#bc i have a huge headache:(
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matt: heyy babe, how ya feeling? thought i'd check in before i gotta start getting ready for a game tonight
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#/ feel free to ignore this it's just in case u want smth for them bc i have a huge headache today so doubt i'll get to the para lol#✶ — › i don't feel pressure — ⌜ texts ⌟#✶ — › w — › suki waterhouse
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actual outfit i am wearing right now
#the hat n sunnies are bc i am having a bad headache#and the overhead lights hurt my head but if i turn them off my computer screen will be too bright#but the jumper is new and jaunty#anyway#fuck off lou#my post#my photos#me#my face#mine#your semi-regular reminder that i am a huge clown w zero swag or style
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I haven't done anything tonight yet bc I rediscovered Guitar Hero (damn I feel old XD)
but good news is I've only got 16 things left to do! by tomorrow, I should have more things in the queue than are left to be done, which is always a good feeling
I still have a little ways to go but DAMN I should have the askbox open in about a week! I'm so freaking excited <3
#mod post#my hands hurt tho idk if it's still eczema or if it's dry skin or what but they're cracking and painful#esp across my palm and on the webbing between my thumbs and first fingers? it SUCKS bc like obv you use your hands for everything#I'm a lil angy about it but I'm managing#also on shark week AND haven't had any ibuprofen in almost a week when I used to take it at least once a day for headaches#so I'm in a little pain but I'm trying to power thru bc I'm worried that my headaches are rebound headaches from taking ibuprofen so much#ALSO BITCHES????? BITCHES FNAF MOVIE DROPS ON FRIDAYYYY#me and Mom are gonna watch it on Saturday after I get out of work... WITH PIZZA AND WINGS!!!!#that thought is getting me through the rest of the week dammit#really looking forward to it#ANYWAY SORRY I RAMBLED IN THE TAGS BUT I'MMA TRY TO GET SOME HECKING THINGS DONE!!#should be able to manage at least two tonight <3#but I'm tired so two mmmmay be the most I can muster up tonight#but that'll mean the queue and my drafts will be tied at 14 each and that will feel HUGE#love you guys pls take care of yourselves!!!! practice good self care drink water take your meds go have a snack and watch a show!! <3
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when are they gonna invent something that makes periods stop altogether this birth control aint doing shit
#i had to leave work early again because i started bleeding like crazy out of NOWHERE!!!! i thought this was over with!!#it's also insane bc i've been bleeding consistently since the BEGINNING OF SEPTEMBER#it has been very light most of the time and i thought it was actually letting up bc i've barely bled the past couple days#but suddenly in the middle of the day i just had tons of bleeding and huge blood clots again. like it used to be#why the fuck am i taking this shit if it's not fucking doing anything.#i fucking hate it here. i'm so miserable and i'm in pain because my fucking shoulders and back are killing me#i'm so tired of living like this!!! to be honest!!!! :(#i also feel pathetic bc of my double shots yesterday so i'm just really tired on top of it all. god whatever. sorry for this post.#chatpost#i took two ibuprofen before i left work an hour ago and either it's not doing anything or hasnt kicked in yet because i also have a fucking#headache :( im so sad
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ive been so exhausted this week i don’t know what’s wrong with me but it really does not bode well for the semester given that im about to have 3 long days in a row every week starting next week (work + class monday, work + therapy tuesday, work + teaching wednesday)
#im worried im taking all these naps and stuff bc my body is trying to fight off whateger sickness that person i sat next to on monday#mightve exposed me to. i don’t feel sick but i have had headaches and congestion but nothing super unusual like i get that every week bc of#exhaustion and stress and allergies… but idk. also that person was apparently on campus today so im assuming she either seriously didn’t#have covid or is incredibly reckless and callous. also i was in another huge crowded room today (but never took my mask off) and also have t#to be in a huge crowded room tomorrow AND im working from 9-5 on saturday bc im tabling during move in 😍😍😍😍😍😍and i may be going to an event#on Sunday in another huge crowded room to support a student im going to be working with close LY this yr who will be presenting smth… and t#then im in more huge crowded rooms monday adjntiesyda and then the semester starts wed and it’s our first day of teaching the class 😍😍😍😍😍 so#im totally not stressed at all just in general or about being possibly exposed to covid in like 15 different settings lol!!!!!!!!#also ofc by ‘take my mask off’ i means lip it off my face for 2 seconds to take a bite of food
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I fear I've made a grave mistake
#covid was going around at work so i made sure to keep my N-95 on at all times and use proper ppe with any covid resident#because i was Not gonna get sick befote comic-con#and i didn't!#but comic-con's over and i think i might have caught covid during the convention 😬#fortunately my sunday cosplay was quite literally a giant box with a hole over the eyes so i doubt i really passed it on then#but i wasn't wearing a mask (despite being very aware that i could end up getting covid because it's a huge crowd of people)#and i am realizing that was a Mistake#I'm only feeling a little gross so far but it's making me remember how much covid sucked#(not as bad as the flu tho so at least there's that?)#and wearing a mask would have been so much less uncomfortable than that constant headache and sore throat#I'm gonna hopefully get tested tomorrow and obviously I'll wear a mask if i leave the house even if it's negative just to be safe#but next year i think I'll probably make some cute lil masks to match my cosplays#because this was A Mistake™#(and it was a fairly shitty weekend too because apparently i only catch covid on shitty days)#(the first time i got it was - i think - from watching Morbius in theaters because it was the only place i didn't mask up bc snacks)#(so i guess i just gotta stop making bad decisions and having bad days)#okay I'm going to bed so i can wake up and get tested and hopefully find out I'm wrong 🤞
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God, I'm starting to have my health close to declining to GLBUH!Michael levels-
#for those who don't know#it's bad#pretty bad#luckily I'm not o n his level#but this week got me falling pretty close (. 3.);;#not only did i force myself to work even when sick i did so when i got my period#which is pretty bad rn#i feel like puking half of the time can't move headaches all that stuff#but it at least means I'm not THAT bad of a shape rn bc otherwise it wouldn't have come#but also i haven't been eating alot but that's more side effect of my medication which makes me feel lack of hunger#then due to anger and stress on Tuesday bc of my teacher and his email i lost ALOT of hair and its pretty thin rn#so to check off#I'm a bit underweight due to lack of food#lost alot kf hair due to stress#and i pushed myself to work even when my body couldn't#all in all#I was pretty close to becoming Michael XD#after this one tho I'm taking a huge break#which means either more doodles or little nothing at all for days#depending on how i feel cuz sometimes i doodle to de stress#cake talks
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Woah tumblr completely changed the order that my following / followers lists were in on mobile. They’re completely jumbled.
#[ 🌹 | for it is you who is the author of my misery { OOC } ]#[ almost panicked bc I thought a HUGE chunk of people unfollowed me but turns out those followers were just scattered around elsewhere ]#[ what a headache. ]#[ ya kno I thought tumblr’s updates were promising at first. I actually like the new editing style ]#[ but staff keeps adding updates that keep breaking shit that have worked for YEARS. and it’s like. ?? why. if it’s not broke DONT TOUCH IT#can staff please just go back to fine tuning the beta editor / dash please instead of fuckin up the most basic of features ]#[ I’m tired and it’s so deeply discouraging. makes me not want to come back.. ]#[ oh well. I’ll be on discord if anyone wants to write there instead until this website is fixed ]
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Anyway, just wanna say Augusto did well ❤️
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When Dainsleif's collected miscellany gets released is he gonna be narrating his own ??? 🤔
#i have MET DAINSLEIF AFTER TWO MONTHS OF TRYING TO GET THROUGH THE CHASM#have to take a break bc i have a huge headache#so now he is trapped here. with me :)#i like dainsleif he holds many secrets#just like all my faves so it seems JFNDJDJS#im so excited to know more about his character tho#this is more ramble but i wonder in the end of genshin will dainsleif be revealed as the true protag who knows#sometimes i get that feeling but the main story is about finding ur sibling#but i mean.... khaenriah... fighting gods...#does dainsleif wanna fight the gods? no right? the abyss wanted to fight thr gods and thats why dain left them#genshin impact#genshin rambles#when i feel BETTER i am LOCKING EYES WITH YOU#also yes i couldve just rambled about all this in a different post#but ahah
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i hate reading hangovers in fics bc either not a single fic writer ever has written an accurate hangover OR mine are just weird and you know what i think i can tell which one it is. like where is my representation for the bitches that get incredibly depressed when they're hungover. like it cant just be me alcohol is literally a depressant. i have to actually police myself and my thought process when im hungover bc ive realised it just makes me unreasonable. i have to go 'we'll think about this tomorrow' no matter how pressing the problem seems bc i honest to god cannot respond proportionally when im hungover i convince myself the world is ending and that im an awful awful person and yeah okay i can see why people aren't adding this fun part of hangovers into their cute fluff fics now
#like i can handle it bc i know it's just bc im hungover but it's still shitty#MUCH shittier than a little headache and nausea#it's different for everyone obvs#but my specific brand of it is that i get really self-loathing and i convince myself that someone somewhere is angry with me#so for example i was hungover on wednesday and saw my mum (never a good combo) and i owe her money#but she's not been that stressed about me giving it back to her#but yk what? the ENTIRE day i couldnt stop thinking about it and convinced myself a huge argument was coming#and that she was mad at me and i just felt guilty and awful all day#woke up the next morning right as rain immediately like 'why on god's name was i so stressed about that it's not even a big deal'#hangovers are mental#im talking about this here mainly to complain but also this is one of those drinking things that took me YEARS to figure out#so id just have really awful days and i could never figure out the correlation between how i felt and if i was hungover#so im saying it here to keep in case other people havent connected the dots yet either lol#im pretty sure the way i even found out was bc i complained once about how down i get when hungover#and abby had to be like 'babe alcohol is a fucking depressant' and i was like oh... OH#smthn smthn there should never be any pressure on people to drink but we should still very much be better at educating about it smthn smthn
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day 2 of exam semester and im ready to shoot myself in the head 😁🔫
#man . its too much#salisha speaks#i need to buy a new laptop cause my old one is DEAD#and ive found a couple good ones at a pretty decent prize#but idk if i can get one bc im broke as fuck and idk if my parents have enough money to help me out :)#being poor is so fun ! NOT#anyway im gonna show my mom the ones i found tonight and i hope i can get one#and then tomorrow i need to work Very Hard on this moodboard and my sketches for modevorming#ajahfjkekwkdkd so much stress already#and i want to shower bc i feel Gross but im so tired and i have a huge headache :(((
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my game is still doing the infinite loading screen glitch no matter what i do, save for take out my entire build/buy folder. i think my game is just overloaded with mods, so i’ll probably have to purge and rebuild my mods folder, or wait until i can update my computer so it’s stronger. idk what else to do
#i have a headache#im so upset about this :( i wanted to take screenshots so bad#i had such a cute idea for a post and i cant even execute it bc my game only works when i take out a significant portion of mods#i thought maybe there were conflicts but i did the 50/50 method and couldnt replicate the glitch#and i used mod conflict detector to delete 10gb of mods but im still getting the glitch#it only happens when i have my full folder in#granted it is 117 gbs lmfao but i need the stuff for storytelling#every other storyteller uses intense cc builds and i love that style! i love making realistic lots#the idea of having to go minimalist makes me so upset. building is so much fun for me#im just really upset over this. i dont know when i’ll be able to post again#this year ive only made like maybe ten posts it makes me feel awful :(#i love my story so much. it is my greatest source of comfort#being unable to create puts such a huge hole in my chest#im gonna try to save the cc from my builds like the straud house/farm and my characters homes#and then delete the rest of the cc and probably only download lots from very specific people to keep my bb to a minimum#but i just hate having to do that bc im scared i’ll delete something i really needed#i just hate change so much it literally ruins my day lol my head HURTS#so i guess i’ll be on an indefinite story hiatus until i can sort this out. :(#sorry im always complaining on here its just that literally nothing ever goes right lol
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#I already feel like today is gonna be a shitshow at work#I’m partially to blame for it#bc I’m covering catering for our normal caterer while she’s out of town#and there’s a big order today plus two more#and I prepped as much stuff as I could for it yesterday before I left#but there’s still a lot of food that needs to be made today and I didn’t have a key to the store so I couldn’t go in early today to start#making the food and I didn’t ask one of the managers if I could borrow their key#plus the idea of going into the store alone possibly hours before anyone else gets there is nerve wracking to me#anyway I’m gonna have 5 hours to make a shit ton of sandwiches and huge salads#so if they don’t actually give me the help that I was told yesterday that I would be given#then I’m fucked#so basically all night that’s what I’ve been having dreams about like literally every possible thing going wrong#so I’m stressed#I also have a headache that started yesterday that’s still here and I imagine it’s probably gonna get worse throughout the day as I continue#to be stressed and also to not eat or drink anything because I won’t have the time to do either#like I’m the one hand I know I’ve done as much as I could so I’ll probably be fine#I made a lot of food yesterday in less time#like I’m giving myself an extra hour this morning than I did yesterday and there’s less things I have to do today before I start making#sandwiches than I did yesterday but still I’m just worried that I’m gonna be slow and constantly stressed about it#but oh my god as soon as I finish the orders I’m gonna head back to the store and prep for tomorrow and then come home and sleep probably#but I mean I took a four hour nap yesterday then was awake for like 2.5 hours and went back to sleep for the night#I feel like all I do when I get home is nap anymore#which is potentially a problem but oh well#or maybe I’ll actually write when I get home bc I need to work more on the johnny fic I started but I’m stuck I don’t know where I actually#wanted it to go from where I’m at right now bc putting the smut here feels kinda forced and also I don’t know I kinda feel like I should#just get rid of this scene but this scene is also kinda what I was building around#we’ll see
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the last post i reblogged just reignited my rage over something that happened my freshman year of college so mini rant in the notes lol
#so on tuesdays i had a a rhetoric class at 9:30 and then a chem lab at 2:50 or something weird like that#and sometimes i would just linger around campus during the gap but one day i started feeling super sick out of nowhere right after rhetoric#so i went back to my apartment to rest for a bit and found out my roommate was also sick#and i just kept feeling worse plus the fact that she was sick too told me it was an actual sickness not the random stuff i feel a lot#like nausea and headaches from being anemic for example#so i sent an email to the TA for my chem lab letting her know i was sick and i wouldn’t be there that day#and she said i needed a doctors note but i didn’t have a pcp or anything in my college town and there was a waitlist at the campus clinic#so i went home the next day and ended up going to a minute clinic so they could test for strep and bronchitis and stuff#(everything they tested for came back negative so i still don’t know what i had but i felt like absolute shit)#so i sent the paperwork from the clinic to my TA before our next lab on thursday and i was back in class by the tuesday after that#but even though i told her i was sick that first tuesday she said the doctors note only excused me from the thursday lab#so i went to office hours to make up the experiment from thursday but she wouldn’t let me do the tuesday one#each lab was worth 100 points and the only other grades we got were for these little 10 point quizzes that barely counted#so even though i had like a 99 in the class all semester up to that point i ended up with a B bc i got a zero for that one lab#and i’m still so mad about it like i did everything almost perfectly all semester and i couldn’t get an A#bc she wouldn’t let me make up a lab i missed while sick even though i got a doctors note a day later#keep in mind this was in 2021 right when the delta variant of covid was spreading like crazy#so the university made a huge point of encouraging everyone not to go to class if they felt sick in any way#like i was just trying not to infect all my classmates but bc i couldn’t immediately get a doctors note i lost a whole letter grade#and it was a fucking CHEM LAB like that shit was hard and i was doing so well!!! priscilla if you’re out there i still hold this against you#lj.txt
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yay weed
#the bin#i shoudk save my money but im not going to. this is the closest thing i have to antidepressants and actually effective pain killers so#whatever. it helps with my anxiety too. it helps with almost everything. unless im in a lot of pain and then it makes that pain way worse#if i have a more than minor headache then it makes that way worse and if something specific hurts really REALLY bad then its not good#but if not then it fixes most of my stuff. its temporary but it whaatever works :/ and the next day is usually pretty good too#its not THAT expensive. ive been getting the cheapest option around me and its not terrible. i wish i could have less but alas#i envy ppl who can do 10mgs and have it help and have a good time. i have 10mg and everything sucks#everything still hurts. my brain is still very much on. im just unable to see straight and my walking gets weird and my mouth gets dry#and nothing is enjoyable. it just sucks. 15 is ok but its not really worth it to me honestly. its kinda boring. if im soending this money#then it has to be good. better to have a much better experience than to save a little bit of money and have several less good ones#that are barely worth it anyway. hhh. my sister is being less weird abt it now at least.#i kinda fucking hate that this works so well but when i oull the 'it shuts my tourettes completely off' card ppl suddenly get very ok with#any amount i wanna have however often. its deeply insulting but also very expected. at least its convenient for me in this case#with my mom its not that insulting i guess. last time she was around mw very often my tics eere real bad and they were obviously very#unpleasant for me. but its mostly bc everything there was so stressful and overwhelming all the time and ut made it far worse#but shes actually pretty normal abt it. at leasts he is now#its rare that people are. ppl look at me like im inhuman. i try very very hard not to tic around people bc of this#the ppl im around rn dont look at me weird but ive hardly ever ticced in front of them.#getting high also helps my ocd so much which is huge. im glad when i move ill have a very not judgmental person to get it for me#at least my other older sister is very normal abt it. shes like yeha its ur body ur money ur choice. whatever man. and that s great.
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