and loving stone for... Also existing)

They're all adapting
#ask ask ask#stobotnik#agent stone#doctor ivo robotnik#shadow the hedgehog#shadow doesn't understand the dynamic but he will protect stone#stone just thinks the doctor is acting a bit weird but hey at least he's not dead#robotnik is trying to... be a good boss-friend? honestly he doesn't know#he just wishes shadow would leave#also i headcanon that ivo built Stone's motorbike#was probably the first thing he actually created once he recovered from the events of the second movie#and he added a bunch of stuff stone never uses and a lot of safety things#(he just came out of multiple surgeries stone you don't need to go through that too)#but anyway it's a very cool bike so in this particular au i think stone would he like#hey doctor maybe you can do one for shadow too!#and ivo goes haha. never. NEVER.
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Genuinely Dystopian
#social justice#current events#human rights#free palestine#gaza#free gaza#palestine#gaza strip#gaza genocide#save gaza#gazaunderattack#stand with gaza#gazaunderfire#yemen#tel aviv#jerusalem#west bank#middle east#palestine 🇵🇸#freepalastine🇵🇸#free palastine#from the river to the sea palestine will be free#like wtf#wtf#fuck israel#anti zionisim#seriously wtf#wtf is going on#israel is a terrorist state#israel is committing genocide
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Hello, everyone!
@ghadaanqar1 reached out to me once again, asking me to publish a comic regarding the brutal, ongoing genocide that’s still taking place in Gaza. A name to the artist hasn’t been provided, so I can’t credit them, but if they’d like to reach out, I’m always available.
Even if you can’t contribute financially, I’d really appreciate if you could help Ghada and her family by sharing this as much as you can.
(Her campaign has been vetted at #6 )
€10,823 raised/20K€ target
(Donation Link Here)
They’ve also asked me to tag the following people:
@omegaversereloaded @punkitt-is-here @tamamita @skunkes @ot3 @valtsv @wolfertinger666 @paper-mario-wiki @nyancrimew @spongebobssquarepants @sabertoothwalrus @90-ghost @komsomolka @sawasawako @wolf-aid @hotvampireadjacent @necromancelena @certifiedsexed @isuggestforcefem @3000s @chokulit @ankle-beez @pitbolshevik @pissvortex @prisonhannibal @apas-95 @neechees @memingursa @afro-elf @vampiricvenus @turtletoria @marxism-transgenderism @beetledrink @bevsi @beserkerjewel @feluka @i-am-a-fish @spacebeyonce @b0nkcreat @11thsense @grox @aflo @slimetony @boobieteriat
#free palestine#free gaza#all eyes on rafah#go fund them#vetted#gaza#save palestine#palestine#current events
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I really wonder if trauma theorists who say things like "Humans are the only animal that will be in a fright state when physically safe" or "the rest of the animal kingdom doesn't get PTSD" have ever, like
Do you think they've actually ever met an animal?
#staranise original#psychology#child abuse tw#ptsd tw#animal cruelty tw#so much of what we know about the nervous system and behaviour comes from animal studies!!!#the physiological toll of even fairly brief upsetting events on baby rats is evident for the rest of their lives#my cat has been spoiled like a princess for a decade straight#and if you reach out to pet the top of her head with your hand palm-down she WILL smack you#no matter how happy she is with the rest of the interaction#she LOVES being petted on the head if you approach with your hand behind her ears#seeing that A L W A Y S causes her to react out of sheer reflex#even with me#tell me that's not a trauma response#actually don't#I need to go wrap presents
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something about the audience and two cakes or whatever
#juliie’s art#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#isat siffrin#siffrin isat#siffrin#mal du pays#mal du pays isat#isat mal du pays#happy pride month everybody <3#i wish i could go to a pride event this month but i live in a red state (usa) and i want to be. alive and well. so.#my dad and older brother got me a giant pack of skittles gummies and those sour rainbow airhead ropes bc “i had to celebrate somehow” lmao
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Katsukis undercover and a certain someone just BLEW IT...
#claw.art#my hero academia#mha#katsuki bakugou#dekubaku#dkbk#izuku midoriya#bakudeku#bkdk#deku also witnessed a canon event. of mortifying 2AM thoughts that are going to huant bakugou for the rest of his life#also i forgot to post some things here so sorry for the art spam lol
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This child in gaza is screaming:
"I wish it was a dream. Oh, mom and dad. I wish it was a dream and my mom and dad are still alive" after being rescued from underneath the rubble to find his parents killed by Israel.
Share this, we are not numbers. Let our voices be heard in hopes that this stops.
#i too wish it was all a dream#and I'm sitting surrounded by my family#you shouldn't go through that#he's so young why is this happening to our children?#palestine#gaza#israel#important#current events#ethnic cleansing#free gaza#free palestine#we are not numbers#gaza strip#gaza under genocide#gaza under attack#israel apartheid#video
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birdcage
i do not think 1x would be happy getting sent to the banlands….
they’d just stare like this for the first couple of months
would any of you believe me if i said the funky extra i did took longer than the main drawing…
#forsaken#forsaken fanart#forsaken roblox#roblox forsaken#1x1x1x1#1x4#1x4 roblox#forsaken 1x1x1x1#betrayed 1x1x1x1#betrayed 1x4#forsaken shedletsky#shedletsky forsaken#shedletsky fanart#shedletsky#i dont think shed would actually interact with them#he’d probably try to distance himself#either way he is NOT helping#1x is going to start a world ending event after this#i do not blame him#go girl go!!#homicidal porkchops#homicidalporkchops
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Whenever I see stuff about ‘trans men shouldn’t be able to say the f slur’ I just think about the time when I was 14 and got asked to homeschool prom by a straight guy 2 years older than me from the southern Baptist church I was raised in after he told me I was a third choice because every other girl he asked rejected him and then he proceeded to spend the entire night calling me a faggot behind my back whenever he got the chance to anyone that would listen. So yeah actually. As a trans man who’s been called a fag more than once I’ll say I’m a fag if I want too.
#vent#listen#I just think you’re fucking dumb if you think trans men don’t get called fags#I wasn’t even out to him I just had short hair and a very masculine build and he knew or suspected I was gay#so yeah yall#actually#transandrophobia#trans discourse#ftm#f slur tw#and if you wanna know why I went with him it’s because I was an incredibly lonely child and my parents really liked him and his family#and that was the only way I’d be allowed to go to an event everyone was hyping up#it sucked
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