I remember seeing the flyers for domestic violence in the bathroom whenever I’d go to urgent care.
I usually would be getting in to check if I had a UTI
It was the easiest way to get antibiotics on short notice
Or to be validated in my IC diagnosis!
Anyway
I’d think to myself -
Well I’d dissociate first -
And I’d think
That’s not my situation
They’re not physically abusive
I’m not scared of my best friend
They would never hurt me
And my body would plunge into more pain as I left my urine sample for the nurse
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It’s time to make coasters from a bunch of HSTs from the box of scraps I got!
I’m aiming for 4” ish square, and I’m making A Bunch so I can give them to my endocrinologist’s entire staff because they have hugely improved my quality of life. Like. By leaps and bounds. I’d make them all full quilts if I knew how many people worked there but that’s maybe a little much so quilted coasters it is! And maybe some quilted mug cozies!
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i complain a lot about how sitting in a classroom was torture for teen me without then applying the logical leap of "maybe your severely hyperactive ADHD ass wouldn't be filled with so much uncontrollable rage if you walked around a bit" but today i've gone out aimlessly wandering and ended up on a pretty hospital campus (needed to get labs done), at the library, at my favorite coffee shop, in my favorite downtown suburb, and now i'm gonna go meet rafi at work with a hot chocolate for them, and overall i'm like. SO calm.
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loving reminder to my fatigue friends that if you are supposed to be resting for health reasons (whether you have cfs/me, some kind of post-viral fatigue, or other chronic illnesses causing fatigue), this does include your brain and spending your time in bed reading mentally and emotionally draining news for hours will not be helping and may be doing actual harm
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I started having a flare up while we were cuddling, almost asleep. You held me as I cried, got me water and pain meds when I couldn't handle it anymore. Now you're getting me snacks because I mentioned wanting some. All of this, even though you're tired. You told me that even if you didn't sign up for this, it didn't matter, because you love me no matter what. You called me your perfect boy. How did I become so lucky.
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"didn't you have a ticket to one of the good omens season 2 screenings?"
er...
"you did. you were making a huge deal out of it in the chat. what happened to it?"
(mutters inaudibly) I gave it away
"you WOT?????"
(┬┬﹏┬┬)
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forget "your body is a wonderland"...
because my body? it's one of the many overgrown, deeply haunted theme parks left to rot and rust and be reclaimed by nature.
none of it....looks like it would collapse on top of you, were you to peek inside an attraction, but maybe keep an eye on the joints holding up the support beams, because the groans they're making when the wind blows is...alarming.
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I am literally in the worst flare up I have ever had in my life. I have taken every med I can take and have found no relief. I've tried heat, ice, laying down, walking, standing, sitting. Everything hurts. Nothing helps. On top of everything I have insomnia and I want to rip my hair out. I have never been this uncomfortable.
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forgot i very wisely put my braces on because i'm busing all over town today doing pre-storm errands & i had a moment of being like "wow, weird, the bus drivers are being EXTRA nice to me..... with all the other passengers they seem to be in a hurry but for me they keep waiting to move til i fully take my seat... am i limping really badly today or something??"
and then i looked down at my bondage geared legs and was like oh. right.
girl. you are crippled.
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gonna take a break from slowly losing my mind while writing ch 13 of Cyto to add the shapeshifter au to the fic list
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Currently in zoom class and there are several technical issues going on tonight and I am so overstimulated and I’m being so brave about it or however the phrase goes
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me: has a small infection, nbd
my immune system:
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